γβ π° . βγThe first time when Micah met Ahri in the dream where there's only kindness in shining stars β
blooming flowers between them , deep within their exchange , xe could sense her gaze lingering over xyr body : Bare appearing , all bearing scars β
unhealed bruises β
deep burnt tales β¬β¬β¬
γγγγγγ( You are used to diverse reactions that you'd get seeing your damaged body , unloved by the world . At five years old , you viciously refused to bathe for the first time at your new home , not wanting your new wounds to be seen , still uncared for . You expected responses of anger , wild burning through you , but there was a woman who didn't do anything to you . She only sat in the tub , her clothes soaked . The bathroom door was open . She wasn't trapping you as you had a choice to leave . Eventually , you stayed with her . You stayed with your pain hidden , β
when she saw it one day β¬ everything β¬ she still stayed with you . The man she loved , he didn't get to see until few months later , yet , he also stayed with you . Your parents never saw you as a tragedy . You have always been their beloved star child . )
γγγγγγAhri didn't say anything about Micah's scars in the end . Instead , while it seemed like she understand xyr state most painfully , as a tender whisper : β β
I wish I could tell you that the aching was a beautiful rebirth of some magnificent kind , but there is no beauty to be found in this kind of survival . β
γγγγγγMicah breathed with the burning stars above , even through the long β
deep felt aches , the brightest could think β¬ say : I am still here , I am still here , I am still here β¬ ( β
isn't that terrifyingly beautiful enough ? ) β As long as I am still alive , trying to love the universe as much as myself , I think that will be always beautiful enough to me . β This God eating hope , it is beautiful / horrifying / everything at once .
γγγγγγXe smiled β
held Ahri's clawed hand , like the moon holding the sun .
γβ π°π° . βγMicah gave Ahri a bracelet on the second occasion where xe met her in person a near month after meeting her in the dream . When xe finally found her outside the dream realm that gave xem a map to Ahri's residence , the kindness that xe held for her despite knowing in a short time was infinite . This created trails of flowers xyr footsteps left behind until xe reached to the forest that welcomed xem home .
γγγγγγβ I wanted to gift you a flower, but . . . please , have my garden . β / β Oh precious star , I do not need a gift , not when you have come to me . β
γγγγγγRosy blushes formed in Micah's warm cheeks at the recall , though , how xe kept shining more as xe gently took Ahri's hand so she could slip into the bracelet . β I love making arts so much , especially for those I care about . β The people who I love . Micah softly smiles . The bracelet Ahri wears is a silver chain with lavender crystal spheres , carrying the pendant shaped as a fox , sculpted by the kind hands of the everbright constellation .
γγγγγγIn great care , xyr hands guided the bracelet to Ahri's wrist , β
, from watching closely , she could see black spots on certain areas of xyr left , skin parts void of blood / life . Yet , even though these cut scars across them existed , all agony bearing , xyr gentle hands felt like coming home . ( What possessed such unbearable light , light , light β¬ ) Ahri's gaze lifted as Micah raised her hand .
γγγγγγXe kissed her wrist that carried the bracelet , this endless love .
γβ π°π°π° . βγMicah have stayed over at Ahri's home for one night . They shared a tender evening that soon formed a rainy weather , β
Ahri insisted xem to stay or xe could get sick from the rainfall . The weather continued at past midnight when Micah was finally going to bed , xyr body once restless from xyr insomnia . Sensitive to clothing materials , Micah removed xyr shirt for better chance of quickly falling asleep β
lied down on the cool sheet , softly wishing Ahri goodnight .
γγγγγγSeveral minutes passed before Ahri noticed , as much as Micah tried xyr best to appear as otherwise so xe wouldn't disturb her rest , that xe was still awake from hearing the occasional shuffles , seemingly in an uncomfortable position .
γγγγγγConcerned , Ahri planned to ask what's wrong before Micah whispered ,
γγγγγγβ Ahri , can you sleep next to me , please ? β
γγγγγγShe learnt xe usually couldn't sleep without having something to hold , like a soft blanket or plushie . Micah sought comfort in her presence , a hunger shaped as vixen teeth β
claws , sweet sanguine β
deadly lavender wild nature . In Ahri , through man massacres born from animalistic instincts , xe saw a friend .
γγγγγγAhri carefully held xem , watching the stars slowly dim in her embrace . Micah kept giggling , xyr eyes squinted . Sleepy giddiness built in xem from hugging Ahri's arm , nuzzling her shoulder . From this position , she could see finer details of xyr scars β
tattoos across xyr body . Beauty β
horror stared back at her .
γγγγγγShe didn't touch them . She couldn't .
γγγγγγMicah soon fell silent β
still .
γγγγγγAhri held xem closely to her chest , protecting her stars .
γβ π½π° . βγOn the full moon , Micah β
Ahri were bathing in the lunar light together , the stars shining upon their existences with the motherly moon . Rested against the open field on their backs , they exchanged personal facts β
stories , finding joys in the smallest details of each other .
γγγγγγAhri's gaze softened at the sight of Micah , xyr facial expression lax while xyr body radiates silver serenity . She sensed waves of tenderness rolling over from xem . Micah made a happy squeak β
leaned closer , xyr face pressed into the warm curve of Ahri's neck .
γγγγγγBetween them , only love lived freely .
γγγγγγUpon midnight , Ahri saw faint light β
glanced down , seeing Micah's scars glow gently with the moon β
stars . Xe didn't seem to notice , xyr focus had been on Ahri's hands that xe's playing with , finger lightly tracing along the palm lines . ( Maybe Micah already knew , but didn't want to bring so much attention to them . )
γγγγγγHer fingers hovered over the glowing scars . She still didn't touch them . She wanted to know who could hurt xem like this . Who would desire to inflict Micah while xe had brought kindness to this world . Who did she have to kill β¬
γγγγγγβ You can touch them , β Micah's whisper broke the silence , xyr soft gaze on Ahri's palms not once breaking . Xe held her hands to xyr chest , xyr open heart , β I trust you , Ahri , β I love you .
γγγγγγAhri's hands slowly lifted to hold xyr cheeks , her thumbs brushing skin .
γγγγγγHer lips met Micah's scar on the bridge of xyr nose .
γγγγγγBetween the cerulean sky β
sanguine wilderness , love still stayed .
γβ π½ . βγAhri stared at the new slow healing wounds β
scars that Micah's body held , the most prominent being a deep line around xyr neck . It had been a while since she last saw xem β
finding Micah once more in a wounded state , the sight hurt Ahri . This pain have worsened when Micah greeted her like nothing happened to xem . Micah kept shining , even in the abyss . The world didn't love xem enough as it seemed since a very long time , yet , Micah only kept loving it .
γγγγγγThe world should be horrified by xyr impossible endurance .
γγγγγγAhri found a warm smile on Micah's face , xyr eyes bright as always , before she was embraced in xyr arms β¬ what felt like home , home , home β¬ Ahri returned xem the gesture , but didn't let go of xem .
γγγγγγShe held Micah close with all of the stars in xem β
these scars on xem .
γγγγγγβ Thank you , β Micah softly said to Ahri , xyr gaze meeting hers β
everything in her shattered at the gleams across the eyes , tears bearing . Xyr grasp around her tightened . β Thank you for being kind to me , Ahri . β
γγγγγγHer heart ached deeply at the gratitude that xe didn't need to give , not when xe had only ever been kind to all . She wanted to ask what happened so she could tear everyone who laid a finger on Micah , DEVOUR / DEVOUR / DEVOUR β¬
γγγγγγA feeble cry left Micah shaking terribly , broken apart into stardust .
γγγγγγAhri found it was not violence or vengance that xe needed . Xyr body shook β
she saw it was begging to be held , to be loved still even after everything .
γγγγγγShe kept holding xem , reminding Micah that xe was still loved β¬
γγγγγγShe loved xem .
γβ βΊπ°π½ . βγMicah stares at Ahri , their presences pressed against each other at her abode . Much time was taken for Micah to find xemself back to reality , to Ahri , β
found calmness . Micah's hand held Ahri's , loved hand in loving hand .
γγγγγγβ Most of what we have , the older ones , they came from our childhood , β Micah quietly shares to her . Ahri didn't say anything , but the way she has been looking at xem , her gaze of sorrow asked xem everything . When Micah said , we , xe meant the Starwake System . She may not understand human health conditions that are as complex as Dissociative Identity Disorder , but even as sharp β
stealthy Ahri is , a fear to man , xe trusted her more than enough to disclose xyr DID β¬ I am not one / I am one of the many / We exist so none of us could ever be all alone ever again β¬
γγγγγγMicah doesn't say more . The word , childhood , said painfully enough . Xe gently guides Ahri's hand to touch xyr arm , most skin being burnt . Xe feels nothing when she touches this part , but the memories burn all deeply through xem . β I did this to us when I was five years old , after I killed my latest foster family who did really bad things to us . . . β Micah grimaces , but xe still lets Ahri hold xyr burnt arm . β I can't remember why I did it . β Maybe I did it because I wanted to know if this was all real β¬ if I was real enough , even in all of these white noises . Mama , I lived , raised by the ghosts in my head .
γγγγγγβ There is no beauty found in this kind of survival , β Micah echoes the words Ahri said to xem when they first met in that ethereal dream , xyr voice gentle . β But we are still here , I am still here . I still love . β β
that has to mean more than shattered selves β
faint shadows β
dead dreams . Tears roll over Micah's cheeks , but xe doesn't stop speaking from the bottom of xyr celestial heart . Micah never stops trying to love . β I want that to be good enough . β I am trying everything in me to make my constant existence mean good enough .
γγγγγγMicah softly smiles at @vulpesse β¬ despite , despite , DESPITE β¬ β I am forever most grateful that I still exist so I could meet you . β Xe leans further against her , head on shoulder . β I love you , Ahri . β This is a promise made by the endless brightest stars , gently given to the she - fox with sharp claws β
wild eyes β
sanguine teeth . This endless love of Micah's for Ahri , it does not flinch at the thousand raging suns in her wild heart .
γγγγγγHer clawed hand in xyr burnt hand , love stayed , becoming home .
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a few days later after the grand final trial, micah finds themself in the dreaming where they meet the dream of endless, its presence cold and distant as ever, though, there is a certain raw shift in the celestial atmosphere between them that does not bring micah apprehension, but comfort providing. it knows. IT KNOWS WHAT YOU HAVE DONE AT THE REALM OF DREAMS AND NIGHTMARES β screams follow micah, their body flinching at the pressed dark memories, eyes burnt. it knows the people who were caught within the dreamloop by the metaeide of cycles, the saints who died by the cruel hands of the infernals β BYTE, BYTE, B Y T E β
goodbye, micah. it was an honor getting to exist with you. thank you for being my closest friend. for only ever believing in me β
β i'm so sorry, β is micah's first uttered words to the tragedy that they have created, placed out before @somneiroi / @narrated as sanguine hands and mouth dripping dreamdust, awake and real and painfully alive. this is an apology to everyone who micah failed to protect β SAVE β i did not save everyone β byte β I FELL TO THE DREAMLOOP WHERE I SAW ME AND MYSELF AND I, ONLY EVER WANTING TO GO H O M E β time spilled not with sands but blood once micah broke free from their own cycle, yet, they were too late to aid those held down by the metaeide nevertheless. micah have failed the endless of dream.
dreams became forever and many innocents were trapped in them to their death.
don't you see? strange things have been happening from and to micah themself. micah is going to kill us all β
dream's voice breaks through the memory of grimgrins', quiet, but honest still, real enough to frighten micah who does not believe so. micah doesn't realize how much their body trembles until they see their knees nearly close to the sandy surface, deep guilt and grief borne on them. tears roll over their cheeks, more and more while their visions blur before they feel like blood is leaving them shaken terribly, all so broken. you did everything you could. YOU DID EVERYTHING YOU COULD. micah shakes their head in disbelief and they feel a body forming on them. byte's, dead. dead. DEAD / YOU KILLED BYTE β β but was it truly enough? β
in response to their agony, the dreaming falls silence and the universe closes its eyes.
micah falls to the ground on sore knees, shakily sobbing, their sorrow sky shattering.
one by one, the stars flicker, then vanish, leaving above only the infinite darkness.
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xoxo :) β‘
[ finale ]Β β my muse lets your muse cum
[ fill ]Β β my muse fills your muse with their cum until theyβre bulging
[ plug ]Β β my muse keeps your muse plugged up with their cum
[ gentle ]Β β my muse feels your museβs cum-filled belly
[ circle ]Β β my muse makes shapes with your museβs cum on the floor/their belly/etc
Hot series of pants and whimpers leave Micah trembling on bed as Warlock thrusts deep in them, motions rough and pace quick, its teeth pressed against their shoulder. With both Warlock's and their own libido being higher at this night, it is the fifth time when Warlock had come inside of them, now reaching for its sixth and final climax. Heaviness have been lingering in their core with the pleasure rushing through them. Each thrust made against them, Micah whines at the stretched feeling that reminds them their stomach being full, having to be filled with so much come from Warlock. Micah can't stop thinking about the idea of having a family with Warlock after this, even though they know very well that it's not their time yet. But Micah dreams of the kindest future where they are only safe and happy with those who they love most.
Micah whimpers at a cold hand touching their stomach with a growl behind them, the gesture done in a form of protection. Their body burns more when they think that Warlock is sharing the similar thoughts with them . "Love- Lovelock," Micah pants, wanting to touch themself. They haven't got to come once in any of their sessions. They can't, as ordered. They have to be a good star for their most beloved moon. "Please, le- let me come, ple- please," they beg, staring at their swelled cock, cheeks red and eyes watery. "Daddy." The cold hand leave their stomach so it can grip Micah on their chin, pulling closer towards Warlock who growls against their mouth and kisses them in desperate brutality, catching lips with sharp teeth. Warlock's hand still on their waist, another now around the twitching cock, slick with their precome.
"Fuck yourself, then, babystar."
Micah realizes what Warlock is doing to them and blushes, slightly thrusting into its fist out with shy hesitation. When a wave of greater pleasure hits them, consumed in desperation for release, their pace fastens. βFuck, thank you, thank you, thank you!β Micah rocks their hips back for Warlock to fuck them as much deeper as possible while they continue to chase after their orgasm, burning more and more andβ βLovelockββ Their body is pushed against the sheet with Warlockβs pace becoming brutal, its teeth piercing through the flesh. Pain and pleasure rushes through Micah, stars scattering across their eyes, tears running down on their cheeks. βAh, fuck, fuck, Lovelock, mhm, Iβm gonnaββ Their cock spurts come over Warlock's hand and the bedsheet, just as Warlock presses its body against their own, holding them tightly before it comes.
A choked sound escape from Micah when the knot of Warlock's cock enter them, letting themself fall on the bed from the weight of its presence, being filled with so much more hot come. While Warlock's cock is stuck deep inside of them, they notice the bulge within their stomach and whine loudly, unable to recall the time when they're this full. Overwhelmed with the pleasure, they don't notice their pussy has been gushing rows of liquid, squirting even as it is clenching around Warlock's pulsing cock. Fog forms in their mind, bringing them to lose their abilities to speak and think. They keep whimpering from overstimulation before there are licks across their bitten shoulder to their face, given in comfort by Warlock who tries to ground them. "Such a good star for me, so good," Micah hears a praise, nuzzling to the presence.
"I love you, my sun."
They try to return their words, but only a whine is given. Sensing a presence coming close to their mouth, they settle on kissing its cheek before they place their face in the crook of its neck. Their body is gently moved over to the gathered pile of blanket. When Micah is placed comfortably on the bed with Warlock deeply locked in them, a soft blanket and wolf plush from the side is given to them so they can stim with them. Pain still dwells across their stomach from the fullness, though, it's soon being eased with Warlock gently massaging the stomach. Micah groans softly at the thought of how Warlock had bred them so well. They're going to feel like nothing but a delightful burning memory for the longest of time because of their moon. Their pussy clenches around Warlock's cock a few more times, wanting every little drop of it in them.
A deep growl falls, a warning. Micah giggles at the reaction and lean their head back to kiss Warlock on its lips, lazily, tasting the salt and sweet it bears after it gave oral attention to both their cock and pussy in the beginning. Warlock's cold hand still rests on their stomach, and Micah holds its hand, all entirely and endlessly blissed with it. One day, a thought lingers at the corner of their mind. One day, we'll have a family. Something tickles their stomach, bringing them back to see Warlock lightly touching them with a finger, come stained. Micah realizes it's using the come that they left recently. They watch with warm curiosity, clinging onto it and their plush closely. Micah senses there are intentions in its tracings before they realize Warlock is making shapes out of their come on the stomach. Micah whimpers seeing it's creating stars.
Their stars.
More tears roll over Micah's cheeks in high emotions at the touching gesture. The bed shifts and Warlock presses its lips against them several times, kissing the tears away. Micah kisses it back before, without thinking, they take Warlock's finger into their mouth and suck their come off of it, cleaning after themself. Hearing a curse from it, they blush at the realization and shyly hide their heated face behind their soft blanket. Warlock pulls them closer to it and nuzzles their face, lifting the blanket with its nose. It leans forward to taste them on their mouth, touching their stomach once more out of instinct, their come made stars smeared across the stomach, ruined in infinite love. Micah returns more kisses to Warlock while they're held most closely and dearly, letting themself be devoured by its canine love, their home. "I love you too, my moon."
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