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nothing has been ok since i turned 12 but thank u for asking!
#nah genuinely thank u for asking i'm just going insane#novembers r always especially shitty for me#i'll get over it#i think#asks#°
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if you know, you know
#driftoodles#limbus company#shi association heathcliff#IF YOU KNOW YOU KNOW. RIP KULLY STREAM OFF THE SHITS#canto vi spoilers#is it? legally? i guess?#i dont normally ever join streams outside of the small like. 3 streamers i watch live EVER. i had been popping into the solo streams#cuz i was genuinely impressed with the knowledge of stuff. and then thigns got silly#and i honestly am having a great time#this one has been absolutely nightmarish though#UH.#i keep saying nah no more limbus im done. and then. 5 seconds later.
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[ cw: experimentation / slight body horror implications / ]
Every time I think of the “Bad Hair Day” episode, I’m always a little thrown off by how off-putting it is when looked at from a distance. Like, in that episode Leo is just wanting time to rest for once. That’s it. He just wants some rest and relaxation.
And he’s so desperate to get it that he makes a deal with some random guy to basically uh. Be experimented on. In a way that definitely doesn’t seem all that pleasant in the process!
But hey, at least it works out well and Leo’s happy with it, right?
Then, finally thinking he’s getting the rest he worked for, he instead essentially becomes a host for a parasite that is embedded into his skull. And gets blamed for the actions of the adult that took advantage of his wish for rest.
Like????? I can’t help but feel just a touch of horror at the theming here. Leo just wanted a trip to the spa…
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rottmnt headcanons#nah i talked about it before and i think others have too but this is still an oof moment to witness#my poor boy wanted to SLEEP#i don’t dislike the ep tho it’s genuinely a fun time if you don’t think about the kinda horrific theming#don’t mind me just being unnecessarily angsty about random comedy episodes
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I have to say I love your defenseworth au. But I gotta say/ask for this.
I gotta see some Phoenix and Franziska bonding. Like mayber over Phoenix teaching her about poker with a secret lesson about how to read people which can be very handy for the job field their going into and just.
I gotta know man, what their relationship like as siblings.
he’d bring out her immature side that she tries to keep hidden under her prosecutor persona simply due to his own immaturity
This is them bonding I swear
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#ace attorney au#phoenix wright#franziska von karma#ace attorney fanart#prosecutor wright au#defenseworth au#digital art#my art#procreate#nuh uh is such a versatile phrase#they would be very openly competitive with each other but also they would gossip while painting each other’s nails and makeup#I was gonna draw poker chips and cards on the table but uhhh nah I got lazy lmao#ALSO#my personal HC is that from ages 13-17 Franziska was called the ‘Prosecutor Princess’ back in Germany and such#but when she heard Miles had a genuine rival she got competitive again and remade her whole persona#she had the whip the whole time but she cut her hair shorter and wore a more sleek and less ‘childish’ outfit#so in this AU the same sorta thing happens that when Phoenix becomes a prosecutor. Franziska reinvents her own persona too
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Mizuki and Date though like. Imagine being 8 and your parents are filthy rich and going through a bad divorce. Your mom treats you like shit, lashing out at you, hitting you, saying she wishes you were never born all because you were behaving like a child. Your dad is more comforting, but he doesn’t do anything to stop the abuse and he spends his time invested in a completely different family, a girl who you love and look up to but he loves her more than you and it fucking shows. Then your dads new friend, some fucking bachelor in his late 20s, is just like "wow you guys are the worst fucking parents ive ever seen" and next thing you know your dad is sending you off to live with him. And it’s just a massive kick in the head cuz you go from a rich lifestyle to living in some really shitty tiny ass apartment with this guy who’s clearly never been around a child in his entire life and he doesn’t know how to behave and does a really bad job of censoring himself like he has a bunch of dirty magazines that he can’t hide very well cuz it’s literally a studio apartment and also he talks to himself sometimes, it’s really weird. He doesn’t even have the slightest clue what he’s doing
And he’s the best parent you’ve ever had
Because fuck, it all really hurts. You have to cope with having never received any love from anyone, and with the fact that your parents clearly don’t want you and can’t even be bothered to send you with anyone even kinda responsible. And this guy has a scary job with crazy hours and you don’t know anything about him and neither does he. But still, he never once hits you or tells you you’re not allowed to cry. He just gives you space and doesn’t push you to feel any sort of way about him. And sometimes, he’s even kind. He makes you some stew, even though it’s a bit chunky. He lets you sleep in the bed and takes the couch for himself, even though he complains about the massive back pain he’d never trade his spot for a second. He pays attention to events at your school and gives you your favorite stuffed animal when you make good grades, even though you called it ugly. He gets worried sick when you come home with bruises and puts on a goofy voice and trains you to defend yourself and you develop some highly deadly skills and even though it’s really abnormal, he buys you a bench press so you can get stronger. There’s this distance there, and you feel really weird caring about someone who you aren’t related to, but you find yourself wishing it was meant to be like this all along, that maybe, he’s secretly your real dad and he loves you like his real daughter
And when you say "I’m back" he says "welcome home"
#aitsf#ai the somnium files#kaname date#mizuki date#THE DATES THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING AAAAAAAAA#its so funny though like imagine being such a bad parent that some loner who jerks off all the time does a better job than you#and hes literally never interacted with children before and is later revealed to have actually been an assassin#renju and shoko really just suck huh#and i dont mean to reduce date to a porno loving loser cuz nah like hes actually got so much depth going on in this situation like he cant#remember a single thing about his past he has no frame of reference for what a family is or if hes ever had one himself#which we then learn he. kinda didnt he was an orphan with no friends no name no one who came looking for him it seems#yet he still finds himself loving and caring for this girl and would literally die over and over for her to live a happy life#hes so genuinely kind and caring and deeply lonely and unsure of himself if hes doing this right#and he feels agonizing pain when hes forced to remember that he isnt mizukis real dad and that. he has nothing#but despite that he doesnt force mizuki to return these feelings because its a lot to burden a child with and shes been through enough#its like. kaname date i love youuuu please just adopt her already 🥺
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I will never get over mdzs. The hold wangxian has on me is insane
#nah cause why is this series genuinely so heartbreaking#I’m just happy they’re finally happy#wangxian#mdzs#mxtx#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the way I draw mdzs character designs has become a weird mix of the donghua; books; and the untamed lol#digital art#wei wuxian#yiling laozu#burial mounds
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Fernando Alonso & His Relationship With Cards
I'm sure we're all familar with the cards on the back of Fernando's Vegas GP helmet by now, but did you know his relationship with cards goes a lot deeper?
I. Magic Tricks
You've probably seen or heard someone at least mention Fernando's propensity for card tricks. As far as I can tell he was doing them(publically) as far back as 2003 all the way to as recently as 2018. Even once performing a card trick, with a condom and a teddy bear(!??!?!??!!), in front of Valentino Rossi who said "How was that possible?"(x)
But how did this start? According to James Allen, "Fernando admits to having been heavily influenced by his grandfather, a mercurial figure, who taught him magic and card tricks, still one of his passions away from the race track."(x) And I'm not sure the validity of this one, because I couldn't find an actual source, but apparently he once said: "My parents are responsible for the two things I like doing most - driving and magic tricks. They bought me my first go-kart and a magician's kit."
In several interviews he described it as his hobby off track, and that he loved learning new tricks and surprising others in the garage with them! So clearly cards are pretty important to him both as a hobby but also to who he is as a person since they've been with him just as long as racing has.
II. Card Symbolism in His Helmets
This is the reason I originally made this post, but I thought I should also explain the origins of his card fascination first. As I said, we probably all remember the cards on the back of his helmet in Vegas, but did you know that wasn't the first time he had cards on the back of his helmet?
From 2008-2013, he used to have a pair of cards on the back of his helmets. The symbolisms of the cards themselves as well as the evolution of their design is really fascinating to me! Even more so with the recent development of the card choice in 2023.
Fernando said he wanted to reference his two titles in some way on the back of his helmet and after his friend sent him several ideas, he decided on having two cards(an ace of clubs and an ace of hearts, sometimes pictured with 05 and 06 on them as well), saying: "I picked the cloverleaf [the ace of clubs - Ed] to give me luck, but the only pity is that it doesn't have four leaves!"(X)
2008.
Here's the very first appearance of the cards! They're displayed flat, with the 05 and 06 clearly visible
2009.
Very similar to 2008, but with a slightly different design, and they're maybe a bit more straight with less shadow?
2010.
This is the first major change! I was sad they didn't have the years on them anymore, but then I realized they're sparkly to match with his signature lightning bolts on the top of the helmet!!
2011.
Honestly I'm still somewhat unsure if this is the actual 2011 helmet? It's pretty difficult to find clear photos of the back of helmets from older seasons. It's easiest to find them on replica sites or auction sites so I'm not 100%? But anyways, I like that this has the championship years on the underside of the cards
2012.
This is when I started getting weirdly emotional about the helmets. Do you see how they've progressed from being a centerpoint to being curled up and sad at the bottom of the helmet? Not listing the year anymore??
2013.
Same thoughts as 2012. And after this season, they cease to exist (just like his ferrari chair in the garage, WOAH CALLBACK), until cards make a reeappearance in his Vegas helmet, albeit in a different form
2013 Monaco(Honorable Mention):
For some reason 2013 helmets were easier to find proper pictures of, so I happened to witness this absolute beauty. The creativity of this helmet genuinely blows me away??? Wanting to keep the card motif, but making sure to incorporate it into the rest of the puzzle piece design?? Mwah! There was another special 2013 helmet but they didn't change the cards at all so I really applaud this one
2023 Las Vegas(The Return of The King):
The magnificent return! But look! The cards are different cards! Instead of being two aces, it's now an ace of hearts, a four of hearts(his driver number of course!) and, the, now iconic, representation of himself as a Joker. I literally could not believe my eyes when this helmet was released and I saw the Joker card, what a fucking silly old man....I really wonder if he felt nostalgic having cards on his helmet again or if he didn't think about it all and was just like, "ah cards because Vegas!!!"
III. Why Does This Matter?
*The rest of the post was factual, this is moreso my personal thoughts on the symbolism of the cards/designs
This post spawned from me recently watching the 2010 Bahrain gp and noticing "hey wait a minute...are those CARDS ON THE BACK OF HIS HELMET!?" It's a really tiny detail that's unfortunately covered up by the HANS device pretty much whenever he's wearing the helmet, so it's really difficult to spot! But I became fascinated with the fact that he had cards on his helmet before that recent helmet, and now here we are!
There's something to me about how the design of the cards evolves over the course of six seasons from the cards being front and center to being smaller, more folded up and closer to the bottom of the helmet. As I said, the 2012-2013 ones genuinely made me depressed because it feels, symbolically, like his hopes for getting another Ace are becoming more and more unlikely and falling away until they eventually fall falt and fade away entirely after 2013 and disappear for basically a decade.
But when they return? They're not the same cards! Instead of representing Fernando's championships, they now represent him as a person, displaying his driver number and his persona of being a Joker!! Though I do think it's interesting he happened to keep the Ace of Hearts, even though he talked more about the Ace of Clubs before. I'm not sure it's actually this deep in reality, but I like to think that it's him not letting his championships(and the lack thereof) define him, but rather letting who he is as a person shine and be the centerpoint instead! But on a sadder note, as @suzuki-ecstar said to me, maybe the Aces aren't there anymore because he's lost all hope for a chance at a third Ace entirely :(
#yes its finals week and im up to my eyes in coursework but instead decided to spend like 5 hours researching and writing this post#nah bcs i actually genuinely put more work into this then I think I have all semester dsfjdskjg#that thing about him using a condom and teddy bear in a magic trick genuinely had me crying with laugher. actual tears rolling down my face#<- HOW!?!? WHAT WAS THE TRICK?? its literally inconceivable to me what he did. oh if only there were pics UGH#anyways!! this post was a lot of fun to make!! i really really love the symbolism and design of helmets so this was a rly fun project#and i also went down a lot of rabbitholes while make this and saw many very weird articles from yore#i feel like i make an equal amnt of deranged posts abt seb and nando but i dont know why nando is gifted w all my well researched projects#<- i.e. chair post. that was the same level of research as this one but at least this one i could find actual sources about....#idk theres smth about the extremely long history of nando's history that evokes research posts like this KLAJSLSKDJ#theres just so much that i dont think I ever really see people discussing! so i must create.#haha what was that joke tag i wanted to make abt my researched posts? I think:#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion#<- one day ill go back and actually tag posts w that. bcs the amtn of research compared to my actual schoolwork is so unwell#fernando alonso#fa14#f1#formula 1#catie.rambling.txt#we do a little bit of f1
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hmmm.
this is no shade to tallulah. She goin through shit ok we love our poultry queen in this household.
but.
Sunny asks if Tallulah doesn’t like her. And asks why. They were never even given much of a chance to speak to her. Why doesn’t Tallulah like her?
and everybody says about the same thing. Tallulah’s going through some stuff, Tallulah is just wary, Tallulah just needs some time to warm up, give her some time.
Give her some time.
and. Those are accurate, fine statements to say. But. But if you ask Bad, or Bagi, or Phil (god, if you ask Phil) what Sunny is like, I would bet my life’s savings that they would summarize them as one of the following:
Spoiled
Entitled
Snobby
Now if I asked how much time those people had spent with Sunny, where would you estimate? A few minutes, maybe closer to a half hour for some?
people keep telling Sunny to give Tallulah time. And that’s fair. That is a fair thing to ask.
but not one single islander other than Tubbo has given her time before slapping a label on her behaviours and calling it a day.
she has gone from having nothing to having so much in just a few days. They are learning how to be part of a family, learning how to talk to people. She is mischievous, and passionate, and shy. They like flowers and steak and potatoes and they dream of having fancy lavish tea parties with their pa and his friends. She is a drama queen and she likes cats and she hides behind her pa whenever she meets someone new. They are incredibly perceptive, and fiercely protective, and sarcastic, and they are scared.
she is spoiled. They do act entitled. She can be snobby sometimes.
but they are also sweet. She is also kind. They hear people speak down to their pa and they jump to reassure him when people question his parenting. She sees a cat that’s been abandoned and asks to rescue it. They give out diamonds like they’re made of em, pays for people to be around them. She doesn’t want to be alone again. She doesn’t know how else to make sure that doesn’t happen.
There is so much more to Sunny than what people assume of them. And yes, other people deserve a grace period to warm up to a new person before a negative relationship forms.
but Sunny deserves to be given time too. Time to be known, and learned, and loved.
and if nobody has given her that
can you blame them for being apprehensive about giving it to others?
#qsmp sunny#qsmp sunnysideup#sunny the egg#qsmp#qsmp tubbo#qtubbo#qsmp analysis#raine rambles#I fear the Tallulah enjoyers are gonna fuck me up for this one#but like genuinely this is not me dissing Tallulah at all#this is mostly me dissing Phil.#lmaooooo#nah m8 it’s chill this is just some interesting stuff I’ve noticed
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eh..random pokemon scribbles i found..I LOVE RIKA
#pokemon tag#RIKA IM FROM HOENN..IM AVAILABLE😭 nah i know she's raising a daughter with geeta#in a WEIRD MOOD so i cant draw atm. but i want to before the next witch hat chapter (way too extreme that it's my birthday =_=)#(well it will be in japan time at least when i read it. but still .)#if orufrey genuinely reunite on that day of mine i wont call myself an aries any more. orufrey star sign. things aligned.#Well. ive never felt so depressed about my birthday before and for my services to orufreyism i think i deserve that but its fine.#even if they just look into each others eyes again i swear i will face this next year ahead in life (sigh) (strained smile) with faith#i swear i will genuinely try to believe in life and this world if orufrey exchange words once more this thursday i swear to my soul.
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what if i impulsively bought the lawlight figurine. what then.
#nah but i genuinely really want to#i don't have any death note figurines yet and that feels like a crime#and this one is like??? not too bad of a price???? and you get BOTH OF THEM? WITH THE HANDCUFF?#IN THEIR EPIC POSE FROM THAT OFFICIAL ART????????#yes i am vaguely obsessed#and then i could make them kiss. and nobody could stop me.#am i insane? possibly#but the amount of joy having the tragic toxic twinks on my desk together would be immeasurable#if you couldn't tell im going through burnout and lawlight is the only thing pulling me through#the average death note girlie be like:#death note#dn#lawlight#light yagami#l lawliet#thoughts n rambles
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this is killing mmeeeeeeeeeee... the puched doorway .... the wifebeater look... the coke that makes him feel like he's drinking beer this is so funny
#WHOSE ROOM IS THAT IM SO SCARED#nah he genuinely looks so evil here omg where's my silly daughter ok sorry#WHOSE RANCID ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!
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it just struck me how my queerness is essentially just me going "hmmm... nah <3"
#gender? nah <3#romantic orientation? nah <3#sexuality? nah <3#someone hands me a form that asks what i am and i just fill in 'n/a'#i simply couldnt be fucked! with literally any of it!#honestly the somewhat recent aroace realization has been So freeing#i didnt know how much stress the constant performance caused...#and also now that i KNOW it was a performance? oh boy looking back is so fucking funny#absolutely unprompted#damn sorry past me... they really didnt know...#they were out there trying so hard to conform lmfaoooo#pretending to pine while genuinely thinking they were pining....#trying to want a relationship while being So fucking stressed out and put off by the concept...#i may have been. somewhat of an idiot <3#nah jk i wasnt! thats just how it is growing up in a romance oriented world#now all i have to worry about it making friends!!!#no more trying to flirt with cute cashiers! no more feeling Unnecessary Pressure!#im free....
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Bedlam Raider Lieutenants | Jedi Survivor
#genuinely such a cool gameplay idea for Rayvis to have a stockpile of sabers from Jedi he's killed#and to arm raiders with them#should they really be a challenge to Cal? nah#but w/o much Inquisitor presence in this game it gives a chance for scrappy lightsaber fights and that's FUN#star wars jedi survivor#jedi survivor#cal kestis#photomode
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Lance is such a let bygones be bygones kind of a guy, we should embrace that energy more often in sports tbh, it's never that serious
#lance stroll#before gets on my back this is about sporting issues#just sporting issues#of course serious issues warrant grudges and distrust#idk man i think i'm just feeling like people are taking this all too seriously#the amount of death wishes made towards drivers in the time i've been watching f1 has ramped up so much#it's not normal to feel that way about a sports person#genuinely seek help#and over the most ridiculous mundane shit that happens every race or worse over people thinking rules have been broken that haven't actuall#anyways this was spured by watching lance's post sprint interview#he was asked about nico pushing him off and he was just like 'that happened? oh yeah i forgot about that nah it was chill'#like that's such a peaceful way to go about it#let what happens in a race stay in that race or in a match#this is easier when your memory sucks lmao#i'm just so tired of the massive fan wars the time and energy it takes isn't worth it#like not online anyways chat shit in dms but again if you're still chatting shit about a race from 4 years ago move on i beg
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I'm putting together a team
#fell down a rabbit hole today and I needed to show these to someone#no hate to any of the people who made these btw I just thought these were kinda funny#also I did actually read the articles and they were genuinely pretty interesting so hey#also I'm 90% sure the Facebook one is parody but the other ones? nah completely genuine#kh#kingdom hearts#kh3#kingdom hearts 3#kh2#kingdom hearts 2#kh sora#kh olaf#kh donald#kh goofy#im not putting the “Christianity” tag here
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I just realized there's a 20 minute extra vid by hbomberguy on his extra channel about Illuminaughtii specifically and looking more in-depth in the sham-quality of her video essays.
And someone in the comment section has a pinned comment about a lot of the stuff she got wrong in her Vocaloid video. One of the most absurd things being that Vocaloid is mostly or only used by EDM musicians and producers-- Like-- ma'am- How- what- Where did she even get that notion or idea?
Like some of the songs I grew up with like Rolling Girl, Cantarella, World is Mine, the Evillious Chronicles, and some of the Kagerou Project songs are not EDM. A lot of the most prominent or well-known Vocaloid songs are not EDM. I think this part just messes me up so bad, because it just sounds so... wrong. Vocaloid music has always had this spirit of versatile creativity that goes beyond genres and conventions in music. Part of the upset also just comes from how it shows callousness and a lack of care on Blair's part in actually trying to understand the communities or in general, topics she talks about in her videos.
There's more, but I recommend just watching the vid and reading that cool pinned comment while you're at it!
#forgive me I couldn't let it go#I can usually understand making video on something a person is unfamiliar with as long as they try their best to do good research and feel-#-genuine interest#but nah illuminaughtii doesn't hit that criteria to me#it's all content to her#illuminaughtii#hbomberguy#vocaloid
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