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dootznbootz · 2 months
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Odypen definitely and equivalently adore each other BUT I weirdly can't see them as the type to actually say "I Love you".
They still definitely vocalize their love for each other but it's more so in "My Joy", and "Extraordinary Woman", "Strange Woman/Man", etc. And very cheesy lines (both say some cheesy shit in the Odyssey, and he definitely does in the Iliad as well. "Joy like a drowning sailor seeing land" bit???)
I could see "I adore you" but even then, that's probably during very specific moments but the actual "I love you"??? I just typed it just now for fic shit and... It weirdly just didn't feel right and I don't know why. 😅
Idk maybe it's kind of because I see them as over the top in ways, they love wordplay and riddles and I think they'd almost think "...That's not good enough >:( " about it??? I don't know???😂
#I wrote this last night. I'll do the asks I got later. don't worry! :D#I am the cheese god remember?😅#I think these two would try to “out-cheese” each other and whoever is left speechless first loses#“I would forget my own name before I would ever forget you” bullshit. CHEESY#And yes. “I sleep in our nest with you or outside on the dirt” stupidity >:D#I plan for Odysseus as a beggar to ask why she waits so long. As he's been gone a longer amount of time than the time they had together#(Simply asking as reassurance. He knows his answer. Calypso asked him. but what about Penelope?) but she gets mad at the#“Beggar” and pities him as he must be telling the truth about having a miserable life if he never got the chance to know such devotion#How what they have could never be sullied by#something as trivial as distance and years. How the years with him were the best in her life. Only made better by their son.#'My dear Joy made songs and poems about love a reality as that was simply the life we shared. Even separated our 'song' will always echo#no matter how long it's been. I'LL make sure it always does. And I know he's doing the same... That strange man used to say that#even if he died his corpse would drag itself back to us before he'd ever give up.'#...I'm not one for 'odyssey zombie au' but when I first heard it yeah. :'D Came up with this back then#“His eyes as hard as flint or horn-” Bullshit! The sad lil fuck is hiding sobs with coughs and telling her to keep away for fear of her#catching whatever “illness” he has. The nice thing about being disguised as old means sickly old man works.#...#I'm noticing that Odysseus has a lot of silly oneliners while I write Penelope with a shit ton of set up :'D#They are so silly and I love them so much#...I wrote a lot :'D#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#my headcanons#odypen#yahoo!!!#sometimes I wonder if I should tag this with more things but I don't want to taint the regular tags with my bullshit :'D I KNOW I'm insane
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thenovelartist · 5 years
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Letters to Ladybug,pt 1
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This is a prize for a contest/late birthday present for @mini-minou who wanted to see a fairytale-esque story. So, she got this one ;) Hope you like it Mini!
Had you told Adrien that by the age of eighteen, he would fall in love with a girl he never met, he would have scoffed and shook his head at the absurdity. Yet, as the eighteen-year-old prince clutched her newest letter to his chest, staring out the window of his room, his mind mulling over the words that were so elegantly written on the page, he found that was precisely what had happened.
How this secret correspondence started was truly a mystery. He certainly wasn’t trying to start a correspondence when he hid his notebook full of poetry in No Man’s Forest between his kingdom and the adjoining one. It was to keep that embarrassing hobby from his father. However, two weeks later, when he returned to fetch it, there were notes hidden with it. The note had to have been written by a female if the paper decorated with ladybugs and perfumed with flowers were any indication. It had started with an apology for taking the book and reading it, hoping she did not cause trouble to him, yet that she found the poetry enthralling and wonderfully romantic.
His mother often teased him for being as curious as a cat, and in this instance, his intrigue was too high to simply walk away. He took the book back to his room, having discovered a place he knew his father would never find it, then proceeded to write a letter. He placed it as well as a copy of his newest poem in an envelope titled “For The Curious Ladybug” and hid it in the same spot he had hidden his poem book despite not knowing if she would ever return to the spot.
But she did.
Three years, their correspondence had gone on with a letter being exchanged once a week. He’d kept every single letter and drawing—she was an absolutely incredible artist—she’d ever sent him, and he couldn’t help but wonder if she, too, had a chest of his letters and poetry hidden in her room.
A knock from his door startled him out of his reverie. “Yes?”
“It’s Nino.”
Adrien relaxed. “Come in.”
The door opened, allowing his best friend to enter. He quickly spotted the letter in Adrien’s hand and gave a shake of his head. “Your lady love has responded?”
“Plagg just retrieved it for me,” Adrien confirmed.
Nino’s smile grew. “You are so smitten.”
“I can’t help it!” Adrien said, tossing his hands in the air with all the pent-up passion he had for this woman. “She’s incredible, Nino. She’s witty and clever and creative and—”
“Buddy,” Nino said, halting Adrien’s rant. “I know. I hear you argue in her favor all the time.”
Adrien sighed. “I’m sorry,” he said, rubbing his eyes. “It’s just…” He shrugged, knowing if he said a word, he would launch into another rant.
“You haven’t even met her yet.”
“I don’t need to to know my feelings are real.”
Nino gave him a pitying smile. “I think your head is too far up in those clouds.”
“Well, you aren’t the only one,” Adrien mumbled. Plagg said the same thing. Constantly. The cranky knight was always complaining about going to fetch letters when Adrien couldn’t or how he had to listen to Adrien be a romantic sap.
“I think you should meet her before you determine that.”
His ears must have been deceiving him, for there was no way Nino would encourage such behavior. “If I could, I would, Nino,” he said. “In a heartbeat. Unfortunately, despite my wildest dreams, I doubt she would agree. She was the one who came up with the schedule so we would never see each other.”
“I know,” Nino assured, his tone belaying his exasperation. “She prefers to remain anonymous.”
Adrien nodded, turning toward the window once again.
“Which is why you’ll be happy the ball your father is determined to throw is a masquerade.”
His heart nearly stopped as he whipped around to face Nino once again.
His friend was smiling, something borderline cocky but mostly smug. “Ask her to meet you there.”
His heart skipped once, then twice. Hope suddenly bloomed in his chest. Why hadn’t he thought of that before? And at a masquerade, too. She was insistent upon not revealing herself, so she never would. Yet they could meet. They could talk in person. He could ask a question without having to wait a week for a response. He could dance with her, hold her, create poetry in person about her beauty.
For she was sure to be beautiful; he knew it.
Before Nino could say another word, Adrien was at his writing desk, hurriedly gathering the materials he needed to respond and ask her if she would do him the honor of meeting him at the masquerade. Whether she would agree to it or not was a mystery he preferred not to ponder over at the moment. He much preferred to lose himself in his writing.
Marinette felt as though she was floating on air. She wasn’t allowed to leave the castle today due to lessons she’d been postponing, so Tikki swore she would retrieve the letter for Marinette. She lived for these days, to read the letter her mysterious Chat Noir wrote to her. His poetry always sent her heart racing, and as of lately, his writings were about her and his love for her. How they could be so in love despite having never met, she didn’t know, but she would never question if their love was real.
A knock on the door startled her back to reality. “Marinette?”
She startled for only a moment before she recognized Tikki’s voice, which had her running to the door. “Yes?” she said, swinging the door open.
Tikki’s expression was pure delight as she extended an envelope to her.
With a squeal, Marinette snatched it and threw her arms around Tikki. “Thank you, Tikki. You are the greatest and I am forever I your debt.”
The young woman chuckled. “You’re quite welcome, Marinette,” she said, briefly returning the hug before putting Marinette back at arm’s length. “Now, go read it and tell me all about what scandalous poem he wrote you this time.”
Marinette felt her cheeks warm. “It wasn’t truly scandalous.”
Tikki hummed in challenge. “Clandestine meetings between two forbidden lovers?”
If Marinette’s face wasn’t ladybug red, she would be surprised. She had to chastise Chat Noir thoroughly in her last letter for that. It was almost too easy to picture the two of them together, dancing to the song of the night, fireflies lighting in tune with the chirping crickets, moonlight illuminating the features of her lover.
And that hadn’t been the most salacious part. She resisted the urge to press her fingers to her lips just recalling the way he’d written a kiss. She had been red to her chest after that.
Tikki giggled. “Let me read the poem and we’re even.”
“Fair enough,” Marinette quickly agreed before retreating into her room with Tikki in tow.
Settling down on her chaise lounge, Marinette wasted no time in opening the letter, pulling out the multiple pages. The poem was always first, and she always read it first.
Once to devour, twice to absorb, three times to truly appreciate.
“Considering your blush, it must be romantic.”
Lip between her teeth, Marinette bashfully looked up at Tikki. “It is.”
With a grin, Tikki extended her hand, and Marinette parted with the poem. Only then did she read his letter to her.
My Dear Ladybug,
I must apologize for letting my writings become indecent. It was not, nor is it ever, my intention to make you uncomfortable. Perhaps I let my feelings run away with me too far, so I humbly beg for your forgiveness.
Marinette bit her knuckle in shame, for it hadn’t been his writing that made her uncomfortable.
It had been the way she had wanted such affection from him.
She was almost sad how he swore he would temper his writings, but it was for the best he did. They were strangers in a sense, and wishing for a stranger to kiss her passionately while laying along the grass in the night was not acceptable for a princess.
She continued to read through the three-page letter he’d sent her, leaving as little out as he could. They had agreed to keep their identities secret, meaning that she had no idea of his station just as he had no idea of hers. The only thing she had to go off of was the quality of paper and how practiced his handwriting was. She could determine he was of the upper class, but nothing beyond that.
Finally, my dear ladybug, I have one last thing to ask of you. Seeing as I am uncertain you will even be able to grant me this wish, I write it hesitantly. In the Papillion Kingdom, there is to be a masquerade ball that will include most members of the upper class of both Papillion and Miraculous Kingdoms. I hope beyond the greatest of hopes you will be able to meet me there. It will afford you the secrecy you wish to keep, yet indulge me in my strong desire to meet you in person.
I will not lie to you by saying I will not be saddened if you cannot attend. Though I know you may realistically not be able to grant me my wish, my hope is still very high. Should you respond positively, I will be leaping with joy until the masquerade. There are few things more I want in the world than to be able to meet you in person.
With all my love, Chat Noir
Her heart was fluttering, and her cheeks were warm. She couldn’t temper down her smile at the thought of meeting him. While she had wanted to keep secret, she couldn’t deny her desire to meet him, too.
She was interrupted from her thoughts by the poem reappearing in front of her. Marinette took the page from Tikki and stacked it reverently with the letter.
“Marinette,” Tikki said with a sigh, “You should know I still don’t fully approve of this love letter writing, but for all that is good, his poetry is the finest I’ve ever read.”
Marinette giggled, her cheeks thoroughly pink. “Isn’t it, Tikki? It makes me feel warm inside.”
“As such writing should.” Tikki placed the back of her hand to her forehead in a mock faint. “Oh, tis so romantic.”
The girls shared a giggle before Tikki took her leave. “I know you have a very busy evening ahead of you, after all, responding to his letter. Just be sure not to stay up too late into the night. You have duties to attend to in the morning.”
“Thank you, Tikki.”
With a smile, Tikki shut the door behind her, leaving Marinette alone to respond to his letter.
Adrien walked out of his father’s office, his heart breaking into smaller pieces with each step. His father hadn’t done anything wrong this time around; Adrien was a prince, and it was his duty to protect the kingdom in any way he could. In this case, it meant forging an alliance between his kingdom and the Miraculous Kingdom.
And that was done through marriage.
Plagg met up with him as he walked through the halls to his room. The man was normally stoic and snarky, but he could always tell when Adrien was upset. “What happened?”
“I’m engaged to be married, apparently,” Adrien answered.
“To whom?”
“Princess Marinette, the sole heir of the Miraculous Kingdom.”
Plagg gave a single nod to show he heard.
“There are rumors of war going around,” Adrien said. “Not anyone waging war against us, but rather war between two kingdoms up north.”
“And I’m afraid I’ve heard those rumors, too,” Plagg confirmed. “A couple royal guests were complaining about it. Things are growing tense.”
“In order to stand a chance should things grow out of hand, we are allying with Miraculous to strengthen our army.”
Plagg simply nodded. “Understandable.”
The young men were silent as they marched into Adrien’s room. Plagg was quick to shut the door and pull an envelope from his black vest. “As ridiculous as this letter writing is, I think you’ll appreciate a distraction.”
Adrien looked at the letter, his heart beginning to flutter until he realized he would have to stop correspondence with her soon enough. It wouldn’t be proper for a married man nor would it be fair. He may not know Princess Marinette, but he would be a perfectly respectable husband to her.
He took the letter, though his heart was breaking into tinier pieces with each passing moment. “I can’t keep writing her.”
His admission, though quiet, was enough for Plagg to frown in sympathy. “I know. But what are you going to do if she accepted your invitation to meet?”
Adrien’s gut sank through the floor while his heart completely missed a beat. “I… I don’t know.”
Plagg gave him a pitying look. “You’ll think of something.” With that, he left Adrien in peace.
She had, in fact, accepted his invitation stating she was to be there, too and she couldn’t stand being in a room full of people knowing he was there yet not knowing who he was.
Which left him with the decision that he would meet her, spend a good portion of the night with her, and inform her that no matter how much it broke his heart, their correspondence would have to come to an end. He could only hope she would understand.
However, there was one catch to his plan. Namely, that his father had recently become insistent that Adrien spend the entire masquerade with Princess Marinette in order to get to know her better before the wedding.
“That,” Nino said, launching an arrow at the target, “places you between a rock and a hard place, my friend.”
Adrien nodded, absently noting how Nino’s recent shot put him in the lead. “I’m fully and dreadfully aware.”
Nino hummed in thought as Adrien set up his shot. “Maybe you could slip away long enough to meet her.”
“I don’t know,” Adrien said, right before he let the arrow fly. It struck the outside of the target, but Adrien couldn’t bring himself to care. “I don’t know how insistent this Princess Marinette will be to stay by my side. Furthermore, I fear my reputation will proceed me.”
Fiddling with his bow string, Nino grunted. “Possible. But it’s also possible this girl isn’t like Lady Bourgeois.”
“Or Lady Rossi.”
“Or Lady Raincomprix.”
“Or the countless other women who’ve made a hobby of throwing themselves at me.”
“To be fair,” Nino said. “You are a good-looking fellow who just happens to be in line for the throne.”
Adrien snorted. “Is it too much to ask a woman have some decency?”
While nocking his arrow, Nino hummed. “I don’t know much about women. It possibly could be.”
Adrien could only shrug while Nino sent his last arrow flying towards the center of the target.
With a winner’s grin, Nino turned back to Adrien. “Four rounds out of seven?”
Adrien snorted with a smirk. “I don’t think I’m up for it. I don’t think I was up for the first three.”
“You weren’t.”
“Some friend.”
Nino smirked.
With that, Adrien called the servants to clean up the arrows. “Thank you,” he and Nino both said when the men came to take their bows.
“My main fear,” Adrien continued once the two men were out of earshot of the servants, “is that Father is demanding I stay by Marinette’s side the entirety of the night. Even if this Princess Marinette lets me go, Father will not be happy. I doubt I’ll even get the chance to greet Ladybug.”
Nino hummed thoughtfully. “Knowing your father, I’m going to say that’s a very likely possibility.”
Adrien grunted his agreement.
“What if…” Nino paused in the hall to think. “What if I stole her away from you for a dance or two?”
“What if she’s stubborn and won’t go?”
“Who’s stubborn?”
The two men turned to see Plagg siding up to them.
“Adrien’s complaining about having to dance with Princess Marinette instead of his Ladybug.”
“How dare you betray me,” Adrien scowled at his friend, Plagg sniggering in the background.
“What is the issue?” Plagg asked, his amusement settling. “You don’t have to spend the entire night with her.”
“I might,” Adrien corrected. “And worse yet, Ladybug already agreed to meet me. She is already going to be attending the dance, so even if I tell her I cannot make it, it will be torture knowing that she is still there.”
“Shame you can’t be in two places at once,” Plagg snarked.
And that’s when inspiration struck. “But what if I could?”
Both his friends halted, meaning Adrien had to turn around to face them. “What?”
“Whatever plan this is, leave me out of it.”
Adrien frowned at his friends’ chorus. “Please, one night.”
“What do you even have planned?” Nino asked.
“I don’t think we want to know,” Plagg chimed in.
Nino then completely betrayed Adrien by nodding his agreement to Plagg.
“It’s a masquerade,” Adrien said. “Meaning that no one is truly going to know who’s behind the mask—”
“No,” Plagg quickly said. “No, no, no—”
“I never finished asking.”
“But I know you enough to know where you’re going with that thought and for the last time, no, I will not don a mask in your place.”
“Please, Plagg.”
“No.”
“And that’s a no for me, too,” Nino spoke up. “Not happening.”
“Ah, please,” Plagg dismissed. “Your skin tones don’t match. Even if Adrien did convince you, you’d be outed by his father immediately.”
Adrien scowled, meaning he really only had one option. “Plagg, please. I’ll never see her again.”
“You shouldn’t have started talking to the girl in the first place.”
“But I am, and now I asked her to come and she’s going to be there and there���s no way I’m not going to be able to not search for her and—”
“Buddy,” Nino interrupted. “Take a breath.”
Adrien did as told, biting his tongue for a good moment. “Please,” he begged.
Nino and Plagg exchanged a look before turning back to Adrien. “Look,” Plagg began. “Even if I agreed, that puts you in a bad position because there is no way the princess isn’t going to ask questions and start conversations. And then… what? I act like you best I can then she meets the real you that doesn’t recall anything that she talked about with you—rather, me—that night? There’s no way she’d believe it.”
Adrien frowned as his plan fell apart at the seams. He looked up at his friends: Plagg who was hiding a slight winner’s smirk and Nino who looked like he would beg Adrien to reconsider this whole scheme.
“What if…” he said, plan forming in his mind. “Nino, what if you went with him—”
“Why do you have to drag me into this?”
“Because I need you to convince the princess that Plagg is me and then vouch for me when we meet again outside the mask.”
Nino groaned, rubbing his hands down his face slowly. He mumbled something completely unintelligible before letting his hands drop. “We aren’t getting out of helping you, are we?”
“No,” Adrien said matter-of-factly.
With one last exasperated look exchanged between Plagg and Nino, they sighed. “Fine!”
“You guys are the best friends a man could ask for.”
Marinette felt numb. Some part of her mind recognized that the only thing keeping her upright was the fact she was leaning against the door to her room. Her breath came in long draws, not staccato bursts caused by near tears. It was as though she was in a trance she wasn’t going to surface from any time soon.
She was engaged to be married. To a man whom she’d never met.
Slowly, she sank to the floor, the world seemingly blurring away. Usually, meeting her parents was never an issue. They never asked anything severe of Marinette and were always immensely kind, but her stomach had tightened when she entered her father’s office only to see the pitying looks on her parents’ faces.
They told her she was to marry Prince Adrien of the Papillion Kingdom, the one across the way from No Man’s Forest. Her parents never wanted to force her into a union, however, their kingdom was small, as was the Papillion kingdom. They needed to unite if the rumors of war between two other kingdoms up north turned out to be true.
“We’re sorry,” they had repeated several times.
Despite her heart breaking and her stomach full of nerves, she had nodded. “I’ll do what is needed for my kingdom.”
And she would, even if it meant breaking off correspondence with a man who had somehow captured her heart.
A knock on the door startled her back to reality. “Marinette?”
Marinette gave a soft sigh of relief at the voice of Lady Alya, her closest friend. She forced herself to stand in order to answer the door. “Yes?”
Alya’s expression was sympathetic. “I heard everything,” she said. “I’m so sorry.”
Marinette quickly tugged Alya into the room and shut the door.
“I hear Prince Adrien is a kind man,” Alya offered, forcing a pitying smile. “Handsome, too.”
“But does he write poetry?”
Alya’s expression fell again.
Marinette collapsed on her chaise lounge. “Worse yet, I am supposed to dance with this prince the entire masquerade even though I agreed to meet Chat Noir.”
Alya bit her lip, though quickly corrected the behavior she’d been scolded for many a time.
Marinette’s frown grew. “I wanted to meet him, Alya.”
“You already swore you would.”
“And I want to keep my word.”
Alya pursed her lips in thought. “We’ll figure out something,” she eventually said, voice full of determination that was so common for Alya. “Don’t you worry.”
Another knock on the door called their attention.
“Who goes there?” Marinette called out.
“It’s Tikki, your highness.”
“Come in, Tikki,” Alya called before Marinette could answer. “Please, and help us with something.”
Tikki entered the room, her brow already knit together in curiosity. “What’s wrong?”
“Marinette is arranged to be married.”
Tikki gasped, nearly dropping her tray of tea. “To whom?”
“Prince Adrien of the Papillion Kingdom,” Alya answered.
“Oh,” Tikki said, setting the tea tray down before she did drop it.
“But that’s not the main issue, Tikki,” Marinette said, sitting up from the chaise to look at her maid and close friend. “You know I already promised to meet Chat Noir at the ball.”
“But supposedly,” Alya finished, “she is supposed to dance with Prince Adrien for the night.”
“And I want to meet him,” Marinette continued. “I want to meet Chat Noir, but… but what if the prince insists we stay together the entirety of the evening? What if he won’t let me sneak away?”
“Surely, there’s a way,” Tikki insisted, her expression firm.
“We know there is. There has to be,” Alya said. “If we could only distract him with a dance, maybe.”
“Could I pass him off to you, Alya?” Marinette asked, hope suddenly filling inside her heart.
“A dance is hardly enough time,” Tikki said. “And Marinette promised to meet Chat Noir during the beginning of the night. Lastly, what if the prince is upset because he’s not dancing with Marinette. That would only sour the relationship between you and the prince.”
Alya scoffed. “If he’s upset he doesn’t get her the entirety of the night, that is not Marinette’s problem.”
“True,” Tikki admitted. “But this is the first impression. It has to be a good one.”
Alya frowned, tapping her finger to her lips in thought. “There has to be a way for Marinette to sneak off to meet him for the night and meet her masked ma—”
Marinette and Tikki regarded Alya curiously. “What is it?” Marinette asked, dread sinking in as she watched a smirk grow across her best friend’s face.
“What if,” Alya slowly spoke, her smirk growing more and more devious, “you don’t dance with the prince all night because we give him another ‘princess’ to dance with.”
“And where do you suppose we find another princess?” Tikki snipped sarcastically, her hands on canted hips and brow quirked challengingly.
“Not a real princess,” Alya said. “Just someone who could appear as one for the night.”
With a smug look, Alya stared at Tikki. And Marinette felt very lost as she looked back and forth between the two women.
In a flash, Tikki’s expression turned to horror. “No!” she said. “No, I am not going to pretend to be Princess Marinette.”
“For a night, Tikki,” Alya said. “And you’ll be wearing a mask, no one will know.”
“Oh please, Tikki,” Marinette begged, hope sparking within her. “Would you?”
“The prince won’t have it,” Tikki insisted, shaking her head.
“Not if I’m beside you the whole time making sure everyone believes you are the princess,” Alya said. “Trust me; nothing could go wrong.”
Instead of responding, Tikki leveled Alya with a doubtful glare.
“Tikki,” Marinette pleaded. “I’ll never get the chance to see him again. And I already gave him my word I would be there. I do not want his last memory of me to be believing me to be a liar who toyed with him. Please.”
While she stood with her arms crossed resolutely, Tikki’s resolve did not last long. She couldn’t argue with Marinette’s sad expression. “I’ll do it,” she relented. “Just because it’s you.”
With a squeal, Marinette leapt from the chaise lounge to engulf Tikki in a hug. “Thank you, Tikki!” she said. “I owe you all the cookies in the world.”
“I can’t believe you made me do this,” Plagg hissed at Adrien.
“And that I have to play along,” Nino mumbled.
“Quit your whining!” Plagg snapped. “You have the easy job of the two of us.”
“Stop it, both of you,” Adrien interrupted before the fight could intensify. “Honestly, you’re acting like children.”
Plagg whipped around to glare at Adrien. Or, so Adrien assumed. It was impossible to tell with the black mask Plagg wore.
“I owe you two for this,” Adrien said.
“And we’ll remind you until that debt is repaid,” Plagg growled.
Before any more bickering or complaining could arise, Adrien grabbed his friends’ shoulders to give them a thankful squeeze before disappearing out into the back gardens.
“Thank you again for this, Tikki.”
Fiddling with her dress, Tikki sighed. “It’s so fine,” she commented.
“Of course, it is,” Alya said, slipping on her mask, one that was colored a vivid orange and decorated with black and white designs. “You are supposed to be a princess for the evening.”
“Don’t worry, Tikki,” Marinette assured, grabbing her friend’s hands and giving them a reassuring squeeze. “Everything will be just fine.”
“I hope so,” Tikki said, worry clear in her tone. “I certainly hope so.”
Considering that he’d looked all over the expansive gardens and had yet to find one other person, Adrien knew he had to be the first to arrive. His Ladybug had not yet showed for the evening. Until she did, Adrien was certain his palms would be sweaty and heart would continue its rapid pace. It was odd how excited he was to see her, but tonight, he was nothing if not nervous. Why, he didn’t know. This was his Ladybug, the woman who brightened his day—nay, his week—with sweet letters and lovely drawings. His favorite had been a dancing couple, simply because he could easily see it being them.
And tonight… tonight, it would.
But his heart sank because he knew he would have to tell her tonight that this would be their one and only meeting. That after tonight, their correspondence would be no more. He would have to tell her of his arranged engagement, but he wouldn’t until the end. Tonight was a night he was determined to enjoy.
“Chat Noir?”
His heart may have been galloping before, but now it was completely stopped. He was frozen, rendered useless by his nickname said by the sweetest of voices coming from behind him.
He forced himself to move, to look behind him, only to discover a petite lady in a red dress that made her skin look particularly milky in the moonlight. Her hair was piled on her head in thick, black curls that gleamed blue. It was truly a shame her eyes were covered by an ornate red mask. He was desperate to know what color they were.
However, that thought only lasted a second, because his next thought was just how similar the red of her mask was to the red of her lips.
He forced himself to swallow. “My Ladybug?”
Those lips curled up into a smile that made his knees week. He’d only written about such reactions, but to experience them himself, to be at his Ladybug’s mercy…
It was a whole new experience.
“’Tis a pleasure,” she said, her voice gentle and sweet and smooth, “to finally meet you in person.”
That voice would ring in his head for years, he was certain of it. “The pleasure, my lady,” he said, taking her hand in both of his, bowing low over it, “is all mine.”
He then pressed a kiss to her knuckles and swore she gasped at the contact. But then again, it was entirely possible his ears were playing tricks on him.
He better keep his heart in check tonight because he knew if he wasn’t careful, this woman would end up stealing it, whether it was her intent or not.
Marinette laughed as he guided her around the gardens with surprising ease. She discovered he was light on his feet. It was the second thing to have discovered about him, the first being he was very handsome with his golden hair and well-tailored black suit. Even though his mask was stunning as well, different from the typical domino mask worn by men at masquerades, she found herself sorely disappointed that it covered his eyes. How she wished to see what color they were.
However, his looks or dancing ability or even his heart pounding poetry had nothing on his tongue. She quickly discovered that it was the one thing she had to be immensely careful about. Her heart couldn’t take his constant teasing or his flirting. And his voice.
Oh, his voice.
Smooth and rich and happy. So happy.
Her heart was already captivated, she knew. And breaking it at the end of the night would be torture. She made it a point not to look at the clock tower, but she knew their time would be over far too quickly.
Far, far too quickly.
“My lady, what is the matter,” he purred, concerned. His hand gently guided her jaw so she would be forced to look at him. “Your smile is so lovely. Why the frown?”
It was a struggle not to bite her lip. They had barely been together an hour, yet he already knew her. “Nothing,” she assured. “It’s nothing you need to concern yourself with.”
He looked at he skeptically. “Only if the lady insists,” he said, his tone proving he was not convinced.
“I do,” she said, forcing on a smile. “Now, lead me around once more before we go exploring.”
“Exploring?” he asked, the curious lit in his voice so alluring.
“Yes,” she said, smile widening. “I do have a penchant for gardens, particularly at night. They take on a whole new life in the moonlight.”
“The flowers close, though, do they not?”
“Not all of them,” she said. “And the ones that don’t, they look striking in the cool tone of the moon.”
His smile was another very dangerous thing about him. It would be far too easy to get used to that smile. “An artist through and through.”
She grinned. “You truly enjoy the drawings, then?”
“Very much so,” he assured. “I keep them protected and safe, for such a collection of works should be preserved to the best of my ability.”
“You preserve them?” she asked, surprised.
“With every last one of your letters.”
Her heart was pounding, and her head was light. Heaven help her, she just might pass out at his confession. He kept them. Just like she kept his, he kept hers.
“What caused you to become a poet?” she asked, hoping to direct the conversation elsewhere.
He smiled. “My mother,” he answered. “She loved poetry, but never took the time to write it. So I began writing it for her. Even after she passed, I couldn’t contain myself. It was my escape, even though my father disapproved of the activity entirely. Thank goodness for a friend who warned me to hide my poetry before my father discovered them in my room. And…” he trailed off, looking at her with what she would guess was reverence. “And I was blessed enough that my hiding spot led me to you.”
Her heart was in her throat, and she forced herself to swallow. “You weren’t upset with me, were you? I know you said you weren’t but you could have lied to me.”
His smile widened. “No, I was never upset with you. I couldn’t be, not when you validated me as a poet. My new favorite hobby had become writing poems for you, my lady.”
She was certain she was blushing.
The song floating faintly from the castle came to an end, and she and Chat bowed to each other, as was custom.
“Come,” he said, reaching out to take her hand. “I know the garden’s well. I’ll guide you.”
“Thank you, Chat Noir.”
The resulting smile caused her own to grow. “Anything for you, my lady.”
Adrien wanted to curse the clock, the one that was showing how little time they had left together.
Ladybug was nothing short of miraculous. If he wasn’t engaged, he would have proposed to her on the spot. He would have begged her to let him see her eyes, to take off her mask so he could know what she looked like when she smiled. Even if she wouldn’t grant him that wish, he’d thoroughly enjoy the push and pull teasing that would transpire between them.
Alas, he wouldn’t ask. He couldn’t. Meeting her, he determined, was hard enough knowing he had to end their possible romance tonight, all correspondence along with it.
“Chat Noir,” Ladybug spoke up, her voice still so sweet but hinting at nervousness.
“What is it, my lady?” It was a struggle to bite back his urge to call her his love. She was a ladybug, as evidenced by her red dress with black accents, but she had to at least be a lady. That title was appropriate and therefore created a distance. One not afforded with the endearment ‘my love’.
Because she would never be.
“I…” she paused, looking away before finding the strength to look back at him. “It is with deep regret that I tell you this.”
His heart sank. “What is it?”
She sighed, clearly gathering her courage. “I answered your letter with the desire to meet you,” she began. “To know who the man behind the poems was. However, days after I responded, my parents informed me that they… they arranged a marriage for me.”
His heart clinched. The fact that he, too, was engaged wasn’t lost on him, and he found it now as good of a time as any to admit it. “Then, that makes my unfortunate news easier to bear,” he began. “For I, too, have just been arranged to be married. I only discovered very recently, after I had already invited you to meet me.”
Her smile was bitter, a look he did not like on her. “Then what an unfortunate coincidence,” she determined. “That both of us must cease our correspondence.”
He nodded. “It broke my heart when I discovered it. Your letters were the highlight of my week. The thought of loosing it will be so disappointing.”
“Likewise,” she agreed. “I’ll miss your poetry, severely. You are such an incredible writer. Your poetry was always full of the sweetest romance. I’ve never read anything like it. But, it seems fate was cruel and the only poetry of yours I will ever read again is the poetry I’ve stored under my bed.”
His heart leaped. “You mean… you mean you’ve kept it?”
Her smile was one he wished to kiss. “Of course,” she said. “I couldn’t bear parting with it. Not then, and not now. They are my own collection that I will treasure forever.”
His heart swelled with pride and adoration for this woman. This beautiful woman he wanted to have for his own but knew he couldn’t.
“I suppose, then,” Ladybug continued. “This is good-bye.”
No. He didn’t want it to be, no matter how right she was. He looked at the clock again, then listened to the music floating from the castle. “No,” he said, standing from their seat. He extended a hand to her. “Grant me one last dance, my lady, before our good-byes become official.”
She looked at his outstretched hand long enough for the last few notes of the song to come out into the night. Just when he thought she was going to turn him down, she gave him a smile and placed her small, soft hand in his. “How could I refuse?”
Marinette was a coward. Truly. After that song ended, she was too scared to leave him and therefore granted him one last dance. And when the time came for them to part, she nearly ran from him.
But he stopped her.
“Grant me one last wish before midnight,” he begged.
She couldn’t say no. “What?” she asked, her voice week and whispery.
“What color are your eyes?” he asked. “I’ve been desperate to know all night, and I thought I could resist, but I was wrong.”
She wanted to know his, too. She wanted to know what color eyes she’d been staring at this entire night, but she couldn’t allow herself to be privy to such knowledge. She couldn’t. For her own sake.
“Blue.”
The clock chimed midnight, breaking the spell between them, and she ran.
She ran even though her heart was breaking with each step and tears wanted to spill over.
She avoided the ballroom. Instead, she scurried through the halls of the Papillion castle, her new home, and to the room that would become her own. The one that was connected to Prince Adrien’s room.
Tears threatened to spill over, and she barely made it to her room before they did. Ripping off her mask, she tossed it onto the bed, then leaned against the door, slid down it, and let her tears overtake her.
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