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lee from the tea shop boutta get it (wip) [id in alt]
edit: completed illustration here
#zuko#zukka#i wanted this to be a guiding hand#encouraging or like he's surprised it's happening but holding sokka's hand comfortingly#but something about the expression and the mouth makes it seem like he doesn't want it or he's afraid#i don't know i'll workshop this#mywips#i also havent read any ba sing se zukka fics but i do wonder how they'd work#like i totally buy that zuko was SO tunnel visioned to the avatar that he literally wouldn't know what sokka looks like#but i don't know how Sokka couldn't Not know who he is#unless maybe they met as blue spirit vigilante and sokka falls for him and this is the unveiling moment and zuko's afraid of his past#but sokka's like it's okay you're changing you've helped people as the blue spirit and i care about you. those feelings are real#even now#and zuko almost decides to change for the better right then but he gets scared and turns back and canon happens idk#mistaking his father's approval for love and his love for sokka as wrong#whatever. idc. something something i just wanted to draw short haired zuko
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thinking about buck and Tommy showing up to some firefam dinner/barbecue/some family event, someone notices a hickey peeking out from under Tommy's collar (or maybe there's one in a very visible, impossible to cover up with clothes place), someone makes some teasing joke/comment, buck goes all red but smiles proudly when Tommy grins and says 'yeah, someone got a little carried away last night' with a soft and playful look at buck, and Buck shrugs, says 'gotta make sure people know you're mine' and he leans in to kiss Tommy, just a chaste peck, and someone's like 'ew, get a room' and Buck chuckles and he's so happy to be able to just joke with his family and his boyfriend, and be so open and free about how in love he is, and Tommy's right next to him with his hand on Buck's knee under the table, and he's never been happier
#bucktommy headcanons#fic ideas#im so writing this#after *looks at my list of ideas* the 10 fics i already started lol#bucktommy#idk i cant stop thinking about them and coming up with new ideas for fics#i just think buck would be so openly happy and in love and his family would be so happy for him 🥹#is this even a headcanon idk tagging it like that anyway lol#listen if you've read any of my smut you know i have a thing for just a *hint* of possessiveness okay 🤣🤣🤣#really need to get around to finishing my first bucktommy smut lmao
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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One day I shall be the princess, and spend my whole life dancing in fairyland.
Anna Pavlova, I Dreamed I Was A Ballerina (1922)
#anna pavlova#ballet#i love reading about people from history who make these ridiculously prescient claims of greatness#and everyone around them at the time is just like 'sure! whatever!'#but then they actually DO IT#😱#i live for that shit#there's a letter from fitzgerald where he says 'i shall write a novel better than any novel ever written in america'...and he DID THAT#don't you just love it!#i feel like some of our greatest artists (pavlova and fitzgerald being prime examples) almost HAD to be these crazy dreamers#because there was literally no one else who was going to do it for them#look at anna! her mom takes her to see sleeping beauty and anna's like 'mom i'm going to be the best ballerina who ever lived!'#and her mom is like 'we are literally living below the poverty line and you've never so much as twirled but OKAY!'#she probably thought anna would forget about it in a week#arrested development narrator: 'anna did not forget about it in a week.'#🩰💗
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i'm the birthday millie today
i'm super old now.
#^_^ I THINK TODAY IS GOINF TO BE A NICE BIRTHDAY#i'm not like. doing anything special. but! i was thinking about it last night and i've come a long way...#all things considered i'm doinf a pretty good job at like. living life!#i've accomplished quite a bit! i've grown! i know lots more about myself! i'm figuring it out!!!!#i'm going to go to lunch with my mom and then later this evening i'm going tooooo get Not Sober and just have fun 💖#thanks for sticking around with me for another year of my life !!!!!!#i know i haven't been posting here a ton lately. lots of reasons for that. but i think about you all my tumblr only friends lots...#i hope you've all been well! love you lots. if any mutuals want my priv twitter feel free to ask :3#if you read all of these here's a present for you: 🐦#doodles#felix
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I don't think we talk about xiyao exes to lovers enough. I understand that in canon the "breakup" ended with death and imo it was never going to end any other way (I have a lot of feelings about how jgy is doomed from the start) but even in aus where survival is an option I barely ever see their full potential realized. The fact that there is this heartbreaking gap that is between them now, and yet that, despite it all, they can't stop loving each other. When you have drama this good, why is the conflict relegated to outside threats and we end up with little to no exploration of internal strife, of the fact that these guys have been living a domestic lie for a decade (I cannot stress this enough, the amount of parralels between xiyao and jgy's marriage to qin su are staggering.)
And let me be clear I will NEVER begrudge anyone their hurt/comfort and wanting their faves who are denied happiness and peace at every turn to find it. god knows I need that sometimes. Or even the less healthy but so emotionally devastating fics where the caring isn't good, and it doesn't fix anything- might only make things worse, actually- and xichen ends up recreating his father's fate. I love all of those things. But. Man. This divorce was over 11 years in the making it should take AT LEAST that long to resolve. What do you do when the person you trusted the most lied to you for years? What do you do when the only person who's ever believed in you loses that faith so completely they'd hurt you over a lie without hesitation? I need me some xiyao who try to get over each other for 20 years and fail. I need them to meet after not seeing each other for years and have it hurt like no time has passed at all. I need arguments where no one raises their voice but that feel like a screaming match anyway. Do you see my vision?? Do you see what we could have?
(if fics that do exacly this are out there, recs are of course welcome)
#mdzs#meng yao#xiyao#lan xichen#jin guangyao#rs: i wish it could've been you#this might make some people really mad#at the idea that jgy has any right to have grievances with xichen but uh...#i'm not interested in arguing with jgy antis. go scream at a wall#or a different camp who DO like xiyao but who are like 'but xichen was lied to jgy wouldn't blame him'#the fact that it was a lie makes it WORSE you guys know that right?#some of you have never been the proverbial boy who cried wolf#and had people assume everything you say is a lie because you've lied in the past#and good for you! You SHOULD be honest with those you love i'm very happy for all of you#but also. lmao. you have no idea how that feels.#i have read aus where they break up and get back together of course#but i always end up feeling like people see the conflict as an obstacle? a thing to get past so we can get them back together#and not.. you know. the most interesting part. the selling point#I think in a slightly lower stakes au xiyao should wait a few years get back together because they love each other and then break up AGAIN#when they realize that the old relationship they had with that easy trust is gone forever. love isn't enough to bring that back#you can build something new. including a new kind of trust just as potent. but that old easy kind is gone.#and i think they should try to get it back because it was the best thing they ever had#and get fucked up about it when they realize they can't#and it should take them well over a decade to mourn it until they're ready to let it go and try to make something new of it#PLEASE let me talk about the xichen qin su parralels please let me talk about how rusong is nmj-coded#not in personality but in the function he has narratively as someone that can never stop haunting jgy.#the fact that nmj's death and rusong's birth were likely extremely close to each other timeline wise LET'S TALK ABOUT IT
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Stalker Tim Drake fics from my bookmarks
SO it's more like 16 but more is good right?
Both Stalking and Batfam finding out
https://archiveofourown.org/works/23933995/chapters/57556018
Both categories
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29035932/chapters/71268033
Both Kid Tim and Stalking Tim
https://archiveofourown.org/works/36115222
This is Stalking Tim but not Batfam finds out However! Tim is so insane in this and Batman so confused that I think you would like it just as much (and pretty much anything by this author
https://archiveofourown.org/works/36869614
This one isn't so much the Batfam being concerned as much as every single other JL hero except Superman But very good! (as well as another author rec)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/40730949/chapters/102058212
This one is funny on multiple levels because Tim is very confident and kinda regards B as an idiot (very funny) and then we get to see B freaking out multiple times only to be brushed off by Tim. Hilarious
https://archiveofourown.org/works/38596896/chapters/96483417
This multi chapter is capital G Good and has Dick adopting Tim rather than B and this is the fic that lead me into an obsession with Dick is Tim's parental figure fics (which I have a couple of if you're interested)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/48987508/chapters/123587995
One of the funniest ways Tim has ever met Batman EVER.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/50942971
Sad but with comfort and a happy ending
https://archiveofourown.org/works/50863918
Poor Alfred 🤣
https://archiveofourown.org/works/49007944
Batfam being concerned just like you wanted
https://archiveofourown.org/works/48094255
Jason and Tim are ride and die IMMEDIATELY and it is very very good (also funny)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/46927975/chapters/118212703
This one has worried Alfred who adopts Tim (for a change)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/47180068
Very funny and concerning, with worried Dad B just like you ordered
https://archiveofourown.org/works/40918530
Damian adopts Tim as a younger brother after asking B and getting denied "Father he's perfect" everyone else is worried
I think the title says it all
https://archiveofourown.org/works/38190199
this has a tag that says 'Bizarre and Mildly Frightening Prodigy Tim Drake' and I think that says everything
All for you, @justwannabecat
#Hit me up again if you've read all of these and I can do a deeper dive of my bookmarks#or if you want to talk about any of them#or if you want to talk about any of them; or if you have any more specific fic searches#Or even if you just wanna talk!#I'd love to
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nishi-sensei please show us the forbidden wrath iruma
#mairimashita! iruma kun#mairuma#m!ik#gale shitposting#suzuki iruma#listen. that seven sins iruma cover art has infested my brain#but also my tumblr is very much devoid of iruma content and i need to fix that#''gale wdym you've been reading irumakun for nearly three years and you haven't done any shitposting about it yet'' IM FIXING THAT NOW#please worddump @ me about this ridiculous series i love it so much. i would kill for any of these kids#fanart
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Fandom girlie
#house md#gregory house#james wilson#screencap#s07e03 “Unwritten”#*slaps this episode on the roof* you can read so much into this#reinforcement that house would be on tumblr#and he would be obnoxious and loud part of the fandom I can feel it in my bones#also wilson knew house is a fan and knew the author and brought him the case. cute#and this is the episode where house conscious that he doesn't share any interests with cuddy#idc im overanalyzing this#wilson why are you rolling your eyes baby?#was house that annoying about fictional relationship and you've heard it all#or is it “love them both” bit#LOVE THEM BOTH? and youre in a relationship with cuddy sir and still have your boy bestfriend#i can see how some people ship that ot3 this is for them#or is that a signal to wilson to still love him#while he has a gf#all of these are possible at the same time
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soliciting your favorite recipe using dandelions! any part of the plant works for me, i'm just eyeing the new crop this spring and thinking about what i can make that isn't salad
#recipe#foraging#cooking#dandelions#ive heard they fry nicely but im not much of a sauteed greens guy#red rambles#ftr i have a terrible headache and its bc its Pollen Time and i left my window open way too long the other day so my home is like. poison#so i may not get back to you in any reasonable timeframe#however i will still read any replies/reblogs/etc on this post#promise ill google some too im just broke and dont want to see some 'ok now that you've gathered some free plants from outside#you are going to go to the local grocery store and spend $45 in specialty plants' shit#i got pine nuts in the freezer from a year ago and thats the only specialty plant im willing to use#we do got a lovely crop of chives out there though
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will literally never understand people who are in comic fandoms but don't read any comics. y'all confuse the fuck out of me tbh
#'i love this character'#you've never read ANY of the source material for that character what are you even talking about
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David Alleyne/Prodigy has such a interesting power, if he's near someone he can gain all their learned knowledge and skills. he stood near Rictor and knew what he knew about Shatterstar, he knows how Scott and Emma kiss, so that means he knows EVERYTHING about everyone he's near. Think about that, actually THINK about that? If he stood near you he'd know everything you ever learned about yourself or others. It's just so interesting to me.
#david alleyne#prodigy#any secret you've been told. skills you've gained. EVERYTHING you've learned. he'd know.#and think about how awkward that be? you're in class and you know evey book the teahers read but also how they take their tea how they brus#their teeth. what they like in bed. then think about being near his parents? his sister? now he know all this about them.#your team mates. your significant other. your best friends you just know everything they know#x force#academy x#young avengers#marvel comics#comic#comic characters#comics#my beloved blorbo#i love him so
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Kacchan is actually so, so loved.
His mom is right, he's a brat cuz he quickly got over his head when he was constantly praised by people around him. His parents must've love him so much with how well he physically is - healthy, clean, unbruised. Probably not a popular opinion but I think his mom treating him aggressively is a way to tone him down, to remind him of manners that he might've slipped from being too pompous. And also, it's an asian thing, ESPECIALLY in Japan where senpai-kouhai/elderly hierarchy is strongly regarded.
Still, Katsuki always demands attention like he doesn't have enough of it. He used to aim for being no.1 to gain attention where it'll feed his ego. Even with his obnoxious behaviour, he always had a pass cuz he IS talented, smart and very gifted. People allowed his atrocity cuz they believe he can still contribute to the hero society.
But Katsuki has a way to seek love that he truly yearns and needs. Maybe it's another gifted kid syndrome or an instinctual thing, that he could feel he is so loved in a way he was not expecting. The people who only sees him on the surface aside, Katsuki was constantly showered under the kind of love that is very forgiving, patient, and positive of his coming around. Aizawa, kirishima, his parents, AM, Izuku...
Aizawa and AM regard Katsuki in a similar fashion as his parents did, acting as a guidance that sometimes switching between being strict or encouraging. Kirishima was slightly special because he was the first one to accept his foul personality and would still praise and be amazed by his ability. To me, Katsuki must've value the gratification of someone acknowledging his entirety and would still respect him as well as give him fuel to his ego. Kirishima is passionate of integrity and righteousness. He's quite open-minded and is pretty forgiving, thus forming a suitable concoction of personalities that matches Katsuki's kind of "love" he grew accustomed to.
However, if it all comes to that preferences, why did he reject Izuku's "love" when kirishima's worked but not his? To be fair, Izuku's "love" for Katsuki is pretty much similar as to his parents' as well as kirishima's. But since the river incident, Katsuki's young mind has decided to antagonised that alien kind of love which he was going to get used to (from his parents) anyway. Because receiving that sort of acceptance and appreciation from a child his age kinda oppose the idea of him being special. Little Katsuki was building up a reputation of being the best and the most unique kid in the neighborhood , if he acknowledged Izuku's recognition of his "front", it would meant he wasn't really that special after all. Little Katsuki couldn't have that, and so it brought forward to their entire childhood until UA, rejecting that obvious, his preferred type of "love" that he labeled as disgusting due to their antagonistic relationship.
That's why after dvk2, when Katsuki has finally confronted that impulsive naivety he held onto, he became unconsciously openly seek out Izuku's "love" to him. He loves being seen and appreciated the right way, the way that reminds him of his humanity, that keeps him grounded, that asks his self-awareness of his capabilities and therefore pushes him becoming better every time. Izuku was different from Kirishima because Katsuki had never level himself with him the way he did with Izuku - notwithstanding the whole rivalry on win to save, save to win thing. Also, the simple fact that their familiarity of one another's traits are what keeping them tightly enveloped in an indissoluble bubble of intimacy.
Katsuki demands attention like a brat. He craves attention and love from where he seeks. As prefaced, he has preferences and that he categorised them. It's interesting though that due to his immature obstinacy, he had created a situation where he is now forcing himself in a state of overcompensation towards Izuku's year's worth of "love" towards him. (He knew he was truly at fault, and he knew Izuku still accepts him nonetheless (i.e dvk2), but the way he tried to keep a distance between them to maintain their norm is, in actuality, not normal. Counting in the fact that at the same time he still craves Izuku's "love" when he self-inserted as the one to pull the leash.
Tsk tsk, Katsuki truly is a child raised by love.
#Not meta#Maybe just my sudden random need to put Katsuki through a microscope again#maybe not bkdk but maybe is a little#Am not trying to force bkdk#I'm trying to see his introspection of his wants and needs from others and from Izuku#Like what makes Izuku different from the others#Cuz we always sees how Izuku alienated kacchan from the rest but never understands Katsuki's view of Izuku from the others#Except we obviously sees that he has tunnel vision and constant brainrot of Izuku 🙄#Anyway if you've read through that I'm embarrassed cuz I'm sure it's all over the place at some point#I started with the enlightenment of Katsuki being so loved and then went on to rant without any plan before hand lmao#So thanks for bearing with me if you did read until here#bnha#bnha rants#kacchan bakugou#bakugou katsuki#character analysis
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guess who got attached to probably the most underrated character of the show with literally zero fan content
#this post is about jabuti from hilda hurricane#but you can apply it to yourself as you wish#hilda furacão#hilda hurricane#jabuti#underrated characters#seriously though. there's no fics or edits or even gifs of him unless he's like in the background of the scene#(or at least I couldn't find anything)#which is valid since he IS a background character but it also pains me physically. but why am I surprised about this#fan content aside it's so obvious that I would get attached to him. the average-looking older man and everything#oh but if you happen to be reading this and you've seen any fan content of him please let me know!!!#I'd kill to see. like. a gif appreciation post of him or whatever. I can't make those for the love of god but I know there are-#-talented people out there who could make it happen#(I might still go and write a fic about him myself though)#(once I finish my master's thesis/degree be sure I'll indulge)
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Y'all (general) really really need to exercise the block buttons more.
An opinion you don't agree with? Someone makes you uncomfortable? Something you don't like? Even just a person whose way of presenting information makes you uncomfortable (even if you agree with them)?
Block.
BLOCK.
B.L.O.C.K.
Look, I get it. I used to think seeing opinions I didn't agree with was important, that exposing myself was a way of staying informed. But finally, I hit a breaking point - I already knew the viewpoints I disagreed with, and seeing them every day was making me miserable.
I've blocked liberally since then.
And the most remarkable thing happened: I routinely see posts where lots of people are disagreeing with the same person...and I already have that person blocked.
Because the most insidious thing about letting myself see the negativity and things that made me unhappy all the time is that leaving it all there gave me the impression that there were a LOT of vocally awful people saying things that hurt me.
But there aren't.
There's actually a surprisingly small number of people who get off on trolling or are so marinated in hate that they have to spew it all around them, and when you block those people, the world gets much more peaceful.
You're not growing as a person by exposing yourself to rhetoric that hurts you. You're just hurting, which is exactly how those people want you to feel: they want you to be in as much agony as they are.
Don't give them the satisfaction.
BLOCK THEM.
(tbh I've hit the point that I think people who willfully, deliberately, loudly, intentionally don't block are engaging in a form of self-harm. seriously, you're not taking a noble stand, no one cares if you don't block except the people hurting you.)
#unforth rambles#my mutuals all know this so i'm preaching to the choir#did i see a bad jiang cheng take again#yes yes i did#but specifically i saw a bad jiang cheng take triggered by anti deciding to vent stupidity instead of blocking the things they didn't like#and then a stan engaging instead of also blocking#both these people would be happier if they blocked#like antis you do realize if you hate a character your best bet is to block the people who love them right#sorry the back and forth is just exhausting#i blocked the anti#and i almost blocked the pro too#stop engaging it's pointless just do your own thing and block the people who you don't agree with#it's not creating an echo chamber#i promise you're not a better person because you let the same terf or anti or racist or whoever#expose you to their toxicity over and over#you've already given them a hearing by reading their first drivel ya know the one that led you to block them#if you know enough to know they're terrible why would you want to give them a hearing on literally any other topic#block and move on#there are so many better people out there who are actually worth your time and energy
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A big part of author life is learning to make peace with the stories you'll never write.
#adventures in writing#there are layers to this#one part is learning that not every intriguing idea can or should be a complete story#you can just let it sit in an idea folder as a fun daydream and that's fine#then there are the ones that just cycle through#catch your attention for a while but then fall away#but every so often they come to mind and get developed further#and it's likely that one day maybe some of them will stick around long enough to get written#then there are the ones you have to let go#they interested you for a long time and may even have in-depth developments/significant parts of drafts#and you have to recognize that there were fatal flaws to the idea that prevent it from coming to life#and/or you've moved beyond the person you were then and aren't going to be able to write that story in the way it needs#but some of those still stick in your head#coming to mind and making you think maybe you could revamp them into something usable#and you gotta decide if it's worth the effort or if you should prioritize more recent ideas#because this process is cumulative and gets worse as you get older#today i am very very close to trying to find someone who's read my arateph stories#and asking if they'd let me just spill all the plot points of all the arateph retellings i've never written#some have fatal flaws but all have at least some aspect that i really loved#and it kills me not to have any of it in other people's imaginations#the main character and themes of the princess and the pea one#the character arc potential of the goose girl one#the clever (i think) twist on the central little red riding hood moment#one heartwrenching scene in rapunzel#i don't know if i'll ever be able to write the stories but the ideas still live in me and sometimes it hurts to keep it inside#anyhow have a good day
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