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tiredassmage · 4 months
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2, 3, 4, 5, 18 (if your OC was an NPC) for Alucren (and free pass to talk about other OCs if you want :D)
crawls out of the abyss. I said one day, one day I'll work through some of my backlog, slowly. so. I'm gonna finally attempt to wrestle with this one, lol.
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hands u new alucren screenshot as collateral for takin so heckin' long kladnflkadsfl
2) Would they be a class specific character? & 3) When would you recruit them?
Stabbing at both of these because I think the answer feels cleanest when I tackle it together. For all the time I've left this stewing at the back of my brain, I have yet, at least, to come up with an idea that gave me a strong opinion on class specific, but I do figure Alucren for being the type to only hang around fellow Imperials in the long-term. And that... inclines me towards saying he's a latecomer as far as an NPC, particularly a recruitable one.
And to take the excuse to ramble a bit about characters for that (and we'll go ahead and use that as a cut queue, too):
He's... stubborn, is the simplest way to say it. Raised in the Imperial system and deeply strict about his adherence to it, to go a bit further into it. And it's really not until Fallen Empire and Eternal Throne, where the entire order of the galaxy is sort of challenged by the presence of Zakuul as a major third power, that Alucren really... isn't given any other option but to face his own music and reflection in the mirror and actually... do a bit of reflection and reckoning with it. It's a little a lot maybe to dig into without also digging out a pegboard and some string to explain different versions of events with other ocs and characters and all that to explain, but the short version is, essentially, even though Alucren ultimately gets to a place where he's more comfortable in a scenario like the Alliance and willing to have those sort of cross-faction relationships despite differences in opinion and all that, it requires... a lot of self-realization first that Alucren's... really slow with and frankly pretty uncertain about, which I think I'm gonna pick back up on again for 18, so stay tuned, but.
Again, attempt to do a long thing short, he comes around a bit better to change, but it doesn't change his sense of place. His home is the Empire, and Alucren's core values... really boil down to family, and his concept of duty and honor in... sometimes a bit of a nebulous, conflicting order despite his performances and gnashing teeth to the contrary and that... means he won't leave. Any partnership sort of outside of that typical binary isn't meant to be long-term to him. He's... really not sure how to mentally explain it to himself, let alone justify prioritizing it over what he's built his life on, quite frankly, but don't tell him I told you.
4) Where would you recruit them from? & 5) What would their recruitment mission be?
Okay, so this part might have been the one that gave me the most trouble from this list (probably because it's hard for me to separate them, again >.> lol). I think the most interesting options for his recruitment would probably involve a few creative liberties with how things go in-game. Not to get too double-dipping ahead of myself, but his role is... a little difficult to define because he's not... in one that particularly. fits him. Just because he served as a Cipher doesn't mean he was ever an ideal fit for the role. But it was where he was needed - at least to be a body in a role, to fill a gap or what have you, and Alucren's raising and training requires of him to serve where he is needed by his Empire.
It's fairly likely he arguably remained in some sort of capacity with Sith Intelligence through its incarnations over the events of Ziost and into the events of KOTXX, so one of my thoughts as far as earliest appearance was maybe on Iokath as far as substantial interactions go, but... now that I've mentioned Ziost, it's possible he could've made at least a brief appearance or mention as one of the holdover assets from Imperial Intelligence. I do think he spent probably a fair amount of time working closer to home, so to speak, in between vanilla and more recent content, left to his own devices though...
Anyway, the other consideration that comes to mind is something a lot more recent - maybe tied somehow into events with Elom and Legacy of the Sith. I do think Alucren's... let's say... brand of loyalty was arguably liable to get him into something like hot water with one Sith lord or another sooner or later even if we take out the elements of him that have become so interesting to contemplate when he's around the events of Cipher Nine and Darth Jadus, so it's possible that kind of experience or that kind of relationship and owed loyalties would put him in play as an agent potentially acting on the behalf of a specific benefactor maybe even in addition to his interests as a loyal Imperial operative. His previous roles with more diplomatic and expansion roles prior to his experience as a Cipher may actually make him quite interesting to introduce as an agent for Darth Xarion's interest in the Alliance. As for the nature of that interest, is he possibly there to investigate for anyone suspiciously against the Empire's interests..? Maybe so. Or if the Commander is in more full cooperation with the Empire, he is surely there to simply facilitate a better relationship between merging parties. And help with security risks.
Certainly. Right?
In either case, it's likely less that he has a specific mission which you have to recruit him in so much that he is... introduced during one of the group cutscenes and maybe has a one-on-one interaction with the Commander after where he explains more of his role and offers his services on behalf of his superiors. Think a bit more functionally sort of how Anri and Tau have been so far, though possibly as a bit more permanent resident of the Alliance base with a posting for this particular engagement.
18) If they are recruitable in vanilla story, where are they during KOTFE/KOTET? What are/were they doing?
So, I did say I would push off his involvement, but that doesn't mean I don't have thoughts about this, lol. Some of this comes up a bit in the piece I wrote for him and Taizi (blorbo from friend's brain @hyrohkaah fame) reuniting actually during KOTFE, but I also wanna steal the opportunity to speak a bit more generally about one of the, like, catnip pieces about Alucren, to me.
And it's that Alucren is... afraid. Despite appearances, despite the kind of proud stallion act about him, a lot of it is... uncertainties and fears. And one of the interesting contrasts between him and Tyr because I love making contrasts between them - it is how I started Alucren, after all. To take things that were so integral to Tyr and... wonder what kind of character I'd have if I flipped his core values.
So, Tyr is... Tyr is so fucking ride or die. To a godsdamned fault. Quite possibly to the detriment of his own health. You'll see it in his loyalties, his justifications, the way he wears his service with Imperial Intelligence still as a badge of honor because his loyalty was to people like Keeper and Shara. Tyr doesn't give up on them because he never feels they give up on him. When Tyr says, Imperial Intelligence never betrayed me. He believes it. In the ways that matter, he believes they haven't. Keeper didn't. Shara didn't. Ardun Kothe, even, he... doesn't hold a grudge with - hell, even respects, still - because of this kind of loyalty. And Tyr... doesn't exactly have a lot of people on that kind of list. He doesn't have a lot to lose, and what little he does have is worth giving everything, to him, to fight for. He's willing to burn himself at both ends for that, to keep deconstructing himself and bending his own boundaries so someone else doesn't have to. Tyr's grounded by people that are close to him, but he's also... an idealist. As much as he doesn't realize it. He's someone capable of striving for ideals.
And... the short way to sort of say of Alucren is that... that isn't... him. Ideals and big overarching pictures just don't have as much sway on him. I've already said he's loyal. Both of them have areas where they are stubbornly loyal. And Alucren and Tyr butt heads sometimes because those areas don't always overlap.
Alucren has three older sisters that were and are dearly important to him. He grew up very close with them. Family, as was already mentioned, right? And... he has a strong sense of duty. He has a strong sense of how he was raised, and what he should value based on that experience, that more fairly-off background with a successful Imperial lineage as his backing. Change is... a lot bigger to him. He's a lot more likely to balk at it. It's... intimidating. Alucren isn't... an agent of change, in that sense, where Tyr is. Tyr is... a lot more ready to jump in because Tyr doesn't have that sense of place to lose. Alucren still has an attachment to an identity that existed before his role as a Cipher. He's got things and people that he's... not ready to lose.
Which is all just... a lot of build up to say Alucren's not the first person that would've been looking for the Outlander. Even if they had been close. When the Empire, when his superiors, say they're dead, when the threat of Zakuul is already so close as to have been the attack on Korriban, that attacks on Dromund Kaas, the blockades, all the other tensions implied during the five year period the Outlander is in carbonite... Alucren goes back to Dromund Kaas. He goes back, at least on paper, to be closer with his sisters, to keep them safe. Because he has a duty or responsibility or however else he decides to dress it up on that particular day to protect the Empire, to protect home.
But it's also... because a lot is changing. Zakuul is... upending a lot of what he knew. A lot of that sense of place, a lot of that identity he clung to in his loyalties.
And it's not just "former" Republic personnel being involved that make him hesitate to join something like the Alliance. He very likely wouldn't join the Alliance at all unless someone he knew and cared for was there and had a strong enough conviction in its need to exist and its purpose to argue for him to join them. (Tyr, for example, to go back to the fic, really only gets him there because its Taizi. And Tyr very nearly doesn't manage it. Because Tyr and Alucren have different values and Tyr argues from his understanding of his own. But... for as much as Tyr and Alucren have going on as a pair directly, Tyr's... Tyr would have a hard time convincing him to show up, based on their own relationship. If that was all they working on, but I'm. getting off-topic.)
ANWAY. THAT is all just. a long-winded way to explain that he's back on Dromund Kaas during probably a fair portion of the five year gap and at least the early parts of KOTFE. He might have had some few assignments to take him out to investigate any Republic process during that time, but he asked in his reassignment to stay closer to be with his sisters. And a lot of that time is... him trying to stick to those core three values and... also figure out what they're going to look like in a galaxy that's changing because of Zakuul's presence. Having to grapple with the real implications of his loyalties and his values and what's it all really mean, is this truly important to him, how much of it is all a mask..? All those kind of questions he never really gave himself time to sit with in the thick of a career in Intelligence. Some of it gets reaffirmed, some of it involves some realizations on areas to maybe be more open to change, if not... get ready to actually make those changes...
Which... wow, turned into a whole ramble uhm. >.> Ahhem. I give him a lot of shit for being my fucked up lil guy who is a lil like a bag of marbles dropped across the floor, but he is... he is also just. sometimes my soggy cardboard box guy. And he does some growth in there. Just a lil bit though don't inflate his ego too much.
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sparkbugs · 7 months
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Ep 105 of jrwi liveblog!! My thoughts and reactions under the cut :3
The psa is so real good on you jay
Skip to like 20 mins in cause I forgor to write-
The egg joke was great LMAO. Also BIRD BIRD :D also. They left the tortle to die???? Oopsie I fucking guess??
Underground town :o chip pls just follow bird bird mannnn
I’m still so worried about Early Drey and Finn on the boat oh my goddddddd (THANK GOD THE SHIP IS SAFE WAA)
NEW NPC WIRH ART OHGHDHHS I LOVE HER??? Whomst are you… pink smithy lady… OHGGGGGG TRICELLE ROLFAERA YOU ARE ALSO GORGEOUS
Bird bird my bestie… they better save everyone on this island man like I get it’s their home but they don’t need to be stuck here anymore
HOLYYY SHITTT 7’2… who is this… artists I kiss u /p you’re so fuckin talented and the art you’ve made is so so pretty
IGNEOUS!!! IVE SEEN ART OF THIS BOY OH HES RAINBOW HES SO COOOOL
LMAO GILLION THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU <3
This woman. I want to be her friend.. ZAMIA :D BE MY FRIEND PLS YOURE SO COOL
I love how they’re arguing in front of these people LMAOOO “you lot are crazy, man” yea igneous. They’re a bit insane but it’s ok!!
“We’re the weird kind of pirates that throw our money off the boat and save things” 💀 yea well.
Well they’re gonna go beat up bad pirates that are killing these people and something bars gonna happen cause when does it ever go right!!! Haha. Ha. (Referencing a Spoiler I know that happens but I have no idea When it happens)
Group huddle moment!! Bring all these people on the ship I don’t care :) save them all somehow
Gilly nugget of wisdom. He’s smart I agree with him
There’s a lot :( just. Aaaag
God taking out the corruption on their own is going to be. Terrible.
Yeaaa gillion you. Need to stop dying please <3
GILLION JUST LIKE ME FR brother you cannot save everyone I understand. I get it man but you cannot save everyone you have to look out for yourself
Hallow spell :o time to google what the spell means- aw hell yea protection spot
GOO DRAGON… chip praying? Never thought I’d see the day- oh he. Corrupted nvm
PRETZEL PLUSH ON THE FLOOR OF GRIZZ ROOM - SHE !!!!!! I think so anyway- SHE MOVED
Whomst was taken. They’re gonna get her back
Oh they have a boss that was taken :(
Just noticed puppy behind grizz :o they eepin
Zamia :( SO MANY SAPPHICS IN JRWI I love them all.
“We’re gonna help as best as we can but we also need help getting around here” seems like a reasonable request as they brought Knock back anyways.
Zamia I love you already :( you deserve the world, y’all gonna get out of here don’t worry
RABBIT! RABBIT!!!! And fox… ogghhdjs everyone on this island. They’re my favorites ever.
GIVE AWAY THE PANTS!!! QUEEN YEAHHH MAKE THEM NEW CLOTHES :D give them hope. This is so good I love this sm
Petlen!!! Trinket friend. MAGIC ROCK! Rock. Love rocks… OMG GIVE THEM FOODS FEED THEMSSS
HAJDJDISH switch blade.. AWEJDIS PETLEN :( I love them
ALICE? What how do you say her name. Smithy… “I saw you smithing from across the room” yeah I would’ve said that too tbh
CHIP FINALLY GETS STUDDED LEATHER GIVE HIM BETTER ARMOR HOLY SHIT!!!
This is we’re Knock gets the “yuh” from too-
DOES SHEBSAY ANYHING ELSE LMAOOOO I love her
Uh ohs. Jay. The map!!!! Huh hahdjgdja map??? What. Uh oh. Wuh oh
Corruptionnnb aaaaaa
LMAOOO “you see something bad? You RUN!”
17 ac finally jeez.. yay armor and upgrades
Spider webs… haha this is gonna go terribly
Ohhhh who fucked up- GRYFFON NOOOOOOO
Everything is fine everything is fine everything is fine the scuttling means nothing everything is fine everything is fineeeee
Queeeeeennn aaaaaaaahshsgaia
AAAAA spider that’s not a friend that’s not a friend uh ohssss ahahahaaa VORTEX WARP HELL YEA SMART MOVE- oh the web. RUNNNNNN A FUCK
This is fine :) I wanna be where the people areeeee I wanna seee wanna see em dancing.
Petrol.. patrol. Same thing…. (Also currently making burger while watching so I’m multitasking this is fun)
Gillion. You what. I mean yea but also haha that’s terrifying haha please be careful
Backstreets back ALRIGHT! Haha uh oh “what you don’t see” uh. Hehe there’s a heart or something.
“Like nuts” … Charlie please.
… haha! Uh oh!!!!! Hahahahdjdhgsja
This episode was great I’m so nervous. For what comes next! Hahaha!!!
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rexismycopilot · 2 years
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soooo i had a little traffic oopsie recently and i was feeling so bad afterwards that i actually comforted myself by thinking about your works and the same thing happening to 50S anakin lmaoooo. no pressure to write anything like this but i figured i’d share my thoughts in the spirit of finding a silver lining in my poor decisions 😂
anyway, 50S anakin getting in a fender bender that was entirely his fault for driving impatiently 😭 even though it was relatively minor he would feel absolutely awful because he was so sure he was a good enough driver to get away with being a little reckless sometimes and now his confidence has been revealed to be totally misplaced. and then also the guilt from damaging the car after just becoming financially dependent on obi-wan.
i think anakin would be so clearly devastated and apologetic about it that obi-wan would be reluctant to give consequences. telling a tearful anakin that we all make mistakes sometimes and that they can just go to bed, that he’s not angry.
but anakin would just feel guiltier and guiltier without the punishment he thinks he deserves. maybe he even withheld a bad detail about the accident because he was too embarrassed to share it. but then the next day after obi-wan still won’t discipline him, he can’t take it anymore, comes to his office with the paddle and shares the full detail of what happened to make his daddy understand he needs to be punished 😈 i just think it’s good emotional hurt/comfort and an opportunity for anakin to appreciate just how important obi-wan’s guidance and forgiveness has become to him ❤️❤️❤️
👀👀👀👀 So first let me say that I'm really sorry that you got into an accident! That sucks a lot :(
I mentioned yesterday in another ask that I had an unanswered ask in my inbox that I was going to use for the next chapter of FS and yours is it! lol
It actually fits really well into what I wanted to bring up in this upcoming chapter so your unfortunate fender bender is great fic fodder for me... lol (Still i'm very sorry but i'm glad you sent it my way! Thank you!)
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syrenblubs · 4 years
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Free Characters at a Desi Wedding (Highspeed + Hiyori)
a/n: uhh this was supposed to be scheduled for later oopsie-
Asahi
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-he’s honestly just here for the snap photos and fun with “da boisss 😈😈😈🤡🤡🔫🔫🔫”
-“with da fam and my homies 😎😎😎😎🔥🔥🔥”
-“yo uncle is there any chicken korma?”
-I feel like he’d also come in a red kurta teehee
-him and kisumi are playing karem with sei and other brown bois
-the desi aunties are judging him for being too loud like 😐
-like let him live chill
-he's also the one making the lassi he drinks it like its vodka
-okay so yk those people at weddings who’ll dance and spin a duppatta around idk how to fucking explain this wow im sorry
-yeah that’s definitely him
-PLEASEEE HIM AND KISUMI ARE THROWING PIECES OF ROTI AT EACH OTHER AHAHAHAHHAHA
Kisumi
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-he’s SPILLING TEA WITH THE AUNTIES LMAOAOASBAKAJAKWIWJ
-he’s also just here to make tons of connections
-him and asahi are recording tiktoks outside with the desi fangirls
-why can I see him being one of those people feeding the couple ladoo
-HES DEFINITELY WEARING A PINK KURTA LMAOAOAOA
-he’s also helping the aunties make chai
-he’s literally posting every single moment of this wedding on his sc story omg
-he def begged ikuya to take some bomb ass pics of him
-he’s literally gonna eat anything and everything he finds there
-okay kinda off topic here but, IMAGINE HAYATO IN A LIL MATCHING KURTA PLAYING WITH THE OTHER KIDS
-THE AUNTIES ARE COMING FOR HIM AND ASAHI BECAUSE THEY WERE THEOWING PIECES OF ROTI AT EACH OTHER GOTTA BLAST
Ikuya
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-he’s gobbling the pischtachio kulfi in the corner of the room
-honestly he stole all the mitai and wanted to leave lmao
-him and haru are chilling in the back away from all the chaos like
-he's playing fruit ninja and subway surfers on his phone while everyone is getting drunk and eating biryani HAHAHAHAH
-he's probably playing scenes from bollywood movies in his head smh
-secretly praying someone will play bewafa on the speakers lmao
-dark green kurta please
-f in the chat for him the desi aunties are comparing him to natsu
-he keeps asking natsu when they can leave
-hiyori will bring him the chai that he doesn't want LMAOOOO
-asahi is trying to drag him into making tiktoks with kisumi and he's trying to 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️
-he's that one guy who didn't really come for anything but he's getting forced into taking pictures for people
Hiyori
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-tbh he only came because ikuya was going too
-almost left tho when he heard there was no coffee
-"sorry beta only chai here. ap ko chae?"
-he's also just kinda sitting at the table eating his biryani like 🧍‍♀️
-he'll be taking note of every single person in that room and use their weaknesses and shortcomings against them if he gets into a arguement with any of them-
-okay u get the point he's not going wild like half the other ppl here
-he told himself he'd talk to the other brown boys but he could even bring himself to ask to play ludo with them lmaoo
-basically just following ikuya around not that ikuya is moving anywhere anyways
-will take pics of the food and post it on his socials like
-brown kurta mmmmmm and a silver chain goodbye
Nao
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-please he's not roasting with the desi aunties, he's roasting THE desi aunties hahahahaha
-not to their face tho lolololol
-one of the other aunties favorites
-they compare their kids to him and they ask him if he needs a marriage proposal
-always having to politely decline
-he's really the only one trying to keep ikuya and hiyori from being lonely
-originally he just tagged along with natsu but then he kinda went to go get drunk
-all the other brown bois hate him because they get compared to him and he's like yeah❤️
-he'll go to babysit the kids and they all love him for being a responsible caretaker unlike someone else we know cough
-did one of girls get their bangles stuck in his sleeve? yes. did he care after a tiny interaction? no
-definitely helped clean up after as an apology for natsu's recklessness ahahha
Natsuya
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-FIRST OF ALL BLACK KURTA AND A SILVER CHAIN NO I DONT MAKE THE RULES
-uhhh so he may or may not have gotten a little too drunk-
-was mainly with the uncles talking about Patriot Act because thats what u do and then he went to ikuya and hiyori but they weren't doing anything and then somehow he got his hands on some wine and then the rest is history
-definitely didn't get asked for his number like a million times from the fangirls (@makeusfreefromthisfandom come get ur mans)
-he’s not too into sweets, so maybe he’d just share keer with rose idk
-BUT HE DEFINITELY ATE A LOT OF SPICY FOOD
-he took all the seekh kebabs periodt
-also killing it on the dance floor 😍😍
-all the aunties are like 👀👀👀✋
-“smart looking man” they say 😏
-that’s until they realized he got wasted 😳
-BET HE ALSO ASKED IKUYA TO TAKE PICS OF HIM LIKE PLEASE LET UR BRO LIVE
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patchofsunlight · 3 years
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i'm usually better about taking care of myself😭 bc i already had to start drinking more water for band and i usually have snacks anyway, plus i can usually tell if i actually might pass out or if i just need slow down but that parade was definitely an oopsie😭 i can only think of like 2 more times where i might have passed out and all the other times i was dehydrated, but i think everybody is used to it by now😭
when me and my brother were younger we would either get along super well or be yelling at each other and there was no in between😭 now it's more neutral😭😭
taking about how i met people is always fun for me because besides being intimidated by literally everybody my first impressions are always interesting😭 it's usually either we were around each other a lot for whatever reason and then one of us said something funny so we're friends or something really weird happened and we just kept talking after😭 like me and the one friend have definitely known each other for 3 or 4 ish years now and we had our first one on one conversation in september😭 we were also talking about elementary and middle school and i made a joke about my elementary school crushes but everybody was embarrassed by theirs😭
my projects are going...😳🥴 another friend has both classes with me and was helping me a bit but it's not that i'm having trouble with the work itself i just actually have to go and do it😭 but we're on break right now so it's easier which is good😎
my favorite is korra but i love bolin a lot too, who are yours so far?
but i accidentally stay up late all the time too😭 it makes sense for me because i'm definitely more of a night person and i already have a weird concept of time, but what usually happens is i'll go "i'm gonna do this and then go to bed" and then something distracts me but i still want to do the first thing and then all of the sudden it's 3😭
i'm good tho! today is christmas eve so me and my mom were going through gifts because i'm impatient and some of them weren't really wrapped so we opened them anyway, i accidentally spilled this bath bomb thing on my floor😭 but i also got one of these plague doctor plushes i always get instagram ads for because me and one of my friends said we'd get them and match😎 but i mostly chilled today
what about you? how are you, did you get to write anything or study? -🍓
HEY BABYYY SORRY FOR THE WAIT I WAS OUT OF TOWN FOR LIKE A WEEK AND A HALF WITH NO STABLE INTERNET CONNECTION OR DATA BUT IM BACK
strawberry..... omg. that’s- god. yes please take care of yourself LMAOOO
PFFFT FELT that’s just how having a sibling works
ANDKWKSNWK NGL I LOVE THAT. GOOD FOR YOU. ALL FRIEND-MAKING TACTICS ARE VALID. i never know how i get friends im usually just vibing and then it happens. it’s wonderful
how did that work go!!! tell me!!!
ugh BOLIN I ADORE HIM HES DEFINITELY MY FAVORITE NCKWKDKEK he’s just...... so nice........ i love him. but i love korra and asami too!!!!! specially asami she’s such a bad bitch and i love her so much
EXACTLY. going to sleep is so much work. i have so much shit to do. humans should’ve out evolved the need for sleep already. let’s all be awake all the time until the end of time
that sounds so fun!!!!! did you like all your gifts??? AND BRO GNEJXKWKS HOW DID YOU SPILL THE BATH BOMB THING HOW DID THAT HAPPEN. and the plushie 🥺🥺🥺🥺 thats so fucking cute. who’s gonna get matching plushies with me, huh????? who???? i CRAVE I T
i’m alright!!! i’ve been resting a lot so it’s time to go back to studying 🥴🥴🥴 but i hate...... studying LMAOOOO specially bc i’ve basically finished studying for portuguese, literature, history, geography, sociology, philosophy, and biology (worry not i have done it over the course of months not in like 2 days LMAOOO entrance exams ask for too much i’m just a child please) which is the shit i LIKE so now i have to go through math, chemistry, and physics. and it’s a nightmare. i hate it here i despise it here. i opened up my studying questions for physics and i felt the urge to cry. why must i go through this.
and i haven’t written at ALL LMAOOO FKEJXKWKXK YEAH 🥴🥴🥴 i have my most important entrance exam january 10th so i think i’ll not write until after that. idk i’m just NERVOUS. cant college just let me in. do i have to take an exam. i hate my life
what about you, strawberry??? how have you been??? did you have a nice christmas??? a nice new year’s eve??? how are you
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soopscoop · 3 years
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hs adventures - log 9
today is the 7th of February, 2021. it has been like 2 years since i made one of these LMAOOOO. update: i changed schools? not mid semester, just for the year. my life has changed a LOT since the last log (school-wise and other-wise). i’ve been smiling a lot, looking through these logs. i hope tumblr isn’t purged when im like 30 because this will be my nostalgia supply. 
updates for my 2018 self:
 -we are in a global pandemic. you can’t go outside without a mask, but its better to stay inside.
-your youtube channel is doing great! you have about 16 subscribers right now, but you get thrown into a minecraft youtuber fandom and you actually start making animatics! people are ACTUALLY coming to your streams! a bit of advice tho, please block your bookmarks tab while you stream,,, i had to delete your stream because people were gonna find our address. 
-you might not be able to go outside and make friends in high school, but youtube has allowed you to make a lot of online friends. they’re absolutely lovely.
-LAST POINT REMINDS ME: I THINK YOU ALREADY MOVED ACCOUNTS SINCE THE LAST POST, BUT THE NEW ONE IS GOING NUTS. as of today’s date, i have 352 instagram followers! the minecraft youtuber fandom has taken you under its wing. but not just fan art! glisten has ANOTHER DTIYS and everyone loved it ahhh!
-you have lost a lot of weight. even compared to how you are now. im still keepin it up, just for you bro. i will become the skinny legend that you dreamed of being.
-blake was a lost cause. stop liking him. its not worth it. you try to get closer to him, but you’re too awkward to speak to him. i don’t think im on speaking terms with him LMAO
-you, despite lying to yourself about architecture, are thinking about dentistry. please make up your mind sooner. too many tears wasted on looking towards the future.
-you’re taking college classes! the grind is real man. they’re not too tricky, but not being in a school environment has taken a toll on your grades.
-ALMOST FORGOT TO ADD THIS: YOU HAVE OMBRE BROWN HAIR!!@!@()!*@()! ITS NOT TOO NOTICABLE BUT ITS DEFINITELY THERE. IM SO PLEASED WITH IT.
long update oopsies. just catching up over the last 2 years RIP. see you in the next 5 years haha
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