Lunar Eclipse?? - @grollow <3

I made these two illustrations… about 2 months ago!!! (yes the truth, many things happened and I couldn't publish them, not to say that I forgot them but better late than never) and what better than a Fanfick of the beautiful Ashy <3 <3

The dialogues are in the one that more or less said the ecenas, sorry for the incongruities, I'm not a writer I make pretty drawings <:S

mh...

the only ones I have yet to guess are levis and robyn, and the only aliases remaining are 🌝 and frank....

🌝 fav link is hyrule, frank's is four....

robyn once started a "draw your blorbo" post with four, so fae might be frank... @luckybyrdrobyn ?

@howl-at--the-sun ..... I'm 100% going on exclusion here but are you 🌝?

-apple juice/circus

it’s only 10am bro i didn’t need this

me spreading my georcy agenda to anyone who will listen like. look at my posts boy

[ID: an edit of the “plague be upon ye” eminem meme. in the center is a screencap from episode 8 of lockwood & co. lucy and george are in the catacombs, lucy is resting her head on george’s shoulder, george is missing his glasses and smiling, and they’re both looking up. the image is captioned “woe/georcy be upon ye” end ID]

wy, i hope you know i love you

Who are you in a relationship: a) the one that throws the smiling and blushing bug in a fight with your wife b) the wife

Musicians should have the obligation to see different kinds of environments to avoid falling into elitism

You CAN'T get rid of me.

Balls

Everything is so dead😔(it's 4:41 and everyone else is asleep)

I have to share this.

My grandmother who I've never met, but could be easily mistaken for and the same goes for my mom. If you've seen one of us, you've seen all of us.

My mom just sent me this picture tonight and it's honestly the best picture I've seen of her. At least one of the youngest so that I can actually see the resemblance.

I’m reading La Symphonie Pastorale from André Gide at the moment, and it’s really making me appreciate BSD’s skill in characterisation once again. I know that he didn’t even have that big of a screentime, but still, the main character (the Priest) feels so much like him with his internalisation of religious values (if I’m not remembering wrong, BSD Gide used to cite parts from the Bible) and wanting to do good, but not always being able to think of the consequences it will have on the others around him.

and the incorporation of Beethoven’s Pastoral Symphony in the story personally has my heart too 😭❤️

no ‘cause i will stay until 3am awake thinking about how johnny cade’s death shook me so much when i first read about it and how much it continues to hurt. because when i think about it, i can’t help but feel like he was literally robbed of his life, and we were robbed of seeing him and ponyboy grow up together and stay together no matter what. 

can’t stop thinking about how ponyboy never got to see johnny’s slow but sure recovery and how johnny missed all the support and love from the gang and all the all-nighters they all pulled thinking that they could lose johnny at any moment given if they so much dared to close their eyes. 

we missed ponyboy reading book after book for months to keep johnny company, to keep him motivated, to keep him away from intrusive thoughts and harmful situations. we never got to see the late nights they stayed up smoking and trying to not talk about the trauma and pain they went through during those damned days and bringing up the topic at all costs altogether. 

we never got to see johnny getting better and dally feeling reassured about that, about the fact that the both of them are there and are okay and they'll keep moving forward one way or another. we couldn’t get to see johnny and pony graduating and pony packing his bags to go to college to another state and johnny and him embracing by the train not as a goodbye but as a ‘we’re gonna see each other in three months, don’t cry’. 

 johnny could never take his chance at making a life for himself and learning to love his own persona, moving away from his parents with the help of the gang and start working to earn his own money and feeling accomplished and cherished by his friends and finally feeling like he’s worth all he’s getting. 

and we never got to see pony and him exchanging letters with lengthy updates and johnny giving him a little piece of the gang in each folded piece of paper he sent in pony’s way, and the awaited reunions by the station house during christmas or spring break or summer holidays. 

and what hurts the most, irrevocably, is that nobody got to see johnny grow up and fall in love and make new friendships and live adventures as well as mundane moments in life and have his own path to follow freely. and yes, this is what pains me the most when i think about it, that the gang and us never got to see johnny having a future, nobody got to see johnny growing up. 

and i think about what we could have gotten after the events of the book, about pony growing up without his best friend and missing all the things they could have done and become, and missing those letters and those reunions and those books and those stories. and maybe he would have fulfilled his wishes and would have got himself a college degree and a nice job and a family of his own one day, with the memories of who no longer were there anymore falling upon him as a foggy cluster, that one denim jacket never used again and the lot always empty and cold.

Placed outside your front door on a windy rainy night,

Is a ginger cat in a basket.

Accompanied is a scrap of paper saying

'Yours now - the names Apple'

The anonymous gifter knocks and runs away

"I did not need another but I suppose Jack has a new friend."

please someone go give Callum the biggest hug 🥺