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signless-selfshipping · 2 years

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List of my F/O Tags (if an f/o doesnt havwe a tag they wvont be included here lol)

Quadrants

-Karkat; 🩸- hold my hand to keep me steady, just to be quiet with you (karkat) -Kankri; 🦀- no fighting wars, no ringing chimes, we're just feeling fine (kankri)

-Damara; 🥢- and the day has come where I have died, only to find I've come alive (damara) - Marsti; 🧹- if everything comes crashing down, i pray that you'll still be around (marsti)

-Tavros; 🦋- dream of me and i will let you know, that i am fine here (tavros) -Rufioh; 🦋- lonely hearts club, do you want to be with somebody like me? (rufioh)

-Mituna; 🛹- we're smashing mics in karaoke bars, you're running late with half your makeup on (mituna) -Cirava; 💻- baby run away, run away, to the sun, to the comfort (cirava)

-Azdaja; ⚡- got no heart to break, like it that way (azdaja) -Folykl<>Kuprum; ⚡🔋- yeah, I stole his phone, that put him in his place (foly and kuprum)

-Polypa; 🩹- i heard you talking in the back of my dreams (polypa) -Safe!Lanque; 🌷- come with me, my love, to the sea (lanque)

-Bronya; 🩺- are you falling in love? i've a feeling you are (bronya)

-Tegiri; ⚔- do-do-do do you want me to, spend some time sitting next to you? (tegiri) -Terezi; ⚖- lies are made by stories which we think of when we sleep (terezi)

-Remele; 🎨- when you wipe your tears, do you wipe them just for me? (remele) -Mallek; 💻- tell me how you feel about me, do you like or like like me? (mallek)

-Ardata; 💀- she's posting all the time but the boards are down, it's a burned out building (ardata) -Galekh; 📘- men reading fashion magazines, what a world it seems we live in (galekh)

-Zebruh; ❌- don't go there 'cause you'll never return, i know you think of me when you think of her (zebruh) -Equius; 🏹- mr blue, i told you that i love you, please believe me (equius)

-Horuss; 🔧- so I leave you with a smile, kiss you on the cheek and you will call it treason (horuss) -Marvus; 🎤- ladies and gents, this is the moment youre waiting for (marvus) -Meenah; 🔱- you give me diamonds, i give you nothing (meenah)

Romantic

-Bakugou; 🧨- i don’t wanna go to school tomorrow, i can’t study thinking about you (bakugou) -Marshall Lee; 🪓- i really dont buy that youre that kinda guy (marshall lee)

-Sebastian; 💻- do not enter is written on the doorway, why cant everyone just go away? except you, you can stay (sebastian) -Gasoline; ☠- i know I’m a freak, ripped the band aid, broke the peace (gasoline)

-Jeff; 🔪- something bad is ‘bout to happen to me, i don’t know it, but I feel it coming (jeff) -Teruki; 💜- i wish i could be a girl, and that way, you'd wish i could be your girlfriend, boyfriend (teruki)

-Opal; 💎- if you feel lonely, i could be lonely with you (opal) -Jerry; 🎟- my own personal sunset, to give each day its own diploma (jerry)

-Roger; ☎- i've been working on a unified theory, if I make it through tonight, everybody's gonna hear me out (roger) -Craig; 💡- i'm out on the block again, so hopped up that I can't pretend (craig)

-Oliver; 📽- cast all your spells, and there you have, that good old fashioned razzmatazz (oliver) -Randy; 🩹- a sweet tooth for you, i'm wide awake, the sugar went straight to my brain (randy)

Platonic

-Sundrop; ☀- everybody likes you! (sun) -Moondrop; 🌘- rises the moon (moon) -- Dual-tag is; ☀🌘- hug all your friends, and let them know youre not letting go (sun and moon)

#🩸- hold my hand to keep me steady just to be quiet with you (karkat)#🦀- no fighting wars no ringing chimes we're just feeling fine (kankri)#🥢- and the day has come where I have died only to find I've come alive (damara)#🧹- if everything comes crashing down i pray that you'll still be around (marsti)#🦋- dream of me and i will let you know that i am fine here (tavros)#🦋- lonely hearts club do you want to be with somebody like me? (rufioh)#🛹- we're smashing mics in karaoke bars you're running late with half your makeup on (mituna)#💻- baby run away run away to the sun to the comfort (cirava)#⚡- got no heart to break like it that way (azdaja)#⚡🔋- yeah I stole his phone that put him in his place (foly and kuprum)#🩹- i heard you talking in the back of my dreams (polypa)#🌷- come with me my love to the sea (lanque)#🩺- are you falling in love? i've a feeling you are (bronya)#⚔- do-do-do do you want me to spend some time sitting next to you? (tegiri)#⚖- lies are made by stories which we think of when we sleep (terezi)#🎨- when you wipe your tears do you wipe them just for me? (remele)#💻- tell me how you feel about me do you like or like like me? (mallek)#💀- she's posting all the time but the boards are down it's a burned out building (ardata)#📘- men reading fashion magazines what a world it seems we live in (galekh)#❌- don't go there 'cause you'll never return i know you think of me when you think of her (zebruh)#🏹- mr blue i told you that i love you please believe me (equius)#🔧- so I leave you with a smile kiss you on the cheek and you will call it treason (horuss)#🎤- ladies and gents this is the moment youre waiting for (marvus)#🔱- you give me diamonds i give you nothing (meenah)#🧨- i don’t wanna go to school tomorrow i can’t study thinking about you (bakugou)#🪓- i really dont buy that youre that kinda guy (marshall lee)#💻- do not enter is written on the doorway why cant everyone just go away? except you you can stay (sebastian)#☠- i know I’m a freak ripped the band aid broke the peace (gasoline)#🔪- something bad is ‘bout to happen to me i don’t know it but I feel it coming (jeff)#💜- i wish i could be a girl and that way you'd wish i could be your girlfriend boyfriend (teruki)

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Matchup???

hihihihi, I’m Gray, yes like the color/colour. I’m Agender(afab) and use any pronouns, I’m ace and on the arospec (I think I’m lithioromantic?) Ive had 3 crushes, 1 fem, 1 nb, 1 male. If you’re doing romantic, I do tend to have a preference towards masc people.

I’m honestly pretty average, I’m very middle energy between chill and energetic, it fluctuates depending on who I’m with. I’m an ISFJ 9w1 if that helps. I am the therapist friend and sometimes the mom friend. I am very much a listener, if someone starts ranting I’ll listen intently through it all even if it’s for 4 hours. I have gotten so many hyperfixations that way. I have generalized anxiety disorder (gad) and im currently being tested for adhd.

I’m fine with romantic or platonic, if you want to you can do both

My hobbies include piano, I’m currently learning Duet from Omori, Art, I usually sketch characters don’t usually do big projects unless it’s for a class, baking, I tend to make brownies and cookies, though I can make other stuff like cake, and this isn’t really a hobby but sleeping, I love sleeping(which is weird because I either sleep really fast or I don’t sleep til 6am)

I like my friends, art, rain, comfy clothes like hoodies and sweaters, music, my favorite artists at the moment are Jack Stauber and Khai Dreams, dreaming, reading, puzzles, sudoku, plushies, sleeping, butterflies, Arctic foxes, kittens, fictional characters, and fandoms, some of those include dhmis, hh, interloper(arg), home safety hotline, etc. Some things I dislike are really tight clothing, being yelled at, harsh criticism with no compliment of what I did do good, being left out, feeling lonely, overthinking, my face, specifically my nose, mouth and forehead, pushing people away, ghosting people, and confrontation is a big one.

If you’re doing romantic, please don’t ship me with Angel Dust, I see him in a very brotherly sense. Similarly with husk.

I have listed characters before that I simp over and usually it’s either stoic and kind of cold or excitable and kinda babygirl vibes (I don’t know how else to describe it) and I already said above that I tend to have a preference towards masc

Something else that I could add is I do tend to have a trope I like? I don’t know if it means anything but I’m in love with rude or some other kind of negative adjective but has a soft spot for that one person and soulmate aus but that’s something else.

-Gray🦋

Hey Gray! So sorry for the delay, your matchup is finally here though! I decided to go with a platonic matchup c:

I match you with...

Charlie!

· You seem like a very wholesome person, so I personally think that Charlie would be a great friend for you, being equally amiable!

· She’s your number one supporter and she tries to help you ease your anxiety on particularly bad days; she reassures you that you don’t need to match her energy all the time, and that it’s okay if you feel anxious, she will try her best to be there for you and help.

· She might need some guidance as well, being in charge of the Hotel and all. This is where your mom friend side comes in; she greatly appreciates that you try to help her back, and that you listen to her in times of need. Sometimes she just needs to let it out to figure out what to do next, and you’re the person she goes to for it.

· You will also get to listen to her rants for hours! No matter what they’re about. They will mostly be about the Hotel and how she can improve the quality of life in it, but she will ask your opinions on it as well, and occasionally rant about her interests too. She of course loves listening to you as well, so don’t hesitate to rant back!

· Charlie loves that you like sketching, because she loves drawing too! You show each other what you make and she’s so happy to be sharing a hobby with you, where you can tell each other what you like about the other’s art and point out where to improve if needed. I feel like it’s more about the first thing though, as you both like doing it casually more than anything, so it’s a very positive experience!

· She also likes singing to the tunes of your piano; the others will stop by, mesmerized by your skill and her angelic voice.

· Charlie of course respects all of your dislikes; on your first day at the Hotel you inform her that you dislike tight clothing, and she makes you find a bunch of cosy and oversize clothes on your bed as a way to make you feel comfortable and welcomed.

· She also never makes you feel left out, and always includes you in every activity that she organizes whether it be with the other residents of the Hotel or as just a friend outing or hang out.

· She’s also not a big fan of confrontation, so she gets your dislike for it. If anything, you two can go through it together, and advise the other on how to handle it the best.

· She will also pull you out of your overthinking by coming up with some fun activity to do together; maybe you can give your favorite show a rewatch with her, or you can introduce her to all the plushies that you own- the possibilities are endless!

#hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin x reader #x reader #hazbin hotel #matchup #hazbin hotel matchup #charlie x reader #charlie morningstar #hazbin hotel charlie

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spectermansion · 2 years

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taylor swift legacy challenge 🦋✨☔️🧣🕊️🐍💕🌲🍷🕰️

— SURPRISE!!! hi!! welcome to my very first written out legacy challenge. it’s no big surprise that i love taylor swift AND the sims, so here i am, combining the two. she has ten albums, legacies have ten generations, there you have it. the hashtag for this will be swiftlp because i cannot genuinely think of anything better. let’s get into the…

rules below the cut!

- this legacy will require most packs other than batuu and the kits - aging must be turned on, but you can have it at any length you wish (normal/long recommended!). i'd recommend pausing aging during generations three and seven's university runs. - each goal must be met before the new heir takes over. - as for partners, they can have random aspirations/traits unless specified! they don’t need to complete it. - don't give the sims dramatic makeovers or personality adjustments (again, unless specified). slight changes to the appearance are fine but leave their facial features be! - there should be no need for money cheats other than like…freerealestate. there will be plenty of opportunities to grind for those simoleans. - if you do this challenge, tag me or use the hashtag swiftlp! i’d love to see it!

🦋 gen 1 - debut

“oh, i'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world…” ever since you were a little kid, music has been your biggest dream. now, you’re a ditzy, daydreaming, young adult who is out on your own for the first time in your life. life is full of adventure in your humble opinion. you’ve always wanted to make people smile, so the only logical choice is to establish a music career before you dream of settling down later in life. - traits: music lover, cheerful, ambitious - aspiration(s): musical genius, big happy family - career: entertainer (musician branch) - world: any non-city objectives - master the singing, guitar, and charisma skills. - reach level ten in the entertainer career before you finish adulthood - date around during your young adulthood before marrying your best friend when you become an adult. have two children after you get married. - finish the musical genius aspiration before having your kids. then, switch to the big happy family aspiration. - optional: have a garden!

✨ gen 2 - fearless

"but with you, i'd dance in a storm in my best dress, fearless." you grew up in a perfect, loving family. you believe in all of those fairytales that your mother told you, even though what they consist of is fake. there's one thing that's real in them though: love. you want nothing more than to grow up and fall in love. yet when you grow up, you discover that real-life love isn't all it's cracked up to be. - traits: bookworm, romantic, childish - aspiration(s): soulmate, best-selling author - career: freelance writer - world: any, copperdale objectives - meet a sim in your teen years that you have an on-and-off relationship into adulthood with. break up twice and get engaged. break up and after this, stay apart. - have a great relationship with both parents until the end of your teenage years and move away from home. they don't approve of your relationship. - master the writing skill. write mostly romance novels. - have one child with your rocky romance. move them into your household as this will be the heir. - never finish the soulmate aspiration. switch it to best-selling author after you break off your engagement. - move to a secluded part of copperdale (or any woodsy-ish world) to raise your child. you don't need them getting hurt! adopt as many cats as you want. go nuts. - optional: have a dog named white horse

☔️ gen 3 - speak now

"you learn my secrets and you figure out why i'm guarded. you say we'll never make my parents' mistakes..." after the life your parent had, they are extremely overprotective of you. they just want what's best for you, right? you don't know much about their life before you except that they had a rocky relationship with your other parent. oh well! that's their business. you're off to college in a new town and ready to mess things up. you're only young once! - traits: genius, cat lover, outgoing - aspiration(s): friend of the world, serial romantic - career: social media (any branch), critic (food branch) - world: britechester, windenburg objectives - get all a's until you graduate high school. - attend college at either school you'd like and complete your degree. i'd recommend turning aging off during this time. - never date until you are in college. your parent forbids it. once you can, date around all throughout your young adult life. - master the charisma and mixology skills. - reach level 5 in the social media career before switching to the critic career in your adulthood. mid-life crisis! - marry the fling you had the highest relationship with at the end of young adulthood. have as big of a family as you'd like! they're your soulmate! - ...until you have an affair with someone during adulthood. have a child with them. this will be the heir! - optional: have your sim master the guitar skill.

🧣gen 4 - red

"ugh, so he calls me up and he's like, "i still love you." and i'm like, "i just, i mean, this is exhausting, you know? like, we are never getting back together, like, ever..." you are the black sheep of your family, but you could never exactly figure out why. as soon as you're old enough, you get out of there to make it big in life! it's your dream to make it as an actor. school was never really your thing, so you drop out early and move to del sol valley to find yourself. - traits: creative, gloomy, perfectionist - aspiration(s): master actor, mansion baron - career: actor - world: del sol valley objectives - participate in drama club until you drop out. - master the acting, wellness, and violin skills. - date two people in your lifetime. the first is a relationship so bad it ruins your perception of love. stay single until you meet your second love interest on set. have a big white wedding! - reach level 10 of the acting career as an adult. - have as many kids as you'd like with your spouse. - move to tartosa to settle down before you retire. - optional: have your sim wear red lipstick with every outfit besides sleep. no one wears lipstick to bed.

🕊️ gen 5 - 1989

"heartbreak is the national anthem, we sing it proudly!" you grew up in the spotlight and LOVED it. heck, your parents are famous celebrities! they were humble people who loved their family as much as they could. you got everything you wanted and more. you might be spoiled, but you deserved it, right? what do you mean you have to be a responsible adult all on your own now? - traits: outgoing, high maintenance, non-committal - aspiration(s): city native, party animal - career: simfluencer (teen), style influencer - world: san myshuno objectives - move to a nice apartment in san myshuno as soon as you turn into a young adult. your parents love you so much that they bought it for you! - attend every festival - go out at least twice a week and throw parties once a week! you're a social butterfly for a reason! - oh no! spend all of your money and move to a needs tlc apartment. - date around until you get pregnant from a one-night stand. marry them, but never have a high relationship with them. cheat on them with hired help. - master the singing and charisma skills. - move to a penthouse once you're back on your feet - only have one child. - optional: have your sim's favorite drink be wine

🐍 gen 6 - reputation

"but i got smarter, i got harder in the nick of time. honey, i rose up from the dead, i do it all the time." you never had a real connection with either of your parents; everything in your childhood was superficial. all you ever wanted was a real family. if you weren't hanging out with your butler, you were on the streets of san myshuno late into the night. darkness called your name, so you abandoned everything you knew for another life...the life of a criminal. - traits: active, evil, family-oriented - aspiration(s): public enemy, super parent - career: criminal - world: any objectives - have a non-existent relationship with both parents, but a high relationship with the live-in butler. - master the fitness, mischief, and parenting skills. - reach level ten of the criminal career (either branch). - have a relationship with a sim that has the exact opposite personality as you (good, friendly, etc.). marry them as an elder. - adopt one child and be very close to them. give them the best life you can. - optional: throw a party every new years eve if you have seasons

💕 gen 7 - lover

"and there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you dear. have i known you 20 seconds or 20 years?" you may not have had much growing up, but you had love. love, love, love. this love showed you that the world is a good place and nothing bad ever happens, right? wrong. when your parent tells you that they're a criminal, your world comes shattering down. everything else sucks outside of your little bubble. can you make the world less cruel? - traits: good, overachiever, romantic - aspiration(s): academic, soulmate - career: law (private attorney branch) - world: any objectives - have a high relationship with your parent until your late teenage years. - meet a sim during childhood and become best friends, later high school sweethearts. marry them after you finish college. - pursue a distinguished degree in history as soon as you finish high school. - master the charisma, logic and research and debate skills. i'd recommend starting early so you can get that distinguished degree. - reach level ten of the law career - have as many children as you'd like. - reconnect and become best friends with your parent before they die. even have them move in! - optional: have a child named betty be the heir!

🌲 gen 8 - folklore

"i want to watch wisteria grow right over my bare feet 'cause i haven't moved in years." you grew up in a chaotic but loving household where there wasn’t a moment of quiet. of course, you love your family, but you are a loner by nature and always preferred to spend your time with your pets or doing art. you come out of your shell during your teen years, but are you making the wrong choice? - traits: loner, creative, loves the outdoors - aspiration(s): country caretaker - career: sustain yourself off of your farm and royalties from painting and writing - world: henford-on-bagley objectives - have the highest relationship possible with your pets. even higher than your siblings. - make one best friend as a child. - during your teen years, date a sim you meet at school. break up when they cheat on you at the beginning of your young adulthood. woohoo with them one last time and “surprisingly” end up pregnant. - immediately move to henford-on-bagley after you graduate. have no contact with anyone except your best friend. you can play off the grid if you’d like. - master the gardening and painting skills. if you’re feeling funky, master cross-stitching and writing, too. - publish books and sell your paintings in addition to running your farm. - marry your best friend as an adult. - only have one child. - optional: have three cats!

🍷 gen 9: evermore

"long story short, it was a bad time; long story short, i survived." you grew up on a farm isolated from the rest of the world. even though you had loving parents and all the animals a child could want, you wanted nothing more than a big family. as soon as you could, you knew you'd have the picture-perfect family you'd always dreamed of...or so you thought. - traits: good, foodie, proper - aspiration(s): big happy family, master chef - career: culinary (chef branch) - world: any objectives - as soon as you become a young adult, move out of your parents' house and to a new world. - get a job in the culinary career to support yourself. - become romantically involved with the first sim you meet. have a whirlwind romance and get married only to find out that they have the hates children trait. - reach level 5 of your career before quitting to focus on family and saving your marriage. - have four children with your spouse. - when you become an adult, divorce them and move your family to a new world. your spouse gets weekend visits. - rejoin the culinary career back at level 5 and continue to level 10. it is okay to cheat to get here! - master the cooking and knitting skills. - marry a coworker and have two more children. - optional: open a restaurant called olive garden!

🕰️ gen 10: midnights

"i'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror...it must be exhausting, always rooting for the anti-hero." your family is a big, blended mess of people who aren't exactly the best, but they tried. and now it's your turn. you always wanted to be better than your siblings, but your parents always preached that all of you meant the same to them. can you prove your worth as the best to them and yourself? - traits: self-absorbed, ambitious, adventerous - aspiration(s): extreme sports enthusiast - career: part-time barista - world: mt. komorebi objectives - have low relationships with each of your siblings. - master the skiing, snowboarding, fitness, and rock climbing skills. - meet and date a sim you meet on the slopes. - have a family after you master one of the winter skills. - reconnect with your siblings - optional: decorate with midcentury decor!

#swiftlp #sims 4 legacy #legacy rules #maybe i'll make a sims 3 version soon #sims 4 #the sims 4 #simblr #legacy challenge

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chiriwritesstuff · 3 months

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I hope it’s okay to send multiple emojis bc that list was really cool! lmao

🛼 🧃🍄 🪐 🍬 🦷❄️ 🥐🦋🪲 🌸 🧩

Hello Nonnie! It's totally fine that you sent them! A few people have asked me for some of the emojis you sent me, so I'll answer the ones I haven't answered yet!

🧃 ⇢ share some personal lore you never posted about before

I majored in psychology in college, I'm an INFJ, and I have a Virgo Stellium (in my 3rd house) in my birth chart!

🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings

For my new Dieter x Actress! reader series, I am certain that when Dieter is absolutely head over heels for someone, he acts like a lovesick puppy dog!

🪐 ⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now

My writing slump is finally over and done with

My actual career is going pretty well

I've been doing a lot of the things I've been wanting to do - I often times let guilt and fear rule over my life and I told myself that it all changes in 2024, that it will finally be my year!

🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character

I honestly can't think of one right now! I know, lame cop out but nothing comes to mind! I'm open to most things that have been put out in the Pedro Boy fandom thus far!

🦷 ⇢ share some personal wisdom or a life hack you swear on

It's never too late to start working on your goals and dreams! I'm near reaching my 40s and I'm in the process of another reboot of my life, after telling myself for years that I'm too old to do that. It's NEVER too late, and you'll thank yourself later for believing in yourself! Never give up on what you want to be and do in life!

❄️ ⇢ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best?

A sexy action story, like 'Mr. & Mrs. Smith'. I also think any one of us in the Pedro fandom could write it because the talent in this fandom? UNMATCHED.

🥐 ⇢ name one internet reference that will always make you laugh

🦋 ⇢ share something that has been on your heart and mind lately

"I sometimes worry that I wouldn't be such a feminist if I had bigger tits." - Fleabag (Season 2)

🪲 ⇢ add 50 words to your current wip and share the paragraph here

"Hey! I've had girlfriends, ok? Lots of them!" Dieter groans into his fists. "Just because they didn't stick around afterward was not my fault, ok?

"The girls you sleep with while on your benders that you eventually kick to the curb once the high goes away is not someone I would consider a 'real' girlfriend, D! Be serious!"

"That's what I'm trying to be," he whines, "I'm trying SO HARD to be serious for once! I can't get this girl out of my head, and it's been what? Almost a year since I've met her? I can't get my dick hard when I'm with anyone else anymore, it's like I'm fucking broken or something! ... and now she's off fucking Joe Hollywood over here like I'm not bleeding my fucking heart out for her-"

🌸 ⇢ do you have any pets? if you do, post some pictures of them

I do! Meet Biscuit!

#Ask Game #ask me anything

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wiispywitch · 3 months

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Attack on Titan OC - Bethany Sawyer🌷💜 🦋

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Name: Bethany Sawyer

Meaning: Bethany- house of figs; Sawyer- woodcutter

Nickname(s): Beth, Bethy (by Joanna), the Temptress of Karanes

Alias (if any): N/A

Age: 17 (850); 21 (854)

Gender: Female

Nationality: Eldian (Celtic descent)

Birthday: January 26th, 833

Birthplace: Karanes District, Wall Rose

Current Residence: A small village on the outskirts of Wall Rose

Sexual Orientation: Lesbian

Relationship Status: Taken, later married

Language(s) spoken: Eldian

Life-Long Dream: To inspire others in the town with the fine arts and have a family with the love of her life

Goal(s): To marry Joanna, to rebel against the Military Police, to make sure Joanna's family is taken care of while she's away, to advocate for the Scout Regiment against the rebellion

Like(s): Flowers, dancing, upbeat music, festivals, animals, exploring new places, making people smile, the fine arts

Dislike(s): Intolerance, the Military Police, Joanna's mother, rainy days, cold weather, birds, tomatoes

Bad Habit(s): She can be snarky when she wants to be, is a bit of a perfectionist and sometimes takes it overboard, doesn’t get a whole lot of sleep, procrastinates on important tasks, gossips

Hobbies: Dancing, making flower crowns, singing

Fear(s): Losing Joanna to the titans, failing to take care of her family, the Military Police harming her partner

Personality: Kind-hearted, charming, flirtatious, creative, extravagant, perfectionist, artsy, dreamy

Favorites(not necessary)-

Food(s): Sweet potatoes

Color(s): Lavender

Season(s): Spring

Activities: Dancing, singing, acting, picking flowers, hiking, making flower crowns

Time of Day: Mornings

Extras: Art- fine arts, acting; Animals- toads, butterflies; Literature- poetry; Flower- tulips

Appearance-

Height: 5’4” (163 cm)

Weight: 119 lbs. (54 kg)

Hair style: Long, wavy, bangs centered on her face

Hair Color: Dirty blond

Eye Color: Gunmetal blue

Skin Tone: Ivory

Body Shape/Build: Slim frame, skinny waist, flexible

Birthmarks: N/A

Scar(s): N/A

Other: N/A

Relationships-

Parent(s): Jared Sawyer (father), Cynthia Sawyer (mother)

Sibling(s): N/A

Other Relative(s): Diesel (pet dog), Joanna Elytis (wife), Filip Elytis (father-in-law)

Love Interest: Joanna Elytis

Best Friend(s): N/A

Friend(s): Jane Schuyler, Mel Oglethorpe, Nathanael Schuyler

Enemy(ies): Leah Elytis

Rival(s): The town shrews that demonize her

Quotes:

“People seem to have this idea that I’m some siren trying to seduce them to follow a ‘wicked path’—I’m just here trying to brighten other people’s days and celebrating life. They like to make everyone else miserable instead of taking a moment to just let loose and enjoy what they have.”

“So you're friends of Jo's? She talked so much about all of you in her letters. It’s very nice to finally meet you.”

“I know I wasn’t thrilled when you told us you would be going away, and it’s been scary not having you around or not knowing when...what I’m trying to say is I am so proud of you. Just please promise me you’ll come back so we can start our life together.”

History/Life: Bethany Sawyer is a young dancer from Karanes District and the lover of Scout Regiment member Joanna Elytis. She is the daughter of two theater actors, and they are often traveling around Wall Rose performing the fine arts; sometimes Bethany would come along with them to give her a chance to experience new things, and other times they would leave her with a kind caretaker of the inn they resided in. This gave her a sense of independence, and she would often spend her time out of the house, sometimes leaving the sight of her caretaker to go out and about on her own, which has given her caretaker quite a scare a couple of times.

Being the daughter of performers, Bethany has formed a love for the fine arts even at a young age. She grew to have an adoration for dancing, and she loved to dance whenever there were musicians playing music in Karanes. Her dancing quickly became the charm of the town, often drawing in crowds to watch her dance as though no one was watching. Aside from a few jeering comments and rumors spreading that she was a siren that was trying to lure others down a path of sin, Bethany continued to dance and use it as a way to bring joy and positivity to others. It especially became a huge benefit for her when people would throw coins at her, and she would use this as a way to save up that money to help those who were less fortunate than her.

One night in the spring of 845, Bethany was celebrating another festive night with fellow musicians and had finished up another one of her dances when she suddenly crossed paths with a young girl who looked to be in a hurry. Bethany caught up to her upon seeing she was crying and attempted to comfort her, and she helped cheer her up by taking her to explore the beauties of the town at night. The girl introduced herself as Joanna Elytis (someone who always admired Bethany from a distance), and it wouldn’t be long after that night that Bethany and Joanna developed romantic feelings for each other. Joanna’s father accepted Bethany with open arms and was thrilled to see that Joanna had someone that cared for well-being; she began to spend more of her time at their home after the departure of Joanna’s mother, and the young couple would talk for hours about what they wanted for their future together. Initially, Bethany was hesitant about the idea of Joanna enlisting in the Garrison, but she knew the benefits would be to help them in being able to start a life together the way they wanted. They still kept in close touch by writing to each other almost every day, discussing their plans to leave Karanes and have their dream wedding and adopt children. While Joanna was away, Bethany permanently moved in to help look after Filip and take care of their dog Diesel. Joanna would end up changing career paths after being motivated by the fall of Wall Maria to fight back against the invading titans, so it was very hard for Bethany not to worry so much about her well-being—she tried many times to sway her decision and convince her to go to the Garrison like she said, but she knew her hard-headed girlfriend wouldn’t change her mind once she made her decision. To ease her anxiety, Joanna promised to make time to see her girlfriend after they return for their mission, which came to a brief halt postponed when word quickly spread that there was a traitor amongst the scouts. Bethany traveled to the capitol to protest against the Military Police wrongfully imprisoning the members of the Scout Regiment, causing an uproar in the town that were already becoming more critical of the government. After the rightful heir to the throne was taken by Queen Historia Reiss, Joanna and Bethany were reunited at last, and Joanna made the quick decision to propose to Bethany and marry her as soon as possible, knowing she would soon possibly be facing death when the mission to reclaim Walk Maria was approved. Joanna and Bethany had a small wedding ceremony in a small village outside of Wall Rose with Joanna’s comrades and Filip (as well as a pampered Diesel) attending. It would be one of the best nights that Bethany would forever cherish in her heart.

After Joanna was tragically killed in battle, Bethany resented the Scout Regiment and forever mourned for her fallen lover. She still maintained a friendship with most of Joanna’s friends and would write to them often, however she saw the Scout Regiment as responsible for leading Joanna and many others to their deaths. She continued to use her art of dance to in memory of the love of her life.

Bonus Facts

-Her voice: Japanese- Rumi Ochiai (Rouge the Bat, Sonic the Hedgehog); English- Jamie Marchi (Chizuru Maihara, Ouran High School Host Club)

-She’s an Aquarius.

-She smells like sugar plums.

-Her character design is based off of Aurora from Sleeping Beauty.

-She and her family are middle-low class.

-She hates wearing shoes and likes to walk around barefooted.

-Her role in the story was going to be a lot smaller and have her only be mentioned in flashbacks and by name, even perhaps one small role, but I thought it would be nice to add a little more detail about her character and give her a bigger role.

-In a modern AU, Bethany would be very much into idol culture and be a theater kid

-In a Harry Potter AU, her House is Ravenclaw, and her Patronus is a ribbon eel

OC PROFILE CREDIT: AliceCantBeStopped

#wiispywitch oc #attack on titan oc #aot oc #oc #original character #anime art #anime oc #procreate art #fanon #fanfiction writing #creative writing #lesbian oc #le dollar bean

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eusuntgratie · 3 months

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📚what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app?

❄️what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best? (😉)

🦋 share something that has been on your heart and mind lately

📚what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app?

grace lore - if i can't get to my doc i usually put my notes in my calendar bc for some reason that's the method that seems to most reliably translate into me eventually getting the note into the doc where it belongs.

here's 2 i threw in there last night:

it's def making the rounds on twitter and Instagram but his agent hasn't called him to yell at him and Taylor hasn't said anything so he's thinks it's fine

and

reference oscars craziness in 20?

thank you for this reminder i've just moved both into the doc!

❄️what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best? (😉)

THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE omg

basically all of your wips fall into this category. i need them all. where can i direct a letter to your boss to demand a paid sabbatical for you to write porn?

my eternal dream theme for fic is WHORES, as you know. i am a simple creature, and i am a slut. i crave whorish disrespectful fic that hurts me a little.

a random one from my wish list...raf lets his guard down with alex on the campaign trail just once but once is all alex needs. baby boy works fast.

also oliver railing ryan. no plot needed. you're up babe 😘

🦋 share something that has been on your heart and mind lately

i'm pretty bummed about the anon hate you (and lots of others) continue to get. i stay far away from twitter but i know there's a lot of bullshit happening over there too, directed at both fans and celebs.

i'm sad that people are choosing to spend their limited time and energy to hurt other people and spread hate. with that same energy, you could send an email or call one of your reps or make a donation to a cause that actually matters. harrassing someone else bc they like a celebrity you don't is not okay behavior and i hope that the folks doing this are able to take a step back and assess, get their needs met, grow and learn, etc.

i'm worried about these folks, and i'm worried about the folks they're harrassing. but it's a beautiful day today, and i choose to spend my time and energy on the things that make me happy, on writing, on being a good mom and a good friend, and on making a small but real difference on a couple of the issues i care about. that's all we can do. <3

writer truth or dare asks (or ask me anything!)

#writer asks #ask grace #bigassbowlingballhead

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trentaafcsblog · 3 years

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Writing Challenge - Angst

“Don’t you love me anymore?” - Anyone You Like

Thank you to the beautiful @f00tb4llf1 for this one 🤍

You guys were the couple that would last forever, the happy pair that everyone aspired to be. He would come home from a game with a tired smile on his face, always glad to see you curled up on the sofa, still wearing his shirt. You would always enjoy spending silent moments together, cuddling or admiring each other. As the years went on, things changed.

He would come home and go straight to bed, ignoring any praise or comfort from you. The silent moments between you now awkward and uncomfortable. You felt yourselves growing apart yet still attached by a slither of hope that you would work things out. Instead, arguments became more frequent but hidden away from family and friends.

The topic of his spare time always coming up.

“You’re never home! I get you’re busy but a real man would make time for their family at least.” You shouted after you found out that he hadn’t spoken to his mother in a while.

“I will always have time for her-” He replied before being interrupted by you.

“But not for me.” You cut him off with a broken whisper.

“B-baby...” he whispered out and stopped everything, focusing his attention on you, on the tears building in your eyes, on the pout on your lips, on the heart-broken look on your face.

“No, let me finish,” you say shakily. “You never talk to me anymore. You barely even look my way. I feel like a stranger in my own home. You don't even notice when I'm not here. When was the last time you hugged me? Held me hand? Kissed me? Everything we used to do are merely distant memories now, dreams even. Don’t you love me anymore?” You sniffled, as tears began flowing freely down your face.

He hated seeing you cry. He hated it even more when he was the reason why. “Never question my love for you... Even if things start to go rocky, I will always love you. I didn’t mean for this to happen; I swear. I’ve just been... I’ve been thinking about us,” He starts as he reaches forward for your hand softly grasping it, which you reluctantly allowed while holding eye contact, his own tears now cascading down his cheeks. “You deserve so much better than me. Someone who you get to see way more often than me. Someone you can live a normal life with, without any external media pressure. Someone who always has time for you. I don’t know what I was thinking by ignoring you. I was just scared. And I really am sorry, even though it probably won’t mean much now.”

By now, you were both crying. You wanted to pull him in for a hug and say everything was gonna be fine but even you weren’t sure about it. So instead you take his other hand in yours and recite your song. “All of me loves all of you.” You give him a small smile, convincing him you guys could pull through this dreadful chapter.

“I don’t want anyone else, only you.”

This imagine is in collaboration with the Pink Ribbon Foundation 💗 please feel free to follow the link if you would like to donate, but as always, there is no obligation 🦋 if you have the time, then please have a little look at their website and check out the amazing work that they do 🤍 they also have an online shop where you can buy physical products (bags, candles, afternoon tea) in exchange for your money going directly to the charity, which is a nice alternative to donating ‘normally’ as you get something back too x

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sapphosvioletts · 3 years

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Awwwww Vi, thank you so much for the kinds words, ily too 💙

But honestly, I am just always trying my best to make sure the people I like and care about are doing alright - and its always nice to know that I’ve managed to do so, so thank you!!

I feel like I worded that so badly but I hope you know what I mean 😅

Also, getting paid to essentially spend a day playing with a dog sounds like a goddamn dream 😍

And you shouldn’t let having more followers stop you from posting what you want to post - ofc if your uncomfortable you don’t have to, but I know for a fact that me and the rest of your Anon-Emoji-Cult will always be here for you whenever you need to rant or infodump or whatever else!!!

((Also I relate to the part of needing someone else to stop you from procrastinating so hard— ))

- 🦋

no i understand! you worded it perfectly. thank you so much!! you're so sweet 🥺

and right, and usually he goes to daycare the day before i dog sit so he's super tired (since he played literally all day before lol) so he just sleeps all day so i get to do whatever lmao easiest money ever. as long as i can actually plan for it though and make it part of my routine lol

and omg emoji cult i love that. and yeah, i probably will keep doing it occasionally because sometimes i just need to rant lol but it is just a tiNy bit weird that 500 people might see my rant lol but it's alright, i know sometimes it can help other people, especially other autistic people, as i've gotten messages about before (was it you that said that?? it might have been another anon sorry shsjsks)

and yes i finally stopped procrastinating... until i picked up my phone and now i am again lmao but it's fine i can't even do any chemistry work until wednesday since i need to go to a live class to get access to this website for an assignment and i couldn't go last week, and that one teachers chem class isnt until wednesday lol so at least i don't have to do that work today (not like i was going to anyways let's be honest)

how was your day though lovely anon??

#violet replies #🦋 anon

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raisingdreams · 2 years

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I loved him until my dignity said: "he's not a big deal"

How many mistakes we make in the name of love. We idealize friends, stories and, above all, the person we love. We blind ourselves so much that we come to sacrifice what we should never: our hearts, our happiness, and sometimes even our dignity.

I fell in love with who I shouldn't have fallen in love with, ever. I came to build stories that only existed in my mind, the ideal dream that I always dreamed of for my life. A simple promise was enough for me to surrender everything without thinking, risking my dreams, my desires, my essence. I became so irrational that I overlooked flaws that I never thought I would be able to bear. And I believed I was very brave when the others only said that I was a fool for love.

I did the impossible to keep that man happy, it was only enough for him to tell me that he loved me and I was capable of anything. I pleased him thinking that in this way he would be happy and it would never cross his mind to leave my side. I omitted details and I learned to pretend that everything was fine, always, when in reality, I felt that nothing was fine anymore. And so, little by little, a day came when I crashed myself into reality… I was losing my dignity.

He knew it and took advantage of it to manipulate me as he pleased. But the real problem was me, that I wasn't respecting myself and I was allowing him to exceed the limits. And all because I "loved" him.

At what point did I forget about myself? How far was I willing to go in order not to lose him? What does it mean to sacrifice for love? What is the high price I have to pay for being loved? Is that love?

I forgot myself when I began to lose my essence, when I unconsciously lost love and respect for myself. When I let someone who doesn't know what love is clip my wings. When I let someone limit my dreams and my soul grow weak. When I stopped freely expressing what I felt for fear of being abandoned. When joy and good times turned into feelings of failure and dissatisfaction.

No, that couldn't be love. Love cannot allow dignity to be lost. Loving should never mean giving up on oneself. In order to truly love, one first needs to know oneself, be aware of our own personality, essence and way of thinking. We have to be clear that nothing and no one should change our values or our convictions. No one should, for any reason, threaten our dignity and our happiness. Because who really loves you, will accept you as you are without the need to pretend.

I let someone be part of my world and I gave everything to whom, unfortunately, was not worth it, much less of my love. I loved him until my dignity said: "he's not a big deal", look at yourself in a mirror, you are not anyone's toy, love yourself, value yourself and respect yourself as a woman.

It's not always easy to make the decision to leave those who hurt us behind, especially if you still love them, but I decided to do it, I decided to save my own life and heal my heart. I decided to love myself, because after all, no one will do it for me, not if I don't do it first. Loving is incredibly extraordinary, of that I have no doubt, but it is also true that the most beautiful love is the one we feel for ourselves.

I plucked up courage and looked at myself in a mirror, and I recognize that I am not perfect, that I have virtues and errors, successes and defects, but I always try to improve myself. I also know my worth and I will never doubt my strength again. I will never again settle for a half love, or allow my heart to suffer from a bad relationship again. Not anymore. I'm tired of crying, I don't want to suffer anymore, so from inside, I'm going to heal every wound.

From this moment on, the only one who decides and resolves my life is me. I am here to be happy and from now on I always stand up, with dignity intact, even when my heart is broken.

AMC 🦋

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