#𓇻 Rambles
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do i live alone? yes.
did i also just whine out loud and have a little mini tantrum going "i wanna go to sleep! i don't wanna be a human anymore! i don't wanna work tomorrow!" out loud? also yes.
i'm having a moment.
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❤️😳😖🎵✨
You can decide which selfship you talk about but I wanna know it all 💚
💟 pining stage ask game ! 💟
ohkay bear with me as this develops from my lil mind space. im doing it for my poly! osmau & kita ship. (i spun a wheel and rolled a dice and they both said this one heh)
under the cut cause i went off?
💗 was either of you flirty during the pining stage?
oh gosh. me and osamu all day every day. kita was too respectful and never tried to make a pass at me or anything. (i got so extremely shy over him about it too) but osamu and i worked together and it got to the point where other workers were like... is there a relationship coming soon? it caused both of us to go red and we didn't talk for the rest of the day.
😳 what moment flustered them the most?
for kita - there was one night where osamu offered to host a party at onigiri miya (celebrating something for atsumu) and everyone got dressed up for it. it was the first time kita had seen me out of my work uniform and in a dress. he swore his heart stopped when he saw me in it. he was caught by aran having wandering eyes with how the dress framed my curves.... had to excuse himself to the bathroom to splash water on his face and remind himself that staring wasn't respectful... and neither were his thoughts...
for osamu - my car broke down before work one day and i was supposed to work the opening shift with osamu. he offered to come pick me up so i didnt have to worry about transit. i was running late and he was running early, he got there and i was still disheveled, opened the door with my work shirt unbuttoned, low-cut undershirt visible, barefoot and hair still messy from sleep. i offered him to come inside and sit down as i apologized for my state. he had to decline and sit in his car until his boner went away.... spent the whole shift thinking about me looking like that in the back room of the shop...
😖 what moment flustered you the most?
the first time kita complimented me. he wasn't doing it in a flirting way, it was just... so nonchalant. just a casual, "you look beautiful with your hair like that" as he was bringing in the delivery. something so simple shouldn't have flustered me but the way he said it like a fact made my heart race and face flush. my brain couldn't work to find a proper response before he left i was still standing there in shock when a coworker came to lock the door he'd left through. (i was so embarrassed.)
when osamu finally let me off the register and was teaching me how to work in the back. it was the cliche teaching me how to make the onigiri. i was doing fine but he was trying to teach my hands to do it faster. but he stood across the counter from me, fingers poking at mine to adjust their position as his hands engulfed mine. he caught me staring at the size of his hands vs mine when i didn't answer a question he'd asked three times. he teased me about it the rest of the day, using minor things to discreetly compare the sizes of our hands. (i thought about quitting to save the embarrassment of going back the next day)
🎵 are there any songs that describe your pining stage?
oh gosh... im terrible at songs but.... baby by logic :)
✨ share something random from the pining stage!
um kita is the first of us to realize that there's any mutual feelings. lol he knows he has feelings for osamu, that's been ongoing for a while. and he can clearly see me and osamu flirting with each other. and he knows that he has feelings for me. me and osamu? oblivious lil shits.
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hihi !! can i request alhaitham cyno and tighnari x gn reader that's usually quiet but when the boys bring up an interest of reader's it just gets reader rambling and talking all excited wanting to explain everything to the boys. so the boys are jus smiling and nodding while letting reader ramble to their heart's content !! thankyou in advance !! (sorry if this sent again !)
Hiya! Thanks for the request and I hope you like it! Sorry they're a bit short! I also didn't see another one, so I don't think it was sent multiple times ^w^
𓇻 Alhaitham
Honestly, the quiet doesn't bother him. He's not much of a rambler himself. You guys talk enough and the rest of it is usually comfortable silence.
That is until you two apparently stumbled upon a topic that interested you. Alhaitham didn't realize how much though.
You started talking... and you didn't stop. Normally, it would irritate him. Like, enough.
But the way you practically glowed when you were going on and on and on just brought a smile to his face. Honestly, at some point, the man stopped listening and was just enjoying how happy you were.
He has a new topic to become well versed in now.
Cyno 𓇻
Much like Alhaitham, he's the type to just enjoy the silence. Nothing wrong with it. People often wonder how you two work out in the relationship and he doesn't know why.
Cyno talks about his day, you talk about yours, you're both happy. There's no need to just talk all day.
That is... until he brought up a topic you liked. You began talking and just kept going with no end in sight and he absolutely loved it.
There is just this happiness on your face, in your voice, in your soul, that's so addicting. So, eventually, he'll just stare at your face with the softest of smiles as you keep going on and on.
He may stop listening and some point but keep going. Please, keep going.
𓇻 Tighnari
For the most part, Tighnari does a lot of the talking in the relationship. It's not that you're disinterested, it's just that his research comes up a lot.
He does wonder if he's always being too much. Like, he noticed it's always usually him talking about his work but you claimed it never bothers you.
He didn't understand until the day he accidentally brought up a topic you're super interested in. The way your eyes lit up and you began talking.
He finally got what you meant when you said you liked watching him get excited over his interests. He loves watching you just talk and talk.
Sometimes, well... ok, a lot, when Tighnari misses your voice or just wants to listen to you talk, he'll just ask a random question about that topic you like and just watch you go off. It's the best.
#genshin alhaitham x reader#genshin cyno x reader#genshin tighnari x reader#genshin impact x reader#genshin x reader#gender neutral reader#🖊─ pocky’s writings
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the embarrassment of coughing in public. then trying to stop it. only to end up coughing harder because it got worse by trying to stop it. and now you’re crying cause you’re coughing so hard. and now your nose is stuffy because you’re crying. and no i swear i’m not sick i’m just stupid and choked on a bit of water and it’s devolved and—
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me: i don’t think my favorite color is too apparent
also me:
#i promise this was not on purpose#i showed some people but everyone is asleep so i tell the void 🫶🏼#𓇻 rambles
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if i say i hit a milestone and wanted to do an event.. would people be interested
#i actually hit it like just before october started but i didn’t wanna do one when kinktober was starting…#𓇻 rambles
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im struggling with motivation for anything today. but i made food rather than ordering something which is more than i can say for the entire past week.
gonna write a little to feel some joy before i keep working on this project. but my kitty just crawled onto the couch with me and wrapped his front paws around my leg and now he's doing it with my arm.
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told my mom i was too anxious to go to the get together my old work is having tonight because i knew my brain was gonna convince itself by the end of the night that i was unwelcome and they were only being nice to my face until i left…
she told me “i think you need to tackle your things”
… what? “your anxiety you need to learn to do something about it.”
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i accidentally forgot the one thing i always bring with me when i go on a walk alone (a pocket knife) but im going to a cute lil winter pop up market and am feeling good so have a pic or two 💜
you missed her photos <//3 but here’s her spoils!!
cute crystal/stone mushrooms. some gold earrings. 3 flavors of (really good) honey. the top one is lemon and blue spirulina. the middle is hibiscus, lima and ginger. and the bottom is beetroot, cinnamon, black pepper and sumac.
and then my cute resin things. two keychains, a magnet, and the honeycomb shaped one is actually a set of coasters 🥰
#she’s turning heads on the street lowkey#if i get cute things ima reblog with an update#𓇻 faces of the moon#𓇻 Rambles
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end of thanksgiving over here where i am and wanna say—
1. thank you everyone for the birthday wishes i did have a good day minus some family drama but i love you all 💜
2. i wanna say that i am thankful for the little community i have on here, this past year has been rough for me to say the least… but to everyone i met this year and to everyone that has stuck around with me— i adore you all more than you could know this little blog is becoming a safe space for me again slowly and i love you all for helping me do that
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ex just texted me an update about the cats and i said thanks and this is the convo that followed:
him: so how’s the cruise, anyone in your sights for a “good time” yet?
me: um? i’m in a relationship?
him: oh yeah forgot about that
me: mhm sure
him: i’m just saying, i know you and if you weren’t taken you’d have a couple in your sights
me: uh? idk how to take that?
him: take it as you wish is what i’m saying
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i did something stupid and hadn’t moved my arm in a bit because i forgot it was broken. and i went to shake my phone because i needed to undo what i’d just deleted and i screamed in pain and now i wanna curl into a ball
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every time i see a “back to school” ad, my heart cries a little more
i am ready to have a schedule to keep to again, but i am not ready to go back to work yet 😭
#there's at least 2 commercials in every episode ive watched recently#it makes me so waahhhhh#don't wanna go back#middle school students fresh from vacay scare me#𓇻 rambles
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tryna focus on my positives instead of negatives.
like instead of being sad at myself for not doing anything but laying on the couch and sleeping or binging tv…
i got up for the first time in a week and made dinner last night. it was just rice and heating up chicken but i did it.
i got up for the first time in a week and showered and am going out to buy groceries finally since being home.
do i wish i did more? yeah. but it’s progress and i’m gonna try to be proud of that.
#finding my wallet was a mission bc i couldn’t remember where i left it when i got home from the airport last week#𓇻 rambles
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so emotional and for what reason. lobotomize me.
#would like to toss my emotions in the trash.#stabbing them with a stick as i corral them into a little corner#𓇻 rambles
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