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solarisgod Β· 4 months
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[ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : angelparadox is weird as fuck @ cry [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : we were hoping we could come to la to spend our breaks with you but he was very against it [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : wait is la one of the places you have to go for work? [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : are you even going to get a holiday break? [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : christ
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 Micah have been staring at the text series sent from Steelstorm , gently biting their lower lip . Three minute passes β…‹ they are still trying to figure how they can respond to him . The fact that Angelparadox let them do this Miracle alone for two months when it seems a lot better to work with their Hieroquaternity instead . They recall the doubt β…‹ suspicion expressed from their other Starwakers . If it were not for Warlock accompanying them while ignoring Break Beyond Force's order of it not getting involved with their work , Micah is certain they would fall in a lot of difficult positions , including the time when Cosmochoice tried to kill them in late November . Micah then remembers the time when Angelparadox made them have a spar with Adoniram while encouraging the pair to fight each other as a test . Their hand shakes .
 [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : He actually warned me not to visit my family.  [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : It must be his Awareness that told him I was planning to, but I stood up for myself.  [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : I demanded for at least one week of break.  [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : He just hummed β…‹ hung up without a word.  [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : I guess I do have a break, but I have to be very vigilant with it anyway. Los Angeles is my last visit.  [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : After I became an Antigod β…‹ moved to D.C. to work for the Force, I didn't get to see my family. Seven months. I miss them so much.  [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : But I will not let anything with my work happen to anyone of my family.  [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : I swear to the stars.  [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : I do think he's not letting you guys visit me for very specific reasons. I don't know what, but I don't trust his intentions.  [ πŸ“² β¦Ώ THE UNHOLY QUATERNITY ] : What do you guys think? @oncehunted @oncehaunted @fatefire
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solarisgod Β· 5 months
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 Micah still haven't been able to find how these shadows β…‹ reflections can turn into multidimensional shapes , being able to wander without being bounded to their respective sources ─ they can be fully free now . It almost seems as they would evolve over time the longer they exist as sentient . They recall the goals Lux β…‹ Nox hold of wanting the shadows β…‹ reflections to have their own freedom . There is a greater likelihood now that they are responsible for the high activity of the shadows β…‹ reflections based on their observations , though , they still can not help but grip onto the possibility that the Infernal Infinity have to do with the occurrences , placing a target on the Martyr pair for them to go after instead of the Infernal Infinity .
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 While searching for FengΓ‘ri , Micah has been travelling through the woods , believing they will likely find the Moon in an isolated area instead of the populated . She and Ílios are always moving across the world , but , surely , they will find one of the pair soon . If Micah can meet either sooner , maybe they can help them share any new knowledge of the sentient shadows β…‹ reflections based on the experiences they may see or hear from their worldwide travelling . Micah feel like they are close to the conclusion , yet , so far ─ A hiss escapes Micah , stopping as their Awareness fli- fli- FLICKERS ─ ( A FIGURE STANDS AHEAD OF MICAH , WATCHING ─ ) Their heart nearly freezes at the striking familiarity ─
 One hundred fifteen corpses flash ─ infinite hands reach ─ Polarispride , Byte , they're dead ─ Micah growls , narrowed eyes glowing cyan β…‹ red with their hands clenched , celestial horror held . ❝ Cos ─ ❞ One hundred fifteen Saints dead ─ too many innocents g o n e ─ ❝ C O S M O ! ─ ❞ Flame bursts wildly in Micah's hand before they FLING it towards @cosmogaze .
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solarisgod Β· 4 months
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 Hours later at the amusement park with Evangel β…‹ Warlock , as Micah told the former that they would for their birthdays , with the sun gently falling behind the trio , they have been exploring the corner of the park . Micah β…‹ Evangel are eating their cotton candies while Warlock looks ahead , its body tensed since their arrival . Evangel keeps giving it concerned looks β…‹ at few points asked Micah if it's okay . Micah can detect Warlock's emotions β…‹ thoughts from the special link that was established between them . Assuring their sibling it wasn't used to being in an environment like here , Micah senses it is on high alert for Lux's β…‹ Nox's ambush . Along with Angelparadox's warning , the pair lingers at the back of their own mind , too , but they try not to let them ruin the plan . Evangel have Warlock β…‹ themself .
#SELFSHOWNOWPLAYING#DEVEILS#HOPEBORN#///#//#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ HOPEBORN . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ EVANGEL . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ DEVEILS . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ WARLOCK . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ IC . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ V : MAIN / ACT I.III. . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ CYOA MODE . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ MICAH . ›
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γ€€β—œ 𝑰 . β—žγ€€The first time when Micah met Ahri in the dream where there's only kindness in shining stars β…‹ blooming flowers between them , deep within their exchange , xe could sense her gaze lingering over xyr body : Bare appearing , all bearing scars β…‹ unhealed bruises β…‹ deep burnt tales β–¬β–¬β–¬
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€( You are used to diverse reactions that you'd get seeing your damaged body , unloved by the world . At five years old , you viciously refused to bathe for the first time at your new home , not wanting your new wounds to be seen , still uncared for . You expected responses of anger , wild burning through you , but there was a woman who didn't do anything to you . She only sat in the tub , her clothes soaked . The bathroom door was open . She wasn't trapping you as you had a choice to leave . Eventually , you stayed with her . You stayed with your pain hidden , β…‹ when she saw it one day β–¬ everything β–¬ she still stayed with you . The man she loved , he didn't get to see until few months later , yet , he also stayed with you . Your parents never saw you as a tragedy . You have always been their beloved star child . )
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Ahri didn't say anything about Micah's scars in the end . Instead , while it seemed like she understand xyr state most painfully , as a tender whisper : ❝ β…‹ I wish I could tell you that the aching was a beautiful rebirth of some magnificent kind , but there is no beauty to be found in this kind of survival . ❞
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Micah breathed with the burning stars above , even through the long β…‹ deep felt aches , the brightest could think β–¬ say : I am still here , I am still here , I am still here β–¬ ( β…‹ isn't that terrifyingly beautiful enough ? ) ❝ As long as I am still alive , trying to love the universe as much as myself , I think that will be always beautiful enough to me . ❞ This God eating hope , it is beautiful / horrifying / everything at once .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Xe smiled β…‹ held Ahri's clawed hand , like the moon holding the sun .
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γ€€β—œ 𝑰𝑰 . β—žγ€€Micah gave Ahri a bracelet on the second occasion where xe met her in person a near month after meeting her in the dream . When xe finally found her outside the dream realm that gave xem a map to Ahri's residence , the kindness that xe held for her despite knowing in a short time was infinite . This created trails of flowers xyr footsteps left behind until xe reached to the forest that welcomed xem home .
      ❝ I wanted to gift you a flower, but . . . please , have my garden . ❞ / ❝ Oh precious star , I do not need a gift , not when you have come to me . ❞
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Rosy blushes formed in Micah's warm cheeks at the recall , though , how xe kept shining more as xe gently took Ahri's hand so she could slip into the bracelet . ❝ I love making arts so much , especially for those I care about . ❞ The people who I love . Micah softly smiles . The bracelet Ahri wears is a silver chain with lavender crystal spheres , carrying the pendant shaped as a fox , sculpted by the kind hands of the everbright constellation .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€In great care , xyr hands guided the bracelet to Ahri's wrist , β…‹ , from watching closely , she could see black spots on certain areas of xyr left , skin parts void of blood / life . Yet , even though these cut scars across them existed , all agony bearing , xyr gentle hands felt like coming home . ( What possessed such unbearable light , light , light β–¬ ) Ahri's gaze lifted as Micah raised her hand .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Xe kissed her wrist that carried the bracelet , this endless love .
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γ€€β—œ 𝑰𝑰𝑰 . β—žγ€€Micah have stayed over at Ahri's home for one night . They shared a tender evening that soon formed a rainy weather , β…‹ Ahri insisted xem to stay or xe could get sick from the rainfall . The weather continued at past midnight when Micah was finally going to bed , xyr body once restless from xyr insomnia . Sensitive to clothing materials , Micah removed xyr shirt for better chance of quickly falling asleep β…‹ lied down on the cool sheet , softly wishing Ahri goodnight .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Several minutes passed before Ahri noticed , as much as Micah tried xyr best to appear as otherwise so xe wouldn't disturb her rest , that xe was still awake from hearing the occasional shuffles , seemingly in an uncomfortable position .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Concerned , Ahri planned to ask what's wrong before Micah whispered ,
      ❝ Ahri , can you sleep next to me , please ? ❞
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€She learnt xe usually couldn't sleep without having something to hold , like a soft blanket or plushie . Micah sought comfort in her presence , a hunger shaped as vixen teeth β…‹ claws , sweet sanguine β…‹ deadly lavender wild nature . In Ahri , through man massacres born from animalistic instincts , xe saw a friend .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Ahri carefully held xem , watching the stars slowly dim in her embrace . Micah kept giggling , xyr eyes squinted . Sleepy giddiness built in xem from hugging Ahri's arm , nuzzling her shoulder . From this position , she could see finer details of xyr scars β…‹ tattoos across xyr body . Beauty β…‹ horror stared back at her .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€She didn't touch them . She couldn't .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Micah soon fell silent β…‹ still .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Ahri held xem closely to her chest , protecting her stars .
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γ€€β—œ 𝑽𝑰 . β—žγ€€On the full moon , Micah β…‹ Ahri were bathing in the lunar light together , the stars shining upon their existences with the motherly moon . Rested against the open field on their backs , they exchanged personal facts β…‹ stories , finding joys in the smallest details of each other .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Ahri's gaze softened at the sight of Micah , xyr facial expression lax while xyr body radiates silver serenity . She sensed waves of tenderness rolling over from xem . Micah made a happy squeak β…‹ leaned closer , xyr face pressed into the warm curve of Ahri's neck .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Between them , only love lived freely .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Upon midnight , Ahri saw faint light β…‹ glanced down , seeing Micah's scars glow gently with the moon β…‹ stars . Xe didn't seem to notice , xyr focus had been on Ahri's hands that xe's playing with , finger lightly tracing along the palm lines . ( Maybe Micah already knew , but didn't want to bring so much attention to them . )
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Her fingers hovered over the glowing scars . She still didn't touch them . She wanted to know who could hurt xem like this . Who would desire to inflict Micah while xe had brought kindness to this world . Who did she have to kill β–¬
      ❝ You can touch them , ❞ Micah's whisper broke the silence , xyr soft gaze on Ahri's palms not once breaking . Xe held her hands to xyr chest , xyr open heart , ❝ I trust you , Ahri , ❞ I love you .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Ahri's hands slowly lifted to hold xyr cheeks , her thumbs brushing skin .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Her lips met Micah's scar on the bridge of xyr nose .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Between the cerulean sky β…‹ sanguine wilderness , love still stayed .
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γ€€β—œ 𝑽 . β—žγ€€Ahri stared at the new slow healing wounds β…‹ scars that Micah's body held , the most prominent being a deep line around xyr neck . It had been a while since she last saw xem β…‹ finding Micah once more in a wounded state , the sight hurt Ahri . This pain have worsened when Micah greeted her like nothing happened to xem . Micah kept shining , even in the abyss . The world didn't love xem enough as it seemed since a very long time , yet , Micah only kept loving it .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€The world should be horrified by xyr impossible endurance .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Ahri found a warm smile on Micah's face , xyr eyes bright as always , before she was embraced in xyr arms β–¬ what felt like home , home , home β–¬ Ahri returned xem the gesture , but didn't let go of xem .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€She held Micah close with all of the stars in xem β…‹ these scars on xem .
      ❝ Thank you , ❞ Micah softly said to Ahri , xyr gaze meeting hers β…‹ everything in her shattered at the gleams across the eyes , tears bearing . Xyr grasp around her tightened . ❝ Thank you for being kind to me , Ahri . ❞
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Her heart ached deeply at the gratitude that xe didn't need to give , not when xe had only ever been kind to all . She wanted to ask what happened so she could tear everyone who laid a finger on Micah , DEVOUR / DEVOUR / DEVOUR β–¬
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€A feeble cry left Micah shaking terribly , broken apart into stardust .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Ahri found it was not violence or vengance that xe needed . Xyr body shook β…‹ she saw it was begging to be held , to be loved still even after everything .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€She kept holding xem , reminding Micah that xe was still loved β–¬
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€She loved xem .
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γ€€β—œ ⁺𝑰𝑽 . β—žγ€€Micah stares at Ahri , their presences pressed against each other at her abode . Much time was taken for Micah to find xemself back to reality , to Ahri , β…‹ found calmness . Micah's hand held Ahri's , loved hand in loving hand .
      ❝ Most of what we have , the older ones , they came from our childhood , ❞ Micah quietly shares to her . Ahri didn't say anything , but the way she has been looking at xem , her gaze of sorrow asked xem everything . When Micah said , we , xe meant the Starwake System . She may not understand human health conditions that are as complex as Dissociative Identity Disorder , but even as sharp β…‹ stealthy Ahri is , a fear to man , xe trusted her more than enough to disclose xyr DID β–¬ I am not one / I am one of the many / We exist so none of us could ever be all alone ever again β–¬
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Micah doesn't say more . The word , childhood , said painfully enough . Xe gently guides Ahri's hand to touch xyr arm , most skin being burnt . Xe feels nothing when she touches this part , but the memories burn all deeply through xem . ❝ I did this to us when I was five years old , after I killed my latest foster family who did really bad things to us . . . ❞ Micah grimaces , but xe still lets Ahri hold xyr burnt arm . ❝ I can't remember why I did it . ❞ Maybe I did it because I wanted to know if this was all real β–¬ if I was real enough , even in all of these white noises . Mama , I lived , raised by the ghosts in my head .
      ❝ There is no beauty found in this kind of survival , ❞ Micah echoes the words Ahri said to xem when they first met in that ethereal dream , xyr voice gentle . ❝ But we are still here , I am still here . I still love . ❞ β…‹ that has to mean more than shattered selves β…‹ faint shadows β…‹ dead dreams . Tears roll over Micah's cheeks , but xe doesn't stop speaking from the bottom of xyr celestial heart . Micah never stops trying to love . ❝ I want that to be good enough . ❞ I am trying everything in me to make my constant existence mean good enough .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Micah softly smiles at @vulpesse β–¬ despite , despite , DESPITE β–¬ ❝ I am forever most grateful that I still exist so I could meet you . ❞ Xe leans further against her , head on shoulder . ❝ I love you , Ahri . ❞ This is a promise made by the endless brightest stars , gently given to the she - fox with sharp claws β…‹ wild eyes β…‹ sanguine teeth . This endless love of Micah's for Ahri , it does not flinch at the thousand raging suns in her wild heart .
γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€γ€€Her clawed hand in xyr burnt hand , love stayed , becoming home .
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 It has been harsh for the past few weeks since xyr resurrection . The aftereffects of it still linger while Adoniram leaving everyone from Father Lucas' home adds the pain , although Micah tries to continue holding some light in xemself as time quickly β…‹ slowly passes into February , the month of love . The thoughts of Adoniram keep flickering in xyr mind . ( Micah misses him dearly , but xe can not force Adoniram to stay where he could mentally worsen by xyr presence that was emotionally hurting xem , so Micah can only most hope he'll find peace on his own . ) β…‹ then , there is Warlock . . .
 Strange asking xem to be xyr Valentine makes Micah remember that this month's holiday can be the first time spent with Warlock . Xe hoped to try to spending Valentine's Day with it β…‹ Adoniram together at once , but as the latter is absent , xe wonders if Warlock will accept xyr invitation to be xyr Valentine , especially given the latest events . . . ❝ Warlock ? ❞ Micah softly calls at the backyard , watching it inhale its cigarette . @lunarisdog quirks a brow at xem who stops by its side . Xe rubs xyr numb hand . ❝ I know this is a lot to ask , but . . . ❞ Micah takes a deep breath , ❝ I was wondering if , um . . . ❞
 Micah tries to focus on its hand , xyr own burning deeply to hold it close , ❝ We can spend Valentine's Day together ? I - I get things have been intense for a while , but I'd really like to spend this day with you for our first time . I don't want anything to hold me back from . . . ❞ xe considers xyr choice of phrasing , ❝ Having a special time with you . ❞ Silence takes over the atmosphere β…‹ Micah glances away , xyr whole body flushed .
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γ€€Micah still vividly recalls the thick paths of blood leaving xyr eyes , the burning more intense than xem bearing tears . It's a haunting experience of agony that xe will never forget . Fortunately , @lunarisdog have been able to accompany xem throughout the painful development in a week before xe gained the Eyes of God . Micah now understands what it's like for Warlock to share a similar experience when it developed its own . Devoured in the darkness for a few days now , Micah sits on the bed's edge , waiting for Warlock to clean xyr bloodshot eyes . ❝ Lovelock , ❞ xe whispers , ❝ When can I see again ? ❞ As one of the strongest Antigods , xyr blindness should be temporary , but the fact doesn't remove the anxiety that xe may no longer be able to see once more , forever trapped in where xe once feared . ❝ I miss looking at you . ❞ Xyr eyes begin to pulsate , ache , β…‹ xe wonders if xe's going to cry blood again . In the end , Micah doesn't want to know anymore .
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In Pandora where horrors linger forever deep in the shapes of humans and monsters, it's bound for cautiousness would be held tightly against the celestial heart. Especially given the long and ongoing event of the Infernal Infinity placing a target on xem, the concept of peace has become nothing more than a sharp blur. Every Starwakers have been on edge since their recent temporary death, although Micah continues to venture out on the wild planet, determined to seek clues that will take xem to the answers they need to bring harmony. The paranatural phenomenons with the sentient shadows and reflections continue to rise from from their sources who they murdered. Despite the terror always following xem close, Micah needs to believe in xemself still─ HOPE─
"How long have you been standing there?"
Micah can't see the other's face, hood concealed from curious eyes of xyrs while xe stands perfectly still before him. He seems to be in some sort of an inconvenience that have pulled xyr attention closer while xe was on investigation. Waves of distrust flow within xem, coming from a single to few co-conscious Starwakers, like Phoebus and Phobos, not wanting them to be placed in danger by Micah's concern for everyone around them. Love, it is as gentle as it is violent. Yet, the constellation made in the name of love still reach out to him, unmoved as providing space. "Like, half a minute," Micah answers gently to @jackdup with a smile, warm and genuine as the sun itself, "Do you need help there?" xe offers him support, hoping he won't see xem as a threat.
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micah stands between reality and unreality, their expression blank and eyes void of light as there is a figure before them. white noises fill in heavy air with its soft muffled sounds β€” they try to listen more, break through the deep numbness that is drowning them whole β€” "you're bleeding β€”" their memories are in distortion, meaningless. they can't remember how they reached here. everything feels so far away. nothing makes sense. everywhere burns and burns and b β€” slowly, carefully, they touch their hips, palms bearing blood that is real and fake all at sickening once. you're bleeding β€” i'm dying β€”
"i'm okay."
a voice falls firm and sharper gaze lifts β€” phoebus stares at charlie, their grip against the wound tighten to keep the blood from leaving their sore body. "do you - do you have a medical kit around here ??" visions blur, they don't realize they're shaking, coldness embracing them entirely. phoebus steps into charlie's home, trying not to fall, despite the heavy weight present on their existence. they shouldn't be here to protect @goodheartt, but, micah β€” "just ... give me some time and space, and my hips will be f- fine all patched up." more blood takes over their skin, the floor, then all around them β€”
phoebus closes their eyes.
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i've been focused observing the home of @bakshiis, almost if i'm in a museum. it is true we never came to your house before. i'm well aware of your private nature and i respect it. it was only luck though that you allowed me to stay over your house when i blurted out the idea of us spending a night together. sleepovers are so much fun and i love them so much! my backpack worn with a walking cane held, i remember you're here and gaze at you, beaming sweetly. "so where's the guest room!?" i chirp an inquiry through excited grin, "this is gonna be one of the greatest sleepovers ever!" in a giggle of delight, my feet bounce, the childlike excitement washed over me entirely.
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 Xyr head continues to spin as its word echo across celestial mind . Warlock isn't usually the one to call xem such affectionate names , more than its Moon β…‹ from Stardust to Starlight . Micah haven't stopped thinking about what it called xem earlier since then . How much tenderness that word holds from a being who is infinite sanguine teeth β…‹ claws . ❝ Babystar ? ❞ Micah softly asks Warlock when the gentle night falls , xyr warm body huddled close before to its coldest own on bed , firm arms around waist . A giggle slips xem at the nickname , xyr cheeks in pretty pinks . Micah squeaks out of joy , ❝ Is that what I am to you ? ❞ While lovingly held , Micah falls into the deep softness , xyr heart filled with endless adoration for only Warlock . Xe looks up , avoiding eye contact , β…‹ kisses its jawline . ❝ You're so cute , you know that ? ❞ A giggly tease given before xe leans against @lunarisdog , playing with the lines of its calloused palms , cherishing it all .
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solarisgod Β· 2 months
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a few days later after the grand final trial, micah finds themself in the dreaming where they meet the dream of endless, its presence cold and distant as ever, though, there is a certain raw shift in the celestial atmosphere between them that does not bring micah apprehension, but comfort providing. it knows. IT KNOWS WHAT YOU HAVE DONE AT THE REALM OF DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES β€” screams follow micah, their body flinching at the pressed dark memories, eyes burnt. it knows the people who were caught within the dreamloop by the metaeide of cycles, the saints who died by the cruel hands of the infernals β€” BYTE, BYTE, B Y T E β€”
goodbye, micah. it was an honor getting to exist with you. thank you for being my closest friend. for only ever believing in me β€”
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❛ i'm so sorry, ❜ is micah's first uttered words to the tragedy that they have created, placed out before @somneiroi / @narrated as sanguine hands and mouth dripping dreamdust, awake and real and painfully alive. this is an apology to everyone who micah failed to protect β€” SAVE β€” i did not save everyone β€” byte β€” I FELL TO THE DREAMLOOP WHERE I SAW ME AND MYSELF AND I, ONLY EVER WANTING TO GO H O M E β€” time spilled not with sands but blood once micah broke free from their own cycle, yet, they were too late to aid those held down by the metaeide nevertheless. micah have failed the endless of dream.
dreams became forever and many innocents were trapped in them to their death.
don't you see? strange things have been happening from and to micah themself. micah is going to kill us all β€”
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dream's voice breaks through the memory of grimgrins', quiet, but honest still, real enough to frighten micah who does not believe so. micah doesn't realize how much their body trembles until they see their knees nearly close to the sandy surface, deep guilt and grief borne on them. tears roll over their cheeks, more and more while their visions blur before they feel like blood is leaving them shaken terribly, all so broken. you did everything you could. YOU DID EVERYTHING YOU COULD. micah shakes their head in disbelief and they feel a body forming on them. byte's, dead. dead. DEAD / YOU KILLED BYTE β€” ❛ but was it truly enough? ❜
in response to their agony, the dreaming falls silence and the universe closes its eyes.
micah falls to the ground on sore knees, shakily sobbing, their sorrow sky shattering.
one by one, the stars flicker, then vanish, leaving above only the infinite darkness.
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solarisgod Β· 3 months
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What the fuck do you mean I'm beautiful????? πŸ”ͺπŸ”ͺπŸ”ͺ I'm WARLOCK. πŸ”ͺπŸ”ͺπŸ”ͺπŸ”ͺπŸ”ͺπŸ”ͺ
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 Oh , yes , indeed , its name is Warlock Moonglade . It's beautiful AND badass . . . ( Micah doesn't dwell on its sharp sanguine blade against xyr neck as xe continues to admire it , back against the cold surface . Whatever it says . . . )
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#LUNARISDOG#///#//#/#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ WARLOCK . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ LUNARISDOG . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ IC . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ ANSWERS . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ V : MAIN / ACT I.I. . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ MICAH . ›#[ love at first sight??? NAH. love at first BITE with this fucker ]#( Warlock would definitely bite xem in their first meeting and Micah wouldn't be too bothered as xe should )#[ nbhgjnskdgjskhdgns;mdgmskndjbnkl I love them I truly do ]
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solarisgod Β· 6 months
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xoxo :) β™‘
[ finale ]Β β€” my muse lets your muse cum
[ fill ]Β β€” my muse fills your muse with their cum until they’re bulging
[ plug ]Β β€” my muse keeps your muse plugged up with their cum
[ gentle ]Β β€” my muse feels your muse’s cum-filled belly
[ circle ]Β β€” my muse makes shapes with your muse’s cum on the floor/their belly/etc
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Hot series of pants and whimpers leave Micah trembling on bed as Warlock thrusts deep in them, motions rough and pace quick, its teeth pressed against their shoulder. With both Warlock's and their own libido being higher at this night, it is the fifth time when Warlock had come inside of them, now reaching for its sixth and final climax. Heaviness have been lingering in their core with the pleasure rushing through them. Each thrust made against them, Micah whines at the stretched feeling that reminds them their stomach being full, having to be filled with so much come from Warlock. Micah can't stop thinking about the idea of having a family with Warlock after this, even though they know very well that it's not their time yet. But Micah dreams of the kindest future where they are only safe and happy with those who they love most.
Micah whimpers at a cold hand touching their stomach with a growl behind them, the gesture done in a form of protection. Their body burns more when they think that Warlock is sharing the similar thoughts with them . "Love- Lovelock," Micah pants, wanting to touch themself. They haven't got to come once in any of their sessions. They can't, as ordered. They have to be a good star for their most beloved moon. "Please, le- let me come, ple- please," they beg, staring at their swelled cock, cheeks red and eyes watery. "Daddy." The cold hand leave their stomach so it can grip Micah on their chin, pulling closer towards Warlock who growls against their mouth and kisses them in desperate brutality, catching lips with sharp teeth. Warlock's hand still on their waist, another now around the twitching cock, slick with their precome.
"Fuck yourself, then, babystar."
Micah realizes what Warlock is doing to them and blushes, slightly thrusting into its fist out with shy hesitation. When a wave of greater pleasure hits them, consumed in desperation for release, their pace fastens. β€œFuck, thank you, thank you, thank you!” Micah rocks their hips back for Warlock to fuck them as much deeper as possible while they continue to chase after their orgasm, burning more and more andβ€” β€œLovelockβ€”β€œ Their body is pushed against the sheet with Warlock’s pace becoming brutal, its teeth piercing through the flesh. Pain and pleasure rushes through Micah, stars scattering across their eyes, tears running down on their cheeks. β€œAh, fuck, fuck, Lovelock, mhm, I’m gonna—” Their cock spurts come over Warlock's hand and the bedsheet, just as Warlock presses its body against their own, holding them tightly before it comes.
A choked sound escape from Micah when the knot of Warlock's cock enter them, letting themself fall on the bed from the weight of its presence, being filled with so much more hot come. While Warlock's cock is stuck deep inside of them, they notice the bulge within their stomach and whine loudly, unable to recall the time when they're this full. Overwhelmed with the pleasure, they don't notice their pussy has been gushing rows of liquid, squirting even as it is clenching around Warlock's pulsing cock. Fog forms in their mind, bringing them to lose their abilities to speak and think. They keep whimpering from overstimulation before there are licks across their bitten shoulder to their face, given in comfort by Warlock who tries to ground them. "Such a good star for me, so good," Micah hears a praise, nuzzling to the presence.
"I love you, my sun."
They try to return their words, but only a whine is given. Sensing a presence coming close to their mouth, they settle on kissing its cheek before they place their face in the crook of its neck. Their body is gently moved over to the gathered pile of blanket. When Micah is placed comfortably on the bed with Warlock deeply locked in them, a soft blanket and wolf plush from the side is given to them so they can stim with them. Pain still dwells across their stomach from the fullness, though, it's soon being eased with Warlock gently massaging the stomach. Micah groans softly at the thought of how Warlock had bred them so well. They're going to feel like nothing but a delightful burning memory for the longest of time because of their moon. Their pussy clenches around Warlock's cock a few more times, wanting every little drop of it in them.
A deep growl falls, a warning. Micah giggles at the reaction and lean their head back to kiss Warlock on its lips, lazily, tasting the salt and sweet it bears after it gave oral attention to both their cock and pussy in the beginning. Warlock's cold hand still rests on their stomach, and Micah holds its hand, all entirely and endlessly blissed with it. One day, a thought lingers at the corner of their mind. One day, we'll have a family. Something tickles their stomach, bringing them back to see Warlock lightly touching them with a finger, come stained. Micah realizes it's using the come that they left recently. They watch with warm curiosity, clinging onto it and their plush closely. Micah senses there are intentions in its tracings before they realize Warlock is making shapes out of their come on the stomach. Micah whimpers seeing it's creating stars.
Their stars.
More tears roll over Micah's cheeks in high emotions at the touching gesture. The bed shifts and Warlock presses its lips against them several times, kissing the tears away. Micah kisses it back before, without thinking, they take Warlock's finger into their mouth and suck their come off of it, cleaning after themself. Hearing a curse from it, they blush at the realization and shyly hide their heated face behind their soft blanket. Warlock pulls them closer to it and nuzzles their face, lifting the blanket with its nose. It leans forward to taste them on their mouth, touching their stomach once more out of instinct, their come made stars smeared across the stomach, ruined in infinite love. Micah returns more kisses to Warlock while they're held most closely and dearly, letting themself be devoured by its canine love, their home. "I love you too, my moon."
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#NSFT CW#LUNARISDOG#///#//#/#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ WARLOCK . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΏ½οΏ½οΏ½β€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ LUNARISDOG . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ IC . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ ANSWERS . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ V : MAIN / ACT I.III. . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ MICAH . ›#[ GOD IM CRYIGN SUN YOUR PROMPT COMBO IS KILLING ME THIS IS FOR SURE NOT WENDY'S HERE JKHBDSJKJNLDKS ]#[ I fitted so MANY extra kinks as well ; this is for real like... belated Halloween treat and early Christmas gift for us both kshfjHBKJ ]#[ BUT WOWOOWOWOWOWOWOWOOOWWW 1k of pure dripping hot smut with the sweetest aftercare in the end kjdkbfhjBKLIJSJBKFHK ]#[ I FUCKING LOVE THEM SO MUCH <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 ]
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solarisgod Β· 3 months
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So, I wish to gently put this reminder out here, because we find that we've been in this position once more where there's a high activity of stalking by our perpetrator who we knew from the rpc since February 4--- last time we read her being tracked on November 12 - 14 last year--- I am highly uncomfortable to interact with a muse who have a history of manipulation and / or especially stalking. I do believe muse =/= mun and I am okay to talk and read about manipulation and stalking, but while providing trigger tag + warning of them would be most appreciated to give me the chance of building mental preparation to read them, we prefer not to plot and write with that kind of character for our comfort and wellbeing. At the very least, I'd still like to be in touch with the mun out of character and / or interact with their different muse, if they have any, instead. Thank you so much. β™‘
#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ :β€‚β©‡β©‡β€‚βš οΈŽβ€‚[β€‚π™΄πš‡π™Έ(πš‚)πšƒβ€‚: 𝙢𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ PSA . ›#[ I want place this out because we are mutuals with some who writes horror centric muses ]#[ and while I'd still like to seek friendships and we are okay to be mutuals with those who writes that kind of character ]#[ with our past ( + unfortunately current ) experiences and my usual erratic mental state ]#[ I think putting ourselves in an active writing / plotting based interactions with the knowledge of what that muse does ]#[ will prompt unwanted memories and hitting home sense of familiarity ]#[ I hope this makes sense... ]#[ so basically : ]#[ we're okay being mutuals ( as doing so ext. selectively ) with who writes stalkers + manipulators and following /back/ those blogs ]#[ but we wish not to put ourselves and our muse in a position of directly interacting with those muses for our sake ]#[ so we'll likely at least watch that muse in the background while engaging in ooc interactions with the muns in some ways. ]#[ okay gonna take a nap while our wolf week cramps are killing us but ]#[ I don't want this psa to discourage anyone in being mutuals with us still ]#[ or feel bad about who they're writing ]#[ people can still be mutuals even if no ic interactions get done much or at all ]#[ and I've written the Corinthian and Mephistopheles who are known to be manipulative stalkers ]#[ I still would be okay to write and talk about them if given a chance despite everything ]#[ but we at least kindly ask to please tag manipulation and especially stalking to give us that heads-up and mentally prepare if possible ]#[ thank you again so much β™‘ ]
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solarisgod Β· 6 months
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β–Œβ”ŠINT. ROSEWOOD HOTEL, MICAH'S & WARLOCK'S ROOM β€” MORNING, DAY 1
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A PHONE RINGS in the hotel room. It was the day after Halloween, the sunlight slowly spreading across the cold place. The ringing lasts for several seconds before a hand reaches out to the phone that vibrates on the nightstand. The phone reveals " DAD β™‘ ". MICAH rubs their eyes at the sight of the name, checking the time then to see it's 8am. They glance over to find their closest friend and work partner, WARLOCK, still sleeping beside them... or not, they can't tell. Unable to leave Warlock by itself on bed to take the call alone anyway when its grip around their waist is hard to break, Micah giggles and attempts to wake it, pressing kisses on its eyelids. [ MICAH ] Hey, my dad is calling. I'll be back in a bit. ( They try to take its hands off of them, giggling more when it doesn't move in even an inch. Micah can sense now that Warlock has been awake from the ringtone. ) Let me gooooo! My DAD is calling!
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" I love you forever , Phoebus . " The line still echoes in their existence several days after the incident . It passes most softly , yet , it ever bears the infinite adornment that the gentle word hold close . Over thirty years , while carrying all of the memories that every Starwakers made since the beginning , Phoebus can't remember the last time Micah told them that xe loved them . They don't think they had never xem they do either , only dreaming that they would while being afraid of xyr rejection . They don't believe they can be loved by anyone β€” especially Micah . They don't think they deserve love even from Micah after everything that happened between them . With every bit of effort Phoebus would try to place in caring and protecting Micah , in the violent end , they feel like they are xyr greatest failure . . . ( So how can Micah love Phoebus for even a few delicate seconds , despite it all ? )
Phoebus can't stop thinking about these tender words β€” Micah . They want to discuss with Micah over what xe said to them and everything and more about them together recently and in the past , but then the fear builds over time β€” What if Micah doesn't mean it ? What if xe tells them not to ever love them back for everything that they had done and said and ruined xem ? What if all of the things that Phoebus tried to give to Micah only becomes nothing ? β€” Out of endless love , Phoebus knocks on the door and enters the room , made within their inner world while their body sleeps . They find Micah resting on bed , xyr face to the wall , though , they know xe is still awake . Their gaze lingers over the wound on xyr side and grimace , feeling the ache in their own . Phoebus takes a deep breath .
" Micah , " Phoebus whispers , " Can we talk ? We can have a walk at the Lovelake , if you - if you want . " Their voice soon falls shaky , held with anxiety . ( Phoebus just wants to tell Micah that they love xem , just as much and always . )
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