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My emotional support bedside stack of books is, perhaps, getting a bit too large
#in my defense#….actually I don’t have anything to say in my defense#5/7 are actually started#but one of those I deeply dislike so am unlikely to finish#and one is hamlet#so#not sure this helps me#personal
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SHE'S DONE! after a thousand years, she's finally done! ...or at least I'm done with her! (tumblr please don't absolutely destroy my gifs, I am begging you)
now you know the real reason I haven't been obsessively drawing Meleanor, which is that I was in fact obsessively drawing Meleanor but in secret. plus a little background just for fun!
I am. not super happy with her rig; parts of her proved way more difficult than I expected and I very quickly hit the point of "okay, this is a silly fan project and not something that I'm being paid for or has to be really functional, time to MANUALLY KEY ALL THE VERTICES FOREVER". I think the end result came out pretty okay though! just...don't look too close. :')
I recorded some of the drawing part, so I might put that up later! in the meantime I am going to make her do stupid poses for my own enjoyment!
#art#twisted wonderland#brace yourselves for the spoiler tags#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 5 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 5 spoilers#gif warning#gifs that will yeet an egg into your face warning#(no shadows on the transparent gifs because gif compression eats feathered edges for breakfast)#for once i actually had a think about a couple of animations to do before i started!#don't get me wrong i still wasted a ton of time drawing a bunch of extra hands that will never be used#but you know that's still progress for me#getting to wiggle those little lace fronds around almost made up for the absolute hell the rest of the cape was
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#kirby#baseball#mariners#seattle mariners#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#I knowwwww it's kirby's birthday but the mariners twitter posted a shop of a kirby anime screencap#cuz george kirby pitched a pb 12 strikeouts#and I just. had to.#I have no idea how he actually feels about the constant kirby jokes#but I enjoy it lol#I really love having my favorite character constantly showing up in association with my favorite team :')#(I think I loved the mariners even before I loved kirby because I don't think I started playing video games until I was 5 or 6)#(but I was born in a sports household)#(okay I looked up the release dates for fun and I got tilt n tumble and crystal shards around the same time)#(so I would've had to've been 6 or 7 - I don't know how new they were when we got them)#(I was definitely watching baseball before that lol)
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Unnecessarily big gifs of Steve McGarrett [1 of ?]
#Hawaii Five-0#h50edit#Steve McGarrett#mygifs#Mine#Big Steve#Hey so would it be okay if I just sort of slid back in here or#I started rewatching 5-0 late last year and now I'm addicted all over again whoops#I'm on season 7 I actually got past the elephant episode of season 6 and bought more#He looks good man#He looks real good#I’ve lost minutes of my life to this gif#It feels so good and comfortable to be loving him again#7x07#I'm after-the-fact adding the caption and series to this nobody pay attention
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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More misc. daily life pictures and such
#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1 & 2 - Very bright pretty looking sky !#2. HUGE icicle that looked like you could kill someone with it or something.. Pulled from near a gutter on the side of a building#3. & 4 & 5 - various images from a silly party I had where I pretended to be some elf king turning like 204 years old lol (also not like#a REAL party. Only my roommates were there really and we're all in the same household bubble.#just to clarify. I would never dare have a large party anyway given#my hermitous nature but on top of that.. didn't want there to be some implication that I'm having a Party while covid is still ongoing lol.#NEVER.. But I do love dressing up as some fantasy character so much.. The only thing that could ever bring a true hermit wizard#to engage with others socially is the prospect of connecting it somehow to fantasy worlds and costumes lol. One must simply dress up#as a silly 200 year old man from time to time and pretend you've never seen a balloon before in your life. etc.#6. bapy boye... feets#7. The main food that I made for the elderly elf man 'party'. which was a Deconstructed Beef Wellington (kind of as ajoke since I watch s#o many silly cooking competition shows and they always make stuff 'deconstructed' at the last minute when under time limits or whatever.)#I've wanted to make beef wellington a few times but Ithink to do it well I'd need like..an actual kitchen and a lot of time and#an oven that fully works to bake things and etc. etc. So I thought this would be an easier method. A thick steak cut round to kind of mimi#c the round tenderloin or whatever it is in a wellington. instead of the puff pastry being wrapped around - I just did star shaped cut outs#of pastry and baked them and put them on top (to go with the star theme). instead of mushroom duxelles being wrapped around in pastry#its in a little circle under the steak. and instead of mustard being brushed onto the meat I made a mustard gravy sauce type of thing#Then of course asparagus on the side.. my favorite... Though I know some wellington#also has a layer of prosciutto I think. or I saw one person use crepes. I didn't feel it was necessary to incorporate that too lol#8. bapy son helping me do a giant puzzle that took me hours and I had no idea it was actually that large of a puzzle#until I started putting it together and for some reason it made me stressed by the end instead of relaxed lol.. puzzle fatigue#photo diary
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Smut #05
[for Maedhros and Maglor week, hosted by @maedhrosmaglorweek]
Maglor leaned back against Maedhros, letting his head tip against his chest. His brother’s heart beat steadily under the linen shirt, unwavering, constant, dependable. He sighed. Maedhros chuckled softly into his hair. They sat atop the high stone promontory overlooking the glen and long-overgrown pass down to the stagnated town.
“Told you you could do it,” He said with a smile.
Maedhros huffed out a breath that disturbed the wisps of black hair that escaped the smaller elf’s brain during the climb. “You did.”
He wrapped one arm around his brother’s side, pulling him closer. He kept his other arm by his side, conscious of the climbing pick strapped to his arm. It was Curufin’s idea—though Fëanor guided the fifteen-year-old in the actual making—an addition to the other aids he’d made for him since the feral pig attack and following infection that took one of his hands. So were the straps from the padded cup on his arm to the harness cinched around his chest that let him use the pick with enough confidence to manage the challenging ascent to the promontory. Only a week ago, he thought he’d never see the valley from up here again, now here he sat, sweaty and triumphant.
He bent forward to nuzzle his nose into Maglor’s hair. “Thank you for convincing me.”
“Well, it wouldn’t be very fun if I had to come up here alone for the rest of my life,” Maglor teased.
“Yes,” Maedhros agreed. He smoothed the untucked shirt with his hand—Maglor was never able to keep his shirt tucked unless he wore overalls, which he hadn't bothered with today. Maedhros loved it. “No one else would possibly have wanted to join you.”
Maglor shrugged. “We both know Celegorm would turn it into a competition I could never hope to win, and Caranthir hates heights.”
“Oh, right.” As if he would ever forget that. Curufin didn’t particularly enjoy climbing, and Amrod and Amras were still too young to try for the promontory. Besides, Maglor didn’t want to sit up here with any brother. He wanted to sit up here with Maedhros.
Maglor fingered the bottom of his shift. When he finished the hem covered Maedhros’ hand.
Taking the invitation, Maedhors slid his hand up the shirt to cup a swell of soft flesh on the other’s chest and run his calloused thumb over the nipple.
Maglor turned his head to nuzzle Maedhros’ neck.
Maedhros inhaled the familiar scent of soap and sweat. He hadn’t realized Maglor washed this morning. It seemed a little pointless when they planned to go climbing later but he’d admit he liked the smell. There was very little his brother could do that he didn’t like.
The stone was warm under them. A few puffy white clouds drifted across the sky, promising another rain-free afternoon.
Maglor kissed and nibbled Maedhros’ neck and jaw as he teased his thumb around the hard nipple again. They gasped together when Maglor sucked hard enough to bruise and Maedhros pinched his thumb and forefinger together.
Maglor pushed his brother’s hand away suddenly, making him worry for a moment that he wasn’t enjoying this anymore. But instead of pulling away, he turned in the embrace and, grinning, shoved his brother back until he lay stretched out on the white rock.
Maedhros went willingly, snagging his arm around the other’s hips and dragging him along so he fell on his chest. Somehow, their legs tangled together. It was very deliberate on Maglor’s part.
Maedhros hummed deep in his chest as they kissed each other, tilting his hips up to tease Maglor with a hit of what would come. He ran his hand up the arching spine to cup the back of his slender neck. The stone wasn’t the most comfortable surface they’d made out on as of late, but he was distracted enough to not mind.
No one expected them home until sundown.
They’d be taking every advantage of that.
#not sure if i should laugh or apologize to the folks who found this au via maedhrosmaglor week and didn't know it has rampant incest#guess that depends if you like it#anyway would have liked to do more but had a busy day and now am tired#actually started this for day 5 then realized it could be a nice bookend for the week given the setting#cw: incest#maedhros x maglor#maedhros#maglor#old gods au#maedhrosmaglorweek#day 7: storytelling#the silmarillion#grimwing writes#probably#nsft
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The Great Final Fantasy Playthrough
FF7
FF8
Rebirth
FF9
FF1
FF2
FF3
FF4
FF5
FF6
FFX
FFX-2
FF12
Strangers in Paradise
FF13
FF13-2
FF13 LR
FF15
FF Type 0
FF16
#we started with 7 ahead of rebirth and then moved to 8 and beat that just prior to rebirth#then did rebirth and 7#but swinging around to the older/shorter ones before tackling 10 and beyond#really excited to replay 10 and actually finish 12 tho#never touched 15 before#or FF1-5 for that matter#but will hopefully finish it all before 2025#snipe plays final fantasy#well technically the wifey played 9#and will play X and X-2
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#one piece#trafalgar d. water law#donquixote doflamingo#donquixote rosinante#baby 5#halloween outfits#donquixote pirates#personal faves#aaand we're starting off halloween month strong! today and tomorrow will be exclusively halloween units#funnily enough i didnt actually schedule these here on purpose its just how the queue ended up shaking out#also hmu if you want a higher quality version of this unit#regardless. the long long awaited successor to that one sengoku & cora unit#its been... VERY long its been like . what. 6 or 7 months? crazy
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#so many things#this is one my ways to let it out <3#i have a chem thing tomorrow and i’m screaming inside (1)#i have to review and practice lots of the material because i’m still very much BAD at it all in one night :TONIGHT (2)#i dread the moment next week starts when i’m back in my normal schedule of classes again because wooho look what i’ve reaped from those fiv#days of dispensation!!!! absolutely nothing. (3)#anyways. i also. have started liking on an actual real life person again for some reason and it’s been a torture#but i’ve been trying not to think about it (lie) (i think about it way too much & actually have started writing about it & it’s eughh) (4)#i have plenty of regret playing in my head over and over (5)#i’m pretty sure a certain person dislikes me and that it’s actually justified because oh my godd :/ (6)#okay goodbye 🫶🏽#chem tag#got lovestruck went straight to my head#nadirants#OH AND ALSO#i already feel nostalgic about the people i have just become close with this week ://///(7)
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I feel like half the reason crochet got so popular over the last few years while knitting hasn't had as big of a new following is due to the fact that it's not too hard to find good crochet tutorials, but all the knitting tutorials on YouTube fucking SUCK.
#i tried looking up how to double stockinette stitch#because it has the look i want in my project#and there's so many vids that say “FOR BEGINNERS”#AND THEN THEY DONT EVEN SHOW YOU HOW TO CAST ON#they're just like 'ok we're starting at row 7!! :)#like NO#if it's for beginners START FROM THE BEGINNING#also half the videos spend like 5 min talking about what yarn they use#and then the actual tutorial is so friggen quick and they make sure their fingers are in the way the entire time#and only show you each step once#it's AWFUL#knitting#knit
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#i thought it would help to make a spreadsheet listing each scene in this fic#and the work that each scene needs to do to advance at least one of three arcs within the fic#unfortunately that process revealed there are actually five arcs i need to track#the good news is that it did help me sort some things and figure out where i need to add pieces for each arc#the bad news is that there are 24 scenes#so then i tried jes's color coding approach#and marked all the completed scenes in green (5!)#and the half written scenes in yellow (12...)#and the scenes that i have no idea how to write in orange (ah fuck there's 7)#my job for the rest of this weekend is to turn as much yellow to green as possible#and maybe eventually that will start showing me the way through the orange#i might be in over my head here#lafiwrimo
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my #truth:
ep 1 = ep 7 (beatriceless)
ep 2 = ep 6 (furniture)
ep 3 = ep 5 (tools)
ep 4 = ep 8 (ange focus)
#.me#umineko#weird fucked up mirror structure tht barely makes sense. but i will try to explain in the tags regardless#ep 1 and 7 revolve entirely around beatrice without her actual presence#if anything in both it’s her lack of presence that sets the mystery of the episode in motion#one is the introduction to her story and the other is the conclusion of it. fairly straightforward tbh#ep 2 and ep 6 again have very obvious similarities in that they are both shkanontrice episodes#we also have the starting point and ending point of beabato’s relationship. starting with biting and killing and ending with marriage. waho#battler’s first real gameboard vs battler’s last real gameboard. i cld go on but the shkanontrice focus is probably the meat of it#ep 3 and 5’s connection is a bit looser… ep 3 is the first to introduce the braun tubes/catbox to fight using antifantasy#and ep 5 gives us the decalogue to fight using mystery. both give battler/the player tools to understand the rules of beato’s game#we also get ronove/virgilia on one hand and erika/dlanor on the other which are extensions of the tools/concepts themselves#ep 4 and 8 is self explanatory. theyre the Ange episodes and the endings of their respective arcs. both begin and end with ange’s journey#and her trying to find the truth. really theyre so similar in theme (+ content tbh) it is probably the most obvious of these#anyways. it is an actual mirror structure if you consider 4 + 8 as epilogues… <— strying to make it work.#thinking abt umineko at 8 am the grind never stops *trips falls dies
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instead of grinding for finals i lost hours to a one piece wiki spiral
#IT ALL STARTED...WITH CP9S INDEPENDENT REPORT#in the most predictable fashion. ive yet again fallen for the “dangerous murder bot villains are actually a found family and genuinely care#for one another“#PLSSS THE WAY THEY ALL WORKED SO HARD TO EARN THE MONEY TO TREAT LUCCI#thinking so hard about how they are one collecfive unit. they move together they work travel live thrive together#giggled so hard at kaku giraffe slide#SOEAKING OF WHICH I JUST LEARNED KAKU IS THE YOUNGEST OUT OF CP9#HE WAS 18 WHEN THEY PLANTED HIM AND THE OTHERS IN WATER 7#im not ok im ripping my pillow to shreds punchjng the wall screaming shaking good GOD DJFJ#KALIFAS DAD WAS IN THE PREV GEN OF CP9????? SO SHES RRALLY BEEN THERE THROUGH IT ALL#thinking about lucci and jabra and blueno trio...#yes i originally was devastated to discover my favourite shipwrifjts were actually undercover government assassins but like#the found family.....maybe not found family but FORGED FAMILY THEY MADE IT WORK#i still think it's so silly that. kaku is the youngest but hes second ij terms od power and he speaks like an old man#in my ideal world cp9 brutally murders spandam and they live their best lives after doijg whatever#attention span for stats and cs??? nonexistent#but yea sure i can spend 2 hours memorizing the key detaisl from the wiki entries of all cp9 agents and making a chart and timeline#maybe this is a sign...that i need to fix this before it causes bigger issues#rambling about stuff#wait omg no last thought is how when all the cp9 members reunite after 5 years and firsg thing they do is immediately check their doriki#and jabras upset by how both lucci ajd kakus are higher than his now but then u think about how hes the oldest in their group#heck five years ago when they were sent off to water 7 those two were 23 and FUCKIJG 18 YEARS OLD#OF COURSE HES UPSET THESE TWO FUCKING KIDS ARE STRONGEE THAN HIM#who holds seniority over them. im actually devastated and extremely entertained#the last time u see the youngest of your group hes some 18 year old kid you could best in a spar. maybe even leave some words of wisdom for#then he goes and leanrs how to build ships for 5 years and comes back stronger than u#they are a family to me... HE COULD HAVE ABANDONED TJEM?!?! THEM ALL HAD THE CHOICE OF LEAVING THE OTHERS BEHIND TO SAVE THEMSELVES#BUT THEY DIDNT. HE STILL GAVE KALIFA HIS SHIRT AND CARRIED KAKU ON HIS BACK ALL THE WAY TO ST POPLAR#biting my hands hitting the wall scratchijg the floors screaming shakijg not normal about these guys#THE WAY JABRA HAS A PET CHICKEN TO COUJTER HATTORI
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controversial opinion of the year is that i dont think barbie was that great bc its message was all over the place and also they didnt realize they had made kens the women in their story so it just seemed bizarrely misogynistic to me
#little anya things#me mid-movie: ahh i see so the kens are women in this lil scenario#the movie: ACTUALLY no we have no idea what we're doing#before u come at me. 1. 'women view each other as competitors not for jobs or accomplishments#but for the attention of men'#2. the general vibe of condescension towards ken's efforts on beach echoing specific condescension of men towards women's interests#that 'oh u pathetic thing u' vibe was so strong#3. ken being shocked that a woman respected him enough to ask him for the time. an event that HAS NEVER happened to him before#he is so touched by the feeling of respect... 4. nobody knows where the kens even live.#miss representation quote abt how 50% of the population is disinterested in the other half.#5. barbie feels instantly objectified in the real world whereas ken instantly feels respected in a way hed never been#6. they dont even have genitals so ken arent actually men and barbies arent actually women bc thats not how things work in their world#listen the first half of that movie i was like. so kens are women here.#then theres the typical revenge narrative where they start the 'patriarchy' that wasnt rly all that creative but fine#but then they got all confusing and barbies are women and kens are just men who have been rightfully oppressed all along?? even tho#theyve been women-coded this whole time. okay#7. kens go back to having no government representation or right to vote and this is sposed to be funny. i guess?#im not mad at the movie for being misandrist bc it wasnt. it was just trying too hard to do too many things#that it ended up just seeming misogynistic to me#not to mention it was doing the bare minimum and is just step one in a huge capitalist ploy to start making a bunch of toy-related movies#im genuinely shocked i havent seen any criticism abt it on tumblr when its such a sloppy film throwing out a confused message#in order to make money and sell dolls. what exactly am i supposed to take away from this.... it just seems so bizarrely hypocritical#for mattel to make a movie where they feature as side-antagonists who essentially learn nothing... just for mattel irl to make more money#off of everything they mentioned in the movie. like. what changed.#also america ferrera's character existed just to give that speech and otherwise she and her daughter were not relevant to the plot at all#it was funny and aesthetic and all but the more i think abt it the more im not all that impressed. idk. am i missing smth#i dont think so. i disagree w most ppl's analysis praising it. idk idk
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i started rewatching bfdi from the beginning yesterday -- i still i stopped watching around 2 years ago, last thing i knew was bfb and tpot were being released concurrently-- but i had NO IDEA that they're still making bfdia???????? after a decade????????? thats so exciting
#cordyposting#battle for dream island#bfdia#bfb#i think i started watching bfdi about 6 years ago#i originally found cary's AI videos and then found bfdi from there#i watched all the way from bfdi to idfb#and i was around during the first few episodes of bfb#but i think i fell off around the time tpot started#so im excited i have a LOT to catch up on#but today i got up to bfdia 6 and saw the date was 1 month ago and i was like oh cool they made a follow-up recently!#and then i reached the end of 6 and saw that bfdia 7 WAS UPLOADED LIKE 5 DAYS AGO???? THEY'RE STILL GOING???#i feel like a child again#its glorious#im so bummed though i think its past the voting period for bfdia 7#but there's always next episode i guess >:)))#i think i wasnt even in uni at the time?? when i was watching cary's AI videos 6 years ago#because im actually an AI major now but i only started this degree in 2021#funny how things come full circle#bfdi#osc
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