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Ermn, my dear version of Professor Pyg,,, if you even care
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a little extra bunch of stuff, more inspirations and what not
kept everything relatively simple in terms of the design, just wanted something that gave both unhinged surgeon and butcher vibes simultaneously
though im not too likely to draw him outside the cutesy lil guy too much,,, that was initially from an aggie where i spent 90% of the time just messing around. But i decided to keep it,,, guy so obsessed with being a perfect lil guy. it's all in le head???
also the sheet music in the first image, its all cell block tango
#digital art#art#vincepption wthh#professor pyg#batman rogue redesign#redesign#character design#fanart#dc universe#big fan of the pig tbh#i should be doing my homework right now but im drawing pyg but cute.#so cute ahaaa
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sordsmasheen
#swordsmachine#swordsmachine ultrakill#ultrakill#robots#robot#i should be doing homework right now#what am i doing#my art
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a doodle +gradient map coloring for day 3 of @dinlukepositivityweek featuring luke in armor :)
#also a little shitty once again because i have homework i should be doing right now :))))))#dinluke#din djarin#luke skywalker#star wars#dinlukepositivityweek2022#dinluke fanart#my art#luke skywalker fanart#din jarin fanart#also also luke's hair is so hard for me to draw all the time i think i just need to draw more hair lol
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“Don’t do anything crazy again brain”
“Ok, but like,,,,,,, party of three BEI,,,,,”
“… you motherFU-”
anyway there they are, the beloveds
Party of Three AU is by @dreemurr-skelememer (ps you should do more content of them)
#chasm art#inktobertale#inktobertale2022#LOOK#THE IDEA#WAS THERE#SO LIKE#CAN YOU BLAME ME#yes absolutely you can blame me because I have an essay due and a discussion post to write and homework is a bitch#but I just had a very very long social interaction ‘community bonding’ at my dorm floor so#my energy has been sapped and drawing was the only thing I wanted to get done#but hey I got free Cheetos from the meetup so that’s great#anyway I should go do actually homework now#oh right and this took 1.5 hrs so
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Why must I have to go to classes and write papers and prepare for presentations??? all I want to do is curl up in bed and read Anderperry comfort fics but NOOOO that's too much to ask for
#college#i got a taste of happiness over fall break on Monday while reading and now i crave that but i have stupid homework to do#or la tarea i should say since i also have to prep for my Spanish presentation#of which I am going to do SO POORLY at i can tell you right now#but that's beside the point#i want beddie bye and my comfy blorbos blorbying#dead poets society#anderperry
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I have to much faith in my CringeFail Queen but I’m gonna make a guess on Furina anyways
So, Furina.
Some leakers say she’s gonna give up her position as the archon, some people say that’s bullshit, and I don’t know what to think.
I love her, personally, and I want to see her keep her archonhood, but logically it makes sense to me why she’d give it up. She’s a coward, a brat, a celebrity. She doesn’t actually have it in her to be an archon. It makes sense why Furina would give up her status and give it to someone more capable, Neuvillette, because she’s not stupid. She’s incompetent.
But I personally don’t think that’s gonna happen, or rather I think if it does happen, then it’s a bad move narratively.
Hoyo has said that all archons after Zhongli were gonna be female, so it does give me some hope that Furina will stay a god, but mthe narrative is what’s important to me right now.
Furina has done nothing yet. She’s accused Lyney of murder and then got owned in her own courtroom. That’s about it so far. She had two tea parties with Arlecchino and in is mostly to intimidated or scared to do or say anything. Furina has just been sitting there, a looming presence over the narrative.
Yet, at the end of Act 2, Neuvillette says that Furina is also taking the prophecy seriously and in Act 4 she actually stands her ground against Arlecchino for, like, two seconds.
We trust Neuvillette. I trust Neuvillette. If he says that Furina is taking the prophecy seriously, I believe him. And when Furina yelled at Arlecchino I had genuine hope that she was going to fight back and reveal some competence. She didn’t, but that moment should be seen as an eye opener: Furina does have the capability to be competent in her role as archon.
In Act 4, Arlecchino suspects there is a curse on Furina. And multiple times Furina is mentioned or seen, she’s mentioned to “act weird.” We’ve only ever seen her in her white form, Pneuma, but her splash art has her in a black outfit, for Ousia.
If anyone has seen her leaked kit as well, then it should come as no surprise what I’m gonna talk about now: her Arkhe.
Lyney and Freminet both are Pneuma aligned. Lynette is Ousia. Even Neuvillette is locked to one Arkhe alignment, Pneuma I think (I don’t have him so let me know if I’m wrong).
If I were to make predictions on the not yet released characters, I’d guess Wriothesley, Clorinde, and maybe Navia are all Ousia and Charolette is Pneuma.
But Furina is both: Pheuma and Ousia.
And Furina created the Oratrice, which turns belief into Indemnitium which powers all of Fontaine.
I suspect that Furina’s curse is that she accidentally locked herself into one state, her Pneuma state. Meanwhile her Ousia state is what’s powering the Oratrice.
I also suspect that Furina doesn’t know that. Obviously, when Arlecchino asks her what the Oratrice is for, Furina is unable to answer. That’s pretty much handed to us, but I think what I’m aiming for is that Furina has forgot because of Indemnitium.
So, hear me out, Furina doesn’t have her gnosis right? Arlecchino reveals that she found this out when she tried to assassinate Furina to take it. Yet, in that cut scene, one thing stuck out to me: The Lack of Hydro.
Venti can control Anemo without his Gnosis. Zhongli can control Geo without his Gnosis. Raiden has been controlling electro without her Gnosis. And now Nahida, the youngest and most inexperienced archon, is controlling Dendro without her Gnosis.
But when Furina was almost assassinated, she did not pull out Hydro to defend herself. Without her Gnosis, Furina— as the archon— should be able to control her element still. But she’s never actually seen wielding Hydro, and in a life or death moment I feel like— no matter how incompetent she is— Furina would call upon her powers in some capacity to protect herself. If not making hydro weapons to fight Arlecchino, then making a hydro bubble for Furina to hide in or use as a shield.
Furina is never seen wielding the element of Hydro, and what’s more is that she backs down from every fight. She challenges us, we accept, she backtracks. She yells at Childe, he challenges her, and she backtracks. She challenges Arlecchino on her position as an Archon, Arlecchino rises to that challenge, and Furina backtracks.
I don’t just think the Oratrice has the Gnosis, I think that Furina does have the Gnosis, but it’s not Pneuma Furina. I think, inside the Oratrice, a more competent Furina aligned with Ousia is waiting to be merged back into her real body.
For the longest time I thought the Oratrice was there because Furina wanted literally anything else to do her job for her. Now, I think the Oratrice is made with an entirely different purpose.
We don’t know what the Oratrice does or why it was created, all we know is that it turns the belief of justice into Indemnitium, but we don’t know what Indemnitium is either.
My big theory is that Furina created the Oratrice as a master plan in solving the Prophecy Crisis: she found a powerful source of energy that could potentially rewrite fate itself if enough is harvested. Furina built it and made it’s target on the very thing her godhood is built on, Justice, but didn’t realize that a machine of this great importance and power needs something equally as important and powerful. So when the Oratrice was built, it immediately started searching for justice to convert into Indemnitium. And a god, especially a god with a Gnosis, is pretty much the exact fuel it needs to power up and run forever. The Oratrice aimed to consume Furina herself and convert her into the resource but Furina knew she needed to be alive in order to feed the Oratrice the correct source of power and actually collect Indemnitium. So, Furina split herself in two. Furina’s Ousia side held onto the Gnosis, whether she wanted to or not, while Furina’s Pneuma side escaped without the faintest idea as to what just happened and why.
Ousia Furina is probably only still alive because she has the Gnosis, meanwhile Pneuma Furina knows that the Oratrice is important and that she has to keep up the trials but doesn’t know why or what for.
In the next act/acts, I think Furina— with the help of Neuvillette and the rest of the Fontaine gang— are going to uncover the secrets with the Oratrice, revealing the long suffering Ousia Furina that’s been slowly eaten by the machine of her own creation. Ousia Furina will be absorbed back into Pneuma Furina and, with the two halves combined, Furina will remember what the Oratrice was made for, what Indemnitium is, and will have a huge boost in competence and confidence.
Am I just pulling shit out of my ass? Probably. But if you’ll indulge me, I just personally think the narrative will be better if Furina remains the archon. I feel like Neuvillette was made to be competent, serious, powerful one on purpose: to make everyone point at him and say “He should be the archon!”
And I agree, Neuvi deserves to be the highest authority in Fontaine, and I honestly believe he will be. If Furina steps down as archon, I don’t think she’s doing it for real. If I’m right, Furina is still heavily important to Fontaine because she will have to fill in as the Oratrice. Yet, I can see Furina stepping down for show: a way to make the Fatui back off from her so that they stop targeting a naive and scared girl. If Furina steps down, it’s a win win, Neuvillette doesn’t have to worry about her or her incompetence and Furina gets to go mingle and truly bond with her people as person to person rather than mascot to fans. But I just don’t think anyone can “step down” from being a god. There is no “step down.”
I mean, did Nahida’s story tell us nothing? For years she compared herself to Rukkhadevata. She felt so small and insignificant compared to her, like she’d never catch up. And when Rukkhadevata exhausted her strength, she didn’t just turn from God to Mortal, she went from a big, grown goddess to a little, naive one.
Furina is going to remain the Hydro Archon. It would be a bad move if she somehow wasn’t the god anymore, because we still have the unanswered question of the Oratrice.
IF I AM CORRECT, then Furina will remain the Archon but possibly “step down” for safety reasons. Then, at the end of the Acts she’ll either reveal she still is the Archon or will continue to pretend because it gives her something to use as a shield. Whether publicly or not, Furina will have to take the role of the Oratrice, using her divine powers over justice to confirm the final verdict.
That just ties up so much nicer than “just give it to Neuvillette he’s already doing all the work anyways”
#genshin impact#genshin#furina#focalors#genshin furina#genshin focalors#genshin theory#idk man I should really be doing my homework right now lmao
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quick drawing of spamton with different expressions!
#deltarune fanart#spamton#spamton g spamton#digital drawing#normally he wouldn't let people touch him but right now he's tired and will accept any kind of affection he can get.#I don't like the color of the glasses when you see the drawing on the phone#I should be doing my homework instead of drawing this character so much
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only way i got through the day was hallucinating megumi beside me the entire time
#IT WAS SO COLD TODAY#wind was blowing so intensely#i kept picturing megumi walking beside me when i was outside n giving me his jacket#everytime i got distracted i could just hear his voice telling me to focus hehe#i should mention it was my first day back after a week of skipping classes cause i was sick#it was all just a haze but i got through it with hallucination megs !!#we did it guys#anyways he accompanied me to every single class#ngl i literally stepped foot in one of my classes and then#my teacher was like safi great you’re here !! we had a test yesterday that u missed btw n u can make it up right. this. instant!!#and i was like um. okay.#internally panicking#but the test seemed pretty easy so i hope it went well#it was super short too like a little quiz#but i was so surprised help#my friends told me about it n i really thought she’d give me a few days to prepare or smth#anyways guess who’s home now hehe > <#gonna eat smth yummy so i stop feeling dizzy and then lay in bed and do some homework#i have so much#megs is nagging me to finish it#if you read my entire rant then ily and if u skimmed it then ilyt#but if you didn’t read a word and skipped to the end then just know that megumi is flicking your forehead really hard rn#꒰ soon you'll get better. ꒱
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Why Jesus is a Seer of Life: an essay about the Homestuck Class and Aspect of the Son of God.
(Disclaimer: I do not, and I repeat DO NOT, intend to disrespect religion in any way. This is just my analysis based on what we know about Jesus and how it can be applied in the context of the classification of Homestuck classpects. If you think I’ve said something disrespectful, or factually wrong, please let me know!!! Also, this essay contains spoilers for all of Homestuck, and I’m assuming you already know at least the general story)
Hello :3 my name is Valery and right now I’m very into Homestuck!!! I really like this webcomic. Specifically, I’m very fixated on classpects because I find them incredibly amusing so I like to mix and match them and try to classpect certain characters.
If you don’t know what a classpect is, is basically a title given for a character in Homestuck. This title is based on a Class and an Aspect, like an rpg. There are a total of twelve Classes and Aspects, and every combination explains something about the characters. If you are interested in finding out your Aspect, you can take the quiz on the official test of the Extended Zodiac. I recommend it!!!
Now, I’ve seen some people talk about the classpect of Jesus, and I actually thought about it for a while. After a discussion with some other people in the official Homestuck discord, I came to the conclusion that Jesus is a hero of Life, specifically a Seer. Here’s why I think so.
Some fans tried to cite the canon context, by saying Jesus is a Prince of Life, an adjective canonically used in the Bible to refer to him. I haven’t read the Bible so I’m absolutely open to corrections, but I do not agree on this: firstly because in the context of the Bible, the title of Prince is far different from the meaning it has on Homestuck.
I cite: “Jesus Christ is the Prince of Life. This is true because Jesus has life like no one else; no one could take His life from Him – He had to give up His life (John 10:17-18). This is true because Jesus won life for His people on their behalf – He didn’t just win life for Himself, but for His people. This is true because Jesus gives life abundantly – the Prince of Life can give life. This is true because Jesus sustains our life, and He rules over life. In every sense, Jesus is the Prince of Life!” (Source: https://enduringword.com/prince-of-life/)
In this context the title of Prince is considered someone who gives life for others. But I feel like I need to give more context of how Classes and Aspects work in the comic.
In Homestuck, the Class of the Prince is a destructive Class, counterpart to the passive Class of the Bard. The Prince is someone who destroys Aspect, or destroy through Aspect.
an Aspect will always opposite of another Aspect: Space is opposite of Time, Mind is opposite of Heart, Rage is opposite of Hope, Breath is opposite of Blood, Light is opposite of Void and Doom is opposite of Life. In Homestuck, based on your Class, it may happen that you mirror your opposite Aspect, and this applies particularly to the Classes of exploitation like the Knight and the Page, and the destructive Classes like the Bard and the Prince.
All the Princes we saw canonically in Homestuck mirrored their opposite Aspect, even acting like they were devoid of their Aspect: Dirk Strider, the Prince of Heart, was schematic and rational like a Mind player, even defining himself as Heartless. Eridan Ampora, the Prince of Hope, was stubborn and bringer of Chaos like a Rage player, and stated to his friends that they were all Hopeless. Not only that, but he also actively destroys the Matriorb, the thing that would restart the troll race in a new universe, quite literally destroying any Hope his race had.
As stated before, the Life Aspect is opposite to the Doom Aspect: Life is described as the Aspect of healing, providing and empathy in the sense of searching for a way to help. Meanwhile, the Doom is the Aspect of fate, rules and empathy in the sense of listening to you and letting you vent. So, a Prince of Life would mirror a Doom player, in the sense that they start out as fatalistic and Lifeless, and as someone who destroys Life or destroys through Life.
Again, I have not read the Bible, but I think that even those who have can see that this description of Jesus simply doesn’t suit him. It’s way too negative and destructive for someone like him, someone who went ahead and said to love and respect. So I did my researches, and in the end I came to the conclusion that the Seer of Life is the best title for the Son of God. My conclusion is motivated by may things:
First off, the definition: the Seer Class is described as a passive knowledge Class, counterpart to the Mage, and is one who sees and sees through their Aspect. Contrary to the Mage Class that already has experience, Seers starts out not knowing much about their Aspect, and have to learn about it as they progress.
An example of this is my favourite Beta Kid and the canonical Seer of Light, Rose Lalonde: Light is the Aspect of fortune and knowledge, so Rose was able to see best incomes and paths on how to win the game she was playing with her friends. In order to fulfil their Aspect, a Seer has to search a way where their Knowledge can get to others, and we can also see this in Terezi, the Seer of Mind, when she gave clear instructions on what John had to do to fix the main timeline.
It’s shown that Seers starts off not having much of their Aspect in their life and/or are surrounded in an ambient that reflects their opposite Aspect, so that is why they must search and learn as much as they can. Also, it’s canon in the webcomic that Seers are able to see the past and the future, regardless of their Aspect.
This is why I believe this Class fits for Jesus: Jesus was able to see a peaceful life, where people could just love and respect each other. He was a preacher who talked to his followers, in an ambient where everything seemed doomed. He was able to see a better future.
And this is not all, because I also want to mention the biggest reason why I believe he is a Seer: the character of Kankri and the Singless.
The Singless was a troll who was able to see his pre-scratch self, Kankri, in a world where trolls lived in harmony and free of violence. He had followers who listened to him, and gave his final sermon as he was executed. His preachings were saved by his most devoted follower and lover, the Disciple, so that his memory could live on.
In a sense, Kankri and the Singless are the same person, and I believe the pre and post scratch trolls share the same Classpect. The Classpect of Kankri is the Seer of Blood, and it’s implied he was able to see the events of his post scratch version. Kankri also has the habits of speaking in very long speeches, and actively seeks to find the best outcomes and ways to make sure everyone is united and safe. This connection is also a reason why I believe Jesus is a Seer.
Now, for the Aspect of Life, I cite: “Those bound to the aspect of Life are the universe's healers. They are concerned with the betterment of themselves and those around them, as well as the onward march of positive progress. Deeply empathetic, they have an intuitive understanding of other's suffering and the best way of righting those wrongs. This applies to both physical and mental suffering, though it might not be a cure you'll like. They also have the tendency to put other's needs before their own.“ (Source: http://hs.hiveswap.com/ezodiac/aboutaspects.php)
I think this description explains itself on why I picked this Aspect: Jesus wanted the idea of a better world to live on, and many people rejected his message because his ideals weren’t liked or understood. He forgive all of humanity and put our sins before him, taking the responsibility of them.
That’s it!!! Let me know what you think. I conclude by saying I also believe Judah was a Thief of Doom and God a Lord of Space. I might explain why in another post, because this one is already long enough :3.
P.S: just to make sure people don’t need to ask me the same questions:
“Are you okay?”
yes I am!!! This took like, forty minutes and it’s all from memory expect the sources so it wasn’t that tiring.
“Why did you do this?“
I seriously don’t know why but the classification of classpect has switched something into my brain, I don’t think I’ve ever put so much energy in researching and analysis. I think I got fixated.
“Homestuck sounds crazy! Should I read it?”
I genuinely believe that it’s worth reading at least once in life, especially if you’re around the age of 13-18. It has one of the best characters I’ve ever read, amazing dialogues, music and animation, and i believe it really gets you if you’re able to read it all.
“Too Long Didn’t Read”
Jesus is a Seer of Life because he sees Life and shares knowledge of Life. He has connections with the character Kankri/The Singless, a Seer of Blood.
“What is your Classpect?”
While I’m convinced I’m a Hero of Heart, I’m quite unsure on the Class, because I relate to all the passive classes lmao. Right now I’m settling to the Muse of Heart :3
#homestuck#homestuck classpect#classpect#homestuck analysis#I should do my French homework right now
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I am going to EXPLODE!!!! (In a happy fun way)
I don't even know why, I just got excited for no reason-
Okay actually nevermind in retrospect I think I just looked at Magolor for too long
I love that silly coconut cat
#okay got that out of my system time to work on homework now#magolor is so#ehehehehehehehe#lovely cat egg#okay maybe attempted universal domination isn't quite lovely of him BUT everybody makes mistakes!!#So what if he tried to take over the universe#he's still a silly little kitty#even if they have a bit too much bravado hehe#ah right#need to actually work on my work#IIIII should go do that now#Goodbye!#wait why am I saying goodbye this isn't a conversation#oh well#byeee!!!!
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AUGH
#(your irregularly scheduled Random Robin Moment)#just remembered that I have a writing homework tonight aaaaaaaaa I thought I was free to do more ceramics homework but NO#I should probably just give up and go home. come back to the studio on Saturday and really knock out the pot-making then#make a lid for my big breadpan and throw two bowls and two lids#yeah... I'll miss seeing my parents this weekend but our 3 year old is sick anyway and I do Not want to get sick right now#oh well this will be okay#more time to do my homework more time to clean my room more time to go to my own church for once :) it'll be good#well good thinking team glad we had this discussion#Robin speaks
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history homework time!
#not as unmotivated as i usually am for homework. i do love this topic#the main topic is the great seljuks right now‚ which is fun. i like those guys.#oh i should remember to ask my dad which oghuz tribe we're from#🌙rambling
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‼️‼️ tw for suicidal ideation + vent in tags
#holy fuck my life is going well why am i suicidal again#like i just. wow! i want to die!#im just overcome with this horrible depression and i have no energy for anything#i feel so cold and i cant get warm#i dont even know what to do about it because everyone i trust is so far away from me#like should i try and see my therapist again? would it help?#i just hate talking to her because i have this weird need to be polite and not bother anyone with my bullshit#shes so nice but i just. have this weird brain i guess#the worst part is that the dumbest fucking thing tipped me over today too#and i have physics homework to finish. and a math test coming up that will make or break my grade.#and i just have *no energy* for anything. like im physically active and i eat well and fucking doing everything right but for some reason i.#just cant seem to work properly.#god what is wrong with me i hate everything about this situation and myself#i just dont wanna be alive any more fucking please#like im not gonna do it but damn. if not for my partner id probably go drown myself or something right now#sorry this is so depressing and long winded im such a mess#vent#delete later
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#second half of the semester just started and I'm immediately falling behind and the play is starting to really kick off and theres so much#theres just so much it's starting to feel like I'm drowning in it a little all its too much#I have so much “free time” but I either am forgetting things I need to do or hyperfixating on something just a little too much to pull away#my campus is changing whether I like it or not#my 3D design prof's policies are starting to get to me#(required attendance or you loose points I got a point off my perfect attendance for being 5 minutes late for bad roads#and policies for late work and shitty feedback so I dont know how to get my grade up more)#all of my grades are good for now but#things are piling up#I should be able to do all this no problem#but I'm falling behind on classwork and homework#I'm doing chores so late and days after I shouldve if at all#I don't know why but everything is just starting to go off track all at once#it's not bad right now#but#I'm about to loose my weekends for the next month to the show#everything going on is things I'm enjoying#my classes the show streams and D&D#so it should be okay#but it's not and I'm starting to struggle and i don't know why#I'm getting overwhelmed and I'm more tired and I'm zoning out too much#I just... I don't know#maybe I'm just tired...#vent post#personal vent#vent#to delete#will probably delete this later...#personal post#I need more floortime
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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what if i became a bsd fan.... or an aot fan even.... haha... ha.....
#<- doesn't even have time to watch an episode of her favourite show in *one* sitting during the weekdays without compromising sleep#<- im lying. though i wish that were true because it'd mean i'm studying hard which i am not right now#sigh i should do my homework now#anyway probably not anytime in the near future because i'd rather watch shoujo to help me unwind#but i might eventually because it'd be good conversation fodder lol#either way i'll watch ft first. i watched a little of the first episode just now and it seems promising :D#and the leaf falleth down the tree
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I can't be the bigger person. I'm five feet tall.
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