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#I’ll have to take new measurements but I wanna draft my room since I have a vectorworks license again
bigfishthemusical · 1 year
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girl I have got to stop having a bedroom where my bed is against an exterior wall. Chilly for real
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182 Centimeters | Tall!F!Reader x Surprise
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A great boon has been bestowed upon Aoi Todo. First, he got to meet Takada in person. Second, he gained a brother. Third, he was able to fight a special grade all in one month.
Is there anything else that could make this trip perfect?
Todo didn't think so until he lays eyes on you, standing in the middle of the hallway with luggage tucked under one arm and the other holding onto a rolling suitcase. He remembers now about Mai mentioning a late edition transfer student who was going to be joining in the school games a little late. He only wishes Mai had warned him about the other thing about you. The fact that you are an amazon in the flesh.
"She has to be 187," Todo thinks upon first seeing you and sizing you up from a respectable distance. "No, she's definitely closer to 185. Definitely, 185," he corrects as he tries to measure you by judging how far your head was away from the top door frame. When he glances down at your feet, he realizes his stupid mistake and smacks himself on the forehead. "I'm such an idiot. I forgot about her shoes." Taking your soles into account, he finally narrows down your height range. You have to be 182cm. An even 6 feet. That makes you taller than even Takada!
Todo's eyes widen upon the realization.
You had half his attraction factor right there; and with his help in training, you would definitely have the second half. He knows plenty of exercises that would make your ass look great and have the rest of your body strong enough to toss any curse. You guys could make training into dates, and dates would lead to the two of you making kissy faces. Aoi can already picture it. Naturally, you'd be admiring him, shirtless and glistening with sweat, unable to take your eyes off him. Then, you'd grow embarrassed when he would call you out on it and try to look away like you were never staring in the first place. Luckily for you, he wouldn't mind if you wanted to look at his chiseled chest a little while longer. Or better yet, touch it. 
Todo isn't sure what he's done to deserve such luck. Perhaps the world is rewarding him for finally breaking his record of 1000 sit-ups in an hour or maybe it's the limited-edition lucky Takada-chan charm that arrived in a mail a week earlier working its magic?
Either way, this might be the best year of his life, Todo decides.
That is until he hears a familiar voice. 
"Hey there! How are you doing?" Yuuji asks loudly as he walks up to your person. Todo should've known. Of course, his brother would sense best girl material walking into the building.
"My name is Yuuji. What's yours?"
"I'm (Name). I'm a new student here. I'm a little lost actually. Could you help me out?"
Even your voice sounds so cute! You were so perfect.
That means Yuuji had no chance with the way he was doing things now. Despite Todo wanting you for himself, he could never leave his brother to make such an embarrassment of himself. If the two of them are to battle for your love, it has to be a fair battle.
"Yeah, the dorms are thi—" Yuuji yelps as he's suddenly tugged away from you and dragged around the nearest corner, leaving you in a confused state where you stood.
"What’s the big idea?" Yuuji asks, breaking free from the grasp that held him.
"I'm trying to save you, brother! What do you think you're doing walking up to a woman like that so casually?" Todo asks.
It takes Yuuji a few seconds to realize that Todo meant you were the woman that couldn't be so casually spoken to since he's fairly sure you're a first-year like him. "I'm pretty sure she's the same age as us, dude."
This is worse than he thought. He's definitely going to have to give Yuuji the rundown on how to properly ask a girl out. "That doesn't matter. She's still a lady that requires finesse if you're going to try to ask her out," Todo says. 
Sadly, they are too busy in their discussion to notice you getting impatient for Yuuji to return or to notice another one of your classmates passing them and heading in your direction. You are just thankful to finally have someone help walk you to your dorm and not ditch you instead.
For the rest of the day, Yuuji is stuck with Todo lecturing in his ear. The first time being at the baseball game against the Kyoto school.
"First, you need to set the mood. And by mood, I mean you need to get her attention on you. Do something to impress her without her knowing you're trying to impress her," Todo instructs as you round home base on long legs, which Todo claims is made for a goddess. You were able to get a score for the team thanks to Fushiguro's sacrifice bunt, and the two of you take a seat in the dugout.
"Shouldn't you be helping your team?" Yuuji asks Todo after seeing him compliment your score. Todo sighs. Obviously, Yuuji needs more lessons. 
Eventually, Yuuji steps up to the plate for his turn. Naturally, he hits a home run. As he rounds home, he sees you applauding loudly. Your eyes perfectly on him. It definitely feels good to have a cute girl's attention, and Yuuji realizes that he did really want to ask you out. He wonders if Todo thinks that's a good way to set the mood.
The next time Todo decides to instruct Yuuji is after they all take their showers and decide to rest up before dinner. "Next, you need to leave a letter under her door. Something to pique her interest and make her want to meet up with you."
Luckily, Yuuji has seen this before in anime. "Right, right. I heard of that actually." He easily drafted a letter and slid it under your dorm door. It sounds like you're talking to someone else on the other side so Yuuji hopes you'll see it in time so the two of you can meet up in fifteen minutes.
"Finally, make sure the place you meet up is scenic," Todo says, nodding his head and closing his eyes to repeat the steps in his head as he follows his brother to the school's courtyard. Impress? Check. Letter? Check. Scenic meet-up place? Check.
It isn't until he feels Yuuji's hand on his shoulder and a quick thanks that Todo realizes his mistake. Yuuji rushes away from him to the other side of the courtyard where you're waiting with the letter in hand. 
"My name is Yuuji. I don't know if you remember me from class."
"Oh, yes, I know! You hit that homerun. It was really great."
Todo stands in shock. 
...He was so busy trying to teach that he actually forgot to pursue you first!
"Really? Thanks! I was just trying to make sure I actually hit it. I wasn't expecting it to go so far." Yuuji laughed. "So, (Name), I was wondering if you wanna go out together?"
Todo could cry. Actually, he already feels the tears coming down his face, but his brother could at least be happy. And if his brother is happy, that's all he needed!
"I'm sorry," you say sweetly. "I only showed up because I didn't want to stand you up, but the truth is I already like someone, and I wouldn't feel comfortable going out with someone when I have a crush on another person."
Todo's ears ring with your words. You already like someone!
"Oh, well, that's too bad, I guess. Thanks for telling me," Yuuji says with a disappointed yet understanding smile while Todo finds the opportunity to scoot in the middle of your conversation.
"Excuse me but your crush wouldn't happen to be on me by any chance?" he asks, hopeful.
You force a smile onto your face and tilt your head. "Sorry...Have we met?" you ask, nervously.
Todo gasps as he feels his world crashing down. Your date. Your marriage. Your kids. All gone, and it’s all black in his memory after that. The next thing he can recall is sitting in the eating area with Itadori. He remembers this heartache once before. "It's just like with Takada-chan..." he mumbles heartbrokenly.
"I told you already. We never went to the same middle school, and you never confessed to Takada," Yuuji grumbles, but Todo knows that Yuuji is only trying to make him feel better. He is so lucky to have such a good brother.
"Who...Who do you think it is anyway?"
Yuuji pauses.
He actually wonders that as well.
Then, they hear your voice ringing through the dining hall. Immediately, both sets of eyes are on you. 
"Fushiguro-kun, I wanted to thank you for helping me get settled into the academy. My mom gave me a buy one, get one free for a sushi place for when I made some friends, so...I was wondering if you wanted to be my plus one?"
Then, Yuuji finally gets it. He had been ignoring the small conversations happening around him the entire time thanks to Todo's interruptions.
The Hall.
"Excuse me. I'm looking for the dorms. Gojo-sensei was supposed to show me, but he got sidetracked so I've been sort of left on my own."
"Of course, he did. Geeze, that guy." Megumi sighs. "You can follow me. I'll show you where some empty rooms near the other girls are."
"Thank you so much! I'm (Name) by the way."
"Fushiguro," he states plainly and simply as you struggle behind him with your luggage. "Is that stuff heavy? Want me to help you carry it?"
”Yes. My arms got numb while I was waiting. Thank you so much!”
The Game.
"Out!" Gojo says. Fushiguro rounds first base to head back to the dugout, but you at least made it home to score. You head to the dugout as well.
"That's too bad, Fushiguro. You'll get it next time," you say, sitting next to him.
"As long as Kugisaki made it to second and you made it home then it's fine. I'm not really too hyped up on winning anyway."
”Oh. I was really looking forward to seeing you get one.”
”Too bad. Guess you’ll have to wait,” and by “wait” Megumi had meant probably not ever but you laughed anyway even though you had got what he meant. 
”I don’t mind waiting.”
The Dorms.
"Kugisaki-san said you could summon different shikigami animals."
"That's true."
"Would you mind showing me sometime? I love animals."
"What is your favorite?"
"I really like rabbits. Are you able to summon those?"
"Not at the moment, but I’ll show you when I learn it. How do you feel about dogs instead?"
”That cute dog was yours? That’s amazing.”
And now.
"Yeah, sure. I wasn't really in the mood for anything at school anyway," Fushiguro agrees, and your face lights up with a glow that could rival sunshine. Yuuji thinks if he squints he can see the anime hearts starting to dance over your head but Fushiguro didn't seem to mind.
Itadori could almost laugh. That's a new record in anyone ever befriending Fushiguro. The two of you must have hit it off really well. Yuuji smiles. In that case, he couldn't be upset. That must mean fate has something in store for you guys, and he didn't want to get in the way. "I guess girls really do like that cool, quiet type."
Meanwhile, Todo is crying in defeat. How could a woman like you like Fushiguro? 
"He's so boring though..."
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Sweet Pandemonium - Gally (The Maze Runner) Part 6 of 16
Kinda OOC Gally at the beginning, but I can do what I want, shuck you!
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(not my GIF <3)
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You groaned as the dawn of a new day hit you directly in the face. You absolutely hated mornings, and the ever increasing ache in your back from sleeping in the dirt didn’t make things any better. But, you just kept telling yourself that you get out of the Slammer this morning.
You sat up to see Thomas already awake, fiddling with some pieces of grass that managed to grow inside the cell. “Hope you slept better than I did.” You yawned, hearing a couple satisfying cracks when you stretched out.
Thomas chuckled softly. “No, not really.”
You hummed in thought. “That can’t be good, not getting a good sleep, especially since you’re a Runner now.”
“Yeah? Tell me about it.” He huffed.
Minho’s slightly silhouetted figure walking towards the cells caught your attention, and you moved closer to the wooden bars that separated the cells. “Be careful today, yeah? Don’t do anything stupid.” You told Thomas with concern etched onto your face.
Thomas looked confused for a moment, but then nodded once. “I’ll try not to.”
“Y’all look cozy in there.” Minho joked. “Sure you don’t wanna sit this one out?”
“Come on man, get us outta here.” Thomas chuckled.
The cool morning mildew on the grass tickled at your ankles as you hopped out of your cell, the chill giving you goosebumps over your arms. “Good luck out there.” You told the boys.
“What are you, our mother?” Minho sassed, making you roll your eyes.
“We’ll be careful.” Thomas reassured, and you gave him a grateful smile and then giving Minho a sharp glare, which only made him grin.
You watched as the maze doors opened yet again, like clockwork, feeling a clench in your gut as Minho and Thomas ran in. You wished you weren’t such a worrier.
You shook your head, he’s gonna be fine. They both are. But first order of business you made for yourself, you wanted to check in on Alby. Maybe whoever was watching over him a break, if the shank needed it.
Second was to find Chuck, give him that hug that you promised him the night before. You weren’t one to like breaking promises, no matter how tedious it may be. But you could see him at lunch, give him the hug and half your slop that Frypan would serve today.
For all the jokes, you actually enjoyed his cooking, not that you had anything else to compare it to.
Third, you really wanted to sleep in your nice hammock. But since you couldn’t, not until it was the time anyway, you just planned to work just like any other day. Go and build whatever the shuck you were building today.
Heading over to the Med-jacks, you saw a few of your fellow Builders heading over to the Homestead, one of the boys giving you a friendly smile as he passed. Odd, you thought, shouldn’t they be on the way to the Builder’s station? Well, it wasn’t like you were at the moment, so you had no reason to judge you supposed.
You greeted Jeff at the door to Alby’s room. “How is he?” You asked.
Jeff sighed. “Still passed out. Clint’s watching over him right now.”
“Does he need a break or anything?”
Jeff smiled a little. “He just switched out, he’s good to go for a couple hours. Thanks though.”
“Oh, okay.” You nodded, turning back to exit the building, heading over to the Builder’s area.
You smiled to yourself when you saw Gally, his brow furrowed that signaled that he was intensely focused on whatever he was doing. You still didn’t see any other Builders around. “Hey, Gal.” You greeted.
Gally quickly snapped his head towards you with a smile, subtly standing in front of the work bench that had a couple blueprints scrawled over it. “Sleep well?” He teased, knowing fully well you didn’t.
“Ha ha, very funny.” You responded sarcastically. “So, where is everyone? Do we not have work today or something?”
“Uh, no, we do. Just fixing up some broken flooring in the Homestead.”
“Oh. Well, let’s head on over there then.” You went to start walking over, but Gally stopped you
“No, wait,” Gally stuttered, making you look back at him in slight shock. He never stuttered. “Uh, not us.”
You furrowed your brows with a nervous chuckle. “Why is that?”
“Uh, well, uh,” Gally stuttered a bit more, it was starting to concern you.
“Gal, are you okay?”
“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine.” He said quickly, making you try to stifle another chuckle. He sighed frustratingly.
“Are you sure you’re okay? Should you go see Jeff?”
“Yes, I’m fine, really. I just...ah, shuck it, I’m no good at this.” He took a deep breath. “Remember how you said that you wanted your own place to sleep, away from the Homestead?”
It took a bit of memory retrieval, but you remembered. It was around the first week of being in the Glade. “Yeah, I remember. Especially when you said, ‘Oh, the Homestead not good enough for you, princess?’”
Gally cringed at himself. “Can we just pretend I didn’t say that?”
You giggled and nodded. “Sure thing, Captain. So, why do you ask?”
Gally smirked and moved to the side, allowing you to see the messy blueprint that he was blocking, revealing measurements for a rushed looking drawing of some sort of hut.
You gasped and snapped you head to look at Gally’s slightly flustered face. “Gally.” You said in shock.
Gally scratched the back of his neck and turned his focus to the blueprint. “It’s not much, I know. I sorta made a rough draft of a plan last night when you were in the Pit. Only being here for a short time, I figure you probably aren’t used to sleeping in the same building with a bunch of ugly dudes.” He chuckled nervously.
“Gally...”
“Ah, you hate it, don’t you? I just wanted to make up for getting you punished yesterday. I can do something else if-”
“Gally!” You interrupted with a huge grin on your face.
“W-What?”
You shook your head gleefully. Gally flinched when you threw your arms around his neck, paralyzing him in shock. “I love it, Gally. Thank you.” You grinned into his shoulder.
Gally slowly brought his arms around you and leaned into your embrace, sighing in relief that you didn’t just tear up the blueprints in rage. “Good...that’s good.” He whispered breathlessly.
You pulled away from the hug, still wearing a grin on your face, the muscles starting to ache since it’s been a while since you’ve smiled so much. “Are we gonna get to build it today?” You asked while bouncing on the balls of your feet, causing Gally to smile at your childlike excitement.
“Yeah, at least the foundation. It’s kinda why I wanted it to be just us building it, without those other shanks, you know.” He chuckled. “Is that okay with you?”
“Yeah, of course! Where we building it?”
“I was thinking near the tree line maybe? Near the gardens? It’s quiet there most of the time.”
“Sounds good. Let’s get started then.” You smiled, going over the blueprint to see how the framing would be set up and how long the measurements for how long the planks should be. It was a fairly simple structure, probably only would take a few days to build. Maybe four, if all went well.
You were excited. You’ve always wanted a place for yourself, but always thought yourself selfish for thinking it. It took a lot of self control for you to not do more than just hug Gally however. Just seeing how nervous he was about his plan, since he was usually so confident in everything he does. You’ll be honest, it was super sweet to see.
Gally felt elated after seeing you get so excited about something he made, well, planned to make. If he could’ve made the hut for you overnight, then he would’ve. But he felt so tired after spending a couple hours coming up with a decent blueprint. He was only one guy after all.
Gally didn’t realize he was staring at you sawing a piece of wood until you smiled at him, sweat beading at your forehead. He quickly felt the blood rush to his cheek and tried to focus back on his own task. He hated how flustered only you could make him.
After a couple hours sawing and nailing pieces of boards together to make a wooden foundation, Gally called for a little break just to look it over before moving on.
It was a floorless frame, but you could already imagine what it would be like to sleep alone without a bunch of snoring boys around you.
You looked to Gally to see him already looking at you with a soft smile. “What?” You smiled.
Gally simply shook his head, locking eyes with you before clearing his throat. “Lunch will be soon. We should go wash up.”
You nodded bashfully. “Yeah, Thomas and Minho should be back soon too.”
Gally rolled his eyes at the mention of Thomas, but nodded anyway. “Let’s see what that shank did now.”
You couldn’t help but snort at the comment.
You and Gally stood together at the maze doors with some of the other Gladers, all confused by the loud shifting sounds from inside the Maze. You smiled in relief when you saw the two Runners rounding the corner of the corridor and swiftly entering the Glade. “Well, what the hell’s going on out there?” Newt quickly asked the exhausted boys.
“Yeah, the hell you’ve done now, Thomas?” Gally asked, making you glare at him.
“We found something. A new passage, we think it could be a way out.” Thomas explained.
You quickly jogged to catch up with Thomas. “Are you serious?”
“It’s true.” Minho panted. “We opened a door, something I’ve never seen before. Think it must be where the Grievers go during the day.”
“Whoa, wait.” Chuck said. “What, you’re saying you found the Grievers home? And you want us to go in?”
“Their way in could be our way out, Chuck.” Thomas replied.
“Yeah, or, there could be a dozen Grievers on the other side. The truth is, Thomas doesn’t know what he’s done, as usual.” Gally expressed angrily, causing Thomas to quickly confront him.
“Yeah, well, at least I did something, Gally. I mean, what have you done, huh? Aside from hide behind these walls all the time?” Thomas snapped.
“Thomas...” You spoke up, trying to stop the argument.
“Let me tell you something, Greenie, you’ve been here three days, alright? I’ve been here three years-”
“Yeah, you’ve been here three years and you’re still here, Gally!” Thomas interrupted. “Alright, so what does that tell you, man? Maybe you should start doing things a little differently.”
“Thomas!” You snapped, sighing in frustration when they kept arguing, then noticing Teresa walk up to the crowd that surrounded the arguing pair.
“Hey!” Teresa finally interrupted the pair. “It’s Alby. He’s awake.”
“He is?” You asked. She nodded, turning back to the Med-jacks infirmary.
Thankfully, Gally and Thomas stopped bickering for the sake of being there for Alby. You tried not to glare at both the boys, so you just walked behind with Newt. “You alright?” He asked.
You sighed. “Yeah...” You glanced down to his leg. “How about you?” You tried not to mention how obvious his limp was today, knowing it was a touchy subject, but he knew what you were asking anyway.
“Just a bit more sore than usual. That’s all.” Newt weakly smiled.
Gally kept glancing back at you as you all were walking to the infirmary, but you kept your eyes to the ground.
“Has he said anything yet?” You asked Teresa as you entered Alby’s room.
“No.” She sighed.
“Alby.” Newt called out softly, slowly sitting down beside the stoic boy. “Alby, you alright?”
Alby didn’t respond. He just sat there, looking straight forward with tears in his eyes.
Thomas moved passed you to kneel in front of Alby. “Hey, Alby. We might’ve just found a way out of the Maze. You hear me? We could be getting out of here.”
Alby gently shook his head. “We can’t.” He whispered tearfully. “We can’t leave. They won’t let you.”
Thomas glanced back at the group for a moment. “What’re talking about?”
“I remember.”
“What do you remember?” Thomas asked, his voice wavering slightly.
Alby turned to look at Thomas. “You.” He said, making everyone turn to look at the shocked boy. “You were always their favorite, Thomas. Always.”
A commotion from outside caused you to lose on the conversation. What the hell was going on? When the shouting got louder, you ran outside, everyone else quickly following behind.
It was getting dark outside, a bunch of Gladers lighting up torches and running around in a frenzy. “What the hell is going on?” Thomas asked Winston.
“The doors, they aren’t closing.”
You looked to the doors and he was right, they weren’t closing. You and Gally gave each other worried looks, but you quickly followed after Thomas to stand in front of the doors. “I don’t understand. Why aren’t they closing?” You voiced, mostly to yourself, but you never got a response as an ear splitting clank echoed around the Glade.
You all looked in the direction of the noise, behind you, and what you saw was terrifying. Birds flying away in the distance as you all saw another entrance to the Maze opening up, the lack of use making it squeal and grind against the aligned stone pavement.
You didn’t even know there were other entrances, and by the look of everyone else’s faces...they didn’t either. You only noticed Gally moving you closer to him when another piercing clank echoed.
To the right, another entrance opening. Then one more...all four sides of the Maze were open.
“Okay, Chuck, I want you to go to council hall and start barricading the doors.” Thomas said.
“Winston, you go with him.” Newt said.
“Get the others. Tell them to go to the forest, go hide, now!” Gally ordered.
“Teresa, Y/N,” Thomas voiced, “we’re gonna go get Alby, okay?”
You were about to nod in agreement, but Gally grabbed your arm. “No, she’s staying with me.”
You didn’t have time to protest when all of a sudden, a bunch of Gladers to the left started running away screaming. A shrill howl was heard from where you all were standing. You all looked down the entrance to see a Griever, a real live Griever.
“Alright, everybody hide!” Thomas yelled.
“Come on!” Gally yelled, grabbing your hand and quickly forcing you to run with him.
It was the complete opposite direction of Thomas and Teresa, but you couldn’t hesitate or else you’d be Griever food. You just had to trust that they’d be safe, so you followed Gally.
You weren’t used to running for your life, you never had to, not from horrifying monsters. You probably weren’t the best runner, but you did your best to keep up with Gally and the two other Gladers that followed him.
You heard screams all around you, itching so bad to help whoever needed help. You teared up at the thought of your friends dying in pain, but you had to be selfish. You wiped away tears that were blurring your vision. Looking to the left of you, you saw a Glader, who you couldn’t remember the name of, injured, desperately trying to crawl to safety.
“Fuck...” You whispered to yourself, before turning to help the kid.
“Y/N, no!” Gally yelled, briefly stopping before making it to the Box.
You quickly made it to the boy, quickly seeing lacerations all over his body. “Help me...” He said pitifully, blood seeping out of his mouth. You didn’t hesitate as you helped onto his feet, the weight of him quickly slowing you down as he wasn’t that much help.
Gally looked on in panic as you stupidly played hero. His panic only grew more as he saw a Griever spotted you two. “Y/N, you gotta leave him! Now!”
You looked behind you to see a Griever quickly catching up to you and the nameless Glader. You looked to the boy with panicked eyes, seeing that he was on the verge of unconsciousness.
You let out a sob as you dropped the boy to the ground, the Griever quickly finishing the job and gnashing him up with its jagged razor sharp teeth.
You being able to run full speed gave Gally a smidge of relief, but you were so full of guilt that you couldn’t focus on how fast you were running. “Hurry!” Gally’s voice snapped you out of your your own head and you soon ran at full speed, but it was too late.
You yelped as the Griever wrapped its tail around your ankle, tripping you and making you plummet to the ground.
You rolled over to see one of the Griever’s metal legs open up to reveal a syringe, but just in time, you dodged and rolled away, only to be trapped beside another leg. The Griever looked at you, almost tauntingly, before opening up its disgusting mouth, causing its thick drool to pour out of its mouth heavily onto your face.
You couldn’t believe you were about it die by this ugly thing, with the most disgusting thing you’ve ever tasted in your mouth, besides Frypan’s food.
But death never came.
Before the monstrous creature could tear you to shreds, you heard it screech in pain and you felt yourself being harshly pulled out from underneath the Griever. “Gally?”
“You’re so shucking stupid!” Gally huffed, carrying you to the Box in his arms.
You were quickly placed in the arms of another Glader as Gally hopped in the Box and closed the doors, quickly shushing everyone.
You were gently placed down on the floor, and you suddenly noticed the throbbing pain in your leg. You lifted your pant leg up to see blood seeping out of multiple cuts up your lower leg.
After it was quiet for a few minutes, Gally finally exhaled harshly. The only thing your mind focused on was the distant screams of your fellow Gladers. Please be okay, you thought to yourself. “What the hell were you thinking?” Gally scolded, but still aware to keep his voice at a low volume even when he wanted to scream at you.
Knowing that he definitely wasn’t addressing that to the other Gladers, you lifted your gaze up to Gally’s enraged face. “I thought I could help him...” You whispered, looking back down to the floor in guilt and shame.
Gally quickly kneeled down to your level and placed his hand under your chin, forcing you to look at him.  “You almost died. You almost fucking died. Look at your fucking leg. You’re lucky it was only your leg.”
You harshly pushed Gally’s hand away, making his glare increase if that was even possible. “Well, I’m alive so...”
Gally gave you an incredulous look and stood up to pace around the Box.
Your bottom lip trembled, your face felt sticky. You lifted up the hem of your shirt to get at least some of the Griever’s drool off your face. You cringed when you pulled away the fabric, seeing that it mostly took off the drool. At least it wasn’t on your face anymore. 
Gally sighed when he saw you looking over your wounds, his face softening slightly. He didn’t know what he would’ve done if you had been killed...
“Hey, Gally. It sounds like the Grievers are gone.” One of the Gladers said.
Gally leaned up and slightly peaked out the top of the Box. “I see everyone outside. Let’s go.” Gally said.
The same Glader helped you to your feet, you having a slight limp. You reluctantly took Gally’s hand and he pulled you up, his hand coming to rest on the small of your back. “You okay?” He asked softly.
You nodded, testing out the strength of your wounded leg. “Just a flesh wound.” You said, hissing in pain when you put too much pressure on your leg. 
Gally’s scowl came back when he saw your pained face. “This is all his fault.” He spat.
You immediately knew who he was talking about. “No, Gal-”
“It’s his fucking fault.” He turned to walk to council hall, leaving you to follow after him with your limp.
Gally stormed up to council hall, quickly finding Thomas in the crowd. It was hard to keep up with him, but you managed, and you were close enough to see him ball up fist tightly.
“Gally, no!” You shouted when he pulled is fist back and swiftly collided it with Thomas’ face, him immediately falling to the ground.
A few Gladers quickly started to hold Gally back. “This is all you, Thomas!” He fought. “Look around!”
“Hey, back up, Gally. It’s not Thomas’ fault!” Minho quickly defended.
You felt helpless as you watch the chaos ensure, you didn’t know what to do.
“You heard what Alby said! He’s one of them!”
“One of who?!”
“He’s one of them and they sent him here to destroy everything, and now he has! Look around, Thomas! Look around! This is your fault! Everything has been your fault! You’ve gotten us killed! Y/N almost died because of you!” He ranted.
Thomas quickly looked to you, soon noticing your leg, how your blood was bleeding through your pant leg. Jeff quickly went to you with bandages already out, gently sitting you down on the grass as he tried to help you.
“Maybe he’s right...” You faintly heard Thomas say.
You looked to him in confusion, your eyes widening in panic as he was holding a Griever stringer. “Thomas?”
“Thomas, no!” You screamed as Thomas strung himself. Even if you were injured, you crawled your way to the now convulsing boy, along with everyone else. “Chuck, get the other syringe!” Teresa ordered.
“Thomas, you stupid shank.” You cried.
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thegalleonsnest · 3 years
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Wiggle’s Muse - Short Excerpt turned into a FanFic
Yo, so, I wanted to share a small snippet of a future project I’m working on (while also delaying my current art projects). What I’ve written out here in this post was originally in a format not meant for professional writing purposes, but I said “eh, why the hell not,” and written it out in sort of a short fanfic format for you guys to read. This project btw, is not a fanfic (had to make that clear). What I am working on is a very large scale project for myself and is still in the blocking out/rough draft phases. This right here is probably my most fleshed out scene I’ve written out, and feels pretty complete as it’s own thing. Honestly, I’d appreciate the feedback if any of ya’ll found this interesting! 
Also I’m putting this in a tumblr post because I don’t have an AO3 or fanfiction account, and this is already too short for it anyway. Read the excerpt below
In front of the camera lenses, multiple grumpuses walk back and forth discussing a matter of topics but most importantly, where was Wiggle?
"Has anyone gotten ahold of Wiggle yet? She was supposed to be here hours ago,” a gruff voice coming from out of frame says. “We’ve tried calling her for over an hour, but we got nothing,” says another off camera, “do you think we should reschedule-” before they could finish, the studio doors bust open with a loud thud echoing the studio room. A tall, short armed grumpus with a boa stumbles along the room carrying an oddly shaped banjo.
“There she is,” said the gruff voiced grump, “Wiggle, whatever you got going on, you better do it now cause we got a meeting with investors in half an hour!” From the blurry view of a slightly out of frame Wiggle, she barely registered what the grump said. In a stumble, she walks to the center of the camera’s view & shakes her head, almost slurring her words, “Doooon’t worry, Darling, we’ll get you a new vest later.” “What, no, wait, that’s not what I-” before another word could be said, Wiggle readies her banjo and strikes a quick pose before strumming the strings like her life depended on it.
It didn’t take longer than a few seconds before the crew sprung into action, setting the proper lightning, mics and cameras around her. Her rhythm and measures became a lot more stable, catchy even, and then she broke into song. The next set of lyrics would become an instant, regrettable classic. 
It’s not long before the VHS tape stutters and stops, showing mostly static. A magenta furred Grumpus with some hair covering a part of eye, hits the eject button, takes out the tape and turns off the tv. “Girl, you were a right mess there!” She said with a giggle. “Tell me about it, Vrittany...” Wiggle said frustratingly, pinching the bridge of her nose. “And you’re telling me you can’t come up with anything better than that? Come on now!” “I wish I was lying, but I’m not. No matter what I come up with, nothing is topping whatever the heck my walking coma came up with instead!” Wiggle grabs her mug of coffee and takes a longing sip.
The two sit across from one another at the coffee bar. The aroma of that day’s set of cocoa beans waft through the cafe as most of the outside lamps fill out the darker spots inside. The place is nearly empty besides them, and a single muted green furred occupant sitting at a booth at the opposite end of the cafe, drawing away in his sketchpad.
“So, whatcha gonna do?” Vrittany asked sarcastically, “Stay awake for another week? Get inspired again? Hehe.” Wiggle sets her mug down, and answers, “I did try that again, but in style I fell asleep comfortably on a couch in the lobby”. Vrittany looked a bit stunned. “You’re kidding?! You’re crazy!” “Not crazy, Vrittany,” she takes another sip of her coffee before striking a pose in her high stool seat, bellowing out her voice. “Just creatiiiivly driveeeen~” “Whatever you say, darling,” Vrittany says before turning around to her bar’s sink. She cleans several mugs and glasses with gusto while preparing one last pot of coffee, enough for a single cup for later.
Vrittany takes off her apron and hangs it on the wayside of the counter as she walks around to take a seat next to Wiggle. After situating herself, she puts a paw on Wiggle’s shoulder. “Listen, pretty sure this is just a rut you’re stuck in right now,” she says. “Doesn’t every artist go through that every now and then?” Wiggle turns her head toward Vrittany, “Well..yeah, but this is different,” she desperately says. “I can’t let a song I made in my sleep be the best thing I’ve ever made! I know I can make something that’ll shake the world more than whatever ‘Do The Wiggle’ was.” 
Vrittany pulls back her paw from Wiggle to put on her best thinking cap. As deeply in thought as she was, her face immediately relaxes into a deadpan expression, “Have ya tried singing from the heart?” Wiggle cracks a smile, “HA, if only that’s how it works! It takes a musical genius to write a hit song in show biz, not just some field day with my feelings.” “Eh, worth a shot. Got any other plans?” “I’m still trying to figure that out. I need some kind of inspiration...almost like a-”
Before she could finish her thought, they both caught a glance at the muted green furred grump who walked up to them. He mustered up the words and said, “E-excuse me, you’re Miss Wiggle, right?” Wiggle turned in her seat to get a better look at the young Grumpus. She could tell he was nervous, clutching his sketchbook in his arms rather tightly. She quickly put on a more relaxed front to help calm things down, while also still showing off a bit of her excited side. “Why yes I am, Darling,” she said enthusiastically. “And I can tell you must be a fan of mine.” “Y-yeah...!” The green grump looked a little more relaxed, but still stiff in the shoulders. “Hey now, no need to be so nervous. I always got time for my fans.” “Thank you, Miss Wiggle. Um…” “No need to finish that thought, Darling, I know what you’re about to ask and I’m happy to oblige!”
Before the young man could stop to say something, Wiggle pulls out one of her many professional hand out photos that she has, and quickly signs with her autograph before handing it to him. “O-Oh, thank you, Miss, but that’s not what I was going to s-say.” he sheepishly says. “Really? Not an autograph,” Wiggle says surprisingly. “It’s usually the first thing fans ask of me.” “Sorry, I just...I wanted to show you this sketch I made…” 
The nervous grumpus slowly turns his sketchbook around to reveal a fully sketched art piece depicting a stylized Wiggle singing her heart out at the bar with Vrittany hanging out in the background cheering her on. He hands it to Wiggle to give them a closer look. It was still somewhat messy, showing a few guidelines and early roughed out shapes, but for what it was, it was still impressive to the two girls.
“Woah, that’s pretty rad!” Vrittany yelled out, leaning out from her seat trying to get a closer look. Wiggle was pretty stun, gasping at the sight of such a piece of artwork. “Darling, you drew this?! Just now,” Wiggle asked in awe. “Yeah! I was listening to some of your music and then you came in and sat down. It made me wanna draw you as fast as I could,” the green grumps says excitedly before rubbing the back of his head. “Sorry if it’s still a little messy looking though…” “Don’t be, because it is beeeaautifuuul~” “T-thank you so much, Miss Wiggle! T-that means a lot to m-me!” the grumpus says while his face lights up red from the praise. “You’re like an inspiration to me.” “Really now? Like a muse? All I do is sing the night away, Darling. You draw little masterpieces like this from me?”
As Wiggle continues to be enthralled by the young man and his work, Vrittany notices the coffee pot had finished brewing. She gets up from her seat and go back behind the counter to finish her last cup for the night. Wiggle and the green grump continue their conversation.
“W-well kind of,” says the grump, “it’s a bunch of music that inspires me when I draw. A lot of your stuff is so upbeat and fun, it gives me lots of different ideas to pump out!” Wiggle looks back, almost flabbergasted. “I’m...honestly a bit stunned that I had that kind of impact on you, Darling,” she says, almost with a melancholy tone, “...heh, kind of forget sometimes I do make some kind of impression on grumps like you.” She looks back down at the sketchbook, entranced by the creativity that sparked in the moment. That dazzling moment where it all clicked...where could she find that, when someone else can find it in her?
After an awkward minute of silence, the young grump spoke up and said, “If you like, you can keep the sketch page, Miss Wiggle?” Wiggle snapped her head back up from the sketchbook to the green fuzzball. “W-wait really? Are you sure you wanna give up this piece of art?” said Wiggle worryingly. “It’s no problem at all,” said the green grump proudly. “I already took a picture of it to save for later. I’m gonna make a painted version of it online later! Besides, it’ll make me happy if you kept it, since I was going to give it to you anyway.” “Oh Darling, you’re nothing more than a sweet one now, aren’t you? I’ll gladly keep it!” “Thank you so much, Miss Wiggle!”
Wiggle hands the sketchbook back to the green grumpus and he tears out the sketch. “No, Darling, thank you,” Wiggle says ecstatically. Vrittany returns from behind the bar with a to-go cup in hand, saying “Here’s your order, kid.”  “Oh, thank you, Vrittany. How much was it again,” the green grump asked. “Eh, don’t worry about it. Don’t feel like counting change. It’s on the house.” “O-oh you sure?” “You wanna change my mind?” “Don’t think I can, so thank you!” The green grump turns back to Wiggle and says “It was so nice meeting you in person, Miss Wiggle!”
“The pleasure is all mine, Dar-,” Wiggle catches herself before she realizes something. “Actually, what was your name?” “It’s Grite, Grite Tillsland!” Wiggle lets a genuine soft smile grow on her face. She felt a lot more at ease and happier knowing her new friend was much more relax and happy overall. She reached out her paw for a handshake, and Grite reciprocated.
“The pleasure’s mine, Grite, Darling.”
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purplesurveys · 4 years
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Who was the last person you had an intelligent debate with?: I don’t really have debates with anyone other than Gab or Angela. I’ll have deep discussions with my other friends, but they never turn into a debate.
Who was the last person who cooked something for you?:  My dad. Technically he just reheated stuff tonight, but he was still also the one who cooked for us this morning for breakfast.
Who was the last person who you heard singing?:  My mom. She does karaoke by herself one or two times a week for funsies and will sing songs from her day for an hour or so, and she did it tonight.
Who was the last person you kissed and it meant something?: Gabie, but it’s been a whilllllle. 
Who was the last person you were upset with?:  This girl that I’m classmates with for a layout class, Mikee. Horrible work ethic. So just for context, I currently have a grade of INC (Incomplete) for the layout class I took last semester because my prof wasn’t satisfied with our final output, which are a class magazine and a class newspaper; and when you have an INC, you typically have a year to fulfill the missing requirement/s (except in our case, we only have half a year because we have graduating students in the class, including me). Now that we’re inching closer to graduation and the college is supposed to release the official list of graduating students soon, I have to make sure ALL my grades are in. Mikee volunteered to be the one to contact our prof for submitting our work, and even though we’ve finished up and polished our revised outputs, she is taking FOREVER to email the prof for whatever fucking reason. I’m getting antsy by the hour and am desperate for a bit of urgency on her end because if my name doesn’t end up on the list of graduates I definitely wouldn’t hesitate to lash out on her.
Who was the last person you danced with?: Angela, Gabie, and Hans. And some other ADMU dudes I’ve never hung out with other than at that party.
Who was the last person you felt awkward around?: My dad. He made pancakes from scratch earlier and I think his measurements weren’t 100% spot on, because they came out incredibly dense and bland. I was already cranky enough this morning – and I still hadn’t known he made them himself – so I scowled when I took my first few bites because I thought it tasted off and even asked if it was some kind of vegetarian pancake. Once he said he made it from scratch, I felt awkward, shut up, and wolfed my plate down to show him that I enjoyed it and to make up for my horrid behavior just seconds before.
Who was the last person who borrowed something from you?: My mom borrowed my car (which is technically my parents’ anyway because they bought it lmao) to go to work today.
Who was the last person who showed you how to do something?: My dad. I wanted to get reacquainted with making stuff in the kitchen so he showed me how to cook hotdogs properly. I was already making them before, but after one time that one of our stove burners emitted a huge flame when I turned it on, I stopped making any food altogether for a while.
Who was the last person you went shopping with?: My mom.
Who was the last person you had a crush on?: Song Joong Ki hahaaaaaaah.
Who was the last person who made you cry?: The amazing actor from Descendants of the Sun playing the troubled rookie doctor. I looked him up and apparently he’s also one of the lead vocalists of SHINee, so he must be talented as all hell.
Who was the last person you shared a bed with?: Kimi, 45 seconds before he jumped off.
Who was the last person you got drunk with?: Angela, Hans, Gabie, Aids...I don’t remember the others anymore but they were cool and funny people. Idk, we were a big group so yeah.
Who was the last person who touched your hair?: Just me.
What was the last pair of shoes you wore?: A pair of Nikes to walk my dog.
What was the last birthday party you attended?: My cousin’s, aunt’s, and grandma’s. Their birthdays all fall on the same week in December, so it’s tradition for us to go over to my aunt’s to celebrate.
What was the last thing you said to your mother?: Something about thesis. I was telling her that I included her and dad and my four grandparents in my acknowledgments.
What was the last song you listened to?: I was listening to Beyoncé’s Homecoming a few hours ago but I’m too lazy to check what song was it I paused.
What was the last thing you thought about before going to sleep last night?: I wasn’t thinking of anything, I was just focused on falling asleep.
What was the last fun thing you did with your family?: Video-calling other relatives.
What was the last thing you borrowed from someone?: My dad’s earphones...and I’ve kept them for the meantime too lol thanks dad.
What was the last vegetable you ate?: String beans.
What was the last thing you bought online?: A Hydro Flask and several necklaces.
What was the last thing you had to drink?: I don’t *have* to drink it but I did make myself a cup of coffee tonight.
What was the last reason you went to see a doctor?: Had to get my eye checked. Sucks that I couldn’t and can’t have a follow-up appointment especially since my left eye still acts up from time to time.
What was the last non-food item you purchased?: Soju lmaaaaaooo.
What was the last type of yogurt you ate?: I hate yogurt.
What was the last fast food place you ate at?: Jollibee. We didn’t eat inside though, we just got the food delivered to our home. I think the last fast food place I was actually inside of was McDonald’s.
What was the last thing that bothered you and kept you awake?: I haven’t been bothered by anything in a while. Caffeine is the only thing keeping me up these days.
When was the last time you embarrassed yourself? I had sort of a Eureka moment earlier tonight when I suddenly recalled my paternal grandparents’ whole names. I had opted to use their nicknames in my acknowledgments and didn’t think anything of it, but then I remembered what their actual full first names were and then felt embarrassed within myself that I submitted a final draft with their nicknames. HAHAHA it’s a good things are less chill with the lockdown in place so I was able to explain and resubmit with the necessary revisions.
When was the last time you watched a movie with someone?: January-ish. I watched Hello Love Goodbye with Gabie.
When was the last time you charged your phone?: A few hours ago.
When was the last time you were sick with a cold?: It’s been...a while. I rarely get sick with anything so I don’t get to keep track of whenever I do.
When was the last time you spoke to a family member on the phone?: My birthday when my lola called.
When was the last time it rained where you live?: A couple of days ago, I think.
When was the last time you laid awake, unable to sleep?: This afternoon. I wanted to sleep the heat off, but it was just so uncomfortable I just ended up twisting and turning and sweating more. MAAAAAAN I can’t wait for June.
When was the last time you met someone new?: A week or so ago when I went on a following spree on this blog and started talking to a couple of them. Lol following spree in the survey community means following 3 or 4 blogs, but still.
When was the last time you filled up your car with petrol/gas?:  Gotta be the first week of March as that was the last time I was able to drive a lot.
When was the last time you ate popcorn?: Some months ago, I’m guessing? There was a brief time that my mom bought popcorn kernels to make bowls of popcorn for us, but we got tired of it pretty easily so there was no reason for her to keep buying more packs.
When was the last time you went to a school event?  I went to the Lantern Parade last December, as is tradition for my school’s community. I was mostly alone because my friends had to leave early and Gabie was stuck in traffic all evening and didn’t arrive til like, 9:30 PM, which sounds sad for me lol but it was still a fun experience.
When was the last time you took the trash out?: My parents don’t give me that task.
When was the last time you did anything to change your appearance?: Fucking March, a week before the lockdown. Okodlkjfffjsj don’t remind me I’m still pressed about it. No one got to see my short hair and bangs grrrrrrrr
When was the last time you cooked at home?: A week ago. I reconciled with the kitchen and cooked a couple of hotdogs hahaha. They’re frozen and literally a child could make them, but egh, I wanna have my moment too.
When was the last time you had a sleepover?: Honestly can’t remember. Start of the year maybe?
Where did you last go shopping for clothing?: Feliz. It’s my favorite place to find new clothes so yeah, you’ll always be hearing about Feliz. Where did you last go on a date to?: A study date at Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf and dinner at Yabu afterwards.
Where was the last wedding you went to?: 2007, my uncle and aunt’s. I had plans to go to my cousin Joelle’s wedding in Texas this year, but I think they postponed it which highkey ended up working well for them because it wouldn’t have happened under current circumstances anyway.
Where did you last park your car, other than home?: Gabie’s place.
Where did you last leave your keys?: On top of the dining room TV.
Where did your last kiss take place? By Gabie’s front door, I think.
Where did you last go for a walk to?: In front of the house and just a little farther, with my dog. He’s getting older so he gets tired easily and can’t go on the same walks we used to have, but I still make sure he gets his exercise.
Where did you last take a vacation to?: We had a weekend trip to Tagaytay and Cavite but honestly it felt like a quick getaway more than anything else. The last trip that felt like a vacation was when we went to Bicol.
Where did you last go to celebrate your own birthday?: I celebrated it at home.
Where was the last place you had dinner at?: Just at home, again.
Where did you last go to exercise?: I don’t exercise. < Ha, samesies.
Where did you last take public transport to?: Jum and I were going to the Senate building for a journalism class. That was the first and last time I took legit public transport.
Where does the last person you hung out with live?: Upper part of the city.
Where did you last visit for the first time?: Uhhhh I think it was the salon I went to to get my hair done.
Where did you last take a photo?: On the floor of the dining area, to take selfies with my dog.
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chaoticquips · 5 years
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Wrapped Up
A reminder that @linklyshow is a wonderful person! An angel, best boy.
Continuation to my Coraline AU, although this is more like the end of the movie whoops!
The door slams shut behind him. He’s too busy trying to catch his breath and slow down the mounting panic to really revel in the cold draft that washes over his back. 
It’s all normal again. No magic, no bugs, no sand filled needle creatures trying to grab at him-
It’s over.  
When he moves, there’s a slight sting to his thigh. Grazes left from their fingers-
He pulls off his- Robin’s -glove and tucks the door key inside with shaking fingers. A wave of relief comes in and settles in his stomach as nausea. Numbly, he slides down against the wall until he’s slumped against it.
He almost... died in there. In a little door in a little house in the middle of no where with no one to even realize he was gone. 
Shaky breath in. Shaky breath out. Repeat. He grips the glove tightly, feeling the outline of the key on his palm. It helps a little bit, reminding him of-
The front door opens. Wally scrambles to his feet in what can only be enthusiastic relief. 
“Mom! Dad! Oh my god, I missed you so much!” With tear-filled eyes, he barrels into them. Hugs them tightly and breaths in that wonderful, parental smell of home. They’re home. 
“Whoa! Slow down there, kiddo, you act like you haven’t seen us in ages!” 
That’s... that’s not... 
Eyes wide, he whips his head up to see none other than-
“Uncle Barry?!” 
“What am I, chopped liver?” Iris laughs at his side. She smooths a hand over his wild hair and Wally realizes what a mess he looks. 
And that he’s still clinging to them like a life line. 
He quickly lets go, sniffling. “S-Sorry! What are you guys doing here?”
“Well, your parents wanted us to come see the new place, get our opinion on it since, well...” Barry rubs the back of his head. 
“You seemed lonely, all by yourself.” Iris cuts in, giving him that soft smile of hers that makes his chest feel a little too tight. A little too loved. “Sometimes new environments can be hard to settle into, it’s easier to have some sort of familiarity around, right?”
“What better familiarity than family, right kiddo?” Barry ruffles his hair and Wally chokes back a laugh that almost shoots out of his mouth like a sob. 
“But it looks like you’ve been adjusting fine?” Iris says, shaking off her coat to hang on the rack next to the door. “Look at you, all dirtied up! What have you been up to today, Wally? Hopefully nothing too dangerous?” She shoots Barry that secret little look she sometimes does that makes him all nervous.
“What’s the look for, hun?”
“Oh, you know.” 
Wally feels the weight on his chest disappear. A laugh trickles out as he takes their- warm, soft, real -hands and leads them into the house. 
“There’s a garden outside, you wanna see it?”
“Sure! Let’s get you cleaned up first so your mother doesn’t have a fit.” 
“Iris, we’re heading outside, he’s going to get dirty anyway-”
“Barry. Need I remind you of the dog incident?”
“I’ll shut up now.” 
He can’t stop the smile on his face. 
“I’m sorry.”
“Gah!” At the sudden voice, Wally falls backwards and drops in the deep pit he had just climbed out of. 
“Oh, shi- shoot! I’m so sorry!” Hands suddenly pulling him up, too quickly too quickly, the world spinning as Wally rubs the winded feeling out of his chest. Taking a few deep breaths with his eyes closed, sitting up against the stone wall, he feels hands on his shoulders. 
When he opens his eyes, he glares. 
“Oh, you.”
“Uh, yeah. Me.” Robin says nervously. He’s wringing his hands together and actually looks a little... guilty? Wally sighs.
“Whaddya want now, gonna make fun of me again?” Wally moves to stand up but is swiftly pushed back down by Robin’s surprisingly firm hands. 
“No!” 
Rather than the firm, chunky feeling of Robin’s coat sleeves going over his palms, Wally realizes he’s looking for the soft feeling of gloves. He’s looking for warm, soft blue moonlight on a rooftop where he was taken off guard by someone surprisingly kind to him. 
His face tingles where the Other Robin had...kissed him.  
To push back the rising embarrassment and incoming blush, he immediately tries to focus on the stupidbutreallykindacute way this Robin styles his hair. 
God dammit. 
“I.. I wanted to apologize, for calling you weird.” Robin moves from a crouched position over Wally’s lap to sit with a hard thump on the ground in front of him. “I shouldn’t have said that, I really shouldn’t have. It’s just...” He sighs. 
“I dunno, I don’t really have a lot of friends.” Wally snorts.
“You don’t say?”
“Shut up.” He whines out, nudging at Wally with his foot. “Point is, I said some stupid stuff I shouldn’t have about you and I feel bad. I thought you were like the other kids.” He’s hunched over himself, taking off his glasses for once and rubbing at his eyes. 
Curiosity at what the weird kid who’s been harassing him all summer actually looks like strikes Wally like a harpoon. But he’s still kinda pissed, so he looks at Robin’s shoes instead before he sees anything.
... Jesus, those are some expensive shoes.
“What other kids?”
“The ones I go to school with. They... they say shit about me all the time and I didn’t realize you were just joking around. Defensive measures and all that.” He shrugs, voice muffled by his coat sleeves.
“Doesn’t make it all right though.” Wally says.
“Yeah, I know. It really doesn’t. Trust me, I’ve been beating myself up about this.” With a half hearted chuckle, Robin lifts up his left, bandaged hand away from his face, but stays hunched over. 
“Wha- literally? Dude, what-” 
“L-Like I said, I’m beating myself up about it and now I’m getting yelled at for doing that, so I’m apologizing.” Robin cuts in. A hot flash of sadness and anger rips through Wally. 
“... So you’re just apologizing to me so you wont be in trouble anymore? If that’s all, fine, you’re forgiven, now go-”
“God dammit, no! I don’t want-!” Robin’s voice cracks as he slams his bandaged fist on the ground. “I don’t- I didn’t mean! Look, I’m trying to apologize!”
“Yeah, and you’re really bad at it!” 
“I know!” He yells out. 
“I mean, most people would have the decency to look me in the face if they were going to apologize-”
“I know, but I-!” Suddenly he stops. Wally watches the anger flow out of his body and hears him take a deep breath. 
“You’re frustrating as hell, you know that right?” He says quietly to his expensive shoes. 
“Hey man,-”
“Let’s start over!” He yells, pouncing forward and covering Wally’s eyes with his hands before he sees his face.
“Wha- dude! What the hell!” Wally reaches up and grabs at his hands, pulling them off. Belatedly he remembers the other boy is stronger than he looks. He doesn’t get far until his head nearly hits the wall behind him with the force of the other boy’s hands returning to his face. 
“Let’s start over! First impressions are everything, right? We just got off on the wrong foot.” 
“A few dozen times.” Wally mumbles. 
“Just-!” Robin stops and sighs. “...Do you think we could be friends? If we actually tried this time? I wont call you weird, you don’t call me weird, no arguing unless it’s banter because it’s actually kinda fun with you.”
“Mm, I didn’t know friendships had rules.”  
“Less rules, more like guidelines. A, what do people call it? A bro-code?” It’s the most anyone has ever tried with Wally before. He honestly feels a little touched his creepy neighbor is trying so hard. 
“I... I think I can work with that. Y’know, considering how desperately you wanna be friends with me.” 
“Oh shut up!” He can’t help but laugh at Robin’s expense and he’s pleasantly surprised to find the other boy laughing too. 
“God, you’re a mess.” Robin laughs out.
“Me?!”
“Yes!” It takes them a second to calm down, but finally Robin’s hands pull off his face ever so slightly. 
“I...I’m gonna take my hands off, ok? Then we can start over.”
“Dude, why are you nervous? You’re not horribly disfigured or something like that, right? Like, I don’t care if you are, it’s totally fine, just-”
Robin takes his hands off Wally’s face and gives him a smile so blinding he can’t tell if it’s the sun or not. 
Wait, no, it’s definitely the sun. He had his eyes closed for too long. 
“...So?”
“So what? I can’t see anything man, gimmie a second.” He rubs at his eyes while Robin stays strangely quiet. Then he clears his throat. 
“Hi! You must be Wally West, right? I believe you’re renting one of the rooms in the Pink Palace, right? I’m the son of your landlord, Dick. It’s nice to meet you!” 
When Wally opens his eyes, he almost doesn’t believe what he’s seeing. 
Dick Grayson, acclaimed child prodigy and adopted son to billionaire Bruce Wayne, is sitting in front of him. 
Directly in the dirt he had dug up for the tulips he had been planting. 
When Wally just stares at Dick, his smile shrinks and he moves to pick at his bandages. He averts his eyes from Wally.
“I-I heard you were into science, right? That’s partially why you moved here, so you could go to the academy on scholarship? Or was it to take special summer classes? That’s pretty cool either way.” 
“You’re-”
“I’m more of a math guy myself, y’know? And, uh, acrobatics but you probably already knew that.” 
More silence. 
“...Would you like me to grab you water or something? You look kinda pale-”
“You’re telling me,” Wally cuts him off, “That the creepy little shit who kept waking me up in the middle of the night to knock on my bedroom window, who stalked me for most of the summer, and almost got me killed is none other than the Dick Grayson.” 
“Um. I resent the creepy part and... yes?” Wally takes a deep breath.
“Hoooooly shit.” Wally rubs his face with his hands because, wow. Didn’t see that one coming. 
“But you get now, why I had to-”
“Hide your identity and be a total weirdo? Yup. It’s all coming full circle.” He makes a little circle in the air with his finger and Dick punches him gently.
“Hey!” 
“Unbelievable. That’s... good God, I’m friends with a celebrity.”
“Don’t go telling the world, ok? Mostly because people are, y’know.”
“Nah man, my lips are sealed. Besides, you said it yourself, who would I tell?”
“...”
“...Too soon?” Dick gives him a half smile and helps him to his feet. 
“So, uh, what did you mean when you said I almost got you killed?” Wally snorts. 
“That is a long story that I’m 100% sure you’re not gonna believe.” Dick does his little half smile again and Wally decides that he thinks it’s fitting for the other boy. 
“Try me. We’re friends now, I’m legally obligated to believe everything you say.”
“Alright.” Wally looks the other boy up and down, hand on his chin. Dick rolls his eyes with a grin. 
“Your shoes are way too expensive for gardening.” In mock offense, Dick puts a hand on his own chest. 
“Oh yeah? Well your jeans look too new to be gardening in!” 
“My jeans?Take a look at your- dress pants? Really?”
“I might have taken a reaaaally long break from my ballroom dancing classes at the summer house. Don’t worry about it.” 
“I’m gonna, especially when your nanny yells at me for being a bad influence on a ‘high-class citizen’.” 
“Don’t be ridiculous, Alfred would never yell at you. He’ll just give you the scariest silent treatment and cook your favorite food slightly off so that there’s something funky about it, but you don’t know what.” When Wally gives him a strange look, Dick starts laughing about how Wally looks funny when he’s confused. 
Wally realizes rich people are fucking weird.
Wally also realizes he really wants to reach out and hold his hand. 
Then Wally realizes that without the glasses, Dick has really pretty eyes. 
He’s so screwed.
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Feeling under the weather, so using this time of rest to write a thing. No beta reading— does Grammarly count?  All my works can be found in AO3. Tagging @today-in-fic
Mulder’s Phone Call
Set in S6 pre-Milagro. It’s been a while since Mulder called Scully off hours.
Mulder stared at the cordless phone in his hand, his thumb hovering over the speed-dial “1” button for Scully’s home phone. How long had it been since he last called her when he had an idea or a thought he wanted to share? When he needed her two cents? Why was he hesitating to call? Without further thought, Mulder pushed the speed dial button. Scully didn’t pick up her landline phone immediately when he rang; she used to answer before the second ring ended.
“Hello?”
“Hey, Scully, it’s me.” He heard her suck in a breath before she greeted him. 
“Hey, is something wrong?” a concerned tone in her voice. Mulder squinted at his VCR clock. It wasn’t even 8 pm yet.
“No, does something have to be wrong for me to call you?” He half-expected Scully to let out her usual huff on the other end of the line, but no response. “I wanted to know if you wanna hang out tonight? Grab some takeout and catch the Unsolved Mysteries marathon?”
A beat passed. Then two. The long-drawn silence seemingly measuring the distance between them over the phone line. It only took 7 steps from the desk to Scully’s workstation in the office, roughly 18,000 steps from his apartment doorstep to hers, yet Mulder couldn’t quantify this distance he’d sensed from her ever since Kersh reassigned the two of them back to the X-Files. Scully maintained her professional and polite demeanor, volleying theories and ideas of the recently strange cases they had of late. She would steer their conversations in the office to the cases at hand, took her lunch separately twice a week “to run errands”. They got the X-Files back, but it seemed that only half of Scully’s drive remained. Mulder wondered if Scully’s line cut out. He was about to repeat his question when Scully hesitantly responded.
“No, Mulder. I don’t think so,” she said in a tone similar to her disagreeing to one of his theories. Mulder bit his lower lip and nodded as he leaned back on his black leather couch with an episode of Unsolved Mysteries playing in the background on mute.
“Got some exciting plans for tonight, Scully?”
“Not exactly. I’m writing a monograph regarding human conductivity and its challenges for forensics.” Really? She’d rather be drafting a paper over spending time with him?
“What do you have in store for this weekend?”
“I’m invited to Ellen’s divorce party tomorrow. Everything was finalized last week.”
Mulder frowned. He understood the Jungian theory for humans seeking closure, but— “Doesn’t she have kids?”
“Yes, one. Trent’s a teen now.” Mulder nodded again.
“Well, divorce party aside, I’m hoping she places her son in some counseling.”
“You don’t think a divorce party is a good idea?”
“I’m not saying it’s bad, Scully. It’s probably therapeutic for some who had an arduous divorce process. I think that it could be detrimental to the kids who already deal with a freight of emotions that come with their parents’ separation.”
“I’ll let Ellen know,” Scully replied in a soft tone. Mulder knew she understood where he was coming from. She continued, “From what she told me, this divorce was years in the making. She and her ex were both unhappy, often bickering in front of Trent. It came to the point where ‘family trips’ were taken separately with him.”
“Are you unhappy, Scully?” There was a pause on the other end of the line at this abrupt change in subject.
“What are you trying to get at, Mulder?” He could sense her getting defensive even though her tone remained neutral, cool.
“I’m just sensing a disconnect from you lately.”
“A disconnect?” This time she sounded incredulous. Shit. He was treading on a field of land mines now. Suddenly feeling restless, Mulder reached for his basketball beside the couch and started to dribble it on the floor while remaining seated.
“Um, what I meant to say was that you seem distracted.” A sudden pounding and muffled yelling from his neighbor below had Mulder get up from his couch and bounce the basketball against an empty space of wall near his TV.
“You first accuse me of being unhappy to being disconnected. Now I’m distracted?” He slightly winced at her remark still bouncing the basketball against the wall. He mentally counted how long it would take for Scully to continue. One-one thousand, two-one thousand, three-one thousand, four—
“Maybe we do need to reassess my reassignment back to the X-Files,” Scully said in a low voice. Stunned by her remark, Mulder dropped the ball letting it roll towards the coffee table.
“What do mean by ‘reassess’?” He could imagine Scully shrugging in her apartment. His mind immediately imagined her requesting a transfer. “Look, Scully, forget what I said alright? It was just a stupid, random thought that crossed my mind.” Retreat! Retreat! Back to safer ground, he thought.
“It’s what we do best, Mulder: forgetting.” Frustrated, Mulder hammer fisted the wall a couple of times with his left hand.
“What exactly do you mean by that, Scully?” He asked. Before she could respond, there was a knock at his door. “Hold on a second. There’s someone at my door.” He placed the receiver against his right shoulder as he quickly approached the entryway. Mulder opened his door revealing a slim, dark-haired man with a maintained goatee dressed in a long, blue button-down shirt and jeans.
“Hey, I’m your new next door neighbor. Do you mind not pounding against the wall? I’m in the middle of writing a novel.”
“Oh, sorry about that. Thought the unit was vacant.” He turned his attention back to his phone once he shut the door, standing under the door frame to his living room.
“Who was it?”
“One of the neighbors requesting me to keep quiet,” he answered dismissively as he raked his hair still feeling frustrated, “What exactly do you mean by ‘forgetting’? I’m the one with the photographic memory, I don’t forget anything.”
“You’re right, Mulder. We sweep things under the rug. Things left unspoken. It’s how both of us function.” Things left unspoken?
“Are you talking about last summer in the hallway?” He asked hesitantly.
“No!” An immediate and swift response. “No, Mulder. That conversation was under extreme duress—“
“Everything I said then still holds true now, Scully,” Mulder blurted out quickly. He couldn’t let her rationalize away that conversation. He gripped his phone tightly, leaning against the frame. Value, cherish, adore, frighten,… these words and emotions remained unspoken. He closed his eyes tightly as he pinched the bridge of his nose— trying to muster the courage to speak up, trying to find the will to just come out and say it. Instead, he mumbled quietly into the receiver, “More so than anything.”
Another momentary silence. He could see in his mind’s eye Scully’s stoic expression, but then there would be a slight crack, a wavering in her steady blue eyes that indicated that his words got through to her. A sigh. Was it his or hers?
“I’ll see you on Monday, Mulder,” she said in a resigned tone. They hung up at the same time. Mulder sank down onto the floor to ruminate over what transpired.
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Civil Warriors- 1: Oversight
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Author’s Note: Originally posted to ao3 (This is an edited and improved version) Part Three of the Red Queen Chronicles!
Summary: Cassie Campbell refuses to sign the Sokovia Accords, but it’s not about pride, it’s about right.
Word Count: 2643
Pairing(s): Clint Barton x OFC,
Chapter Warnings: tiny bit of angst and some good fluff, foreshadowing the badness
Cassie sat on the couch in her home in Seattle, drinking coffee and reading through the newspaper. "Did you see this, babe? The United Nations drafted up a law in response to the thing that happened in Nigeria."
"Yeah? What's the new law?" Clint called from the bedroom.
"It's pretty fucking oppressive, actually. Basically, superheroes have to answer to them. Go where they say, do what they want. They decide who our villains are and what is acceptable action against them. All known superheroes are expected to sign these Sokovia Accords."
"And if we don't?" Clint walked in, a piece of pizza in his hand. "If we decide to hero without the UN's consent?"
"If we hero, we end up the next ones on the arrest warrant, hunted down by the legit heroes."
Clint took a bite of the pizza and flopped down next to her. "Good thing we're retired."
"I didn't retire. I took a break. I wanted to finish my degree." She slapped the newspaper into his lap. "This is... ridiculous. We can do things that cops can't do, that the military can't do. To dictate when and where we can go to do these things... what happened in Lagos was horrible, but all the people in that building's courtyard would've blown if she hadn't done what she did."
"Some would say that Rumlow wouldn't have activated that bomb if Steve hadn't been there."
"No, he wouldn't have. But if Steve hadn't been there, he would've gotten away with a weaponized disease that would have caused hundreds more deaths in the long-run!"
"You know an awful lot about what happened in Lagos. Have you been heroing vicariously?"
Cassie looked down. "Nat and I have been talking."
Clint sat up straight, turning to her. "You and Nat? Are good, are friends?"
"Yes. We’re good. You remember Pepper took me out for my... '9 months after conception when they took me out of the goo and let me breathe on my own for the first time' day? And we had a girl's day with Maria? Natasha came along, we had some free mimosas, got our nails and hair done. We had fun, decided we actually liked each other. She said I was good enough for you and I think that was all I really needed to hear to let go of my grudge about the cocktease comment."
Clint smiled. "So, you and Nat have been talking about everything that they've been doing? What, you wanna go back?"
"Not yet, but... we might have to."
"What do you mean?" He asked, munching on the pizza again.
"I mean this is gonna tear us apart. There are going to be heroes who find the idea just as oppressive I do, who refuse to be controlled, and they are gonna rebel. This is gonna cause in-fighting and pain."
"Yeah. And we are gonna stay out of that because we're retired."
"Bullshit," Cassie said, standing. "And get the pizza out of the bedroom, Clint. We've talked about this. Lucky gets into it if you leave it where he can-"
"It's in the side table. Lucky can't open drawers, yet."
"I don't want him scratching at the furniture, either, dude. Put the pizza in the fridge."
"I'll put you in the fridge," Clint mumbled, heading for the bedroom.
"Home, sweet home!" she called out.
"Shit! You know I didn't mean it like that," Clint said, walking out of the bedroom with a cardboard pizza box.
"I know. You just don't think before you speak sometimes," Cassie said as her phone started to ring. 'Natasha' shined up at her. "And here we go," she said, picking up the phone from the coffee table and answering it. "Yeah?"
"Is Clint with you?" Natasha asked, her voice serious.
"Of course, he is. He hasn't left since Christmas."
"Put me on speaker. I have to talk to you both."
"About the Accords?" Cassie asked, pressing the button to send the Russian's voice to speaker. "'Cause I'm not signing."
"I'm retired." Clint walked up next to Cassie.
"This is a big deal. You have to, at least, think about it, guys."
"Think about a group of men who've never been in a room with a supervillain telling me when and what I can do about those villains? Do you think those men would have let you guys come after me when I was with Loki? Do you think they would've let you come to rescue me when I was in Austria?"
"Look, we need some oversight. What happened in Lagos-"
"I'm gonna hate myself for using these words, but 'acceptable losses', Nat. Yes, a dozen people died in Lagos, but Rumlow was gonna blow up everyone in the courtyard. The amount of damage done was cut, at least, in half and these are your words. And when you add in the fact that Rumlow almost got away with a biological weapon... but you didn't know that going in. You thought he was going after the police station. You never would have gotten approval to stop him on that partial information. He would have gotten away with it. Hundreds, maybe thousands, would have died."
"Clint... talk some sense into your girl."
Clint shook his head and smiled at the younger woman. "Natasha. You are my best friend and I love you, but... I don't love you enough to go against the Queen."
"Look, I'm gonna tell Ross that you're on the fence. TBD, just like Wanda. Think about it some more."
"No need. This is an oppressive law and there will always be heroes who do the job without permission. If we wanted to be under the command of a government or governments, we'd have joined up with the Army."
"I'm telling Ross you don't have an answer. You have three days. Think about it," Natasha said, before the phone clicked off.
"Well, I really wanted to be retired, but I get the feeling you just signed us up for a war," Clint said, wrapping his arms around her.
"I didn't sign anything."
"And that's the point." Clint pressed his lips to her cheek and squeezed her. "How long, you think, before this blows up in our faces?"
"The Russian said three days, so... we'll get maybe four."
"Okay. So... head to the farm, drop off Lucky with Laura and the kids before our next big issue?"
Cassie nodded and turned to him. "I love you. You know that, right?"
"I know. We can head out tomorrow, okay?"
"Maybe we'll have time to do something fun with Lila and Cooper before things get bad."
"Ooh, water-skiing. Coop was sayin' he really wanted to give that a try."
"Yeah, but what about Lila?"
"You think she can't water-ski?"
"I think I'm nervous about the water-crash."
"Hey, if Laura goes with it, we can. Come on, we're a circus family. We ain't scared of crashin'."
Cassie laughed. "I love you, circus freak."
"I love you, Frankenstein."
***********************
"Aunt Cassie! Uncle Clint!" Lila ran in as soon as they entered the house. She wrapped her arms around Cassie's middle as Cooper walked in and went for a half hug with Clint.
"Mom and Nate are sleeping."
"Good. Babies and mommies need nappies." Clint laughed. "I don't know why I said it like that."
"Cause you're a dork. And since when am I your aunt, little girl?" Cassie looked down at the little blond girl in her arms.
"Mommy said that the only one she's ever seen Uncle Clint look at the way he looks at you was Aunt Bobbi and he's bound to put a ring on your finger soon."
"Oh, she said that, huh? Gonna have to have a talk with your mommy," Clint grumbled.
"Anyway," Cassie said, pointedly. "Lucky is out in the yard. He's begging for some fetch after that long car ride. You kids up for it?"
The kids ran for the door, excited. "Laura needs to learn to keep her mouth shut."
Cassie turned to him. "Ah, come on. I'm sure it's just more of Lila wanting cousins."
"No. It's Laura... running her big fat mouth," Clint said, putting his hand in his pocket. Cassie's eyes widened as she focused in on the ring box. "I had this whole speech planned, about second chances in life and destinies and stuff, but..."
"Clint... what are you-"
"I can get down on one knee if you want. I mean, that's not really our style, but I can go classic with it, if you-" He smiled, opening the box and bending his left leg. "If that's what it takes to get you to say 'yes' and make me the happiest cliche in the world."
"Don't you dare," Cassie said, pulling him to her and kissing him, her hands burying in his hair.
Clint pulled back and brought the ring up to her face. "It's white gold. Diamonds and sapphire inlay so you can still punch people. I know you don't think you were born, but September birthday, sapphires."
"I don't care about the ring, Clint," she breathed out.
"Yeah, I get that, what with you not looking at it, at all. Also worrisome, you haven't said 'yes', yet."
"Clint, you could have tied a string around my finger and I would have said 'yes'." She laughed. "I'm saying 'yes', Clint."
His lips crashed onto hers again as she grabbed the ring box from his hand. "About damn time. He's had that ring for two months," Laura said, walking into the living room. "So, this is how you do it, Clint? What happened to candles and a string quartet and all those reasons you gave for holding off for the last couple months?"
"Yeah, well, that's how I was gonna do it. I was even gonna ask Tony for his blessing as a funny take on the fact that he's more of a father to you than, you know, anyone else. And I kinda got Phil's blessing at Christmas, like he said there wouldn't be an issue." He shook his head. "But then a Hydra agent decided to blow himself up in Nigeria, the UN decided to make our friends sign up to be international mall cops on their payroll, which fractured us and... shit's gonna hit the fan soon and I wanted to know that, that you're with me through all of it."
"Of course, I am," Cassie said, slipping the ring on her left ring finger. She chuckled in surprise. "It fits."
"Yeah. I measured your finger in your sleep."
"If that weren't so adorable, it'd be creepy. I love you, Clint. I can't wait to be 'Cassie Barton'."
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"Oh. That's not good," Cassie muttered, as the news played.
"A bomb hidden in a news van blew up in front of the UN building in Vienna. More than seventy people have been injured, at least twelve are dead, including Wakanda's King T'Chaka. Officials have released a video of the suspect, who they have identified as James Buchanan Barnes, the Winter Soldier, the infamous Hydra agent linked to numerous acts of terrorism and political assassinations. They're urging anyone with information to contact authorities."
"Clint!" Cassie called. Clint walked in from the kids' play room, a hammer in his hand. "We were discussing four days 'til excrement/fan collaboration? I was wrong." She hit rewind on the DVR and replayed the news.
"Shit. Bucky, that's... that's Steve's bestie, right?"
"Bucky was Steve's Nat. They took care of each other, since they were in school together. Bucky got grabbed by Hydra and brainwashed into being an assassin for them. Steve didn't sign, but there is no way he's gonna sit back and let this shit happen. No way he lets anyone else bring Bucky in," Cassie answered, leaning forward to grab her phone. She dialed Steve and waited. "You're about to do something stupid, aren't you?"
Steve chuckled. "It's only stupid if I get caught."
"What're the consequences if you do get caught? 'Cause I got the feeling the consequence is jail time. Captain America in jail, just seems wrong."
"Like I said... consequences are for if I get caught. If I don't, then I can bring Bucky in with minimal damage."
"Steve, when have we ever done anything with 'minimal damage'? That's the reason the Accords exist."
"I'm going to bring him in... even if someone has to arrest me for doing it."
"Look..." Cassie spun her ring on her finger. "You know Clint and I didn't sign, right? You know, if you need us, we're here."
"Well, I've got Sam on location with me. He's already... pretty much agreed to put himself on the line with me for this. But, thanks. I appreciate it. Oh, and, um, congratulations. I heard about-"
"Nat's got a big mouth. Thanks, but this isn't really the time, is it? Bigger things, that's why I didn't announce it like I'm sure a bride-to-be is supposed to." Clint smiled at her, taking her left hand in his and kissing the back of it.
"Well, I thought you were retired. This stuff shouldn't have anything to do with you."
"Come on. I went on hiatus, fully intended on coming back after graduation. Clint retired, not me. And he's not very good at being retired, either. Listen, Steve, seriously. Be careful. I don't want to have to come visit you with a piece of superhero-proof glass between us."
"I'll keep that in mind, Cass. Enjoy your... retirement."
"Not retired."
"Well, maybe you should be. I'll call you after... if I can."
"Right. Be careful."
"Yes, ma'am."
"Oi, old man. Don't 'ma'am' me."
Steve chuckled again. "I'm gonna miss being an Avenger with you."
"Sometimes, Steve, the end of one thing is the beginning of everything else."
"I'll keep that in mind. I'll call."
"You better." Cassie pulled the phone away from her head and looked at her fiance. "I think we should get our shit together. Just in case. Steve thinks he's got it pretty well in hand, but I wanna be able to hop on a plane to Europe as soon as he calls."
"Of course. I do want to try to take the kids out on the lake, though."
Cassie giggled as Cooper and Lila could be heard in the play room jumping for joy. "Water-ski! Water-ski!"
"We'll go tomorrow morning. Today, let's go out to eat. We'll mall it up today." She lowered her voice and sighed. "I need a bag so I can bring the staff along with me."
"Oh, you're gonna let the Berserker come to play?" Clint's voice was apprehensive.
"I... want that option. I mean, against a suit of armor or two... Berserker strength might be a good..."
"You're pretty strong without the-"
"Clint... I know what it does to me and it scares me, too, babe, but... Sif and Thor think I'm strong enough to deal and... I've come back from it."
"But... you slept half the day after last time and you only had it in your hands for ten minutes, and... you had some-"
"Anger issues after. I remember. It's a Berserker staff. It's not a 'cuddly, happy memories' staff."
"Well, I'd rather you fight with a regular staff. I've got that bow that turns into a bo."
"That joke wasn't funny the first time I heard it, and it isn't funny now." She ran her hand down his face, lovingly. "It'll be okay. It's adrenaline. Massive amounts of adrenaline and my body can take that."
"What about your mind? It pulls out all your worst memories and uses them as fuel for that adrenaline."
"I don't want to talk about this, anymore, Clint. I'm taking the staff. I need a long locking box or suitcase so that no one else can touch the thing."
"When this messes you up, Cassie, I'm not gonna hold back with the 'I told you so's."
"Noted, Hawk."
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titus and reno
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Reno
The sun was in my eyes as Benja launched his elbow into my solar plexus. His mask was sagging down the side of his face with sweat, the nylon snake eyes staring unnervingly at me, hollow with shadows. Behind him, the trees rose up from the swamp that had swallowed the old neighborhoods of Cypress Hills. I could hear the cry of seagulls and the thrum of cicadas. I stumbled backwards, trying to catch myself before I fell against the rough pavement of the road. I wrapped my arms around Benja’s neck and shoved hard with my knee into his stomach. He hadn’t expected it, and he lost his footing enough that I was able to hook my arm under his throat and spin him backward, moving fast enough that my momentum carried him. Benja was bigger than I was, but I had enough leverage that it just barely worked. I kicked him again in the chest as he fell backward, landing on his ass. I followed him down, grabbing for his mask and just barely getting it up over his eyes. I tried to let out the kind of howl that Benja did when he was competing, deep and guttural. I bent over him with my knee in his chest, pressing his face into the pavement. I could feel his breathing, fast and ragged. Benja coughed and looked up at me.
“Okay, fuck, time. Uncle. Whatever.”
Behind me, I heard Pancake laugh. He and Rustler were sitting at the edge of the practice ring, smoking, their legs extended just over the yellow line on the pavement.
“Was that your frog yell, Reno?” Rustler asked.
Benja laughed. “He’s learning from me, he’s gonna yell. I’m gonna teach him to yell. It’s cool.” He sat up, rubbing the blood from under his nose with the back of his hand.
“You aren’t mad that he’s stealing your thing? Your whole trademark?” Rustler let out a long puff of smoke. The smell carried over to me, pungent and green.
“You might wanna work on a kind of loud ribbit,” Pancake said. He snorted and tried to approximate the noise a frog makes.
I helped Benja up.
“I’m gonna get you back next time,” he said, reaching up to yank the frog mask off my head. “But that was pretty fucking good. You stepped it up since last time.”
I laughed. “That’s because you nearly killed me last time. I had to protect myself.” We walked over to where Rustler and Pancake sat. Overhead, the clouds moved faster and faster over the edge of the horizon, leaving the late afternoon sky a thin, dirty blue. The double electric fences at the edge of the facility reflected the light back in large flat gleams of yellow. I had to squint to see anything. “When am I going to fight you, Rustler?” I thumped him on the back as I sat down.
Rustler grinned, in the slow, half-lidded way he has. His eyes are darker than most other people’s at Auxie Mautlin, and his hair is almost as long as mine. He’s strong and about as beautiful as any of us here get. His legs are half the size of my torso. “You may need to wait a little. You get a little bigger or I get a little sicker. One of the two. If you wait about six months you’ll be able to pulverize me.”
“Don’t say that,” Pancake said. “You have at least a couple years.”
“Dude,” Rustler said. “Don’t bullshit. I’m eighteen already.” His voice was still measured, but his tone shifted a little. “You know I don’t have that long.”
“I bet you’re still gonna be the strongest Fore for a little longer, though,” Pancake said.
“Well, let’s hope.” Rustler offered me his joint, avoiding Pancake’s eyes. I took a hit and passed it to Benja, whose nose was still bleeding.
It isn’t a total taboo to bring up the worms when you’re hanging out with friends. Obviously, we all have them. But talking about death is something else. I remembered Rustler’s friend Foz, who was the biggest Fore when I first came to Auxie Mautlin with a selection of other piggos from my work camp. He had won sixteen matches my first year in the dorms, before the boils under his skin got larger and he started having seizures and was removed to the late-term infirmary. We don’t know how long he lasted after that. We aren’t allowed to visit the hospice units—they’re three miles away.
I got infected when I was two or three, which means I probably have longer than Rustler and definitely longer than Pancake, who had the worm in him already when he was born. They take about sixteen years to start affecting your central nervous system in a serious way, though some piggos start getting headaches at age fifteen.
“Do you guys wanna go take some K-po with me in Caldegot?” Benja asked, after a couple minutes of silence where the only noise came from the seagulls and the sound of the distant gymnasium, where the letlets were still having their phys-ed class.
Pancake laid back on the pavement. “Nah, I hate the stuff it makes me see. It’s all like, purple dripping. Like every time. And those weird stars. It makes me feel all weird and out of it.”
Benja looked at me.
“I haven’t ever taken it,” I said, which was true. I’d had hits off joints that Rustler got from the truck driver that brought the cricketbev and frozen chicken, but never anything else. K-Po was newer, rarer. I wasn’t exactly sure what it was. “It’s like LSD, right?”
Rustler laughed. “It’s just fertilizer.”
“No, man, it’s real,” Pancake said. “You do really see shit.”
“No, I know,” Rustler said. “But it really is just fertilizer. Potassium, you know. Potash. It only works because potassium makes the worms in our guts release weird chemicals. It does it to anyone with the worm. If we were healthy, it wouldn’t do anything.”
“Is that true?” Pancake said. “I for sure thought it was like, a party drug someone snuck in.”
“Pancake, you’re a dumbass,” Rustler said. I couldn’t tell what his tone meant. Pancake looked a little hurt, but he might have just been out of it.
“I wish I knew where they got it,” Benja said. “I guess it’s from the garden sheds. But those are locked down. It’s some girl in Caldegot. She’s got like a total monopoly.”
“It can’t be Kacky,” Rustler said. “I thought she got sicker.”
“No,” Benja said. “Her name’s Jenny.”
“Huh.” Rustler stretched and stubbed the joint out on the pavement. “Well, you know, whatever. I’ll go over there with you if you’re going. Reno, you wanna see some weird purple stuff with us?”
I shrugged. I wasn’t really sure if I wanted to eat fertilizer. “Does it do anything to like, hurt you? Do you get like hungover or strung out or anything?”
“If you take too much,” Benja said. “But we won’t. You have to stay in top shape if you’re going to be able to beat Fib.” He punched my shoulder hard. I flinched a little, but less than I used to when I first was training with him. Benja tries to act tough and rowdy all the time, like he’s so strong he doesn’t know his own strength. I guess sometimes I do too.
As we walked over to Caldegot, I felt the sweat prickle uncomfortably down my back and run down my face. My hair melted against my ears and the back of my neck with sticky intensity. January isn’t the hottest season, yet. That’s still July and August, when temperatures can get into the middle hundred-forties and we all have to stay in the underground dormitories where the air conditioning gets pumped in through dry metal vents. But January is hotter than it was when I was born. I’ve heard that in the part of the country where Auxie Mautlin is, it used to get down to ten degrees in winter just a hundred and twenty years ago. There would have been snow. In the history classes we take, they show pictures of it. Once Mrs. Y showed us a picture of Queens, New York during a blizzard in 2015, the old cars buried in feet of snow, a bicycle completely cemented onto the sidewalk by mounds of shellacked ice. Now, January is hot, and it gets hotter every year, but they don’t let the older piggos go inside for gym because it is still supposed to be winter. When we ducked into Caldegot through a side door, the rush of cold air made me breathe a heavy sigh of relief.
The old dorms at the edge of Auxie Mautlin are different from the ones on the south side of the facility. The south dorms used to be a community jail, so they’re built with thick, bunkerlike cement and heavy doors. The Caldegot and Armistad dorms are just big brick buildings that used to be warehouses, and are almost three hundred years old. They remodeled them inside with the same fabric walls and florescent lighting as the other dorms, and they still have checkpoints and cameras, but they’re lower security than the Bertol or Musk buildings that the letlets live in. I was lucky to get in Armistad when I moved last year. It’s easier to get out to the roof or sneak to matches. I’ve heard older Fores say that things used to be stricter, but the facility is getting harder to staff and the older minders care less and less what we do. I guess that’s good luck.
Jenny’s room, a triple on the third floor, was already full of people when we got there. At least three of them were girls I knew from class. I hadn’t seen Jenny before except from a distance. She was oddly sinewy and sharp-looking, with long hair plaited into two braids that fell across either collarbone. Her uniform was opened to her belly, and I could see the faint sweat gathered at the top of her stomach. She was wearing one of the regulation bras, but pulled down a little, and I could tell that some of the boys were looking at her chest. She sat on the edge of her bunk bed, counting out small packets of something wrapped in brown paper towel. It felt so shady that I almost left then, but Benja moved to sit down next to one of the younger Caldegot girls and raised his eyebrows at me, so I moved inside the door and stood there.
Jenny looked at me. “You with Benja?” Her eyes were as black as Rustler’s. I figured she must be from the Arizzy worktown. I didn’t know any of those piggos very well.
“Yes,” I said.
Jenny nodded. She looked over her shoulder at the bunk above her and craned her neck. “Titus, get three more sets going,” she said. For the first time I noticed the scrawny boy in the bunk above her. He was hunkered down, portioning powder out into the paper packets. His dark hair was almost as long as Jenny’s, and fell across his face. His uniform shirt was open in the same way Jenny’s was, exposing an expanse of pale brown-pink skin that went down to his belt line. He grunted in response to Jenny’s command. Then, in a single long, lazy motion, he wrapped what looked like three packets of the orange powder. He tore each packet off after pouring the fertilizer—or whatever it was—onto the paper, and folded them into little squares. He licked the edges of the squares to make them stick, then looked up directly at me with a strange, unreadable glare. He was so delicate-looking that for a second I wondered if I was wrong about him being a boy.
“Here,” he said, and tossed one of the packets at me. I caught it and looked to Benja, who reached his hand up for his packet. Rustler, who still stood next to me, laughed, maybe at my expression. He ruffled my hair. I would have bristled if we hadn’t all just smoked together. I knew he was trying to be friendly.
“Reno here is going to be taking K-po for the first time today,” he said to Jenny. “Let him know what to do so he doesn’t make a fool of himself.”
Jenny looked at me closely, then nodded. I felt like I was being assessed. She stood up and brushed off her pants briskly. “Do you know what I do here?” she asked me.
“Um,” I said. “I guess I’m not really sure. You give people fertilizer to eat?”
One of the Caldegot girls snickered. The scrawny boy on the top bunk tensed, and I wondered if I might get myself in trouble if I sounded like I was insulting her business model.
“Well, yes,” Jenny said flippantly. “It’s fertilizer. But it is very important, cool fertilizer, because it lets the worms in our bodies show us things.” She smiled at me. Her canines were sharp, like Rustler’s or Pancake’s. Fighters do that to make themselves scarier. “The hallucinogens that the worms release are remarkably consistent. Right, Pozzlin?” She looked at the girl next to Benja.
“Yeah,” Pozzlin said. “You always see the purple planet.” She turned to me.
“The purple planet,” I said. I had heard people say it in classes. I assumed it was an in-joke in some clique that I wasn’t in on. There were a lot of those kinds of things. Everyone had their groups, their own special language.
“It’s like, a theory, right, that we all see the same waterfalls and birds and stuff—the stars and the sky with two moons and all that. And it’s a theory that that’s because it’s the planet the worm comes from. And it looks like it does because it’s an alien planet. It’s not just an acid trip. And sure it’s all like wavy gravy and you see like paisley and stuff too and colors move and distort, but you always see the same kind of cliffs and oceans and always two moons in the sky.”
Pozzlin let that sink in, smirking smugly at me. Benja was playing with a strand of her hair, and she didn’t seem to mind. I looked around the room for confirmation. People nodded.
“It’s like, maybe crazy,” Benja said, “but it’s like, it is sort of interesting. It’s true that you always see the same stuff. And it looks alien.”
“And we know the worm is alien,” another girl with long tight braids said. “It came here on a UFO.”
“A ship,” Benja corrected her. “A ship with a dead mummified humanoid alien on it. If you’re gonna say it, you gotta say the full crazy thing.” A few people laughed. When the doctors first announced that they were able to confirm the thing about the dead humanoid, back when I was still a letlet, everyone had taken bets on whether or not it was true. It was accepted fact now, but it still sounded crazy. Especially because the pharma companies and the state agencies had been insisting for years that the worm was a mutation of a tapeworm that had been bothering pigs for eons on Earth.
Jenny nodded and looked back to me. “So, it’s fun, right, and it is fun. But the real reason I do this is to get as many people as possible to document, to write down, what they’re seeing. Because I think it really might be the world that the bug came from. And if that’s true, it’s data. Important data.”
“Question,” I said. “How would that work? The hallucinations being like, a message. That’s like. Telepathy, right?”
“Yeah, something like that,” Jenny said.
“Do you think the worms are trying to send it to us?”
Jenny shrugged. “Fuck if I know. That’s why we’re out here. More data the better.”
“Hey Jenny,” a boy I didn’t know said from a corner. “You could get more data if the stuff was free, you know.”
“I have to make a living,” Jenny said. Her voice was mild but firm. “I don’t see you guys sneaking into the garden sheds at night to get this shit, so I can charge whatever I want. And it’s more affordable than it was when Kacky was here.”
I looked over at Benja inquiringly. I didn’t have that much to trade for shit. He shook his head and waved me off as if to say I have this one.
A girl laughed. “Bottoms up for science,” she said, and tipped her orange powder back into her mouth.
“Not yet,” said another girl. She looked at Jenny. “Is it okay to start?” The orange sun filtered down through the window and I felt for the first time how warm the room was. I was sort of thirsty.
“Cheers,” Jenny said. “I’m going to put out the paper and markers in the middle of the floor. When you come back up, draw or write what you saw, okay? Nobody leaves without at least one detail.”
“How long does it last?” I asked.                “Like twenty minutes,” the boy sitting on the top bunk said. I looked over at him and he stared back, unblinking, for a second, before he gave a small grin, as if he had just remembered that it might be a nice thing to do.
I saw Rustler raise his hand and dump the powder into his mouth. After a couple seconds, I did the same. I felt someone watching me and looked up to see the scrawny boy on the top of the bed staring me down. When he caught me looking, he looked away. I noticed that he wasn’t taking any K-po. For a second I thought about saying something to him, to try to ask a question or seem cool. But I wasn’t sure what to say. And then my vision started to swim. It was so instantaneous that I sat down against the door heavily, in shock.
At first it was just colors, and this sense of weird peace bubbling up in my stomach. I felt for a second like looking at the scrawny boy on the top bunk and telling him that I wanted to kiss him—which was weird, though I realized that I sort of did. But then I sank deeper, and the colors started to condense and drip and I started to see real pictures. The room in front of me completely vanished, and my hands and arms felt dense and numb and like they were made of fragile glass.
I saw four figures walking on a moonlit landscape, tall and strangely stretched. I couldn’t see their faces, but I knew they weren’t human or piggo. I felt a cold sensation in my gut at the strange trancelike way they walked, and I tried to turn away, but I couldn’t. I was stuck watching them until they vanished over the edge of the horizon. Then my vision danced again, dissolved into colors, and melted into a new scene. I was on a hill, looking out at a sky of strange stars and a red sun. There were flat plains of weird plants, and spires stretching up that might have been stone or vegetable. I couldn’t tell. Spinning above me were two flat blue moons, and under my feet was an ocean of clear water. When I looked at the ocean, I moved toward it, into it, falling down from the hill so fast that I stretched out my hands to catch myself, sure that I would be dashed against the ground, that the pink rocks at the shore would tear me apart. But they didn’t, and I landed in the water. Worms swam around between my toes, the light shimmering off their opalescent bodies. The sensation was still peaceful, sensual. It took several minutes before occurred to me that these were the worms inside me. The ocean rose up under me and I got cold, as if it were really there. The sky went yellow, blue, deep pink, red. I felt a little nauseous, but somehow was having a really good time.
And then I started to come out of it. The ocean stopped feeling cold and I could feel the hot sweaty dorm room and the bodies on either side of me. The moons above me splintered and vanished, and I felt the floor under me for several minutes before I opened my eyes. As I did, I realized that the boy –Titus—was still staring at me from the top bunk. I felt too dizzy to sit up, and closed my eyes until I felt the world settle. When I sat up again, Titus was gone. Around me, other people were already awake again. They were writing and drawing with the markers that Jenny had provided. As the light stopped hurting my eyes, I looked around and realized they were all drawing basically the same things I had seen—everyone focusing on different aspects of the scenario. Jenny approached me and gave me a pen and a marker and a piece of paper that I realized was someone’s old medical form.
“Draw on the back,” she said. “Emotional woo woo stuff is fine for writing but try to draw as literal as you can.”
I’m not a very good artist, but I tried to draw the hill and the two moons. I tried to describe what I saw. I didn’t want to put any more effort into it than anyone else, but I felt profoundly changed and—I guess disturbed—by the whole thing, and suddenly it felt very important that I be honest and try to actually talk about what it had been like. I thought, well, maybe this is a real thing, a real project.
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kristallioness · 6 years
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Breaking a fever
Summary: Katara has trouble sleeping because of a fever, luckily Aang's right there to take care of her.
Word count: 1,771
Author's note: I was indulging myself in some videos yesterday when I came up with this idea. (Possible prologue to "Recovery"?) It's also based on my memories/experience of when I was little and had a fever that made my parents wake me up in the middle of the night to check that I was okay. I've always loved toying with the idea that even though Katara's the healer of the household, it could also be their daughter Kya (since she's an actual waterbender with healing abilities) or Aang (because he'd get to take care of Katara when she's sick and that's like one of my favourite things when their roles are switched). Also, I just wanted to write Aang being able to listen to Katara's heart by laying his head on her chest cause it's much more common the other way around (at least there are more stock photos/fanfics). I think it's much more intimate when a husband does that to his wife. I wrote the draft down in the early morning of December 31st, but thought that I'd proofread and finish it properly on the 1st of January. To start 2018 the right way (with some Kataang)! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (There was a beautiful fireworks display all around my home 7 hours ago when Estonia greeted the new year! I listened to our President's speech, such a lovely introduction to our country's 100th anniversary year.)
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Aang sat bolt upright. He'd been sleeping peacefully, but woke up when something hit him right in the middle of his face. He gazed around the dark bedroom to spot any intruders, but he didn't have to look far for the source. A hand hit his side and he turned to look at Katara.
She'd fallen ill in the evening - a fever that didn't seem to stop fluctuating and an overall feeling of weakness being the main symptoms. Probably just a cold caught from one of her patients at the hospital, she figured. They expected that the fever was gonna rise at night and she might have trouble sleeping. But Aang didn't know it'd be this bad.
Her breathing was heavy and laboured, like she was suffocating in their warm stuffy room, her mouth wide open gasping for air. Her hands and legs were kicking all over the place on her side of the bed. Aang could see drops of sweat on her face and on the bare skin around her collarbone above the line of her white sarashi, which wasn't covered by her tunic. If he hadn't known she was sick, she would've seemed like she was having an awful nightmare.
Aang frowned. He didn't wish to wake her up since she needed to rest. But she seemed so poorly, tossing and turning under the sheets. He gently grabbed her left wrist to hold that hand steady. She continued to fluff the pillow under her head with her right hand, still moaning and grumbling in discomfort.
Aang pushed the edges of her tunic to her sides, then carefully tugged at the sarashi to pull it a bit more off her breasts. When her chest was more bare, he slowly lay down very close to her, laying his right ear above it.
LUB-DUB, LUB-DUB, LUB-DUB... Katara's heart was pounding, almost as if it wanted to escape her ribcage. Aang could hear the fast beats drumming into his ear, but the way the air passed through her lungs.. not so much. Only that her breathing didn't sound normal. Maybe he should go to the healing hut to fetch her stethoscope and have a listen? Perhaps even grab a thermometer while he's at it to measure her temperature?
His train of thought was cut off when her free hand first found the top of his head, then his cheek and began stroking it. Her fidgeting seemed to have ceased as well.
"Ah-aang?.. What are you doing?" the waterbender wondered drowsily. The first thing she saw was a familiar blue line running along his bald head, the side of his face pressed to her chest and slightly weighing her down.
"Oh, Katara! You're awake.." he murmured as he propped himself up on an elbow to look at her, combing her hair near her temples to wipe off a few beads of sweat.
"I was checking your heartbeat and breathing because you were breathing so heavily. And you were tossing and turning all around. Even moaning a little bit."
"I was?"
"You still are.. breathing fast, I mean."
The airbender laid a hand above her heart, making her look at her chest rising and falling in a quicker pace than usual.
"I am?.. I don't feel like I am."
"Want me to go wake up Kya?"
"No! Let's not worry her.." Katara protested, then stared at the clock on their nightstand.
"What time is it?"
Aang leaned towards the edge of the bed to have a look.
"Almost a quarter past three in the morning."
The waterbender laid a hand over her forehead, releasing a tired groan and closing her diamond blue eyes. Aang ran circles over the blanket to rub her tummy.
"Want me to examine you?" he asked after a moment of silence. She hummed and nodded. She'd taught him a thing or two about modern medicine, and he'd picked up a lot from playing healer with their daughter.
"What do you need me to bring?"
"A thermometer, my stethoscope, my pouch.. Fill my pouch with cold water.. and maybe bring a towel if I'm too tired to heal myself."
"Okay. I'll be back in a few minutes," he said, giving her hand a squeeze before he stood up to go fetch the necessary items. Aang lighted the way in the corridor with a small flame that burned above the palm of his hand thanks to his firebending.
Katara watched how the dim light disappeared with him before she laid her own palm on her hot, clammy forehead. She was really burning up. She grabbed her wrist to count her pulse. One-two, three-four, five-six, seven-eight.. She released her hold quickly, having a slight fright at the rapid rate. She shut her eyes and tried to calm down.
Her eyes opened at the sound of the wooden floorboards creaking louder with every step about two minutes later. Aang was back, carrying everything she'd asked for. He took a seat on his side of the bed and turned on the nightlight.
"Ugh!.." Katara groaned, covering her face with her forearm to let her eyes adjust to the bright light. Aang dropped the supplies in front of his pillow.
"Lift your arm for me, sweetie."
He waited until she raised her right arm, placing the thermometer under there. She laid the hand on her stomach to hold it tight. After that, Aang leaned closer to look into her diamond blue eyes. He grazed her cheekbone with his thumb, softly pulling her lower eyelid down a bit, repeating the same procedure with her other eye.
Katara blinked as she saw him pick up the stethoscope and put it in his ears. She followed his movements intently, watching how he softly pressed the cold diaphragm a bit below her collarbone, then slid it to her left side a couple of seconds later. Aang moved the tip of the medical instrument down to the middle of her chest, stopping a bit to the left above her breast - the spot where the heart sounds were the loudest.
Katara averted her gaze from her chest to his worried grey eyes instead. He noticed her looking back at him. Aang stroked the back of her right hand, the one she'd laid on her tummy. He grabbed it from the wrist and softly pressed his fingers against it to compare her pulse to the beats echoing into his ears. They matched, but were similarly fast as well.
Aang let go of her wrist and lifted the lower edge of her sarashi so he could slide the chestpiece of her stethoscope under there. Having listened for another couple of seconds, he lifted the cloth from below her left breast this time and pressed the diaphragm against the soft skin. Aang's grey eyes widened a bit when Katara laid her hand above his and pushed it even stronger against her breast. He could hear why - her heartbeat was more audible from that spot when she did that.
Katara allowed her eyes to fall shut once Aang finished auscultating with the diaphragm and began turning the chestpiece around to use the bell, too. She felt how he moved the hollow side of her stethoscope over the same spots on her chest, stopping for several seconds to get a good listen. She opened her eyes when she sensed him lift the bell from her skin and heard the metal parts of the headset clinking together as he removed the medical instrument from his ears. She frowned when his gaze met hers. He understood what she wanted to ask.
"Don't worry, it's okay.. just a bit faster than normal," Aang answered without her having to say a word. Katara released a content hum when he cupped her cheek, his thumb softly rubbing over it. The airbender gently pulled the thermometer out from under her arm and stared at the mercury inside the glass. No wonder she was tossing and turning in her sleep.
"How high?.." she spoke barely above a whisper, her eyes falling shut from her weariness.
"38.4 degrees. You wanna lower it yourself or do you want me to do it?"
"Mmm.. you do it," she mumbled. Aang grabbed the towel he'd brought along and poured some of the cold water from her pouch on it to make it damp. After that, he wrapped it into a smaller square and pressed the wet side against her forehead. Katara stirred, a slight frown appearing on her features for a second, then let the cooling sensation do its work.
The sound of the thermometer rolling and the metal parts of her stethoscope landing against the wood of the nightstand rang in her ears. She opened an eye to peek at Aang, who was busy hanging her pouch on the corner of their bed, in case they needed more water. She pretended to sleep when he turned around to make her more comfortable. Katara felt his fingertips tug at her sarashi to cover up her breasts, then tuck the rest of her bare chest into the soft blue fabric of her tunic. He pulled the blanket up to her neck. She smiled and wriggled under the sheets a little.
Aang lifted the towel from her forehead. The once wet spot was practically dry within minutes. He waterbended some more water from her pouch to dampen it again, placing it back on Katara's temple. After that, the airbender could lie down, too. He wanted to be sure that she'd fall asleep first, hence he propped himself up on his elbow to keep an eye on her until she did.
"You're not going to work like this tomorrow, are you?"
"Mkmm.." Katara hummed, slowly shaking her head.
Aang stroked her cheek with the back of his left hand, allowing his index finger to trace a path down her nose, over her lips. His palm practically cupped her chin, his fingers grazing down her neck, over her mother's necklace and across her collarbone, stopping when her tunic got in the way.
"Sweetie?" she murmured.
"Hmm?"
"Can you turn off the light?"
"Oh, sure!" Aang said in a chipper tone, swiftly turning around for a moment to switch off the small lamp. When his gaze fixed on her once more, she was nuzzling the side of her face into her pillow, another hum of delight escaping her vocal cords. Aang positioned the wet part of the towel back on her forehead properly. He paused for a second before deciding to press his right ear on her chest one more time. Lub-dub, lub-dub, lub-dub... At least her heart had stopped racing.
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fenweak · 6 years
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a kane/toews rule 63 + genderswap fic rec. just because.
short  = ~2,000
medium = 2,000 - 20,000 words
long = 20,000 - 60,000 words
novel length = 60,000~ words
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Think We Fell In Love + sequels | podfic - explicit | medium | friends with benefits | 
Jonny and Kaner have a lot of sex. Then they're dipshits about it.
+ Post-lockout sex.Or, Jonny and Kaner are still dipshits, but now they're dipshits who know they're in love with each other.(now with bonus fisting pwp)
This song is the cross that i bear (bear with me) - explicit | medium | friends to lovers | ice dancing AU
Because when you get right down to it, winning a gold medal was always more plausible to him than sleeping with Joanie Toews.
+ genderqueer Pat: 
Drawing Lines In The Palm of Your Hand by Sharksdontsleep - explicit | medium | podfic by Opalsong
“I kind of proved a lot of people wrong and proved to myself I can play this game in this body.” - Pat Kane
Genderqueer AU.
cause everyone’s heart doesn’t beat the same- explicit | medium | trans Pat
"Thirteen year old Pat Kane has short hair and a shorter temper, stands at five foot nothing and wants you to know about it. He plays hockey like he'll die if he can't, and if you have a problem with him, you have a problem with his whole team.
That's the way he's always wanted it."
1988 femslash!
That Round and Round Thing series by exmanhater  ★  - explicit | medium | podfic by bessyboo | roller derby AU
Pat’s pretty sure this has been the most confusing week she’s ever had since that time in fourth grade when she got her period for the first time in the middle of gym while wearing white shorts and thought she was dying, despite her mother’s previously imparted information about puberty (true fucking story). Or, the real account of how Patricia Kane and Jonny Toews, roller derby stars, finally pulled their heads out of their asses and started banging.
Shut Up Honey by aohatsu - teen | medium | mutual pining | friends to lovers | podfic by exmanhater
It's just a little frustrating, that Patricia can be so good at their sport, and then still look the way she does.
press yourself into me series by LikeAMovieIOnceSaw - explicit | medium | established relationship | pwp
"Oh my gosh, look at that butt" was the first thing she'd ever said to Jonny. They went from there.
I Was Busy Thinkin' 'Bout (Girls) by Linsky - explicit | long | friends with benefits
Jonny looks away quickly, cheeks going hot. She knows better than to stare at other girls’ breasts in the locker room.
You Might Want To Turn Your Head by exmanhater - explicit | medium | pegging! | established relationship | second part of a series about colliding genderbending universes
"It's not very big," he says, voice light and teasing. "You think I can't handle more than that?"
"We'll get there," Jonny says. "Start slow, eh?" 
Patrick laughs. "Oh, for sure," he says, doing his unfortunately accurate generic Canadian accent. Jonny doesn't think it's fair that she lives full-time in a world where Patrick Kane has a decent Canadian accent, but as long as she gets to wring orgasms out of him, she's prepared to accept it.
Pass Me Through Your Fingertips - mature | medium | friends with benefits
Five Times Jonny Noticed Kaner and One Time Kaner Noticed Her Back
 “I mean it, Tazer baby. We’re gonna show those boys how it’s done.”And Jonny looked her up and down one more time, before reaching out to tug a few curls into place, flicking her on the nose once for good measure.“We always do,” she said, and her gaze was locked on Kaner’s and Kaner felt like she could take over the entire world.
girl i've never loved one like you - explicit | medium | roomie troubles
Pat has the hotel room to herself, and she decides it’s not at all unreasonable to make good use of her alone time to have some, ahem, alone time.And then Toews walks in.(In which Kane and Toews face orgasms and feelings. They do alright.)
Strings Definitely Attached - mature | short | pining | podfic by exmanhater
“It’d be convenient, and it makes sense,” Pat says when she brings it up, her shoulders curving in a shrug as she slides her way into Janie’s space and lets her fingers brush Janie’s wrist in a touch that’s innocent, a sly, winsome smile on her face that is anything but.
genderswap
i get a good feeling that i never had before, no no by forochel - explicit | medium |  suddenly-a-girl!Pat
 kaner gets turned into a girl in the aftermath of game 6.me in an email: "it takes their minds off the loss okay! like, who the fuck can break down over that when they have this problem to solve. right here."and solve it they do. they solve it hard. everywhere. all day long.
pretty good looking for a girl by liketheroad - medium | suddenly-a-girl!Jonny
In which Jonny turns into a short, ugly girl, but Patrick still wants to hit that anyway.
my backwards walk - explicit | medium | suddenly-a-girl!Jonny | 
Jonny groaned again, then flinched at the sound of his own voice. He lifted his head and shoulders off the bed, stared down at his now much more shapely body. Threw his head back on the pillow, closed his eyes tight, then opened them again.
The breasts were still there.
 still into you by altri_uccelli ★ - explicit | novel length | suddenly-a-girl!Jonny | friends with benefits
It's not even 12 hours after Jonny discovers he's a girl that he's sprawled on an itchy sofa, biting on his fist and being eaten out by Patrick Kane. He can't believe that a day exists in which having oral sex with Kaner, his oldest friend on the team and frequently a pain in his ass, is not the weirdest thing to happen.
Disney Rules and Physics by sailorstkwrning - teen | medium | parallel universe
Patrick Kane and his rule!63 self swap places; Jonny gets them back where they belong.
Do You Know What You Started? by Linsky - explicit | medium | porn with feelings | masturbation
Jonny gets turned into a girl, and Patrick doesn’t recognize him. Jonny really shouldn’t take advantage of this.He really, really shouldn’t.
the shadow and the frame by longtime_lurker - explicit | medium | friends with benefits
"Quit freaking out," Kaner says, breath hot in Jonny's ear. "We're both chicks right now, nothing gay about that.""Do you even listen to yourself?" Jonny mutters.
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confringo- · 5 years
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2019 Goals
Am I supposed to be writing right now and instead procrastinating by penning a blog under the guise of “lubing up” my writing chops so I can be ready to write what I need to write today? 
Little Mix voice: Hell Yeah I Am! 
(Dances to Joan of Arc for three times.) 
Anyway, here are my goals for this year and they’re way more than I thought they would be, so I categorized them:
Health Goals
1. Lose 10 inches from my waistline by the end of the year. 
5 inches by June
5 inches by December
I went buckwild with the whole “goals need to be SMART - Specific, Measurable, Attainable, Relevant, Time-Bound” thing. I’m not remotely fucking around this year. I’ve deleted my Tinder and Grindr. Literally no Fucking Around. Also, got no time for men. 
This is definitely something I’m gonna struggle with. I’m already not exercising and I’m losing days, but there is still the next day and the next day. Can’t be losing all those inches within a week. That would be unhealthy and I’m not about that. I’m not gonna lose weight just for the sole purpose of being pretty or so I can fit in my fucking clothes. I’m turning 25 this year. I don’t want to grow up regretting all the shitty food I’ve been eating and then paying for it in medical bills. No sir. I will not be a miserable old fuck who can’t walk around or climb stairs. I wanna be a miserable old fuck who CAN. 
I can already feel my hypertension acting up again and I’d rather not freak my mom out about it. I need to lose weight, and that’s not just society talking. 
2. Learn to cool 6 vegan meals (not snacks)
Again, I’m doing this thing where I need to be healthy. Also, I need to do this thing where I learn some actual domestic skills because growing up all comfortable with maids is not helpful anymore. I need to shape up and get some adult points. Can’t be level 5 adult forever. 
This means I need to learn 1 meal per two months. It’s not that fucking hard @ self.
3. Clean room while listening to a new Night Vale episode. 
The one sure way to know how deep I am in my depression is the state of my room. The state of my room also sends me into this self-destructive spiral of hate and lethargy. As it get dirtier, I get dirtier on the inside. Clutter begets clutter. Therefore, I will force myself to clean and declutter bi-monthly (eyyy 20biteen!!!) 
This will not cure me of the Sads but at least a clean room is something less to stress about. Unfuck The Year! 
Writing Goals
I’m dreading this already. 
1. Finish HSHL (His Smile, His Laugh) by June 30th, 11:59PM
Wanna hear something funny? I was meant to finish writing my outline on December 31st. Right now, I’m procrastinating from finishing it. LMAO ROFL. FUck Me. But hey, I made it a goal to finish it within the week and I’m on what I like to call “Act V” of the outline so I just need to focus. I’m not doing that now but I sincerely hope that by finishing this blog I’ll be all “lubed up” for it. 
2. Submit draft to AT LEAST 25 agents starting July 15th. 
Gotta do that break yo. One teacher at my grad school residency talked to us about SMART goals and this was one of them. Submit the draft, sure. But aim for something. 25 agents is a good number. I’ll do more if I have to. We did a project on finding agents too so I can’t say I’m wholly unprepared. 
3. Submit 3 stories to 10 journals/magazines 
Listen. I don’t want to have to play the game but Capitalism Makes Moral Compromisers of Us All. That said, I started a  writing twitter where I will be “networking,” something I’ve been dreading since I started grad school. Nevertheless, it’s a necessary evil. We are social creatures. Until such time I have fuck you money, I’m gonna have to do this. But also, I do genuinely want to support other writers. We’re all humans and I wanna do this thing where I tell writers about how much I love their writing. It will make me feel good that they feel good. Also, that’s good karma. 
But anyway, this is also a good way to stretch my writing muscles. Avoid burnout. Keep things going. Plus, it’s a good way of practicing how to be thrifty with words since most of these things require a Word Count Limit. As you know, and as you can see, I don’t know when to shut up. 
4. Finish “Julian’s Body” by February 28, 11:59PM
Guess who’s still writing Dalton fanfiction in 2019. This person! I’m like a few chapters away to the end. Might as well get it out of the way so that I stop feeling bad about it. 
5. Finish “Forgive My Weakness” by January 31, 11:59PM
Another fanfic to finish. The fanfic I’m procrastinating on Today. I’m almost kinda done. This shouldn’t take another week. I hope. 
6. Read at least one book/full lit mag/journal per month. 
Again, an easy in theory goal. I’m reading Three Dark Crowns right now and I’m loving it but I’m also not reading it so...fuck. However, this is something I should stick to because I just finished reading Autoboyography by Christina Lauren and it gave me all those nice writing feels. Reading fuels writing and it’s easy to forget. 
Work Goals
I’m quitting my current job in April. It’s no longer the right fit for me. I don’t want to get into great detail about these but I just want what’s best for my account before I leave it. 
1. Set up QA team by April 1st, 12:00PM
2. Set up monthly incentive program by April 1st, 12:00PM
3. Set up phone rep incentive by April 1st, 12:00PM
4. Do minimum 4 writing workshops at Spark
This city does not need a Creative Writing teacher so I need to make do with what I have. There’s this cafe that allows people to do drawing/calligraphy workshops. My friend said that I could do writing workshops as well so this is the plan for 2019. I won’t have a stable job, I fear. I hope I get something to push through but if all else fails, I’m gonna fight tooth and nail to get a teaching career going, even if it’s all super amateur. 
Money Goals
1. Get new debit card from BPI by March 17th, 12:00PM
Since I’m quitting my job, I’m also going to be losing my debit card so I need to set a new one up before I do so. Then this means I have to change my Amazon, my PayPal, my Spotify, and my Patreon and that’s gonna be sooooo annoying. 
2. Pay mom back for treadmill by end of year. 
I still owe her a lot of money and if I want to be rid of my guilt, I will have to finish paying her. 
That’s pretty much it. There are of course some resolutions I still have like talking to my friends more and helping my sister out with her current situation with our mom. (Not fun, super dumb, why she too christian for her own good.) But I didn’t put them in as goals because I haven’t figured out how to word them in such a way. Resolutions are tough to follow through because of the wording. Still, I want to improve my personal life but that’s going to be up to me. These are the most important goals I want to hit and I’m gonna get through them, sweat and tears and blood and all.
I’m afraid. 
I’m unprepared. 
I’m procrastinating. 
But you know what? I’m capable. 
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Prompt #19 “NO, NO, DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME !”
Prompt •19 - “NO, NO, DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME”
requested by @xomarti
A/N : This is just for all the ladies who feel ugly, fat or stupid ! You're all beautiful the way you are. I love you.
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I’m fat, ugly and fat... Oh wait I already said it.
I looked myself in underwear in the mirror. These love handles, these pounds overweight, a disgusting ass and thighs too thick. I hate myself. Since my delivery of my girl six months ago, Claire. She suddenly became the light of my life, it monopolizes all my time. I didn’t think that only a child can change a life so. I don’t have any more time to take care of ME and my marriage. I lost all the confidence which I had in me. Seth feels it and I know that he tries to help me to become again this woman whom he has loved. But it’s hard, so hard that we didn’t have sex since my delivery. It begins to annoy him and I understand him, he is a man after all.
“You’re finally sleeping.” I said in breath. I put my babygirl in her cradle. I actually love watch her sleeping, we are often only both at home, thus I got used to being alone with Claire.
“She’s so beautiful.” I heard Seth’s voice behind me, Then I felt one of his hands skipping on my hip which continued his way under my very large sweatshirt. “We made a good job.”
“Ye..ah.” I stuttered because of the stress that I felt at this moment, I believe even that we could see my heart beating through my item.
“I’ve always wanted to have a little me...” He whispered into my ear and I felt that he pressed me even more against him. His breath was hot on my neck. I also wanted it but I just couldn’t... He did not have to touch me nor see me naked.
“That’s... cool.”
“Come on babe, I want to spend some little time together.” His voice got deeper and deeper, I turned around to face him. He carried only a jogging. The room was rather dark, but a small lit light his face and I noticed that his eyes expressed many of desire. “You have no excuses tonight, babe.”
“I have to prepare her feeding-bott...” “I did it.” he replied. “I also have to clean our...” “The house is clean (Y/N)... I have done all of that baby.” He approached his face of mine but I was panicked, if he touches my body he will be disgusted and he’ll leave me.
"NO, NO, DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME !" I screamed by pushing of all my strengths. "LEAVE ME ALONE FOR GOD'S SAKE !"
Seth was a little confused then the traits of his face frowned and the anger could be read on his face.
"You see somebody else ?! Is there any other guys !" He raised the voice. I frowned, how could he think this about me ?! He knows me, I can't do this !
"Are you Seth ? Do you think that I could do this to you ?"  I say by trying to hide an anger and my vexation.
"You don't allow me to touch your body, me ! YOUR husband." He pronounced the "your", I didn't want to tell him about my insecurity. "If it's not that, what is it ?" he asked.
"You don't need to know but I'm not cheating on you Seth." I tried to touch his face but he stood back.
"I need to know everything. Talk." He sounded so bossy.
"No."
"So I'm leaving." He turned his back to me and he moved forward to the door, where did he want to go?
"Where are you going ?" I questioned him, by raising the voice a little bit.
"You don't need to know, too." he answered and left.
Strangely, I wanted to run to, catch up him and to explain him all which pass in my head but I could not. Something told me that we needed of this break.
The next day, Seth had not still returned. The worst in it it is because did not answer either my calls or my messages and that all his entourage had none news too. I wondered how he was able to disappear like that! I felt bad, it’s my fault if he had left. I sat in the conservatory watching for everything movement from the outside by hoping to see Seth returning. The concern ate away at me from the inside, only the laughter of my princess helped me to not crack. I realized that my lack of confidence in me was little by little to waste my life: I didn’t go out anymore, I see nobody anymore, I accepted no demand of exit between friends, I am jealous of my best friend who is still stunning even if she has two children. I stay at home as grandma.
He had to be in the surroundings 10pm when Seth's black sedan parked in the driveway. I felt an indescribable enjoyment! He had finally returned, oh gosh…When he went out of his car, I could read on his face that he was more calmed. Then he passed in next to me, as a draft. I knew that he was resentful and that I had to make the first one the step.
I followed him through the house, "Seth, can we have a discussion ? Please !" I almost begged him.
"Oh, Mrs is willing to talk now. Let me announce to you, that it's too late." He sounded so sarcastic.
"It's never too late !" I insisted.
We went at the same time into the room, he tried to go to the dressing room but I prevented him from entering by interposing me in front of him. The tension between us was enormous: so sexual as in anger. Seth had to measure some meters furthermore than me what put him in a strong position. I looked him straight in the eyes I did not know if I could tell me all that I had in my heart.
"Now I'm not asking you to listen to me, because you HAVE to listen to me." I imposed this rule, a light smile took shape on his lips.
"I'm all ears." He smirked.
I took a deep breath then I started to talk. "I tried to say it to you several but ... It is some thing of complicated to say. Well, you'll find maybe that ridiculous but …"
"Look at him." He raised delicately my chin then he crashed the eyes in mine.
"But… Oh my god. I can't !" I realized that it was even more complicated than I imagined. "It's just so complicated Seth… If you wanna leave me, I'll understand because I'm weak and you don't deserve someone like me. I suck." I groaned, angry at myself.
"Baby, I can't believe it's that serious. I know, you can't cheat on me. So, talk to me (Y/N), please." He took my hands between his and tightened them hardly.
"So… After the birth of Claire, I lost all the confidence which I had in me and now I am horrible. I don't support looks of people and above all when you touch me. Why ? Because I feel that I am big and that I am not anymore like before. And that you touch this body ... You deserve better. If I cannot accept this, I know that you cannot accept this too."
"This is why you did not more want to make him it ?" he asked.
I nodded.
"You thought that I will be disgusted by your new body ?"
I nodded once again.
He embraced me then he held me tighter by plunging his face into my hair. I had just revealed him what prevent me from living during six months, and I feel if light now. To hide from him in was maybe a big error. I was especially afraid that he confirms me all my thoughts.
"These " extra kilos" as you calls them are the memory of the most beautiful thing which arrived to us. And I find that it suits you very well, I adore them these plump buttocks, these well furnished breasts and these beautiful hips. Your body is magnificent as it is, you are magnificent. You will have to learn to love yourself again and I am going to help you." He said softly against my ear. "I love you" he added by kissing my neck.
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You Aren’t in Need of Saving, Are You?
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Peter Parker X Reader
Word Count:1631
Author: Peter Parker’s One and Only Soulmate, Kate
Warnings: ONLY PETER’S ADORKABLENESS
A/N: I’M BACK!!! AND I FREAKING LOVE THAT GIF MORE THAN ANYTHING (BESIDES TOM) ON THIS PLANET. And it works perfectly with my fic! Because Peter gets cold.... Well, just go read the stupid thing so you get feels and you understand my enthusiasm.
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“Hey Peter!” You said as your best friend sat down next to you in cafeteria. “How are you?”
“I-I don’t feel so good.” Peter responded quietly. You turned sideways to look at him straight-on, and his ashen face made your heart drop.
“Oh Peter, you look terrible. I didn’t get you sick, did I?” You said, feeling guilty. You had been sick the past two days, and Peter had insisted on staying with you because your parents were out of town, and Peter didn’t want you to be alone. You were feeling much better today, so you had dragged Peter to school, not knowing he was miserable. Peter didn’t answer, but his face said it all. 
“Come on.” You said, pulling him up from the lunch table that you had been sitting at with your friend group. 
“Where are we going?” Peter said as you led him into the hallways of Midtown. 
“I’m taking you home.” You answered firmly, grabbing your keys out of the depths of your bag. Peter tried to argue halfheartedly, but you stopped his attempts quickly.
“Peter, I got you sick. I am not letting you stay here for a minute longer. Is May home?” 
“No. She’s in Pennsylvania, remember?” You nodded, remembering the impromptu business trip that Peter’s aunt had left for the other day. “Honestly, Y/N, I can stay for the rest of school. We’ve already missed two days of school this week.” Peter said as you got to the parking lot. You looked at him, your expression telling him quite clearly to get in the car. Peter rolled his eyes with a slight smirk as he sat in the passenger seat, He pulled the seat belt, and went to buckle it, but he kept missing the slot. You had gotten in and started the car. When you noticed he was struggling, you completed the simple task, your concern very apparent in your eyes. 
“Peter, are you feeling dizzy?” You asked him, holding his face in your hands as your searched his eyes. He shook his head, and you turned back to face the steering wheel. You were very worried about Peter, knowing that his powers could worsen the effects of being sick. 
Throughout the twenty minute drive, you would glance at Peter during the traffic jams. He would always be staring out the window, a pale and obviously miserable expression present on his face, which was leaning on his hand. When you finally got to his street, you helped him get through the complex, worrying he was going to pass out on you. Luckily, you got him to his apartment still conscious. 
“Try and get some rest, okay?” You asked as Peter rolled onto his bed. “Do you want anything? Like a soda, or food... or something?”
“Can I have a Sprite?” He asked, an arm slung over his eyes to block the fluorescent light. 
“Yeah, of course.” You bit your lip. You  didn’t want to leave him here alone while you got his request. 
“Don’t worry about me.” Peter said, his voice shaking with effort. You made up your mind, and pulled the cover over Peter, telling him multiple times to not get up, and to call you if he needed anything else. 
“And just... Don’t die, alright?” You asked, a smile peeking through your worried expression. 
“I’ll be fine for 10 minutes, Y/N!” He said, rolling his eyes for the millionth time at your maternal tendencies. You walked over to him, and brushed the hair off Peter’s forehead. You bent down to lightly press your cheek against his skin to check his temperature one more time. Peter quietly sighed at your skin contact. You looked at him quickly, and a blush appeared almost instantly on his cheeks. You tried to bite back a grin, and quickly but softly pressed your lips to his hairline. “I’ll be right back, okay?” You said, exiting the room very hurriedly. 
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You groaned inwardly at the sight of a long line of traffic. It had been almost fifteen minutes since you left Peter, and the traffic jam hadn’t sped up whatsoever. You were just about ready to abandon your car, and walk to Peter’s apartment with his Sprite when you got a call.
“Hello?” You answered, wondering who it was since you didn’t bother to check the screen.
“H-Hey, Y/N.” Peter’s voice said. You blushed, remembering your very impulsive action, then your heart dropped. You could practically hear the sick in his voice. “Are you back yet?”
“No. I’m super close, but this traffic jam is awful.” You explained, feeling even more guilty about leaving him. 
“Oh okay. I was just in the kitchen, and it started getting really cold, so I was wondering if you had gotten back and turned up the AC.”
“Peter!” You scolded. “You’re getting the chills! Go lie down right now. I told you say in your bed.” Peter mumbled a quiet excuse. “Just... take some medicine, and I’ll be back in 10 minutes, okay?”
That was possibly the worst suggestion you could have made. When you finally got to the Parker residence, you noticed the lights were off. You flipped them on, and walked into the kitchen to some Sprite in a glass for Peter. As you waited for the ice to fill the glass, you noticed an open bottle of cold/flu medication that was only 1/2 full. And Peter had bought it just yesterday for you.
“Oh no.” You whispered, grabbing the bottle and checking the dosage amount. Two teaspoons, two! And from the look of it, Peter had taken two tablespoons! He was always mixing up the measurements when he tried to help you cook. Your eyes widened as you remembered the last time the Peter had taken medicine. Even at the correct dosage, it had made Peter crazy. He acted like a drunk 10-year old with powers, and it was definitely not a good combination. 
“Peter?” You called out tentatively. A scuffling noise came from the other room, and you walked down the hall. At first look, Peter’s room was completely empty. You were about to walk out when Peter called your name.
“Y/N!” He yelled, and you started. You looked around the room again, and jumped when you saw Peter perched on the ceiling, upside down in his Spider-Man suit, mask-less. You covered your mouth with a hand, trying to conceal a smile, and trying to ignore the temptation to pull our your camera. 
“Hi, Peter.” You said slowly, trying to think up a strategy to get your non-drugged Peter back. “You wanna come down from there?”
“I’m not Peter!” Peter said indignantly. “I’m Spider-Man! Noble defender New York.” You bit your lip, your eyes crinkling up in a grin. 
“Okay, Spider-Man. What are you doing up there?” You said, praying Peter’s fast metabolism would burn through the medication soon. 
“I’m looking for bad guys to fight. Or pretty girls to save. You aren’t in need of saving, are you?” He said, winking at you sloppily. You giggled, and shook your head. Peter stared at you for a few seconds, then shook his head. His face was less flushed now and back to a sickly pale color. He jumped down from the ceiling, and fell back on the bed, groaning. You ran over to him, and leaned over his exhausted figure. 
“Peter?” You asked, brushing his damp hair back from his forehead. 
“My head is killing me.” He said, sounding like your Peter again. You smiled sadly at him. 
“You took about twenty extra milliliters of medicine.” You said, catching his gaze, wondering if he remembered the last couple minutes at all. Peter groaned again.
“It’s freezing in here.” He said quietly, his teeth chattering and his shoulders shaking. You raised you hand to his forehead. Even with your fingertips barely brushing his skin, you could feel the excessive heat radiating off of him. 
“Peter, oh my gosh, you’re burning up. Change out of the suit, and I-I’ll go get the thermometer.”
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You could feel Peter shivering under the covers as you sat next to him on the bed, running your fingers softly through his hair to try and create a comforting effect. His temperature was 107 degrees Fahrenheit. A major fever, and you had no idea what to do. Obviously, you couldn’t give him any medicine, and it would be kind of difficult to explain to the doctor why your friend’s blood-type was slightly radioactive, and mutated to look like a spider’s cells. Plus, none of the blankets you had laid on top of him seemed to be helping. You had an idea of what might help, but you didn’t want to embarrass Peter. After another look at his sweat-covered, flushed face, you gave in.
“Um, it might help... to, like, have a-another source for body heat.” You said, stammering as realization crossed Peter’s face.
“I was thinking that t-too. I didn’t w-want to m-make you uncomfortable.” Peter’s voice shook as he shuddered with the chills. You quickly crawled under the covers to Peter’s side so no drafts would get in.
Almost immediately, Peter’s arms wrapped around your torso, pulling you into his chest. At first, you froze at the contact, but you quickly adjusted, and nuzzled into his familiar grasp. You felt Peter’s chest contract as he sighed, then expand as he yawned. You looked into his eyes, and realized that he had stopped shivering. 
“I-I think I’m going to fall asleep.” He said, yawning again, and giving you an apologetic look. 
“Good. You need to rest.” Returning the yawn, you leaned you head against Peter’s shoulder.
“As you wish, Nurse Y/N.” He laughed quietly.
“Shhh.” You smiled into his chest as you buried your face in Peter’s shirt.
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fluffandlove · 7 years
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Author’s note: A fluffy Reigisa coming right up~! This has been in my drafts forever so I decided to finally finish it and turn it into a Valentine’s Special x3 
Summary: It was kinda his fault that Nagisa sprained his ankle on Valentine's Day so Rei's gonna make it up to him by baking Nagisa's favorite chocolate lava cakes.
Happy Valentine’s Day! 
It was stupid really. They had been goofing around at the pool; Nagisa telling their new members embarrassing stories about Rei’s first time swimming and how he was unable to even float and that it was just hilarious until Rei threw one of the inflatables at his head, face bright red. Nagisa smirked because oh it was on and they fooled around, trying to throw each other into the pool, which was pretty hard, seeing that both of them were pretty strong. Unfortunately, Rei got the upper hand and gave Nagisa one particularly hard push, which caused him to slip and well, a few hours later they had ended up in the hospital.
“Nagisa-kun, I’m so sorry! I’m the worst person in the world! It was so irresponsible of me to do that at the pool, in front of everyone else, not considering our safety, not to mention that it is common sense that you shouldn’t make sudden movements near a pool because it’s slippery and you could’ve broken your neck and I completely understand if you never want to see me again, so let’s just end it right here because if I can’t even take proper care of my own boyfriend then I shouldn’t—”
“Oh my god, please stop talking,” Nagisa had sputtered between his laughter and laid his hand on Rei’s shoulder. “It wasn’t your fault and I’m not mad. And don’t say you’re the worst person in the world because you’re the best boyfriend anyone could ever wish for. But I do have something in mind if you really wanna make it up to me. It’s Valentine’s Day after all.”
Rei had jumped to his feet and clasped Nagisa’s hand in both of his, a determined sparkle in his alluring violet eyes.  “Anything!”
And that was the reason why Nagisa was now copying the recipe from a picture his sister had texted him on a small piece of paper he had found in one of the drawers. He had changed into some more comfortable clothes already and was waiting for Rei who was also changing out of his uniform. Speak of the devil—
“Nagisa-kun, the doctor said you’re supposed to rest your leg.”
Without even looking up from his writing, Nagisa lifted up his right leg and carelessly placed his foot on the nearest object, which happened to be a chair. He bit his lip to keep himself from snickering at the undignified sound that left Rei’s mouth, clearly not amused.
“… Nagisa-kun…”
“Done! You think you have all the necessary ingredients?” Nagisa hopped in an attempt to turn around and beamed at his boyfriend who was only a few feet away. He was clutching the piece of paper between his fingers as it if was the most important thing in the world (well, they were really good lava cakes), barely able to keep in his excitement. “Or should I go ask your mom if she can do some grocery shopping?”
Rei’s mother was upstairs in the master bedroom, sorting out a mountain of emails, knowing fairly well that she would not be able to get through a single sentence with those two around. She had laughed when Rei came home, carrying a happy Nagisa on his back and decided to get out of the way because, “Rei-chan promised to bake me some goodies because I broke my ankle!”
“Sprained, Nagisa-kun.”
“Same thing. Be careful when you take off my shoes— Ow! Rei-chan!”
“S-sorry! Oh no, does it hurt? Should we go back to the hospital?”
“Just kidding.”
“… I will drop you.”
“No, no, no! Rei-chan, it was just a joke! Gah, no, don’t! I’ll break my other ankle!”
“It’s not even broken!”
Shaking her head, she went upstairs to leave them be and closed the door behind her to block out the muffled shrieks and giggles.
Rei walked over to Nagisa and supported him by laying a hand on his waist since he was having trouble balancing on one leg. He looked over Nagisa’s shoulder to read the scribbly list of ingredients. “Hmm, let’s see. Dark chocolate, eggs, sugar, flour, butter and salt… I don’t think that’s going to be a problem. I’ll get right to it.”
He placed a quick kiss on Nagisa’s flushed cheek and crouched down in front of the sink to open the cupboard that was under it. Nagisa pressed his lips together, cheeks tainted red and his heart fluttering in his chest. He held the table with his free hand to make sure he wouldn’t fall over as he hopped over to the sink so he could ask what Rei was doing.
“If I need to melt the chocolate and the butter, I will need a pan and a bowl,” Rei explained as if it was the most obvious thing in the world and grabbed a small pan. He looked up at Nagisa through his eyelashes, giving him a scolding look. “You really shouldn’t move around so much.”
“But I wanna watch you bake! As long as I don’t put pressure on it, it doesn’t hurt. And look, I can stand just fine!”
Obviously not impressed by Nagisa’s words, Rei placed the pan in the sink and let the tap fill it with water. Then, he started to collect the ingredients from the fridge and other cupboards, brushing past Nagisa every time and sometimes giving the back of his bare knee a playful tickle. When he was done, the pan was filled with water and he announced he needed a bowl to put the chocolate and butter in.
“Woops, sorry, am I blocking you?” Nagisa was about to hop out of the way, but Rei simply grabbed his hips and hoisted him up onto the kitchen table. Now it was Nagisa’s turn to let out a weird sound, topped with a squeak when Rei lazily reached for the cupboard behind his head and kissed him full on the lips because he had to lean forward to grab the bowl.
To say that Nagisa’s face was now bright red was an understatement. Rei was being overly touchy and affectionate today. Probably because he felt sorry and Nagisa was definitely not complaining, on the contrary, maybe he was going to prolong this sprained ankle thing.
“Can you read up the measurements?”
Apparently the moment had ended a couple of seconds ago. Rei was now warming up the water and Nagisa quickly shook his head, held up the paper and read, “150 grams of dark chocolate and 100 grams of butter.”
A few minutes later the entire kitchen smelled like chocolate, the fan not really helping by continuously spreading the lovely aroma. After giving him the chair to rest his ankle on, Rei had placed another bowl in Nagisa’s lap so he could mix the eggs and sugar with a whisk while Rei was stirring the chocolate and butter. Even though the deal was that he wouldn’t lift a single finger, Nagisa decided to help out to make the process faster. It had taken some bribing (read: finishing his homework for today) from Nagisa’s side since Rei thought it ruined the entire idea of him making it up to Nagisa.
When the chocolate and butter had fully melted they had to wait a few minutes for it cool off, so Rei turned on the oven and walked over to Nagisa, who was done whipping so he could take the bowl and add the salt.
“You are going to let me lick the spoon, right?” Nagisa inquired and pointed at his leg. “Since I’m disabled and can’t chase you for it and you’re probably gonna take advantage of it.”
“You’re not disabled.”
“Still can’t chase you. I will need a wheelchair!”
“Nagisa-kun—”
“It’ll be fun! Oh, oh, and I’ll put those cute flickering lights on the wheels and lots of butterfly and penguin stickers on it so I’ll still think of you when I’m all alone in my room.”
Rei had to stifle a laugh at the last comment to which Nagisa pouted in response, so he ran his hand through his short bangs, bringing his hand down until he was cupping Nagisa’s cheek and could caress it with his thumb. “You’re silly.”
“What? If I don’t decorate it, it’ll look boring and dull! Then again, you carrying me everywhere is pretty fun, too, so maybe I shouldn’t try to get you to get me one. You’re never gonna do it again after my ankle heals.”
“Oh?” Rei mumbled, already leaning in closer so their noses almost touched.
“Yeah. You never carry me around.”
“Because you’re perfectly capable of carrying yourself around unless you’re asleep or injured.”
“Aha! See, I told—”
His words got swallowed by the unexpected kiss he received. Rei could be really mean sometimes. Especially when he gently stroked Nagisa’s bare leg and slipped his hand under his pink shorts so he could caress every inch of warm skin he could find. Nagisa could only circle his arms around his neck to pull him closer, giggling against his lips whenever Rei hit a ticklish spot and Rei would kiss the laughter right out of his mouth every time. The smell of chocolate made the kiss somewhat silly and romantic at the same time since Nagisa could almost taste it and couldn’t wait to share a few kisses when both of them had had some of those delicious lava cakes.
“It’s probably cooled off by now,” Rei whispered after he pulled back and pressed their foreheads together, his hands still on Nagisa’s thigh and his other hand cupping his face.
“Then you should add it to the mix, kiss me, add the sifted flour, kiss me, mix it, kiss me, pour it into the cupcake cases, kiss me, put them in the oven and then kiss me again. And again,” Nagisa whispered back, his lips stretched into a satisfied grin. “And then, we’ll have a full six minutes before they’re done.”
“You mean six whole minutes to work on that homework you were going to do?”
Nagisa was about to retaliate by reaching for his arm but Rei quickly moved out of his reach to add the chocolate and butter into the mix. “Rei-chan! Taking advantage of the disabled!”
“Don’t worry, you’ll get to lick the spoon,” Rei laughed while Nagisa huffed and swung his free leg back and forth.
As promised, Rei came back to steal a kiss in between each step, much to Nagisa’s surprise, until he had put the lava cakes in the oven and walked up to him with a chocolate covered spoon and paper towel. “Here.”
“Thank you,” Nagisa chuckled and didn’t hesitate to put the entire spoon in his mouth, marveling at the overwhelming chocolaty taste. “Woah, so good! You did a really good job, Rei-chan!”
“Well, of course,” Rei grinned and pushed up his glasses as per usual. “Come on, I’ll carry you to the couch.”
After he had put the now clean spoon down, he carefully climbed onto Rei’s back and buried his face in the crook of the other’s neck. He felt Rei’s hands holding the back of his thighs, almost touching his backside and it made his heart beat so fast that he was almost sure Rei could feel it against his back. It hadn’t been that bad on the way to his house because they were too busy bickering about Nagisa’s supposedly embarrassing ringtone, but now they were alone and he could fully focus on Rei’s touch and yeah, it was pretty bad.    
His arms were dangling over Rei’s chest as he walked over to the living room and Nagisa placed a small kiss on his cheek as a thank you. He was gently dropped onto the couch and given a pillow to put his foot on.
Nagisa held out his arms invitingly, his tongue pressed between his teeth as he smiled cheekily up at Rei who was looming over him. “Let’s watch some TV? There’s this new anime that premiered on Wednesday and I think they’re gonna repeat it in an hour or so. We’ll do homework after that, I promise.”
With his arms still extended, Nagisa offered his pinky finger that had a small white plaster wrapped around it, too, because he had cut himself in several places as well during the fall. Nagisa had wasted no time asking Rei for a couple of markers so he could draw a tiny, squiggly butterfly on it with a couple of hearts next to it.
A chuckle. “Sounds like a plan.” Rei wrapped his larger pinky around Nagisa’s and then leaned down to kiss him again, only to pull back with pursed lips after a few seconds. “They really do taste good. Hmmm.”
Another kiss. And then another. Nagisa might have accused Rei of being an absolute dork for carefully nibbling on both his upper and lower lip, focusing mainly on his cupid’s bow, as if he was trying to taste every last bit of chocolate that was left on them, but he was too absorbed in the endless stream of sticky, chocolatey kisses. He did notice Rei climbing on top of him and humming against his lips with a stupid grin.
“And you called me silly,” Nagisa uttered in between kisses and teasingly poked Rei’s chest.
“You wanted to kiss for six minutes.”
“… Touché.”
Another hum. Rei’s lips hovered over his so he could feel every breath caressing his sensitive skin. Their eyes were forever locked, clouded with affection and at that moment Nagisa knew that this was the best Valentine’s gift he could ever wish for.
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