Current stress level: Imminent Travel

(This is basically DefCon 1.)

another Unnecessary Purchase sorted and jarred!

I thought Kim's portrait looking a little like the Rising Moon Hanafuda card was just a neat coincidence but I actually like the idea of Kim symbolising a moonrise instead of a sunrise. the Sun is the brightest star in the sky and when it's gone the Moon keeps reflecting its light. what if (if you play him as a huge communard) Harry dies just like Mazov and Kim becomes the "echo maker", the one who spreads his message

they call my job cuntenserven the way i serve cunts 9 to 5

I'm apparently not going to have internet for 3 days so if anyone tries to contact me and I don't respond please know I'm not ignoring you and I will get in touch asap!!

seonhee and sawashiro both being associated with purple's the most evil shit in the world now who the fuck am i supposed to put in my purple card holder

What kind of pin machine are you using, and where did you get it? My brother likes doing the same thing with Pokemon cards but he got a garbo pin maker from Joann Fabrics. The machine arm snapped on him and it only successfully crimped the pin plastic to the metal back like one out of every five attempts...

I got my pin machine from Vevor website! It's Vevor brand and it's better to get it off the website, however they sold out of it at the moment because it's just tooooo good. They're like heavy duty industrial machinery. I got mine for a hundred bucks and it came with 1000 sets of button supplies. So like 3000 pieces to make buttons. It's a sexy deal.

It's a lot of elbow grease tho, so it's a strain on my tendinitis-y arms. I had to put my whole weight on top of the lever to get the images and metal to crimp completely over the plastic backing. (I thought my machine was broke but their customer service said, "Put more force into it, go as hard as you can. You won't break it.") When my family was here the kids couldn't get the thing completely crimped, even their mom couldn't do it. They made like 100+ buttons when they were here because it's so fun. A nice family activity...and a workout.

Today I said to my doctor "yeah I've had like a dangerous mental health crisis any time I've been in long-term employment, and also my physical health seems to suffer quite a bit due to all the Conditions I Have, and both of these things make each other worse," and she really did turn around and say "hmm, we have a long way to go to make you healthy so you can work".

🙃

ok if i play my cards right and dont spend too much money this last week of feb ill have not overspent my earnings for this month and not dip into savings when i pay bills soon

i was reloading my game and trying to get that one kiss animation where gale kisses your tav on the cheek and then they pull him in for an actual kiss to play again because i thought it was so cute. and i have not managed to get it again but i did get this one where elenion put his hand on gale's head and touched their foreheads together before kissing him?? augh i hadn't seen that one at all yet and it's the exact kind of thing i'm incredibly weak for 🥺🥺🥺 i love them.

Last Line Tag

Rules: Post the last line that you wrote, then tag as many people as your heart so desires, humans!

Tagged by @atomic-insomnia. Round one of the (logged) owed three, my human! If I owe you more, we’ll find out as I go poking throughout my notes again. Thank you so, so much, and I’m sorry for leaving it for so long!

“Thanks,” and, though visibly displeased with the situation, Kolisnyk eventually accepts the wordless offer, body unfurling from his admittedly entertaining slump and reaching out with his unwounded hand to grasp onto Calleum’s own. With little regards to either proper wound care or medical hygiene, Kolisnyk uses the bent and twisted fingers of his injured hand to drive into the soft earth, regaining purchase with the claw-like movement, before pressing the laceration in his palm down into the blackened topsoil. It’s with an irritable hiss that he then pushes down, using the combined momentum of his motions and Calleum’s swift tug to haul himself upwards. A momentary stagger overcomes him as he rediscovers the world on both feet, and Calleum’s hands hasten to balance him by his lower back and bicep, while Kolisnyk tilts and throws the other hand back out for some semblance of balance. He looks rather wretched, Calleum notes, while Kolisnyk continues to be quick as ever, readjusting and canting to the side, stabilizing as he shifts his weight onto the notably less muddied part of his body and the leg that doesn’t look half-beaten in its war against nature, and Calleum soon finds that he isn’t quite mature enough to reign in the soft breath of laughter that wells in his chest and releases with his observations.

From Pulse. This puppy took a little bit, with the brain constantly shifting words around and leaving me very, very confused every time I read it over. Hoping it ended up coherent. Kolisnyk is Riley, and this is the aftermath of what happens when he isn’t paying much attention, falling down an embankment, and he just so happens to do so while Calleum is absently wandering about the forest that surrounds their school somewhere during the low light of dusk, too. Riley then reveals himself to be much like any doctor, with an apprenticeship steadily underway in healing, but still making the rather poor choice of disregarding his own basic health - like slapping down a newly attained laceration in his hand into dirt.

Anyway... how are we liking the new tense? It gives me Hell~ But it’s functioning far better in terms of comprehension for me than past tense used to, and it’s all starting to flow quite nicely during the writing process, too.

Tagging: @trashplanetsandmagicforests, @aziz-writes, @thewalkingnerd, @writingamongther0ses, @rubyleaf, @juleswrites, @emelkae, @stories-by-rie, @pen-for-sword, @akindofmagictoo, @writerfae, @drippingmoon, @ineffablyendless, @oh-three, @oh-no-another-idea, @keen2meecha, @winterandwords, @writingpotato07, @bloodlessheirbyjacques, @aelenko, @maybenow22

do you get incredibly excited over cataloguing candles or are you normal

going two layers deep in a fantasy to 1) a world where the bird trading cards from that make some noise prompt are real and then 2) world where they have insect trading cards of the same variety

I need to do something with Raphael being Mephistopheles' son and Amaryllis being a Mephistopheles tief. I need them to both know they're related and they're both the absolute worst to each other. Amaryllis doesn't give a shit about Peepaw Mephisto and they especially don't give a shit about Raphael, but I need Amaryllis being shitty to uncle Raph.

I miss you uni library I miss you lecture halls I miss you structured classes I miss you corpus study I miss you extended OED online access I miss you essay writing I miss you EXAMS EVEN I miss you board game society I miss you I miss you I miss you

I'm scared of you CV I'm scared of you personal statement I'm scared of you asking for references I'm scared of you student finance I'm scared of you being unsure of my limits I'm scared of you increased anxiety and sensory overload I'm scared of you uncertainty about covid policies and expectations I'm scared of you change I'm scared of you I'm scared of you I'm scared of you

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