#they were out there trying so hard to conform lmfaoooo
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it just struck me how my queerness is essentially just me going "hmmm... nah <3"
#gender? nah <3#romantic orientation? nah <3#sexuality? nah <3#someone hands me a form that asks what i am and i just fill in 'n/a'#i simply couldnt be fucked! with literally any of it!#honestly the somewhat recent aroace realization has been So freeing#i didnt know how much stress the constant performance caused...#and also now that i KNOW it was a performance? oh boy looking back is so fucking funny#absolutely unprompted#damn sorry past me... they really didnt know...#they were out there trying so hard to conform lmfaoooo#pretending to pine while genuinely thinking they were pining....#trying to want a relationship while being So fucking stressed out and put off by the concept...#i may have been. somewhat of an idiot <3#nah jk i wasnt! thats just how it is growing up in a romance oriented world#now all i have to worry about it making friends!!!#no more trying to flirt with cute cashiers! no more feeling Unnecessary Pressure!#im free....
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