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sciderman · 5 months

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What does Loki even do in your universe?

his lokiest

#loki man. loki man. does whatever a loki can #sci speaks #I guess he does evil things sometimes . but mostly he just vibes I think .#not every character is really in my jurisdiction. there wasn’t a loki blog but.#like. I wish there was. I wish there were other blogs left in 9319… sighs.#I miss everybody. I’m so lonely.#I think the whole loki messing with deadpool and telling him he is his father definitely happened in 9319.#most of deadpool’s comics canon is canon to 9319. with some minor changes here or there.#which makes loki and wade’s sexcapades even more insane..#but like. Wade’s sexcapades are absolutely batshit insane.#nate would frown so deeply if he knew everything wade got up to while he wasn’t looking.

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trlvsn · 8 months

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"just me and my weird ass relationship with my dad against the world" i say as i look into the mirror and see a carbon copy of my dad

#love him though. love him so much #we just literally never talk. i have never had a proper conversation with him because we can't. do that #and i also haven't seen him in more than a year and i miss him!!! but if we did meet we just wouldn't. talk. again #sixth (parental) love language where we just are aware of each other's existence and sometimes check on each other #sigh. anyway #raysidk

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whysamwhy123 · 6 months

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Hoo boy, I am still inexplicably trying to make this dumb, trashy Ricky/Christian thing happen, even though no one wants it, no one will read it and I am not equipped to handle it. But...it's fuuuuuuuuun. Even though I'm sure it sucks. I haven't written the smut because LOL, I never do. Maybe I'll try and circle back to it or maybe I'll just do my usual fade to black. But even so...there's some real self-indulgent, gratuitous stuff here so far, despite the lack of actual smut. Who is this for exactly? Other than me? Why am I doing this?

*chants while glaring at myself in the mirror* SHAME. SHAME. SHAME.

#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write #Sometimes my writing tag is so very accurate #I do not know what I am doing but I am ENJOYING it #But still - shame.#I've missed getting to write Ricky my premier blorbo #And like with every other time I've written him it's basically an excuse to pay tribute to his...assets let's say #And also... *heavy sigh* I think I'm finally ready to admit that that Christian fella is fine as hell too.#Thirsting over a man who's almost 50. I've become a cliche. But whatever I'm old as shit too and boy do I feel it so who cares LOL

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dreamerlynx · 7 months

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#sigh. puts up the barricades please I do not want to see d.nf on my dash #and again I do have it super filtered #I’m just soooo tired every little thing being HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH until the next thing bc of course that didn’t happen #and life went on as usual #look I get it I’m the minority I’m aroace and easily exhausted by shipping esp real ppl shipping #but it’s times like this I miss the lore fandom bc man the complete focus on platonic dynamics and relationships was so nice #look if they ever actually say they’re dating I guess I’ll eat my words but so far I am not getting the sense that that will ever happen #and so it is extremely annoying to want to follow drm fans and get 90% of One Single Ship #and no sap except as third wheel for said ship #sorry I’m the only one who seems to not care abt George 😭😭 not in a bad way just. he’s fine and funny sometimes I guess but #I Just Don’t Care. and also another thing I need to get off my chest #why do ppl act like George is really shady and passive aggressive and ‘oh he should interact w X person who wronged drm he’d ROAST THEM!’#like huh #George is one of the most Don’t talk about anything be vague be private ppl ever #I’m not saying he hasn’t had his moments of public support for drm but I just don’t get it #(it’s probably because he’s so vague and noncommittal that fans can just project their own feelings onto him)#sigh anyway I’m done that makes me feel better a bit #no tags just venting #<- it’s funny that became my venting tag now that I only vent in tags #bc some things such as this I am afraid to even put under read more lol

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waitingawhile · 3 months

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i miss technoblade

#cancer tw #I work in a health related field and sometimes I read through these young cancer cases and just #sigh #cancer fucking sucks #but I am feeling reinspired by him all over again by the way he handled himself til the end #what a strong fucking guy #holy moly #he is too cool :’)#miss u technoblade I wanna be just like you #aiden.txt

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cosmicdreamgrl · 2 months

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#it's 4°C tonight and all i can think is tomorrow is exactly 4 years we've been together #sometimes it doesn't feel like that much time has passed and other times like now it does #i met him at such a strange & sorrowful moment in life #if you had told me 8 months later that i'd make the choice to try loving someone again i wouldn't have believed you #yet here i am #and honestly i can't imagine what my life would be like or who i'd be without him #so many of the best parts of me came from finding someone who helped me understand that i wasn't difficult to love/too much or not enough #it hasn't always been easy but if i went back in time? i'd change nothing #i doubt i'll ever be able to fully articulate how i feel in full #but more than anything i wish he was here now so i could actually tell him all these things #and not cry behind my screen as i type this out because i miss him to my core #so yeah happy anniversary in advance to me & happy being alone on yet another one #insert weary sigh here #steph.text

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thebleedingeffect · 2 months

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#man. sometimes I really do miss techno. I miss him alot #I remember how much joy he brought me throughout the entirety of 2020-2022 and how much I loved him #I think after his passing part of me knew that I could never quite go back to dsmp the same ever again #and I felt myself distancing from the cc's cause the grief was just too much at times and the reminders didn't help #techno gave me so much joy and perhaps embodied the very best parts of those years #his memory is encased in those years and sometimes... part of me is glad he's not around for whatevers happening now #sighs. love and miss you techno

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hannibalismos-jaaneman · 3 months

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is it just the cogs of my brain whirring wildly or was bedelia kinda sorta in love with hannibal too?

#raj shitposting #i mean there must be a more concrete reason than just purely the fact that she got to live with hannibal that will hates her so much right?#idk sometimes it seems like she deliberately does what hannibal tells her to and deliberately lies to save him some amount of trouble.#her accompanying him rather than just killing him on the spot in antipasto is tantamount to her being acquiescent.#or as she put it for will... cooperative. her choosing to spare him in that moment was not wisdom it was foolishness.#and we've only seen two people being that foolish besides her. alana and will. jack was ignorant for a long time but he came to his senses.#and to be honest alana only got the threat of death because she dared to take away hannibal's dignity. ONLY because she was rude to him.#she really didn't have to “obfuscate” for him. she could have simply told jack that hannibal was fucked up when he asked her the first time #i think i realised that bedelia probably had some latent feelings about hannibal when will asked her why she lied for hannibal so much.#it was because of will that i realised that she perhaps along the way lost a “professional” perspective towards her relationship with him.#they were obviously friends before that but when she corrected hannibal once by telling him that they were not friends but colleagues...#my brain had already started working up on that she was trying not to fall for him and maybe that was the only way she thought she wouldn't #but she did anyway. and maybe that's the reason why will hates her. i mean he would know if she were in love with hannibal right?#it sometimes does feel like she wants to save him. she was kinda salty that will let hannibal surrender like that in their sessions.#i mean she was probably jealous of will which was why she was such an asshole to him. i don't find any other reason for her to act that way #i mean she is a psychiatrist you wouldn't expect her to lose her shit like that at someone. but she does. that too at will. like-#-it's too much of a coincidence to let it go. she could have ratted hannibal out any time but she doesn't. even though she had leverage.#i'm thinking too much about this man... sighs anyway #bedelia du maurier #miss will graham #hannibal #hannigram

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the-penguinspy · 1 year

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im in my apartment tonight peeling the ends of my asparagus while i prep the oven for a bake. i don't mind the texture of it, the toughness or the stringiness of it, but -- i miss my dad. he hates the fibrous bits! and he assumes that i do as well. whenever we'd have asparagus he'd painstakingly peel the whole bunch, no complaints. when i'd sous-chef for him, i'd be relegated to chopping-and-peeling duty. i'd take one look at the washed-and-strained bunch and i'd sigh. really? all of these? and he'd roll his eyes and respond with, do you want dinner soon, or not? i'd grumble and groan, i'd play the role, but the peeler would already be in my hand. once the batch had been roasted and served on the dinner table and we've taken a portion each, he'd ask, doesn't it taste better this way? and i'd chew on a stem and i'd chew on my answer and i'd nod in agreement. and yeah, it tastes great, but it didn't really bother me that much in the first place, is the thing.

anyways. i'm alone in my apartment tonight, and i've got a bunch of asparagus in front of me, washed-and-strained-and-peeled.

#penguin honks #i guess #smth experimental idk #not sure what this is but ahh i just had to get it out #adjacent but not related: something something how your love language is a remnant/extension of someone else's #acts of service is a big thing is my household. not the loudest sometimes but it's there and once noticed #it's almost impossible to un-notice #anyways! my dad is doin well heh i just miss him a lot right now #always miss him but #especially when i'm in the kitchen #sigh

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its-hyperfixation · 2 years

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Guess that I know what I already knew I was better with you, and I miss you now

for my beloved @bellamyblakru in honour of getting employed !! congratulations my love, im so proud of u and everything that u do.

#okayyyyy second habit gifset is finally here!!!#ngl i kinda hate it lol i don’t like the fonts and idk something just isn’t working #but sigh we must go on and try to improve #i think i need to switch something up soon i feel like all my gifsets are the same #hmmmm we shall see #man i haven’t listened to louis in a hot minute i’ve been so into my niall phase dang i miss him #makin this reminded me how much habit SLAPS especially this verse #larry 4ever say what 🤪#also so sorry this is so late my love 😭#i had been dying with a fever and all that jazz when you told us about your employment so i couldn’t make right away ;(#i hope it’s not too ugly and that u like it 🥺#also making this made me miss merlin alot #we gotta start our rewatch soon #ALSO i have more gifts planned for your other accomplishments soon so get EXCIYED #ilysm and i miss you we gotta hang out sometime soon #i’m so proud of you my love ❤️ it’s your world and im jsut livin in it #ayman gifs #merlin #merlin gifs #merlingifs #bbc merlin #merlin bbc #merlin angst #merlin gifset #merthur #merthur gifs #louis my beloved #louis tomlinson habit #bellamyblakru

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frecklystars · 9 months

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Top 5 favorite Barbie songs on the album?

🌟 I'm Just Ken 🖤👑

🌟 Silver Platter 🌎🌌

🌟 Dance the Night 💃🎶

🌟 Choose Your Fighter 🦋🐅

🌟 Forever & Again 💌💐 tied with 🌟 Hey Blondie 😘💋

The order of these changes everyday, but I'm Just Ken is always my number one ✨✨✨

Also shoutout to Push solely because of how Ryan Gosling pronounces the word "granted" it makes me laugh every single time

#anonymous #asks #barbie movie #ty for asking!!#i love thinking about dancing with all 50 billion F/Os when listening to dance the night #forever & again makes me WEEP it always makes me think of starlight and i miss himmmm #but i wanna think he'd say no matter how fuckin scared and sad i feel he's not gonna leave me #hey blondie i sometimes associate w/ barbie and/or ken but i wouldnt call either of them blondie fjhfgfkdgf #still nice to daydream #sometimes i think about my F/Os referring to me w/ that song except im... not... blonde #DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON SILVER PLATTER AUGH #i love ken trying to get my attention all damn day #every single time that song begins to play in the background when he's gonna kiss barbie #i sigh like a lovesick fool bc that song automatically puts me in a good mood #because it makes me think of him!!! and how he'd fight for me everyday #I LOVE THIS SOUNDTRACK #honorable mentions: butterflies and speed drive #butterflies im always headbanging to that song and it makes me think of barbie calling me her butterfly/daisy hehe #and speed drive is just a bop AND its gay.#'she says i love u girl. i love her more. barbie youre so fine u blow my mind' NO HETEROSEXUAL EXPLANATION

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soft-spooks · 5 months

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i am once again so very tempted to write out the entire outline for the 🔪 canon compliant timeline but i KNOW im gonna get burnt out halfway through and also slap like twelve content warnings in it if i ever even want to THINK about posting it

#im so. obsessed with my canon timeline story its developed so well over the last handful of years #ah the wonderful appeal of enemies to lovers #but with the twist that its really just. thing trying to kill you accidentally catches feelings oops!#unfortunately i started my ship/writing when i was incredibly depressed and suicidal #and that is an integral part of the story to me now for understandably personal reasons !!#its my catharsis! its how i coped at the time and now it feels wrong to change it. and also like. its an inciting incident.#without it we would not have met !#uagh man. one day. one day i will at least have an outline for Myself and it won't just be constantly in my head #does anyone want 2 hear me gush about canon timeline. bc i will not stop #i realize this is my blog and i can do whatever i want but also i dont want to be too annoying hGFBFFBSHDS #the reason my ship w him is so important to me is that i used it to cope thru like the worst parts of my life #and at the time i did not know how to verbalize what was happening other than to turn it into a story !!#bc it was easier to think about in that capacity #and while i personally find that super compelling and awesome i am also biased bc it makes me feel better when i think about it <3 #anyway !!! i moght do some writing tonight. i miss him. and i still have a weird complex about watching videos sometimes. sigh

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daz4i · 11 months

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hm. what do you do when you miss someone you shouldn't

#it's dumb. it's been over 3 months already. why am i still hung up on this very short friendship #i mean i know why i just hate myself for getting to that position #i know i should be angry at them. sometimes i am. but mostly it feels like he left a hole in my heart #when i told my friends that he made me want to live they said I'll find smth else instead and well. as you can see. i haven't #i just miss having them in my life even if it was for a short while. it was the happiest I've been in years #sigh. anyway #vent #btw i actually do need advice here 🥲 how do i stop missing him

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rexscanonwife · 2 years

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Today I was thinking about how much I miss Rex