Im honna scream and cry and explode and mitosis and meiosis and nuclear fission and glycolysis and electron transport chain and cellular respiration and exponential growth and telophase abd lose every single atom that composes my marbles thinking about my favorite characters like i cant cant cant canty vcanty vnjt im gnna im not used to seeing so much amazing art of my favorite characters cause i literally banned myself from looking at any fandom stuff bc i was terrified and now everytime i do i feel like im gonna lose it

OH GOD I HAVE TO WORK UP TO LETTING MYSELF READ FANFICS CAUSE IM TOO SCARED BUT ALSO ILL IDEK WHAT WILL HAPPEN I HAVE SERIOUS BRAINROT THATS BEEN FERMENTING IN MY BRAIN FOR LITERALLY OVER A YEAR HELP

FUCKING SEATTLE

All I wanna do is write, but the world decided to give me homework instead

There needs to be something beyond screaming into a pillow or at the moon in terms of letting out energy.  I need to somehow create sonic blast waves at things.

my plug: this strain is called pharmacy work, it will have you off your gourd

me: i dont feel shit

me, ten minutes later: bro i swear there are 1600 of this ndc

my buddy the pharmacist, pacing: the inventory system is lying to us

starting with a new psychologist today

rant under read more

i fucking hate it

why everytime i just got used to someone do thay have to fucking switch me???

ive been in mental health care since i was 10, and so far ive never had a person in charge of me for more than a year (except my gender specialist, but that was tight, like one year and two months or so)

hey news flash people, maybe dont put the person who has traumatic experiences with metal healthcare professionals in a constant state of switching them??!!?

like i am Aware im not currently At Risk anymore, but guess what??? im the person who made it that way!!!

the psychologists at those times were just there to 'help' me pick up the pieces after (which, also important, but like??? i would have liked to have someone around during ya know???)

pleeeaaase jsut give me someone who stays for once!!! i feel like my dentist has better luck tracking my mental health at this rate

sometimes i feel as tho i would just have better luck quitting and doing everything on my own, but im also the person who got me in this mess, so while theoreticallly i could also get me out, i dont want to gamble it and then have to do the fucking waiting lists again

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

anyway, gonna try to go into it with an open mind, and at the very least im glad i have someone around atm

cz im not sure if playing omori was condusive in my bad state atm, or if it just made me aware of the fact that im Not good rn, but damn fuck im not ok right now

anyway like, if ur reading this? dont worry i guess? dont think im that bad overall, but like also just Not good atm

we'll be fine eventually and its nothing i havent been through before!

just needed to rant

As the goose at 6 am this morning said: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

me: alright alright alright, i'm almost done with this comic!

the empty background: :)

me: i am not almost done with this comic!

I loved chapter 14 so much!! I can’t wait for the next one <3 credit to @aimlesscackling for the great poster design! <3

I had a guess with how Bo should look ! this was my fav part haha!

@itsmeohmyo

OOH MY GOOOOD

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH MYYYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOOOOODDD

asdfghjbless these are amazing!!! i hope you dont mind that i put them together because i just wanna spew about them asdfghjklkjbv

im actually gonna cry these are too beautiful for words i just *screams*

Bo looks awesome!!! i love how ragged he looks and his broken ear!! and rus bein all protective asfsdfghj \\OwO///

and bless reader look so out of her depth lol that face says ‘instant regret’

ok omg these are wonderful i love them and i love you omg thank you so so much!!! im really happy that you liked the recent chapter!!!

<3 <3 <3

I just want y’all to know it’s 6:36 and I am fucking HOLLERING

Here is that Jazzmax smut I was talking about kids.

Enjoy it, I got really bored and just indulged in my fave OTP doing the nasty. it may be soft it may not be who knows.

The sun was nothing but a small pink pinprick illuminating the ocean above it. The scene was peaceful, serene almost as Jazz and Gunmax watched the ending of a sunset. It was just the two of them on the quiet hillside overlooking the ocean. “It’s been so long since we have seen each other, I missed the feel of your frame against mine.” It had been a very long four months by the couple's standard. Since the two saw each other in person. Jazz gave a quiet hum in reply and nuzzles closer into Gumax’s body “I get what you mean, I missed you a lot GM. I thought about you constantly.” The sky was darkening now and stars were just beginning to peak out from the deep dark space.

It was just the two of them, cuddling in the grass without a care in the world. A quiet breeze blew over them and Jazz was a tad grateful for it, the heat he could feel building up in him was becoming a bit overwhelming. He needed to do something, he felt touch starved from being so far from Gunmax.

Jazz leaned up from where he laid on Gunmax’s chest and gave a deep kiss. With Gunmax being so close to him, a burning need to feel more of him grew. In one fluid motion, the two rolled over so Jazz was pressed up against Gunmax, who began to trail kisses from down Jazz’s face to his neck and chest. “I am the luckiest bot around,” Gunmax whispers “you are just so amazingly beautiful laid out like this for me.” Jazz was beginning to let out quiet pants. "I just need to feel you, it's been so long."

Gunmax gave a small kiss, "Of course babe." He began to trail his kisses further down to Jazz's chest, nipping and biting all the way. His hands softly caress every part of jazz he could touch. He was going to mark up Jazz every way, everywhere, and every chance he got when others looked at him and all the marks he gave, they knew Jazz was taken. Gunmax felt so lucky to be the one who Jazz choose. Jazz began to let out soft breathy moans "ah- Max, p-please, I need you." One of Jazz most sensitive places was his thighs and Gunmax knew just what to do. He sucked harder and left and a trail of hickeys and marks all over Jazz's neck and chest, leaving him a shaking mess.

When Gunmax finally gave his chest a rest. Panting he sat back up and gave Jazz a nervous look "hey babe? I want to try something if that's ok with you?"Jazz who was becoming something coherent gave a nod. "y-yeah, go ahead, I trust you." Gunmaxs nervous expression transforms into a smile and he begins to lick a long stripe up Jazz's thighs leading to his panel. He bites and sucks a trail of hickeys that leave jazz a softly babbling mess. "O-oh primus, please max!" Jazz had no idea what he was asking for, just knowing he wanted Gunmax to leave him as a total mess.

Gunmax ignored his requests for now and gave another long and lingering kiss "shhhh, don't worry baby, I got you." Jazz was a quivering panting mess, he had a hand pressed up against his mouth to try and muffle some of the loud moans he was letting out. Gunmax lightly sucked and nipped at jazz's panel, he could feel the heat trapped behind it. He taps Jazz's panel, "open up baby, let me take care of you," A deep blush spread across Jazz's face as his panel slid open with a quiet "click," already, his valve was puffy and aroused, transfluid was slowly dripping out of him and pooling down his thighs and onto the grass now that his panel was gone.

Gunmax gave a small kiss to jazz's anterior noid which cause jazz to cry out. He gave a long lick to the rest of Jazz's valve and felt him have a whole body jerk and gave a muffled cry into his hand, his chest rising off from the ground and his other hand fisting the ground. Gunmax looked up and made eye contact, jazz who propped himself onto his forearms watched as Gunmax gave a smirk "you taste sweet," Gunmax grabbed one of jazz's legs and held it open "I love tasting you," using his other hand to slowly tease jazz's anteroid noid, he began to eat jazz out with vigor.

Jazz's mouth dropped open with a gasp as Gunmax began to slowly eat him out, slipping in his tongue to reach all his interior nodes. His face and chins were covered in pink transfluid. Obscene slurping noises could be heard over the quiet atmosphere. The sun had finally set and you could see a multitude of stars and the pink glow of transfluid on jazz's thighs and Gunmax's face. Jazz was quietly trembling as he felt the sensations from his valve, Gunmax seem to inhale it, the sensations seem to little and too much and he began to slowly move his hips, thrusting back into Gunmax's mouth. "ah- ah- ah- m-max, oh primus, right there, please keep doing that." He gave up on trying to muffle himself and it seems Gunmax was reinvigorated by Jazz's soft begging.

Gunmax decided to switch tactics and instead began to slowly finger jazz and suck on his noid, to jazz's apparent delight from the sound he made. He kept a slow and consistent rhythm and pumped his fingers in and out barely brushing jazz's G-spot. "Max, ooh please speed up." Jazz was too shy to admit he began to grind down on the two fingers GM slid inside him, there wasn't a real need for prep as Jazz's valve was drenched in fluids. Gunmax would admit he did love the Jazz and his valve made whenever he would slide his two fingers back into his valve, a loud squelch, and a quiet moan. Gunmax gave his anteroid noid another soft kiss and slid his fingers out, to jazz's slight frustrations.

"Let me just look at you for a moment," Jazz was a sight to behold. He looked blissed out and his body was quivering against the soft grass, his valve was puffy and drenched in saliva and transfluid which was quickly forming a puddle underneath him without gunmax there to lap it up. Gunmax could slightly see behind Jazz's visor, his optics were filled with a loving and lustful gaze at him. A deep blush covered Jazz as he held his legs open further and bit his lip. "Are you going to help me finish max?" he could see the charge dancing over jazz's frame, it was beautiful and Gunmax happily kissed him in reply.

Gunmax slid his fingers back in a began to move them at a punishing pace. Jazz gave a loud cry in response, his valve clenching and unclenching around his fingers. "My wonderful beautiful angel," Gunmax sank back down to jazz's valve and began to kiss his noid in-between each word he murmured. Jazz was gasping, his hand pressed against the back of Gunmaxs head, shoving him deeper into his valve. "Oh god- max-, I'm so close, I'm gonna-" Gunmax gave a deep hum and that pushed jazz over the edge. He overloaded screaming, his legs splayed open and shaking a rush of transfluid spilled out of him and gunmax happily lapped it up.

Jazz mind was filled with nothing but pleasure when he overloaded, he trembled violently the stimulation he continued to get from GM lapping up all the fluids that spilled out of him was becoming a bit much and he let out a whine. Jazz began to fully sit up and pulled Gunmax into a deep kiss, "I love you, so much," the kiss tasted like him, and he easily let Gunmax take control of the kiss. "Here let me clean you up, I got some cleaning rags in my car." Gunmax pressed a kiss to his temple and walked out over to his bike grabbing two.

He wiped off his fingers and began to wipe up the fluid covering jazz's thighs and valve. enticing a small moan. "I don't think your ready for another round that quick baby~" Jazz gave a chuckle, "no, not yet, it just feels good." Slowly but surely the two of them were clean and Gunmax helped jazz stand. Jazz let out a small whimper when he felt his valve rub up against his plating, his legs felt like jelly and Gunmax had to help him walk back to his bike. "Thank you for that GM, but I didn't get to do anything for you." The two exchanged a quick kiss and Gunmax got onto his bike, "it's fine baby, I just wanted to do something nice for you, but if you really want to do something, I can think of a few things when we get back." Jazz climbed behind him and nuzzled his head onto his shoulder, “alright, but I’m gonna hold you too that, I love you.” Gunmax gave a cheeky smile over his shoulder, “love you too baby.”

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VOX MACHINA WAS LEVEL 7 WHEN THEY FOUGHT BRIMSCYTHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE FUCK MATTHEW

A YOUNG BLUE DRAGON!

ODA YOU FREAKING TEASE

WHEN THE CHORUS HITS IN SPACE WALK OMG

tech think of your followwers they dont wwanna see THAT much of my face i think this is it