was recently called ceo of yeet and killa and my ego has never been bigger

Personal Opinions of GMMTV PART2 SERIES

To nobodys request I am gonna do a opinions on the gmmtv trailers, let it be stated that I barely watch anything lately so we'll see how many I will actually watch🤣

so lets start, I will go in order of how they came out on the lineup:

Ossans Love Thailand: I do not like slapstick it isn't my thing but strangely enough I liked this trailer it made me laugh a lot and seeing EM in a show where they can be silly and ceazy is so fun plus the chemistry with the Boss was working, I haven't watched the japanese but I might go back and watch that cuz I wanna ne up on top of knowing the plot

Leap Year: It looks cool and has Gun, feels a little more survival show wich isn't really my thing but the concept is cool, I am always ready to try out more put there plots with supernatural elements and the acting seemed solid for both Dew and Pond

The Heart Killers: hem do I even need to say anything? BE GAY DO CRIME SHAKESPERE WITH FK AND JOJO DIRECTING I think this suffices moving on! jokes aside I am so exited for an action romcom with betrayal and tattoos and my babies looked AMAZING

Friendshit Forever: it's Mook and Pat acting their asses off and almost killing eachother while looking sapphic doing that, so yes please, New and Boom are ok man ruinibg things as always lol/j but honestly I would watch this for the girls and the drama plus Pat is literally a goddes I love that woman

Perfect 10 Liners: sigh another gay engeneers cute boy ensble with 2 couples I am not particualry a fan of om screen(FB PC) and one I have no feelings for(JM) plus the plot looks so uninspired and boring and if it is true it's gonna be 10 eps per couple you bet your ass you wont see me sit thtough this thing! We Are is enough and at least there I like the pairs

Us: FUCK YES BABY GIMME THE GL, this looked so artsy and indie it didn't even give off thai show vibes with the minimalist approach and cinematography, the story is gonna be angsty as fuck but I live for it and Girl falling for the guys sister? Man good drama, and it has Sing and Emi looking mighty fine plus Bonnie wich is so pretty, you will be seeing me seated for this one

Hide & Sis: Again it has women, and WHAT WOMEN GEEZ! Jan, Lookjun and Piploy???? god I am melting they are everything, it is very PS I Hate You and thank god Snap went back to that after Jungle, stick to the messy murder plots, it honestly might not be everybody shit but it's mine and I will take it, tho the revenge porn is trash and fuck you Chimons character, and Lookjun and Pepper actually playing a sort of couole on screen! and oh Gawin as a cop(probably corrupted) brings back memories

Thame-Po: another one that doesn't have gmmtv vibes and I like it when they try to branch out, the idol subplot isn't my thing tho even if I know LYKN are good, EstWilliam mmmm they look pretty but didn't really vibe with the acting, they do have good chemistry tho, for this one I might have to wait for the actual trailer

Break Up Service: NO moving on... ok fine this is ridiculous and does not give me anything even if there is Off in a suit, the comedy wasn't even good next

Revamp: I know this is Boons crown jewel and it looks good but vampire shows are hit or miss and I am not that into them but I think I will watch for the cast and cuz I am attached to BP, and Kay in a villain role is cheffs kiss

Sweet Tooth, Good Doctor: SIGHHHH Oh Mark what have they done to you? they were able to make Mark Pakin look plain MARK! UNACCEPTABLE! plus dentists? I have visceral reactions to just thw sounds of the trailer, Ohms acting still isn't to my liking and it is a Jittirain novel so skeptical isn't even cutting it, the trailer even if less slapstick as OL it cringed me, the balance of humour and romance is off, I think I will watch but just for Mark, Jimmy and View

The Dark Dice: meh felt like a bootleg gifted in a bad way idk I like Gem and Prim enough but this didn't give me anything much, might have to wait for final trailer here too

The Ex Morning: I like the concept don't care at all about anchor man plot, still not a big fan of Krists acting, but I like Singto and the ex part was interesting enough, we will see, might be a little too meta and not in a good way

Scarlet Heart: My Tu come back and ot is a Harem Reverse? WHY??? I hate harem shows always had, I don't even know the og show, I do like most of the cast but still this was just a teaser so I might need to check the og show and then the full trailer to judge, for now I am not into it and I am sorry cuz MY TU!

Ok thats it, overall I liked this lineup better than part 1(even if it's just cuz of FK be in an actual show and not just to announce School Rangers) for now I am in for most of the shows we shall see once they start airing but I stay optimistic that I will watch most

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ive been in such a killer mood and when i found ur fic i DEVOURED THAT. I READ IT ALL IN ONE SITTING INSTEAD OF FINISHING MY PROJECT BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT OHH M…..

im going absolutely feral please…i lovehim……you also upload really quickly so thats so like WOW.. imaging being an amazing author AND uploading more than once a week, thats insane. And each chapter is usually 3k+ words?? im going to give you all the kisses in the world

anyways, KESE!!! My heart cant do this… ouchie… hes so mean we should throw him overboard :(( i hope once we meet him again we get to verbally beat the shit out of him

And also thw slowburn hello??? im INSANE. CRYING AND THROWING UP PLEASEE KILLER :(((((( im gonna miss him ohyghhh omhydsm hes really getting to me.. the picture in his helmet,, hes so shy too and the rest of his friends trying to get him to confess alreadyAUHRHHHH

sorry for ranting but I loved that so much i actually died when I finished the latest chapter like no… i gotta wait now 😔 dont cliff hang me like this ever again

SLDKFJSDLKFJ PLS DO YOUR PROJECT LMFAO

this is me reading this rn, you're so sweet lsdkfjsdlfkj

also fun fact about the picture, i made that shit so on the fly, i have a note on my desk next to my computer so i don't forget to tie up that loose end later LMFAO cause i am a forgetful bitch frfr

do not apologize, i am LIVING for it. it fuels me forrreaaal. got me giggling and kicking my feet over here ong

this is me when i read these asks honestlyyyyy

tho...hoo boy...you probably shouldn't read the new chapter...definite not because there's a cliffhanger...nope...none here...whaaaat

official list of prolegomenon cast and what trainer type theyd be

- roy: flying type for sure. altaria is probably his main partner and he loves that thing. he keeps one single joltik on him (gift from rhett) tbh

- cherry: thsi might be surprisinf but i think mew is maybe a dark type tbh. ?.... purely for the kitty cats in that

- amada: water type imo her main partner is a luvdisc. you understand my beeautiful vision. probably second ttypes into fairy tho

- sofia: electric!!! electric. bud loves to spam paralysis effects anf then just pummeling yku. buds partner is a voltorb ok?

- diego: itd be kidn of fuckrd up not to give it ghost type. jsut for the bit. i think it also second types into grass its partner is a pumpkaboo

- rhett: shockingly it is not dark type nor ghost typw i think hed mostly be a steel type actually. you dont fuckng understand but you dont have to. his partner is a magnemite and its a siblinf to sofias magnemite

- reed: normal type which soudns borinf cuz it is. ey are pretty straifhtforward tou know.... ey probably have a cute pokemon like a teddiursa or smth though

- aldrich: DRAGON TYPE its thw closest to the awesome fantasy world they live in in their hwad. um i think they have a goodra probably but they dont havw many pokemon in their party period

- julio: fuvkkkk its kind of hard to pick btwn fire and rock but i think he also has a hard time committing. taht said jf you asjed him hed call himself a fire trainer. hes very classic and has a charizard

- dina: poison. it is abotu the slow death and the just waiting you out. all its pokemon havw been maxxed in super traininf and are all equipped w shit like leftovers to keep them alive an infuriatingly lonf time. it s main partner is a croagunk

- isa: grass type of course theres not really any other option. they have all the flower shaped bitches in thsoe pokeballs you know it ... they have a cherrim thwy cherish more than life itsefl

- jesse: psychic type is just so up thwir alley i know fairy type was probsbly expected but osychic is reallt the right answer. they do habw a galarian rapidash though

- yua: bug type. all of hers have two types thohgh none have the samesecond type. her partner is a shedninja

Servants Post-chaldea part 1

So I've discussed at length what goes on for Rex and Quetz after they're done with Chaldea. But I haven't said much else for some of the others. So I've decided to elaborate what happens to at least some of the servants after they're done with chaldea. I also must elaborate that everyone becomes completely human post-chaldea. No more NPs or Skills to use. Even the ones that had crazy powers when they were alive.

(Pls note, this is specifically if said servant doesn't have another mastersona as a partner, as there's always another master with Rex)

BB - first off is our favorite malevolent AI. As just a human, I imagine BB probably decides to go into Cyber crimes. Without her crazy AI powers this is the next best thing. But then after that's run its course, I imagine she decides to go back to her roots as a Healthcare AI and becoming a Nurse. She softens with age, but she's still our favorite mischievous kouhai!

Martha - next is our beloved Punchy Saint! Honestly I wouldn't be surprised if starting off, Martha decides to go into professional Boxing for a time! She'd probably be a legend in the rectangle! But after retirement I can see her deciding to open an orphanage. She's still a caring Saintly figure, so providing a loving home for those who have none to call their own would be nice.

Kiara - now a certain Nun. Not to spoil too much, but I can say that after the story is finished, no one will have to deal with the messed up horny Kiara. Instead we have the nice therapist that we were supposed to have. But she'd definitely need her own therapy to help deal with the trauma of what happened to her before she became a servant. But after that she's back to trying to help others with their own troubles. Even ends up being Rex's main therapist. Quetz still can't help but be bit cautious. (Force of habit)

Morgan - you may already be aware of this, but Morgan wants to be in power, especially in England. And while I can't imagine she can just walk up to the palace and prove she's royalty, I do think she'd probably go into office running for Prime Minister (Besides, the royal family are just figureheads these days, so why bother) I can't say atm whether or not she'd be a good leader for England but I doubt she'd ruin it so there's that at least.

Astraea - just like Quetz, Astraea became a professional wrestler, tho not usually in the same wrestling league as Quetz. She did occasionally fight alongside Quetz as one of her partners in the ring. She dominated in the ring and was nearly undefeated. Eventually when age caught up with her, she had to hang up her belt and decided to open a gym instead. She's still a force to be wreckoned with to this day, but she knows her limits.

Bradamante - Brada fully expected that she'd have to start hunting for her husband Ruggiero again. But thankfully she actually got to be with him from the get-go thanks to the grail. With this, they decided to travel thw world together having glorious adventures, occasionally running into their fellow paladins! Eventually they stopped and decided to live together in a small cottage in the European countryside.

A/N: well that's it for now. I do plan to do this again with more servants, cause there's still plenty more to cover. But for now, that'll be it.

(Don't expect all of them tho)

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Hii can i request a match up please?

I am 172 cm with wavy, above shoulder lenght black hair, fair skin and big brown eyes. My pronouns are she/her. I generally wear glasses bc i cant see lol. I am usually smiley and pretty extroverted. I enjoy small talk and meeting new people. A friend of mine says i look dense from the outside as i walk or something, probably bc of the way i walk. I walk fast with kinda big steps and i mainly stand straight. I love doing yoga and i swim and play violin, I have a huge interest in languages so i practice many of them on my own and also get some courses. I also wanna learn guitar. Im studying engineering and plan on living abroad after i graduate. I adore all animals but cats have a special place in my heart. I love travelling, spending time outdoors w friends just wandering around and talking abt anything but I also really enjoy some alone cozy and lazy time at home watching something under blankets w some warm tea or junk food.

I love cooking and i sometimes bake something if im at home bored. I really like cooking meals for my family. When im nervous i tend to clean thw whole house and redecorate it to clear my mind.

I dont really have a fav music genre but i like indie the most i guess. I dont really have a spesific fashion style, i like dark or light academia tho. My fav colours are red and black but i dont wear red that much. Wearing jewelry, especially a lot of rings, is one thing i love. I love rings and earrings but i lose them so damn easily and I suffer, literally cry, as i try to find them that it is also something i am known for among friends. I love painting my nails and showing them playfully to my friends for them to hype it up w me which they always do lmao

Thank you so much❤

thomas<3

alright, i know i’m awfully repetitive, but him teaching you to play guitar? please. you’re sitting on his lap and holding his guitar while he gently guides your hands with his. skin on your neck and ear is burning under his warm breath as he whispers you sweet nothings, fully aware of the effect he has on you.

you’d often go to parties, but imagine you both just wanna stay home and chill for a day, so you find a movie to watch, get chips and popcorns and make yourselves comfortable on your couch. he absentmindedly strokes you hair and your head is resting on his chest, able to feel its slow ascents and descents with each one of his breaths and hear his heartbeat.

cooking with him:’) imagine him teaching you some Italian recepies and then it turns out you are better in making them than he is. he’d try to be helpful, but would probably spill all tomato sauce multiple times (though you’d still let him try just cuz you love him).

just imagine the two of you searching for your rings. you’d be looking for them throughout the house or whatever other place you’re at, both cursing and then crying out of frustration (for some reason, everyone else would find that incredibly funny), just to find them somewhere like your pocket, bag, nighstand, etc. he’d always give you that are you serious look, but he’d never refuse to help you (it kinda became your thing)

have a great day❣️

Science shows for regressors

I know not everyone can do or feels like doing experiments and that's perfectly fine! You can do science how ever you want.

 Here's a list of shows that regressors of a variety of ages can enjoy, separated by type of science.

 Cooking:

Good eats

 This show has a lot of episodes and has recently been rebooted (though I haven't gotten to see any of the new episodes.) I'm not sure what all it comes one (like cable and stuff like that) though I am pretty sure it comes on Food Network. I believe you  can also find it on youtube but im not sure about the quality of thw episodes or if it would be full episodes. Some younger regressors may not like this one very much or have the attention span for it. It's mostly aimed more at older kids and adults I think, but anyone who is interested in cooking and science may enjoy it.

 General science

 Sid the Science kid

 Based on what I've seen I think it's based on Bill Nye the since guy but I haven't seen that show (unfortunately ). I know this used to come on pbs and I think it's on netflix. There is a show and I think a movie. I love this show, though I haven't seen a massive amount of it.

 Bill nye the science guy

 Haven't seen this one myself but I've heard great things about it. I think he also has a new show on netflix (but I'm not sure if that is kid oriented or not).

 Engineering/how stuff works/is made

 How it's made

 Learn about the science behind how things work. This one will probably also be more oriented towards older regressors(note this doesn't mean younger ones won't like it, everyone is diffrent). This covers a variety of topics. I'm not sure what channels this comes on but I know you can find clips (and maybe even full episodes) on Youtube.

 Mythbusters

 This one is one of my favorites, they tested (Rip old mythbusters) various myths and told if they were true or not. Note this one involved a lot of explosives and the breaking/distruction of a variety of things in a variety of ways. They can be violent, or possibly triggering to some regressors depending on what triggers you (usually there isn't violence towards actual people, and if there is its either an accident or the person is well protected.) Some regressors may want to have the episodes gone over an checked by a caregiver or we'll trusted friend before watching. Car crashes are a big thing as they do a lot of car myths, same with explosions. I'm not saying this to scare anyone away, just want everyone it be careful. It's a very good show and has a lot of good science in it and not all of the shows are like that, there is one where they glue everything to the ceiling to see if it would actually work. Adam, Jamie, and the rest of the cast are all very careful and they value safety very much. They are also giant dorks and goofs and overall just live science. I've watched this since I was younger.

 Modern Marvels

 This is a show I used to watch that talks about big things and how they work or are built, for example water treatment plants! Kind of documentary ish, so some might find it boring but I like it.

 I'm not sure if it still comes on but it might!

Animal science

Wild kratts

This show is great and comes on PBS I believe, aside from that I'm not sure. It's animated and all about different kinds of animals and how they do the things they do and why they look the way they do.

Zaboomafoo

This is am older show with the Kratt brothers, and a lemur named, Zaboomafoo. I loved this one when I was younger (haven't watched it in a while tho). It's live action. Not sure what if comes one if it does, but you may be able to find it on dvd or youtube.

Dinosaur Train

Dinosaurs! I love this one and it comes on pbs kids. New episodes are still being made, involves time travel and palentology.

The Magic School Bus

This is also a book series. It's great. It's about...well honestly at least part of this one is kind of obvious... but it's about a class of students and their excetric teacher who takes them on adventures in her magic school bus. (honestly I'm pretty sure there's a ton of headcanons about her being an incarnation of the doctor (or at least a time lord. )

Oooh!

Doctor Who

Some of you might like this if you don't already watch it. Might not be the best for younger regressors (but as with other things it depends). There is violence (usually directed at the doctor), but for the most part the doctor is a pacifist. My absolute favorite regeneration is the 11th doctor,  but I also really like 10, 12, and 13. I love it a lot. It can get kind of scary at times, and their are some... interesting looking aliens. But a lot of kids like it and I've liked it for a long time. As with mythrusters you may want to get some one to check it out for you or if you don't have someone to do that maybe check it out yourself while big or check a site similar to Does the dog die(I know this one does movies). There is a Christmas special for each year(they are amazing).

Cyber Chase

Another great one that comes(I think it still does) on PBS kids. Isn't just science but it's definitely oriented towards teaching things. :3 I love it so much, also hacker is voiced by uhhh....grrr...Disney actor, I can't remember..I'll come back to this later.

The Zula Patrol

I love this one, this is about a group of aliens who are working together to protect the universe from a variety of things, marketed toward kids. Variety of science topics. So much fun. I don't know if it still comes on pbs or not but that's where I watched it. They live on planet Zula. It's so great. 30 minute episodes. Not sure where you would be able to watch it if it doesn't come on pbs, maybe youtube.

Peep and the big wide world

I honestly am not sure if this one's still comes on or not or what it came on when it did. But it's about these birds and they get into situations and have to get them selves out of them (I think, it's been a loooooong time.

Fetch with Ruff Ruffman

This one is great! It's a gameshowish style show, where they bring in a group of kids and have them do challenges. The kids are live action and Ruff(and the other talking animals) are animated.

Feel free to add your favorite science shows little ones!

Hmm i think i may have possibly settled on an idea for how to rewrite Kin and Gin to be more complex and potentially redeemable.

Gonna focus on The Big Family Love, because these siblibgs caring about each other so much its literally their battle power is already their best and only slightly sympathetic trait

So i was thinking about the whole 'hey here's another third sibling in the third version of the game' thing and had a BIG BRAINWAVE

What if kin and gin want to turn back time to fix a mistake in their past? And all the evil they do with manipulating other people's pasts is something that they regret having to do buy see as a necessary evil in order to achieve their goal.

Their goal? Bronzlow.

Why did he not appear in the original version of the game and wasnt even mentioned? Because he was DEAD.

Kin and Gin's goal in life is to save their baby brother who died when they were children. Maybe his 'funny' clumsiness and struggle to keep up with his sisters was very much not funny in this original timeline. One day the twins were teasing him over something or other, he messed up yet again and got their kite caught in a tree or something. And they were supoosed to be responsible when looking after the lil guy, but on that day they just happened to be a little short tempered with him and made the stupid decision to yell at him to get the kite back even though they knew he wasnt good at climbing. It was just a stupid mistake of some kids who were probably too young to be put in charge of babysitting their brother. He just.. Fell. Everything was over so fast. And it felt like time had forever stopped at that moment.

So they spent their whole lives trying to find a way to bring him back to life, even doing forbidden magic to become yokai and gain the power they needed to bend time. And they grew old and cynical and slowly lost their grip on morality, because the guilt just kept hauntinh them and the closer they got to making their dream come true the more they became tempted to let go of morals and hurt people in the desperation to finally achieve it...

And then this would be a good excuse for me to lets play one of the original versions of the game and then also the third one. And it could be interesting to set it up like this story with my oc is actually left hanging on the first playthrough and only fully completes after the third game. Like its all in the same continuity as if Mallory really did experience both games! Kin and gin's time travel messing up the future could be a good excuse to show all the different versions as alternate universe type things! And have it so that at some point Bronzlow just suddenly appears without explanation and everyone acts like he was always there. Which would lead to the reveal of the whole backstory and like.. Bronzlow is here now and looks like how he would if he'd lived a full long life, because their plan is almost complete. Theyre always sassing him and he's all funny comic relief but really all alpng he mattered more to them than anyone else and theyre so happy to see him again. And getting to see him again has made them so desperate to make it real that they'd even collapse time and space itself just to not have to let go of him again! Like what if some of his 'funny clumsy moments' are actually like.. Signs that he's not completely saved and the paradox is trying to correct itself? Like he doesnt remember that he died but his sisters do, he's just like 'wow i felt kinda dizzy there for a moment, im sorry' and 'huh i seem really forgetful lately' and he doesnt notice himself flickering in and out of existance and just DAMMIT IM GETTING REALLY EMOTIONAL ALREADY

And in the end of course kin and gin would have to face the fact that bronzlow wouldbt want them to bring him back if it meant other people had to get hurt. Thats why they tried to hide the truth from him, they knew he would sacrifice himself to fix the timeline and save everyone. And it could be super depressing with him joining you to fight his sisters even when he knows it'll kill him, and then the last moment of the fight is the time machine thing being broken and then a vision of the siblings as kids standing beneath that same tree, and the twins begging bronzlow to let them just stop time here and stay with him, if they cant save him then they want to die together... But there's no timeline where he'd ever say yes to that...

:(

So umm yeah, the redemption fot these two would be finally accepting their grief instead of running from it, and you hug them and let them know that they have a second chance at a happy life. He never blamed them, they didnt have to destroy their own chance at happiness for his sake. He'd want them to go out and enjoy life, every time theyre smiling he'll be smiling with them...

I dunno i just think itd be a good way to make people care more about an underrated character. Cos from what ive heard about bronzlow he apparantly barely even talks, and really is just 'we added another one in the third version' with no more complexity than that. Kin and Gin already arent very popular so its understandable that their lil bro would be even more ignored, so this is an idea for how to make his low plot role a big plot role yet alsp at the same time get meta with thw low plot role itself being the big emotional tragedy...

Also i dunno if i'd actually find some way to bring him back eventually? Like as a reward for them at the end of their redemptive arc, maybe have them return in yw3 and help the heroes there and then after a loooong long journey they find another non-evil way to bring him back in the postgame. I dunno if itd dampen the emotional arc to bring him back tho? I feel like the importabt part os just that they learn not to hurt other people tp try and save their brother, as long as they actually finally give up and stop their evil plan it could still show the same amount of character growth if he does come back. Like it wouldbt be a moral-ruining 'yeah their evil plan actualky worked' kind of thing, just some different miracle happened, possibly directly caused BY them making the right choice? Like by confiding in others and not doing it all alone they finally manage to find the answer. But maybe have it happen some time after the endibg so the sadness still has enough time to breathe and it feels even happier when it eventually happens.

Also gives me an excuse to play out the credits sequence but with bronzlow vanishing out of that happy pic of them together. (Thanks to my friend who showed me that!)

             WWE Evolution: Review

                                           Sunday 28th October, 

                           from the Nassau Colliseum in Uniondale,NY

Trish Stratus&Lita vs Mickie James and Alexa:[***]

We had no pre-show matches for Evolution (thank god i would say) and this match should have featured Alexa Bliss but the Goddess got injuried in a live event and missed the event so WWE replaced her with Alicia Fox. The match was better than i expected because at the Rumble, Lita looked really bad and wasn’t expecting much from this, but both HOFs did their best and Mickie James shines and honestly i believe she is better then when she was in her prime. Fox was ok even tho had a massive botch. The match itself was the standard heel vs face tag team with Bliss trying to help her friends. With this match going on the first 30 minutes of the show (the ones free on twitter), Lita and Trish win was really predictable (and right) and even more when they announced that Bliss was out of the contest. Crowd was on fire during the match

Winners: Trish Stratus and Lita.

Women’s battle royal for a future title match: [**¾]

It was solid but also the worst match of the night but it didn’t turned out as bad as i thought, even tho i hated some eliminations,like the Iiconic one at the beginning to have a commedy moment, or like the winner of the first ever Women rumble got eliminated like nothing by Ember Moon.  Thanks WWE. But at the same time, if your worst match of the event is just solid, it’s not a bad thing at all. The crowd loved everyone and the match and Nia got the win, as she will be an easy challenger for Ronda and it also set a rematch between the two since their match at MITB ended by DQ when Bliss cashed in her briefcase.

Winner: Nia Jax

Mae Young Classic Final: Io Shirai vs Toni Storm:[****]

Let’s start with the negative: why the hell this match only went 10 minutes? So rant mode off, but this match was very very good even tho it last just 10 minutes. It had drama, storytelling, good wrestling and also Storm is the only person in the tournament who didn’t got caught by Io’s moonsault, so in some way, they keep the magic and the effectivness around the move. Storm won and as i said in the reivew, she was my #1 pick to win the tournament and i’m so happy for her, because she deserved it the final last year and she deserved to win this year like shirai should, but for Io i guess they have already some solid plans in NXT, while Storm will be involved more with the UK brand rather then the main NXT one. Storm also defeated to win the tournament Jinny, Matsumoto, Yim and Shirai. Good lord, that’s impressive. This match was a good way to close a great tournament, wish it went longer, but it did justice to the whole tournament (full tournament review out later in the week/s as i need more time for it) PS: Storm entered with her MYC 2017 and NXT UK theme, after the bell they played her MYC 2018 theme. That’s so weird but fun (and geeky for a theme song nerd like me)

Winner of the MYC 2018: Toni Storm

Riott Squad vs Natalya, Sasha Banks and Bayley:[***¼]

Let’s start with another rand mode time: why the hell this match went longer than the MYC Final? I really really don’t get it, because this match at time felt a bit boring because they went too long and Shirai-Storm felt great but so short, but at least the six woman tag was a good match, topped my expactations and showed us that Liv can actually wrestle, since it was basically her best match so far in WWE. It started too slow but got much better in the final stretch and played out good, giving the babyface a great moment, like Sasha tributing Eddie. I still don’t like the Riott Squad, because probably they would be better by themselves rather than as a team, because they always make them lose as a team while in singles match they can pull it off. If their strenght is in the number, why the hell they can’t win a 3 vs 3?

Winner: Sasha Banks, Bayley and Natalya

NXT Womens Championship: Kairi Sane vs Shayna Baszler:[****]

Another rant mode time: not a fan at all of Kairi’s new theme. Just when i got used to her second theme, they change it. Usual WWE. Theme song rant aside, this match was really good, much better then their previous encounters. They finally nailed the match, even tho i wished we got a clean finish tho. The idea of having the other 2 4HW was great, they will be great in NXT, but this match was going really well and then a non clean finish took something away for me. The title change is fine because it was unexpected and came well, but still the interferences were a bit sloopy and could have been better or even non existent. Now, i guess we might get a team battle even with the ladies and this got me thinking: are we getting a womens war games too at Takeover? It would be interesting for sure.  But before i jump to the next match, there is still one thing for me to say: stop thinking Shayna is just Rousey’s best friend: she is a really good wrestler and a great heel, because she is legit someone i would boo at a show even tho i like her and criticising her just because ronda is her best friend, while she worked hard in the indies too to get here, is just wrong.

Winner AND NEW NXT Womens champion: Shayna Baszler

Last Woman Standing for the SD Womens Title: Charlotte vs Becky Lynch:[****½]

No rant mode this time, but let’s say that it was the best match of the night. And i usually don’t even like Last Man/woman Standing match, but with the right booking they can be really good. This one was the one i was hoping for, yes not a perfect match, but really really good with drama, storytelling, it made the crowd involved even tho on commentary tried everything to get people behind Charlotte, but it was the hard fought battle that this feud really needed. A great feud which needed a great ending (for the moment). Even tho i wished the babyface/heel role would switch, this feud has been superb and probably gave us the best Becky Lynch so far in WWE, while charlotte really doesn’t fit well as a babyface cause she is a great heel, but she never fails to look good. Speaking of the match, we had violence, because the tables spots and chair spot were nasty and even Becky jumping from the ladder was risky. It was perfect on this, while not on the way the ref handled it. Becky won with a powerbomb on the table and probably will face Ronda rousey at Survivor Series in a champion vs champion, if they are planning the event as Raw vs SD Live again like last year. MOTY? Maybe not, because i still think NXT delivered it, but these two women had the best match and feud in the main roster so far. Kudos to both of them…and Becky good luck with Ronda.

Winner AND STILL SD Womens Champion: Becky Lynch

Raw Womens Championship: Ronda Rousey vs Nikki Bella:[***]

Some people are trashing the whole show just because of this match. Personally i wouldn’t call them fans but simply stupid, because it’s stupid to trash an event for just a match, which even wasn’t that bad. I didn’t liked it, but it could have been a lot worse. Not a fan of how they are booking Ronda matches at the moment, because if they cant have her squash the whole division, they shouldn’t have her going through a beating for like ¾ of the match and then win. She is a former ufc champions, she should destroy someone like Nikki who doesn’t even wrestle regulary since she got injuried. Ronda won and everyone happy like the happy ending for the event. Speaking of her challenger, i think this Nikki, used like a veteran, could be helpful in the division, only if she gets the get her opponent over and not get another title shot for basically being a Bella

Winner AND STILL Raw Womens Champion: Ronda Rousey

Overall: I wasn’t really expecting Evolution to be this good, i hoped it could be this, i feared it could have been worse but it really surprised me. It had a takeover vibe and it was great because it was really different. Even the crowd felt like a NXT crowd where they are hot for thw whole show and don’t slowly die because the events are too long. Honestly i think an yearly event like this would be awesome. Yes there are still some stuff that wasn’t good, but for once i really enjoyed a WWE main roster PPV from the start to the bottom and that’s what matters the most to me. Kudos to everyone involved and keep proving the people, who trashed this event because it was all womens only, that they are just wrong. [7.75]

evens for that talk abt meme except if they're gross :((

Alrighty!

I’d answer two but I feel like I’ve done that story 10 times and it’s tiring to try to explain it.

4. Talk about the thing you regret most so far.I mean, I have so many so I can’t write a story for this, so I’ll go all emo and say my existence.

6. Talk about the worst birthday you've had.Honestly don’t know. Never did anything big for my birthdays except once, and that was a really fun night. Otherwise all I’ve done mostly is go to the movies.

8. Talk about the thing you are most proud of.When I was like...... 10 or 11, I wrote a 47 chapter book on flying unicorns. It was partially plagiarized from a friend and some of the chapters were a single page long (it was all handwritten tho okay), but it was my first real foray into writing so nice.

10.Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.lmao okay so there was a ton bc Abuse and a lot of times I didn’t fight back but my proudest moment (and a turning point) was when I fucking took no shit and just didn’t care. Not a big fight at all compared to pretty much all of them but iconic. So my abuser and I had a stupid thing where we both got our own separate boxes of cereal (yes, I know, but he stole everything from me) and this way we’d both have our own thing that no one would steal or eat all of it on the other.

Needless to say, my abuser owned everything, in his opinion, so he was eating a bowl of my cereal, and it just fucking pissed me right the fuck off. I think I said something, and naturally he just probably told me in one way or another to fuck off, so I walked straight up to him and flipped the bowl of cereal on him. It was hilarious. He, of course, responded as always, and came up to me to punch me, but I actually dodged and he only grazed the top right of my head. I was laughing so hard. My mom sent him up to his room and I had to clean up the mess but it was gr8. Fucker. That’s what happens after enough of it, you just aren’t afraid of the fuckery anymore. 

I love the revenge, so good, so sweet.

12.Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.Shit I’ve had so many, but this one’s kinda weird but has actually like Scarred me. When I was a really young kid, that ALF (I never watched it but like my dad likes it or something) se/xu/all/y ass/aul/ted me and he just looks fucked and creepy and disturbing and I CAN”T STAND THESIGHT OF THW|AT FUCKING CREEPY PUPPET FUCKIGN THING it’s disturbing ok

14.Talk about a vacation.Once, in Florida, my abuser and I were running around (we reeeeally young, like I had to be.... god idk 8 or younger) trying to catch geckos bc they’re cute and fucking fast as hell. My dad caught us one SOMEHOW and we put it in a jar (no lid) and showed all the old people around (bc we’d stay at my grandparents’ little rented house which was like an Old People Retirement neighbourhood) and then we released it and yeah that was cool. Unfortunately abuser was there and he marrs literally every nice memory I possibly could have lmao.

16.Talk about the best party you've ever been to.lmao I honestly don’t know?? I don’t go to parties really unless like.... small ones or birthday ones or some shit. The few that were house ones or something were always a hot mess.

18.Talk about something that happened in elementary school.I got pantsed falling off the top of a human pyramid. I was always the tiniest one so I always was put up as the “point” and no one kept their balance so I fucking fell and somehow my pants came off and I was mortified.

OOO but we also went to this cool place, Muskoka Woods, and I had a great time hanging out there and doing all that fun shit. I did the Flying Squirrel (but not the Big Swing bc it broke, unfortunately). It’s when everyone grabs one side of a rope and you’re hooked up to like... idk a part of it or something? Idk man but like you’re hooked up by harness to a rope to this contraption thing and a bunch of people pull a rope and you go flying upwards. And since I was tiny I went. It was fun.

20.Talk about something that happened in high school.Did anything good happen in high school? Ah yes, one thing. My friend, Danielle, and I did fuck all in the grade ten science class (and a couple other classes lmao we did so much fuckery together in high school idk how we passed anything). Our science teacher was a bitch and the class was boring bc we didn’t get to do any experiments, it was just notes and textbook questions. So we never did it. Always ran away to Tim Horton’s any time we got together to do the work lmao.

ANYWAYS, so this one time no one’s doing anything. It’s almost end of class, and our lunch was next, so people are standing around. We don’t have any friends in this class, mind you. So we’re ignored. Idk how, but one of us got a piece of chalk. Danielle used it to make a mark on my uniform pants (Catholic school, so uniforms, and our pants were navy blue that day) which meant it wouldn’t rub off. So I made one on hers. And then somehow we just end up wrestling each other for it, and then we full out started tackling one another. Our desk (in this class we had desks that sat two people next to each other) was shoved forward into the desk in front of it, our chairs were fucking back against the wall (we sat in the back bc duh). 

And we’re just full out wrestling for this stupid piece of chalk. And no one even really looked our way. Our teacher didn’t glance up at us, which is wild bc she was one of Those teachers, and the other kids just ignored us like always. And we just ended up chasing each other around during lunch and it was so much fun.

Skipping 22.

24.Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.I’m lucky to have several friends who write me when I ask what’s likable about me and such, and on a few occasions have gotten an essay. But generally any time someone tells me I mean a lot to them (and bonus points when they tell me why), it’s like........ air for me. Can’t live if I’m not worthy to.

26.Talk about things you do when you're sick.Lmao I just got over the flu a couple weeks ago so this is ironic. I usually bundle the fuck up, turn on the fireplace, and wrap myself in blankets, and just sweat it out. One time when my dad and I had reeeeeally bad flus, we spent the entire day with the fireplace on, me in my fleece pjs (which I only wear when sick bc they’re hot), and wrapped in large blankets, and I sweat so much it felt good. Which is the opposite to myself any other time. So I make sure I sweat now as often as I can. 

I often watch t.v. or maybe, depending on how I’m doing, game a little. But usually I sleep, whether sporadically (like the time just passed - I slept a few hours, woke for a few, continue) or for hours, and drink lots of ginger ale. And not eat much at all, except sometimes soup. Mhm. Ginger ale feels really nice to drink when sick actually, esp on your throat. We used to get it as kids bc of the ginger in it, but there’s not much to be of any use, so I just drink it when sick now bc it’s cold and the pop’s syrupy enough to coat my throat, which you wouldn’t think but yeah. Also tea is nice.

The next few are meh and I’m tired so I’m not gonna answer any more bc girl you always send a lot. Thank you!

Hey. Hi. Big fan. I don't watch half of the shows that you reblog, but your enthusiasm is quality. Um.. this is super personal, so I totally understand if you don't answer, but how did you realise you were nb?

omg im so sorry you have sat through my tags for this long, buddy you deserve better lmao. but no this is super okay to talk about, and ya its personal but im alright with it bc sometimes its nice to talk about?? like its a lot easier to explain over here rather than to my family (rip) but yeah i can get into it. um, itll be under the cut tho bc its a long answer, so if my other followers (or people who may get triggered) dont wanna read like ya theres that

the short answer: i realised last year, bc of everything that piled up and me finally finding the time to sit down and Think About It.

(tl;dr: at the bottom if youre not here for the Super Long answer)

the long answer: gender had never come easily to me as a kid, like i understood that girls played with dolls and that boys played with trucks. but i also was raised in a family where girls could play with trucks too, as long as they still looked like girls. so from the get go i had a v “tomboyish” look about me, and how i presented myself. i found i was v comfy with the tomboy label growing up, bc it meant i could play with the boys but still be sensitive and emotional while the boys werent allowed to feel like that

my biggest stepping stone tbh was (is) my mother. now if youve followed me for a while you probably know that while my mother loves me, and i suppose i love her (still up in the air), our relationship is v v v v Tense. this is due mostly to the fact that she has this preconceived notion of what the world looks like, and how people should act and present themselves. for her, to have me as a child saying “i wanna dress like a boy” “i wanna be a boy” was no biggie bc i was Just A Kid and would grow up to flourish into a beautiful young woman. which, for the most part, i did. but that doesnt mean i enjoyed it. from the age i was allowed to dress myself, my mother and i would fight about my clothing choices (and i literally mean fight. she would refuse to take me somewhere if i didnt dress the way she wanted. would throw my own clothes at me or on the road outside our house etc) and she would dub my clothes “too casual” and tell me to “dress up” and “look a bit more girly, please?” which i now know is totally Gross and not v nice, but at the time i didnt know any better, i hadnt grown into myself. this, alongside many years of condemnation in regards to my interests and hobbies and things i just enjoyed and wanted to talk about, just Didnt Add Up to my mother. she loved having two pretty daughters, pretty daughters who could wear dresses and live out the life she couldnt bc she fell pregnant with my older sister at 19, and thus had to grow up v quickly (no blame on my sister tho, shes my favourite person in the world and shes trying v hard to understand me and loves me v much)

fast forward a couple years: i was 15 when i first developed my eating disorder. quite frankly, it was only upon realising that im nb as to how i figured out what my ed was Actually About. i didnt like my curves. i didnt like being “girly”. i did constant misguided ab workouts and ate three rice cakes for lunch, followed by nothing but a banana until dinner. my sleep patterns were hit and miss bc i would either write away the pain or stay up wondering what this Thing i was feeling was (spoiler: it was dysphoria). i tried super hard to love my curves, to own myself and how i looked, but it never felt Right. i never understood. i would see my psychologist and ramble about my ed and she would pinpoint it and say it was curves and i would always just say “but its not”. bc it wasnt Just Curves, it was the idea as a whole. and it was v confusing and scary, so much like my exploration into my sexuality, i just put it off.

it was combating my ed that helped me most, i think. it was getting over it, and forcing myself back into a natural sleep pattern (so i could actually do year 12 without wrecking myself). i didnt get over it until around april 2016, which was when i fell in love with the idea of self love, and decided to give it a go. i listened to my psychologist, and she was v patient with me, and was cautious with where i placed my blame (”yes its your mothers fault for making you react and feel this way, her words hurt you. but youre the one that decides what to do with that negativity”) and it was so so so helpful. she taught me that i was deserving of love, and positivity, and that loving youself is a process, and it doesnt always work the way you want it to, but you need to find what makes you happy and keep doing that. for me, that tied into my food, my talents, my friends, and my actions. im not going to sit here and claim that fitness is key to happiness, but its part of whats key to mine (to the point that i have been inspired to become a personal trainer and teach other people that being “healthy” isnt just about food and exercise). each person has their own individual things that keep them balanced, and if yours is painting your nails instead of doing sit ups fucking go for it - just make sure you find that thing, because it gives you clarity.

my clarity hit me in the beginning of year 12, when i Sat Down and really had a think. i thought back to how i wanted to look growing up, how i wanted to act, i remembered the day i first had a proper bra bought for me instead of a crop top and the way i cried for hours that night without knowing why. i remember not wearing shirts to bed and then suddenly feeling awful when i started having to. i remembered trying to wear boxer shorts and nothing else around the house and being yelled at. i remembered telling my dad i wanted to look how he did when he was 18, and yelling at him when he said “but dont you want to be pretty like your mum”. i remembered my sister cutting my hair in the dead of night in her bedroom, bc i didnt want to look the way i did. i remembered wearing all these oversized clothes to hide my chest. being uncomfortable when anyone (family or stranger) would say “lady”, “girl”, “miss”, “female”. shrinking into myself when someone pointed out my curves. looking in thw mirror and only smiling when my hands were covering and pushing my chest. looking at the scale and not seeing anything other than a number that meant i was stuck being curved. refusing to go swimming bc it meant having to wear a bikini instead of just board shorts. wanting to play on the mens basketball team, wearing mens clothes, being mad when i suddenly couldnt wear them anymore. overcompensating by wearing midriffs and muscle shirts and short shorts and lacy underwear to impress my boyfriend(s) bc i was their GIRLfriend and this is what I Needed To Do. wearing clothes around my first girlfriend that i was really comfortable in, and her telling me that im still nb even if i have to wear a bra for now, and that she wouldnt ever take my shirt off or act as if my chest ever existed if thats what would keep me comfortable, and me nearly crying bc of how validating and overwhelming it was.

it all hit me at once, and i was struck with the blatant honesty of what this had been all along. id ignored it and shoved it down bc i didnt want to upset my mother, disappoint her. i didnt want to be what she never wanted. but then i remembered that i am deserving of love, even if its only ever from myself. 

so i told my best friend, and she was so wonderful with it, and she asked what pronouns i wanted to use from now on, and she helped me ease into shopping for clothes. and i bought a binder, and it fits v well and i fucking love it. and i told my other friends, and all the ones who matter are v supportive and beautiful (one even offered to make me a suit). and i told my two favourite cousins, and my sister, and they make sure to text me that i should stretch when i wear my binder, or to take deep breaths in case i forget to and its v homey and nice and they want me to be happy. and i blurted it out to my mother and she fucking hates it, and shes threatened to “burn” my binder if she ever sees it, to “rip it off [my] body” if i ever wear it in front of her, that she wants “nothing to do with It” and that “its a fucked up idea” someone has “put into my head”. but you know what? thats okay, bc i Know who i am now. and sometimes things dont always go how you want, and sometimes the people who love you most cant love all of you, and i want you guys to know that if that ever happens, youre not obligated to love them back, okay? love yourself, love those who love All Of You.

tl;dr: years of dysphoria piled onto me when i had a hot ten minutes to fully think about it in between classes.

I cant believe ive progressed from "im gonna buy this slightly updated rerelease of a game i already own because science grandpa" to "im gonna reenter the kingdom hearts fandom and catch up on all the games i missed because science grandpa" to "im gonna get into an entirely new fandom literally just for science grandpa i mean dad"

Its probably best i start with the first game in the series tho, rite? Theyre all in continuity with the same protag and stuff unlike pokemon, apparantly. But still i worry that it wont be able to hold my interest in the first game cos apparantly THE FABLED SADDAD is only a late game boss with barely one single scene compared to his more fleshed out appearances in the sequels. I can only hope that everything else lives up to the power of he cuteness and every other yokai is equally monstery huggables! And im totally unspoiled for LITERALLY EVERYTHING IN THE GAME EXCEPT FOR MADDIMAN so lol for all i know it could be exactly my ultra fave and i just never knew it! I can at least give credit to the wiki makers for having it be easier to learn about one sad dad's plot without spoiling the rest of the game for yourself, thats better than pokemon and kh!

Oh but the one thing i do know is that everyone in the fandom is universally sad that they removed the female character option in the third game. Apparantly its cos now you have a second scenario with a new female character but it sucks that this means they canonized the male character as the "real" one for the first two games. Really sucks cos he's also the canon protagonist in the anime too and already gets 100% of the screentime in all promotional materials so i didnt even friggin know there was a girl option until years after i first heard of the game! JUSTICE FOR KATIE YO!!! Her design is infinately better than the ultra generic one for the dude. Like if their excuse for removibg her is "but theres a different female character who's nate's new friend and they both exist simultaneously" like why not have it so that if you play as katie you get a male version of that same character? Or if the excuse is to save cartridge space then literally just replace the new girl with "katie moves to america and has this separate adventure". Or even mix both and have it so that you can pick which protagonist is the one that moves and which stays? And have a prologue segmebt where the one who wasnt already the hero comes along and somehow something gets a yokai watch too and then new scenario, the end. Cos what ive heard is that both nate and katie are characters anyway, even if you dont pick them? The leftover one becomes your non yokai powered friend/love interest. Or is that just in the anime? But like if thats how katie is left canonically in the final game in the trilogy REGARDLESS OF YOUR GODDAMN CHOICES then yo it could be cool if the love interest got powers and joined you on a super double adventure! Thatd actually get me invested in your love plot! You could have loads of sweetness of them being long distance pals and maybe getting closer to confessing now theyre spending time apart. Cos a friend moving away is always super stressful and keeping in touch makes you worried theyre gonna forget you and all. Maybe have Katie finding her own yokai watch and entourage of spooky monsters while she's off in her new home and then nate is half AAAAA THIS IS SO COOL I CAN FINALLY TELL YOU MY SECRET and half OH GOD SHES GOT NEW BETTER FRIENDS SHES GONNA FORGET ABOUT ME. And katie maybe is worried that nate doesnt trust her as much as she thought he did, if he kept the yokai secret from her. And they could have awkwardness due to miscommunication and anxiety and RELATE THAT TO MADDIMAN'S FAMILY TROUBLES AND HAVE HIM BE A BIG ROLE IN THE PLOT RESOLVING IT BECAUSE MADDIMAN IS THE GODDAMN BEST! Also honestly the new girl character they replaced katie with DOES seem cool, im just mad that she replaced katie. So maybe keep her as an npc and she could be a cool new friend katie makes in america? Or yknow if they felt like ditching the "katie only exists for love interest uwu shes not the canon protagonist and never will be" crap then HEY MAYBE NEW GIRL COULD BE KATIE'S LOVE INTEREST?

ALSO maybe add a button to hug my yokai and have them follow behind you and also make custom rooms for them and decorate them and also give them snacks. Note: bunni has not played this game and does not know if any of these things have already happened and if they have then FUCK YEAH IM EVEN MORE EXCITED YO!!!!

Oh also i was checking up the version exclusives for the second game cos huh thats weird that only YW2 has two versions and both thw first and third game dont. I think i might go with bony spirits cos i had a good giggle at "herbiboy and carniboy" and i wanna throw my money at whoever made that pun. Like i kinda like how nonsensical it is in english where the pun doesnt exist? Its equally great either way! Why on earth does eating fried chicken make you a casanova! Well in japan its a pun but a dude holding a fried chicken bouquet is even funnier with absolutely no context. I honestly think his herbiboy form looks cuter tho and im sad that cos of his outfit people in the west will probably make jokes about him being an incel even tho his concept is meant to be "socially anxious dude who has no interest in dating women" rather than "those shallow fake shy dudes who whine about women not letting them smash". Since he turns into Carniboy by fusing with another male yokai i'd rather interpret it as "he was gay all along and only becomes a confident casanova when he embraces his true self". Like carniboy is the garnet of yokai? HERE AGAIN I GO GETTING ALL HYPED AND ATTATCHED TO RANDOM YOKAI BASED ENTIRELY ON THEIR CRANK-A-KAI DESCRIPTION ON THE WIKI

Also yo did u know theres a fuckin crank-a-kai?? Aka a gachapon machine of the damned?? Created by a punny gas(c)hadoro yokai whose giant towering skeletal scaryness is all wasted on being addicted to gacha games?? I love this. I especially love it cos gacha machines were the original inspiration for pokeballs so its like a fun callback to the franchise's bigger brother! But im also glad that the gacha thing is just one of many different minigames to catch yokai, cos i really dont like games thatre 100% random chance with no choices at all. THO STILL WHERE IS MY CHOICE TO HUG MADDIMAN....