I was talking to a friend about but GENUINELY this was one of my favourite parts in the movie
As an autistic person with CRAZY food aversions and texture issues like. This is SO ME. Like his frustration and the little hops he does while trying to convince himself to eat it like. I’ve been there. The amount of times I’ve known something is going to straight up make me GAG and I’m told “just tryyyyy it” only to try it and !!!! GET SICK !!!! Maybe it’s just the autism winning but being able to be like ‘he just like me fr..’ it felt good I’m so normal (lying)
My issues are on full swing tonight I am going thru the motions so can I just say how much this scene BREAKS MY HEARTTTT. I am going to put my head through a wall.
LIKE. Literally all he wants is for his stupid fucking dad to hear him out to have his back to take him seriously. All he wants is his approval. You can even see him like. Hesitate a bit before asking
Like he had to THINK about it. I am so. So certain he knew what the answer was going to be and he still went for it because he NEEDED IT. Like you don’t understand.
AND WATCHING HIS EXPRESSION FALL.
Like. You can literally SEE YOU CAN *SEE* how HARD “you’re bringing your brother down with you” HIT HIM YOU CAN SEE IT. YOU CAN FUCKING SEE IT. He internalized that shit I can TELL. And that quiet little ‘thanks for your support’ before he goes to his room CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP CLAWING AT MY SKIN I AM SICKKKKKK I am sick. Poor baby :(
He has RANGE BTW. Ik I talk about how cute he is but like he is actually SO FUCKING COOL. Like my man is 5’1 and he could kick your fucking ass !!!!!! He’s so cutesy and fun always I forget the he is actually sick as hell also. (I don’t forget I have always thought he was the coolest guy ever(he’s my hero and I think the world of him))
And also. Idc I’ll say it. He is so fucking hot. Idc idc. I’m obsessed with him. I am basically drooling over this guy 24/7. I have to go write his name down and doodle little hearts around it I need to get this out of my system.
Late Valentine’s Day art trade I did with @lieutenantpeachypuppet and @jiant-trevally Thank you both so much I’m literally crying screaming throwing up