#AND NOW HE'S CONSUMED MY EVERY THOUGHT
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WHAT??? undertale content in 2023??? UNDERTALE AUS IN 2023???? SANS AUS????
yes.
#im SO SORRY#BUT I MADE HIM AS A MEME W A FEW FRIENDS A FEW MONTHS AGO#AND NOW HE'S CONSUMED MY EVERY THOUGHT#undertale#undertale au#undertale fanart#sans#sans au#he's my murder hobo blorbo :DDD#actually have a whole ass au alongside his character#but he's Babygirl so yknow#im dying of cringe but holding on strong#by brainrot is too strong to be stopped by things like SHAME and CRINGE#myart#my 2023 art
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ROTATING HIM IN MY HEAD AT AN ACCELERATING VELOCITY
#I HAVE NO TIME SO THIS TOOK 20 MINS AT MOST BUT LSKDFLSLSLSLFDKKKKFJGHGHHHHH#HEEEEE#fernart#my art#hades 2 spoilers#like. oh my gosh. why was he left behind#and the whole thing of them all living between the underworld and mortal realm... you know what else is there??? the land of dreams#and if moros comes back to camp what will he have to say???#this is going to consume every waking thought now. I'm doomed#already thinking of a fic. noooooo#BUT LIKE. THINK OF MELINOE'S PERSPECTIVE. SHE'S JUST GROWN UP WITH A COMATOSE GUY AROUND#oghhhhghgh#hypnos hades#hades#hades 2
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9:35 ⎯ alhaitham
you wake up to the sun shining across your face. you hear birds chirping and if you focus hard enough you could hear the ocean's waves calmly flowing into port ormos. you also wake up to a certain someone's bare chest.
alhaitham sleeps on his back while you curl up into his side. the way you manage your way into the crook of his bicep practically became routine at this point. his arm lays wrapped around your waist, a firm grasp, but not too tight.
you lift your head, propping yourself up on your hand. you are rarely the one who wakes up early. usually, it's alhaitham who rises before you, getting the chance to do things such as make coffee for you or cook a simple breakfast. you think about doing those things, but there is also another opportunity you cannot miss out on.
when alhaitham sleeps, he looks so carefree. his eyes are closed in a peaceful manner, his brows aren't furrowed like when he is awake, and his lips are placed in a gentle pout. he looks adorable.
you couldn't resist tracing your finger over his facial features. your index finger dragged along the slope of his nose, his cheekbones, under his eyes. your thumb caressed the spot underneath his eyebrow (which was the top of his eyelid), the bottom of his lips, and the apple of his cheeks.
normally, he was the one who got to do this to you. you knew that he spent at least ten minutes just admiring you before getting out of bed. and every time before he left, he'd press a loving kiss on the corner of your eyelid.
but this time, you're the one who gets to admire him. you're the one who gets to trace all his features, study him even though you already know all of him, etch his very being into your brain.
and if you plant a kiss on the corner of his lips? well, he doesn't have to know that. and when one kiss develops into two; another planted on his jaw. two gradually turned into four, which then turned into six, and at this point you've stopped counting. alhaitham was just too easy to kiss; too easy to love.
alhaitham started stirring from his sleep ever since the first kiss. he knew you: he knew what your lips felt like on his skin, he knew that you've left the warmth of his arm, and he knew that you were awake right now. but even so, he chose to stay "asleep."
alhaitham chose to break his act when you were about to move towards his lips. right when you were about to press a kiss to his cheek, he moved his head so you could give him a chaste peck on his lips. he smiled, satisfied that he got what he wanted.
you, on the other hand, felt flustered. "alhaitham? did i wake you up?"
alhaitham yawned, one hand covering his mouth while the other secured his grasp on your waist, "i was already awake," he replied nonchalantly.
you raise an eyebrow at that. how long was he awake? hopefully not when you traced his face. "for how long?" you ask, removing your head from your palm and returning to your previous position on alhaitham's bicep.
"probably second kiss," alhaitham hid his smile as he buried his head into your neck. but you could tell he was smiling either way: you heard it in his voice. after all, you knew him as well as he knew you.
you huffed, "why didn't you say anything?"
"and disrupt you while you were perfectly content?" alhaitham sarcastically answered, "i would never impede with your happiness."
"shut up," you say, sheepish and slightly exasperated with his tone, then let your head fall into his chest.
alhaitham only laughs in response. his laugh his small, light, and airy. you're one of the very few people that get to hear it. "if it consoles you, i had a dream about you last night."
this gets your attention, your head rising up to look at his turquoise eyes, "really? pray tell."
alhaitham looked up at the ceiling as a way to pretend as if he was in deep thought, "well, you were there. but you were a fish. and you had a hat. then you were swallowed by a bigger fish, who took your hat. and then you were swallowed by the big fish, who had the hat before everyone else fought him for it," alhaitham explained with a straight face.
"wow," you deadpanned, "not helping your case, bud," alhaitham frowned at the nickname. something so cruel, so early. you continued, "looks like your subconscious isn't very fond of me. want to tell me anything?"
alhaitham shrugged, "you're very easy to hate." he knows it's the complete opposite. loving you has to be the most easiest thing alhaitham has ever done. it's easy to memorize you: your favorite things, your routine, your body, your mind; loving you was like an accomplishment.
you mock-gasp, swatting him away from you, "i see how it is then. you were in my dream too, if you wanted to know. except, you were a toad. a very ugly one. and dehya was there. so was candace. kaveh too. oh! and i can't forget the general mahamatra," you added cyno in to tease alhaitham. truthfully, instead of cyno, your coworker that owed you a cup of coffee appeared in the dream.
"you guys were all animals, and there was a long drought, so you all banded up to confront the rain god for rain. then, when you went to the rain god's temple, you guys planned a sneak attack and won a battle. and then you got rain," if you thought alhaitham's dream was complicated, alhaitham was absolutely dumbfounded by yours.
alhaitham pulled you closer into him, hands caressing the sides of your body, "my dream was definitely better. mostly because it had only you in it, and not the general mahamatra. or kaveh," your boyfriend lightly scoffed at the mention of the two men. you could only shake your head.
"i was only in there for a short second. before i was, y'know, eaten," you nudged his chest, only for alhaitham to rest his head atop of yours. but then you perked up, "hey. are you jealous of my subconscious? is it cause i dreamed of other people?" you smirked.
"why would you say that?" alhaitham peered down at you.
"well, you did get a little sullen at the mentions of cyno and kaveh," you pointed out, even poking a finger into his chest, separating you from him.
alhaitham only trailed his fingers underneath your shirt, creating shapes on your skin as he leaned in closer to you, "i'm not jealous," he pouted, "i did only dream of you though. proves i'm loyal."
you sigh. he was jealous of your subconscious. oh well. maybe that will teach his subconscious to not dream about your demise, "oh, yet i still died in your dream, so maybe not so much," you mocked, smile brimming your lips, "maybe our dreams are connected. me dreaming about other people probably reflected on your negligence to keep me alive," you teased.
"okay," alhaitham pressed his forehead up against yours, "i did not fail to keep you alive. that was all the circle of life."
"tomato, tomayto. i'm leaving," you only make your way to the edge of the bed before alhaitham pulls you back into him. your back lands into his chest with a 'thump!'
"wait. i'm sorry for my subconscious wanting to kill you. from now on i'll only think of you. as long as you stay in bed with me," alhaitham whispered into your skin, right next to your earlobe.
you let out a small laugh, "you pouting right now, haitham?" you turn to face him, brushing some small hairs out of his face.
"no. will you stay in bed with me?" he presses a kiss onto your jaw and interlocks your fingers underneath the blanket. how could you say no?
"hm. i don't know," you tease, looking around the room to delay your answer, "do i want to stay in bed with an ugly toad?"
alhaitham's fingers poke you in the side, making you squirm, "maybe i should've stayed with cyno. doubt he would've dreamt about my death."
"well, you're in bed with me. not the general mahamatra," alhaitham made sure to hold you close, as if your little dream would make you escape from his hold. yeah, no way would he ever let that happen. not when he loves you more than anything else, regardless of what his subconscious was trying to tell him. you are a routine he would never get rid of. you are a light he would never let die out. you are a fish he would always look after.
"yeah, i suppose," you wrap your arms around alhaitham's torso and rest your head on the pillow next to his, "hopefully i made the right decision," you nestle closer into alhaitham's warmth, body instantly relaxing in his proximity.
when alhaitham kisses the crown of your head without saying anything, you know that you did.
can anyone tell me if it's alhaitham or al-haitham? idk which one is correct so if any of y'all would like to inform me that'd be very much appreciated! ty!!
#tana writes (∗´ ᨔ `∗)#i wrote for this man ONCE and he now consumes my every thought.#hsr i swear im coming back#genshin impact x reader#alhaitham#alhaitham x reader#alhaitham x you#this was inspired by 'dream' by @/lulushoeshoe on tiktok#al haitham x reader#al haitham x you#reader's dream is originally a viet folk tale i slightly altered to fit in w/ the genshin story#post-archon quest
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while it was never intended to be a thing, i have noticed whenever i write skk interactions, regardless whether it's platonic or romantic, if they hug dazai ends up with his hands in Chuuya's hair, and i think im going to make it a thing whenever i write them
idk im just obsessed with the idea of dazai braiding chuuya's hair, and getting really good at it too probably. but he does it as a coping mechanism kind of? as a distraction. and it helps chuuya calm down or relax when something's wrong.
it got to the point where dazai would braid chuuya's hair to keep it out of the way during missions.
THEN THEY REUNITE AND THE FIRST THING DAZAI DOES IS BRAID CHUUYA'S HAIR.
#they make me sick#dazai's only thought in the mafia basement when he sees chuuya again is 'His hair is so much longer now it'll be easier and nicer to braid.'#they consume my every waking thought#i can't stop listening to taylor swift and thinking 'this is so skk coded'.#help#soukoku#skk hc#skk headcanons#bsd#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bungou stray dogs#kunikida was shocked when he found out dazai could braid hair and took advantage of it#dazai did it happily but never without thinking of chuuya and how they would sit quietly and watch movies or something while dazai braided
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ok actually i don't think i'll ever forgive @favvnsongs for making me ship washilon bc now i am all consumed that the fact that wash DIDN'T KNOW epsilon survived the implantation process LIKE
and the SECOND that he found out that he was alive he rebelled from pfl and took off to go save him with the intention of sacrificing himself in order for epsilon to survive i cannot with these two
#first of all im joking favvn i just really didn't use to think of them that much and now they consume my every waking thought#still screaming at 'i was /sure/ they deleted him' like AHHHHHHHH#also wash in such agony the whole season about how awful ais are only to literally drop everything to go die for epsilon is so crazy#AND THEN WHEN EPSILON SEES HIM HE IMMEDIATELY TRIES TO KILL HIM LIKE WHAT#wash in s7 when epsilon has been saved but literally hasn't come back to help him like wash did for him: alright fuck this guy now#actually really highlights his s7 villain arc bc yes hes silly in it but also he would go against everything he once cared about#in order to finally get any form of freedom and a chance at peace#wow i am so emo about this i could go on for years#rvb#red vs blue#epsilon ai#agent washington#washilon
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#I keep writing fanfiction instead of my essay#he consumes my every waking thought#i love my son so much but if he doesnt exit my brain right now so help me#jim toa#jim lake jr#tales of arcadia#toa trollhunters#trollhunters
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Now hear me out...Luke Skywalker in eyeliner and skirts.
#GIVE IT TO ME NOW#he's consuming my every waking thought#luke skywalker is gay#luke skywalker#star wars
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if i could see the metric data for how many times ive refreshed the israel hands tag on ao3 in the past year i think i would be horrified
#but also probably not surprised#i mean even now i must refresh that bitch at least 10 times on a slow day#he consumes my every thought#nyxtalks#ofmd#israel hands#izzy hands
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some gems i found while scrolling through rhys darby’s twitter
#rhys darby#i am absolutely enthralled with this man#he consumes my every waking thought#and i’m okay with that#totally normal about rhys darby association#rhys darby: official tumblr sexyman™#inhale us#rhys i am doing more than just that#his friendship with jemaine and taika make my heart go#!!!!! <3#is this how tags work#i don’t make posts a lot but i guess this is now out in the world#my post
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my interests tend to be incredibly specific (eg if im really into a piece of media i tend to only focus on one character and am generally disinterested in anything not related to them) but i get so irrationally scared that making content of only that specific part is somehow rude or insensitive to the media as a whole or people who like the rest of that media so i can never make content of only the thing im interested in and end up only posting whole media fanart and stuff or having any shipping content have general points or multiple ships despite the fact that its my account and i can do what i want with it. it transcends favourite character at this point they are actually my whole life and everything i think about includes them even if its only my imagination or thinking about how theyd react to something irl happening to me
#dont get me wrong i LOVE ride the cyclone and ive seen it like ten times#and i try to watch asmany different versions as i can#but when im consuming fancontent if it isnt centred around noel or monique i actually cant bring myself to get invested#i like looking into general facts about the show and its different productions and uranium city#and i do look atother character content sometimes like ill read ocean angst or blackrose every now and again#but generally its only noel#he is literally on my mind 24/7#i havent thought about anything but him in about two years
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i am once again consumed by enstars thoughts and unable to fall asleep
#kuu.txt#putting this on my wall#if i knew how to draw or write i could fix this soooo easily i swear#consumed by blorbo thoughts every single day of my life#my brain has been slowly rotating the entirety of knights in my brain#and now were back at izumi so. full cycle#i think he should kiss his gf more often that would do wonders for my mental health
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I'd like to shout out to all my mutuals and followers who followed me for a fandom and watched me discover new ones.
This is about lowkey @nottoonedin who I believe followed me after I followed them for their (I think) Laughing at Tragedy art piece for a dtiys. Then saw me become moderately obsessed with lego monkie kid and now hermitcraft. You're a real one, shout out to you!
#i think my train was: recreate account after being to bothered to unfollow 5000+ acounts → mha → haikyuu → dsmp#then major split to only techno and ranboo and variety streamers → security breach → fnaf in general#then there was a misc gap I believe in which i consumed any content I could get my hands on → Lego Monkie Kid#then i watched one tommyinnit video with mumbo and grian thought hey mumbo is funny watched mumbo's season nine jumped into grian's eps#and then from grian I saw i think scar#then from scar (my first scar episode was the cookie shop interior) to probably i jumped to nho found Etho#then I watched all of Etho's season 7 thought defked out was cool started watching tango#from tango to zit#and then somehow I got to watching a joe hills live stream got mildly disturbed that he was getting closer to the camera every $20#and now I watch every hermit's videos#there's so many videos#send help
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i got curious and checked how my old babygirls (enstars lads) are doing and. well since the game got its English version and the wiki doesn't have any translations online, i don't know how they're doing, but I looked at their cards and they're so cute. miss them lots (but not enough to play again, Oh No)
#i kinda wanna know how things are rn but... yeah i can't#i can only hope theyre still alive and unharmed but fuck you never know with akira#i doubt anyone here knows enst but i wonder how obvious my tastes are... could anyone guess who was my best boy/otp? lol#wait no im xi/yao maining now. is there a ship in enst thats similar to them....? I DONT KNOW#is there a ship in md/zs thats similar to my enst otp... I ALSO DONT KNOW#anyway i was also pathetically lonely in my enst tastes because iirc no one else looked at rei and saw his INCREDIBLE pathetic little man#potential. only a cool sexy dude with depression and like yes but PRECISELY because of that its so satisfying when he's a loser#does anyone get my vision? no. such is the fate#i make a new ao3 account almost every new life-consuming fandom because im always ashamed of my old shit and dont want to be Perceived#but my old fics are still there and i gave them a reread the other day and they werent That horrible lol#anyway.#i should stop now before i get emotionally invested. in this house we dont trust akira. we hiss at him actually#shrimp thoughts
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it's really hard being the most unlovable girl in the world ngl
#dreamy talks#someone's gotta do it tho 😔😔😔✊#anyways followers and cool mutuals look away i'm gonna rant a little#okay here we go#i just. feel so sad recently#like every day feels like a bad day nowadays everything feels horrible#every day i wake up not having slept well and wanting to cry over breakfast or on the bus#and it's just. i used to be happier! i was mostly fine during the summer#and yeah maybe that was bc i was constantly consuming media so no thought could occur#but earlier this year it wasn't like that#and ik i should be happy bc like at least it's not high school right#i just feel so alone everywhere#and ik it's my own fault i could reach out to people more and stuff but idk i just can't#even with my family i just. it feels like my mother isn't even interested in me at all compared to my sister#and i get it i'm not interesting or at all like her when she was younger i just. idk#and my father. well he never loved me but we know that it's fine. it's just that knowledge at the back of my head#that bc i left he would do anything for my sister now so she won't leave too. meanwhile for me he doesn't even willingly pay child support.#whatever#i just feel so empty nowadays like there's nothing left within me (reference not intended) that doesn't hurt#like i was planning on getting new piercings this autumn right just like last year#and until now i didn't really have time#but now i just. don't have it within me to go and get them#and i always want new piercings!#anyways it's not that i'm unhappy with my life atm. things are fine! i like my major at uni and i made a friend there too!#everything in between just feels so empty and thinking abt love makes me want to cry#i wish i could stop existing until things get better and i don't feel like this anymore#i just wish i could be different. not bc i want to be but maybe bc then people would love me more. that sounds sad when i say it like that#every day is a bad day and i'm sick of it. i wish i could just have one day without feeling sad for once#anyways.#i'll delete this later
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ZAYNE ZAYNE ZAYNE ZAYNEEEE 💔💔
#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#literally just played through chapter five and—#HE LOVES US SO MUCH IM GONNA SOB#THE WAY HE COMFORTS MC SO SUBTLY#I NEED HIM.#UGH#he consumes my every thought#now i gotta wait until i’m at lvl 42 to unlock chapter six but i will be replaying chapter 5 just for him.
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idk it's just massively fucked up the way you can have unwavering faith in someone and even say enthusiastically at first that you want to have sex with them only for them to distrust you so entirely and question your motives so much that they still decide they have to pressure you into it. and stress how much you PROMISED and act all sad and rejected every time you say you're not ready yet and get super impatient and keep asking when it'll happen because you PROMISED youd do it on their BIRTHDAY and it DIDNT HAPPEN (despite the fact they kept cornering you, alone, to keep pressuring you, and even got your partner blackout drunk and cried about it so you had to take care of THEM TOO and lie and say it wasnt their fault). so by the time it actually happens, no matter how much you wanted it at first, it just feels so uncomfortable and bad and you dissociate because all they want is your body and they're ignoring the fact that you're no longer enthusiastic at all and therefore no longer actually fully consenting. like if you have to pressure someone into doing what they said many times they wanted to do then go fuck off until you understand actual consent and boundaries and dont jump into a new relationship the moment you irrevocably fuck up the person you used to emphasise who was the Only One Who Ever Loved You.
#vv.txt#vent#yes this is about a highly specific thing that happened last year. fuck that guy for real i havebeen so traumatised and fucked up since#i barely feel like a person half the time and i keep having awful flashbacks and im so fucking sick of it#and he thinks hes the better person bc i let my partner send him one (1) mean message after he refused to listen to me and i blocked him.#like how DARE I. these things are TOTALLY PROPORTIONAL (extreme sarcasm obviously)#god.#it feels like im rotting within my own empty shell sometimes.#but i will keep going with the knowledge that i will never let a bitch do that to me again.#i dont need sacrifice my safety and comfort and general boundaries over someone crying#about my PROMISE to fuck them.#no matter how much he said he loved me he just used me first and foremost.#and that wasnt a good fucking love. he consumed everything i had and made me depressed and isolated me from all my other friends#so he could Keep Me With Him because he never believed me when i said i wasnt going anywhere.#and then when he broke me completely and i couldnt take anymore he made a big show about how he didnt love me as much now#so of course it would be Fine Moving Forward#fucking selfish asshole. he didnt care about how he made me feel because he didnt MEAN TO#so even mentioning my issues was 'holding it over his head' and i was the terrible bad guy for making him feel slightly guilty#as if he wasnt threatening to kill himself publically every time he even THOUGHT i was upset with him. lmfao
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I dunno either, buddy