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Gina Torres as Tommy Vega | 911 Lone Star 4.02
#911 lone star spoilers#tommy vega#oh captain my CAPTAIN#holy fuckin shit she just-----#'you're perfect' she said#should have said that to a mirror cause DAMN#doesn't matter what else happened in this episode my eyes were blessed indeed amen#my gifs#gina torres#911 lone star#episode: s04e02 the new hot mess
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why can't anyone understand that everyone is different and not everyone likes the same things and that it's completely okay AND normal for someone not to like going out and preferring to stay at home :/
#honestly i understand that my parents care about me and they don't want me to be feeling bad#and that they ask me bc they just want to make sure i'm okay#but i've explained to them what i feel like and they just don't get and i get mad but i akso know it's not their fault and just... oughhhhh#like yeah i have a weird kind of social anxiety according to my therapist and even she doesn't know exactly how to help me yet#but there are just so many reasons behind why i don't like going out and it's not just bc it gives me anxiety#or why those situations give me anxiety in the forst place#1. i'm just a very introverted person that doesn't like going out#2. crowded places/closed spaces/places where there's not enough ventilation/loud places (be it people talking or just music) overwhelme me#3. all said in 2 + flashing lights give me huge migraines that can linger for over 3 days#4. i am very much a night owl and i'm forced to live in a society where that isn't fucking acceptable apparently and i'm called lazy for -#- not being productive in the morning when the only reason behind it is that i am a lot more productive at night#but no one ket's me do that bc 'why are you doing stuff when you're supposed to be asleep?'#i have been the same since i was little. literally nothing has changed#and people where always like 'oh she's just shy'#but idk wtf changed#maybe it was that i became and 'adult' or maybe the fact that i started therapy and they told my parents that i have social anxiety. idk#but suddenly every single person in my family is worried about it and they're genuinely making me feel like there's smth wrong about me#i mean. i have my problems i'm not gonna go telling you that i'm perfect bc i'm pretty much not#but is there really smth that wrong with me that i need to fix#or is society just a bitch that doesn't understand that there's different kinds of people and everyone is different & IT'S COMPLETELY OKAY#have they ever thought about the fact that maybe these situations cause me anxiety bc i've been forced all my life to do them#even if i don't like them#instead of thinking that i don't like them BC they cause me anxiety??#i mean. i know i have to go out more and that there's tons of things i can do ofc#but you can't just force me to do things i don't want to and put on a good face while doing it *every.fucking.day*#aaaaand i could add a lot more things but i'm once again reaching the tag limit so i shoukd just shut up#it's just driving me crazy bc i know they're trying to help but it really is not helping at all.............#ranting
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oh my god ! haha . anyway a bit buzzed perhaps. anyway here's what happened on the date
#at some point i took the earrings off. the metal clanging was screaming their name too loud and it#was 6 knives to the throat and he confirmed it so. here's the kicker. you can be taught a lot and you can have their hands on your thighs#and you can kiss them but even if they pray even if they tell you about the bible looking into you like really they lost what they believed#in a pennsylvania countryside catholic schools with a protestant family since joining the london school of economics#even if they pray for you to stay the whole way even though their hair was softer than hers you think of her and he thinks of someone else#and be tells you none of it will make sense. they smile and they say what a shame you might miss the train but they hold onto you#the entirety of you - like a religion or a polite insistence or something to keep.#you learned they were used to losing everyone they felt bound to love. they said they got really good at letting go. you were told#you think he's being epistemologically#irresponsible and he tells you he carries a massive task. he tells you the responsibility is monumental#and he feels responsible for defining responsibility. he shows you songs and his poetry. my eyes feel on fire.#she doesnt know this. this is marylebone. the next station is edgeware road. everyone here looks happy and high and clear of the doors.#he says tell me when you get to the station and very especially tell me if you don't. the next station is paddington. please mind the gap#between the train and the platform. you say this to him. he says i minds the gap between you and i. i mind it so much that i need you to#come back. he says this because you kissed him briefly but you kissed him well. she says you're a good kisser but he says you have him#stunned. he asks you who decides the truth. he tells you you decide the truth without his mouth. you're fast enough to make it there before#the wheels do. this world is lit by glass and light and people with a pact to fall in love with the abstractions more than each other.#he tells you to be committed to your various intangible loves more than anyone. you both have to be. they love each other anyway.#i was supposed to find a persian poetry book with her on our fourth date except she was hours late. i found it with him. he didnt give up#he should be perfect and i should really like him.
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was talking about it with @cafedanslanuit but we’re obsessed with the idea that mitsuya would make his girlfriend’s wedding dress TAT
the idea started off as a joke
mitsuya lost in a train of thought as he works on his latest project. what he’s making for dinner, touman, what you two should do on your next date and then weddings fills his mind
luna and mana are in their ‘say yes to the dress japan’ phase and it’s all they’ve been watching and he balks at the prices of every dress because there’s no way he or his mom could afford something like that for even one of his sisters let alone both of them
but when he was grimacing about it, his sisters gleefully said that they would just go to him when they get married and have their favoritist bestest big brother in the world make their dream dresses and then proceeded to make their specific demands as to what they wanted their dresses to look like (the little brats he snorts to himself)
the same thought of expensive dresses apply to you though. if you ever got married, he doubts you’d have the budget for it unless the both of you are just high balling it once you’re adults. so he chuckles, mid-stitch and thinks “guess i’ll just have to make her dress too”
but then a few minutes go by and mitsuya pauses, thinking to himself more seriously “if we ever get married, i want to be the one who makes her dress”
and it was a project he began years before actually proposing to you
the process of designing your wedding dress was a serious affair from day one. there’s no ‘draw up a few sketches and going ‘that’s it, that’s the one’. mitsuya is meticulous
he starts asking about your favorite style of formal wear under the guise of saying it’s for the sewing club’s catalogue or some competition. confused you ask ‘i thought you hated awards and competitions’ and he responds ‘well yasuda and the others want to improve the club’s prestige so it’s easier for the new president to gather members once we third years graduate’ and yeah that sounds believable to you
so he asks throughout the months and years: what’s your opinion on the mermaid style, princess, something more elegant? florals?? beading???
he even asks emma and hina to take note of any dresses you found particularly stunning in those wedding shows you all liked to watch from time to time
he’s worked on the design of your wedding dress for years and one personal requirement mitsuya has for himself is that the design of your dress must be finalized before he proposes
once you’re engaged and you’ve picked a season you want to be married in, he orders materials best suited for it so you’ll be more comfortable the day of the wedding
he even says ‘you don’t have to do a white dress either, i’ll make it any color you want okay? just tell me’
his face is so soft one day while he works on it in his studio
he worked so hard on the design process but now he’s actually here, actually making it
you said ‘yes’ to his proposal and now he’s making your dress and he’s going to see you wear what he lovingly made for you and you alone. saying he’s happy isn’t enough, it’s nowhere close to how he feels
gets emotional during the fitting making the last adjustments because he’s not a kid with a pipe dream and sketchbook hoping you’ll marry each other anymore, now he’s a man crafting your wedding attire because you’re marrying each other
(once he’s in control of himself again and finishes the adjustments, you sweetly suggest practicing your vows since it’s just the two of you in his studio)
(both of you count that as the true wedding. just you and mitsuya and the dress he made for you)
#headcanons#thoughts with allie#allie was the one who said he would get emotional during the final fittings and she is RIGHT#tokyo revengers x reader#tokrev x reader#mitsuya x reader#mitsuya takashi x reader#fluff#mitsuya fluff#mitsuya supremacy honestly#making this for myself for comfort reasons#his only red flag is that you can't find any red flags#you're talking to your friends like 'y'all he is so perfect i-'
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you ever hangout with someone and their company is actually much worse than being alone?
#she came over and we watched hasee toh phasee together okay#bc she said she hadn't seen it and i was like huh wtf!!!!!#terrible idea she doesn't deserve to see that movie it was so perfect she didn't ruin it exactly bc it's my fav#movie ever and she's not important enough to change that#but god it was annoying having her next to me i wanted her to go away and watch it on my own😭😭#she kept looking at her phone on super important scenes and she kept saying arey she should find out about them where is the spice#and i kept saying this isn't about spice it's sweet heartwarming story about love and doomed relationships and father daugter rships#but she didn't appreciate it#i need to watch the movie again on my own to cleanse myself from the negativity ew#and she said i had so much fun let's do this again help😭😭 meko nahi karna never again#time to subtly start ignoring her so she gets the message and leave me alone#i already got the ick from her when she acted that way over parents but i was like ivy no ppl aren't perfect give her a second chance you#friends you're really lonely your internet friends are great but they can't sit next to you and talk to you#but i was wrong being lonely is better she's just so. wrong😭#i kept thinking she's literally worse than everyone in my life i would have had more fun watching it with my MOM😭#and my sis loves this movie and my bestie loves this movie and my cousin sis also loves this movie#UGH
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#There he is!#being objectified as per usual!#I know I've said this before but Nene really is the perfect demonstration of the way others see Teru#(others excepting Akane ofc lol)#her rock-bottom self-esteem and desperation to be liked makes her put Teru on a pedestal as the solution to her problems#she objectifies him because maybe if he likes her she's not that bad#And that's horrible for Nene ofc#but GOD how exhausting it must be#to spend one's life fighting supernaturals with every bit of free time#to be forced to sacrifice one's childhood in the name of it#and then to have everyone around you treat you like an object of desire even then#with no regard for the fact that you're a PERSON with free will and opinions#Literally everyone around him as treated him like an object without room for wants or FLAWS#From the exorcism side it's the expectation that he WILL NOT have any#from Kou (and Tiara presumably) it's the idea that he's perfect#though we see that start to change in Kou throughout the series#and to his classmates it's an impossibility that he could be anything BUT perfect#He's not even REAL to them#just an ideal#jshk#minamoto teru#tbhk#teru minamoto
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#one of the great little joys of my life is that when i lived in austin i managed to befriend one of my favorite musicians#the first time i met her i literally cried bc i was so overwhelmed lol#fortunately she has kind of a bad memory and didn't remember that interaction#anyway it's her 32nd anniversary with her lovely longtime wife#(i saw an Instagram post about it)#and i wished them a happy anniversary and mentioned that hearing this was compelling me to listen to#one of my very favorite songs of hers/one of the best love songs#to the lady c#and she commented back thank you and said i should also listen to honey i feel so good immediately after#and it was the most perfect suggestion#the artist is gretchen phillips#(originally of two nice girls)#but those songs are from a solo album called 'i was just comforting her' that is honestly such a gem#anyway if you're big into a specific sort of quirky lesbian storytelling lyricist style you'll love her#and you should definitely listen to swimming. i spent my last $10 on birth control and beer. and queer bars.#ok long tag post over i realized halfway thru i should've made it a text post but oops oh well
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CRYING. my friend called me my best friend's exemplary wife ndxhdybrgd
#“you leave with her buy groceries and clean the flat. you're literally the perfect wife” jdyxhegghegsgs#she also said she was worried that would happened knowing my best friend that we'll be arguing all the time with me doing the chores#well thanks you could've said that before i moved in with her lmao#live not leave goddammit autocorrect
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one thing about me is even if i hated the book i just read i will still be defending the main character while all the goodreads reviewers go on about how whiny and selfish she is
#hi do you not understand she was 18 and did not get to figure out her own identity before becoming the wife of a grown man#do you not understand how postpartum works lol like she did a bad thing leaving the kid for a few months#but like. definitely worse things a struggling mother can do!#like she was doing all that with zero support because neither of them were connected to their parents at that point#and she didn't get to make any friends because as soon as she came into this city she got pulled into his life#and he's certainly not helping because he's always working and he thinks she has it so easy being with a baby all day#even though he absolutely DOES see how impossible it is to calm the kid and YET#and even when she leaves and he has to do shit himself and sees firsthand he still doesn't acknowledge it much#anyway that was a dumb book but it's like i always go looking to reviews for validation on not liking it and i see that shit#and i'm just like no no she was not the issue#it's literally like.........so many books i read where a woman is Going Through It#and is somehow expected to just be graceful and perfect all the time both within the book and by readers??? like what are y'all on#being rightfully unhappy about your situation does not make you whiny even when you're in the wrong sometimes you need to complain! damn!#and also she rarely did complain that's why she had to just leave because if she had said anything to her husband#about her struggles he would have dismissed her and told her to wait it out#god. i think it was very weird that i didn't see mention of the age difference in other reviews#literally. just graduated high school. he is 28. i'm just.
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24, 44, 88
24. Dreamscape - Belphegor (VA: Satoshi Onishi)
44. Noid - Sou
88. Someone like U - Dalshabet
#1. omgggg u picked the perfect one :] “if you're tired come nap with me sometimes” 🗣️#2. JE-JE-JESUS TO SUICIDE#3. the rap changed lives. like “i don't freaking need u go meet someone stupid like you???” she knew what had to be said
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hi hello just saw everything everywhere all at once and i am experiencing the temporary euphoria of remembering that in a fragmented and chaotic universe we must search for wonder make our own meaning and most importantly be kind
#anyway i'm also exhausted and i'm going to bed#i had to stop my therapist from saying my mom had 'narcissistic tendencies' when i was describing some shit she did in the past today#and be like 'um actually i have '''narcissistic tendencies''' so could we please Not'#obviously she was not initially buying it when she asked 'why did you think that' but I did outline the things that had resonated with me#why i self dxed and how it was a hugely important tool for making sense of the way my brain worked#and therefore figuring out how to effectively try and improve#and touched on the 'it sucks that people are forming clubs to call everyone they don't like a narcissist' and#'if you say someone with a PD doesn't do (x) good behavior you're basically saying a PD is a life sentence and not just information#about how your mind/personality tends to work' greatest hits#and she did seem to agree with a lot of what I said#and seemed to understand when I said I just straight up didn't want to talk about my parents being mentally ill#because what mattered to me was how they chose to act#and not what may or may not be a contributing factor#and ultimately she said she appreciated that I'd spoken up and we could look into dx stuff for npd if I wanted#(which I don't know if I do want! but I feel like it's a positive-ish thing for her to bring up)#so overall it was scary and exhausting but I was pretty happy with how I handled it#and it had me already thinking a lot of Big Stuff about self-improvement and sense of self#and learning to find hope and not just stew in misery or stagnate in 'this is the way things are'#and then the movie hit and it was just the perfect movie to watch today#genuinely a masterpiece god tier acting and effects never a dull moment#and listen i just need everyone to try and be kind to yourself and others ok we need it#believe that you can be okay and you are okay and spend a little time with something or someone you love
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https://at.tumblr.com/alicoles/which-one-of-henry-viiis-wives-is-alicent/k8sabcwh80z0 👀I trust now to you and your history expertise
Ah, the Tudors, literally my first ever foray into getting weirdly obsessed with periods of history, this is a merger of two very intense interests lol.
Also I personally voted for Jane Seymour, even tho an argument could be made for Katherine Parr if I wanted to, because there definitely are similarities in story and in temperament (as fas as we can guess, considering we don't know that much about Jane which is why stannes who get so weird about her fucking INFURIATE me), and also because there's a recap blog that's been watching The Tudors that described Annabelle Wallis's Jane as essentially a woman married to an abusive man who is working really hard to toe the line and make sure that she never got on his bad side or said the wrong thing and just always kept her cool and her head, and that kind of description is giving me big Alicent energy.
#personal#answered#anonymous#the anons who send me stuff about history: you guys are very special#you're allowing me to be at my peak nerd#'oh so you think viserys is ABUSIVE??' no but i think marriage to him#and the balancing act that involved with court and rhaenyra and all the factions involved wasn't easy#especially after driftmark when he tried to get her kids to implicate her in the strong bastards thing#literally told everyone and their mother he didn't give a shit if any of her family were injured maimed or killed#and also had his whole 'anyone who says two plus two equals four gets their tongues cut out' bit#like you know how in the carriage alicent immediately tries to smooth things over with viserys and swallow her real feelings#like.........yeah........#also i love jane and she deserves better from a LOT of people cuz the way most tudor fans talk about her is disgusting#fortunately i am a marian™ and as such i don't care for anne and therefore can be normal about jane#who also happened to be perfect#(all of this is said in jest obvi)
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shoutout to the six foot tall 82-year-old russian lady who got lost mushroom hunting the day before yesterday and spent the night out on the mountain in the rain until she was recovered completely fine a day later. ily natasha
#and you're not even allowed to pick mushrooms in the area where she got lost#just the cherry on top here#she said I'm bringing my national pastime to colorado whether they allow it or not#life of g#it's a coldass mountain I'm impressed she pulled through in perfect health#must be something in those shrooms
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rhythm heaven is perfect for adhd. it produces very much dopamine i think. maybe. what does dopamine feel like-
#puppy rambles#rhythm hell#i mean i hyperfocus when i play rhythm heaven. n usually end up not breathing for extended periods of time#as someone wisely said. in a remix 10 perfect you either fail the roll in night walk or die from suffocation#tbh in theory the medley remixes aren't even that hard. they're just so long#i think that's more so the hard part of perfecting them. they're so long and there's lots of places to mess up#if you're not good at one game it could completely fuck the whole perfect up for you#fun fact: one time i got a remix 10 perfect up to flipper-flop. then my moms came home and then i fucked it up#i can consistently get to fork lifter usually. that's when it all falls apart-#at one point i had to make myself stop holding the b-button down at the end of the flock step part#cuz it kept making me fuck up at built to scale#that may've been when i was trying to pass/superb it. idk#i've superbed every rhythm heaven game. except polyrhythm 2. my moms had to do polyrhythm 2 for me#and its grading is wack so they superbed it#my moms are great#i got bon odori stuck in their heads from playing tengoku gfgfgfgfbf#i should play tengoku more. gba sp don't have headphone jack tho 😔#and it's my mom's and she doesn't want me to play it in my room or anything 😔#also i say tengoku but it's silver. it's the fan translation. the fan translation#that inexplicably has the official nintendo seal on the cartridge vfvfbgbv-#no i'm not kidding it seriously has the official nintendo seal on the cartridge. i have no idea why#that's one of my prized possessions btw. alongside owning a physical copy of fever and a physical copy of ds#i got ds with its box and manual for like $70. i have the box displayed hgvgvgvg-
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I think it's interesting that defending Nancy is the one thing I have done so far (on this small, relatively new side blog) that compels people to comment on my posts in disagreement. I don't think it's rude or bad for them to do so, but it's always about Nancy, and it's always some form of "I don't hate her/think she's a bad character, but I don't like that she [insert bad thing that's not super-related to the point of my post]."
If I write about how I disapprove of people pitting her and Barb against each other, I get a comment about how she's cold and indifferent to Mike (who is not Barb). If I say that it's ridiculous to act like she's as bad as Billy, I get a comment about her cavalier approach to gun safety (which, if Billy's most salient flaw was, say, reckless driving, I would feel a lot different about him). It's like I can't defend one aspect of her character without people going "actually she's not perfect and I don't have to like her."
And, I'm like, what is the goal here? I give them permission to not like Nancy? I assure them that they're not sexist? I go "oh, damn, you're right, I do think Nancy is perfect and want to force everyone to like her"? I decide that I don't like Nancy?
#i don't go on the blogs of people who adore robin and are super-invested in her#and make comments about how she's really inconsistently written#like what would they do with that#i'd get it if people were just reblogging with these comments#because then they'd presumably be addressing them to a wider audience#but with a comment you're talking directly to me#also i've spilled a lot more ink (metaphorically speaking)#defending jonathan#yet so far nobody's come on my posts and said 'he's not perfect and i don't have to like him'#maybe someday
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nothing makes my blood boil more than seeing the piece of shit school I used to go to flying a pride flag outside. what do they have to take pride in? fraud?
#great that they're at least pretending to be inclusive but I doubt the place has changed in the past three years#I mean. they pretended to be inclusive of more than just christianity but iirc they wouldn't let other religious freedom of expression#but they got rid of the compulsory chapel and religious studies so of course they're all inclusive!!!#like these are choices deliberately being made to make the school look better not any deep choices of trying to be better#it's a shitty old surname gets the best treatment excuse of education#when I say 'shitty old surname' I mean if you're from a family that gives them lots of money you get privileges#if your grandfather idk is the only reason that school exists in its current form but you're not picture perfect you're outta luck#I mean. not like I was ostracised for 'being a weird lesbian' because I dared to be oblivious to someone having a crush on me#and being autistic#and that was just totally fine!! 'maybe you should stop being so easy to pick on' was the legit answer I got when I told a teacher#well. it went to my house head and she said that but she's a cop now and she DEFINITELY was horrifically ableist towards me lol#autism? not in girls. that can't affect physical movement anyway. asthma is an excuse so's your damaged ankle#god. I wasn't and still am not a lesbian but sure.#what I WAS though was trans and oh boy!! height of attack helicopter jokes that nobody did anything about#other than 'you're being too loud'#oh and I swear to god if they say that they're not homophobic because they uplifted asshole [guy with the same name as two other guys]#then I'd LOVE to point out the fact that they banned dressing in the opposite uniform.#I'd LOVE to point out that they banned someone I knew from wearing a kilt because 'it's a skirt and boys cannot wear those' to the formal#despite there literally being an official kilt that the pipers wore#I think he actually got in trouble for wearing non-black trousers#I would also love to talk to them about how they mentally tortured at least two people one of whom being myself#and this was led by the school psychologist.#goddamn.#it makes me so mad because they just. I am genuinely so mad#great that they're pretending to be inclusive for brownie points I guess#still makes me super upset to see them claim to be inclusive when they really are not and never have been
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