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there's a video on instagram of a man kicking his partner's door in. the top comment is (with over 4 thousand likes): "how about you tell us what you did to make him that angry?"
barring emergency, nobody should be kicking anybody's door in. many of us lived in houses where it was always, somehow, an emergency. there is a strange, almost hysterical calm that comes over you in that moment - everything feels muted, and you almost feel, however incongruently, like you should be laughing. you are living inside of "the emergency." oh my god, you think. i am now a fucking statistic.
there is another comment with 2.8 thousand likes: "if this was a woman doing it to a man, nobody would give a shit."
do people give a shit now, though?
barring emergency, the door should remain standing. the emergency should be panicked, desperate - "i'm coming in there to protect you." many of us know what it feels like when the emergency is instead "i'm coming in there to get you."
1.5k likes: "and yet you post this for notes. glad to see being the victim has become your whole personality."
hysteria is a word connected to womb, from greek. what you're experiencing is so senseless and inhumane that you (a rational creature) try to find any ground within what is irrational and cannot be explained. one of the most frustrating things about staying in bad situations is that we also lie to ourselves. we also ask ourselves - wow. what did i do?
women can be, and often are, also abusers. abuse is not gendered. abuse is not just a "straight person" problem. abuse does not have a face or figure or sexuality. you cannot pick an abuser out of a crowd. an abuser could be actually anybody.
and then so many people rally behind the man kicking the door in. here is something nobody should be doing, right? you want to ask every person that liked that first comment: do you ask this because you side with him? do you ask this because it helps you feel safe from this ever happening?
in some ways, you're weirdly sympathetic to the top comment, because it is the same logic you see frequently. the idea is that the average, normal, sane person doesn't just break down a door. doesn't just shoot up a school. doesn't stalk and kill women. doesn't threaten sexual assault. doesn't run over protesters. doesn't shoot an unarmed black person. doesn't scream at underpaid walmart employees. doesn't just "lose it". something had to have happened, right? because the default (white. straight. cis.) - that is someone who is always, you know. "sane."
(right?)
on a podcast, you hear a sane, normal, rational person. "if you piss me off, i'm going to need to hit something. sorry but i'm not apologizing. that's just who i am that's how it is." his voice almost sounds like he's laughing.
you think of the door, and how you were almost laughing behind it, too. ironically, every real emergency in your life has almost felt peaceful in comparison. fire, car accident, flash flooding - these felt quiet, covenant to you. you'd stood in all of them, feeling them pass over and up to your chin, never actually overwhelming.
but when the door was coming down, you had felt - is there a word for that? there has to be, a word, right.
surely one of us has figured out the word for that, i mean. it's such a large fucking statistic.
#spilled ink#writeblr#warm up#this is so disorganized#i just saw that video and the comments made me want to vomit#it's actually like. in the way it's funny that you got into a car crash and got the flu within the same 24 hours#it's like.#it's funny#because certain people will blame everything on mental illness#even being transgender.#they will not#however#at any point - even vaguely suggest that a man should maybe get therapy.#like. a guy busting down a door isn't a danger-to-himself-and-others#(you just pushed him too far).#but a young adult looking for top surgery should be institutionalized for even wanting to change their body.
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personal character design headcanons + brainrot
Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol I’m just not normal about it lol
#I SAY PERSONAL BC ITS MY OWN SPIN ON IT. NOT CHIPPERS CANON UNLESS THEY DECIDE TO OR NOT YOU HEAR ME /LH#I made a banner and everything this time. PLWEASE send them your questions not me JAJFHDSF#I thought it would be cool if macaque has two separate forms as a shadow and inside a mindscape. like I wanted his shadow form to reflect#him in his prime and then the mindscape form as what he looked like when he died. or a more vulnerable state at least#based on LBD appearing to MK as the ivory lady when she died in the S3 special. I don’t know exactly what it was but my first thought seein#the white void was she was appearing to MK in his mindscape to talk to him. so I built on that#I wanted to give him a more ‘Smokey’ look as a shadow just based on how he manipulates them in the show like in shadow play. I hope this#makes it look cool and immaterial. and then his mindscape form would be more battered up and tangible#the last couple images are chippers ideas though since they said the monkeys are drawn to MK when macaque is possessing him lol#and the fact that macaque doesn’t have any senses unless he’s possessing someone + literally sniffing out wukong in the scroll 🤨📸#I also have a vivid image of macaque moving from the mindscape to physical form like umm. kind of like when he passes the boundary between#physical and spirit/mind(?) it’s like the shadow covers him like ink. or pulling Saran Wrap over your face and it clings to your skin#so it kind of makes the shadow seem like a sort of shell or covering.. and I love the idea of MK meeting macaque in the mindscape for the#first time too. like the moment mac rescues him from LBD and MK sees him all battered and tired looking brooooooo#I’m not even sure if that would count as a mindscape but it rattles around in my brain like loose marbles#god I fucking love this au. gives me imagination fuel swear to god#my art#doodles#lmk#Lego Monkie kid#Monkie kid#lmk au#re-bound!au#rebound au#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#lmk mk#lmk xiaotian
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love how in the utmv everyones got like. pieces of a soul. or entirely new flavours of souls. and then theres fuckin. inky winky mcpaint guy.
yeah thats basically it
ink by comyet
#badly drawn utmv#utmv#undertale multiverse#undertale au#ink sans#-mod kip#🦑#I think I’ve gotten too used to drawing ink looking terrible#i literally have been ignoring asks because they’re not ink looking terrible#and therefore not branded into my memory with a hex breaker hammer#Hes not even my favorite character#Its just muscle memory
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Between the pages of a book I found this photo I took of my primary school classroom on the last day of class in 2000 and I distinctly remember taking it as a kid and thinking "this is the present but one day when I am old it will look so quaint and nostalgic"
though I had trouble believing it because it seemed impossible for the year 2000 (futuristic-sounding date) to feel like a past era
#favourite detail is the capital K in cursive on the board. you know some poor kid was suffering over it#it's one of the worst ones!#anyway the fact that we had those old timey tables with a hole for the ink makes it look even more dated than the pic quality#they didn't factor in my sentiment as they felt normal to me but now i look at this and think#wow my school hadn't had a new budget for furniture since the sixties huh
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wowza
#jojos bizarre adventure#golden wind#vento aureo#pannacotta fugo#my art#jojo kimyou na bouken#fugo doodle page might delete later. didnt feel like coloring him cause my alcohol markers would smudge the ink like crazy#i dont even bother scanning anymore its so much worl for something that doesnt even look much better than a picture
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simon is the terrifying guard dog of mafia boss price. loyal to a fault and twice as dangerous, his bark just as sharp as his bite. and he’s been so loyal all these years — scars and scratches evidence of his devotion. and good dogs deserve treats for their hard work.
and what better treat than you, the sole daughter of price’s most hated enemy?
#ink by bambi#look mafia boss price does things to me#guard dog simon does even worse things to me#mafia 141#simon riley x you#simon riley x reader#simon riley imagine#guard dog simon riley#modern warfare imagine
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barista mike has to train the new guy, will byers, who immediately has mike swooning over his sweet smile and hazel eyes. yup, mike is crushing hard. it’s spring day when the heat is too much to wear a hoodie or a jacket when mike learns that sweet looking and sounding will byers has a full sleeve tattoo, and also that some of the designs are his own. mike’s brain stops working on the spot.
i will write this… at some point. soon maybe even.
#typical coffee au but give will byers tattoos#and make mike crush on will even more bc of said tattoos#sweet looking but sassy will byers who is training to be a tattoo artist? and who has ink all over one of his arms? yes.#byler au#byler tumblr#byler#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers#byler endgame#mike x will#byler ao3#will x mike
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I need people to draw them together. Inkshadowpeach
#shadowpeach#ink demons#lego monkie kid#lmk macaque#lmk sun wukong#they would look great together#I’ve been obsessed#is this even a thing?#please let it be#inkshadowpeach#ink sun wukong#ink macaque#lmk season 4
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Idol Au by @/ zucchiyeni
Outfit Design by @/ seranne
#utmv#error sans#error!sans#idol au#utau#eyestrain#dunno if this classifys as eyestrain but ill tag it jus incase lol#honestly dont like the design fer these#so i drew this one to cope💀#i deadass forgor a shittona details while i was inking#n hadta keep goin back evrytime i was abt to begin colouring#and even after i finished i looked back and saw i missed abuncha shit lmfaoooooo#evry detail i missed is jus a revision...#jus trust me on this one..#unexpectedly fun ta draw#thx fer tha au n design you twoo🙏🏽🙏🏽#its also my wallpaper now
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they certainly are standing next to each other.
#seas draws#i wanted blue agent 3... and i wanted eye-ink color matchy opposites like that one OE art#whole reason im even drawing them again legit#no i will not look up a reference for agent 8's outfit <3#splatoon#agent 3#agent 8#agent 24#(implied? whatever...)#evilagents
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no, but really, we need to talk about the casual objectification that has become the fallback discourse of the internet: if you're pretty and dressed nicely, you're a slut. and if you're even vaguely outside of their body standard, you're fucking disgusting.
too-frequently, people position sex workers as being "the problem". they sneer you're addicted to pornography, you don't know what a real woman looks like. but real women are in pornography. the real bodies on display are not the issue here: the issue is that other people feel extremely confident when commenting on someone's physique.
2000's super-thin is slowly worming its way back into the public ideal. recently i saw someone get told to "go for a run", despite the fact she was on the thinner side of average. not that it would ever be appropriate to say that: but it's kind of like sticker shock when you see it. people think that is fat? holy shit. do they just have no idea about things?
but what are you going to do about it? that's the problem, right. because chances are - you're a normal person. we can say normalize carrying fat on your body, but we are not the billion-dollar diet industry. we are not the billion-dollar fashion industry. we are just, like. people. who are trying to make content on the internet, without being treated shittily.
as someone who has been on both sides of things: you are treated better when you are thin and pretty. this is statistically correct. i am not saying that you cannot be bullied for being thin; i'm saying there are objective institutional biases against certain bodytypes. there are videos of men and women who lost weight all saying: i now know for a fact exactly how much worse you're treated. in the comments, some asshole inevitably says something akin to you deserved to be dehumanized when you were fat.
which means that ... the easiest thing to do is be pretty and thin. it is the path of least resistance, because of course it is, because any time you post a picture of yourself without a thigh gap, someone immediately comments something like you need to try a diet.
the other half is also dehumanizing though, huh, just in a different way. when i put on makeup and nice clothes, i am told i slept my way to the top as a professional. do you know how many women in STEM have told me they purposefully dress to "unimpress" because they already struggle to be taken seriously and if they're ever considered pretty - it for some reason takes away from their authority.
so they make it seem like it's your fault. you, existing in a body - it's your fault! if you didn't want shitty comments, don't have a body. they position us against each other like chess pieces; vying for male attention we don't even need.
and i can be an authority on this unless you think i'm fat and unattractive. when i am pretty and thin, i'm an activist. when i am just a normal person who makes a good point: i am immediately dismissed. nobody fucking believes you if you're not seen as attractive. you literally lose value. you cease to exist.
but the whole time, it feels like - is anyone actually grounded the fuck in reality? the line of "pretty and thin" keeps shifting. nobody seems to understand what "a normal weight" even looks like, because it's not something that exists - you cannot tell a person's health by looking at their body. even if you think you could tell that, even if you're sure a person is dangerously overweight - people are not your dolls. they do not need to be dressed up or displayed properly to soothe your aesthetics. you aren't concerned for them, you're stealing their agency. you don't get to say if they're "allowed" to take pictures and post them on the internet - you don't get to tell them how to exist.
people hide behind "the obesity epidemic" without any actual qualifications. they crow things about "normalizing unhealthiness".
but it's bullshit. i have visible abs. there is a pair of parallel lines on my body, even when i'm relaxed; where my obliques meet my abdominal wall. i am proud of this because it means i'm strong, because i overcame an eating disorder only to be ripped as fuck. it is genetic and physical luck that i even get any definition, i'm pleased as punch.
but it does mean that my abdominal wall sticks out a little bit. the other day i posted a video of myself dancing, and, for a moment, my shirt slipped. you could see a little bit of my stomach. i was cartwheeling to the floor. moments before this, i'd had my foot over my head.
a guy slid into my DMs. a row of vomiting emojis prefaced: you should really lose some weight before you think about dancing.
i stared at it for a long time. there was a time when i would have been triggered by this, where it would have encouraged me to starve myself. i would have ignored the fact i'm flexible, agile, good at jumping: i would have lost the weight for a stranger's passing comment. i would have found myself and my body fucking disgusting.
and for what? to please what? because why? so that he can exist in this world without an unchallenged eyeball? what would my self-hatred even accomplish? usually i write paragraphs. obviously. on this particular occasion, in this body i've been at war with for ages: i just felt exhausted.
it shouldn't be even worth saying. it shouldn't be hard to explain. all of this emotional turmoil when he cannot even comprehend the most basic truth: i am not an object on display for him.
#spilled ink#writeblr#warm up#like if im getting fatshamed. babe......... wake up#is there fat on my body? yes :)#btw this behavior wouldn't be okay even if I WAS overweight!!! that is my point!!!#it is both that people have no idea what weight is supposed to look like#and even if they DID... they do not seem to understand that PEOPLE ARE NOT DOLLS#YOU DO NOT GET TO TELL THEM HOW TO EXIST#if you respond anything akin to ''but raquel there IS an obesity epidemic''#you're blocked and reported.#go fucking DONATE TO A FOOD BANK THEN. volunteer in a food desert. start a free fitness program#GO GET A DEGREE AS A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL AND PRACTICE IN NUTRITION IN UNDERPRIVILEDGED LOCATIONS#FIGURE OUT HOW TO LOWER FOOD COSTS. FIGURE OUT HOW TO NORMALIZE AND STANDARDIZE#ACCESS TO FARM-FRESH FOOD. PROVIDE ACTUAL FREE ACCESS TO OUTSIDE ACTIVITIES#FIGURE OUT HOW TO TEACH PEOPLE HEALTHY CHOICE MAKING WHILE ALSO LOWERING THE COST OF MEALS.#THE AVERAGE GROCERY BILL OF THE AMERICAN CITIZEN HAS QUADRUPILED IN THE LAST YEAR.#SHUT. THE FUCK. UP!!!!!!!!!#you don't want to help these people!!!!!#you want to bully them but still feel like a good person!#you want to be justified in your hatred of an entire CLASS of people!!!#you don't give a fuck about how it makes them feel!!!!#you care ONLY about whether or not YOU get to VIRTUE SIGNAL that YOURE so thin and pretty!!!!#it is BECAUSE of people like you#and the fact you tolerate fatphobia - BECAUSE of that normalization. that men like the one who called me fat#feel like they can get away with it.#bc there's a line for you where you WOULD be okay with it. where if i WASNT thin you'd be okay with it.#which means the line can always be pushed in a certain direction. and it's always going to appeal to male aesthetics.#''well you didn't deserve it'' maybe fucking NOBODY does babe. maybe we should just all agree not to comment on ppls bodies!!
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Have the cut content from my book report lol
#violetdrawings#ink sans#horror sans#FTFO#for the forgotten ones#ftfo ink#ftfo horror#cuties#didnt even try that much#i think they look ok#ink looks cute tho😔#horror💕💘🥰
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Decided to connect the moles on my left arm with a mascara pen
(Yes it goes up to my shoulder because I was bored.)
#the summer hikaru died#hikaru ga shinda natsu#my art#? Yeah sure technically#Absolutely love that Yoshiki has moles on his face and some visible on his arms too#i realized too late that I probably should’ve drawn some kind of mark so the mole places were visible but oh well#its not super detailed cause even with a fine tip it would bleed a little and make it look like a blob#I originally started it with an ink pen before switching to a more skin appropriate pen lol#thats why the hand bit looks a little blurry#temporary tattoo#i guess lol#Rip to the part on my elbow.
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Inktober 2023 Yr 8.
Day 21: Smile
I confess i did this soooo long ago and i never posted it
but im running out of time, so i can't afford NOT to use it!
I swear I will draw him more Goober next time!!
#caine#the amazing digital circus#jazzink#i was trying to tumblr sexyman him back then#but i no longer like this ink#i looked at it for too long#sometimes i will be in the mood to ink before inktober and then i just save them as back up inks#after seeing the pilot i cant tumblr sexyman him anymore#he is a goober!!#plus i think everyone loves pomni the best!!#yes even over jax#ppl love the wet cat!!#i will draw her!!#i love her too!!#but oof take this into the void#i remember liking this so much when i first finished it!!#i do like the angles i chose!
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Bittersweet fish 🌏💫
#fish#koi fish#yin and yang#sun and moon#ldr#long distance#long distance relationship#but also it can mean anything you think it means#friendships.. identity.. world dimensions#also um. sorry if theybdont look like koi fish irl#i went off of my soul (vibes and feelings) not a reference pixture#theyre some kind of fish thats for sure …#ebonytailsart#going to turn this into a fish#may even turn the fish into acrylic charms or stickers in the future because i love them#sadly the print will not be as intense as this#but thats bevause neon cyan is impossible to print so far. well. not impossible. but its Very Hard to capture with inks#so the final product IRL would be different#but until i have a physical store you get the pretty intense version#i love you. digital art. but the average printing world is not ready for you as much as we want it to be#this print will be A5..? 5.83 inches squared#god i hope it comes back looking alright#doing test prints rn#the fish. they are in love
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the line art for clip.exe, seeing as most of it is missing from the final piece <3
[ID: a digital lineart of clip.exe, an ethereal, smokey, glitchy version of eclipse, he has four arms and his body is dark and jagged, colour flakes off him in glitches and sharp shapes. /END ID]
#I really liked inking the smoke and it was kinda sad to lose so much detail in the final thing- even though I'm super happy with the look!#gitm au#ghost in the machine au#clip.exe#fnaf eclipse#qwilledraws
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