I'm convinced that I'll be alone froever. No one wants to make friends with me, not even a pokemon, and it makes me feel really sad. I just wish that someone could notice how lonely I am and taht I'm not weird or creepy. All I want is to be loved, but I'm alone and have no fmily. Why does everyone say that I'm a freak?
I understand how you feel. Sometimes our minds trick us into believing the worst, that things will never get better. However, you should not listen to these kinds of thoughts. I do not know exactly what your situation is, or why you seem to think that even Pokemon do not want to be friends with you, but I can assure you that that is not true. If people are saying that you are a freak, then that is their problem, not yours. As for having no family, I am very sorry about that. My advice would be to start by finding a Pokemon. Most likely, you think that Pokemon do not like you simply because their trainers do not like you, although I fail to understand why. Once you find a Pokemon that loves you, I think that you will gain more confidence in yourself. And one day, I promise, there will be people who will treat you right and accept and love you just the way you are.
Do not give up hope, young one. Things will get better. Do not let that dark part of your mind ever convince you otherwise.
You are strong and loved, even if you do not know it yet.
Hi there! Now that Bad Root is over, and the reader insert has made his way into becoming a (almost) fully fleshed out oc. I made a toyhouse for him :)