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og-danny-dorito · 4 years

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Bucky Barnes SFW Headcanons

a new hyperfixation to avoid my growing anxiety with my personal life? yall already know whats up, and i'm feeling angsty so brace yourself

PUBLISHED : 2 - 17 - 20

S F W :

- to start off of a positive and happy note (jk you already know thats not how it works) its very likely that upon first meeting, any touch directed towards him is met with an alarmed grunt and/or a slap of your hand away

- anything unsolicited makes him nervous and uncomfortable, so if you really do want to pat his shoulder or hug him or something like that you'd have to ask if it's okay first. now it's pretty easy to see the reasoning behind this but for those doubting it i will explain

- big man has been trained to kill in hand to hand combat and advanced weaponry and countless other things, meaning that he's pretty much wired by this point to have a gut reaction that automatically goes to the fight or flight instinct. it doesn't make logical sense that he wouldn't get uncomfortable and jumpy at loud noises and unsolicited touching since his ptsd has accumulated over the years to MAKE him react like that. he doesn't want to accidentally punch you in the teeth

- like yeah he's all tough and shit and could break the a dude’s neck if he really tried, but the issue is that once his walls are broken down he's sort of akin to that of a regulated killing machine having to redo its wiring to be “normal” again. the transition itself would be traumatic, but the process of initiating it would be even more difficult

- so that means that in the first few months of his recovery, he probably would do a lot of absent-minded staring and just long spells of silence where he just doesn't do anything. it's sort of like a reloading point for his brain, and he starts to pick up the habit of daydreaming a lot. sometimes you'll have to say his name a few times to snap him out of it, but when he does come to he looks a little embarrassed

- it's not that easy to elicit an emotional reaction out of him. you'd have to be fairly close with him to actually get most responses out of him that are more than a word long, and so thus starts my favorite trope; hard depressed kill man falls for person who just Keeps Trying

- it's not that easy to get under his skin, but meeting him somewhere normally and constantly talking to him will probably start to make him feel more encouraged to speak in the sense of making normal conversation

- he's a little awkward so in this case patience goes a long way (as does with pretty much everything with him). it gets to the point where after a month or so he may feel weird if he doesn't talk to you at that specific time of the day. if he's grown that fond of you he'll even go out of his way to ask a few people where you are

- part of him hates getting this attached for a number of reasons. there's that nagging feeling in the back of his mind that his environment is temporary and getting attached to the things and people there will hurt him more than he'd like. while he knows that it's not temporary, that he's not leaving anytime soon and probably won't for a while, it all goes back to the killing machine thing

- when he was under hydra’s control, the only thing that was certain was the base he resided in and it's hard to come out of a state of mind where the only thing you know to be continuous is your continued existence as a tool. the place itself brings back horrible memories, but you get what i mean

- so initially he may resist conversation for that very reason

- he tends to pick up on details more than anything, and most of your smaller traits tend to make him quickly used to you. like for instance, if you're prone to pursuing your lips and narrowing your eyes at something odd you've heard or seen, he might find it cute mentally and then immediately correct himself for it. if you tend to snort a little and roll your eyes when you laugh, he's going to notice that and MAYBE try to pay more attention when something funny is said to hear it again

- i would generally think that he doesn't really have much a type or preference at all. in fact, i'm pretty sure the only thing he seemed consciously aware of that he likes in a partner is ability to understand. cause if you can't forgive him for the things he's done and see why he does what he does now, he can't bring himself to feel like he needs to go through all of his self hatred and doubt more intensely than he already is

- he probably is asexual as well but that's sort of iffy considering he's canon been in sexual relationships so that's a maybe. but he's definitely demiromantic. it's not that easy for him to find people attractive anymore. when he starts to get to know you better he starts feeling some sort of way and picking up on MORE details that you may not even notice yourself

- bucky is also incredibly skilled at remembering things you might've said a month ago and completely forgot about. some find this off putting and that's understandable, but when it comes down to it, its a product of sorta okay memory

- “My cousin almost flipped his car over this week.”

- “Phillipe?”

- “Uh, yeah. How did you...?”

- “You mentioned him two weeks ago... when he almost fell of your roof the week before.”

- “I did?”

- remembers dates, names, eye colors, and a multitude of other things, so sometimes he'll just mention something important you may have forgotten and pretend like he definitely wasn't paying too much attention to you. it's surprising how good his memory is even though he can't remember any of his past. so this most likely means that he has issues with remembering events and how they happened, but not the details of them. like how you can remember your shirt color a few week s back but not what you did while wearing that shirt

- and on that note, he kinda shuts down if he gets a weird flashback in the middle of something. they're mostly triggered by smells and sounds, but sometimes if he sees something while he's walking down the street he'll just stop and stare at it. it's best just to stop and stare at it with him, or alternatively if you don't want stares, act like you're taking a picture. but don't talk to him while it's happening cause it'll interrupt the train of thought and derail him completely

- he tends to talk a lot about things if he's grown very invested in them (he's very good at keeping focus). if you're out walking together or just sitting down he might stare and absentmindedly reach out to touch you before stopping himself at the last minute. gently grabbing his hand and placing it wherever he wanted to touch makes him flustered every time. that and hes super soft but is afraid to be vulnerable around anyone

- just gently grabbing his hand makes him all mushy, and it’s more often than not that he finds himself weak when someone shows pretty much any form of affection or endearment towards him

- probably not into pda though, not that much. he will hold your hand if you want to, but don’t expect to like sit in his lap or like straight upstart kissing in public cause any attention in a public setting makes him nervous

- really likes a kind of homey s/o. someone who likes to cook or bake or whatever makes him feel a little bit like he doesn't have to worry about something for a while. like if he comes home and dinner is just waiting on the table for him or you’ve already drawn a bath for him and/or made the bed or whatever, he literally appreciates that above pretty much anything else

- love language is most likely acts of service. hes not very good with words unless he like thinks it out beforehand, but pretty much buys you gifts all the time because he likes seeing you light up when you see them. he does try to spend as much time as he can with you but either anxiety gets the best of him or hes literally too busy, and so it ends up being more distant with him coming over a few times during the week, even if you live together. and we already know the deal with physical touch so im not gonna restate my strong belief in “big man has trauma no touch big man unless A S K”

- but a lot of the things he does are situational. one day he may be very down to be super affectionate and the other he’ll be painfully distant, but the main issue with all of it is that hes very very bad at communication

- this poses an issue for a number of reasons, but his responses and reactions are more physical than anything. so for instance, if hes uncomfortable with something he’ll start to shift and stare and be very tense the whole time it’s occurring, or if he’s feeling a bit more sad or depressed he’ll isolate himself and consistently stand slouched or look as if he hasn't gotten enough sleep. it’s mostly body language, but after a while he’ll feel safe enough to tell you how he feels about certain things

- this takes a while to actually happen, but when it does he manages to just,,, say things that are on his mind. like you’ll be reading or scrolling through your phone or whatever and he’ll randomly be like “The table has a lot of scratches on it.” it’s just observations he has, but usually it translates to him wanting to change the stated fact. best thing to do is just to roll with it, since hes practically learning how to communicate again and he’s picking up on things socially

- now let's get to the “a little fluffy” and “kinda-already-known” shit, shall we?

- miscellaneous headcanons;

gets jealous pretty easily in the early stages of your relationship, but only ever indicates this by staring the person in question down and refusing to admit to it later

likes having his hair put up into cool hairstyles and likes colored rubber bands (or hair ties if youre not where i'm from). seriously, he may loose his shit if you just like put cool braids in his hair one day like hes a viking or whatever

kind of tone deaf but his singing is more of like this raspy and slightly more “Misty Mountains” vocals sounding

is touch sensitive, so even doing something as small as like rubbing your thumb on his arm makes his hair raise on end

doesn't like his metal arm at all and quite obviously wears long sleeves all the time to hide it, but occasionally wears short sleeves when he's feeling less insecure

oh, super insecure btw and THATS why he feels all mushy when someone is kind to him because he KNOWS he's a freak and that he's weird but you're not still being sweet??? too pure, must protect

gives great hugs since he practically smothers anyone he meets with them, but is also basically a walking heater

is terrified of the idea of taking care of children or just anything weaker than him, but is good with them since they always hang on his arms and hold his legs when he walks

super strong

likes sweets a whole lot, specifically fruity sweets like apple pie or peach cobbler. never bring those wallmart cakes or whatever near him cause it'll be gone in like an hour flat unless you tell him to leave you some

- in conclusion, he needs therapy and probably won't be very responsive when he's not sure what to do. it doesn't mean he loves you any less, but he may have a hard time communicating it to you. all he really needs is some patience and a bit of understanding, and he'll get better with the whole s/o thing soon enough. cause you mean the world to him, and he doesn't want anyone or anything to make you feel like less than that

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punkcryptids · 5 years

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LIFE IS STRANGE 2 EPISODE 3

okay, so throughout the recent life is strange games i have made posts such as this one; I would make a bullet-point list of my ideas and thoughts of the game, certain little lines or details and shit. i did this for the farewell episode, i think before the storm (at least one of the episodes), and captain spirit. i tried to do this for life is strange 2, but Tumblr fucking killed itself when i tried, like i even restarted the fucking episode to redo it. so i don't think ive done these for life is strange 2, but honestly they're a lot of fun to rant out my opinions of the game and the little details and shit so, without further ado, here's this -spoiler full- little list.

also, little sidenote: i had no clue this was supposed to come out, i heard jack shit about it so like, the day after it was released i saw an article, googled it, and fucking died and felt so stupid. so anyways. let's begin.

*spoilers ahead, ill tag the post too but smh once got anon hate over this shit*

ok just to start this off, the little like "last time on life is strange" refresher is really nice and unique and i fucking love it still

the wolf drawings v cute

not game related but this fucking incense im burning is floating across the screen and it's so fucking ominous

ALSO NOT GAME RELATED BUT FUCKIN MY HEADPHONES GIVING OUT

why the fuck is Chris a racoon

okay now game points for the a c t u a l fucking game??

ok this fuckin music fuckin kicking

ok i like the choice to start this episode with like a flashback, i really like that choice (also three bullet points in a row i start with "ok" v original)

yo sean wanna give me that weed bag? could use some brother skksks

fuck Daniel his room nice af

honestly the instant thought when Daniel came into Sean's room was that he was stealing his weed? cause I could've sworn that's where it was in the first episode

i love his dad sksksk

i hate that fucking toy okay, it's awful

ok low-key, i hate kids and if i Sean I'd be so annoyed? because like he came into Sean's room when he's been told not to, and like snuck in there, and then lied about Sean hitting him (bc I didn't hit him) and then as soon as Sean goes to apologize he's like "get out" like u little hypocritical shit hhhh. love Daniel but it's fuckin annoying

"and don't touch my stuff" (comes into Sean's room and touches shit)

LITERALLY FUCKING TOOK HIS WATCH BUT "don't touch my stuff"

Sean is a dick to Daniel sometimes but like he still acted like a good brother in the end and i would've been pissed so like good on Sean lmao

JESUS FUCK HIS HAIR

*inhales* AAAAAAAA

love the drawing of the deer smoking

wonder why they got kicked off the ranch

bRO A WEED FARM FUCK HIT ME UP SEAN WHAT U DOIN

i want a fucking joint Jesus Christ Sean fucking share? rude ass

ok so ur shirtless

good doggie

accidentally trapped the dog whoopsies

american grafitti

"fuckin ranch of hell AVOID" what the fuck happened there?

i like penny, he seems cool af

Daniel's fucking hair yikes

also why the hell he being a dick to us for? why the fuck it so hostile?

I like Finn too

"it was my turn" you had been throwing them?? for the entire morning wHY IS HE FUCKIN MAD AT US??

YOU FUCKING USED YOUR POWERS SO I WOULD MISS WHAT THE FUCK

NO FUCK YOU, YOU LITTLE ASSHOLE YOU JUST FUCKING THREW ME

Daniel is pissing me off I s2g

why is asking about the watch a "big choice"

oh okay so finn replaced sean and now daniel is just a little fucking asshole about it

big Joe big angry

he just fuckin hit her head what the fuck hell yeah I'll intervene fuck you??

why does he want to talk to me what the fuck did i do

okay if Daniel loses us this job i will fight him

am i really trimming weed rn i dont think y'all understand how much my stoner ass is jealous

uh? random ass glitch of flying scissors

okay whatever sounds effects are in the background of talking with Finn sound like lis 1 music and im freaked

if we get caught while training I'm murdering someone

new emo daniel

that music is fucking intense

"im not a kid anymore" I'm gonna fucking hit this kid I s2g

pass me the BONG

"how come you can and i can't" YOURE NINE DANIEL GODDAMN WAIT A COUPLE YEARS

I GET TO HIT THE BONG

ok Sean, you had one like mediocre bong hit and like two hits from that joint like you should not be that high. high screen is cool tho

ALSO HE DIDNT CLEAR IT THERE WAS STILL SMOKE

someone pass me more weed

I have taken 3 drinks of this beer and Sean cannot see anyone but the guy he's focusing on

i wanna stay with these guys ffs I don't want to go to mexico

fuckin daniel, hhh i feel bad that I didn't go with him but i wanna have fun :(

edgy boi now

IM ABOUT TO GET IN SO MUCH SHIT FUCK

this song is a bop tf

i feel like they haven't had as much copyrighted music in this season

nice work montage

i wish there was an option to say I'd buy Daniel some food that he wants :/ I get we have to save but fuck :/ trying to win big brother points and game won't let me

thank u Merrill im glad ur not mad at me uwu

DANIEL I SWEAR TO GOD

ARE YOU KIDDING ME

DID HE JUST

don't punch out finn i love him

why is Daniel showing him his powers like i get he threw the thing at big Joe but why this necessary,,,

can we give Daniel a haircut now like im sorry but his fuckin hair

FINN YOU CANNOT USE DANIEL TO BREAK INTO SHIT

they like took 1 drink of that beer and it was done what

you cannot fucking use daniel if they make me i will feel like shit

gimmie tattoo

ok ik I should probably say "wolf" bc of the symbolism throughout the game but like fuckin surprise me Cassidy

what is with this episode and fuckin nudity

i can literally see her nipple under the water wtf u good

I didn't talk to anyone else, just Finn and then fucked Cassidy so ya know

fucking finn are you fucking serious

shut the fuck up stop trying to convince me shit

fuck you I didn't fucking do this

fuck you finn

and you got him fucking shot you fucking proud? hm? fucking dick.

ok so Cassidy is still here, and Finn, and Merrill, and I swear to God, if fucking Daniel left us I will fucking

THERE'S A FUCKING GLASS SHARD IN MY FUCKING EYE ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

okay so uh this episode? not my favorite. at all. especially because the choices didn't fucking matter. the "big" choices are supposed to fucking matter but they didn't and that really kinda pisses me off. and idk. i didn't care for this episode but like :/ time to wait till august

#spoilers #life is strange spoilers #lis spoilers #life is strange #life is strange 2 #wastelands #life is strange episode 3 #daniel diaz #sean diaz

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aharris00britney · 6 years

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ASKS 08

rip it’s a lot of stuff, some good, some weird….

Anonymous said: do you like eating ass? I bet your booty is thicc and juicy :)

idk who would even send this but ummm I’m a bottom so yeah.. that answers that wedhfnsh have u nice day/night <3

@thesimpley2k said: your cc is so beautiful! and you’re a britney stan :) ily sis

thank youuuuu omg ily2 lmao I don’t voice my Britney stanness much but once B10 starts getting more hyped up I’ll be back up there! Thank you again and rip original make me MV

Anonymous said: Oof I need all of your wip hairs right now

oof you haven’t even seen half of them sweetie ;) I have 10 wip hairs as of now so like… you’ve seen 4 on this blog through edits/playlists. the rest are on my patreon and some go on my wips section in my discord (omg shameless plug im sorry but its true)

Anonymous said: Can we gift you packs through origin?

if u want?? idrk how that works tbh ;-; if u did tho like rsdfgfbvc thank you!!! I prob will only buy packs that I can use for cc from now on tbh ;-; my computer is at that point where i need to be really picky about stuff, plus imo they arent worth it wedfgdbfn i regret buying most of the SP’s

Anonymous said: Are you posting a shorter version of the Zoey Hair as shown in your latest post because it looks amazing?!!!!!

thank you!!! That is basically what the idea of it is lmao, but I think im gonna make an accessory hair clip for it too. Not 100% sure yet tho

@agentwashsims said: Crying over the wip hair and the grimes reference! Okay you’re still perfect and ily that it all okay bye.

aaah thank you! grimes is so good omg Art Angels is my favorite album but there are a lot of ongs on Visions I like as well. I like a little bit of Halfaxa toooooo

Anonymous said: Hi, would it be possible for you to just reupload the lydia hair post? As it’s marked as sensitive content, I can’t see the picture and I’d really like to be able to have a look at it before I download it.

Hi! I emailed tumblr support about it since it has been over a month since it has been up for review. Hopefully they get it worked out soon <3 there is a picture of it on my download page if you want to look at it there

Anonymous said: Hey, how do I do Patreon? I want to but i’m new to all those things of Patreon cause now I want lots of hairs that need it, and I wanna learn how can I Patreon you!

Hello! Hopefully you see this haha. Patreon is sort of like Netlfix in it is a monthly charge for goods. To get 3 cc hairs early each month, it is a $1 pledge. Higher pledges get better rewards(such as watching me work on cc, getting to vote on hair releases, and more). I think that Patreon is a great way to help support creators as long as they do it right (no exclusive CC). I really hope this helps you and thank you so much if you decide to pledge any ammount <3

Anonymous said: When are going to upload your maxis match hairlines? Like in a post

oml I am horrible lmao I deleted them and don’t seem to have them backed up, but I will maybe make more in the future?? I honestly don’t find them that usable on most hairs but everybody is different so we will see <3

Anonymous said: Is the black braided hair on your April Playlist a WIP? If not WCIF it cuz it’s gorgeous <333 Ily.

issa wip for Juneee

Anonymous said: how old are you?

18 d2f m4m

Anonymous said: What is your Origin ID?

spotharris

Anonymous said: Hey! I 🖤 ur content btw and I wanted to just like clarify something. Ur posts say u can recollect but don’t include the mesh. What does that mean exactly??? Do people still need the mesh for the recollections to show up in game?? Sorry if this is really dumb, I’m a new simblr. Thx!

hey!! sorry for the super late reply omg, welcome to simblr!! it is kinda crazy here but hopefully u can find ur peeps and make a nice home :) anywaysssss i think u mean recoloring, which is like when people add different colors other than the 18 EA base colors. I don’t allow people to use the meshes mainly bc I know that sometimes I have to go back and update things and this way the recolors don’t have a broken mesh and require that person to redo their package.

Anonymous said: whose ur fave member of lOoNa

my rankings as of right now: Kim Lip, Go Won, Olivia Hye, JinSoul, HyunJin, Chuu, HeeJin, Choerry, HeeJin, HaSeul, ViVi, and then YeoJin

also omfg if u have jinsoul/kim lip/choerry limited edition mix&match photocard and would like to gift me it then umm PLEASE they are impossible to find and i need for my collection ;-;

@disneynsims said: I am also a massive Britney Spears fan, and I have to say I appreciate you naming your hairs after her songs. I do make one small request, that a hair eventually be named after one of her best bonus tracks, “Up n’ Down”.

omg Up N’ Down is one of my least favorites on femme fatale grfbg but thank you!! I don’t really name hairs after her songs anymore :(

@issharky said: you’ve improved so much over the time! ive been following (on tsr and tumblr since i joined) since like 2016! ♥ still love your blog!

ygvhbjn i didnt have a tsr but go awf lmao thank you!!! i was a mess in 2016 and a lil of 2017 <3

Anonymous said: Ur such a babe austin

thx for sending this @dogsill ur a babe too 😘

Anonymous said: Discord? Patreon? And this are how a good simblr die

oof discord is literally like a groupchat thing but go off also patreon makes it so i release 3 hairs a month when before it was like 1 or 2 so ummm

Anonymous said: I have recently downloaded blender to make cc hairs, but I can’t zoom in, rotate, or do anything basically. Do you know of any tutorials that explain how to use it well/ in detail? (I have a windows laptop). Anyway, I recently discovered your hairs and I am in love!! Thank you for making so many beautiful pieces of cc!

urgg i really wish i could make video tutorials and stuff for blender and hairs :( I have tried about 3 or 4 times to record/stream and it is so laggy and just pure shit on stream and twitch. I kind of just learned stuff as i went in blender but a must have is a mouse of some kind, otherwise it is 10x harder

@alexschmidt629 said: Hey! I hope you’re doing a bit better than the last time you made your last post! I’m sorry to hear about all of that, being a senior is so difficult and college stuff is even more difficult. I hope you’re doing better!

thank you! I’m doing a bit better now :)

Anonymous said: holy shit it sounds like everything that literally could’ve gone wrong did. wishing u love and luck bb. and also i think its absolutely FINE that u put ur stuff up on patreon early, it’s still free in the end!! its just a choice to actually compensate cc creators for all that they do for us. god that person was just so rude and im kinda surprised at how kindly you took it. props to u xx

yeah dsgf everything kinda went shitty the past few months but hopefully it all turns itself around :) and I try not to pick at any rude anons/asks in general bc I feel like by doing that it just causes more attention on the issue and more people/trolls want to jump on the band wagon. Thank you!!

Anonymous said: Oh honey, you need prayers and I wish you the best of luck with fasts, college, moving, and the rest of your life. Stay strong hon you got this!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

thank you <3

Anonymous said: hi is there a version off the Ella hair that has a bun in the back or am I crazy? probs crazy honestly, but thx for answering

I think you are thinking of my Maja hair? It has a different bottom but it has those same bangs! It is here

#asks #oml it was at 247 so im sorry if yours isnt in this

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spearxwind · 6 years

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hey guys uhhhhh i wanna announce a Small Project im gonna start sometime soon

its basically continuing my thing that i did with the redesign of the taotei monsters from the great wall in which i redesign some monsters from big movies with big budget/not exactly humble origins that did (in my humble opinion) terrible jobs at designing their monsters and whatnot

so im here to redeem them or something. out of spite. idk

i will probably take this seriously when i get to it so i will redo my taotei lackey one and do the shield and queen taotei too. The only other one that i think fits this project is the skull crawlers from king kong but yea feel free to suggest a monster that you feel might need some spicing up or smth

#i dont see how this could backfire and come bite me in the ass later no sir #anyways #i had another candidate but i forgot:'(#machine noises

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family-business-forever-blog · 7 years

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Takes place in- Season 11 episode18

Title- The Devils Little Helper: Part 9

Part Title- Heaven’s Most Wanted

Author- @family-business-forever

Word Count- 2795

Characters- Lucifer(in Castiels vessel), Knight of Hell!reader, Dean Winchester, Castiels vessel, Amara, Sam Winchester, Crowley, Rowena.

Pairings- Lucifer and Knight of Hell!reader

Warnings- Smut(which gets interrupted), swearing, death, attempted murder(Lucifer tries to kill Sam and Dean), angst.

Finally today we are going to heaven to take control. Currently we’re in a 5 star hotel in Las Vegas. Im trying to decide what to wear and Lucifer is watching me as i walk around in my bra and underwear. Finally i decide for a little black dress wth lace covering the chest and half my back. I slip on a pair short boot like heels, and snap my finger making my hair long and wavy. Once I’m done i turn to Lucifer, who is still looking at me.

“Is this ok or should it be red?” I ask, looking down at the dress. Lucifer doesn’t answer and instead he walks up to me, putting his hands on my hips and looking down at me.

“You look gorgeous as always and i want nothing more to rip it off of you and devour you.” He says, pulling me into a passionate kiss. We stand there and make out for sometime before pulling away.

“As much as I’d love for you to do that, we have business to attend to first.” I tell him, kissing him once more, before pulling back and straightening out is suit. Once he owes the same to my dress, he takes my hand and we zip up to heaven.

In heaven we appear by a fellow angel of Lucifers, Jofiel, who s doing what seems to be roll call on the heavens. At first he doesn’t realize we are there by once he does he looks completely shocked while saying our names. He looks behind him to see if he’s on his own which he is, before Lucifer begins talking

“How’s it hangin’?” Lucifer asks, leaning against the wall. Jofiel turns around pretty quickly prepared to fight if he has to. “Easy there.” Lucifer says.

“So perfect. Castie, one of heaven’s most wanted,possessed by heaven’s most hated.” Jofiel says, making me angry, but Lucifer puts a hand up stopping me from doing anything.

“I come in peace. I just want to be a part of the action again. I want to lend a hand, we want to lend a hand.” Lucifer says looking at me lovingly. There’s silence for a minute before Jofiel wipes around and begins to yell for his brothers. Before he can get another “Brothers!”, out Lucifer snaps his fingers and Jofiel explodes into nothing but a grey-ish smoke.

Lucifer exhales before turning to me as i walk p to him.

“Hopefully this gets easier.” He says to me.

“Don’t worry my love. How could anyone resist you?” I say smiling and then kissing him.

Soon we’re in one of heaven’s conference rooms with a bunch of angels with us.

“Okay, guys. So, trying to smite the Darkness was a bust, huh?” He says waiting for an answer to which he doesn’t get one. “You had all of the power of heaven behind you.couldn’t even slow the bitch down.” He says looking at the angels who lol down in fear and ashamed. “Well, no need to gel like abject losers. You learns a valuable lesson here. You need me, you need us, actually.” Lucifer says expecting some kind of reaction but not getting one. “Alright. Not giddy with awe.” Lucifer says, walking around again.

“You, exploded Jofiel.” One of the angels says.

“Or did Jofiel explode himself?” Lucifer says shrugging.

“God cast you out of heaven.” Another angel says, starting a little flare in me.

“And who do you think spread that tabloid headline?” Lucifer says, walking over to that angel and sitting on his lap, looking at him. “It was Captain G, the Eternal One. And why? Because I didn’t buy in to his obsessive-compulsive love for mankind.” Lucifer says, bumping his head against th angels with each word.

“Mankind is his creation.” An angel that talked earlier says.

“Oh come on! Is not like he invented the Prius, which actually works.” Lucifer says, standing from the angels lap and walking around again. “I don’t have to tell you people what a mess mankind is. The Salem Witch Trials, Third Reich, Twin Towers. And sure every once in awhile he’ll send down a little plague to straighten them out,but its nothing permanent. Humanity brought us Hiroshima and got a redo. I merely questioned his priorities, and i got the boot.” Lucifer says.

“He said you’re evil, both of you.” One of the angels say shocking the rest, and making my flare grow.

“Incarnate. E-Evil incarnate.” Another angel says trying to save them.

“It’s marketing.He’s creating a need in the consumer’s mind. Can’t be a Super Savor if you don’t have a Super Villain.” Lucifer says.

“So, what are you offering?” An angel asks.

“Well, a way out of this pickle.” Lucifer says, confusing some of the angels.

“By “pickle” you mean the Darkness.“ Another angel says, not really asking. Lucifer shrugs kinda and uses his body language to say yes, which kinda excites the angels.

"You can reason with her?” An angel from earlier asks.

“Well, I doubt that. But i can pick her away. This time for good. Done it before, and Daddy gave that beautiful women over there the power. Lucifer says smiling at me.

All the angels look at each other but don’t say anything.

"Oh, pPops didn’t tell you that, huh?” Lucifer says.

“Once you’ve,gotten rid of her, you’ll want, to, stay around?” On e of the angels ask scared.

“Oh, i think we like the way you think.” Lucifer says, grinning. “Man, am i jazzed!” He says, clapping and making me laugh at the angels who jumped. “Hey, if it makes you comfy,could call me god.” Luci says smiling.

Soon the meeting, thing, is or and the angels begin to leave as Lucifer talks to some. All of a sudden the angels start running back as a cloud of darkness follows them. She knock down Lucifer and a bunch of angels as I stand my ground.

“Come on is that all you got!” I yell at her while laughing.

Pretty soon it ends and all the angels get up as i watch them.

“Well that,as a little payback ladies an gents. I don’t think Auntie Amara appreciated your little half-assed smiling. And, u guess what, this-this is just a teeny aste of what’s to come. So, clearly our expertise is gonna come in handy ‘cause god knows what’s next. Ouch, I almost forgot, God he doesn’t care.” I say, not so nicely. After that Lucifer and i zap out of heaven and back into the hotel room we are staying at.

“Well I’d say that went exceptionally well, don’t you think?” Lucifer asks me as he takes off his trench coat and suit jacket, and nags them on a chair.

“t did. I think you made the point very clear. Sorry for my out burst at the end there.” I say, taking my heels off.

“Darling don’t be sorry, because that was hot as hell, no pun intended.” He says, walking over to me where I’m now standing beside the bed attempting to unzip my dress. Lucifer comes up behind me and begins to pepper kisses on my neck, as his hands replace mine and he slowly unzips my dress. I tilt my head to the side to give him more room, to which he takes advantage of traces his tongue over the mark that shows who i belong to.

Slowly he slides my dress down my body so that it lays in a pile around my feet. Careful i step out of it and turn around to face Lucifer. He smiles at me as he puts his hands on my hips and i rest mine on the back of his neck to run through he hairs there. I pull him own to connect our lips, in a slow but fiery kiss. For awhile he just kisses me, exploring my mouth with his tongue and switching between exploring and nipping.

Soon he moves his kisses down my neck as i begin to unbutton his white shirt. Once I unbutton all the buttons i slide it over his shoulders and off of his arms. Once he has the shirt off and his hands are freed again, he moves them to my lace covered breast and begins to play with them. He tweets my nipples threw the fabric making them hard, as his kisses begin to move down my chest. He moves his hands to the back of my bra to unhook it while he continues teasing them through the fabric.

Finally he has it unhooked and takes it off, before immediately going back to my breast and devouring them. He runs his tongue over the hardened nipple before taking it into his mouth and sucking and nipping it. Once he’s done with the one he moves to the next giving it the same treatment before, pulling away and looking at me. I know immediately what he wants, and i get on my knees, crawling to him and running my hands up his thighs before i finally reach his belt.

Slowly I unhook his belt and button before yelling the zipper down and siding only his pants off. He snaps his fingers making his pants and shoes disappear and reappear over by his trench coat and suit jacket. Right as I’m getting ready to take his boxers, i sense he’s being summoned. Sighing i back away from him and stand up.

“Who is it?” I ask him, as he looks at me.

“Winchesters and Rowena. And they have holy oil.” Lucifer says, annoyed.

“So what’s the plan?” I ask him as he snaps his fingers and is completely dressed.

“I’m gonna go down and see what they want, but i want you invisible. I don’t want them to know you’re there incase a need a quick escape. No matter what they do or say,do no make yourself known, I don’t want anything to happen to you, ok?” Lucifer says cupping my face in his hands.

“Ok, i understand. But Luci i have a bad feeling about this, and you know what happens when i do. Please just be safe and try not to piss them off to much.” I say, kissing hm one more time before he zaps away. I snap my fingers, dressing myself in jeans and a T-shirt, before zapping myself down.

Once i get down there i see the Winchesters, Crowley and Rowena, who’s hiding behind a wall. Lucifer is in the middle of a ring of holy oil looking at the three men who are visible. They already started talking so i came at just the right time.

“Well, that bad boy plus me and (Y/N). That ought to take her out all right.” Lucifer says before clapping and asking to get to it. “Douse the flames.” Lucifer says pointing to them. None of the men move nor say anything. Lucifer begins to get impatient and starts snapping his fingers before saying “or don’t”.

the three men say nothing, but Dean cuts his hand is knife before pressing it against a symbol. The symbol lights up and one right under Lucifer does the same, before Lucifer starts acting funny.

“Cass!” Dean says. “Castiel, show yourself!” He says, as Lucifer continues to act funny and thrash around. All of a sudden the thrashing stops and i realize that Castiel now has control.

“Dean?” He questions, as Deans walks over to him surprised it actually worked. “What are you doing? What’s-What’s going on?”

“Cass, listen to me. We don’t have a whole lot of time, okay? You have got to-” dean goes to finish but stops once Castiel starts grunting and thrashing around again as Lucifer begins to fight. Dean begins to yell for Cass but to no avail. Lucifer takes back control of the body and begins to laugh.

“Uh, he’s got to what?” Lucifer says, looking at Dean. “You boys. Ooh, you almost had me there for a minute,but these mail-order spells, they’re just not what they’re cracked up to be, are they?”

“Cass, expel him! You got to kick Lucifer out! You hear me?!” Dean yells, attempting to get through to Cass

“Honestly, I think he’s happy with the arrangement.I mean, he did invite me in and al, Dean.” Lucifer says, walking to the edge of the trap, as Dean yells for Cass again. “Cass!” Lucifer mocks making me laugh on the inside so they don’t hear me. “Hand over the weapon. What do you say? Or we can just wait for this warding to fail and I’ll take it.” Lucifer says, also secretly telling me not to go for it.

After Lucifer says this the warding sigils begin to fail, shocking them all including Crowley. Crowley then decides to smoke out into Lucifer, making all go silent. Lucifer instructs me not to come in, as a little time passes and soon the Winchesters exorcise Crowley out.

“Crowley."Sam says.

"Useless. Lucifer’s hold on him is too strong..” Crowley says, as the holy fire round Lucifer begins to fade.

“Lads, the fire!” Rowena decides to come out and yell, before returning to hiding. Lucifer comes back to cracking his neck and looking at the boys.

“Trick me?” He says, fake hurt. “You lied to me. You know, I could have been your warrior.” He says, as the boys look at him with a mix of fear and shock. “Ah. Who needs ya?” Lucifer says, as Sam attempts to run to the god thingy, only for it to fly into Lucifers hands before he can even get close to it.

“Well” Crowley says, wrote leaving.

“It’s just like Crowley to leave right when the party’s getting started. Have a seat.” Lucifer says, before forcing the Winchesters to it down. “As much as i get a giggle out of you two, and i do, there cons a time when every relationship has run its course. Expect for me and my beauties of course.” Lucifer says, making me smile. He then proceeds to begin twisting Sam and Deans insides, slowly beginning to kill them.

That’s when al of a sudden a hole is blasted into the wall behind Lucifer, making him look over towards it. Then, Amara walks in and lucifer stops his torture on the boys and faces her completely.

“Oh, Lucifer. Dear nephew, my how you’ve changed.” She says almost disgusted which makes me extremely mad. Lucifer just smiles at her, as the boys look at her surprised. “I was tracking her when she left my side.” Amara says, talking about Rowena who’s still ‘hiding’.

“You were safely sealed away. You’re gonna wish you’d stayed there.” Lucifer says, biting his bottom lip, and beginning to absorb the power from the god thingy.Once he absorbed all at power, he puts a hand out to Amara trying to put her back in the cage. He told me earlier he wanted to try to put her back on his own, so I wasn’t to help. But once the light fades away, i realize it didn’t work. Amara then puts her hand up toward Lucifer and i begin to show myself but still, at Lucifer’s command.

'No Luci please, baby.’ I plead through telecommunication in our heads. Lucifer once again says no, as Amara uses her power to fit Lucifer and float him to her.

He shows no fear, as he looks her in the eyes, and she touches his faces before speaking.

“I thin you and I need to have a nice, long chat. She says, as Dean yells for Cass again. Amara looks at Dean, before healing both Sam and Dean, before then disappearing. I call out for Lucifer but he tells me to stay, before i lose all communication with him.

I watch as the Winchesters leave , as i sit there invisible and cry. I’ve never been without Lucifer wrote and it cares me. Im a Knight of Hell i know I’m not suppose to be scared, but when God made e he gave me human emotions only for Lucifer. He made us soulmates and now that i don’t have Lucifer I not know what. Todo. I know i have to get him back but how. I don’t know where he is, and i have no help.

I realize then i have only two people that would maybe help me. The Winchesters.

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