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sylvanfreckles · 1 year

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Prompt 12: "Can you hear me?"

These kids were going to break her heart.

None of her kids came here from the Demon Realm unscathed. When Hunter has a panic attack, Camila can only hope she can do the right thing to bring him back.

I promised you devastation, and here it is! 1500 words of heartbreak!

(Supernatural fans, don't worry, your day is tomorrow)

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wowa-bublord · 25 days

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Mentally lying on my bed and kicking my feet like a schoolgirl while joyously waiting for more Zack and Cloud sketchies ❤️ In your AU is Cloud completely conscious and aware when he first breaks out of his coma? Or is there a sort of in-between zone for awhile? If there is, is Zack overjoyed or worried out of his mind (or both)? Does Cloud struggle with allowing somebody to take care of him?

Sending you virtual hugs should you want them or a crisp and respectful nod of the head if not!

IM SORRY this ask only just showed up in my inbox but it says it's from march 24th?? tumblr killing me with daggers,,,, This is going to be a long one sorry!! I'll explain the stages of his coma first, and then the stages of waking up from it.

In the beginning, while they are on the run, Cloud is in.. something close to a catatonic state. He can perform basic instincts, such as blinking, swallowing, the small stumble-steps he's shown doing in gameplay, and making small noises. In my au/headcanon, this is because of the Mako keeping his body up and functioning in spite of his intense poisoning. Because of the Mako, his muscles also don't atrophy during this period. He has no memories from this era at all.

After this, a little before the battalion but mostly after, his body begins to heal from his Mako poisoning. Which is good. but the lack of the access Mako leaves his body with far less functions. He begins to lose the ability to eat, becomes unable to even stumble, his eyes shut and don't open again. He falls into a full comatose state. Which, although it is very scary for Zack, and takes a lot more work and medical equipment, is actually a good sign for his healing. Fighting off mako poisoning this far is already rare.

(In this segment, he is kept fed and hydrated through his IV, but he switches to an NG tube after he wakes up, due to the inconvenience of the IV and continued difficulty swallowing.)

His first signs of waking up were a few weeks before he opened his eyes. He began responding to stimuli, ears flicking at noises, hands tensing, eyes occasionally opening but not for long. It's at this stage that he also starts having nightmares, and becomes more aware of his environment. He has blurry memories from this era, but in the moment he was mostly just confused and distressed, and didn't process it. this took up most of the few weeks.

After some time, he began to have more moments of consciousness and rational thought. He could start to respond to simple questions or requests such as blinking or closing his hands. He only vaguely remembers this. It lasts a few days

when he actually began to wake up, initially he was incredibly upset and confused, not being recovered enough to actually process the situation. This resulted in him lashing out, not knowing where he was and initially not recognizing zack, he struggled and tried to pull his tubes out. This was the final stage to his waking up, only lasts an hour? possibly a few hours? and he was finally fully awake after this!!

When Cloud woke up from his coma, his body was incredibly weak from being bedridden so much. His muscles had atrophied severely over the few months, which put him in a wheelchair as they worked on him recovering.

In this stage, he is mostly determined to improve again. He feels a lot of gratitude towards Zack for taking care of him so much, and a lot of frustration towards himself for not recovering faster.

his next stage was crutches, he recovered his arm strength faster than his legs. He begins to pick up on zack overworking himself, but he's unsure how to approach it, and often ends up saying the wrong thing. (He still uses an NG tube in this era, but he begins to be able to eat on his own, so he doesn't have it in for much longer)

His next stage is using a cane, which he ends up using for a long while. Even after his muscles have recovered, he maintains knee/hip pain for the rest of his life. He also has migraines and memory issues like in canon. At this stage, he begins to get frustrated with Zack more and more. He appreciates Zacks help, but feels frustrated with feeling like Zack doesn't trust him to take care of himself, and upset with how Zack prioritizes Cloud so much over himself. Due to these frustrations, he grows more confrontational. (<- comic linked is not 100% canon to this au, just an example.) Zack is overjoyed that Cloud is awake. He thought Clouds return to consciousness would help his fears and guilt ease, but for some reason he finds himself more worried than ever. He always backs off when Cloud says he wants space, but he finds himself worrying about what Cloud is doing now that he isn't able to be monitoring him all the time, and then guilty for feeling so worried.

#zack lives au #zack fair #my art #cloud strife #zakkura #zack fair ffvii #cloud strife ffvii #zack fair ff7 #cloud strife ff7 #zack x cloud #clack #NOT ALL THE MEDICAL INFORMATION IN HERE IS 100% ACCURATE. i talked to someone who works with caretakers #but i am not a caretaker nor a nurse nor medically trained #plus I smudged some of the facts of comatose and catatonic states to fit with the symptoms cloud displays in canon #so its like.. a fantasy coma and doesn't fully reflect what someone would experience in real life #i hope it isn't too egregiously done if anyone has some critique or suggestions i want to hear them!!!!!#coma cw #medical struggles cw

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eugeneplace · 11 days

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Biggest and Littlest Brother Moment 💙

Bitty B was sleepy so Big Bro Johnny is taking him to bed

Isn't it funny how he can pick them up now that he CAN'T feel chronic back pain?

#world domination tour au #trolls au #trolls branch #trolls brozone #trolls john dory #trolls jd #making Zombie JD be in catatonic state was the best decision i've ever made #still has it. he just ignores it now

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tizzymcwizzy · 11 months

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watched the ml movie

that sure was smth that happened on my screen for real uhuh

#i feel like i'm in a catatonic state rn #more thoughts below‚ no spoilers tho! just thoughts on the movie as a whole #uh #it was not great SJHDHFJG but what where we really expecting huh #overall maybe like 4/10 pushing a 3.5 i'm def gonna have to watch it with better subs visual and audio quality later #excited for the eng dub LMAO #overall there were like 2 or 3 scenes i really liked but MAN that ending was not it #gonna be thinking about it for a while tho #NOT AS BAD AS THE SHANGHAI SPECIAL? CAN I SAY THAT? IDK... IM NOT AS. ENRAGED. MAYBE CAUSE IT'S AN AU #def things going on and happening that i just ???? who did this #extremely incoherent rn if you can't tell #insane . thing. yeah wow ie #tizzy talks #miraculous ladybug #miraculous ladybug awakening #ladybug and cat noir the movie #christ why did they rename this film like 200 times #ml awakening #mlb awakening #i don't even remember which fucking tag i use for it

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the-real-list-of-ominous-threats · 1 year

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not a threat but what's a short story that you read somewhere between 6th grade and 10th grade (or in college literature class) that left you whispering 'what the fuck what the fuck' at the end and recovering for the rest of the day

#yknow like the veldt or harrison bergeron or the scarlet ibis or bananafish #the iconic one is the lottery of course #but for me it was there will come soft rains #i read that one in 7th grade and i don't know if i EVER recovered #it's been 7 years and i STILL think about that damn story #not a threat #read the tags #i only put this here since it would get more interaction here than on my moods blog #literature #short stories #classic lit #i will delete this after i get my answers since it's not a threat #I've gotten a fun new habit of reading crunchy fucked up short stories #yesterday i read a good man is hard to find and where are you going where have you been #(i keep wanting to call that one where did you come from where did you go)#fuck you cotton eyed joe #anyway i was in like a catatonic state after reading those #and then i went to paranormal club :)

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ghcstcd · 2 years

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A couple Bismuth sketches. Mr. Ghoul, you are so pretty.

#the band ghost #ghost bc #ghost oc #ghoul oc #ghart #ghost fanart #ghost ghoul #if you think he looks like he'd give good hugs #you are correct #Bismuth crystals are known for not only being very grounding #but helping with feelings of isolation. As well as dispelling catatonic states #although he appears aloof and stoic on the surface #he's incredibly helpful in a team setting and a supportive companion #Bismuth facts <3 #the band ghost fanart #ghcstcd

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valeriefauxnom · 22 days

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Euden's Headphones

...Have dragon wings on them, in Dragalia Lost's JP only Radio because of course they would! Basically, for Radio Castle, it seemed like they just had Cleo's and Euden's JP voice actors sit around and chat. But I still hadn't seen this art of them that they'd made for it.

Nevertheless, that is all. Dragon wing headphones.

#Euden: Anyways guys we're back to my list of the 1000 cutest dragons...picking it back up at number 13: Gloom Drake!#...Proceeds to immediately fall back in a catatonic state at seeing such cuteness and frustrating the rest of the group...#...Who tried to insist that he not be involved with this project but to no avail.#But he got a list done! Eventually! It only took 3 agonizing years for him+everyone around him but he got it!#This is my interpretation of what would happen if Comic!Euden and the gang got transported to a time with radio haha #In any case I hope someone might like seeing this kind of 'rare' art that we never would've naturally seen over here!#dragalia lost #dragalia

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asparklethatisblue · 6 months

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Any time I try to leave town or go out and do stuff for my stupid mental health something happens�� like today it was raining in the morning and the wind broke my umbrella and now I have a 1 hour bus ride FULL of extremely loud happy middle aged women… so loud I can’t hear my podcast. I’m gonna have an overstimulated meltdown from their laughter alone, it’s so loud 🫠

#but it’s either that or lying on the floor in a catatonic depressed state

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hauntingofhalstead · 17 days

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Susie Glass's Ultimate 'Cool Girl' Playlist

Ladykillers by Lush

Linger by The Cranberries

Army Dreamers by Kate Bush

Naive by The Kooks

Say You'll Be There by Spice Girls

You Know I'm No Good by Amy Winehouse

Liability by Lorde

Would You Rather by Phoebe Bridgers

Last Words Of A Shooting Star by Mitski

Peace by Taylor Swift

Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood

Robbers by The 1975

K. by Cigarettes After Sex

The Adults are Talking by The Strokes

505 by Arctic Monkeys

#she still owns spice girls merch from their concert when she was eleven #she sings along to their songs in the car and eddie is absolutely shocked into a catatonic state #yes susie glass appreciates taylor swift and her business skills this is canon to me #susie glass #the gentlemen #the gentlemen netflix

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abimee · 9 months

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i sew entirely by hand and i recognize that this is innefficant in that what takes me 2 days could take me like 25 minutes and that my stitches are sloppier this way but i also refuse to submit to the machine yet purely on the grounds of needing a hobby that will consume large chunks of my time so that i dont get bored enough to accidently fall into a dark place. like playing league of legends

#the not joke answer actually is that #suffer from maladaptive daydreaming so a lot of my internal time is consumed in fantasy so i need something to do to make sure #i dont just sit in a catatonic state and dream all day. instead i sew and dream all day #this isnt some little stuff either i daydream so often that theres periods of time every day i dont recall because i wasnt present #to experience them i was busy in my head #once again this is a problem of my bipolar and it is a sensitive topic i am sharing with you all so you have to be nice 2 me

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nerdfuratu · 8 months

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My fav fiona apple pics . She is SO!

#drunkinly opens pinterest and scrolls through my fiona board in a catatonic state #shut up eddie #fiona apple

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dailykugisaki · 5 months

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Day fourty-seven | id in alt

Do the stars look as red as these floors?

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #IM trying to do backgrounds so i can stop with the constant vibrant pink bgs #its not the best but its honest work with how im a complete novice at it #and the fact it was a small area with a small #everything was small i do this thang on my phone wit mh finger m tryin #i jusy miss her so bad #and if nothing is gonna happen then p soon i will be genuinely making new lore myself for her #IF GEGE WONT FEED ME THEN ILL FEED MYSELF DAMMIT #Enjoy this food and enjoy the episode!#we'll all be in a catatonic state probably #see yall at the mental ward LMAOOO

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mitsies · 9 months

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Hi!! Hello—I hope you don’t think I’m stalkerish, but I’m the author of Intrinsic Warmth and I came across your tumblr and oh my gosh I just wanted to say thank you ??? This is insane

I am so incredibly honoured (???) that you think so highly of my silly little Gojo fanfiction. Like, genuinely. Its description in your rec list nearly made me cry—it is so flattering and so ridiculous to me that people actually enjoy my little side hobby (which is IW)?? I write it with nowhere near the dedication that some ao3 authors do—I’m a hobby busybody as well as a school neek, which is why updates take so long!!!—and so I literally do not expect people to stick around to follow it, like, at all. And the fact that people do?? And that they look forward to updates??! I feel like I’m repeating myself but I’m genuinely in shock.

I’m trying to think of coherent things to say but I am struggling so hard, oh my gosh. I genuinely cannot convey how baffling it is to see people talking about IW in a way not directed specifically at me, like comments, or something (which is another thing!! The fact that someone—like, *you*!!—has put my fic on a REC LIST?!?! INSANE!!! *I* use rec lists! All the time!! Wtf?!?! Being put on a rec list, that’s for real ao3 authors, and I’m just someone who writes on ao3, man! Insane. Truly insane). So you know, this has been sent to the girls’ groupchat because I needed someone to freak out about it to.

I don’t even know what to say. I saw a post you made about saving IW in case ao3 went down again?? Firstly, I can assure you that ao3 is in no danger and that it’s not going anywhere—but dude, if for whatever reason some random bloody nuclear disaster doomsday apocalypse happens and it does go down, I will literally send you the latest chapters direct >:) Do not fear. Truly the least I can do, my lord.

Jesus, I feel like I need to do something! Like, is there something you want from me?? LMAO. I feel like a poser. It’s like at the end of 2013 wattpad stories where the author would host a q&a with their characters / themself. Can I answer some cool elusive question over here on tumblr?? IDK. I have no idea but I just want to show my thanks for genuinely making my week, good lord.

I think I’ve conveyed how bloody insane this is for me. I’m truly so grateful. This is wild. You’re the best. Thank you so much.

oh my GOSH. i just want to start this off by saying .. this is so embarrassing for me. holy SHIT this is embarrassing — and insane, of course, and shocking, and so so many things but i am so sorry you had to watch me fangirl 25/8 over your work.

right now how i'm feeling could best be described as a cult leader (because i think i've started a small cult in your name.. sorry) whose like deity has come down in human form to speak to them for the first time. like this is so insane, i can't fully verbalise how crazy getting this ask is 😭 in case you havent picked up im a big fan!! i know i sound absolutely insane rn and i sincerely hope i don't sound as big of an idiot as i feel but i have quite literally sent voice notes upwards of 20 minutes to my friend about your work like i am SUCH a fan

i have received so many asks, messages, dms of people who have read IW at my recommendation and it is so fully deserved :,) you are such an insanely talented wordsmith and i don't think i've ever read a fic that conveys characters in such depth and with that level of emotional complexity. i admire you and your writing so insanely much, honestly in the least weird, least crazy, least stalker way possible you are such an inspiration to me in my own writing — you are so eloquent and verbose, in a way i aspire to be !! so you're not only a fantastic writer but you're a baseline, inspiration, & motivator, and i can't thank you enough for that

i genuinely believe that intrinsic warmth is one of the most amazing things i've read on ao3, and my fav fic work overall like ever forever and ever like honestly i could be dead in the ground 6ft under and halfway to hell and i'd still find time for my monthly reread 😭😭 it's absolutely insane that you say this makes your week because oh my gosh, i will be thinking about this for the rest of the month. might even add "thatdesklamp noticed xx" to my bio for good measure ! honest to god in my silly little head u are a celebrity and im like a crazy fangirl jumping at ur feet like a chihuahua or something .. would literally jump off a bridge if you asked me to !

with all that being said, i don't think i am graceful enough to convey the absolute adoration i hold for you and your writing. like wow. like holy shit like woooow wow. that's all i've got left in me — you are amazing, i hope you know that . welcome to tumblr, trust that this will likely not be the last u hear of my fangirling :,) SO MUCH LOVE!

#don't even worry because this ask went straight to my gc so i could rave abt you even more #you ARE a real ao3 author are u kidding and in my humble unbiased opinion u are one of the best #im still in shock and will take 3-7 days to come out of a catatonic state rn so excuse this half-hearted response u deserve the world #mitz asks #TLDR: im ur biggest fan.

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severefartoholic · 5 months

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Seeing a pafl mention anywhere in the wild of the internet that isn't on an extremely nieche space is so fucking scary. Wdym your favorite character is Sanya...

#pafl #parties are for losers #bro i get so shocked i go into a catatonic state #a tiktok comment inspired this post

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lukesturns · 10 months

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ive never been so thankful that minis are announced immediately at the gala in my life because if we had to wait all night for mini female I think I’d literally pass out

#might pass out anyway #im so nervous #mrs szyndlar must be in a catatonic state right now

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teejaystumbles · 1 year

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I'm finally reading Hounds and I am in love with the idea that Hob was colour-blind before gradually healing that after being made immortal, and I can't stop thinking about how it must have been for him to see his stranger in colour one day, seeing the red of the ruby and the pale rose colour of his lips and anyway I think that whole thing alone about seeing colour would make a fic on its own.

#i love this fic #it's slow and i ache for Dream's catatonic state but it's lovely #dreamling #the sandman fanfiction #ramble #hounds

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