i absolutely do not feel like explaining the entire context of this whole bit for @heartsandsparksshipweek, i guess the domestic prompt. or together? or au?? i dunno. anyways.

from a TFA au fic i have yet to write, using @agatharights fantastic genderbent Sumdac and holoform Megatron bc i love these designs. Isabel has just been freed from several months of being kidnapped and even Megatron is having feelings about it. cue family cuddle pile

grumbling and groaning and grinding teeth as i analyze a character and his backstory despite not liking it at all because maybe there's something to be found by acknowledging canon

uhhhhhhh. shti i wanna write but my mind is being fuzzy unhappy rn. lemme see. is my friend awaks

hmm and while i’m here some Anakin and Jedi thoughts- 

it completely checks out to me that Mace and the council don’t trust Anakin, he is too close to palpatine who the Jedi are starting to get Suspicious about (finally) and Mace also sense Anakin’s ConflictTM when he goes to confront palpatine 

it also makes sense why the Council doesn’t want to grant Anakin the rank of Master-- he is still very young and also....they don’t like palpatine interfering in their affairs. FAIR! I said in the GC last night it felt like some medieval state-church drama and @catie-does-things said it was just the Investiture Controversy in Space bc she knows things like that but also it’s true

and all that said, it still really sucks for Anakin who is doing his best (until he isn’t) (secret wife thing aside) 

ahh *spins hokma around* i love u so....

The fact that I can’t reach though the screen and roll Carson around in the palm of my hand like a smooth round pebble makes me angry.

Ham, how about you create a creative resource as the Insektors-themed character maker, but it's Microsoft Paint-friendly, and you can then post it on your microblog (and on your DeviantArt) as a download. I look forward to how I use to create my own Insektors-styled characters! Would you give me as a Christmas gift?

Ok I get what you mean & I totally understand (it can b tough to design characters and bases r handy for beginners n such)

HOWEVER

The thing with insektors is, no two characters look totally alike unless they’re literally the same species (see: Krabouic and Kaboche or the Methane Bros and Erik), so quite frankly I don’t know how I’d go about making this kind of thing!! Insektors characters rlly can just look like anything tbh— Synapse and Fugg are both (different types of) weevils but they look NOTHING alike!

But, what I COULD do is draw base versions of suggested species, individually, if you send me asks requesting them. You could also consult my OC guide, though that’s not a base nor is it MS paint friendly lol.

💜💜🥳🥳🥳🥳 HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIDGET!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳💜💜

(this was meant to post yesterday actually during their bday but tumblr shat itself ARRRGHHHH… alas..)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FAVOURITE OUR WONDERLAND CHARACTER WHOM I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART 🥹🥹💜 featuring my lovely friends who enable my insanity

edited floaty gidget and me being stupidly sappy n rambley under the cut..

okay so I started playing our wonderland like a year ago now and safe to say its like totally taken over my life 🥹 and gidget. aagh. gidget. aagh. aaagh!!!!

im really bad at articulating stuff (probably on account of my mental impairment but… YKNWO… XD) and there is lots of feelings and thoughts and agh gidget. GIDGETTT!!!! i will try my best to word

our wonderland as a whole has grown to mean a shit ton to me (but ill talk more abt that at length in a later post) and i love all the characters so so fucking much and especially gidget and iggy. especially gidget, oh gidget has thieved away with this aching heart of mine. or something.

im always extremely drawn to n obsessed w characters and storylines around like… a self suppression, muting, coiling up into some unreal ideal and reality so deeply it becomes some 'new reality', until you can barely see yourself anymore…. im crazy abt that shit. it rules. and gidget is all that. and also just a silly illy billy booly looly who i want to put in my mouth and chew up like a wad of paper. uh

i think about them like all the time 24/7 366 (cause its a leap year!) and im always like. thinking on new angles and perspectives and little intricacies and probably a solid 80% of it is just all in my head but god. i love them sm they are so awesome n well written n silly n WAAAAAAAAAAAGH

i love gidget so much. i love our wonderland so much. thankyou carrot so much for your wonderful phenomenal storytelling, characters and art, im like consistently entranced and blown away by it istg.

again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIDGET!!!!!!!!! 🥳🥳🥳💜💜💜🥹 and i hope all of you have very fantastic days. i luv this game n fandom n gidget so much. life may be very stormy and dark and scary but oh it truly is joyous i think. but maybe thats a little too sappy even for me

i eep now

goodnight !

(oh and heres the floaty gidget. im really proud of how it turned out. i keep on flying around the print out of it and saying 'look they have smelled some delicious pie…' i am a very predictable and simple person.)

ok so first of all. ben Shapiro. fuckin hate the guy. but his voiceeeee{i cant clip this vid but like just like his voice yknwo}. i love the like.... almost nasally typa quality..? BUT his voice can get sorta annoying bc its pretty high pitched(i mean not really but like idk whatever) but also. theres. daron malakian.

first: not a bigot.

second: hot asf.

third: HE HAS THE SAME VOICE QUALITY THAT BENNY HAS !!1!1!

idk its sorta hard to find decent clips of him talking but heres one ig

HE SOUNDS LIKE BEN BUT LIKE NOT AS ANNOYING AND ALSO HES HIGH ASF. I LOVE DARON.

okay then theres also sam collins

so at first listen it just sounds like a basic pacific nw maybe cali typa accent right. BUT if you listen real close. theres this one vowel sound that he does {in that clip its the 'a' sound in 'answer'. its not a great example but i think it gets the point across okay} and i just. i love it. its like... vaguely european.?? like sorta how you say 'bath' in a posh british accent..? ig...? it does sometimes sound more like... north dublin typa vowel.

anyways. his like speech patterns and delivery reminds me a lot of frank iero. idk. theyre both from the new england area of the us so it makes sense(frank is from nj, sam is from boston). i dont really know how to explain it..? but yeah. like i feel like i cant just like show you one clip of each bc it wont show v well ig idk. but yeah. theres some things where ill wake up in the middle of the night and hear a clip of sam and then be like "when did yt go to a frank iero interview?"

anyway yeah if you or anyone who decided to read this knows both frank and sam, pleaseeeee tell me in not going insane fkandns

but ye i really like examining certain vowel sounds or phrasing and comparing them yknow dksknd

okay thats enough rambling abt that. also by god do i regret making it my brand to do text all colored like that fnsnncbs

xoxo💋

That's fair ig, to me the nasally is mostly annoying but eh.

Yooooo! Cool! He seems really cool.

Oh!! I used to watch Sam Collins!

Woah! I never noticed that before! That's so cool!

Heehee :D

That's fair! I like the way certain letters sound when I say them!

ahkdsaus I imagine it must be a lot of work!

gigglign shaking my feet vibrating giggllging i have so much fucking energy its not funny i just wanna bdhrgevbdbdhdhdbbdbdgfgdgdgdgdggdgdgdg yknwo?????

anyways this is a video i made and didnt use cause my dumbass found&lost bur its not serious and its serious rn but the lore i hnnnngng in a mean way know yeah yeah

cheeto

Mdsapnap had a kitten that he adopted from a cat cafe. Little cheeto was so excited to be pet and loved by him, he coudlnt deny the kitten a home. While sapnap is home, working on school stuff or cleaning his wounds, cheeto would lay against him, purrs filling the room. While sapnap was out tho, cheeto was allowed to wander outside and play with stray cats. He always came back before sapnap tho, even entering the flat with sapnap. One time, sapnap came home and cheeto wasnt there. Maybe, for once, cheeto just hasn't noticed sapnap coming home yet. After 30 minutes, sapnap started to get worried tho. He goes out to search for cheeto. He finally finds him a few roads over in an alley, being held by xavier (clay-). The other was holding the cat away from the stray cats trying to eat the food. Cheeto looked at him a bit dumb. But cheeto usually looks a bit dumb. "Cheeto! Tsk tsk tsk!" The cat jumped out xaviers arms, quickly walking towards his owner he hadn't notice coming home yet. "Oh! Hi" xavier waved at him a bit, the other obviously not expecting to see sapnap so soon again. "Hey dude! Whatcha doing?" "Feeding the stray cats. Your- your cat tried to steal the food so I like- yknwo- picked him up- I didnt mean anything bad!" "Chill dude you're good, I would've done the same. You like to eat alot, dontcha?" Cheeto looked at him mad "yeah you do". Xavier let out a laugh at sapnaps antics, enjoying the cat dumbs expressions. "Well, thank you for watching over him! I got worried that he got hurt or something" "wha- oh yeah ofcourse dude! Hes been like trying to steal food for the past I dont know 30 minutes or so" sapnap just laughed. "Well, see you around!" "Yeah! Bye!" Sapnap walked home with cheeto in his arms and a painful sense of nostalgia clinging onto him

HII you should totes tell me more abt your ship !! what drew you into liking him, do you fit any tropes, how do you guys sleep together? what was the first date like? tell me everything that comes to mind :3

HI GRABS YOU AND INHALES, DEVOURING YOU

OKAYSSOSLSIEKSURKhvxdbuedj

tbh like. okay its the accent, its the fucking voice everytime i hear it i go batshit thats what drew me in. and i have a track record with cowboys.

tropes. oh god. flirty asshole x NOT USED TO AFFECTION??????? GET AWAY?????? (mme)

we both refuse to little spoon so we just cuddle facing eachother yknwo. i bury my face in his chest i mean what

first date was just at a bar, nothin special just getting drinks after a successful mission

most of the relationship is THIS ASSHOLE trying to fluster me im going to kill him (not, hes scary when he wants to be)

hey bestie this is definitely not tori please do the tf2 ask meme odds if you are okay with that pleas thx ^_^ *frolicks away*

ANSWERING THIS SOOOO LATE but i want it OUUTT!! so here we GO

1- Who are your favorite tf2 content creators? hmhmhmmmmm….in terms of entertainment videos im sorta looking for someone but i like Kostamoinen, Winglet, STBlackST, CrazyScoutFIN, ShorK, Jesse Baumgartner & plus ive heard good things about Hoovy Tube but donnt know yet…..in terms of art…well…check my fav tag 😏 and also all my buddies and pals they're correct and right whenever they say things about thhe video game

3- Who is your favorite side character? I think Miss Pauling isn't a side character soo….i really like Heavy's family they r very awesome mode….i also have a soft spot for Olivia Mann i think too much about her and then i cry (yes…u can ask if u would like to…giggle) or MAGGIE GASP…i love mags....im going to give her the world and then more

5- Who are your LEAST favorite characters? hmmmmmm….ik ive said it before but i guess cheavy huh. OR classic soldier and scout i do not like them (the classic ones that come with cheavy ofc)

7- How did you find out about tf2? answered in the last ask for these, but from a ytp audio used in a flipnote if u rlly want it lmk

9- How long have you been in the fandom? funny enough i have the exact date bc i keep a journal. May 2nd 2021 is when i played the game for the first time so it started then

11- Favorite voice line? a LOT of them are engies lines again bc. well. like "Start prayin', boy!", "im wolverine-mean, you son of a bitch", and "you look a mite tongue-tied, son" they. he. im ok. im ok. im alright

13- What’s your favorite thing about the fandom? i stay within my small bubble most of the time, but i do technically have fandom to thank for introducing me to some really awesome people and mutuals :] so that i suppose! also the savetf2 tag is really really awesome

15- Do you have a NOTP? if so then what? scoutpauling and spyscout, to the max. one is incxst and the other is just. not right lol both are nem jó for me. the majority of them are either nice or just not my cup of tea

17- An unpopular opinion you have? hmm….yes! not in the terms of ppl not agreeing but just bc it hasnt been talked about but Maggie is Hungarian! she is to me and thats it ok. like theres more backing it up but its burried under a personal hc that is intertwined with an oc so.shrugs. shes hungarian to me even outside of self indulgence

19- RED or BLU? red :] i like the look of red bases more than the blu ones

21- What is your favorite piece from the tf2 OST? ROBOTS ROBOTS TO THE.MAX I LOVE. THIS SONG SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! I LOVE THAT!!! I OLOVE IT!!! it makes me feel so awesome

23- Who do you main? i kinda find myself maining someone different every once in awhile, but i'm mostly a demo or scout main! i try to at least know how to play every class a little (except spy. not yet i'm not ready)

25- What is your favorite ‘Meet the…’ video? meet the pyro i love that one…my favey….revolutionary for the time….

27- Which character would you get along the best with? OH HELL uhh hm hmmm hurm looks inside myself…realistically? probably scout or engie…but why must i choose…when we could all be friends….i have ten hands

29- Is there a character you loved at first but now you hate? nope! my love has only grown since i got into this game i find something to love in all the characters and those who i didnt like i still dont fuck with

31- Which character is overrated? i mean, i feel like scout obvs is but i also really like scout but ppl dont get him. they dont get it right u gotta get him right. i feel like that can be the case with a lot of overrated chars......spice it up with the portrayals and then it wont taste so bad even if theyre still overrated

33- Which character do you relate to most? (or as the cool kids say, “kin”) yknwo im not just saying this but i think a good blend of engie and sniper (moreso engie maybe) with like. seasoned with some pyro . like its the nonchalance with boiling autism rage and also. sparkle on. does that make sense

35- Best character design? FUUUCCKKKK U CANT ASK THATTTTT!!!….thats something i think that like. did something to me. like. getting into tf2 shaped my entire taste and outlook in a way. like. older ppl. older ppl swag is what i learned and all of them r so distinct and have their own silhouettes and outfits and AHGHGHHH its literally art to me….but ig if i HAD to choose its a tie btween heavy and demo

37- What is your favorite update? ok i have to make it clear i wasnt into the game for the time of the major updates but i think the very start of scream fortress..or ig the haunted hallowe'en special…is my favorite because i LOOVEEE scream fortress i love the halloween maps i love the season!!! I LOVE HELLTOWER MY DEAREST!!!!! I LOVE THE HALLOWEEN SEASON!!!!!! AND AUTUMN!!! …but other than that i think love and war is another aswesome one

hey does anyone else emulate voices while they’re writing fics or is that just a me thing lol 

ive been critical of him recently but tonight im in a loving virgil mood... Both i love him and i love when he loves the other sides...