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munsontm · 2 years

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[ MUSIC ] for our muses to sing / play instruments together (eddie teaching max how to play guitar send tweet)

It was the first time in a long time that he'd felt a sense of normalcy. More often than not, his life felt like a garbage bag in the wind, aimless, pointless, and devoid of any life at all. He tried to fill the void with drugs and alcohol, occasionally sex when the offer arose. Sometimes those things helped; other times, they made him feel a whole lot worse. Pathetic was the main word that came to mind, though useless wasn't far behind that. Just like every other member of the Munson clan---Wayne aside.

The one thing in his life that helped him live was music. Even on the darkest kinds of days when he felt at the brink of oblivion, a good tune could always call him back from the precipice, soothe his soul, and remind him that some things in life and in the world were good, even if it was sounds compiled together with words, beats and instruments. And when Eddie played, with Betty slung across his chest, killing it like an Olympian god. It made him come back to life and rise from the dead.

But it had never occurred to Eddie to share his musical ability with someone else before. Not until she hurtled into his life like a living firestorm with a sarcastic lip and an icy glare. As a kid, he'd have liked to have a younger sibling, someone to look after and love, to fill the void in his heart devoid of such emotions from years of neglect. Well, now he was approaching twenty and had Max Mayfield where the void once existed.

They were sat together on the old sofa outside the Munson trailer, a beer at his side, soda at hers. He'd spent the last ten minutes trying to tune the guitar Max had presented him. But it was an old beaten-up thing that she probably got on the cheap. No one in the trailer park owned anything remotely fancy, after all. He figured after a bit that it was as perfect as it was ever gonna be, which meant not ideal in the slightest. "It's cool. I've probably got some replacement strings about here somewhere I can dig out later. We're good for now." Grinning, Eddie stood and crouched in front of the kid. He slid the strap around her, adjusting it to her slighter frame. "Bitchin!" he said, imitating their mutual psychic friend. "Now you're ready to rock out with your---nevermind. We're gonna rock it, Mad Max."

As he sat back down, he started to get that feeling. "Black Sabbath's Iron Man is pretty piss easy to learn. Smart girl like you will be smashing it before you know it." He felt alive, almost happy even, and it showed in the dimples of his smile.

"Oh yeah, got this for ya!" Eddie suddenly produced a marbled lilac-coloured plectrum from his jeans pocket and placed it in her hand. "Hope you like it." Nerves prickled at him just for a moment. What if she didn't like it? Before settling on that one, he'd stared at the variety for what felt like hours. Eddie laughed the anxiety away, silently praying he'd done well. "Uhh...anyway, yeah. We're gonna start with an E chord. Then we'll go into the main riff B5, D5, E5, G5, D5, E5. Can you remember that?" He knew she could. Max was far more impressive at her age than he'd ever been.

It took a couple of practice runs for them to surpass the intro and main riff and then the first verse. But she'd destroyed it as expected, far quicker than his expectations. "Shit! You're killing it, Maximus." With an animated tone, he clapped her over the back and swung for a high-five. "Those boys are not gonna know what hit em' once we're done." Jamming out with Max under the sunset sky, it was a good day. One where he didn't feel pathetic or useless. Hell, he even felt his actions made a difference in some other unfortunate soul's life. Wasn't that a first? Making that firestorm smile, her icy glare melted into awe and wonder at her blossoming skill. It would be a moment he never forgot. Now Max knew the power of music too. He hoped it took her through the dark too.

@shezoomer

#shezoomer #𝚍𝚢𝚗. 𝚎𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚎 & 𝚖𝚊𝚡. ( 𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚣𝚘𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚛 )#I'M not o k a y #i'm nottttttttttttt #v. volume 4.

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hubba1892 · 7 months

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Was ihr nicht seht (2023) | Then and now

#'Wie redest denn Du mit mir?!' Leo my beloved! tell him!#and I know it didn't really fit with Leo showing up at the crime scence this time around #but we would have deserved that 'Schicker Look' callback #still having several thoughts/headcanons about this episode #the mirror scenes #the lack of the necklace the whole episode #Leo leaving...only this time Karin follows her #the first time we see Leo mentioning Martin to Karin and the first time we see Karin asking about him #and Karin looking at Leo almost the same way #it's all o k a y #(already preparing myself for the next film here)#anyway good to see I'm still so very normal about all of it #Tatort Dresden #Tatort #meins

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janiedean · 1 month

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if that tumblr post with fucking licia ronzulli and her daughter is still going around someone inform people that she just said on tv that bodycams on cops at the end of it most likely show more abuse towards cops than abuse they actually dish maybe that'd get them to stop sharing that monstrosity

#don't mind me i'm on my half morning off and doing crap freelance work with bg on #she showed up dropped this bombshell and kept on going off about horrible leftists hating the police #btw the context was people unjusting blaming the government for the italian student getting beat up by cops in the us #which never happened but that's what she says it did #o k a y #i mean no one blames the government for THAT but anyway #police brutality cw #swear to god i'm finishing this nonsense and answering the ask backload

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da-birb-writes-sometimes · 9 months

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I both love, and fear my mutuals

#dove rambles #YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE #Y O U K N O W #mutuals #as i'm typing this they are back at it only proving my point further #gassing me up by mass reblogging

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dove-da-birb · 10 months

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*scrolling through tumblr* [I'm not drawing the zebra print that's on my shirt each time]

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*sees halloween rook*

*simp/crisis mode engaged*

Bonus internal reaction;

I have no fucking gems *internal québécois français screaming*

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maxsix · 1 year

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#mingi #song mingi #ateez #well #okay #o k a y #not ok #so not ok #i'm not okay Gerard Way #i actually like this hair on him #it's weird but he owns it

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slashingdisneypasta · 29 days

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I'm watching Pawnstars and they have one of Harry Houdini's straight jackets.

That's the first thing that's really excited me. That's actually so damn cool. Oh my goodness. This is something I'd geek out over XDD

#i dont understand though why rick wants it repaired #w h y o n e a r t h would you want to make a cool old thing NEW?#oh no no no. those could be h a r r y h o u d i n i ' s scuffs. h i s tears.#you keep those!!!#even if they're just from age and not hh's fault- if you clean it up i feel like you're taking history away from it #i'm sorry- would you replace the strings on a guitar that jimmy hendrix played??#would you fill in the bullet holes in Bonnie & Clyde's ford getaway car???#nooooo no no no #those are the things that sit you close to another time! 😅#and a harry houdini s t r a i g h t j a c k e t?? that is the coolest thing

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leatherbookmark · 10 months

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luv that person for pointing out nhs had a "cultural obligation" to avenge his family BUT ALSO thinking nmj wouldn't be ashamed of nhs for *squints* ruining the sect's good name, being known as the useless sect leader who doesn't know shit and doesn't help at all, using scary gossip to keep people away from their saber tombs instead of building actual working defenses, blackmailing, using teenagers as bait, cozying up to jgy for over a decade while secretly plotting his downfall, paying off the witnesses, carelessly allowing collateral damage, and finally, last but not least, finishing his revenge not by killing jgy in the exact same way he killed nmj, not looking him in his face and stabbing him in the heart with a saber, but manipulating l fucking xc to attack a defenseless, injured jgy in presumed self-defense. lol

#shrimp thoughts #yknow. this nmj who pushed nhs towards a cultivation path that would eventually end in nhs's miserable death BUT it was what their ancestor #all did. this is their cultivation path and it MUST be done. this nmj. o k a y #tbh i'm not sure what nmj's thoughts on qs would be. because i think he'd be convinced she needs to know but at the same time he'd #have to be aware that if she knows she has no other option than to kill herself because yknow. she's a ruined woman. tainted etc #but still. if he thought jgy had no right to kill his dumbass 'whatcha gonna do? kill me?' soldiers then maybe he'd extend this to qs

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shslpunkartist99 · 8 months

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#.... I wanna make a new Punk #but idk who #the Quad are like.. the MAIN characters yknow

How about Punk Himbo Keith? /JJJJJJJ

Okay for real here, how about Nene, Darnell, Barry, Morgana, Willow, Gold, Xeno, or Olivia for the new Punk there? =D

Sorry Shades, Himbo Keith has become part of me now /jk

Mmm... none of em really click. Except for maybe Olivia. But that's probably because she's really cute

#Punk Xeno?#Kim I own Xeno now #and Gold #I'm a parasite #e v e r y o n e g o e s P u n k

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deus-ex-mona · 1 year

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just a tl of gijirenai (make-believe love affair) that’s as questionable as asuna’s own canon love affair~~~ (haseo [derogatory]...)

リプくれなくなったの何で？

いいねくれないの何で？

恋人のはずなのに何で？

愛してるほしいエビデイ

Why haven’t you replied to my posts?

Why haven’t you liked my posts?

Aren’t we supposed to be lovers? So, why?

I want you to love me every day

あなたのアカウントを見張る

ガチ恋な私見張る

鍵垢されたら落ちる

浮気されてたらシメる

I’m keeping a close eye on your account

I’m keeping a close eye on you, who’s in love with me

I’ll be depressed if you set your account to private

And I’ll strangle you if you cheat on me

あなただけ

ラブ合図見つけて

こっそり匂わせよ？

彼ピ

You’re the only one

Whose love signal I’m on the lookout for

Shall we sneakily move in close enough to take in each other’s scents?

My sweetie pie

ファンのあなたが一番好き♡

キスとかほんとはしたいよね…？(Chu〜)

名前知らないけど大好き♡

事務所が許してくれないの… (えーん)

いつかパパに紹介したい　(パパー)

見た目？年も関係ない　(ないない)

楽しんでるなら無問題

あなた幸せにするアイドル

You, my fan, are the one I love the most ♡

You actually really wanna kiss me, don’t you…? (Kiss~)

I don’t know your name, but I’m in love with you ♡

But my agency won’t approve of my feelings… (Ehh)

I wanna introduce you to my dad someday (Hey, Dad)

Hm? Your looks? Your age doesn’t matter either (Not at all)

There aren’t any problems as long as we’re having fun

I’m an idol who brings happiness to you

配信は全部見て　(愛で)

スカートの中見ないで　(エッチ)

盗聴盗撮最低　(最低)

好きでいさせてよエビデイ

Be sure to watch everything on my livestreams (And love me)

But looking up my skirt is not allowed (You perv)

You’d be the worst if you wiretapped or snuck pictures of me (The worst)

Let me love you every day

上から見線説教体質

持ちつ持たれつでいこうや？彼ピ

恋愛は自由でも

マナーぐらい守ろうや？

What’s with this condescending lecture about my health?

Just how do you think this co-dependence is working out for us, sweetie pie?

You should be free to love as you wish

But mind your manners, got it?

ファンのあなたが一番好き♡

ハグとかほんとはしたいよね…？(ギュ〜)

あなたと“も”結婚がしたい

法律が許してくれないの… (えーん)

いつかママに紹介したい　(ママー)

仕事？年収関係ない　(ないない)

楽しんでるなら無問題

あなた幸せにするアイドル

You, my fan, are the one I love the most ♡

You actually really wanna hug me, don’t you…? (Hug~)

I wanna get married to you “too”

But the law won’t permit me to… (Ehh)

I wanna introduce you to my mom someday (Hey, Mom)

Hm? Your job? Your salary doesn’t matter either (Not at all)

There aren’t any problems as long as we’re having fun

I’m an idol who brings happiness to you

わたしだけ分かる

ラブ合図作って

こっそり匂わせよ？

彼ピ

I’m the only one who knows

About the love signal you give off

Shall we sneakily move in close enough to take in each other’s scents?

My sweetie pie

他の人のリプ見ないで！！

玉手箱も開いちゃダメじゃん？

魔法が消えてなくなっちゃう

そんなことより楽しもうよ

Don’t look at other peoples’ replies!!

You can’t open Pandora’s box, can you?

Otherwise the magic spell will disappear

But, rather than worry about that, let’s have some fun

ファンのあなたが一番好き♡

キスとかほんとはしたいよね…？(chu〜)

名前知らないけど大好き♡

事務所が許してくれないの… (えーん)

いつかパパに紹介したい　(パパー)

見た目？年も関係ない　(ないない)

楽しんでるなら無問題

あなた幸せにするアイドル

You, my fan, are the one I love the most ♡

You actually really wanna kiss me, don’t you…? (Kiss~)

I don’t know your name, but I’m in love with you ♡

But my agency won’t approve of my feelings… (Ehh)

I wanna introduce you to my dad someday (Hey, Dad)

Hm? Your looks? Your age doesn’t matter either (Not at all)

There aren’t any problems as long as we’re having fun

I’m an idol who brings happiness to you

#p l e a s e feel free to correct me on this h e lp i just love asuna o k #btw 'karepi' is just a cutesy way of saying 'boyfriend' so i just changed it to 'sweetie pie' o k ie~?#there's no wayyyy i'm typing 'boyfwiend' unironically esp in asuna contexts~~~~#btw hey asuna my dms are open-#you don't need haseo i m he r e y k-#honeyworks #deus ex asuna (of fruits⭐︎sugar)#throwing this to the wolves (aka the main tag) bc ✨a s u n a✨ y k—

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polaroidcats · 10 months

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I just wrote a very long rant and deleted it again but!! if any of you EVER have even a tiny bit of imposter syndrome when it comes to academic writing I am very happy to inform you that you absolutely do not need any of that, because as I've witnessed countless times by now, even some professors (especially professors) do not know how to use citation software but will also refuse to put any bibliographic information into the WIP document, and instead rely on their asistant's psychic powers to figure out what needs to go into the bibliography of their texts.

#rant #ramblings #like i'M BEGGING YOU AT LEAST GIVE ME THE TITLE OF THE TEXT OR THE PLACE OF PUBLICATION #just the author's name and a year is NOT ENOUGH with most authors 😭#i'm so fucking frustrated like why why WHY WOULD YOU NOT JUST COPY PASTE THE INFO INTO THE DOC #you must have had the info at one point when u looked the reference text up???#just copy it into the doc #and what makes it even worse is that we all have access to a citation software that I KNOW she sometimes uses #but not consistently and then it's just pure chaos #how does she expect me to do my job of editing the bibliography when T h e r e I s N o F u c k i n g B i b l i o g r a p h y #life in academia

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tophatandboots · 11 months

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I haven't walked eleven whole kilometers since.... Since the medieval fantasy festival last year, I think, and that was before I hit rock bottom health wise.

I WALKED ELEVEN WHOLE KILOMETERS WITH MY ACTUAL FEET AND I DIDN'T FALL OVER OR GET STUCK ANYWHERE OR EVEN NEED A PAINKILLER BEFORE I GOT HOME

My joint pain may be inevitable but I'm rebuilding my muscle strength and stamina, baybeeeeeeeee

#I am so godsdamned sleep deprived it's making me weird #Also I'm going to take an anti inflammatory because it feels like the bones in my ankles are on fire #My arse muscles may try to attack me in my sleep but I don't care because #E L E V E N K I L O M E T R E S I N O N E D A Y #My range was 4km with the stick in March and that was pushing it. In January I couldn't sit up unsupported.

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gottagobuycheese · 2 years

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“[Both Hades and I do not wish for you to end up as the 'King of the Underworld'. We also do not wish for you to be bound to us, and do not wish for the lives we've lived, our history, to become the rules that you must abide by. No, all you need to do is to advance forward towards the end of all scenarios, like you've been doing all along.]

"But, I… I am the Underworld's…"

[You're our son. That is all that matters.]”

never going to be over this part tbh

[ID: a digital piece of fanart depicting Kim Dokja and Persephone from Omniscient Reader by Sing-Shong. Persephone appears undisguised as she kneels before the smaller Kim Dokja, with deep brown skin and dark curly hair embedded with tiny stars. She wears a light green dress and has a gentle, loving smile on her face as she lightly brushes his hair behind his ear, thumbing away the wetness on his cheek even as her own tears threaten to spill over. Gold bracelets encircle her wrist and bicep, and part of her hair is tied back with several bright pink roses. Kim Dokja, dressed in his signature white coat and black shirt and pants, stares up at her with wide, wet eyes, moved beyond words by a kindness he cannot repay. /end ID]

#omniscient reader #orv persephone #queen of the darkest spring #kim dokja #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv #orv fanart #I AM NOT OKAY #IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A JOKE I THOUGHT IT WAS A J O K E #‘haha yeah I'm the new heir to the underworld so I guess that makes you my parents now’ EXCEPT THEY REALLY WENT ALL IN #AND DO MUCH BETTER THAN MANY MANY BLOOD PARENTS #I A M N O T O K A Y #my attempts at art #I realize this lines up with approximately zero of her descriptions in the novel AND the preview in the latest webtoon chapter #but hadestown persephone is the only persephone I can visualize when thinking about her now #so all future persephones will likely be based off that visually unless otherwise specified #I THINK she wasn't mentioned to look like anyone in particular in this scene #but if she was then Oh Well #man the orv brainrot is so real #finally finished the whole thing and man...man.......#there is SO MUCH I want to draw and so little time #and most of it is outside my current skill level skdjfskfhs #but oh well #sidenote: I love that they always phrase it ‘persephone and hades’ in this instead of the other way around #refreshing

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haunted-jackalope · 4 months

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in an attempt to not use gendered terminology as much (dude/sis/bro/etc), my brain has defaulted to "friend", which does get around the "possibly misgendering strangers" thing but Does Not get around the "coming off incredibly condescending" issue 💀 it is objectively even more condescending. why am I like this

#'just dont refer to people like that' I'm Working On It #baby steps o k a y

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mesanthropi · 7 months

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mitski's so right, evgerything else has a price but some things are truly mine (but love also has a cost, so in a way, she's so wrong)

#selenicives.chr ✶#edelweiss.txt #dw i am O K A Y /SRS #im js listening to my sad boy playlist #it's sooo awkward listening to college students talk sometimes idk abt u guys #like we're homies but they're doing college stuff while i'm doing me stuff

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misscrazyfangirl321 · 7 months

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"and there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you dear. Have I known you twenty seconds or twenty years?" or "You're beautiful, every little piece, love and don't you know you're really gonna be someone" for the Taylor Swift lyrics game

You're beautiful

Every little piece, love

Don't you know

You're really gonna be someone

#a s k a n y o n e #and when you find #everything you look for #i hope your life leads me back to my front door #oh but if it don't #STAY BEAUTIFULLLLLL #ahem. i'm normal about this song #answered #anon #thanks for the ask!#taylor swift

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