forever yours (faithfully)
notes: written for snow and zโs selfship collab! for context, this is one of the letters i wrote to shion while he was in prison :,) since this is a selfship post, please be respectful in the tags and replies. (i know iโm a lil sap in this but iโm a sappy lover! sue me!!) as always, i hope you enjoy <3
My dear Shionnie,
Itโs a little strange waking up without your heavy head laying on my chest, my t-shirt damp with your drool. I used to always joke that one day a spider would crawl into your mouth and lay eggs in there. Far-fetched, I know, but I loved seeing the look of panic on your face whenever Iโd entertain the idea.
How are you holding up? I know itโs a shallow question, and I can already guess your answer, considering that prison isnโt meant to be like a summer camp. But Iโm really thankful that you have your friends in there with youโ I donโt know what Iโd do if I knew you were in there alone. Say hi to them for me, please.
Do you remember that time we snuck into an abandoned building and sat on the roof, staring at the streetlights and stars until the sun began to rise? These days, whenever I feel down, I think about this memory. And while reminiscing on that night, I realize that my smile has always shined brighter with you. Youโ the way that you laugh until you start wheezing and coughing, the way that youโll sing and dance with me in my bedroom in the late hours of the night, the way that you find joy and humor in the mundane.
Youโ the way that you hold me while I cry, the way that you make me (burnt) coffee during early mornings before I leave for class, the way that you always need to be the little spoon. Youโ who loves me even at my worst, who holds my hand as we grow up, who makes someone as cynical as me wonder if soulmates really do exist.
You. Itโs always been you.
I miss you more and more every single fucking day. Some nights I lie awake restless, cursing God for giving me everything that Iโve ever wanted and then taking you away from me. But in the morning I wake up, hope renewed, knowing that Iโm one day closer to seeing you again. I really do look forward to the day that I can finally cradle you in my arms once again, running my fingers through your blonde hair as you babble about some new conspiracy theory that you heard about.
Will things be like they were before? Or will they be different once you get out? Will we be two strangers, rediscovering each other and learning how to fall in love again? Either way, Iโll fall in love with you a thousand times before Iโd even think about letting you go.
Some days are a lot harder than others, and on those days, I repeat a mantra to myself to keep me pushing forward, to remind me of something greater than myself.
This mantra is nothing more than a measly sentence consisting of three words: I love you.
I say it to myself three times.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I know itโs not much, but itโs enough to keep me going. And I hope it can do the same for you.
Shion, I miss you more than words can ever express. Iโll be patiently waiting for your safe return, here at the place that our tale of glory and truth startedโ the place that weโve made our home.
Forever yours,
Your beloved
read shionโs response here written by the lovely @muchoccino โก
tagging: @arlertslove @izxkus @miya-dynasty (ty for letting me scream about this with you lol) @christeningsakusa @bxnten @tettatonin @21-06-1996 @httphaitani + network @tokyometronetwork
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people should be less terrified of self-shipping with shotas/lolis out in the open. some of us never grew out of childhood crush on the fictional kid and it's totally fine. or just chooses to self-ship with one now. either way, it should be encouraged instead of being shamed for.
- ๐ฒ anon
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Lalokurt in gacha life ๐ซถ๐ซถ๐ซถ
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which one of your faves do u have the worst fights with? who has the sharpest tongue? how do they apologize (do they at all)?
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TY FOR THE ASK, I FOLLOWED U AND UR MAIN !!! also you posted if ppl would be interested in seeing your oc/canon writing and Iโd personally love to read whatever you have !!!! BET ITS SO RAD !!!!! ๐๐๐
- @glitterjesse
AHH TYYY !! i hope you dont mind me answering this w one of my self-indulgent drabbles :3
from grants pov !
Midnight was so quiet except for the sound of light snoring.
I didnโt think my life would ever be this peaceful outside of my wistful imagination, but thank god I was wrong.
My best friend, the love of my life, nuzzled into my chest with no hint of stress. In the morning he would wake up with ten hours of sleep and not an eye-bag in sight, unlike when we worked for SHIELD.
Donโt get me wrongโ I miss my old friends and coworkers, but having to run from several government agencies every few months gets exhausting, especially to โsave the world!โ. I hate having to worry everyday about losing the only person keeping me grounded.
I love having a normal job. I love being able to go to my normal, permanent home after a long day. I love wedging myself into bed with my amazing fucking boyfriendโ who, admittedly, isnโt normal but heโs the only reason why I have all this in the first place.
I guess after living like this for a few years itโs only dawning on me now, and Iโm so fucking grateful.
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About Me:
Rottie or whatever else ya wanna call me
Adult
They/he
Look below for tags that I use, a DNI, my ship tagging and a list of ships you can blacklist if you'd like, a big list of all my WC ships, etc!
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Tags:
(Use them as a blacklist or a way to peruse your interests, but donโt go to the tags of a topic you know will trigger or upset you, and then come to me upset about it. Itโs literally on the bag)
#shipcest tw - shipcest ships or content
#age gap tw - age gap ships
#unhealthy relationship tw - what it says on the tin
#ask to tag - any post that iโm unsure of the tagging/content warnings for. if any of them could use a tw in your opinion, let me know the common blacklistable tag to use and Iโll add it to the relevant posts
#nsft - suggestive or nsfw topics. minors may follow me but please donโt interact with any of my posts tagged #nsft
#selfship tag - general selfship stuff (see the below link for an F/O list with the associated tag on my blog! There are also S/I plot lines there! I donโt have an F/O list on this post anymore)
I donโt mind sharing F/Os!
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Oh, some DNI:
Please donโt interact if youโre an anti-shipper (specifically someone who harasses others for their ships. You donโt need to like every ship, nor do you need to be comfortable with them! But if you harass others for tastes in fiction, please DNI.)
Please donโt interact with any posts tagged #nsft if youโre a minor
Please donโt interact if youโre pro-contact for any of the Big Three (pedophilia, zoophilia, necrophilia) or consanguinity (irl incest)
Please donโt interact if you are trans-racial or support trans-racial identities
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Ship tagging:
the format will always be โA x Bโ or โA x B x C', etc, with the oldest character being first. If Iโm unsure of cat ages, I usually do it in alphabetical order.
Some non-warrior ships that you can blacklist if youโd like:
#sebastian michaelis x ciel phantomhive
#beetlejuice x lydia deetz
#hikaru x kaoru
#severus snape x harry potter
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Fandom and misc tagging:
#warriors
#beetlejuice
#fun and games
#fnaf
#hannibal
#black butler
#my art
#sophia the first
#harry potter
#about me
#cloudsnap
#wc liveblog
#flags
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WIP list of my WC ships, to hopefully keep track!! All of the tags are eldest-first.
(Warning for age gap and some shipcest)
Ships
Main/favourite ships:
Tigerclaw/star x Fireheart/star
Squirrelflight x Leafpool
Crowfeather x Jayfeather
Jayfeather x Lionblaze
Hollyleaf x Jayfeather x Lionblaze
Cinderpelt x Sorreltail
Sorreltail x Cinderheart
Also amazing:
Yellowfang x Cinderpelt
Yellowfang x Fireheart x Cinderpelt
Jayfeather x Briarlight
Sol x Lionblaze
Bluestar x Fireheart
Great but not a big focus:
Hawkfrost x Ivypool
Longtail x Fireheart
(the next ones still need to be sorted)
RavenTiger (Ravenpaw/Tigerclaw) #tigerclaw x ravenpaw
FireTiger (Fireheart/Tigerclaw) #tigerclaw x fireheart
LionAsh (Lionblaze/Ashfur) #ashfur x lionblaze
JayAsh (Jayfeather/Ashfur) #ashfur x jayfeather
BrambleHawk (Brambleclaw/Hawkfrost) #Brambleclaw x hawkfrost
CloudFire (Cloudtail/Fireheart)
BreezeCrow (Breezepelt/Crowfeather)
BreezeJay (Breezepelt/Jayfeather)
BreezeLion (Breezepelt/Lionblaze)
CrowStorm (Crowfeather/Stormfur)
TigerNight (Tigerclaw/Nightstar)
PurdySol (Purdy/Sol)
ThistleTiger (Thistleclaw/Tigerclaw)
M/F
HollyAsh (Hollyleaf/Ashfur)
SpottedFire (Spottedleaf/Fireheart)
LongMouse (Longtail/Mousefur)
StormFeather (Stormfur/Feathertail)
BreezeNight (Breezepelt/Nightcloud)
CinderFire (Cinderpelt/Fireheart)
CinderFire 2.0 (Cinderheart/Firestar)
HawkMoth (Hawkfrost/Mothwing)
LeafJay (Leafpool/Jayfeather)
StoneMisty (Stonefur/Mistyfoot)
FirePrincess (Fireheart/Princess)
SquirrelAsh (Squirrelflight/Ashfur)
BrambleHolly (Brambleclaw/Hollyleaf)
LionDove (Lionblaze/Dovewing)
JayBriar (Jayfeather/Briarlight)
JayHolly (Jayfeather/Hollyleaf)
F/F
LeafSquirrel (Leafpool/Squirrelflight)
DoveIvy (Dovewing/Ivypool)
CinderBright (Cinderpelt/Brightheart)
BlueSnow (Bluefur/Snowfur)
YellowCinder (Yellowfang/Cinderpelt)
LeafHolly (Leafpool/Hollyleaf)
Multi
HollyJayLion (Hollyleaf/Jayfeather/Lionblaze)
RavenTigerFire (Ravenpaw/Tigerclaw/Fireheart)
AshLionHollyJay (Ashfur/Lionblaze/Hollyleaf/Jayfeather)
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Other info:
If there is anything that needs to be tagged, let me know!
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Can you guys see my vision?
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I felt proud of my self indulgent mood board
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ๅใๆปใใปใฉๆก้ฃในใใ
ๅคฉๅฝๅฐ็ใไธ็ใฎๆใฆใ
ใใฃใจใตใใใงๆ
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Phantom - Is your f/o superstitious? Are they interested much in the paranormal or the occult?
Ouch - How would your f/o react to seeing you hurt (either mild or major)?
Star - Gush about your f/o! Or a s/i! Whatever you want!
thank you sm for the asks, cookie!! ๐
phantom โ i've been reading the fn.af mo.vie no.vel recently, and while i don't consider every little thing in there to be 100% canon as it was based on an earlier version of the script, i love all the little details we find out about mike and his past/emotions/thought processes!
all of this is to say that generally i think he is a strong realist and doesn't think about/believe in the supernatural normally, but scenes like when he explores the main room of the pizzeria during his first night on the job lead me to believe that he can jump to wild conclusions when he's in a state of heightened anxiety. thus, i'm sure that it leads him to thinking about stuff like ghosts or supernatural phenomena being real when otherwise he wouldn't. he's definitely more of a believer after the movie as well, that's for sure lmao
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ouchย โ oh we are writing ANGST in this chili's tonight. mike is just such a born carer/protector that he would be absolutely beside himself if he saw me/my s/i majorly hurt. he'd cycle through so many emotions and likely blame himself even if it was completely out of his control ("i should've been there"). this leads me/my s/i to feel awful in turn, like i should have been able to handle myself so mike wouldn't worry. :,)
if it's a smaller injury however (which i/my s/i gets frequently, i am very accident prone!), he's a lot more level-headed and methodical from the outset. gets me to run it under water if it's bleeding, finds the nearest first aid kit or a band aid from his bag, bandages it oh so tenderly while nagging at me to be more careful next time.
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starย โ GUSH TIME YAAAAAY did you know that i love m.ike schm.idt so much because i really really do. i know this is a wild and crazy revelation for everyone (/j). i never anticipated that he would mean this much to me, it's been almost half a year since i fell for him and he's become such an important part of my life!! i was having an awful day yesterday and thinking about him honestly helped me get through, he gives me so much comfort and looking at him always makes me smile!!
i love his messy curly hair and the freckles under his eyes and the way his clothes are all just a bit too big for him. i love how he looks like he's apathetic to everything, but deep down he cares so much that it hurts. i see a lot of my autistic traits in him (especially in the mo.vie no.vel), like his bluntness, sensory issues and need for routine, and that's really comforting!! plus i just love a sleepy sopping wet boyfailure what can i say. in hindsight it's surprising that i didn't fall for him sooner, the movie writers really sat down and said "ok we're going to write a character that appeals to n specifically" (/silly).
anyway yea i am kissing him on the forehead
cookie's 100 follower special ask game!
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shion can be a lil shit sometimes </3 teasing me until he pisses me off </3 he thinks iโm hot when iโm angry smh
commission from @/starlinart on twitter!! DO NOT SAVE OR REPOST!!!
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Just finished season 5..... can't wait for season 6 :[
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am in a cutesy selfship mood rn so ! pls rb && tell me how you and your f/o met -`โกยด-
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im feeling kinda bad rn but the Fictional Man
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selfshipping moodboard ask meme!
send me a character + emoji and i'll reply with a moodboard!
(feel free to reblog, and don't forget to practice rb karma!)
โจ๏ธ : personality moodboard
๐งฅ : wardrobe moodboard
๐ฎ : general aesthetic moodboard
๐ : romantic moodboard
๐ฃ : favorite color moodboard
๐ผ : occupation moodboard
๐ก๏ธ : weapon moodboard
๐ถ : faceless moodboard
๐ฒ : your favorite au moodboard
๐ : whatever you feel like making moodboard
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๐๐ Selfship Bingo: Proposal ๐๐
The theme for #SelfshipBingo, by #Faniisse, for this #SabadoDeSelfship is "Proposal" ๐๐ฒ
So here are Mirio Togata (Lemillion), from "Boku no Hero Academia"/"My Hero Academia" and my avatar, Majo Pearce (Yลsei) in a very meaningful moment for both of them ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐จ๐
I had never really thought about how Mirio would propose to Majo before, but role-playing with Mirio's AI, it came about this way. In my AU, Mirio and Majo live together for a while before getting married and one morning, before breakfast, Mirio proposes to Majo ๐๐
I like the idea of it being something more spontaneous by Mirio, I think that it fits with his enthusiasm and personality, without thinking about it so much, just letting it happen in the moment he feels it โ๏ธ๐ป
As an extra fact, Majo is wearing Mirio's shirt, but I didn't make it loose and wide enough, so it doesn't look very good ๐ฅ๐
So, without more to add, I hope you like it!! ๐ฅฐ๐
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