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11.2020
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[aug.11.2020]
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11.2020
A commission for a Goliath Monk character! I did a lot of the character design building for this one so I'm really proud of the whole thing. (fun fact, I drew on my face in order to get the facial markings right over the curves of the face. No regrets)
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Yesss...... Backgrounds...... <3
Date: 11.2020
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loved to my first, but not as my last
memorandum entry 1:
Back in highschool, I had fallen in love with him without knowing. Obviously, at that time we were still young, and dumb teenagers who had dreamt we would be together forever. He believed I was the one, and I had believed he was the one for me. When time had passed while we were together, we had our differences. He was unsure of his future and I wasn’t ready to commit just yet, but that was a lie. I was just afraid of being hurt and heartbroken, and so I let go first, and it was the moment I realized we were bound to hurt each other one way or another.
Truthfully, looking back, I was the one who inflicted most of the pain for the both of us. I hurt him and myself. It was the look in his eyes that gave everything away, the anger in his words, the desperation in his voice, begging and asking why it had to end this way. Despite leaving him and walking away from us, I still loved him even if there was a thought of having no right to love him. A person can’t help but feel what they feel, and for me it was loving him, despite breaking him.
09.2019 - 11:34 AM
“We’ll speak as if it’s our last, and we’ll hug each other as if it’s the end of us, and it’s because it was. Our hands will slowly pull away with the yearning of holding on, and we’ll look at each other understanding it was time to let go,”
People ask how we’re able to determine who our first love is, because your first love is not always your first relationship. This was something people often mistake who their first love was. The first guy I had ever been with, I had assumed he was my first love because he was my first relationship, but it wasn’t until I dated him. I had realized he was my true first love. The amount of love I had felt for him was unbearable, with him or without him, I still loved him.
Everyone has different stories of how they discovered their first love, and for me it was continuously clinging on to the concept of us even when we were broken up, it was the deep affection I had for him with no hatred forming, the thoughts of wishing for his happiness with or without me, and to continue loving him even if the form of love was changing.
11.2020 - 13:00 PM
“Day and night, past and present, together or not, I will never stop loving you in my world,”
They say when you break someone, or they break you, it’s to never go back and continue to move forward, but feelings are hard. It’s the feeling of being comfortable with that person and unwillingly to move on from that, it’s the time you’ve shared with that person that you can’t take back, it’s the memories you’ve formed both good and bad. The love we both believe we deserved. It’s all the above, everything you both have ever experienced together. Regardless of knowing right from wrong, and understanding what was better for me, I still chose the route of continuing to love him and think of him.
08.2021 - 15:20 PM
“With teary eyes and endearment, understanding you were just a person that left a memory full of love and smiles, you were too good to be true,”
No one ever understands a person's process of how they deal with their break up, if anything, the process of one’s break up is always a blur because we are too scared to look back and relive that moment. Instead we lock it away and feel glad that we’ve moved on from them. The only conclusion that I've always found was that time was everything, but time was suffocating. The constant wonders of how long it would take to get over the break up, the thoughts of when I could stop crying over him, the frustration of wanting to stop thinking of him. The questions of how much more time do I have to sacrifice to stop feeling this way, how much longer until this heartache goes away. The truth is, there is no exact answer of how much time could take away from you. Everyone heals and goes at different paces is what I learned, but the ending factor was healing takes time, and time was everything for the road of recovery.
09.2022 - 19:40 PM
“Sometimes I’ll miss you, and sometimes I won’t, but I’ll forever look back and remember that you were my first love and the one that got away,”
There was one saying people believed that was true and it was,
“You can’t be friends with your ex significant other,”
Although there were some truths to this saying, this statement could still be proven wrong if both parties agreed to be friends and ended on good terms. For me, I believed it was possible to be friends with your ex, it just depends on your relationship with them. But he was different, at one point in time, I could not bring myself to be friends with him, because I was still not over us, but he was. I was still in love with him, but he wasn’t. How could I be friends with someone I was still madly in love with? I couldn’t.
It’s hypocritical of me to continue to be in love with him, because I was the one who let go first, I was the one who was waiting for him to leave first, and in the end he did. These were consequences of my actions that I had to bear and face.
People tend to hurt themselves because they’re scared of being hurt by others, but what they never realize is that your worst enemy is yourself. We believe that inflicting pain onto ourselves is easier because we’re able to determine how much pain we can be in, but what we never really think about is how much of a monster our minds can become after the pain.
I never realized how much I loved him until he left and moved on, the constant regret, the non-stop tears falling out of my eyes because he was gone, the consistent anger towards myself because of my cowardly actions, but there was nothing I could do but to move on.
Repressing our emotions, and invalidating our feelings because we belittle ourselves and follow the norm of believing mourning over a breakup is weak and pathetic. We try so hard to pretend and act like we’re fine and follow the saying,
“Fake it, till you make it,”
Sometimes it works, and sometimes it doesn’t but we forget that although there is a norm, we’re not obligated to follow the norm, it’s society that forces us, but it is we, ourselves, who have the power to resist and deny the norm. No one ever said it was easy to resist, and no one ever said it was simple. Breakups were hard, and mourning was painful, but without a doubt people made it seem like breakups and mourning over a relationship was negative and bad.
Truth is, I’ve always thought it was okay to be sad over breakups, it was valid to mourn over a relationship, because after all, you gave a piece of yourself to this person. Whether it be feelings, thoughts, or even something physical, it was something you personally gave to them, and something you could not take back, and something they could not give back. Regardless, if someone were to ever tell you that you’re not allowed to be sad and mourn over a breakup, they are wrong.
Even if we are our own worst enemy, no one knows us better than ourselves. Which is, we have every right to be sad if we feel sad, we have every right to cry if we want to cry, and we have every right to mourn over a loss of a relationship, a significant other, and a person if we feel like it, or want to. It can be tiring to cry, to exert energy into mourning and being upset, but it will always be better than repressing and invalidating your own feelings.
I write this out, as if it’s easy and simple, I talk as if I knew this from the very start, but I am just trial and error. All the things I talk about, and write were things I learned the hard way. Falling in love with him, loving him, leaving him, and moving on was never perfect. The concept of having a first love is unforgettable, from realizing he was my first, to accepting he was my first, to lastly having my form of love change for him; from romantically to platonically.
There was a difference between loving him, and the past tense of I loved him. To my present self, I had loved him despite everything that happened between us, but to my past self, loving him was never, not once regrettable.
11.2022 - 1:31 AM
“He was my first love, but that never meant he was my last love. I’ll love him till the very end of time, but it doesn’t mean we were meant to be together,”
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Tin ieuro2020: Ryan Giggs khó trở lại nắm tuyển Xứ Wales bất chấp kết quả phiên tòa hành hung
Robert Page đã ký hợp đồng mới có thời hạn 4 năm với tư cách là HLV đội tuyển Xứ Wales để chuẩn bị tham dự World Cup 2022 tại Qatar.
Page đã bắt đầu dẫn dắt tuyển Xứ Wales từ tháng 11.2020, ban đầu là tạm thời thay cho Ryan Giggs. Tuy nhiên, huyền thoại CLB M.U đã từ chức vào tháng 6 vừa qua khi chờ xét xử về tội hành hung bạn gái.
Xem thêm: Highlight bóng đá việt nam
Với bản hợp đồng mới, HLV Page sẽ ngồi vào ghế nóng dẫn dắt tuyển Xứ Wales tại vòng loại EURO 2024, và hợp đồng của ông kéo dài đến World Cup 2026. “Không có vinh dự nào lớn hơn việc được huấn luyện đội tuyển quê hương của bạn và tôi không thể chờ đợi thử thách mà 4 năm tới sẽ mang lại, bắt đầu với World Cup đầu tiên của chúng tôi sau 64 năm. Đây là thời điểm thú vị cho bóng đá Xứ Wales và tôi hy vọng chúng tôi có thể làm cho đất nước tự hào vào tháng 11 và tiếp tục thành công bằng cách đủ điều kiện tham gia các giải đấu lớn hơn trong tương lai", nhà cầm quân 48 tuổi chia sẻ sau khi ký bản hợp đồng mới.
Chủ tịch Liên đoàn bóng đá Xứ Wales, Steve Williams cho biết: "World Cup 2022 là cơ hội hoàn hảo để Xứ Wales thể hiện trên sân khấu bóng đá thế giới, và tôi khẳng định Rob (Page) là người tốt nhất cho vai trò này, ở Qatar và hơn thế nữa
Cựu tuyển thủ Xứ Wales đã gia nhập ban huấn luyện của đội tuyển vào năm 2019 và trở thành HLV tạm thời khi Giggs từ chức do bị bắt vào năm ngoái. Page đã dẫn dắt Xứ Wales đến vòng 1/8 EURO 2020 vào năm ngoái trước khi đưa đội bóng này giành vé dự World Cup đầu tiên kể từ năm 1958.
Trong khi đó, Giggs sẽ phải đối mặt với một phiên tòa xét xử lại sau khi bồi thẩm đoàn không đưa ra được phán quyết vào tháng trước. Cựu danh thủ M.U phủ nhận hành vi kiểm soát và cưỡng bức bạn gái cũ Kate Greville cũng như hành hung cô và em gái cô. Và với việc Page ký bản hợp đồng mới, Giggs sẽ khó có cơ hội để trở lại dẫn dắt tuyển Xứ Wales ở các giải đấu lớn sắp tới bất chấp kết quả phiên toà.
Tuyển Xứ Wales đối mặt với Mỹ trong trận mở màn bảng đấu của mình ở World Cup 2022 vào ngày 21.11, sau đó đụng độ Iran và Anh.
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Amar você é como redescobrir uma pintura renascentista, dada a muito tempo como perdida.
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The Lost Brush (week 1) - 11.2020
Colorisation en cours / Colorization in progress
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November
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Lời đầu dành cho em
Khi anh lập blog này, anh phải chấp nhận rằng anh không thể nào quên được em. Anh vẫn còn yêu Hảo nhiều và muốn dành cho em mọi tâm tư tình cảm, mong một ngày em sẽ tiếp nhận nó.
Anh biết mình phạm nhiều sai lầm nhưng không gì làm anh hối hận bằng việc nói lời chia tay em.
Ngày 30 tháng 1 năm 2020, anh quyết định chia tay một cách lý trí đến mù quáng. Vì anh đã quá mệt mỏi khi thấy em khó khăn, đau đớn mà anh không thể bên cạnh em, chăm sóc và bảo về cho em. Anh đã luôn tự trách mình vô cùng tồi tệ và ích kỉ với quyết định của mình, một quyết định đã không nghĩ đến Hảo. Anh đã hèn nhát và chỉ biết chạy trốn.
Ngày 3 tháng 11 năm 2020, anh chỉ biết bật khóc và hối tiếc vì đã tự mình đánh mất em rồi. Anh nhận ra dù có lý trí để cố quên Hảo thế nào, anh cũng sẽ lại tìm đến em hằng đêm, trong những giấc mơ. Ở đó, Hảo vẫn rất xinh đẹp, khoan dung đợi anh trở về. Nhưng thực tế thật nghiệt ngã, anh vô vọng khi đã xa em quá nhiều mà không thể trở lại được. Có phải những giấc mơ đó xuất phát thì sâu trong khát vọng của anh là được tìm về Hảo, lại một lần được ở cạnh em. Liệu có hi vọng nào cho anh không? Liệu em có tha thứ cho anh không? Liệu Duy có thể yêu Hảo một lần nữa được không ...
Sự thật là Muối vẫn yêu Miu rất nhiều, mãi mãi.
MYM
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