#I know I shouldn’t ghost
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man how do you tell someone you literally do not have the emotional bandwidth to deal with their breakdown
#Like. Hey stop sending me emotionally manipulative texts I keep having panic attacks when I see them <3#stop calling me 5 times in a row when it’s almost midnight and I have work tomorrow#like I /do/ care about you but I fuxking /cant/ with this#don’t text me shit like ‘I’m jealous that you can engage in your interests bc I don’t think I’ll ever be able to again’#bro I am GRASPING at the small amounts of comfort drawing and spn are giving me rn what do you want me to DO#I know I shouldn’t ghost#but that’s what I’ve been doing and I just.#fuck me dude I’m trying to put my focus towards finding jobs to apply to. Towards actually making my hours at my#Current job#bc I have family memebers dying and I need to visit them and the family that is around#Ugh I’m just. Maybe this would’ve gone differently if I wasn’t on the fucking brink already#but I am and I can’t and I cannot be the person you’re obsessed with#Anyways I’m on my lunch break crying in a park and I just want to stop existing#lea speaks#can’t wait to go back and work until 7 bc that’s the only way I can think to make my hours to visit my brother next week#Vent
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Not too sure how I feel about this one, but here’s a quick soap ghost doodle I did. I will DEFINETLY be playing with lighting from now on though, WATCH OUT (I have no knowledge of lighting)
#call of duty#cod#cod fanart#simon ghost riley#alijaart#call of duty fanart#ghost fanart#soapghost#john mactavish#john soap mactavish#soap fanart#woo my favorite little guys are happy#also I like the idea of soap having a scar where the bullet hit him okay I KNOW he technically shouldn’t be alive with it but I THINK NOT
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They are sooo lame
#trashcreatyre's art#sonic fanart#sonic au#anachronism au#ghost au#mephiles the dark#infinite the jackal#mephinite#doodle#comic#doodle comic#as much as i really love the super abstract misty desgin i think i might replace it with this one because that design is like the main#reason the ref sheets are taking so long#i cannot for the life of me figure out how to draw it digitally in a way that i like#or maybe ill figure it out at some point and then ill have to rework the context for this design (shouldn’t be too hard tbh)#erm n e way#fun fact the tree in the background was supposed to be a weeping willow but i dont know how to draw trees to begin with so <3#not gender swap#just feel like i had to mention that#bc he’s trans >:(#also sorry if the panel order dosen’t make sense#i drew it while i should’ve been asleep lol#also he was DEFINITELY daydreaming about that shit lets be real#and tbh he deserves to#let this man romanticize about a past that never happened!!!!!!!#he deserves to for all the horrors he was subjected to
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Ah, invertebrates… wait what-
This factoid should NOT be this funny to me like it’s not a full on cackling type of funny more like an I’ve been thinking about it for several hours occasionally giggling and it makes me happy funny, like something about this is just amusing
I couldn’t put it into words so have a picture
So basically uhh ghosts don’t have spine
onl.y.. invertebrates not have spine.
invertebrates.. are bugs.. and worms… and crabs..
so… is ghost = worm?
#ninjago#ninjago cole#cole ninjago#ghost cole#Just to let you know two or three people have already made the “would u still love me if I were a worm” joke#but it’s still funny#this definitely shouldn’t be this funny#I’m sorry I just can’t take Morro seriously anymore he’s just little gnat boy now#ninjago morro#kinda???#morro ninjago#theres no ninjago ghost tag I’m sorry#spider tw#bug tw#I kept them simplistic so people wouldn’t be set off too badly but just in case#Cookie’s art#Cookie’s thoughts
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It still my dream to start comic with my oc who’s rhe daughter of scourge 🙏 idk as a first (fourth) try into actuallt makinf a comic project LOLLL idk
#I heard it not good to make ur fav fav idea you’ve been cooking for years into ur first real attempt at comic#that why I wanna start with sillier idea like this rhen I can learn and grown then actually go on to do my dream furry comic#idk#codysight noises#I feel very small on all my socials so who knows#I am like a ghost#the things I post that usually get traction r dumb things and ppl don’t follow me for that#my nicer art getting actual traction is fewer and far between#sorry I feel ungrateful complaining but i can’t help but feel a little disheartened#esp bc that shouldn’t be the point#I just care a lot too much#just want ppl to gaf Abt my art (they do and I appreciate it sm) but my stupid ego#needs to be fed#vent#to delete
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Seeing a parent be dismissive (at best) to their kid and having a freeze response as I rapidly try to calculate how badly it could go for me to step in and call them out on it
#ghost posts#be the change you want to see in the world#like I’m not looking for a fight but also I want to help the kids so badly#like I see all of these strangers or sometimes even people I know and it’s just UGH#like how do I civilly tell a parent your 2 year old doesn’t understand they can’t stick random things in their mouth that you gave them#they don’t get that it’s dirty they’re bored#you shouldn’t yell at them for it and especially not smack them#it doesn’t help that half the time around here there is a language barrier#then there’s my neighbor that’s always swearing at his 10 year old#and the kid just seems to take it#others that complain that their kid is rowdy when I KNOW they haven’t taken them outside to play and run around#listen I was dismissed all the time as a kid I NEVER want to be that kind of person
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Sorry literally no one cares abt bebop at all but speak like a child makes me feel so much for the bebop crew (and ofc Faye in particular) but more like the group’s behavior toward her like that scene of spike ruining the vhs player is so like. He sees young Faye on the screen and realizes that’s a personal thing and this random dude who works at the electronics shop doesn’t need to see that and then AFTER jet and spike realize it’s a video of Faye they go through all that shit just to get a vhs player to watch the video at the bebop and even though they tell her she can’t watch it unless she pays the fee for it being delivered she leaves and watches from behind them (like they wouldn’t know she was there)
#idk their group just makes me like#they’re just thrown together and they shouldn’t care about each other but they do#and they can say it all they want they can say they wouldn’t miss each other if they left but they still go looking for each other#or they eat a hundred eggs in one sitting so they don’t have to face their feelings#it’s a family only u didn’t know what it started becoming a family all u know is you’d do anything for them now even though u won’t admit it#and that’s why it hurts so much when spike leaves#because they all know he won’t come back#and even he knows and that in itself is a betrayal bc why don’t u want to live for us#anyways sorry Omg literally no one even cares#and everyone has said everything there is to be said about this show I just will never be normal about it sorry#ghost thoughts#sorry I shouldn’t say no one cares I know people care I just feel silly sometimes analyzing a show that 25 years old like girl we get it
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You know what is driving me mad is the fact I was so so emotional that Harry was taking a break. He was so emotional. I really expected all the bullshit with stunts that the media spews regarding him would finally be over. It will give us some space to really connect with him after 2 years of constant propoganda building. But guess the break was also some kind of PR plot.
I really question myself is he even the person I think he is. Their only so much we can bypass (watermelon sugar - female orgasm, bullshiting on larries in an interview with your gf, emarata kiss.., I mean I don't want to recall all these seriously) I really start doubting my love for him. is he really just queerbaiting? Is being this much commercially successful not enough? When's the greed going to finally stop? There are so many queer artists including musicians who had the courage to be thier authentic selves. Why this playing with all sides depending on what brings the cash? And I call bullshit on all those who say he does not has the bargain power. HE DOES. It just has been an endless saga of wrong choices he's been making one after the other.
Hi, angel. I’m sorry you feel this way. Sending you a big big virtual hug 🫂
I wish I could find answers for you. My suggestion is to find new interests in something else, somebody else. You know, once you look around there might be new exciting things that will help you let this feeling of uncertainty and disappointment pass sooner.
#i know I shouldn’t say this because people are coming for my throat lol#but the last show felt tense and heavy and looking back it didn’t felt as genuine as gifs and pics made it look#this is only substainable to a breaking point#and I don’t know how long this is going to last unfortunately#i guess until people will excuse his behaviour under the label ‘we don’t know and you are homophobic if you dont support this’#this will never end.#i guess until people will excuse his behaviour because they love to lick his abs through their phone#this will never end 🤷♀️#i hiess until the rich wont be richer#and the ghosts and skeletons will not be released#this will never end..#but you know what#life is magic without all this clownery#and they really really really dont count in your own experience of real life#there’s some good in the world cant wait for you to find a place where you dont feel this way anymore
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made a series of very stupid decisions today, some worked out better than others
#worked out despite having a bum knee from hiking three days in a row#potentially made it worse#went and saw my ex and had a blast just being affectionate with him which was nice but still#have to make sure like nothing romantic happens between us#got fast food which i shouldn’t have#stayed up too late and changed my grindr pics to the sluttiest ones i could#because a guy i really liked is online and near and he ghosted me#after he tried fucking me and i kept insisting and reminding him i wasn’t a bottom#so i kinda wanna rub it in that i still have a rockin body#ya know?
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Random headcanon’s, because I can
Coming soon.
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To be fair, I was kind of getting really board and I wanted to bring out some of my wick/wick au headcanon’s in… but I’m just too much of an anxious scaredy-cat to post them on here. So, I thought I’d make this a fun little thing!
I post a completely random headcanon with the title of what au I have that’s just waiting in the drafts collecting dust.
And if it isn’t too much trouble? I’d like some feedback as well… or not, that’s ok too.
#wick hellbent games#wick 2015#wick horror game#wick au#wick#wick sam#wick tim weaver#wick tom weaver#wick Lilian weaver#wick benny weaver#wick caleb weaver#wick travis#and also some candlebrace shipping too#… should I be anxious?#I mean… I know I ghost my blog a lot but…. I shouldn’t be this anxious#should I?
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By keeping up with the BDS boycott and boycotting Carrefour and all of its stupid little subsidiaries i effectively now live in a food desert (I’ve mentioned before there’s only one other supermarket chain really and none happen to be located near me??) and that just goes to show how absolutely fucked up monopolization really is and how places like Carrefour (and Carrefour Market and Mia C’bon) should be permanently boycotted….
#I’m able to pay a buttload of money for Uber eats to deliver shit from their little ghost store but it shouldn’t have to be that way#the government should never have allowed carrefour to buy wellcome tbh but I know they’re both international companies so not much that can#be done#text
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I think tomorrow I’m going to go back to the y and politely insist that I be the only person on my account and that they remove any connection to my family, if the same woman who was mean about it today is there I could potentially ask for help from someone else but there’s no reason for my abusive family to be connected to me on that account just because when I was 14 I was on an account with them, I made her aware that I’m not in contact with them and that I am worried about them finding me and she said it didn’t matter because they weren’t even active members and they don’t give out member information which I think should be a given but it’s not really the point
#I’m really trying to let this go I promise I am but her calling me by my abusive mothers name has really done some damage#I sent a help request on the website to try and resolve it and they said someone would likely be in contact within 72 hours but even that#just feels like too long to be connected with them#I wish I had gotten a permanent protective order when the worst of it was going down so that maybe I could have that to show people as a#reason I don’t want to be connected with them but I didn’t even really know that was a thing at the time#I’m sitting here with the kitten and even that’s not making it better and I know I shouldn’t be so emotional over this but it hurts#it’s like abuse and trauma are ghosts that follow you and you can’t ever get away it feels kind of hopeless#I’m really trying to get over it I promise
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Who is your favourite yhs character
okay
rat ratzmcyt epic list of his favourite yhs characters:
grian
sam
taurtis
ellen
jthestar
okami
silly
geode (i know he’s from tokyo soul but still)
gareth
yuki
rowan
#yhs#yandere highschool#yandere high school#i know i’m a bit basic like that pls forgive me#also hello ghost what’s up#also i know you asked for one favourite character but also when have i ever listened to you#one of my favourite things is to ramble in the tags#i probably shouldn’t do that#but while i’m on it i’ll make fun of ghost a bit#ghost you’re short#<— luna told me that and i believe her#ratzmcyt rambles
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With the new Ovenbreak update seemingly having Lobster and Mocha Ray interacting and teaming up again, now I feel tempted to do a fankid between the two (I mean it was already in my personal list it’s just the idea has been revitalized)
But my biggest problem is that I just don’t know what to make one. I mean, I know there’s sea angels/sea butterflies, which I think sound like a great psomeone’s already done that, and I don’t want to take an idea someone else already used
#it’s probably because I don’t know sea life#I want something in between soft and sharp#if that makes any sense#hmm I suppose there’s bay ghost shrimp#but the name’s too long and also maybe I shouldn’t make them all shrimp#plus they look a bit too white in color to really match them I think#cookie run#cookie run ovenbreak#lobster cookie#mocha ray cookie#fankid#fanchild#help#questions
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should I ask the girl if she wants to hang out? Last time we were texting she mentioned it sorta. Uhhh I hate be indecisive and also having anxiety
#I’m used to being disappointed when I ask#then last time I met up with someone was once last summer and then she ghosted me#and my bestie always says yes when I ask to hang out but never but never gets back to me#idk if I can take the constant rejection#like I’ve stopped asking people bc last time it led to 3 months of spiraling and not sleeping bc I thought my bestie hated me#I shouldn’t even call her my bestie tbh I know I’m not important to her and we barely talk#Anyways this is another kind of pathetic#but I have anxiety and rsd (probably)((my sister said this is normal but who knows))
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my date is tmrw.. nervous… but at least we moved the time back and now have an hour to kill until the place we’re going to opens and my idea is to go to the park or something which would mean i would not have to drive a single unfamiliar route not a single unfamiliar turn or anything. which i would have had to do (one single unfamiliar turn) otherwise and it was making me so anxious
#okay i need to stop thinking about it bc even just the thought of driving is making me anxious rn#turned out of a lot when i probably shouldn’t have today like it was a close call & i got honked at ☹️#i HATE getting honked at not only does it mean someone’s mad at me and thinks i’m stupid#but also it alerts EVERYONE ELSE to the dumb thing i just did 💀💀#i hateeee driving everyone is so mean in cars ☹️ i feel like i’m the only person who has any sympathy for other drivers#if someone makes a mistake or wtv i’m like ‘been there buddy it’s all good’#or i assume they have a reason. like i never get mad at people when i’m driving i’ve never honked at a single person#bc i don’t want to make anyone feel bad 😭#but everyone else gets road rage or is like ‘psh look at that idiot’ or wtv#and i’m sitting in the passenger seat knowing i’ve made the exact same mistake like🧍🏻#sighhhhhhhhhhhhh#ghost rants
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