Unfortunately for me I’m easily manipulated

Idk if this is a hot take but why is it always “Kai slaved away and worked his ass off to raise his sister” and never the other way round or them working hard together?

Like, I know he’s older but in the show, does he really… act older? Like if you think about Kai and Nya’s dynamic yknow? Because from my understanding:

When Kai and Nya are introduced we see Kai fail at making a sword and Nya being the one to chide him for it. Kai makes an overconfident statement about wanting to be a better blacksmith than his father. This suggests that one, Kai is rather rash as well as inexperienced (something that lines up with the rest of his character arc in the pots and also generally), with Nya being the more mature figure in contrast

Also just a note but in the shorts: “I can handle it!” “No you can’t, stupid”

Kai frequently being very good at neglecting people or things: leaving Lloyd at an arcade whilst being focused on finding samurai x, not even knowing samurai x was Nya or that she only did it because she felt left out by him, completely abandoning both Nya and Lloyd in s3 (and Ik he was going through it at the time, but in line with the fandom’s characterisation of him)

Kai in season 5: “After I lost my dad, I lost my way. But I was lucky to have my sister watch over me”

Generally, their dynamic isn’t one where Kai really provides for Nya at all. In fact, judging by the fact that Nya can make entire mechs and Kai struggled to make a sword, Nya was probably busting her ass to provide for Kai. And judging by the s5 quote, that’s probably true. I’m not saying Nya raised Kai, it just rubs me the wrong way when she’s treated like a decorative flourish to a narrative that paints Kai as a burnt out child who was forced to grow up too soon especially since that is such a mischaracterisation of him in the first place.

I miss my cat you guys

Any thoughts about my blind little sad wet puppy gator??🥺🥺🥺

yeah :( sad pathetic little guy :( lizard puppy 🥺

and in jail too? bet he’d get so lost, so quiet, maybe drifts and looses himself fully for a while. no wanting to really exist or engage. needs time to mourn.

but then dot is there and maybe scotty and maybe they help him relearn aspects of himself, how to read through touch, how to live? maybe gets early parole for good behaviour and his injury and upbringing (idk how the prison system works n i done really care whoops)

but he would be such a sensitive puppy now, anything touching his skin feels like pressure all over and sometimes it aches but sometimes it lights up parts of him he never knew were possible. and maybe giving up for that while, it released parts of himself that he kept locked away for years, removing the harsh parts that spit venom and wanted to scare people away.

now he wants to be kind and slow and different. show his soft edges to people who deserve it, be neutral and placid to those who don’t. so he starts with himself, shows himself his soft edges and gooey insides and sweet syrupy wants.

he sticks his fingers deep in his mouth when he touches his cock, he strokes over his nipples and slides his thighs together just to feel where his skin is soft, where it’s hairy, where it feels good, where it feels best. he puts a t-shirt that’s smooth and worn over his pillow so he can squeeze it between his thighs, glide his balls over it and feel the fabric agains his length. arches his back just because it feels nice, moving and humping and sinking into the plush of his own mind - easier now with the darkness of his eyes. lets himself sink and let go, drooling into his bed and fantasising about anything and everything. all the images he locked away, mixing and fitting together with new ones that makes his balls draw up tight and a whimpered groan pass his lips.

imagines big imposing people over him, playing with him, holding him and teasing him. how they’d whisper filth in his ear, coo at how sweetly he writhes and moans and wants desperately to have something in his mouth. whispers quietly to himself in his room ‘’m a good boy mama/mommy/daddy, your good boy’ what ever feels right, whatever makes him flush and keen and cry out in his empty room, stark naked against soft sheets, bringing himself to orgasm over and over until he’s sniffling and whimpering and oversensitive. wrapping himself up in blankets and hugging himself, curled up and imagining there’s fingers running through his hair. he traces his lips with his fingers, sucking lightly on some to fall asleep, cock red and so sensitive he’ll have to leave it alone for a day or two. but muscles loose and gooey like his mind that he’ll piece back together for himself, slowly, and with care.

oh….

currently at the game alone because my mom was supposed to meet me after work & she got stuck and i am normally Fine alone places but the people next to me are two other twenty-something women & they are obviously cooler than me 😭 why couldn’t you have been two middle aged men who would’ve ignored me instead of trying for small talk when i have no voice 😭

i just think that if i was in a saw trap i would get out by crying and being oh so cute and pathetic just like how i passed my drivers test

Confession:

When I tell you if they hadn’t humbled and radicalized this stubborn man the way they did over two seasons I would not love him. Crosshair fr kinda ugly ??😭 he was fine when he had hair in season one, we love a silver fox ok, but so thin omg. He seems kinda beefier a lil bit now but a bald ass bitch with that mangled scar and I’m-?? Chile personality/character > looks any DAY because whew this one 😮‍💨

Sometimes the Me I was before I got into this show looks at the Me I am now like bitch is this your man?? 🤨 THIS??

😭 girl why you couldn’t fall for handsome sergeant Hunterrrr you fuck, or stromg Polynesian man Wrecker or Information Technology BadBatch who low key looks like Jude Law 😭

Omf I take it all back he’s just so pretty??? I’m crying??

What even is this post?? I’m losing it 😭 it’s so unhinged and word vomity

So.

I just cried. It came out of nowhere. I was feeling fine, but then suddenly boom; waterfall from my eyes.

I just wanna reach through the screen and snatch Mahito to safety. And give him a big hug.

Okay OP nation I have some (maybe controversial) statements about the Straw Hats and I need y’all to listEN FIRST OKAY- HEAR ME OUT

Boyfriend: Zoro and Franky

Husband: Usopp and Sanji

Girlfriend: Nami

Wife: Robin

Luffy: Aroace king

to celebrate playing dnd tonight for the first time in like a month and a half, please enjoy these recent sketches of velzannek, my character that i am so very normal about

I need someone to coax me like a baby into opening procreate dreams it’s so different looking and scary :((((( but I wanna amimaet

I’m only on season 2 (David Tennant) but I’m already blown away by how Doctor-Who-Romance coded Sylvie/Loki was…fuck I miss them

okay watching The Batman for the first time. I’m 5 minutes in and Bruce Wayne is so fucking dramatic I love it

my haaaaaands are still fucked uuuuuup but when they’re unfucked up i’m gonna draw smth so sexy and delicious for my new skyrim oc i can see the comp in my mind’s eye it’d just make my hands fall off if i tried to draw it

i hate adoring books that don’t rlly have a fandom bc who tf am i supposed to talk abt ed kennedy from i am the messenger with