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lil thing from the au I mentioned!!! I really wanna finish it so maybe I will when I have time
#I wanna explore the relationship between him and Henry#maybe mild willry? I dunno I’m thinking about it#I want the focus to be more on motive#fnaf au#will got dragged there in the rain btw#this is on Henry’s porch#fnaf#fnaf fandom#fnaf fanart#charlie emily#william afton#henry emily#kinda lol
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I DID A PHOTO STUDY...!!! i never do those bc im unmotivated af so this is an accomplishment for me...🤧
#my art#i stayed up all night on this instead of drawing smth for valentine's day like i planned#but like i said this is an accomplishment for me KFJKDKD a first...🫡🫡#i should do more of these but#ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO FOCUS ON ANYTHING THATS NOT MY HYPERFIXATION#(ie fanart or sometimes ocs... mostly fanart)#i had to like stylize her into anime style bc i would get too bored if i copied it exactly#that was interesting tho... kinda fun..??#i do want to do more... i hope i can motivate my brain to
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can we form a coup against asagiri and make you the writer instead? genuinely... I am not taking the Fyodor immortal information well.. please help............................ ( ´，_ゝ` )
Oh, I would absolutely not do BSD well either. I just wish Asagiri had stuck to his roots more. He was a great comedy writer, and the beginning of the story was great for it. It's the action and Death Note stuff he can't seem to get mastery of. But for the immortal part: I'm not entirely sold that Fyodor's immortal, yet. It seems like yet another twists that will twist to reveal oh, shocker, he faked his memories to confuse Sigma/the ADA... or something. Could very well be immortal, but not 100% guaranteed.
#bsd#anon#I still support his right to write his story however he wants#and a lot of people seem to enjoy this sort of shock-value shounen writing he's doing now#I just happen to hate that sort of story#so when BSD pivoted to that I was dragged along into it because of Fyodor and Nikolai#and get salty whenever characters who own a part of my heart and soul are subjected to bad shock writing#and yes I know the version of them that I love the most exist within my own perception#and are a product of the years I've spent working on and developing them for my own stories#but I still love and adore the originals too#and so it's painful and irritating#because the characters are no longer the main focus of the story#it's all about the shock... the next biggest thing#Nikolai's doesn't have a motive to be the ferryman I need to get all the characters in the same place/start the next arc? No problem!#he just wants to kill Fyodor now. problem solved.#how did he use his Ability to get Sigma to France when his Ability only travels 30m at a time?#eh don't worry about it. I made an omake about it so you know I know it's an absolute joke#Nikolai's whole character and Ability practically changed just for convenience... for the story and shock#so as a fan of character-based stories it hurts that sometimes characters just aren't respected at all#with Fyodor I know it's more a case of Asagiri's vision of him seems to have changed as the story progressed#in that realm I'm so happy that BSD is serialised because it means I still have the initial version of Fyodor that I loved with all my hear#when I really can't stand Meursault!Fyodor at all and wish he would just die already so I could be fully free
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COOKIE HII
I MISS UUUU :D
AAAW TYY!!! oh and btw my whiteboard's working again- :D
Oh yeah, I'm going to a psychologist tomorrow as a part of my autism diagnosis- my friends and I call it "AUTISM- PART TWO!!!" because the last part was late November last year :]
#I maaaaaaaaaaaaay have designed three of four characters that I want to make a comic for-#:3#tbh spending less time on tumblr has made me feel better#nothing against yall#I just feel like I can focus more#and have more motivation to draw :>#asks
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My entry for @sketchbookweek Day 3 for the prompt - Sun & Moon 💫🪐
#waddles told me on my last SW drawing that it had storybook vibes. And I felt SO motivated#bc I was like 'yes!!!! That's the vibe I was going for!!!! and it came through!!!!!!'#so for this I decided to lean even MORE on my storybook illustration aspirations#when I learn to do colours... it's over for you all#(it's not gonna be over for anyone for a long long time)#I wanted them to look somewhat faded in comparison to the sun and the moon#but not enough that the sun/moon were the focus and not them?#If that makes sense?#anyway. I know my limits. I'm actually happy with how it turned out :)#sketchbookweek#sketchbook ship hilda#sketchbook ship#kaisa hilda#johanna hilda
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have u spray finished nightbringer?
υ´• ﻌ •`υ ? ^_^ ummmm sorry im dumb and I don’t understand ur question….. but um if you’re asking me if I’ve finished the story NOPE! I haven’t finished the story for both games! I’m on lesson 3 on Nightbringer! And im in lesson 18 on OG obey me <3
#💛! asks#I’m more of an event person :(#when Nightbringer came out we didn’t really have events for a bit so I took that time to grind out main story but then I lost motivation#and also the events started coming#like I want to do the main story but it’s really hard bc of the 2 day event breaks :( I like focusing on events so I don’t have time to#focus on main story#💛! PookieAster!!
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Ana baby I'm so sorry that your sister's boyfriend you've never met and some random woman searching for her lost son are either more driven to find your sister or more successful in it.
#her role in the story is no longer to be the driven one motivated by family. because this other character frankly executes that motive#so much better than her. but hey she's a cheerleader!#atp idk what to say to the lore. i dont.#“hey here's ana her biggest focus in life rn is actually that her boyfriend dumped her.”#what do you want from me gun#i WOULD love to bond her and virginia though because there is so much material there. but in the scope of like#her place in the basegame lore? what is the point. julie was treated more like a final girl than her. then danny goes out to find maria#before her. and then this. idk man!#time to be fuelled by spite again ig#and not to mention we still have next to nothing on her relationship with her mum or how the dad dying effected her
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I really don't like our brain's ability to jump from "I'm going to organise all this stuff and catch up with a bunch of tasks" to "it's time to get stuck in an increasingly distressing thought spiral for several hours, accidentally trigger yourself, then feel like shit because you haven't done anything but also haven't managed to rest".
like please can we maybe have like a nice middleground where we do a few things and then rest for a while and don't experience the full range of human emotions over the course of about 3 hours
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#the thing is that we were feeling pretty good and actually got some stuff done today#and then someone asked how we were doing and we mentioned this#and their response was to interrupt us to be like ''wow it must be nice to not feel like shit all the time''#before going on a rant about a bunch of stuff including topics that this person knows are triggering for us#so then we got frustrated and triggered and that threw us off and then we got stuck in a spiral over a bunch of stuff#and now we're exhausted and have no motivation to do anything and our brain is still trying to spiral more and we can't focus on anything#sorry for wanting to celebrate actually managing to do stuff after struggling with way worse executive dysfunction than usual all month#and by ''do stuff'' I mean we caught up with some journaling we'd missed#then added a handful of tasks to our to-do list so we'd remember to actually do them later#so a couple of things that are a big deal for us because they help us stay organised but take a lot of focus so we struggle with them#but at the same time they're tasks most people probably wouldn't view as any sort of actual achievement#part of it was also that we woke up with enough motivation to actually do what we'd planned to do today#but so far we've only done like one task from it because then all this shit happened and we haven't been able to do much else
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I think I finally figured out why I like him so much
#ADHD#Meme#Shitpost#Helix#SCII#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Me projecting all over Max: Man he's just like me fr#He feels so ADHD to me like hang on hear me out#He's extremely impulsive - absolutely dopamine-motivated - struggles paying attention to things he's not interested in -#But also gets fixated on things like his dream journaling and anything related to it - space/aliens/spaceships/etc.#It being like The Only Thing that he ''can focus on'' - as well as wanting to engage with it when he's stressed!#Has lots of half-abandoned hobbies and impulsively ''jokes'' about getting really invested in something and then losing interest#Like wanting a lot of animals - hehe - or what jobs he wants to do while committing to none of them#He also takes things really personally which like - RSD. Do I need to explain lol#Has difficulty making and keeping friends - is forgetful and ''forgetful'' hehe I'm quite familiar#I also kind of read him getting high or drunk regularly as like?? really maladaptive attempts at self-medicating??#Dopamine-deficient brains are way more likely to develop or lean on addictions to be at least Closer to level stimulation#He's constantly understimulated and all his caretakers see it as a moral failing when like! He's just expected to Get Guud lol#He needs accommodations! His brain is clawing at the walls trying to get his Executives to Function!#This man has undiagnosed ADHD please get him to a psychologist#Lbh tho his parents would be the type to say ''Don't use your diagnosis as an excuse'' as if he could just control it lol#Don't even get me started on when he and ZEX Freaky-Friday lol#Something something ZEX problematic queer something something Max problematic ADHD lol - look if it's Correct it's Correct!#Anyway this is just my reading and I'm Absolutely Definitely projecting to some degree - please read Helix and love Max of your own volition
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GOD!!! I love Iroh
#honestly they could have made his character darker in canon#let him have killed dragons#let people ask why he only stopped the siege after HIS son died#let Zuko in S1 get tired of Iroh's dicking around and scream at him that he's not taking capturing the Avatar seriously so Zuko can go home#and Iroh can't tell him that yeah he doesn't want to go home because he's depressed af#but also acting silly is an easier way to keep Zuko away from Ozai#AND it keeps Iroh away from the Fire Nation#so yeah he's being selfish but it's keeping Zuko safe#I wish Iroh and Azula could have had more one on one moments#I wish he could lament that Azula is going down the same path as him but Azula is too proud to see#that she could lose everything and be as much of 'a loser' like him#Yes there will still be the tension#Iroh will still encourage Zuko with moves that Azula doesn't know if it motivates him#because if Zuko loses faith he WILL get his dumb ass captured and hauled home in chains#Iroh has lost one child he will not lose another#but then let him realize he could be damning Azula all the same#but the more he tries to talk to her the more he sees himself and his pride and ego and he cannot get to her in a way that won't jeopardize#his and Zuko's safety#so he must focus solely on himself and Zuko and getting to BSS#there's more I could say but I think I have enough here lmao
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eyyy, guess who’s been writing something for the first time in a while !!!
#sorry for not being too active here;; been trying to focus on writing stuff for my main#and. failing#but i had inspiration last night and ended up writing like 3k words#don’t know if i’ll have the motivation to continue it today but !!!! fingers crossed#i promise i’ll try;; dkdbkdbd#btw. to no one’s surprise it’s a peer pressure duo fic;; dkdnldndkd#honestly even if i don’t end up writing any more; where i left it off is actually pretty decent#still;; want to add more to it;;;;#‘m cold + touchstarved rn; so i wanna add some noms to it;; dkbdkdndj
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hi ♡ i guess i'm back? 🥹
here's a little life update! i think you guys deserve it after my absence that lasted longer than even i expected it to last ;( i am very sorry about that. i miss everyone here and bangtan so much, you have no idea. the reason for all that is that for the past months i have been going through a lot of things and changes in my life. there were good and bad things happening, time flies extra fast, days melt into one and i didn't even notice the past half a year pass. although i think my absence was unavoidable in these circumstances i just thought that you guys deserve to know what's been up with me for the past months haha i have received a lot messages and reminders that people remember about me and that they miss me and i just want to send all of you my biggest apologies for leaving you for so long with no response, as well as all my love and gratitude! 🥺 i think i've been always fairly transparent on here so if anyone wanted to know more I'll leave some more details in the tags but basically I just hope that soon i will be able to become more active again and respond to messages ❤️❤️❤️ i hope everyone is doing great 🥰
#honestly... it was yoongi's comeback that made it happen. that made me have motivation to come back. i didnt expect it but here we are LOL#because for the past months i have been struggling a lot and i almost lost all the connections with my friends family and bangtan#i lost all my feelings and thoughts#i didnt miss anyone i didnt want to do anything i didnt want to be anywhere. i was completely submerged into my own head#i still am. it didnt exactly get better but.. its just yoongis impact jasbhdjdjd he made me remeber a lot#in october last year i developed a very agressive eating disorder and its gotten a lot worse at the begging of this year#and it has taken everything from me. it sucked me dry and still continues to do so. it made my mental health so much worse on every level#but im still here and thats what matters in the end right ❤️#from the good things - after long unfortunate and very stressful job hunting i finally got a stable job 🥰 and i continue my uni so far#that's why i was absent here most of the time. i decided to focus on my life and on trying to change something and to fight a little more#after jin's enlistment announcement... it was a wake up call for me#and maybe soon i will be back on track but im taking things slow. especially that its not easy for me at all#but i just wanted you to know that theres been a lot happening here so ❤️ im not just getting bored of tumblr and bts haha#i never stopped following the fandom i never turned off my notifications from media i never stopped looking up what they're up to each day#i just didnt have time and motivation to be active. because of my health i wanted to be quiet and away from eveyone and everything :/#even from my comfort people and activities#that sounds sad but. it's alright so please don't worry about me ❤️ I'm holding on just fine. got used to some things ❤️ trying to heal#so yeah i think thats that haha i think its enough and all basically#it may seem like very little but my life has always been very slow when it comes to big actions haha#anyway. love you all so much ❤️ thank you for not forgetting about me ❤️#soon i will try to answer some mesdages from my inbox. please wait for me just a little bit more ❤️ im very overworked right now#but im so sorry that you have to wait so long ❤️
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i could write a whole essay about don's relationship with conny and the scenarios/interactions in my mind that give more focus to how her death affected and shaped him as a person throughout the series but every time i think about it for too long i get an antivirus popup in my head that says the page im trying to view has been blocked for my own safety
#skye's ramblings#one of the handful of tpn dynamics i am not mentally stable enough to talk abt for extended periods of time. man thats his fgucking sister#i do wish we got more focus on how losing conny specifically affected don beyond the escape arc#like man he loved her so much he was so DESPERATE to save her. her memory was absolutely a huge motivation for him to keep fighting#why the little bunny pin especially is such a dear hc to me. don will carry a piece of her for the rest of his life do you even UNDERSTAND!!#what the fuck theyare my whole world btw. if you care#tpn#hi ive been thinking i wanna start tagging my less 'silly autistic nonsense' ramblings#bc i feel lonely in this little fandom sometimes n it might be bc i only tag my art. but i want to have tpn discussions so much all the time
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hello everyone! now that team picking is out i wanted to say that i am participating in artfight for the first time this year on team werewolves! (its the color blue. i love the color blue.)
you can find my profile here! https://artfight.net/~crescentfool
#lizzy speaks#lizzy does art#<- sort of! because the art on the left is new LOL#im very excited though! i've wanted a chance to draw more splatoon related stuff and i think art fight would be a great way to-#discover other peoples ocs. i mostly just want the additional practice idrc if i dont get attacked back or w/e#i feel kinda bad bc i wanted to focus on making stickers but then artfight came up so.. im shifting my goals 4 now lol#after artfight though.. nothing can stop me#art is a bit weird for me rn just because i've gotten such a huge surge of motivation back at the start of this month-#but at the same time there's a lot of projects and things i want to do that im like... uh how do One Commit#so im trying my best to take it one thing at a time!!! and i hope you all who are doing art stuff feel at peace with your process#also i feel like this should go w/o saying but i am not guaranteed to attack back but yknow#in my head im gonna do So Many Cool things for artfight but also a part of me knows i might just take a break to draw fan art n thats fine!#anyway bye i cant believe we're halfway through the year! can you believe it? yeah! me neither! explosion!
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The mkp5 brain getting fueled sooo much and also like, it's just so insane how on p5's side, the Phantom Thieves has such a big support system with how that's a core part of the whole story, gaining allies that'd help with the whole thing. And yet on Magic Kaito's side, Kaito barely Has anyone that can help him, he's always The One Helping, the only reliable help he can get is from Jii-san, whenever Conan's plans intersect with Kaito's, Conan could get Kaito to help along with the plan, and the few times Kaito needed an extra hand for help, it'd only just be Conan. My guy Needs more people, istg he needs more reliable help, my guy only has himself and an old man.
#aria rants#dont get me started on the support system conan has. istg that kid has A LOT of RELIABLE help. meanwhile kaito only has one#if i ever get around to making kaito's palace. his shadow will likely be a lil on the bitter side of things with jealousy sprinkled in#like! hes just a kid! a teenager! same age as akiren! and here he is shouldering such an enormous task of planning heists#and sometimes going up against members of a dangerous organization ALL ON HIS OWN! with the help of one person#hes already worried about getting dragged into this whole mess like hes waaay too kind to Want someone's help but#he's also just a kid that can't possibly be able to ''poker face'' his way outta the emotions hes feeling too#hes bound to feel jealous and bitter and just all around Angry at the world with the kind of life hes been thrown into#but hes also just too kind for his own good that hed rather push all that negativity away to focus at the task at hand like!#oooooohhh i need magic kaito fuel next but my motivation for reading manga is so low so maybe id just rewatch the anime instead#i could rewatch some detco episodes as well but most of the eps are more on conan's focus so-- oh well kaito kid is kaito kid#id take all the crumbs i could get anime wise for now. someday kaito... id read your manga... someday
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i have. 35 attacks left. to revenge. ive gotten like. 15 out of 45 or smth i dont remembor the number
i naur realistically i dont have to revenge them all but also. i really really do love and appreciate the arts wahhhh. i want to hang all of them on my wall to look at forever. and i def want everyone to know i appreciate and that every art is rlly meaningful to me 🥺
#me looking at friends whoeve warned me ahead of time 🫣#dont get me wrong its so fun but also im trying not to burn myself out so im taking it slow WAHHH#my goal rn is focus on mutuals and friends. then the rest#im motivated fr though. i just dont want get art block and get tired halfway thru by trying to rush thru everything#i shall do what i. can. i am excited though#bee buzzes#also i cant even explain the overwhelming inspiration seeing my characters in dif styles and takes has on me ???#i licherally want to draw all of them immediately. like this is the biggest motivator ever its insane#like me taking breaks from artfight by doing some enako stuff. and tbh i think its really great. ive been messing more with backgrounds#and environments and etc etc#i think its perhaps been the best ive been in a long time? experimentally too. and im having fun! i feel less... stuck and so s unmotivated#and the best part is that its all been really fun. geniunely. if anything im proud of myself thinyear#this year i mean
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