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#AND IT DIDNT EVEN HAVE CECIL IN IT
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GUYS
I am
NOT WELL
Did anyone else listen to the newest Night Vale episode
Because I AM NOT OKAY AND I NEED TO SDFGBVCDFGYJHGVCF ABOUT IT
IM LITERALLY SHAKING
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SOMEBODY COME SAVE ME PLEASE
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idkanameatall · 1 month
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Crying screaming while prepping for the hardest part of camp nanowrimo (naming my characters)
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grimbeak · 1 year
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thinking about it again (no one seeing post-strex kevin angry fucking EVER until he realizes that cecil didnt know that his actions in triptych may have destroyed desert bluffs and he just loses it)
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mudstoneabyss · 2 years
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Carlos and Charles dislike of each other influenced by Charles hearing Kevin talk about Carlos leaving him after 10yrs with nothing but a letter and conceptualizing him as Kevin's shitty ex, and Carlos finding about Charles and being weirdly upset by his existence and place and only kind of seeing him as himself if he chose different....
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rindomness · 1 year
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also btw i think it's So interesting that dr lubelle is described entirely as 'medium'. like. hmm how do i put it in words. something something she's dedicated herself so thoroughly to forcing the universe to conform to how she believes it should work based on strict guidelines that she herself now has no room for any variation from the exact mean, the peak of the normal curve, etc. she cannot allow for the world around her to have uniqueness and unexplained elements, and so it is reflected back in her. i just think it's interesting
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waterloggedsoliloquy · 8 months
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brierly ronan is rly up there in terms of funniest fucking sw characters
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lovebunnie · 1 year
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some cecil facts for people who dont know who he is or havent listened in a while :)
he is jewish
hes been married to his husband for 7 years
they have an adopted son
he has a niece named janice
and a dog named aubergine
he didnt age for an unspecific number of years (around a century) but recently has begun to age again
he was a boy scout and maybe a bit of a gay thing with his best friend earl harlan who still has feelings for cecil even if cecil is oblivious
he has a cat!
hes totally normal and not at all different from any other cat you may know. as normal as any cat from night vale can be
he has really prominent mommy issues
like as in, she used to literally hide from cecil for days and then she died when he was a young adult and his older sister abby raised him and it put a strain on their relationship where abby resented cecil for needing to be raised and cecil resented her for not being their mother (theyre also doing better now)
theres a sorta other world called ‘desert bluffs’ where cecils evil doppelganger named kevin works and they used to fucking HATE each other but more recently, things have mellowed. kinda. well atleast on kevins side i think
cecil never knew his father but its starting to seem like his dad is a tree..?
he has a fear of mirrors and doesnt know what he looks like or how old he is because his mother told him ‘someday you will die cecil. and it will involve a mirror’ normal!
he smokes weed and plays VR
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banbanfan01 · 1 year
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i have learned so much about cecil gershwin palmer as a result of the tumblr sexypoll rematch and yet i still feel as if i know nothing about him. hes canonically gay married and has been for seven years. hes jewish. he has an adopted son with his gay husband. he canonically wears fake cat ears. everyone draws him wearing crocs and at this point im assuming thats also canon. he doesnt know what he looks like because hes afraid of mirrors because his mom told him hed be killed by one someday. he was at dashcon. as im typing this the cecil/sans poll is at 65/35 and cecil is winning. he didnt even get past the first round of the first poll and suddenly hes in the finals of this one. the person whos running the polls barely even knows who he is. who is this man. does this entire website have some inherent fondness towards this man no matter how much youve been exposed to night vale. at this point i think hes a cognitohazard and needs to be contained lest he upset the larger sexyman ecosystem like an extinct species being revived and unleashed upon a world too weak to handle his presence. i voted for him by the way
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marzipanandminutiae · 4 months
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i feel u on 1920s hate. when everyone is like ‘finally women are free of ~restrictive~ corsets’ and its like . first of all. didnt need to be. second. how do u think the curvier women were achieving the 1920s silhouette. quickly.
Exactly. I mean, yeah, it’s not their fault at all that people were saying things like that, or that it’s reached a fever pitch in recent years. Great material gains WERE being made for women, and I’m absolutely not discounting that. But much in the way that people tend to throughout history, though, they firmly believed that everything they were doing was the best and most progressive that it had ever been. And that idea has been hugely amplified in later years
I think it also has a lot to do with the fact that the 1920s were, in many ways, the beginning of a world that looks familiar to us now. Widespread film technology, continued rise of electricity, clothing-ways that seem familiar to us today in contrast to what came before (for example the advent of bras and panties, although people tend to forget there was usually also a girdle involved),  Air travel, cars becoming more popular, etc. because it seems less foreign, we accept all too readily the idea that it was better in all respects than everything earlier
(And ignore all the ways in which it would still have been foreign. Like… The 1920s were not actually the Proto – 2020s, guys. It owed for more to its immediate predecessors re: era mentality and technology and even fashion than some people would like to admit)
I don’t actually hate the 1920s – that would be pointless and reductive, since it’s an entire decade that happened over countless countries, demographics, cultural groups, etc. I think I’m with you, though, in hating the way it’s been put up on a pedestal as the perfect progressive era that was unilaterally better for women in particular
(Also, I read a book from the 1951 about the history of undergarments, and this mindset is in FULL force even three decades later.The guy finds ways to inaccurately rag on the Victorians even in chapters that aren’t about that time period, and concludes with a stirring statement that they are now living in the perfect time for underwear and that everything is so much better and more progressive than it ever has been in the past. The fact that this man- Cecil Willett Cunnington -was considered one of the highest authorities on dress history for a long time probably explains the current state of the discipline, In terms of “you can say basically whatever you want and people will believe you”)
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bulkhummus · 1 year
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ok then here is the whole comic — context under the cut
i love drama and using my favorite characters to talk about gender and sexuality so i have this idea where Lubelle and Carlos had a weird interpersonal relationship during their time together at the uowii that was unhealthy ie. possessive, lacking boundaries, confusing, no proper communication etc. while both of them were using each other to basically figure out their identities — both professionally and personally. like they definitely werent together, but she didnt want him seeing other people and there was a blur between personal and professional dynamics — i wanted to show her disregard for his personal space, and her habit of assuming shes right — and i also wanted to draw an angry cecil haha
so when lubelle finally runs into carlos in night vale she’s shocked to find that he’s fully out, married with a kid, and that he doesnt seem to need her in any capacity and has moved on and grown, because for her, it’s only been about a year and did not think he’d ever squeeze out from beneath her thumb. she also thinks carlos has been manipulated into staying / has gone off the deep end — maybe even thinks cecil is a bad influence
and cecil is being SO BRAVE (a brat) about it
anyways i love and adore evil lubelle
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kerink · 1 month
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my ideal situation is carlos trying to apologize to kevin in the shittiest most awkward and uncomfortable round about way ever because confrontation makes him want to die but he still wants to try, and for kevin to plainly lay out how carlos broke his heart, how he abandoned him, how he left him alone in another dimension to try to find away to pick up the shattered pieces of his life, how he would have been happy to share carlos with cecil, he would have been happy to have even been carlos' side piece!, and then kevin thanking carlos for leaving, it helped him realize how dependent he was, how he went from strex to carlos, he didnt know how to live without being told what to do, without following someone around, but now he does!, now he knows how to take care of himself and knows exactly who he is and who he wants to be and how he wants to be it, and he gives carlos a biiiig hug that gets blood all over his white lab coat, and carlos gets out of having to say anything ✌️
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coldflasher · 16 days
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so me and my friend had to put our flash (re)watch on pause for a while bc she broke her ankle so we haven't seen each other in a while, but we finally picked season 8 back up and. god. i don't even have anything funny or insightful to say about it because it's just bad. it's so bad. and i couldn't even put my finger on why it was so bad at first, but eventually my friend pointed out that like. NOTHING happens. the characters literally just stand in a circle and talk. then whenever something DOES happen they go "hey so this thing just happened, hold on a sec while i describe it word for word in case you missed it." there's no action 90% of the time and there's no meta of the week for the most part so every episode feels samey and directionless as we slowly crawl our way towards a resolution of a plotline that isn't particularly compelling anyway
the characters are flat and nothingy. barry, the main character of the show, does FUCKING NOTHING EVER. there was one scene where he was running down the street, which he obviously used to do in every single ep, and my friend was like "holy shit i feel like we haven't actually seen him RUN in ages" and she was right. the man whose WHOLE SUPERPOWER IS RUNNING VERY FAST DOESN'T RUN ANYWHERE ONSCREEN FOR LIKE SIX EPS STRAIGHT. we see him run in and out of rooms but never see a straight shot of him running TO anywhere. WHY?
then there's the fact that the overarching plots are bad. the characters are split into two factions that don't interact at all. iris having time sickness could be cool and interesting and there's lots of potential for interesting character work there, but instead of making anything happen they have her sit on a couch and not touch anything in case she erases it from the timeline.
at one point she literally GOES MISSING and barry just. DOES NOTHING?? im sorry, fuck whatever else is happening, you know if iris disappeared he'd be tearing the city apart looking for her but all that happens is cecile is like "omg barry i can feel that you're sad, what's going on??" and he's like "iris is missing, im worried about her." WHAT!! THEN FUCKING LOOK FOR HER YOU DINGBAT!! i've said this before but s1-4 barry would absolutely beat the shit out of this version of himself if he found out about this
and don't even get me STARTED on caitlin and her almost husband, the skeleton fire demon who eats grief---again, this had the bare bones (pun intended) of an interesting plotline; a meta that feeds off people's grief could actually be really powerful and interesting to explore, but he's a magic skeleton from another universe who tricks her by pretending to be her dead husband so it's just stupid. at one point the characters like "why are we doing this plotline now, 7 years after ronnie died?" and i'm like yes, why ARE we? because again, having caitlin fall prey to the manipulations of a malevolent force that feeds on grief would actually be very topical and interesting if it had happened in, say, s2, when ronnie had just died for the second time. if her grief was fresh and raw and painful it could be conceivable that she'd be desperate enough to go "well i thought he was dead once and he survived, maybe he did it again", and cling to that, allowing herself to be tricked into believing this evil sentient flame skull was really ronnie. but it's been SEVEN YEARS and she literally just got a new boyfriend who has no personality and who we never see again, so it doesn't make any sense and i don't care. also the show keeps trying to convince you to care by having caitlin go "ronnie was such a valuable member of the team, you knew and loved him!!" and it's like... did we though? did we really? he's never made a big impression on me personally. the only character who was close to ronnie and actually knew him was cisco and he's not here. they added a few flashbacks and a proposal scene to try and make us care more about the caitlin/ronnie relationship but they didnt do anything for me because i was too busy staring at danielle's terrible wig. like babes that is NOT what caitlin's s1 hair looked like, did you even try
the skeleton fire demon stuff is actually kind of enjoyable to watch at times purely because it's so fucking ridiculous, the whole thing is a trainwreck, so i did somewhat enjoy getting to make fun of it but JESUS CHRIST IT'S SO TERRIBLE. HOW DID THE SHOW FALL SO FAR. WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED
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artisticmenace · 4 months
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the law is that if i do a cecil, i have to do a carlos
i didnt even attach the image last time wtf
luckily i wanted to add his name to the drawing
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jyndor · 4 months
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I'm sick with covid but I'm sicker reading people saying zionism should be an "intracommunity" conversation
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fyi i cropped out the response bc i didnt feel like doing the "work" to hide the username of the op who basically said they completely agree and have nothing new to add.
no actually palestinians should be leading the conversation on that, in the same way that indigenous people everywhere should be leading the conversations on settler colonialism everywhere. lol can you imagine if only white settlers could speak on rhodesia? on apartheid south africa? listen I know some white south africans and... I mean its a mixed bag 😂
like also not for nothing theodore herzl thought it was cool to reach out to cecil rhodes re: zionism so since the beginning jewish zionists have invited non-jewish people into the discourse (literally the reason for the state of israel's existence) but now that palestinians are finally being listened to that's it
and about the kinds of zionism and how wrong it is for people to just use zionism the way people do (meaning to describe the support for the settler colonial state of israel, which isn't entirely correct in theory but is also not wrong in PRACTICE) like... what planet are we on? can we be fucking real for a minute? if your first thought when you hear palestinians and people who are pro-palestine talk about zionism is "well that's not fair to the pre-state zionists like the cultural zionists" like bro where are the cultural zionists in today's discourse?
zionism in all of its forms was born in europe during a time of increasing nationalism in europe, and jewish communities do have conversations about that! awesome. but no actually this cannot be an intracommunity conversation because the impact is not only within community. I guess zionists back in the 1800s should have thought about the impact their settler colonialism would have on liberal zionists in 2023. you know because back then it WAS mostly an intracommunity conversation, and then leaders like herzl brought white non-Jewish Brits into the conversation to get support for the actual implementation of what had been only theory and not even well-agreed upon theory into practice.
if zionism had been intended to be an intracommunity conversation, the state of israel would not exist.
there's a lot of people who are gonna be really ashamed of themselves in thirty years.
now fuck it I gotta go cough up a lung
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harukirai · 9 months
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Queer history of Final Fantasy
I am replaying all the old final fantasies(mostly psp psone releases), first time with english localization and not the original jp.
Now i get it.
It all make sense now.
I couldn't understand the wave of "why shove the gays in our face" backlash of 16(even though, the non homophobic felt it was lacking since they didn't want to 'push it in yall face'). Like apperantly moat of the implication or straight up fruity moments in the old game was completely removed, or changed to the point of it being a 'silly thing'.
So lets clarify -
*Cecil(iv), your homeboy- an Non-binary (language is the best indication, but yeah i think it was a decision made for both female and male players to be able to relate to them, but yeah funny outcome non the less)
*Bartz(v)- outright bisexual, they didnt even hide it- next person on this list gonna make it make sense.
*faris(v)- an ftm transgender( at least in the original version, i know in some new iterations they scrapped the whole concept, but left it in in others?)- mainly speak about himself with (ore/boku- which is conventionally usally by male speakers), after finding out soem of the cast either use a female pronounce on him, but bartz constantly either avoid it or use male pronounce(or the nonbinary version which is usually reffered to kidz) but yeah, bartz was crushing on faris where he thought he was a cis male and unlike the other guy didnt shy away.
Lets jump a bit to 8-
Irvine(viii)- even though considered very handsome to the point he could get with any girl hed want, was even flirted with by selphie i think i need to remember, but he usually brush it off.
If anything he is either asexual, or gay(its very subtle, but its what called queer coding, and well see that allot from now on cause japan caught up to westerns norm on media)
Quina Quen (ix)- literally, a nonbinary- but i think they kept it in eng as well cause they are not human, but like black mages they have no sex, but unlike black mages they are 'genderless' and dont care for human norms.
Kuja(ix)- either gay/intersex/both.
Look at him.
Seriously that character confused a whole generation sexuality.
Like sephiroth, but unlike sephiroth he also have effeminate mannerisms, and until it was revealed by text it wasnt so obvious.sephiroth in jp have a confusing language because he himself is possed by jenova, so evem though i love this headcanon, sephiroth isnt trans actually.
Auron(x)- ahh yes, your favourite broody guy and probably where im gonna get tons of hate.
Auron is very subtle, but once you notice it its hard to deny.
I think Auron is gay, unlike jecht or braska- he did not have kids, denied arranged marriage, and followed jecht to dream zanarken just to save jecht only son- it was pretty obvious that auron loved jecht. He also loved braska but not as much, and it shows- that for auron it was more than friendship. You can see it with his attitude towards yuna vs tidus- with yuna he is nicer, politer. Liem you act when you babysit your friends /cousins child.
But to tidus, he is a full father figure.In their journey together they grow, and i think if he wasnt the boy of the man he loved he wouldn't treat tidus as his own. With all the scoldinngs in mind.
Paine(X-2)- qlmost forgot her, but yeah she's pretty gay for riku
I dont remember much though because if the mission structure of the game.
Larsa(xii) - ohh i see you boy, i see u. He is sus as hell. He is a kid so its pretty innocent(and relatable to us queer kidz)
Its pretty obvios that he is crushing on basch, innocently though. I know some ppl who shipped him with penelo, but canonically by spinoffs at least she and vann are an item.
Also they made sure it was obvious cause japan have this thing that a young character is crushing on a teacher,mentor , older characters in general(aka cc sakura- her friend crushing on a teacher, syaoran & sakura crushing on yukito, also happens in tons of pop culture media at that time, so im not surprised, but im happy this time its one sided, THANK GOD)
But yeah if you reached the ending its pretty obvious.
Fang & vanille(xiii)- the first lesbians couple! Terra(VI) was supposed to be the first but they were afraid it will make her less marketable so they scrapped her gf. They made them clear, but at the same time they tried to make sure pple wont be fetishizing them(they tried, at least).
I want to explain their story more but i think ill mess it up since i tend to mix up 13's lacie, falcie and all that jazz.
So ill just say that basically there are 2 world in 13, pulse and cacoon. Pulse is basically earth and cacoon is the moon. There is a god for each world called a falcie.
Few of them but ine for each major ones. Our main gand from cacoon, branded by a falcie to be slaves(lacie) vanille and fang are from pulse, and slaves of pulse lacie, so basically they are with the task of creating Ragnarok which is like the end of time and but limw they dont know cause the gods in this game is like 'yeah imma give you a mission but wont tell you beside weird non undersandable feaver dream and you need to figure out and fast or youll become this universe version of zombie, and if you do complete it you become a ceystal living forever but like, sleeping beauty style. So lose lose situation.
The focus of them both is different from the gang, caus the falcie of cacoon is evil so he gove them focus destroying cocoon while if fang& vannile mannaged to ruin that falcie and bring ragnarok theyll become a crystal, and they used it to save coccon from falling and crushing killing all the people in it, basically became a pillar in eternal sleep when they hheld each other.
But they are saved in later game only to... Lightning return which we wont talk about cause i hate timers.
I love the story of xiii, big part of it is vanille & fang, i havent played in english yet, but i will say, their story is one of the more meaningful on this list, very well developed and i will do it disservice if id try to explain it in few sentences - so do yourself a favour and play or watch the playthrough.
Ignis& gladio(xv)- here is when localization ruimed it. I know cause i palyed on jp dub with eng sub and heard the differences live- first of all gladio and ignis are completely different in jp, as individuals and as a pair- they were supposed to be the first dion& terrence moment, but it got scrapped and they went the vannile& fang route, only that bec they are men, the localization team missed the mark.
Gladio got pissed at noctis in the train because of ignis.
In jp its clear their bond is beyond friends, and not mention the fact that their AI is always stuck together, and that gladio isnt a womenizer in jp at all, and there is no fiancee/girlfriend.
In jp he said suggested there is someone he wants to be with but bec of the state of the world and them both being constantly in the battlefront he couldnt ask.
(and ignis clear his throat when everyone is like oh great, very subtle but it was leading to that)
Every stop of the train or erea post blindness gladio was with ignis not leaving him .
Also tabata san also said that they are more than friends. So there's that too.
But its no secret 15 localization is tereible, the massacared prompto, he is so cringy in english, in jp yeah he is funny but like he says more stuff then random pop colture references, he breaks the 4th wall occasionally but not on the same level of the localization. Also, jp noctis is a little shit because he can and will, in localization he is more relatable while ignos and gladio are kimda mean. In jp its the other way around and up until chap 13 (when he is alone) noctis is a bratt. He has some moments when he is nicer, but when struggle shows he is a bratt about it- and its done purposely since he is a spoiled pronce who never done anything alone in his life.
Thats why in chap 13 he has a change of heart, because he was alone and learned to appriciate his friends when he was stuck alone in the dark with no weapons and i think it was a good call storytelling wise, but yeah the english localzation ruined it and made the whole chapter pointless .
Those are the implied/canon gays of final fantasy up to 15(we got a kiss so its obvious).
The series has always been kinda Fruity and i know some of yall will be like, 'but there's no proof'. Well, japanese speakers(who arent homophobic at least) will agree with me that we tend in media that is not specified like BL or GL to make things subtle. So what in the west is called 'queer coding' is very common in japanese media and it comes in way more shape and forms.usually implied with a desper conncetion relationship or linguistics.its funny cause in the 80's and very early 90's gay pple wasnt hidden in jp pop culture (no kisses or anything but it was straight out told to the viewer/player)
And only later 90's there was a trend of removing us completely from the media, but around that time a specific genre was created so it wasn't out completely.(like yaoi/yuri as erotic mangas existed aince the 80's but usually only love stories or main gay characters were mixed in with the straight media, kimda like what netflix does today, but around 96, 97 the shounen ai and shoujo ai genres rose in popularity(mainly cause of clamp) and things got seperated. In games- because it became a bigger deal in the west square took caution with how clear they gonna make stiff not to piss of the christians after the backlash of Pokemon (idk how it was really but through japanese media and news it seemed at the times that the american patents were pissed so game companies started sensoring their games from all things might piss off christians/monotheistics ).
*also i dont live in japan but i am mixed so i grew in a jp speaking house and family from there always sent games on holidays and birthdays+nhk was always running in the backround to check on the motherland😂
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could i have positivity for systems who don't feel connected to the term plural? and if you could, could you include did systems in there? (i didnt want it to b exclusively for disordered systems but a line or two for them would be nice)
hey, we recently wrote this post for systems who aren’t and don’t identify as plural:
we included did systems and those with dissociative disorders in the post. we hope it works for you and brings you some comfort :)
🐢 kip and 🖋 cecil
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