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knight aurora
#Sleeping Beauty#Disney#Disney fanart#princess#princess aurora#female knight#art#illustration#I still love how I popped off on this#and then she never drew this loose and free ever again
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So does he, Gallagher.
#honkai star rail#hsr blade#gallagher#i based this off of how many times i used funny soda man to help be a healer with his poppin soda pop in SU#and then blade constantly just being blade as usual#its normally him saying unnecessary to my actual healer but#i kept forgetting gallagher heals and i kept healing when i didnt even need to so TECHNICALLY yeah it was unnecessary#but the amount of times blade was the recipient......#i cant use like most of my newer units in story bc i cant ascend or i run out of leveling mats so i just#get them and toss them into simulated universe for funsies cause i can match their levels better#so thats where i tossed gallagher and he is genuinely fun to play as ? like i love his punches and kicks to start the battle#funny soda man is funny (to me) and im really behind in plot still#but last time i tried to play it on my laptop and got a kickass cutscene my laptop lagged and i couldnt even see it RIP to me#so now that its like ... me trying to play it on desktop ?#i mostly get on desktop for comms and if i do much else i feel like im slacking off even if i would take a break anyway#one day i can play more story plot stuff and actually meet the funny guys#also in case you know me for Not Having Boys in HSR i need to point out#i did pull Gallagher however same 10 pull got a 4 star girl copy for someone i never use and she is at e4 now cool#and i didnt even think of the irony as i started this i just like drawing blade and i wanted to draw gallagher#so when i already had the dialogue planned and am drawing i was like OH WAIT haha im funnier than i thought#(no i am not but we can pretend)
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At a point in my life where coming off as racially ambiguous is bothering me bc I want to be proudly Arab more than ever before
#like I get how w my name (which I love & would never trade for the world but I still get that it’s not an Arabic name)#which is fine bc it doesn’t have to be for it to fit me. cianna is so delightful and pretty and unique no matter the origins.#& w my looks. which I recognize are not the stereotypical way ppl would perceive arab people maybe#that ppl would be thrown off. but people have projected every race ever onto me before guessing I’m Arab and I think that’s insane#I don’t get why people are always surprised bc I genuinely don’t think it’s that hard of a conclusion to arrive at#my sister is LICHERALLY a redhead.#my mom is a blonde.#not all Arabs look a certain way it’s not that deep#I would never change my name or how I look like. all these things suit me like nothing else#but I’m not white I’m not mixed I’m not Latina. I’m Arab. period#it also feels like Arab erasure lowkey but I’m trying not to interpret it aggressively#I don’t want people to argue w me about my arabness based on how I look like or what I was named. I’m Arab bc I am?? that is all.#ANYWAY I relate to Nancy Ajram bc English first name and Arabic surname gang. and racially ambiguous. n yet she’s still THE Arab pop queen#p
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um so. hi guys.
i'm currently rereading catastrophe and sending things i notice back and forth with my friend. very fun. but yesterday i came across this page, which is right after guren and mahiru sleep together. and it was like...
longing, huh. i do have a history with that word. so i jokingly messaged my friend going "haha, what if they used akogare here".
it was a joke. i was joking. i thought there was no way the original would say akogare. but guess what? they did. they did use akogare.
like the absolute champion he is my friend found the exact scene in the japanese version, and it's "紅蓮は肌で憧れを感じた".
the fucking 憧れ is back to terrorise me.
because up to this point i wasn't sure if they actually used the same word for mahiru's feelings towards guren as they did for shinya's in chapter 83. up to this point i could still convince myself that they really just meant admiration and my child wasn't actually caught up in some sad ass unrequited love. because it fits! shinya does admire guren! but you can't even say that they might mean longing for mahiru and admiration for shinya because mahiru literally used 憧れ for both her and shinya in the same damn sentence. and i don't think admiration fits mahiru's feelings. at all.
... which would also mean that both guren and mahiru actually are aware of shinya's feelings. which i'll be honest i personally did not think was the case. i thought they meant admiration. or that it was up to interpretation. i did.
what the actual fuck kagami i'm at your door
#how has it been four years since chapter 83 came out and i'm still locked in this neverending battle with akogare????#perhaps it is over now. perhaps the akogare won.#my son does not deserve this#why would they do this kagami why#owari no seraph#seraph of the end#shinya hiiragi#guren ichinose#gureshin#mahiru hiiragi#what if this was actually my last straw.#saw someone say ''gureshin stans love ignoring the fact that mahiru and guren slept together'' recently#so this is me acknowledging that mahiru and guren slept together it literally does not change my mind at all but i hope they had fun👍🏻#i'm actually going to.#god#what is wrong with this fucking disastrous ass trio#whoever thought of naming them the catastrophic trio popped off. they are. they are catastrophic
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Lightning, water, and fire! Like forever before the plot starts. By the time the plot starts, the lightning and fire deities have been subjected to punishment by the two gods that picked them.
Oh (the fire deity) is first to be punished. They basically decide that since they're going to live for a long time, gotta set some long time goals! And they opt to be the wrath of the gods since most of the other deities are too 'soft' in their opinion. So Oh just. Smites humans. This isn't really a /good/ thing and in their defense mentally, they do it to help Ymber since he's the softest of them all. So their punishment by the gods is to be split in two, effectively halving the power of one into two. (Now they are in a male and a female body and use both male and female pronouns apart since they together make they but apart it feels weird to be they. But prior to the split they use they/them. Also the split bodies go by the names Ohiwe and Ohime.)
Fulj is the second to be punished. She falls in love with a mortal woman and that is a crime according to the gods. Mortals and immortals are not to be together and it will only bring suffering to both sides. So her punishment is her memories of the woman are stripped and her body basically broken to the point she can't remain physical all the time.
Ymber, unfortunately, is the one who blames himself for the discoveries and punishments. If he had only tried to restrain Oh more then maybe they would have chilled out and stopped before being punished. If he had only tried to persuade Fulj to not continue seeing the mortal woman so often perhaps she wouldn't have been punished. So he's just increasing the guilt on his shoulders every day that he remains unpunished since the elder gods have both laid down to rest. They can't enforce their laws anymore and none of the deities are keen on harming one another at this point. They just want to continue existing in peace.
#the daily life of a deity sucks#and then ymber falls in love with a human and is like welp this sucks and i understand fulj now#i also would have accepted the punishment for this#and fulj doesnt even remember the woman she was punished for and doesnt remember how she was before#so she is like hey ymber please just go and kiss the weird human i dont even like him but youre being mean by not kissing him#and ymber is just having the worst time of his life being encouraged by someone who used to be so happy#who he also encouraged to be happy once upon a time#also ohiwe and ohime pop up in the water city to bully ymber sometimes but its still in the way of#dude we like you please grow a spine its been a thousand years please grow a backbone and tell us to piss off#and he never tells them to piss off#also fulj has a long braid here but you cant really see it#and she loves to braid ymbers hair and he gets to braid hers when shes giggling and chatting about love#and a short while after the punishment fulj chops the braid off and ymber is like welp my friend is officially gone#and then he cuts his own hair and leaves to go develop his city alone in seclusion#and he sometimes just cuts it really short because hes still sad and soggy and thinks of fulj braiding his hair#and then she shows up one day when hes debating how long its getting and she smiles#and tells him he looks good with longer hair#so he kinda keeps it a messy short then it gets to be medium and he decides he can survive with medium but he couldnt do long again#but once again fulj is the reason for his life choices (and guilt)#also before anyone asks yes all the deities have a collar#its very important actually that they are collared its lore information thanks#and for what it matters - after oh is split both forms are just as tall#theres just two of them at half power but they are both tall
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reminders of the passage of time moodeboard
#my blog is in his last year of middle school. he'll be off to high school next year (at least I think so..? 13 yrs old is usually 8th grade#at least from my experience. 9th graders are usually 14. 10th are 15. etc. etc. and then you're in 12th grade#and graduate high school usually 17yrs old.) ANYWAY.. wow he is so ancient..#maybe he's still in a preteeny early teen emo phase or something.. I hope he gets some black and white striped armwarmers and black eyeline#r for his birthday. Maybe an MP3 player of course. Though because I don't really like most alternative music and he is my son he's actually#not allowed to listen to metal or pop punk or emo rock whatever stuff. I open the mp3 player and pre-stock it with only#disco and funk and classical music. he can have a little chiptune or techno stuff as a treat (sometimes emo adjacent maybe more#scene. I think a lot of scene kids were into that more.. emo's weird eccentric brother))#Also he starts taking iron pills his 13th birthday because he's probably incredibly anemic just like me#so on and so forth and et cetera (I'm just being silly.. I am not pro-controlling your children down to whatmusic they#listen to or etc.etc. lol)#THOUGH I love that it's in january... january is one of my favorite months if not my favorite. yeeaaay#just such a nice cool month. I like that it's the start of the year mostly and that it's sometimes snowy here. Like where I live nov - dec#isnt really actually snowy?? You always associate those winter Months with snow but I think snow happens later on this coast#so it's more like Jan - March or even april sometimes. Though that may just be climate change lol.. But it's cool that Jan is winter AND#ACTUALLY snowy. plus the Beginning Of Year vibes and energy.. hrm... nice nice.. ANYWAY#AND this is not even my first tumblr blog. I had a different one before it I think..#evviilll to be on one website for so long lol.. Very thankful that most websites I used to use as a 10 year old or whatever#are now defunct. There's something weird about how humans are just creating endless streams of words and pictures and all of this stuff#and it just goes out into the void and stays there long after the person themselves has forgotten it. not even like 'oh no what if i said#something bad!!' but more just the general sense of.. people create so much more ideas than they can actually hold in their heads. nobody#remembers exactly word for word every post they've ever made or etc. It's like parts of yourself that you've externalized and then fade awa#from you but they're still you but they're not so you just have little snapshots of yourself in time floating around entirely unbenknownst#to you. like making clones of yourself and then forgetting you did so but every once in a while going 'shit... there's clones out there..#of me and I don't even have track or awareness of them anymore.. what an odd concept..' etc. not EXACTLY like that ghbj..you know what I me#n.. or maybe you dont.. hrmm... ANYWAY#I am just now slightly recovering from my most recent mysterious illness spell and etc. so I would like to post more again and mAYBE even#do a costume if I'm being ambitious.. but after so many times of being randomly stricken by problems I'm now fearful of ever being too#hopeful lol.. always like 'I would like to go to the grocery store tomorrow! .... MAYBE.. if i CAN.. possibly... NOT getting my hopes up'.#etc. etc. etc. every statement has a caveat and a backup plan and so on and so forth and such is life.. anyway. happy birthday evil tumblr
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“This could all go so wrong, but we’re so happy.”
An Enjoltaire redraw of this from 2015 ! ❤️💚
#hi it’s been like 8 months LOL WHOOPS#anyways#enjolras#grantaire#enjoltaire#exr#les mis#les miserables#cross posting is not my strong suit i drew this in july#still love it though#also on the bus in traffic so no better time to post something#i still find it wild how the OG drawing popped off as much as it did…#pomegrantART
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On a different note I need to figure out what my beloved deranged man looks like… and is named
#take very proud lion who’s been popping off of gross systems with his beautiful wife#dunk him in the water realization that everything is fucked and an obsession with the strange maybe divinity that they’ve been fucking with#still loves wife but also has lost ability to talk to her like a normal person#she is now the head of the part of the company that actively controls the Host Program#happy marriage!#I love them#three chapters written and still have no idea what to name the man#his wife is named Grey!#she’s very cool and smart#and has designed a train!#don’t worry about how it’s powered#or how the light posts are either#she’s just a good designer
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Moodboard for Amais Rena (he/they), lead singer of alt rock band Way Way Downers @infamous-if
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#catch them being like ‘what happened to the MUSIC???’ every time some reality tv show drama goes down lmfao#having them be a homewrecker by romancing mrs. valentine so we’ll see how that goes#but also after playing the demo i’ve fallen down the seven rabbit hole and i CANNOT get out omg#anyway personality facts ig:#they toe the line between confident and arrogant but ONLY when it comes the music#like he’d never call himself the best but they know that they’re a good singer and the band makes good music#so they don’t usually care to listen to criticisms that say otherwise#can be a little intense and takes things way too seriously somtimes#loves their bandmates to death so he was def put off a little by g in that one convo#is OBSESSED with doing the pop punk voice/accent much to the dismay of everyone around them. they think it’s the most hilarious thing ever#still feels really guilty abt what went down w seven so is just sorta… taking whatever they dish atp#okay at social interactions just veers more on the detatched polite side of things in interviews/w fans and other ppl they don’t know#which is veryy different from how they are on stage.#on stage they fully embody the music and let themselves do whatever feels right. no inhibitions. a complete release.#lover of tight pants and nice cuban heeled boots#is pretty responsible but has issues being told what to do prob stemming from the whole absent parent thing (srry orion)#can play piano but only the basics. only learned to help with the songwriting process.#if underground wastebasket has a million haters amais is one of them. if underground wastebasket has one hater they are that one.#if underground wastebasket has no haters that means amais is dead.#my mcs#if: infamous#mc: amais rena (infamous)#mb
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Yeah, that checks out. Also, I wasn’t meaning the mun/admin/whatever it’s called. Though now I want to see your Kiran’s alt outfits. XD
Here's a little sheet of all the FEH inspired alts I designed for her so far!✨
I love all of them alot and it's one of my greatest enjoyments to design alts for her (and thematically matching ones for Grima) that fit the themes, my personal preferences and also small bits of her overall lore & personality!
#Ask#summoner kiran#I'll most likely do more over time but I wanted to cover my absolute favorite seasonals/themes first and I have c:#My favorite one is halloween due to heavy bias with not only being my favorite banner and theme#But also in terms of design and concepts I popped off with it#A slightly altered versiom of the halloween alt is also what she wears in the Fallen!Timeline because it just fits#And it's funny to me how it's a glimpse as a harmless costume to another universe where she literally murders people with Grima#Also please don't use any of these designs without my permission I worked hard on them and they're very personal to me#The plegian one is only a concept doodle for now but it's for something ™️#There is so much thought put into all of the designs you guys won't believe it#Like how the white lily bouquet in the bridal alt and the white lily print on her hoshidan summer outfit#There's also weapon concepts to all of them#Basically I just really really really love coming up with concepts and designs it's alot of fun to me 🥰#The plegian one is just the concept doodle still but
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reading the Ace light novel got me thinking about their first real interaction on the Moby Dick... basically Yara got fed up with Ace trying to kill Whitebeard and attempted to take matters into her own hands, the result of which definitely did not go as she planned
inspired ofc by this scene from Princess Mononoke (Yara reacted about as well as San did in the movie lmao she got teased mercilessly (especially by Thatch) about it for weeks afterwards)
Yara-enablers taglist: @auxiliarydetective @oneirataxia-girl (want to be added/removed? let me know!)
#oc: bravada yara#ship: portada#my ocs#my art#fyeahonepieceocs#portgas d ace x oc#ugh this took me sooooo looooooong#worth it though lol#yara did not take kindly to some snot-nosed brat with an overpowered logia fruit trying to kill pops#she knew he'd never succeed but it still pissed her off#also this is not quite canon because at the time she was still wearing an eyepatch over her hawk eye#i just couldn't do that because of the pose and also cuz i love drawing her hawk eye#ace in the no-donut-verse many years later: and that kids was how i met your mother
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#in a strange place today and i need to put this somewhere. i do not have a journal yet. this is it#my grandad was diagnosed with dementia years ago and the grandad i have now is often unrecognisable from the one i grew up with#and while this like isn’t fun and it is strange for him to look at me and not know me more times than he does. it has also been kind of l#lovely?#bc he thinks my granny is still alive so whenever i get to go see him i get to pretend she is too. and she is for a minute. and tho i am#glad she went before him. it is nice to say oh i’m popping in to see her after this grandad and talk about her like she’s hasn’t been gone#since i’ve been ten. my dad has spoken more to him in the last five years than he has his whole life#he was not an easy man. he was loud and friendly and hard working and funny and scary but not easy. in ways he is even#harder now. in others he is easier.#he is more of a child. this is what dementia can do to a brain. we are learning things about his childhood that no one alive has ever spoken#about. that no one knew. my dad doesn’t love him more now but he understands him better#my grandad taught me how to drive a tractor and how to fish through my dad and he has not recognised me in over a year and he#hasn’t walked since he broke his pelvis seven years ago and his muscles are nearly all gone. he is a fraction of the size he used to be. his#personality and body took up my childhood like adults on the screen in cartoons. he hasn’t dressed himself in a decade. he told one of the#nurses that after dinner he wanted ice cream plain like herself and nearly peed when she laughed and told him to fuck off#he is in there. he is himself. i know him. but he isn’t. he doesn’t know me but he allows me to tell him how to ppl he knows are doing. he#still somehow trusts me. we talk a lot about my granny and how she stayed up watching tv again last night so she’s tired today. don’t stay#long when you call in to see her?#whenever we would journey to see him and my granny and get in v late he’d ask us if we wanted apple tart and my granny would say michael.#not ur kids. u can’t parent them. he didn’t know my name yesterday but he asked me if i wanted apple tart#i hope he dies soon. for all that i will miss this. miss my dad having this. he would not want to live like this. it wouldntbe living to him
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theres something actually incredibly funny to me abt kat and sura having wildly different naming systems for their villainsonas
sura: [giving a long detailed explanation on a pivotal moment in its life + special interests, heavy on symbolism, clearly a lot of thought put into it, etc.]
kat: "uhhhh idk let's just do sidestep again"
#distantly sura is screaming 'WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU JUST REUSED YOUR HERO NAME. WHERES THE PIZZAZZ. AM I THE ONLY ONE MAKING AN EFFORT HERE'#anyway kat's joining the sidestep 2.0 thiefstep + crutches club like seer's hadley. i couldnt think of anything better so. there you go kat#+ she's also getting my scrapped stepsuit design with the popped collar kim kitsuragi/adora spop style i did for sura#also how sura and kat are at opposite(?) ends of the fashion + gender spectrum. sura is. well. sura. kat's a scruffy he/she butc#with the tackiest fashion sense you've ever seen + still manages to pull it off#oc: suranga fernando#oc: kat aakster#it's ok tho julia loves her anyways#ramblings
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i think it should be mandatory that everyone watch The Social Dilemma at least once every six months
#dear everyone saying that tumblr doesn't have an algorithm: yes it does oh my GOD.#i see people say this so often irt twitter and reddit migration#just because tumblr has a different feed system to facebook/inta/twitter doesn't mean the only things you see are exactly what you want#free of influence or coercion#simplest example is tumblr suggesting users and tags for u to follow. what do you think is informing its suggestions?#how does it know which blogs are similar? it's not by fucking chance#please i know we all clown on what a mess this website is and how poorly it delivers ads but let's not forget that that's a choice they mak#if tumblr wanted to deliver ads in the way other social media sites do they could. but it's part of the image they've created for themselve#hence why they feel they can offer a paid subscription to remove ads that has an off switch so u can still see their weird crazy zany ads#because they know how much we love to clown on their shit ads. they know users will screenshot and share ads if they're weird enough#and they want you to. they're not so incompetent that they can't get us classy ads lol. this is their brand. let's not forget that!#anyway this is all triggered by me sending someone (hi bunni <3) a post of misha collin's sfx make up in gotham knights that popped up as a#recommended post despite me never having watched it or searched for it etc. what triggered that post appearing was me searching/tagging spn#a couple times recently. and of course misha collins and spn are frequently cross tagged. anyway since then i have been bombarded with that#godforsaken show constantly on my dash#sorry to gotham knights enjoyers i get the appeal and i am a dc simp but it's just not for me ig#if u read all this i love u im kissing you sloppystyle and or giving u a firm and warm handshake and or a friendly nod like we're walking#past each other on a beautiful day <3#my post
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i remember when i first started playing ikepri. i was new to ikemen series. (actually i played ikevamp first but for some reason in the beginning, i don’t remember spending diamonds on anything?)
anyways i was still new to ikemen series right and the first ikepri event i played was the aphrodisiac event. it was so traumatic but so funny 😻
it was the first epilogue i remember buying, one of the first things i ever bought with diamonds actually. and i was still getting to know leon but it was goofy as hell 💀
ahh good times. getting to know leon’s hor-knee side even tho i just met him 😌
#idk this just popped into my head#was just thinking about how i read leon smut and laughed my ass off#and then i was traumatized#but it’s ok i still love him#leon slay#ikemen series#ikemen prince#ikepri#ikemen prince leon#ikepri leon#leon dompteur
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For the Fallen (spoilers)
I have to say Ostromir has absolutely been a fascinating character to bear witness to over the end of this saga but this quest definitely takes the cake for me at the moment.
It was admittedly surprising as to why Ostromir seemed to have beef with Zadd specifically of all people despite having no personal history with him
Indeed, in examining his pop-up dialogue during the basic combat of the quest I assumed that he was angry that Zadd, and by extension the Rose, was destroying and experimenting with the Shapeless Empire's golems. It would not have necessarily been out the question that some Magesters do see them as more than soul-bounded automatons meant to be at the empire's beck and call given that they were originally people sacrificed to become an Ignominious. Experimenting and destroying them would be akin to a second death and insult. Furthermore, Zvezadana's and Ostromir's comment would have you believe the brute-force thinking of Zadd's experiments on their golems is Ostromir's main umbrage with him.
However, while I believe that to be somewhat the case here still, the reason Ostromir's despises Zadd is all the clearer when and after he puts Zadd down for good.
It was his guilt over the organization he puts his faith into that drove Raven's family away to the LoD, where they met their end, that was really motivating him to kill Zadd. In a way, had the Magesterium not operated the way it does, did, Raven would be a Magester and her parents still alive. So yeah you could say they indirectly killed them by pushing them within the reach of Zadd's careless experimentation with golemancy.
Further still is the guilt Ostromir feels over the children that perished through the experiments made in the Wastes.
It did not particularly go unnoticed for me that Ostromir did not attempt to even refute Zadd's accusation, yet defended our place in siding with them, that him and the Magesterium can be seen as monsters.
A fact I believe circles back to Ostromir's fury toward Zadd's lack of refinement with his work in spite of his talents. From Ostromir's perspective him and the other magesters, in this weird system that was set in place long before any of them existed, are doing what they believe is best in service for the prosperity and security of the Shapeless Empire. Meaning the actions they take, no matter how cruel or harsh, is for, in their eyes, the greater good for their people.
So for a man like Zadd to come along, who experiments for his curiosity, is too much to bear for Ostromir. Zadd's actions from his perspective is an affront to what he desperately clings to and that is the good he believes the Magesterium offers the world. The good that likely called for the experimentation of children in the Wastes. Experimentation that led to many of them simply dying. Yet still I wonder from the way he talks about that time...
Was Ostromir forced to put an end to some of the children that were experimented on?
Either way, it must be hard to reconcile at times with the good your organization is trying to achieve and the reality of the suffering they have caused others regardless if it was directly or not.
It's characterization that I'm completely loving right now.
On a similar note, I think I understand a little bit better what the "Shapeless Wills" means to the Magesterium
To them it is what they believe is within the best interest of the goals and motivations of the Shapeless Empire, be it collectively through census or through individualistic action when the opportunity to make such a choice alone arises.
Doesn't make me any less nervous about their continued presence in the LoD but it is nice to have these reminders that the they are at the end of the day people doing what they believe to be right.
#dragonfable#df spoilers#df lore#one character falls and another given an opportunity to rise#I do love how the pop-up dialogue does give off the visualization that Ostromir was getting angrier the closer we got to Z#I still wonder how a good chunk of the Magesters view their golems#They did use to be their own people after all#And what do the Golems think assuming they have the capacity to do so somewhere underneath all that mana and metal#I imagine they aren't particularly happy about their fates#Yet this whole good of the empire good for all sentiment seems to run deep
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