#‘growing pains’ MY ASS
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leg pain :(
#ro rambles#guess whos leg is hurting again <- this guy !#why must this happen to me.#my knee hurts like. very rarely but not not at all which is the normal amount i think so i cant even PREDICT IT. literally so evil#never realized how weak my leg is & how i often favor one to put my weight on n stuff#i know there are some thing that may aid in my leg pain like walking more than i usually do or cold weather#both of which im experiencing#but gahhhhh#its just so annoying#esp bc its not even consistent (or as consistent as it used to be) so i feel bad asking for like.#i dont know something for pain outside of pills or some shit that i cant even take#like getting a brace or even those compression things is too dramatic.#ive just dealt with it since like. ELEMENTARY 😭😭#‘growing pains’ MY ASS#<- lol ive said that b4#but srsly id be leaning on the wall for support on the verge of tears literally struggling to stand/stand still & up and thats all i got ??#SURELY NOT.#sorry i have been needing to rant lately
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hot girls have arthritis from the age of 12
#probably even younger than that tbh#but it only got noticeable around puberty#‘growing pains’ my ass
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tw blood, gore
NIGHTMARE
that day has finally come.
the time is neigh.
everyone will be realised, from pain and suffering.
our salvation is at hand.
this is the day of reckoning.
when all our sorrows will be washed away.
when we return to the TRUE PARADISE !!
my daughter will be ..
the mother of GOD !!
alessa has been trapped in an endless NIGHTMARE from which she never wakens.
however ..
#silent hill#alessa gillespie#dahlia gillespie#some unnamed guys of the Order#michael kaufmann#lisa garland#incubus#*exhales* WOE HE/THEY TIDDIES BE UPON YE#+ couple of little secret things as a bonus#silent hill origins#travis grady#alessa grady au#YEEEEEEET#commonly i don't draw more than 2 pages at once SO ?? my first ever whole-ass comic BOOYAAAAH#this idea has been haunting me in daylight and fever dreams living in my head rent free since it originated innit year and half ago....pain#so happy to finally release THAT BEAST–#IT'S VERY IMPORTANT PERSONAL PROJECT it's like .. my own tribute to sh1 Actual Lore since im fascinated by it that much#plss i've worked on each of the pages so carefully ..#you see here every phrase of dahlia's dreadful monologue before boss fight is dedicated to various aspects of the game#and the tension is growing with every sentence#but if you get another lore references i'll kiss you#and all that effort i put in the post was ABSOLUTELY worth it ..#couldn't imagine a better development for my BELOVED PRECIOUS ALESSA GRADY AU HIII- LONG TIME NO SEE#TEARED UP from returning to my babes again 🥺🥺🥺#ah also homecoming easter egg bc i can:))))#silent hill fanart#tw blood#tw gore#my art
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you ever write up a combination of words you're really proud of at the time bc you think it's vivid but it's actually so atrocious that you remember it eight years later bc it's burned itself into your long-term memory? just me?
#i'm literally laughing my entire ass off rn. i can't believe i found this fic i wrote at 15 and orphaned when i came to my senses abt both#my complete inability and total aversion to writing first person as well as the fact that the english language should never have been#subjected to its words being done dirty like this 😭#also i straight up fucking LIED in the authors note??? i said i'd broken my knee as a kid which is categorically false. i fell down some#stairs and banged it up and it's a tiny bit weak ig but i didn't break it? all any teens born after y2k know is eat hot chip and lie...#still not over the first line... the flip flop bit i remembered but i'd COMPLETELY forgotten 'a shriek seeped out of my throat'. girl. what.#how does a shriek seep exactly? the world may never know...#and the use of 'groped' is also sending me 😭 AND 'crash bash whump thump' girlllll send help holy shit i can't stop coughing & laughing#the rest of the fic isn't quite this bad but it's very purple yet ineloquent and rough. it's a good reminder of how much i've improved and#honestly i'd rather read this utterly amature fic bc it's at least charming in its lack of skill rather than infuriating like some of my#oneshots that are still on my page bc they're more comprehensible but just bad enough to make me cringe. getting mad at this oneshot would#be like getting bad at a kid's stick figure drawing. like. it's just kinda cute to see someone starting out on their creative journey#my old sw oneshots on the other hand are like the awkward growing pains of puberty. you just can't help but wince at the reminder#this is okay to reblog btw bc it's objectively hilarious and i don't mind ppl finding humor in it#len speaks
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If you found her, you would recruit her...
#╰•★ᴡᴏᴠᴇɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄʜᴀᴏꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ɢʀᴀᴄᴇ★ [countenance]#╰•★ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛʏ ꜱʜᴇ'ꜱ ɢʀᴀᴄᴇ★ [aesthetics]#then you'd promptly be like 'this sorceress is a pain in my ass'#but she'd grow on you i swear
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i don't normally read fluff but i wanted some comfort to distract me recently since i am sure i'm experiencing the growing pains associated with a wisdom tooth trying to break through the surface...
i guess you could say it was 'tooth growing' fluff not 'tooth rotting' 💀🦷
#fluff to grow your painful ass teeth to AAAA#everyone prayer circle it feels a bit better today#i've been doing salt water washes etc.#the main thing is it hurts to eat and i'm sad because it made my nye/new years day truly miserable#personal
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aw shit i'm becoming wisteria
#my hair is growing out so I have his weird ass haircut#but also my hunger is growing never ending and the pain doesn't stop even after I eat#I sit in silence waiting for the pain to fade because it hurts too much to try to distract myself with splatoon#grape flavored ramblings
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me emotionally switching from 50 year old dad to middle schooler every 5 minutes this entire year bc the hormonal imbalance is desecrating my rat brain
#i miss my default 50 year old twice divorced emotionally seasoned man brain setting#im blaming the birth control right tf now lmfao#like Yes i was so manly im growing hair Everywhere and my ovaries were actively trying to kill me#but now my whole ass brain is now back to actively trying to kill me Every Single Day not just a week in a month lmfao#i thought it would just enhance the crazy bitch disease and be EXTREMELY pissed off but bruh#im not bleeding gallons and bed ridden from the physical pain but literally at what cost sksksk#im just bed ridden from emotional pain which might??? be worse lmfao#ANYWAY taking friday off bc these bitches made me work every saturday in april so i had n o time#still got like 5 pages left of the comic but im at The Good Part so i should move fast af#i just have to have the time to sit down and Focus (rare item)
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my thumb hurts
#i drew this on my phone#this was half assed but why does it look better than literally any of the other drawings i’ve done of him#this upsets me#i’m distraught#dissapointment#in pain#zuko#prince zuko#atla#atla fanart#zuko fanart#i will now on be using this color pallet to draw him and he is half blind#me? draw his scare to resemble a hand pressing itself to his eye? no.. never.#my favorite colonizer#i love him#look at this man#if he chased you around the whole world and demanded that you give up your bf so he could restore his honor while going through#an early life crisis and giving you and your family trauma but in the end eventually becoming one of your greatest friends#would you still say no?#the brush that i drew this with is growing on me.#ibispaint art#i really wanna change my user but i’m to attached bc it’s a rare pair ship name lmfao!#i hate him#he needs to die#zuko is bisexual#honestly i like him better with short hair but the thought of him having luscious long flowing black silky smooth ass long hair is v nice#do i draw more of him tho and risk giving my thumb a blister?#u have given myself blisters on my thumb from using it to much to draw it’s so funny
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Adults stop telling kids how much "adulthood sucks" challenge. You might be jealous and nostalgic but you never know which one of those kids *already* has an awful life and can't stand the thought of things getting any worse
Btw, if you are that kid, it doesn't get worse. Adulthood actually gets much better, don't let assholes scare you
#end the idea that kids cant have hard lives please#i was constantly told this growing up and sparing the censorship? it actually made me suicidal#'oh theyre too young to be suicidal/depressed/etc' i know several people who were suicidal at like 8#i was still being told stuff likd this when i was 13 and older#like 'haha enjoy it while it lasts' and my 13 y/o ass is like 'thanks i will literally kill myself :3'#BUT then it actually got better. i turned 18 moved states away from my abusive parents got some of the healthcare i needed#i was sleeping on friends floors and sicker than ever but it was the best my life had ever been#so yeah i know this is usually meant as just a light hearted joke most of the time#but please consider how that will come across to others#its how i feel when an older person tells me my chronic pain will get worse with age and to 'just wait! hah then youll know real pain'#like thanks i do not think i can take anymore! :')#basically moral of the story is just dont assume that everyone elses lives will go the way yours did
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#rough day today with an emotional mess at the end#rough as in it wasn’t BAD just… I had low energy the entire time and lost the day really#I don’t know how my mom does it. she has it worse than me and she expects me to be more bounding and alive and USING my energy#buddy. pal. I got rude and angry because I was LOW and I DO NOT HAVE YOUR PAIN TOLERANCE THRESHOLD#on MULTIPLE levels. physical and emotional#you went to dental school in Otago in the 90’s. I did animation school 2019-2023.#you escaped communism and were a stranger in a strange land and married my father who became a bat from hell and you had to escape him#AND keep the kids in good schools and in God.#I didn’t. I was the child who had it worst on the spectrum and had the PTSD to crawl out of during high school.#of course THAT put a dampener on me growing up in several ways (and uh. being on this hellsite in 2014 didn’t help either)#mom I love you and you love me. we are clearly NOT the same ever#I’m a little over the age dad married you at first now. I do not have the same threshold nor tolerance as you. I AM more sensitive yeah#and I’m trying to work through it but damn it it is hard trying to stay soft in a world getting crueller.#and yet! I have my father’s face and eyes in anger! I wish I could be more kind and loving on low energy and I’m sorry!#I am genuinely an ass when I’m tired and ticked off and want none of your help and I wish I wasn’t! alas!#I do not! have! your threshold nor tolerance!#when I finally get myself together and have a full place to call my own. with bills and all to pay.#I will finally allow myself the relief of lying down onto the kitchen floor and sobbing.#in the knowledge and safety of solitude.#Chris rambles#AUGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#vent
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me saying i dont trust a bitch without the childhood experience of extreme leg pain can never be truer than rn when my leg is hurting for no reason.
#ro rambles#like. my leg. it hurts#my body simply wasnt built for this my legscy didn’t prepare me#grandmas got bad knees ive got flat feet i got the swagger of a nd teen & no idea how to stand#the odds r stacked against me#leg warmers my beloved fluffy socks my beloved#i dont know how to make the pain stop other than heat & laying in very specific positions#‘growing pains’ MY ASS#AINT NO GROWING !!!! NOTHING BUT A CERTIFIED SHORT KING#i have nothing to do but complain abt it so.#here i am on tumblr.com complaining
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This account really is a ghost town rn 👀
(I need to post more istg)
#IM TOO LAZY TO POST#I HAVE BEEN WRITING BUT ITS AHHH#COLLEGE IS KICKING MY ASS#FRFR MIGHT DIE SOON#GOT THE WORST GROWING PAIN IN MY RIBS TOO LIKE???
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Underrated Sibling Moment is actually mitsu being like ‘i dont want to go back to the captain alone are you insane’ after ichi fumbles the loan collection and ichi has to ditch him for a few hours and mitsu can only kill time and Not think of The Inevitable until they can go back to sawashiro together as if that’ll save them from The Inevitable like if you get it You Get How Real That Was
#snap chats#the best part about getting a new phone. ‘’’new’’’#is that i can make goofy posts ten times faster now that i dont have to wait a year for the app to open#ANYWAY NO YK WHAT I MEAN#LIKE AS IF GOING TO YOUR PARENT TOGETHER WONT JUST GET BOTH YOUR ASSES BEAT#growing up it was the same shit with my sisters and i#if we were out of the house and knew mom was home we’d find any and every excuse to stay out until she was asleep#or she locked herself in her room to do work all night#STOOOPPP I REMEMBER THE WORST CHRISTMAS EVE EVE OF MY LIFE#my dad wanted to get lunch with my sis and i but our mom was home and in the kitchen and yk#we can’t just leave without saying where we’re going ig#bro when i say my sis had a whole breakdown because she did not want to tell our mom#it was painful like TRULY#SAME PLAY OUT TOO NOW THAT I THINK OF IT in the beginning she acted Not Mad#and then very quickly Was Mad and it was just awful all around#made it very gard to enjoy lunch ngl but hey.#after that I Do Not Lie she and i just hung out at the mall for the next eight hours LMAO#but yeah. the accidental story time is integral to understanding this feeling i promise#ITS JUST SO REAL ESP WHEN YOU FUCKED UP AND YOU JUST KNOW YOUR PARENT GONNA FIND OUT LMAO#the most evil shit is when your parent starts getting mad and thrn your siblings clear like roaches#LIKE OH OK. I THOUGHT WE WERE RIDE OR DIEHDVEC#anyway shout out my man mitsu i dont mention you ever but know i see you and ily
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The mortifying ordeals (blow drying my hair) of being known (my hair looking nice tomorrow)
#every time i'm like maybe ill grow it long again! it gets to about the bottom of my shoulder blades and i remember what a pain in the ass#it is to dry
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Di Feisheng living through the great homosexual terrors Li Xiangyi continuing to die of terminal poison. Fang Doubing’s coming of age story that intertwines with the story of generational shifts anyway this show rules but I’m in pain I’m scared.
ALSO WOMAN PLEASE HE’S GAY THIS ISNT A COOL GIRLBOSS MOMENT YOU ARE SCARY like idk girlfriend look at other men? The man has literally never looked at you positively because while you were frothing with lust he studied the blade and never looked over sorry his head turned for his only martial equal girl he’s gay. I’m surprised a-mians shit ass loser man wasnt spreading rumors about feisheng and xiangyi being gay like woulda been more effective for the scandal or whatever and more believable frfr. Jiao girl saw one hot guy and decided to make that her deathstar ass weakness like what are we doing. Im not even punctuating right anymore girl. GIRLFRIEND STOP GET BACK IN THE CAR.
#frostpost#watching mysterious lotus casebook#can you tell ive been handling the last 10 eps normally#5 or 6 more to go and the ride is spinning to fast#di feisheng as an allegory for growing up queer and all the pain it can bring#normal im normal unlike jiao li qiao yall just let me make my little#jokey ass post back then huh i see no one wanted to brace me for crazier#which thanks fr i hate spoilers but YIKES#cuts all his tendons like a freak and is like#‘im gonna own you as a human pet now’#girlie on god? like you think this wont bite you in the ass?#blow up his meridians and kill him or he will recover and kill you#he was so close to xiangyis cure too hhhhng#and not xiangyi well if he did his di business ehy didnt he come look for me?#yall are gay and stupid#do you not here yourself xiangyi im going to explode#i need a defibulator and all the gay little content of xiangyi feisheng you have stat
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