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The LU boys as things my brothers have done: part 1! part 2
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greenscreen-dress · 6 months
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I wish all Precure seasons that attempt to force a reciprocated romance between young teen magical girls and animal-fairy mascots that turn into Ambiguously Adult Hot Guys™ a very Stop That Immediately Dear Gourd Why. 🫠
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diorsluv · 2 months
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feather , part 35
“ i’m up, where i’m at ”
series m. list previous chapter
slightly (ish) suggestive again, nothing extremely explicit (kind of)
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yourusername i love my boyfriend and his silly little friends
tagged: lhughes_06, markestapa, edwards.73, mackie.samo, dylanduke25, jackhughes, _quinnhughes, trevorzegras, adamfantilli, rutgermcgroarty
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lhughes_06 why does trevor get his own picture when I’M your boyfriend
→ yourusername it’s because he’s secretly the favorite but don’t tell him i said that
→ lhughes_06 but it makes it look like you’re dating him and not me ☹️
→ yourusername lukey no it doesn’t dw
→ trevorzegras I KNEW I WAS THE FAVORITE
lhughes_06 also you’re so sappy and i love you more
→ yourusername ☺️
rutgermcgroarty “silly little friends” is crazy but we sorta love you too so we’ll let it slide
→ yourusername quit acting like you’re so indifferent to me 🙄
→ rutgermcgroarty luke would beat us up if we professed our love to you
→ lhughes_06 very true
username20 i’ve been waiting MONTHS for this to happen
username9 my cuties
adamfantilli you suck at basketball
→ yourusername it was a 3v1. you’re like 6’2. you’re all men.
→ adamfantilli and??? you would probably lose against mackie’s sisters too
→ mackie.samo is that a dig against my sisters
→ adamfantilli NO i’m just saying that she’s really bad and it doesn’t matter who she plays against 😰😰
→ mackie.samo uh huh… i got my eye on you
username77 there seems to be a recurring trend with the shopping carts..
→ username43 they just love the shopping carts
_quinnhughes burger king??
→ yourusername THE KING OF THE BURGERS 🙏
→ lhughes_06 she wanted a milkshake
→ _quinnhughes so if she wanted to drive your car into a tree would you let her
→ yourusername WHAT no why would he ever let me do that
→ lhughes_06 yes i would and then i’d just buy another car
→ yourusername LUKE NO
mackie.samo you know what would be really funny
→ yourusername i have a feeling it’s not gonna be funny
→ yourusername but go ahead
→ mackie.samo what if barclay and super why came back
→ lhughes_06 who the fuck are barclay and super why
→ lhughes_06 OH WAIT
→ yourusername god i hope not
→ mackie.samo 🫢
→ yourusername ur thinking up some devious shit aren’t u mack
→ lhughes_06 stop praying on our downfall man
luca.fantilli what the flippity flapjacks i’m not in the post
→ yourusername that’s the exact reason you’re not in the post
→ luca.fantilli MAN WHAT THE CRAP
→ yourusername stop this rn
→ adamfantilli mom and dad said they’re disowning you
→ luca.fantilli GOSH DIDDLY DARN IT 😔
→ markestapa what the fuck
username10 NO RESTRICTED COMMENTS THE DAY HAS FINALLY COME
edwards.73 i heard your back break when we all piled on top of you
→ yourusername i’m actually in the hospital rn because of your ass
→ edwards.73 aw my ass is so fat you’re in the hospital!! 😘
→ yourusername ha ha ha. 😒
→ lhughes_06 bro stop trying to seduce my girlfriend
→ edwards.73 I’M NOT THOUGH??!!
→ lhughes_06 THEN LEAVE HER ALONE
username62 tell me why that first pic is so fucking obx coded
→ username27 OH MY GOD IT IS
→ username15 YOU’RE SO RIGHT??
dylanduke25 i’m so hot
→ yourusername yes you are duker 🫶🫶
→ lhughes_06 oh ☹️
→ dylanduke25 you’re so whiny luke YOU’RE LITERALLY DATING HER
colecaufield the leafs hoodie..
→ yourusername i won’t name drop but i think you can tell who it is 😰
→ rutgermcgroarty 🫢
→ markestapa 😱
→ lhughes_06 😟
→ trevorzegras 😥
→ adamfantilli 😧
→ colecaufield WHICH ONE OF YOU WAS IT
→ yourusername he refuses to admit who he is
jackhughes i think my heels touched the back of my head
→ yourusername that’s an outer banks quote if i’ve ever seen one 🫡
→ lhughes_06 jj maybank dupe
→ jackhughes you wish you were a jj maybank dupe lhughes_06
→ lhughes_06 you’re not even blond 🙄
username17 how does it feel to LIVE MY DREAM luke 😔
→ yourusername i’m willing to split my love between you and luke 🫶
markestapa posting me shirtless while dating my best friend?? scandalous 😱
→ yourusername stop trying to instigate random shit mark
username98 too cute 💗
elblue6 you two never change 💖💖
→ yourusername ily mama hughes 🥰
→ lhughes_06 mom i lost a sock
_alexturcotte crazy how i’m not in ANY of the pictures 😊😊😊
→ yourusername all you boys are so needy
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lhughes_06 my favorite dates with my girl 💘
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yourusername stop it you’re making me blush 🤬
→ lhughes_06 that was the point baby
msamoskevich this is so unaesthetic
→ lhughes_06 like you could do better???
→ msamoskevich i could actually
→ yourusername THAT’S WHAT I KEEP TELLING HIM
→ msamoskevich babe you gotta fix your man
→ yourusername i’ll make him my little aesthetic boy don’t you worry
→ lhughes_06 should i be scared
→ msamoskevich be terrified 😍
username86 they’re actually so in love that it physically pains me
username20 horrible taste in froyo but it’s okay they’re cute together
markestapa pottery..???
→ lhughes_06 shut up it makes her happy
→ yourusername shut up it makes me happy
→ markestapa i’m shutting up because it makes you happy 🙄
→ lhughes_06 yay
→ yourusername yay
edwards.73 GO KARTS
→ lhughes_06 ik u wanna be us so bad
→ edwards.73 I DO
→ yourusername fanboy type shit
_quinnhughes you guys are always teaming up against all of us
→ lhughes_06 and???
→ yourusername you got a problem with it??
→ _quinnhughes yes i do actually
→ lhughes_06 suck it up
→ yourusername walk it off
username4 i need someone to take me on a date like luke does with our lil drizz
username31 those toppings…
trevorzegras 🤮
→ lhughes_06 😑
→ yourusername ☹️
→ jackhughes 🤮
→ _quinnhughes 🤮
→ rutgermcgroarty 🤮
→ markestapa 🤮
→ _alexturcotte 🤮
→ jamie.drysdale 🤮
→ luca.fantilli 🤮
→ mackie.samo 🤮
→ adamfantilli 🤮
→ dylanduke25 🤮
→ edwards.73 🤮
→ colecaufield 🤮
→ lhughes_06 goddammit
adamfantilli god i hate you both
→ lhughes_06 🤯
→ yourusername the feeling is mutual!!! 😘
→ lhughes_06 why the kissy face 🤨🤨
→ yourusername I’M SORRY
→ lhughes_06 it’s okay 😁
username22 MY CUTIES
username15 gross yuck barf vomit (oh my god he’s so in love)
username49 buy the ring rn luke.
rutgermcgroarty if you don’t stop posting about each other holy shit
→ lhughes_06 me and my girl at your service 🫡
→ yourusername me and my man at your service 🫡
→ rutgermcgroarty do you just copy everything he says
→ yourusername do you just get on my nerves to piss me off
→ rutgermcgroarty i can’t believe you just found that out
dylanduke25 you should see our dms
→ lhughes_06 oh god
→ yourusername THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH OUR DMS
→ dylanduke25 yeah except you complain to me every time he breathes in a girl’s direction
→ yourusername THATS NOT TRUE
→ lhughes_06 awww you’re jealous?
→ yourusername NO
→ lhughes_06 it’s okay to be a little jealous sometimes i know it’s hard
→ yourusername SHUT UP I DONT GET JEALOUS
luca.fantilli WE GET IT UR DATING
→ lhughes_06 WE GET IT UR JEALOUS
→ luca.fantilli 🖕
username57 pop quiz who hates dryshughes the most
→ lhughes_06 trick question they all hate us equally
jamie.drysdale my sister won’t stop talking about you MAKE HER SHUT UP
→ lhughes_06 i have a lot of ways i can shut her up
→ jamie.drysdale OH GOD EW NO GROSS
→ yourusername LUKE
→ _quinnhughes LUKE
→ jackhughes LUKE
→ lhughes_06 WHAT ITS NOT LIKE IM LYING
mackie.samo IS THAT GO KARTING DATE THE REASON SHE SKIPPED OUR WEEKLY SPONGEBOB MARATHON
→ lhughes_06 ……….no……?
→ mackie.samo LUKE WARREN HUGHES
→ lhughes_06 THERES NO NEED FOR THE GOVERNMENT NAME
colecaufield aw you two are adorable
→ lhughes_06 you’re like the uncle no one invited to the family reunion
→ colecaufield absolutely uncalled for
→ yourusername LUKEY WHAT
→ lhughes_06 that was a bit mean i apologize
→ colecaufield just a bit huh???
jackhughes apparently mom shows dad every single post you make about lil drizz
→ lhughes_06 i know he keeps texting me about it
→ _quinnhughes he has like 20 burner accounts so he can like all your posts
→ lhughes_06 wait WHAT
→ lhughes_06 is that who keeps liking my posts like a second after i post them
username83 remember the song quoting era yall were so cute trying to be slick
username50 wondering when luke will finally start sharing his gf
→ lhughes_06 never
_alexturcotte so you’re like her uber driver
→ lhughes_06 i guess so
→ _alexturcotte you guess so?? 😭
→ lhughes_06 i mean i’m also like her golfer
→ _alexturcotte golfer????
→ lhughes_06 i fill her holes up pretty good too
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→ yourusername LUKE WHAT THE FUCK
→ jackhughes bro we all saw that
→ markestapa THERES NO POINT IN DELETING IT CUZ TURCS SENT A SS IN THE GC
→ trevorzegras YOU’RE NOT FUCKING SLICK MY DUDE
→ lhughes_06 maybe i’m not but she is fs trevorzegras
→ rutgermcgroarty UR JUST MAKING IT WORSE MAN
→ jamie.drysdale GOOD FUCKING LORD THATS MY SISTER
→ adamfantilli WHAT THE HELLLLL 🗣️
series m. list notes ) so TECHNICALLY this is the epilogue and the last chapter of the feather au (it doesn’t really feel like it is) but i mean i’m ofc going to be open to you guys sending requests and thoughts about my dryshughes babies because we all love them too much and i might also add more bonus chapters like later on and stuff but yeah!! i guess this is the end… for now 😈
tags: @aliaology @hockeyboysarehot @absolutelyhugh3s @jackquinnswife @freds-slut @love4ldr @blueeyedbesson @43hughes @v1olentdelights @dancerbailey3 @random-human02 @ho3forfakeguys@loveforaugust@cstads-blog@h0e4fictionalme-n@bunting58
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bleachbleachbleach · 6 months
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
Thank you to @recurring-polynya my beloved for the tag!
I tag everyone who writes fanfic who hasn't done it yet! because I love reading these kinds of things
1) How many works do you have on AO3?
203, 11 under bleachbleachbleach.
2) What's your total AO3 word count?
827,868
3) What fandoms do you write for?
I currently write for Bleach!
4) Top 5 fics by kudos?
I use a site skin that hides kudos/comment count/bookmark/hit data on all of the fics on AO3, because they make me feel bad about myself.
5) Do you respond to comments?
Yes! I post my fanfic on the Internet because I want to talk to people about these characters and these stories. Of course I’m going to take the opportunity. If someone comments on a fic of mine, chances are I’ve probably re-read the whole fic before replying, because, again, I’m going to TAKE that opportunity.
6) What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
All my fics are fairly dour the entire time, but I don’t think they tend to end badly. I’m most interested in the afterwards of something having ended badly (and/or something that is probably going to end badly, but hasn’t yet and maybe it won’t).
7) What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
All my fics are fairly dour the entire time (she says, again), but happiest overall and happiest ending is probably Some Things, because nothing hard is obviously about to happen right after it ends (e.g. Aizen, the Winter War, the rest of TYBW, etc.).
8) Do you get hate on fics?
Hate, not usually. Passive-aggressive dismissiveness or unsolicited critique, yes.
9) Do you write smut?
I’ve written sexual content, but idk if it’s technically smut? In that the point of it is often not arousal. Like, I’m not expecting anyone to want to read it because it promises to be sexually satisfying and scorching hot. Usually the characters are Going Through It and either the sex is incidental or it makes everything worse. I love either an inconsequential bathroom fuck or sex that exists somewhere on the spectrum of Weird. All of which can be kink in itself, yes! But I’ve never written anything and thought, "yeah, THIS, this is gonna make someone nut."
10) Do you write crossovers?
No, but if I did it would be about Iba being great friends with King from Run with the Wind. This is THE crossover canon of all time, mark me.
11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not as far as I know. 
12) Have you ever had a fic translated?
I’m not sure? I’ve had people offer, usually never to be heard from again, but I think it may have happened once, a long time ago.
13) Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes, but I didn’t really enjoy the process. Or didn’t *get* it? I guess I don’t really understand how it works? I barely understand how RP could work, lol. 
Obviously we run this blog in tandem, and have co-written posts. I regularly hop into docs with multiple authors for things like abstracts, copy, organizational statements, etc. But fanfic is, to me, a completely different creature. That’s between you and the characters.
14) What's your all-time favorite ship?
I don’t think I’ve ever thought about a ship in this way. This is not about fandom or fanfic, but I will say I’ve reliably cried about David/Patrick’s wedding (and entire courtship) EVERY time I’ve watched Schitt’s Creek. S-tier.
15) What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?
I used to be someone of many fics and many WIPs, but in Bleach I am someone with one WIP and a selection of other posted fics, all of which have been pinched off of my one WIP, like little spider plants.
16) What are your writing strengths?
My strength is that I enjoy the process of writing fanfic. Like, obviously it’s frustrating when something isn’t coming together, or is just bad (though sometimes it’s still enjoyable even when I know the product itself is bad). Sure, it’s often DISTINCTLY UN-FUN if this is happening while the fic is on deadline, but overall I like writing fanfic, and I find I don’t relate to most "writers avoiding writing" memes I see. (Well, with work writing, I find them highly relatable. I’ve heard there are people in my profession who enjoy work writing. COULDN’T BE ME.) By god, I did not wrest away this time to write fanfic, only to NOT enjoy it!!
Product-wise, my strength is that I know my taste, at least, so I usually like the things I post, even if I don’t think they did everything well. Craft-wise, my personal favorite trait of my own writing is the rhythm and repetition, and the layering of metaphor that results.
17) What are your writing weaknesses?
How badly I want to hear from people after I have shared something. My father once told me (not about fanfic lol) that "not everything requires a response" but man, if I’m going to put my heart on the line, my heart requires one, regardless of whether the greater balance of the universe does. 
Craft-wise, I think my weakness is sometimes leaving too much to implication (and the opposite, overwriting or overmechanizing, executed out of fear of leaving too much to implication).
18) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?
For Bleach, I consider all dialogue as already in-translation, even though the only language these fics exist in is English. Depending no how important I think the dialogue is or how well-versed I am in how the character speaks in Japanese, I will sometimes spend a lot of time thinking about how the scene would go in Japanese, and what the best translation would be for that in English. I’m nowhere near fluent in Japanese; I just really like translation theory. In practice, the way this works is like, I’ll have a certain grammatical construction in mind, or an order of phrases in mind, and then I spend a lot of time deciding if what I want for the scene is a "Nabokov does Onegin" translation (literal, "pure," estranging), or a "Pushkin does Shakespeare" translation (in the artistic idiom of the target language). This kind of playground is one of the things I love most about Bleach, and one of the reasons I started writing for Bleach in the first place. I really enjoy it!
I am not fluent enough in any language other than English to want to write dialogue in it. I think all of you who write fanfic outside of your primary language(s) are phenomenal.
19) First fandom you wrote for?
Online and disseminated to others? Inuyasha, back when you had to also build the website to host it. (We discovered FFN later, lol.)
20) Favorite fic you've ever written?
I really like most of the fic I’ve written, to be honest. I think that’s probably less true of things pre-2009, but probably some of that stuff, too. Some are more take or leave, but of everything I’ve written in the last five years, there’s only one where I looked at the title just now and thought 'ehhhh.'
On this blog, I try to avoid talking in the specific about things I’ve made that aren’t for Bleach, but How Many Thousands is my top favorite. It was written for one of my best friends in the world, before we were actually friends. I consider it my love letter to her.
For Bleach, it’s probably my East Rukongai Soul Train fanfic, which I have  read more times than the entire rest of the planet combined. I have read it many times. Thank you to those of you who also read to the end, because you are one of the highlights of my entire 2023!
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livingincolorsagain · 8 months
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hello dear! so for the asks game:
1. My favorite fic of yours: favorite choices and rough surfaces
2. My favorite chapter in my favorite fic of yours: a close call but chapter 4 of careless whisper has my heart
3. The best character you've written for: sam and bucky I'm not choosing. you write them both perfectly
4. The best ship you've written for: sambucky duh
5. A fic I haven't read yet from you, but I want to: none obviously. (can you say the same, a? can you?)
6. Something I remember vividly from reading one of your fics: TOO MUCH. bucky's monolgue from ch4, they chase the sun like i chase you sunshine, it was dangerous, they both have their scars, sam stopped caring about those a long time ago. how do you think i notice all those little recurring details
7. What made me the most emotional after reading: I don't recall exactly the chapter but you should. it's the careless whisper chapter thay physically pained me I couldn't reread it again immediately. also ch4 again and deadly kiss. you make me cry a lot a
8. What I like the most about your writing: man i fucking love it all. your attention to details, your descriptions, your poetic lines. your deep understanding of the characters, how you say soo much with one simple line. how you set the scene wonderfully, foreshadowings and callback. i love everything
9. A fic i'm excited for you updating/posting: obviously careless whisper
10. A character/ship I didn't enjoy/think about as much before you wrote about them: sarahrhoedy. i never even considered the possibility but now they consumed me
11. Something I wish/hope you write: god I hope you don't take this as pressure but it's gotta be the soulmates au
12. A fic of yours that i've re-read: so many deadly kiss, i replay every embrace, I'm blanking but you know the ones. i think i reread most of them anyway
13. If i've ever shared/talked about your fic to someone else: to anyone who'd listen. uhh i think i did before yes
14. A fic I didn't expect to like so much: favorite choices obviously. and you know why! but dammit that fic is a masterpiece and i adore it so much. made me tear up
15. Aquestion I have about one of your fics: hmmm I always ask the questions as soon as i think of them. let's seeee. do you think you'll make a playlist for careless whisper and share it with us? both songs you used as titles and ones that remind you of it.
okay that's it now if there are typos ignore them im sleepy. byeee <3
hey! hello! omg! I can’t believe you answered all of them omg 😭
not even gonna tag the fics because that’s basically all of them, so instead gonna tag my ao3.
from this list
I don’t even know what to say, I just keep rereading every answer and beaming. Gonna try to say something anyway tho!
2. Chapter 4 of careless whisper also has my heart. The confrontation scene between Sam and Bucky especially is very important. Also I was really happy with the song choice and how it’s echoed throughout the chapter. (I go back and forth between how I feel about my writing in the chapter, but it’s always special to me and ultimately I’m happy with it)
5. No you can’t say that! Have you read my ronarry stuff? No, you didn’t. (Okay and neither can I, but not the point)
6. gonna cry actually. brb
7. That would be chapter 5! I very vividly remember you reading it for the first time and our very emotional conversation afterwards. (Sorry for making you cry a lot)
8. (another crying break) omg you have no idea how much this means to me. thank you so much baby <333
10. sarahrhodey for the win!
11. one day. i promise. it deserves to see the light of day
14. it’s still absolutely crazy to me how much you like that fic. i didn’t even think you’d read it and you not only read, it’s one of your favourites now. man
15. I think I might, yes. Maybe towards the end.
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i-can-even-burn-salad · 9 months
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Writeblr Positivity Tag
I was not technically tagged by @winterandwords but I'm still grabbing it from the open tag, and leave it as such :)
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1. What motivates you to write?
If I don't do it, no one else will write what I want to see.
2. A line/short snippet of your writing that you are most proud/happy of. If not maybe share a line of someone else's work you love (just please credit them)
Gonna pick the lines that finished a 300k words project spread over 2 novels and 2 novellas :D
“But are you?” he asked after a moment, a hint of uncertainty on his face. “Happy, I mean. Is this how you imagined it?” Merridy looked from the airy, creme-white curtains to the shimmering rainbow glass shards, and out the window, where in the distance the ocean sparkled in the sun. She raised her gaze to Damien, his eyes fixed on her as if nothing else mattered. “No,” she whispered. “It’s better.”
3. Which OC makes you smile every time you think/talk about them and what are they like?
We all know how obsessed I am with Damien, but another char that makes me happy is Riordan. I mean — how could a char I introduced as "fancy boots" not make me smile?
Between all the sad guys and tragic backstories, he's just happy and kind (and a bit naive and rude :D), with a nice family, a good life and some fun quirks. He's absolutely the friend Merry and Damien needed.
4. What process of writing do you enjoy the most?
Finishing. Finishing a chapter. Finishing a book with the last little piece fallen into place. Finishing formatting. Just. Being done with something. I am constantly haunted by the fear my interest might vanish before I am done, so being done is... awesome.
Also then I get to make my friends cry then, so that's that.
5. What part of writing do you think you are the best at? (Yes stroke your own ego it's okay)
Sadness :)
6. What is something in the writeblr community is most enjoyable?
Writing can be so very lonely. Spending hours upon hours putting silly little words into a silly little document, no I can't show you anything because I am not done, but listen to me talk about my char you don't know so you don't understand anything about what I am saying.
But here, we all understand the struggle and share the excitement.
7. A writing tool/device you use that helps you with writing? (It could be speech to text, a writing program etc)
Uh. Nothing really exists. I used to write in txt files, now I am in google docs so I can share more easily, which means I have at least a basic spell check now (which is nice, but also no google, I'm not talking about his sons.)
I guess InDesign (some shitty version from 2007) and Calibre are closest - I use them to format my books for printing and as ebook. Calibre is a rock star. InDesign is also the only program I've found so far that correctly fixes straight quotation marks in existing text when pasting in.
8. A piece of worldbuilding that you like in your own story? (It could be the magic system, a particular place in the story, a law etc)
I am a sucker for tying all stories together in some way — recurring characters and places through standalone books, stuff like that. A lot of it is conveniently put on the back of the Order of Fire. It's an order dedicated to gathering and preserving knowledge. They have citadels all over the place, they need scientists, scholars, mercenaries and housekeeping staff, they can connect people from different parts of the world when I need it.
9. What piece of advice would you say to encourage others to write if they are having a rough patch?
I don't know. There's so many reasons for a "rough patch", and every single one requires different advice. For example, "take a break" would be the worst thing I could do right now.
Your story is worth it. Only you can write it. Yes, even if it takes time. Yes, even if similar ones exist. Yes, even if it contains unpopular tropes. Yes.
10. Tag some people whose works you love/have been your biggest supporters
I have a list of my fav works here and I appreciate everyone who ever read my stuff and left a like or comment 💜
But as for support, @alittlewhump @verkja and @starlit-hopes-and-dreams are single(triple)handedly keeping my sanity up. I've found my people in more than one way, and I will stick to you like chewing gum you stepped into. I love you.
Template below the cut:
1. What motivates you to write?
2. A line/short snippet of your writing that you are most proud/happy of. If not maybe share a line of someone else's work you love (just please credit them)
3. Which OC makes you smile every time you think/talk about them and what are they like?
4. What process of writing do you enjoy the most?
5. What part of writing do you think you are the best at? (Yes stroke your own ego it's okay)
6. What is something in the writeblr community is most enjoyable?
7. A writing tool/device you use that helps you with writing? (It could be speech to text, a writing program etc)
8. A piece of worldbuilding that you like in your own story? (It could be the magic system, a particular place in the story, a law etc)
9. What piece of advice would you say to encourage others to write if they are having a rough patch?
10. Tag some people whose works you love/have been your biggest supporters
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triviareads · 8 months
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How do you feel about kink in romance novels? Do you feel like it's becoming too normalized in romance? I wish authors would put warnings at the beginning if there is going to be a kink but a lot of them don't.
Alrighty let's break this down. I'm fine with reading kink in romance novels. Some of my favorite romance novels (erotic and otherwise) have kink in them and fair few of my favorite authors write kink. I read a lot of fanfiction back in the day that a) exposed me to a variety of kinks (thanks ao3 tagging system) and b) also made me a pretty indiscriminate reader (obviously I have some limits) so I'll read anything if it's well written, regardless of whether it has kink in it or not.
As for "too normalized"... look, kink is a part of a lot of peoples' lives irl so I don't think there's such a thing as "too normalized" if reality is being reflected in our romance novels (also.... "too normalized" smacks of neo-puritanism to me). I haven't been a romance reader for very long, but I feel like (again, reflecting the fact that kink is a part of a lot of peoples' lives, in a sexual sense or otherwise) romance authors have been writing about kink for longer than we think, even if it's in subtle ways. Listen, I joke about Lisa Kleypas' recurring thing where she writes heroes with vague foot fetishes but it's a great example of subtle but present kink in older(ish) romance novels (see: Nikolas Angelovsky's her-foot-on-his-dick moment in Prince of Dreams which was written in 1995, and of course Simon Hunt in Secrets of a Summer Night, whose foot fetish I documented in this compilation). And then there's more obviously kinky books like Anne Rice's The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty (written in 1983). I do think kink in romances has become more mainstream in the last decade-ish since Fifty Shades came out but even then, the quality has varied vastly. The ones I've been recced that seem more inspired by Fifty Shades, contemporary or historical, tend to be... very bland. A rich guy, a Dom/sub relationship, many a chastising "bad girl", and she's gonna get her (pardon my indelicacy) ass beat by him at some point. Other authors like Tiffany Reisz (who cites Anne Rice as one influence) and Sierra Simone (who was, in part, inspired by Tiffany Reisz) write kink more subversively and in a way that I find more entertaining to read. Also, a misconception I think a lot of people have about kink in romance novels is that it has to be BDSM, which isn't accurate. One of my favorite romance novels I've read this year, Minx by Sophie Lark, mostly dealt in pet play and exhibitionism.
As for content warnings, from what I've seen a lot of authors do include them in their books or on their websites, and yes, I agree it would be helpful for any author to include pertinent content warnings, but here's my thing: ultimately, it's your responsibility to vet the media you choose to consume if you're that worried. Go online, check out the author's website and read some reviews. As flawed as it can get with its tagging system, check out romance.io. Ultimately, it's your choice in what you consume, and dealing with it by calling kink "too normalized" because you are uncomfortable isn't it.
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Snow On the Beach Chapter One
"did you ever hear about the girl who got frozen?"
Summary:
Former Avenger Leila Whittaker lost everything in the snap–her chosen family, her reputation, and the love of her life. Three years later, she’s keeping a low profile in New York when Natasha, the de facto leader of the intelligence community, calls her back into the field for some undercover work. Leila finds herself paired with Scott Lang, known to the public as Ant-Man and known to Leila as some guy she met on the Raft six years ago.
This is fine. Leila is content with sticking with what remains of her team, and keeping the rest of the world at arm’s length. Most of them want to be there, now, anyway. And that’s fine. 
It’s fine, except that Scott Lang turns out to have a way of getting under her skin, in a way she can’t quite shake off. 
Chapter Summary: Scott and Leila both agree to get back in the game.
Warnings: None
Pairings: Scott Lang/OFC, past Steve Rogers/OFC
Tags: @ocappreciation @arrthurpendragon @suethor @notaboutcat (let me know if you'd like to be added or removed from this list!)
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Out of all the recurring nightmares Leila’s had over the course of her life–and there have been many–this one might be the most versatile. 
Sometimes it starts differently, but it always leads to the same place. She's on a stage, being controlled by puppet strings, and she looks up and finds the person controlling the strings, and it's always different, but pulling from the same pool of people. Everyone who’s ever interfered with her autonomy. Thanos, David, Johnny. Iain Warner, one time. Her past self, with blank, emotionless eyes, a few times. Occasionally more than one person, even if the people in question never met in real life. 
It’s Thanos, this time. She locks eyes with him, and as always, she wakes up. 
Leila isn't a shrink, but it's not hard to figure out what the dream means. What's trickier, and what she hasn't quite figured out yet, is what to do about it. 
She sighs and drags herself out of bed, and tries to shake the nightmare off. Sometimes she can't; sometimes it haunts her all day. A few times she's woken up into a panic attack. Today, though, is one of her better days; she can already feel it slipping out of her mind like sand through her fingers. 
She’s on her third chai latte when her phone rings. “I'm on my way,” she lies. 
“Hello to you too.” Natasha sounds amused. 
“Thought you were Tony,” Leila replies, stirring her latte absently. “I'm heading up there today. It's Morgan’s birthday.”
“Be sure to enjoy it, because I need you to come in tomorrow.” 
Leila pauses. “So this isn't a social call,” she says, hiding her unease under a layer of snark. 
“'Fraid not, Princess.” Despite being out of the field for years, Leila’s nickname, derived from her codename–Snow White–lives on. Old habits die hard, she supposes. Natasha has been calling her that for…almost a decade, now. 
“I'm retired, Nat.”
“No, you're clinically depressed. There's a difference.”
“Thanks, Doctor Romanoff, I'll keep that in mind.”
“You can ponder it more tomorrow when you come in.”
“Make someone else do it.”
“We need someone with your specific skill set.”
“Make Talos do it.”
“He's busy.”
“Then make Gravik do it.”
“Also busy.”
“Then make–”
“Stop naming skrulls. Besides, we need someone with your experience with organized crime.”
“You have that experience, too.”
“I've got a lot on my plate, as I’m sure you can imagine.” 
And Leila can. The responsibility Nat took on in the aftermath of the snap is extraordinary. Sometimes Leila feels bad about rejecting her offer to be her right hand. Then she remembers why she did. 
It's funny, in a way, that the thing that's made her more trouble than she's worth is the one thing that wasn't even her fault. (It wasn't, right?)
“Organized criminals lost people, too. They're not gonna want to talk to me.”
“They won’t be talking to you. They’ll be talking to each other. Or so they think.”
“Yes, I understand how shapeshifting works.”
“Leila,” Nat says, suddenly serious in a way that makes Leila sit up straight. “It’s about the Trust. That’s why we need it to be you.”
Leila takes several moments to process this, making a point to take deep breaths. 
“Fine. I’m in.”
“Good. Meet me at the compound tomorrow at 8.”
“I’ll be there.” 
“Lei–by the way, just so you aren’t taken off guard–you’ll be working with someone.”
Leila tenses reflexively, and tries not to let that tension into her voice. “Who? Anyone I know?”
“You might remember him. His name is Scott Lang.”
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It’s early mornings like this that Scott starts to have reservations about X-Con. He comes into his office, and something about the morning light reminds him of the single office they’d inhabited years prior, lit almost entirely by fluorescents, four desks crowded into the space. Him, Kurt, Luis and Dave. It’s him, Kurt, Luis, and a small number of employees now. 
(He wonders sometimes, which office Dave would’ve taken, and if he would’ve liked it.) 
The success of the business is great, of course. It’s great to be able to help support Cassie. It’s great to be able to keep people employed that would otherwise be exactly where Scott was when he got out of prison. And it’s great to help keep people safe. 
The only problem is that the business didn’t start growing to this level until right after the snap. Scott doesn’t have, like, hard data to prove it, but he can never shake the idea that there’s a cause-and-effect there. People, now more than ever, want to feel safe. X-Con can’t protect people against genocidal aliens, unfortunately, but it can help them feel protected. Scott knows he isn’t doing anything wrong, technically–why people give him their business is their own prerogative–but sometimes it feels opportunistic, anyway. 
He’s at his desk, going over his schedule for the day, when the door to his office swings open. “You have a visitor,” Jez announces. 
“You could’ve used the phone,” Scott says without looking up. 
“But then I wouldn’t get to spend this quality time with my favorite brother,” she replies, leaning in the doorway. 
“I’ll be sure and let Matt know you said that.”
“He knows what he did.”
If Scott had more time, he’d probably take the bait, but he doesn’t. “Can you send the client in? It’s a tight schedule today.” 
Jez gives a lazy salute and heads back to the front desk. Weeks ago, their usual secretary had resigned, and Jez has been “filling in” ever since. She’s not an ex-convict, and she didn't have secretarial experience, which makes her a nepotism hire by any definition, but she needs the work, and Scott’s been watching out for her since she was nine years old. He’s not going to stop now. Besides which, she’s done enough free babysitting for him over the years to have earned it, anyway. 
He’s also pretty sure that nobody here–outside of Luis and Kurt, who knew her pre-X-Con–has figured out that she’s never been to prison. Not that it’s a secret, but still. She’s young, but even on her best behavior, she still has roughly the same personal energy as the Tasmanian Devil from Looney Toons. 
(He remembers her first visit to him in San Quentin. “It’s weird, because I always thought I’d be the first one of us to go to prison,” she’d told him.
“Sorry, first?” he’d asked. 
“Yeah. Me, then you, then Matt.”
“Why would Matt go to prison?”
“Wrong place, wrong time. I’d be locked up on drug charges, obviously.”
“Of course.”)
The door opens. He looks up and smiles. “Hi, I’m Scott, thanks for–” he pauses, and then tries not to sputter. “Hawkeye?”
Clint Barton gives him a half-smile, the kind where Scott can’t quite tell if he’s happy or not. “Scott,” he greets. “Good to see you again.”
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Leila always forgets how beautiful the sky above Tony’s home is until she’s there. It’s one of those summer nights where the twilight seems to last forever, and she knows that once the sun is finally down, the stars in the sky will be actually visible, unlike the city. She can even see a few of them now, faintly. 
It’s the lakeside that ties it all together, though. Isabella had wanted to live somewhere by water, and Tony had, as he did to any and all requests or mild whims that Isabella made, obliged.  
Isabella is some ways ahead of them, maybe ten yards, holding a toddling Morgan’s hand. Still clearly in sight, but far enough away for Leila and Tony to talk, which Leila knows is coming–otherwise they would’ve had Leila take Morgan for a walk by herself while they cleaned up the house. 
“So,” Tony says, “why’re you crashing on our couch tonight, again?”
Leila knows what he’s actually asking. Are you okay? Do you need to not be alone? Are you about to go off the deep end again? Are you trying not to relapse? She kicks a rock into the lake. 
“I’m just saying, it’s an expensive couch,” Tony continues. “I feel like I at least deserve to know. Not that you aren’t always welcome.”
“I know,” she says, and she does, both about the couch and the welcomeness. Leila could ask to move in tomorrow and Tony would have the guest bedroom decorated for her within the hour. Her friendship with him is possibly the one thing in her life that she’s never questioned. 
“I’m going to the compound tomorrow,” she says finally. “Nat wants me back in the field. It’s just easier to stay here than go home and come back up.”
Tony whistles lowly. “You sure you’re up for that?”
“No. But apparently I’m the only woman for the job.” She pauses. “It’s about the Trust.”
“The Trust? That crime ring we took down back in…” Tony runs the numbers in his head. “2012?”
“Apparently we didn’t take it down far enough. Or someone decided to reboot it.”
Tony nods. “Are you working alone? I imagine it’s hard to build trust, given…well, you know.”
“Given that half of the world hates me.” Leila can handle innuendo from anyone else, but she doesn’t like dancing around things with Tony. His straightforwardness is one of the things that first drew her to him. 
“That’s the one, yeah.”
She smiles a little despite herself and kicks another rock. “Apparently I’m going in with someone named Scott Lang. Nat said I might remember him, from the Raft back during the whole Accords thing.” Leila had only spent a few hours on the Raft, and she doesn’t remember a lot of it. Frankly, the entire debacle is somewhat blurred in her mind. “I don’t, though. Do you?”
Tony thinks. “Right. Ant-Man. He was in Munich with Cap.”
There’s that straightforwardness she loves. Tony is one of the only people who doesn’t hesitate to mention Steve around her. The good, the bad, all of–
“Sorry, did you say Ant-Man?”
“Yeah. Why?”
“Why the fuck is he called Ant-Man?”
“Cause he shrinks. He can also grow, but I guess ‘Giant-Man’ didn’t have the same ring to it.”
“I dunno, I might take it over Ant-Man.”
“Because you’re the expert on code names.”
“Snow White is a perfectly respectable code name, thank you.”
“Sorry.” He gives an exaggerated bow. “Please forgive me, your highness.”
Leila laughs. “How do you even know all this?”
“I have a vested interest in knowing the names of people who may or may not hold grudges against me.”
“That’s healthy.”
“That’s precaution.” Tony takes a few quick strides and then steps in front of her to face her. “I’m serious. Are you okay with this? It’s been years.”
“It’s only been three years. Not even that, actually,” she waves a hand. “As long as this doesn’t become a recurring thing…I’m fine. I can handle it.”
Tony watches her for a long moment, looking for any sign of indecision on her face. Finally, he nods. 
“Alright. As long as you stay up long enough to watch Tangled. It’s Morgan’s favorite right now, and she wanted to watch it with you.”
Leila smiles. “Traitor,” she mutters. “But yeah. I can do that.”
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Scott clears an hour from his schedule (he makes a note to thank Kurt and Luis both for taking on his meetings that day), and makes three phone calls. 
The first one is to Hope. 
He explains the situation: Clint Barton (yes, that Clint Barton) showed up at his work asking him, on behalf of Natasha Romanoff (yes, that Natasha Romanoff) to get involved in some kind of espionage-related, superpower-related mission-type-thing. He said he wouldn’t do it without Hope (nobody can say he doesn’t learn from his mistakes.) Barton said they wanted him for his security and heist experience more than for his Ant-Man activity. Scott said he’d think about it. 
“So now I’m asking you,” Scott says. 
“Asking me what?”
That’s actually a good question. “I’m asking if you think I should agree to help,” he says, “and if you think I should do it without you.”
“I mean, you’re always better off with me there,” Hope replies easily. “But if they’re trying to keep the team small, and you trust them…I think you should at least consider it.”
If you trust them. He supposes he does. The Munich incident had involved a lot of mistakes on Scott’s part, but that hadn’t been either of their fault. Neither had the way it ended. 
“Have you told Maggie?” Hope continues. 
“That’s the next call I’m making.”
“Make it. And think about it. But if you say no, just don’t do it because of me.”
The second call is, as promised, to Maggie. 
“Hey, Scott, is this important?”
“Uhhhhh….yes. I’d say so.” He clears his throat. “I need some advice.”
“Okay, but can you make it quick? I’m on my lunch break.”
I can try? “Yeah. Totally. It’ll be quick.”
“Okay. What’s up?”
He tells her the same thing he told Hope, and then tells her what Hope said. “So now I’m asking you. Do you think I should do it?”
“No, I don’t, but that’s not the question you’re actually asking.”
“Okay, what am I asking?”
“You’re asking me if you’d be a bad person if you said no. And you’re asking me if you’d be a bad father if you said yes.”
Maggie’s ability to cut to the heart of the issue is not a quality Scott remembers her possessing during their admittedly short-lived marriage. He wonders idly if, given enough time and thought, he could pinpoint exactly when it started. 
“Okay. So what do you think?”
“I think nobody could blame you if you chose to stay out of it. And I think you’re going to do it anyway.”
Scott stays silent for a long moment, and Maggie takes it as an invitation to continue. 
“It’s who you are, Scott. Since the day I met you. You see a chance to be useful, to help someone, and you can’t resist.”
Scott sighs. “And Cassie?” he asks hesitantly. 
It’s Maggie’s turn to stay silent for a moment. Then, finally: “I can’t ask you to be someone you’re not. But Cassie’s already lost one father. If things get too dangerous, do you think you can back out?”
Scott looks at the photo on his desk. Him, Matt, Jez and Cassie. 
“Yeah. I can do that.”
The third call is to Clint Barton.
“Barton,” he answers. There’s a sort of lazy quality to his voice. 
“Hey, it’s, uh, it’s Scott. Lang. Ant-Man.” 
“Name rings a bell. Made your decision yet?”
“Yeah.” He takes a deep breath. “I’m in.”
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fic writer 20 questions
thanks to @kurtsascot for the tag !!!
idk who has or hasn't been tagged yet, but imma tag @rockitmans @shame-is-a-wasted-emotion @thaliaisalesbian and anyone else who wants to play :)
how many works do you have on ao3?
22 :)
2. what's your ao3 word count
99,816
3. what fandoms do you write for?
glee <3
4. top 5 fics by kudos
3 a.m. (80 kudos)
Zip Tease (72 kudos)
Remote Learning (71 kudos)
New Adventures Summer Camp (58 kudos)
Running in Circles, Coming up Tails (56 kudos)
5. do you respond to comments? why or why not?
yes! i tend to respond to nearly every comment <3 bc i enjoy attention <3 and it's nice to talk to people <3
6. what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
i think it's probably knife with your heart up your sleeve. which still ends ambiguously but. i tend not to do the angsty ending lol
7. whats the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
i'm gonna say Home for the Holidays because that fic is nothing but holiday fluff <3
8. do you get hate on fics?
thankfully no. i've seen a couple passive-agressive comments before, and @cerriddwenluna lovingly said "jail for iz" in a 'live-blog' comment on New Adventures Summer Camp once, but no actual hate yet <3
9. do you write smut? if so, what kind?
i tend not to. if i do, it'll probably end up pretty sappy romantic and non-explicit (see: run away to mars)
10. do you write crossovers? whats the craziest one youve ever written?
nah. AUs tho? heck yeah.
11. have you ever had a fic stolen?
not that i know of!
12. have you ever had a fic translated?
not that i know of!
13. have you ever cowritten a fic before?
i started co-writing one with someone a while back, but then we both got busy and forgot about it whoops
i think it would be fun to co-write with someone tho, so uh. lmk <3
14. fave all time ship?
gotta be klaine <3 the brainrot is real <3
15. wip you want to finish but doubt you will?
sequel fic to Running in Circles, Coming up Tails
16. what are your writing strengths?
uhhh dialogue maybe? fluffy shit? idk, it's hard to name your own writing strengths
17. what are your writing weaknesses?
scene descriptions, smut, figuring out what happens in the middle part of multi-chapter fics, actually sticking with recurring underlying themes...
if i keep thinking about it, i'm gonna get real mean to myself so i'm gonna stop there
18. thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?
i don't usually do it because i only know english and like. half-spanish, but i like when people do it !!
19. first fandom you wrote for?
harry potter. i think i was somewhere between 10 and 13 years old. i used wattpad. i believe those fics no longer exist, or if they do, i sure as fuck haven't looked at them in years (and i think i deleted ye old wattpad account)
20. fave fic youve written?
hng most of them hold a special little place in my heart (or live rent free in my brain), but i think i gotta say New Adventures Summer Camp. i reread it every so often bc it makes me smile :) (for most of the fic at least)
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whenthechickencry · 8 months
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Umineko Ch1. Replay 7
Switched to the Switch version, so that's why everything looks different.
This is the first time Battler steps in to argue and it's funny how he pushes the direction in a wronger direction.
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Though yeah he's entirely right at this point, considering you know, she can't explain that because she was in fact aiding the murderer.
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And this unwillingness is what's going to lead to 4 episodes of Battler struggling to understand anything until it's too late
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Guess she can't keep pushing without drawing suspicion to herself, even if she wants to.
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Eva felt a little bit too safe just because she's an accomplice and it definitely bit her in the ass later, Rosa's a bit more careful about this next chapter.
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I imagine red flags blaring on her head as soon as Eva heard that
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To be fair that is indeed mostly correct! Even if you are really grasping at straws here
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Getting second thoughts about becoming an accomplice and your motives behind that decision, Eva?
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You are definitely a big enabler of the worst of Eva's impulses, Hideyoshi, though you can definitely see how much Eva appreciated her family despite her faults and how that grief will end up destroying her post-1986
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A bit of foreshadowing at how much Maria is ignored by her mom
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You already did that Battler!
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I remember this mystery seeming so impossible for me when I first played... but the answer really was as easy as the door was never locked at all. Of course, I didn't get the hint that the narrative lied to me at the time, so, it felt a lot harder than it was!
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Interesting how the only 2 people to see the butterflies in this episode were Shannon and Kanon - and how this one happened right after the scene where Kanon discovers a "locked room" - I think you are supposed to look at how this scene couldn't possibly have happened in reality and look at previous scenes with Kanon
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This monologue being given by Kanon is very interesting, Kanon defeating Beatrice seems to represent a 'defeat' in Yasu's mind of what Kanon is saying, that they ARE furniture and the death of the last bit of resistance they had in carrying out the plan.
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Yeah I bet she's laughing her ass off at how she's gonna prank everyone
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He definitely tries to, at least!
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Aw, wouldn't have minded seeing these 2 bond a bit more
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Jessica tagging along was probably a bit annoying for Yasu!
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Seems Natsuhi is a little bit relieved they will be able to pin Kinzo's death on something else, though also alarm bells should be ringing in her head about how the culprit is probably a servant here...
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Yes! Follow that line of thought Battler, whose corpse wasn't seen very well?
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It's more like dying is what she's looking for Battler...
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Also, this scene plays a new song for the Saku version of the game now and it's really good!
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If Yasu is hearing this, they are probably very split between both the love and hate Jessica is showing them, huh? Though they might just see it as further proof they can't be loved for who they are as a whole - only parts of them can be.
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Maria's probably right, though, even if at this point Maria told George who Beatrice is, they won't believe her.
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Maria....
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Huh, the gang locking themselves up in Kinzo's room was part of Yasu's plan... I guess Yasu was hopeful doing the risky play would force Battler to finally figure out what's going on
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This is gonna be a recurring theme Battler, for a loooong while.
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Battler actually gets the right idea a surprising amount of times in this chapter, it's just that he's unable to commit to any theory.
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Seems Nanjo Genji and Kumasawa are all feeling guilty and remember their role in enabling Kinzo with regards to Beatrice 2
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We are pretty close to the end now so I'll probably finish this up tomorrow or so, though the tea party might take me another day even if I don't remember it being very long.
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sunwarmed-ash · 9 months
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For the fic writer asks: 18, 19, 22, 40, 41
Also I don't think I saw anything like this on the list so this one's straight from my brain: Do you have notes to help you keep track of what's happening in each of your WIPs, or are you just able to do that in your head (my memory fucking sucks - I could never)
Hope you're having a good day 😘 (at first I accidently typed "gay" instead of "day" and ya know what? I DO hope you're having a good gay day 😂)
Dude thank you so much for sending these, i fucking love talking about writing and fandom <3 it brings me so much joy
18. Do you title your fics before, during, or after the writing process? How do you come up with titles?
All three!! Titling is actually my favorite part. Usually, they come from song titles, lyrics, or references that I felt either really captured the theme of the characters or the plot. Or sometimes they are the inspiration!! Sometimes they are funny, catchy or sexy in ways I think will bring people in but mostly they are song titles/lyrics haha  Almost all of the angsty Harringrove fics I wrote (13+ i think now) are MGK songs haha 2020-2022 was my all MGK all the time period because he dropped two sick fucking albums in two years and helped me out of more spirals than I can count. 
19. What is the most-used tag on your ao3?
Oh shit idk can I check that? Let me go look… Alright im too high to do that and google wasn't helpful so i'm taking a guess haha probably Smut or angst. I don't write exclusively smut or angst but almost every single fic I have has hurt/comfort scenes or sex scenes in them. Probs cuz people cry and have sex in real life haha and i'm tired of the bullshit on tv 
22. Are there certain types of writing you won’t do? (style, pov, genre, tropes, etc)
I don't write anything with scat or piss play, just not my thing so i think it would be difficult to write it for me. I don't have usually any hard no’s when it comes to writing. The content I consume is a different answer though. Likely because I have the ability to just not think about the things I don't want to think/write about whereas if I don't check does the dog die.com before a movie I’ll be panicking the whole time I’m gonna be triggered by on screen SA which seems to be a recurring theme in EVERY scary/thriller these days (fuck YOU hollywood)
40. If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Dude any!!!! But i'm also a horny slut so really any of the Hankconvin, steddiegrove, harringrove, parksborn sex scenes are good with me!!
I still have the fan art  someone made me for a fic I wrote back in 2013 as my phone background :3 I have since lost touch with them on tumblr but I think about them everyday
41. Do you tend to reread fics or are you a one-and-done kind of person?
I’m a huge re-reader/reconsumer. I will watch the same show 100 times and never get tired of it. Same with the fics I read. I’m a SUCKER for that good good content 
Bonus ?: Also I don't think I saw anything like this on the list so this one's straight from my brain: Do you have notes to help you keep track of what's happening in each of your WIPs, or are you just able to do that in your head (my memory fucking sucks - I could never)
Hahahahha yes and no. If its a short fic, I'll usually just reread it before i start adding new content since I jump around between fics CONSTANTLY. If it's a long fic, like the fucking Eden club yes, I have notes because I just don't have the time to go back and reread. My docs are a total mess hahahaha I love you, thank you for theses <3 I AM HAVING A GREAT GAY DAY AND I FUCKING HOPE YOU ARE TOO!
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Hi! same anon who asked for more tkc aus here. I’d like to hear more about that tkc-gang-as-demigods au you put in the tags?
Oh hell yeah.
Okay, so first order of business: The general TKC cast doesn't have easy counterparts to certain characters in the PJO 'verse (Mostly because the primary antagonist is much more akin to the Sith and Dark Side of the Force in Star Wars than, well, Luke). As such, certain PJO characters are gonna get name-dropped. Not many, though.
Anyway, here goes:
-There are, like, five different ways you can take Carter and Sadie, considering we get multiple sibling pairs in PJO/HoO, but here, they're modern-day children of Hades.
(But Ryn, you say, isn't Carter obviously a Roman demigod? And no, I respond. Carter is, at heart, just as much of a chaotic loon as Sadie)
-I kinda fiddled with keeping Julius around but couldn't quite crack it (Maybe if I expand this into a fic) so we're just merging the two and saying Hades' default appearance is basically Julius and his personality is a bit more Julius-like here.
-Carter's the eventual half-blood of the prophecy, but it's absolutely a recurring Thing where people try to get Sadie on their side by promising to kill Carter for her. This does not end well for those people.
-Sadie can summon a mean skeleton army.
-The two of them are raised separately--Carter by Amos, Sadie by the Fausts--until they're both brought to Camp Half-Blood when the Master Bolt is stolen by Luke, "for their own protection." Amos gets a similar treatment to Sally, Sadie takes on a Fury, and Carter fights the Minotaur.
-Unsurprisingly, these two are the prime suspects--doubly so considering their dad, is, well. Walt Stone is a twelve-year-old son of Athena and legacy of Thanatos who comes with them when they decide to go questing.
(I considered making Walt a son of Hephaestus, but it's a cleaner fusion this way for down the road)
(And yes, there is a half-serious idea for a satyr nicknamed Muffin here)
-If nothing else, I think that, objectively, The Quest To Punch Our Dad In The Face And Save The World is really funny, especially since Walt's automatically falling back into a long-suffering straight man role, and no, Sadie is totally not paying attention to his pretty brown eyes.
-Also, yeah, Carter is already fourteen, like in the trilogy, which makes this just. . .Olympus has cornered the market on painkillers, man.
-So they save the world, get Amos back, Sadie is pointedly Not Impressed by Hades, while Carter is left angsting over the whole Destroy Or Save The World thing, which is so fun when you have his control issues.
-After their equivalent of TLT. . .they really kinda go their own ways from canon? Carter's already much closer to Doomsday than Percy starts off, and he and Sadie are going to get into different kinds of trouble.
-Oh, yeah, running thing about how it's generally assumed that Sadie, who will insult Hades to anyone and everyone's face given half an opportunity, is much more amenable to joining Luke, when, really, it's Carter and his idealism and similar determination to Annabeth's to build something better.
-Walt is not an Annabeth counterpart; no special relationship with Luke. He does have the whole stick thing going on, though.
-Hmmm. Pretty sure Sadie gets kidnapped at one point because I like torturing Carter, she and Luke get on suspiciously well, but she's decidedly anti-having the guy who ate his own kids rule the world.
-Anyway, they eventually save the world via Great Prophecy, Jaz gets Luke the Knife to stab himself, the day is saved.
(Jaz is the closest thing we've got to a Thalia analog here; daughter of Poseidon who Luke grew attached to in a little sister-type deal, got pine tree'd and shortly de-pine tree'd. Does not join the Hunt; she's a bit younger than Carter here. I don't think Carter needs that push here to take on the weight of the world)
-The two of them live at camp year-round. Things are a bit spotty in my notes after that, but here's what I've got left:
-Zia's a daughter of Jupiter and the praetor of Camp Jupiter, I think. Carter eventually gets kidnapped and left amnesiac, and is still just as much of a smitten dorkface over her as he is in TKC canon.
-He's exchanged with. . .fuck it, Zia's little brother is Jason in this universe, she deserves family who hasn't been horribly murdered. He makes friends with the resurrected daughter of Hekate, Cleo.
-Setne is our Octavian counterpart in that here, he's a smarmy teenage officer whom Carter wouldn't mind repeatedly stabbing in the face, who, uh, may or may not be a dead ghost in disguise sent by Gaea.
-Felix is a son of Khione, because I do not have it in me to deprive him of his penguins. He summons them. Chiron hates them. Monsters are traumatized by bloodthirsty giant snow birds. The author has a good time.
-Alyssa is the Demeter cabin's counselor, Julian is That One Son Of Ares That Clarisse Swears Is Going To Fulfill His Potential Any Day Now Or So Help Her.
-Emma and Liz are co-counselors of the Hermes cabin; I absolutely put nothing past the two girls who were immediately on board with Sadie fighting gods through the Tube, and running after their best friend in highly impractical footwear.
(Rachel lives next to Brooklyn House canonically so we can still say she's the Oracle)
-Anyway, I dunno how I'd make Heroes of Olympus work without grafting in half the Greek/Roman cast after the fact (Which could work, considering the likes of Drew do still show up in TKC). Why are there seven main characters. Why.
Can't leave this without also saying that Carter does have a very strange encounter across the river, with a pair of staff-wielding teenagers his own age named Percy and Bianca. . .
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rook-specter · 1 year
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Stuff about Object Avenue (+ redesigns!)
I'm gonna make some new content for Object Avenue, except... on here.
At the beginning of the COVID-19 pandemic, I had an idea of making an object show about a bunch of objects living in the city, in contrast to most object shows being competitions. That's when I created Dark Oak Tree! I drew a tree-looking thing on Scratch, and said... YEP! That's good enough! But now, here's his redesign!
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So basically, I was like... "Yep! This is the main character!" And then, I got bored and made a funny little sidekick for Dark Oak Tree, named Fountain Pen! Here is his redesign!
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Originally, Fountain Pen was supposed to be really silly and goofy, but then I decided to make him more of a straight man, but still a bit weird and naive. Anyways, those are the two characters and how I came up with them! If you don't know, I created a LOT of characters for Object Avenue. And some of them appear in the background of the first part of the first episode, but some don't. For example, Chrysalis!
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She was supposed to be a character who's one of the main antagonists of the show. Not really a dangerous antagonist, more like a recurring Team Rocket-like antagonist. She's in one scene of the first part of the first episode looking at... a mirror? A box? Something? During the stealing montage at the very beginning of the episode. Dark Oak Tree steals her hat and that's supposed to be one of the antagonists! She's supposed to be a reoccurring character, that was supposed to be her origin story, but in that part she just... has a shocked expression on her face. And the other characters are like... Scale,
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He was in the second episode, he's the person that Dark Oak Tree steals a knife from in the first one, and in the second one, he's one of the people that Dark Oak Tree and Fountain Pen helped, and he has... kind of a dark side. He attacks with knives in self-defense and he may have accidentally killed a person or two because of that. There's Cosplay Mask, Dark Oak Tree stole a yo-yo from her, if you've seen that, and there's all of Spiky Star's platoon, which includes Traffic Cone, Swirl, and Fountain Pen himself! All of those characters in that platoon have their own personalities, that I wanted to show off in later episodes, but... y'know. I didn't. And on top of that, there's this criminal organization that's an actual threat, called Stormdrain, they were supposed to catch Dark Oak Tree because he's actually a [REDACTED]. And I feel that was kinda wasted, because I only made an episode and a half.
And that brings us back to that episode and a half. I'm... not proud of it. I'll go back to it every once in a while, but it's not really anything I'm proud of at all. The art is super outdated compared do how I draw objects nowadays, and yeah. Still not the worst thing I've ever made. I was proud of it when I first made it, but I'm not really proud of it now. I feel like the problem was that I didn't really get much recognition for making Object Avenue, like, at all. And I also lost motivation for making it, which is why I didn't continue it until now, here, on Tumblr.
Which leads us to the great reveal! I am turning Object Avenue into an ask blog here, on Tumblr. Some asks will have full drawings, while others will be just text. I wanted to create an ask blog for SO LONG! And since Object Avenue was like, a fun little original project sprouted by the pandemic, and not based on an already existing object show, this is gonna be me making an ask blog on Object Avenue! A new ask blog, and hopefully it's successful! I might resort to posting with tags that aren't even related to it, but it will get fame, I am sure of it. The ask blog will pick up right where the first episode left off, and yes, Cursor will still get introduced as a third wheel, but with sort-of a retcon of when and where he shows up. I'll split up each event into parts, and you'l get to ask more and more people, including Chrysalis, and shenanigans will ensue. It's also still gonna be a comedy, and I'll answer asks whenever I can, meaning it may take a month or so to get through half a part, and those are my plans for the Object Avenue ask blog! I don't know when I'm gonna make it, but hopefully soon, but I'll make a promo for that ask blog, so y'all can see that, and that's all!
And, oh! Before I go, if you haven't seen Object Avenue, here's the studio that contains it!
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I want to aaaa about my take on this snippet from LotR:
“Do you wish then,” said Faramir, “that our places had been exchanged?”
“Yes, I wish that indeed,” said Denethor. “For Boromir was loyal to me and no wizard’s pupil.”
Because it makes me have EMOTIONS.
And first I’m gonna talk about the whole scene, because that makes me have emotions too. Under the cut for length. (And it’s probably unnecessary even to state it considering this is Denethor and Faramir we’re talking about, but CW for discussion of a toxic parent-child relationship.)
Before I went to look up the exact wording I was misremembering this as an openly emotional argument. But it’s not one, at least not on Faramir’s part; throughout this whole scene he’s speaking quietly, being very formal, deferring to Denethor as his superior in rank. Denethor also speaks formally, but he seems a bit more emotionally expressive - there are exclamation points in his dialogue; at one point it says “his eyes flashed suddenly”; a couple lines of his get “cried” as a dialogue tag, while Faramir only gets “said”. I get the sense he’s irritated with Faramir for being so very professionally distant, that he feels like it’s a power play, and he’s being forceful in his speech to try to get through to Faramir because he doesn’t think Faramir much cares what he has to say.
Meanwhile I think Faramir absolutely cares, but is maintaining his cool demeanor as a defense mechanism. Denethor starts criticizing him pretty strongly in this scene, with very minimal provocation in the moment (he’s reminded of past grievances with Faramir and gets upset about those, even though, in context, the question that set him off – “I hope that I have not done ill?” – had little to do with those grievances at all). If this is a recurring pattern with them – and I think it’s likely to be one – then, well, if Faramir keeps his speech perfectly professional and deferential, at least he knows Denethor can’t seize on that to criticize.
ANYWAY that’s the context for this particular exchange. Faramir says “Do you wish then that our places had been exchanged?” in this very restrained manner, and Denethor responds maybe with a bit more open emotion, but I think he’s also maintaining a fairly professional tone, trying to keep this from becoming still less of a tactical discussion and more of a family spat. (Gandalf and Pippin are right there, after all.) But the thing is, I can absolutely see them shouting these exact same lines at each other - because maintaining a facade of coolness really hasn’t changed anything at all. All the emotions are still there under the surface.
And what gets me about this snippet is the sheer intensity of the emotion there, the way they’re both not quite saying what they mean, and both resenting the other person for not understanding them anyway. Faramir’s line implies the question the film makes explicit: “That I had died and Boromir had lived?” But book!Faramir never says that outright; on the surface, he’s just asking whether his dad wishes Boromir had been in Ithilien and Faramir with the Fellowship. Denethor answers, “Yes, I wish that indeed,” and then we break for a “said Denethor” before he continues to speak. To me this implies that Denethor himself pauses slightly before speaking again - that’s how the reader inevitably experiences the dialogue, after all.
So Denethor immediately answers yes to the surface question - and then he realizes what he’s implied. And it takes him aback, and he hesitates, but only for a moment, because he can’t just retract his words – if he does that, the balance of power in the argument shifts to Faramir. (And seeing as this argument is about, among many other things, what it is and is not acceptable to do if the alternative might be Sauron conquering Gondor, Denethor is not eager to give up any ground.) So he clarifies, trying to justify his words to himself as well as to Faramir: “For Boromir was loyal to me and no wizard’s pupil.” AKA – that’s why I said that, I had a practical reason, I wasn’t saying I wish Faramir was dead at all, and I don’t need to backtrack because I am not in the wrong.
And now here we have Faramir, who has just asked his father “Oh, so would you rather it was me who was dead then? Since Boromir was so much better?” disguised as “Do you wish you’d made a different decision regarding which mission to assign to which military officer?” And his father has answered yes, and then hesitated realizing what he’s said, and then doubled down.
It really, really doesn’t surprise me that the following line is “For a moment Faramir’s restraint gave way.”
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lumosandnoxwriting · 3 years
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Into the Light - George Weasley
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Title: Into the Light Pairing: George x Fem!Reader Warning: NSFW!! Unprotected sex, dirty talk, fingers, female receiving oral, breeding kink Summary: All George has ever wanted is right at his fingertips, and he’s willing to go the extra mile to make his dreams a reality. A/N: part 2 to wanting something more!! You could probably read this on it’s own but it might make more sense if you’ve read the first part! This is some smut with fluff because I couldn’t help myself!! Feedback is always welcome! Tags: @sociallyawkward-princess​ @obsssedwithjustaboutanything​ @pigwidgexn​  Read part 1 here!
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George takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly as he watches Y/N sleep. Her head is resting on his chest and the moonlight flooding into the room illuminates her face. He can feel her shoulders rising and falling with every slow breath she takes, and every once in a while a quiet noise leaves her lips. George knows he should be sleeping but try as he might he can’t fall asleep. His fingers brush through her hair gently, letting the silky strands slip through his digits. They’ve been together for just over six months, and George still can’t believe this is his life.
He used to lie awake at night too plagued with thoughts of Y/N to fall asleep. She had been the one who got away, and in the cover of darkness George would let himself wonder what their life would’ve been like had he just worked up the courage to tell her how he truly felt. But now he gets to lie awake at night with her in his arms, too entranced by her beauty to fall asleep. When his mind wanders to their future it no longer fills him with dread, but overwhelming glee and anticipation. The things he yearned for in the dark are now finally able to be brought into the light.
At some point George does manage to fall asleep, his hand still entangled in Y/N’s hair and images of small red headed children running in a field playing on a loop in his head.
“He’s so good with her, isn’t he?” Ginny muses as she comes and leans against the counter next to Y/N.
Y/N hums in agreement, and finally tears her eyes away from where George is playing with Victorie so she can look at the younger girl. Sundays are reserved for family dinners at The Burrow, and Y/N has spent the last 10 minutes watching George hold little Victorie’s hand as she zoomed around the living room on the toy broom he bought her for her first birthday. He’d just lifted her up off of the broom so he could toss her in the air and catch her when Ginny interrupted.
“Does it make you feel mushy things?” Ginny teases, nudging her playfully.
Y/N rolls her eyes as a blush spreads across her cheeks. “How much money did George pay you to come over and say that to me?”
“Five Galleons. I talked him up from three,” Ginny says proudly with a grin. “Though if I knew I’d be found out this fast I would have asked for more. I figured this would be a recurring job.”
“Hey, you should feel accomplished. Ron only got One Galleon out of him last week and Harry did it for free the week before,” Y/N chuckles.
Ginny shakes her head as she snorts in laughter. “Merlin, you better give him a baby soon or he’ll run out of money.”
Y/N bites her lip and turns her attention back to George. Victorie is giggling wildly as George chases her around the living room, his arms outstretched and his fingers moving as if he’s tickling her. “I think he’ll run out of family members to bribe before that ever happens.” Just as George’s hands grab Victorie he looks up, winking at Y/N when their eyes meet.
“Boy is he laying it on thick today.” Ginny pauses so she can watch Y/N for a moment. “Is it working? Or should I tell Hermione to ask for ten Galleons next week?”
Y/N shrugs, watching as George hands Victorie over to Molly and starts to head over to them. “It’s not like I haven’t thought about it. Of course, I want to have kids with George. I’m just worried that it’s too soon.”
George reaches them then, and he leans down to press a brief kiss to Y/N’s lips. “You ladies talking about anything interesting?”
“No not really. Just about how you keep bribing your family members to convince me to get pregnant,” Y/N responds with a glare.
George’s face turns beet red, and Ginny laughs as she starts to walk away. “You’re not getting your money back, by the way!”
“To be fair Harry did it for free,” George reminds her with a chuckle, wrapping his arms around Y/N’s waist. He hasn’t stopped thinking about having a baby with Y/N since the day they got back together, when she had begged George to fill her up with his cum and knock her up, so everyone would know who she belongs to. Not only had it been extremely arousing, but it made him realize how deeply he wants to have kids with her.
“Whatever, no need to get so technical,” she teases with an eye roll. Y/N wraps her arms around George’s neck and pulls him down so she can whisper in his ear. “I would much rather have you tell me how badly you want to knock me up while I’m pinned to a mattress and cumming around your cock.”
A shiver runs down George’s spine and his cock twitches in his trousers. “Fucking hell, you know what that shit does to me. Are you trying to give me a boner in front of my family, Y/N?” When all Y/N does is wink George groans and presses her up against the counter harder. “Just wait until we get home, Y/N. You’re not going to be able to walk tomorrow when I’m done with you.”
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The second they apperate back into Y/N’s flat George has her pressed up against the nearest flat wall. He kisses her hard, one of his hands gripping her hip while the other shoves up her shirt. “I can’t fucking believe you, Y/N. Getting me all worked up in front of my family. Bet you wanted me to take you to the bathroom and fuck you right there, didn’t you, baby?”
Y/N tangles her hands in George’s hair and tugs hard, moaning as he starts to suck on her neck. “You just fuck me so good, Georgie. Want you anywhere I can have you.” She moves her head to the side to give George more room to kiss and tugs on his hair again. “Always wanna be full with you, Georgie. Your tongue, your fingers, your cock.” Y/N pauses and uses her grip on George’s hair to pull his head away from her neck so they’re looking each other in the eyes. “Your cum.”
“Fuck, baby. Who am I to deny you these things, hm? Gonna make sure you’re nice and stuffed.” George leans forward and nips at her earlobe. “Especially with my cum.” He kisses Y/N again as he grips her thighs, hoisting her up. George deepens their kiss as Y/N’s arms wrap around his neck, and he licks into her mouth as he starts to carry her to the bedroom. He tosses her on the bed as soon as it’s near enough, and George pulls his shirt off before he crawls up the bed towards her.
Y/N takes her shirt off as George comes towards her and once she’s thrown it away Y/N cups George’s jaw and pulls him down into a slow kiss. She whines against George’s mouth as his calloused hands run up her bare torso, and she arches her back into his touch.
One of George’s hands rests on Y/N’s back, keeping their chests pressed together, while the other undoes the clasp of her bra. He breaks their kiss so he can throw her bra off, and his mouth starts to trail open mouthed kisses from the base of her throat down to the tops of Y/N’s breasts. “I’m never gonna get tired of this, baby.”
“Better not, cause you’re stuck with me forever whether you want it or not.” The end of her sentence falls out into a low moan as George’s tongue starts to flick at one of her nipples. She can already feel arousal pooling in her belly, and she thrusts her hips forward in search of friction on her aching clit. “No teasing Georgie, please,” she whines as he starts to pinch the nipple he doesn’t have in his mouth. “Need you so badly.”
George chuckles as he pulls away from Y/N’s chest, letting his eyes roam over the few marks he’s left over her neck and chest. He spent so long being hesitant to make Y/N his, so now he marks her up every chance he gets to prove to everyone else, and himself, that he really is the one she comes home to every night. He ghosts his fingers down her sides, watching goosebumps explode in their wake. “What do you need, baby? Want me to lick that pretty pussy of yours to get it ready for my cock?”
“God yes Georgie, please,” Y/N begs, dragging her nails down his torso. When her hands reach the waistband of his jeans she starts to work at the button, desperately needing to feel his bare skin against hers.
George hooks his fingers around the band of Y/N’s leggings, and he gives her a wink before pulling them down around her knees. He runs his hands back up her thighs and starts to toy with the band of her panties. ���Should I take these off too, baby? What do you think?”
“Unless you plan on eating my cunt through the fabric then I’d say so,” Y/N teases, lifting her hips up.
“You wanna be cheeky huh?” George asks, letting the band go so it snaps against her skin. “I guess you won’t mind me doing this if you need your cunt eaten so badly.”
The way George says cunt sends a shiver down her spine, and just as Y/N opens her mouth to ask him what he’s talking about a sharp gasp leaves instead, as he rips her underwear off of her body. He tosses the shredded fabric aside and Y/n pulls him down into a hot kiss. “I liked that pair you fucking prick.”
“Don’t worry baby I’ll buy you as many pairs of panties as you want once I’m done ruining your pretty pussy, okay?” George gets off the bed and pulls Y/N’s leggings all the way down and off before he starts to get rid of his own bottoms. “Though I much prefer it when you don’t wear any at all.” He gives her a wink as he finally takes off the rest of his clothes. “Easier access.”
George kneels on the end of the bed and takes one of Y/N’s knees in each hand before he pulls her legs apart. His eyes are immediately drawn to her core, and he lets his eyes roam over her dripping heat. “So wet for me already, baby. You sure you need my tongue to get you ready?”
Y/N’s chest heaves with deep breaths as George starts to press open mouthed kisses up her thigh towards her pussy. “Listen to me very carefully, George,” Y/N starts, threading her fingers into his hair. “If you ever wanna cum inside of me again, you’re gonna stop giving me so much shit and just fucking eat me out already.” She tugs on George’s hair so he looks up at her. “Understand?”
Instead of answering George leans in and licks a stripe from Y/N’s entrance up to her clit before sucking the sensitive bud between her lips. Her hips grind down on against his face, and George lets out a moan, letting his lips vibrate against her clit. He’s rewarded with the most beautiful noises he’s every heard come out of Y/N’s mouth, and he slips a finger into her pussy in return. George fucks her with his finger slowly, as he eagerly sucks her clit, letting his teeth lightly brush it every so often.
“So good, Georgie,” Y/N moans, working her hips down against his mouth. She knows George would eat her out for hours if she let him, since he’s done it before, so she tugs on his hair to get his attention. “More, please. Wanna be nice and ready for you cock.”
George hums in laughter, adding another finger alongside the first. He flicks at her clit with his tongue as he starts to fuck her faster, letting his fingers curl inside of Y/N. “Come on my fingers, baby. And then I’ll give you what you want.” He goes back to sucking her clit harshly, and starts to curl his fingers with every thrust, letting the tip of his middle finger brush her g-spot.
“So good, Georgie. You always eat my pussy so well.” Y/N clenches around George’s fingers, her orgasm steadily approaching. She brings the hand that’s not in George’s hair up to her breast and starts to roll her nipple between her fingertips. Her hips are working feverishly against George’s face and her toes curl as her climax nears. “Gonna cum, George, fuck.”
George curls his fingers against her g-spot as he nibbles on her clit, and Y/N’s back arches off of the bed as she cums, George’s name leaving her lips and her hand tugging on his hair. Her thighs shake as she comes down from her high, and George slowly pulls his mouth away and lets his fingers fuck into her slowly to help her come down from her high.
“Feel good?” George teases as he crawls back up her body. He presses a few brief kisses to her mouth, his hips moving to allow his cock to drag against the soft skin of her thigh. George feels like he’s been hard for hours, and he desperate needs to feel Y/N wrapped around him.
“I know what would feel better,” Y/N responds. She hooks one of her legs around George’s hip and pulls him in closer as she leans up on one of her elbows, so her lips just barely brush his earlobe. “Got my pussy nice and ready for you Georgie, can I have your cock now? Pretty please?”
George lets out a groan and pushes Y/N back against the bed as he grips the base of his cock. He lines himself up with her entrance and just barely presses his head against her heat. “You sure you’re ready for me, baby? I could always give you my mouth again.”
Y/N bites her lip and lets her hands run all over her torso, occasionally stopping to pinch or flick at one of her nipples. George’s eyes get even darker, and she lets out a quiet moan. “And I could always just get myself off, Georgie.” Y/N starts to trail one of her hands down towards her core and a small gasp leaves her lips when George grips her wrist tightly.
“Oh please,” George chides as he hikes her leg higher onto his hip. “Nothing makes you feel as good as my cock.” To prove his point George slams his hips forward, burying himself completely in Y/N’s wet heat. She tips her head back and a long whine leaves her lips, prompting George to slowly roll his hips. “But if you think your fingers can do better than me.”
When George starts to pull out Y/N wraps both of her legs around his hips and pulls him back in. “Don’t even fucking think about it George.” She pushes her hips down against him and they both let out breathy moans. “How are you gonna knock me up if you don’t fuck me good?”
“Fuck,” George groans, before he starts to move his hips, setting a fast pace. He slams back into her with every movement of his hips, watching her tits bounce with every thrust as her mouth drops open in a low moan. “So pretty, baby. Always look so good when I ruin you with my cock.” George picks Y/N’s lower half up higher so he can fuck into her deeper and they both whine at the new angle. “Fuck, baby. How does my cock feel, hm? Tell me how good I fuck you.”
Y/N’s fingers dig into George’s shoulders and she’s unable to control the noises coming out of her mouth. He’s hitting her g-spot with every thrust, and with the pleasure from her first climax still thrumming through her body, Y/N imagines she won’t last much longer. “So full, Georgie. Love having your big cock stretching me out. Love being full of you.”
“That’s right,” George growls, bring one of his hands to her core. He starts to rub harsh circles on her clit, and he moans when Y/N’s walls clench around him even tighter. “That’s not all you want though, is it, baby?”
“Want your cum Georgie, please,” Y/N begs. “Need you to fill me up. Wanna feel you deep inside me please.” Her words spur George on, and he starts to slam his hips harder, bringing her to her climax. Y/N shouts George’s name as she comes, her nails digging into her shoulder as he back arches off the bed. Pleasure is coursing through her body and ger walls are fluttering and twitching around George’s cock.
George leans down to kiss her, mashing their mouths together messily. He can feel his orgasm approaching and he grips Y/N tighter. “Fuck, Y/N. Gonna come soon, baby. Your pussy feels so fucking good, so tight for me.” George’s hips start to lose their rhythm and he takes a deep breath to try and calm himself down. “Where should I finish, hm? On your tummy? Maybe on those pretty tits of yours?”
“You know where I want it George, please.” Tears have started to leak out of the corners of her eyes from the overstimulation, and shockwaves of pleasure continue to move through Y/N’s body.
“You want me to cum inside you, hm? Want me to shoot my load up into you, get you nice and full of my cum. Knock you up so you can be nice and full with my baby?” When all Y/N does is not George slams into her harder. “Use your fucking words. Wanna hear you say it.”
“Please finish inside me,” Y/N pants. “Wanna be so full of your cum, please.” Y/N swallows thickly, looking up into George’s eyes. “Knock me up Georgie. Want everyone to know what a whore I am for your cum. Put a baby inside of me, please.”
George closes his eyes as his orgasm rocks through his body, his hips stilling as his cock starts to twitch, forcing his release as deep into Y/N as it can go. “Gonna get you nice and knocked up,” George pants as he starts to come back down. Once he’s fully emptied himself into Y/N he slowly pulls out, before slipping two fingers back into her wet heat. “Can’t let any leak out,” he teases.
Y/N whines as George lays down next to her, clenching around the two fingers inside of her. She’s terribly sore and sensitive from her orgasms, but she loves the feeling of George’s fingers inside of her. “Kiss me Georgie, please.”
George chuckles and leans down, kissing Y/N slowly. He curls his fingers before slowly pulling them out as their mouths move together and his cock twitches when Y/N moans into his mouth. “Full enough, Y/N?” he teases as he breaks their kiss.
“Depends, we’ll have to wait a few weeks to see if I’m full of your baby or not,” Y/N responds with a wink.
“Ugh,” George groans, dropping his head to rest their foreheads together. His free hand comes to rest on her stomach, pressing down slightly. “You can’t tease me like that, Y/N.” He presses their lips together softly for a moment.
Y/N bumps their foreheads together softly, prompting George to look her in the eyes. “Who said I was teasing?”
George’s fingertips dig into her stomach and his heart feels like it might beat out of his chest. “What? What are you talking about?”
“I stopped taking my birth control. A few weeks ago, after you somehow convinced Harry to talk to me about having a baby,” Y/N reveals, a blush taking over her cheeks. “I don’t care, that we’re not married or that we haven’t been together for that long. I’ve been wanting something more with you since I was seventeen and I don’t see the point in denying myself that any longer.”
“I love you, Y/N. So much. And I can’t wait to start on this new journey with you.” George pauses so he can kiss her sweetly. “This is all I’ve ever wanted. You’re all I’ve ever wanted.”
-
George takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly as he watches his daughter sleep. She’s resting on his chest, with Y/N pressed close to his side. He watches her little chest rise and fall as she sleeps, and the first rays of sunshine illuminate her face. George knows he should be asleep, catching as much rest as he can while the baby does, but no matter how tired he is he can’t seem to fall asleep. He rubs his daughter’s back slowly, watching her eyelids twitch as she dreams. She’s already six days old, and George still can’t believe this is his life.
He used to walk around with a dark cloud over his head, too plagued with thoughts of never having this life to allow himself to bask in rays of sunshine and happiness. But as the sun starts to rise and his daughter starts to fuss on his chest, he finally allows himself to soak it all in.
A new chapter of his life has been thrust from the dark corners of his mind and into the light, and he can’t wait to see how it unfolds.
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pairing: timeskip!kenma x fem!reader
synopsis: You come home late from your cousin’s funeral, and though Kenma didn’t expect much from you but perhaps a few leftovers you’ve managed to steal away from the dinner, he finds you with a surprise: a sleeping child cradled around your neck and a teenage boy hovering behind you.
Your poor boyfriend wondering what in the hell it is you’re plotting…
tags: angst and fluff, time skip!, slight spoilers if you squint
warnings: mentions of death, mentions of depression, cursing 
w/c: 2.5k
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a/n: welcome to the first chapter of this series! i’m very excited to start this, and i hope everyone who reads it enjoys it as well! i got the idea from a manga i was binge reading a while back, so the themes and a few of the plot points are different, but as it progresses, i’ve made it my own. 
anyway, happy christmas! see you next week! 
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master list
life as she’s known it >> 
You notice the subtle clench of Kenma's jaw beneath the warm glow of the hallway's light. His hooded gaze strained by hours upon hours of gaming meets your wavering grin. The gears in his head are turning very slowly, and since silence has fallen upon the atmosphere of your shared apartment, you can actually hear the little squeaks as your poor boyfriend tries to fathom the sight before him.
You have quite a knack for bringing peculiar things home without permission; the little frog you adopted on the side of the road during your commute home one stormy night, the mud pie your nephew made for you that stunk the entire apartment for weeks because you didn't have the heart to throw it away—at least not immediately; and the dinner you brought home from the self-proclaimed "legitimate" kebab restaurant that resides in the sketchier side of the city.
All quirky things that Kenma had accepted and grown used to.
But this? This was so far from the bar you had set for his expectations, he can't help but wonder if you're pulling a prank, or maybe even actually committing a crime. But the glint of guilt and sorrow painting so deep into your face tells him otherwise.
Oh, how the poor gamer wishes it was a prank.
You swallow your fear, forcing it all the way down to the pit of your stomach. You've practiced all you've needed to say in the ride home, but all you can manage is stuttering, "I-I can..I can explain," in rather hushed tone.
There goes all my practice, you think to yourself.
Kenma raises a brow, still peering at you with the driest expression. The child in your arms begins to weigh heavier than the pressure placed upon your chest.
Ah, he just might break up with me after this...
"This is—uh, this one behind me is Eiji—Ejij say hi." The young boy behind you bows shyly, his greeting softer than a whisper it feels like you imagined it. "And this little one—sleeping soundly—this one's Yuki..."
Kenma blinks away at your words, face unamused. You regret not even trying to bring home some cake. Maybe if you did, he wouldn't be so...upset? Is he upset or is it just his face again? You can never really tell.
You huff, quietly jumping to the harsh conclusion this'll be the moment he ends things with you. But you won't go down without at least a little fight.
"Look," You sigh, shifting your hold beneath Yuki's tiny bum so he doesn't slip away, "They needed a place to stay, and no one was willing to take them!" Your lips fall dry and the more you speak, the more your words come out strained. "In a room full of people who—who called themselves your family for so many years fall silent the moment they needed help! No one spoke up to help them! It was so bad, Kenma! I-If you were there you—"
You bite your tongue, catching yourself before you're swept away by the current of your rage.
A deep, shaky sigh escapes him. His eyes finally tearing away from you as he cranes his head back, seemingly accepting his temporary defeat. "Let them sleep in the spare room and we'll talk after," is the only thing Kenma says to you before turning around walking away.
The constricting feeling in your chest eases and you sigh in relief. You mentally high five yourself for your momentary win before twisting your gaze over your shoulder to look at the young boy towering over you, motioning him to follow you.
You never noticed how wide the apartment actually is. Maybe its because of the emptying feeling you were left with back in the hallway, but it all seems so eerily wide. Like, what are two people doing with such a big space?
He'll definitely break up with me after this.
There's still a lingering prickly feeling in your heart; a mixed emotion of a win and a loss. You try your best to prepare yourself for whatever the outcome may be, but deep inside you're already prepared for a break up.
The young boy trails behind you all the way into the bedroom, leaving a considerable amount of space between the two of you.
You switch the lights on, revealing a room big enough for more than just two kids. A desk on the side, a king size bed at the center, and a window with a good view of the city. It was usually the room Hinata crashed whenever he came back from traveling with his team, but he hadn't been here in months. Traces of him were left in the form of dust.
"Will this be good enough for now?" You ask Eiji as you shrug Yuki's backpack to the floor before making your way over to the bed.
His head is lowered, eyes still failing to meet yours. He's been like this since you pulled them from under the gossiping gaze of your family.
Family, you think. The word seems so meaningless now.
"When someone speaks to you, you ought to look at them," You say it with a genuine smile, hoping that the little warmth you have left in your heart radiates off you and onto him.
God knows he needs it more than you.
"Y-yes, you're right. Thank you." He stammers, "I'm-I'm sorry, I don't mean to be rude—"
"Hey," You say, gently cutting him off as you hold your smile. He's still as soft and shy as the day you first met him. You can't help but smile at the thought that he never changed. "I'm not mad or anything...Its just a teaching moment. Remember it."
You watch as Eiji slowly shifts his gaze away from the floor, slowly raising his head to meet your eyes."There you go. You've got pretty eyes, you shouldn't hide them."
He hums a quiet thank you before turning around and shifting his attention to his backpack. You take care of the little one still hanging onto you, pressing a kiss onto his little forehead and rubbing his back before settling him down onto the bed.
You're careful not to stir him as you slip his shoes off. You tuck him in, brushing his hair away from his face to reveal his long lashes and puffy eyes.
Ah, there goes the heaviness in your chest again; a recurring feeling for the day. You wonder when it'll end and your heart sinks even deeper when you remember Kenma waiting for you.
Hesitantly, you excuse yourself and make your way to the door. You let Eiji know where the bathroom is and tell him not to be scared to ask you for anything, "Please don't scared," is the last thing you mutter before leaving the boys to rest.
You tiptoe across the living room, down the hall and towards your shared bedroom. The wooden floorboards creak beneath your feet whispering, "You've done it now", "You've crossed the line", and "He's definitely going to yell at you".
You clench the knob of your bedroom door. The thumping of your heart deafens your ears and your throat grows too dry for you to swallow your fear.
You shut your eyes and pray to the deities, hoping for a good outcome—hoping for any outcome than the one you're expecting.
It takes a moment—five minutes to be exact—but you muster a sliver of courage to push the door open. For some odd reason, you imagined Kenma would be sitting at the edge of the bed, silently brewing in his anger. But instead, he's on the floor, knees up to his chest as he fiddles with his Switch.
And you can't tell if you're annoyed or relieved.
You shut the door behind you before joining him on the floor. You keep your head down, picking off your nail polish while you wait.
Kenma pauses his game, setting it down to the side before completely leaning against the bed, lulling his head back to take a breath. You shut your eyes and you take a deep breath when you feel him shifting in his place to face you.
Here it is. He's going to yell at me, you think.
"What are you plotting?" He asks, not a single trace of irritation found in his voice but rather sheer curiosity dripping from his words. You keep your head down and eyes shut. "You ought to look at someone when they're speaking to you," Your name rolls off his tongue playfully, covered in nothing more than love and sincerity.
You peak an eye at him, lifting your head. "You're not gonna to yell at me?"
"When have I ever yelled at you?" His face contorts in judgement and a little concern, wondering if his girlfriend's broken or just completely stupid. "Why would I yell at you now?"
"I brought home two stray kids..."
"Yes, you did," He says matter-of-factly, "and we need to talk about that. So, can we please talk about that?"
You nod slowly, bringing your knees up to your chest before turning your whole body to face him.
Kenma sinks his elbow onto the end of the bed, cupping his chin for support before he speaks, “Who are those kids and why did you bring them home?"
Kenma looks at you directly, his face emotionless, but a bit softer compared to when you were first standing in the hallway. He blinks at you, waiting patiently till you're ready to speak.
"They were my cousin's kids," You say in a strained whisper. "The—The one that died in the accident." Kenma hums in response, signaling you to keep going. "We weren't close—as you know or else you would've heard a lot more about him—but we felt close enough...given what our family's like..."
Growing up with the kind of family you had and having met everyone from your extended family was kind of like living in a block of ice that never melted; solid in their beliefs, slippery with their anger, and had no room for any other emotion.
You made this very clear to Kenma when you first started dating, especially when he had asked to meet your family. He wasn't one to socialize or even initiate it, but he would do it if it meant doing it for you. But you turned the idea down fast, warned him that there'd be no reason to have to go through all that stress just for you; and though he was just as stubborn as you, Kenma gave in and never brought it up again when he saw how upset you had gotten.
But in chest full of ice cubes, there was your cousin, Akihiro-san. Like you, he was different. He wasn't cold, but he was so genuine and real, you couldn't help but doubt his kindness.
A kindness you failed return when he needed it most. So, when you saw your moment of opportunity, you snatched it, regrettably leaving your boyfriend as an afterthought to your decision.
"I owe it to him, Kenma..." You plead in whisper. "I owe to him because he was the only one who was ever nice to me..."
"These are kids," He counters, dipping his head to meet your glossy eyes. He takes your cheek into the palm of his hand, his thumb tracing circles over your skin. "This would be different if it were a puppy or a plant—but these are living and breathing kids and we know nothing about raising kids. My love, we're only in our twenties..."
"But—"
"You should've called first." He cuts you off, his tone still soft , but firm. You’re at least grateful he’s called you your pet name. "You should've called me and asked."
"You would've said no..."
"How do you know? You never called me." There isn't resentment in Kenma's words. Its still  playful and light, but you can feel his hurt and you feel dumb because you know exactly why. "I would've liked to have been included in this decision...especially since this is my home and you are my girlfriend, and you promised that we would make decisions together."
You frown, tears brimming to the surface as you realized what you've done and how you've probably made him feel.You denied him of his choice, and you were silly to believe that it was okay to go over his head and behind his back.
As you whisper a string of apologies, Kenma presses his forehead onto yours, smiling at you. He was angry at first, but not so much anymore.
"Are you going to break up with me?" You sniffle, voice breaking at the thought. "I'd understand if you wanted to break up with me...But I just—I really wanted to help them. I'm so sorry I didn't ask you first, I couldn't just leave them—"
"Shhh," His breath fans against your skin, "I'm not breaking up with you, stupid. Given, this is probably the biggest wild card you've thrown at me by far, but its not enough for me to break up with you."
You hide your face into dip of his neck, sobbing into the material of his sweater, letting go of the strength you had from holding back and stain it with your tears. You had always been reckless, but it never turned him off. He never raised his voice, he always heard you out, and even when you slipped up, he always forgave you in a heartbeat.
It makes you question if you’re deserving of such a love as this. 
“I was very angry and very offended,” Kenma begins, “I didn’t like what you did. It made me feel like you couldn’t trust me, and it made me feel like you saw me as some kind of terrible person that would turn away kids that need a home...”
You shake your heard, muttering a “no” to his assumption. 
Kenma runs his fingers through your hair and down to your back, soothing you until you've caught your breaths. He'll soft press his lips against the crown of your head, discreetly swiping the little sweat off his lips to keep you from being offended.
"S-So, what do we do about the kids?" Your question muffled but Kenma can hear you just fine.
He sighs, and as he's about to pull you away from his chest, you tighten your hold around his waist. "Please look at me," Your shoulders fall and you pout when you come face to face with him. He chuckles at how ridiculously childish you look, "Do you really want to do this?"
Your eyes widen, "Y-yes. I want to do this, but if you don't want—"
"Better us than anyone else, right?" You blink at him, processing. "I don't know shit about kids, but if you really want to do this, I'll support you. But you can't expect me to be good at this."
Kenma falls onto your shoulder and rests all his weight onto you, letting out a sigh. Panic envelopes his heart, his stomach flipping and churning as he stresses over all the things that's yet to come.
“We’ve been dating for four years, and I’ve just only gotten the hang of you now...” He admits in a heavy sigh.
I'm still a kid, he thinks, groaning. He's plays games all day, forgets to shower, and doesn't know how to cook either. He works from home, rarely goes out unless he needs to or if you want to. Out of the both of you, you're--surprisingly-- more put together than he is.
Can he really do this?
"Please don't expect much from me," He begs, "I don't do well with kids, and you even took in a grown one. What if it doesn't like me or if it forget to feed it?"
You chew on your lip, holding back a laugh and quietly smile to yourself. Vulnerability paints well on your boyfriend, and you wish for even more moments like this.
“I promise it’ll only be until we kind find some other arrangement for them...Something better." You’re not entirely confident in your words, but you understand the idea of having them stay with you isn’t the most sound solution. 
"I suppose if we mess up, we'll mess it up together." He says in defeat, sprawling his legs open before wrapping it around you, pulling you as close to him as possible. He cradles your body tightly just as Yuki had done. "You don't understand how unbelievably lucky you are that I love you."
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