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safetycar-restart · 1 year

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Small dick Charles (because lately it's been haunting my mind) but I'm making it angsty (because I feel like torturing our boy) (also thank you for making me Charles angst anon, I'm honored and I'm not gonna let you down 🫡)

So we know that most previous partners weren't good for Charles. They made fun of him or left him as soon as they found out about his little dick. And because of that he was insecure. But you showed him that he doesn't have to be. Of course he can pleasure himself and (what is most important for him) he can pleasure you and be a good boy for you. The size of his cock doesn't matter here. And he finally starts to believe you and understand that he is enough just the way he is. He accepts himself, although he needs a lot of praise and compliments from you. But it's okay, anything for your boy.

That's until one of the race weekends. Charles is standing in the circle with few other drivers and they're talking. They're immature kids, so of course they talk about sex. Charles is rather silent because he doesn't like to share this part of his life. You're his mommy and everything you do to him stays with him. Why would someone else listen about it?

"And why are you silent Charles? That's because you can't pleasure your mommy with your small dick?" (they know that he is small, it's just visible that there's no bulge in his jeans or fireproofs)

George is the first one who bring up the topic and then others go on with it. They're making fun of him, asking if he's able to do anything with his cock, if he can penetrate you or is he too small. And they think that these are just jokes (very cruel ones), but not for Charles. They may not know it, but Charles takes it very personally. And he is so sad because why are they doing this to him? He thought that they're friends, so they shouldn't hurt him. It hurts twice as much because they're laughing at something Charles has no control over. He just can't change it. Of course he would like to have a bigger cock but he can't. And just as he was finally beginning to accept himself, someone showed up to destroy it again.

When Charles gets to you he isn't just crying, he is fully sobbing his heart out, throwing himself in your arms. And you hold him through this, try to be strong but you can't help sadness flooding you. Your poor little boy, you feel so sorry for him. Because he suffers so much from something over which he has no control. And now all because of his called friends. Great. The only thing you can do it now is The only thing you can do now is offer him your closeness and rebuild his confidence again. It's gonna be hard, but again - anything for your boy.

(And quite by accident you can tell Lando, George and Alex's doms about this situation, hoping that they will be punished for hurting your boy)

- 🪸

I am already regretting naming you the Charles angst anon, but I suppose that's exactly what I should have expected from the Charles angst anon, so keep up the good work!!

Firstly, I love the idea that Charles gets his confidence because he realises he can make you feel good? He LOVES going down on you, it's legitimately his favourite thing ever. It takes him a long time to actually fuck you, because he's terrified that you won't even feel him (which is what a partner had told him once and it absolutely devastated him).

But honestly, you like his size. Sure you've had bigger before, but you like it. You never hurt the next day, and don't require too much prep. Above all else, it's Charles. He's your good boy, and you're his mommy. How could he be anything other than perfect?

It takes him a long time to accept that he can actually make you feel good, that he's good enough for his mommy. And even once he has accepted that, his confidence can still be shattered instantly.

But he's doing better. Genuinely, he's doing so much better.

Until one race weekend when he's chatting with everyone. Maybe they just finished a media conference or something? So they're all standing around and chatting, waiting for their respective teams to come fetch them.

They're all subs, and so naturally they tend to talk about it. Usually Charles doesn't mind it too much, he just nods and will occasionally share some information of his own. That's why they all know he calls you mommy.

But truth be told, he doesn't like sharing his sex life with anyone, even his friends who are also subs. It's not that he's ashamed of it, because of course he isnt. It's just... that's between him and his mommy? He belongs to his mommy. No one else gets to see that side of him, and he doesn't want anyone else to know anything about what he does with his mommy.

Today they're chatting about what it's like when they fuck their Doms, about how it happens and why.

Charles isnt engaging in the conversation at all. He's only recently started fucking you and he doesn't want anyone else to know about that.

But his friends notice he hasn't said anything and decide to tease him, asking if he's too small to fuck his mommy. Instantly Charles wants to run away, but his friends are just joking and don't actually know he has a small member, so if he runs then they'll know for sure that he actually does.

Everyone joins in and they all start joking about him having a small dick. Poor Charles just feels so broken. Why are they being so mean to him? Why won't they just move on?

His friends think they're just having fun, but Charles is breaking inside. They're poking fun at his biggest insecurity and they haven't even bothered to notice how upset it's making him.

Eventually he manages to escape them and then he just runs to you.

Even though he feels like every moment he's made you feel good has been a lie, he still wants his mommy. He wants love and comfort and to be held tight.

You've never seen your good boy so upset, and he fully sobs in your arms. He can't even get the words out. You have no idea what's happened yet, but you're panicking because Ferrari will be looking for Charles soon and he's in no state to be in public right now.

So you just comfort him as best you can, holding him right and rubbing his back. Eventually he manages to calm down enough to speak, and then your heart just breaks.

Even though they didnt know Charles actually did have a small dick, why would they tease him about that? Who does that?

Poor Charles has his confidence utterly shattered.

The night before he was smily and giggly as he was grinding against you, shameless in showing you he was horny and hard. But the next night he takes his clothes into the bathroom to get changed after he showers, not even wanting you to see him get changed.

You have to build his confidence back up, praising him and promising him that you are so happy with him. You have to be slow with it, careful not to push him too hard.

But he gets there, because he's your good boy and you're his mommy. He must trust whatever his mommy tells him.

And his mommy is telling him that he's the best boy ever.

#sub!charles #cl #nsfw.#f!reader #SD!Charles

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princessozera · 3 years

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Fake Dating Mammon

Anon Request: Hi bb 🥺 can I request a fic? Ur writing is just so good and I would really like to see how you write this! So, MC and Mammon are like fake dating (for whatever reason you choose) but NOONE believes it, so mc just smashes their face on his and the brothers see it without mc knowing hehe ^^ I just really think the whole fake dating trope is adorable - ur fave mammon Stan 💖

AN: I don’t know if you ever found my page again, but I hope this finds it way to you and that you like it! I’m sorry I took so long fave mammon stan

GN!MC (They/them, 3rd ppov)

Word count: 2.5k

"MC! You've gotta help me!"

Mammon barges into MC's room, shutting and locking the door behind him before running over to their side- an almost weekly occurrence at this point. MC suppresses a sigh but doesn't look up from their textbook, pointing to the unhung painting near their bed.

"The portal is finished but I haven't had time to properly disguise it yet, if you take a turn where it splits between yellow and pink-"

"No, I'm not running from Lucifer this time, just listen!" Mammon spins them around in their chair, forcing MC to meet his eyes. MC watches Mammon pace the room, frantically waving his arms around as he tells them about a new witch that summoned him. Apparently they were an apprentice to a witch Mammon previously held a pact with- but that witch has since passed. According to some loophole in the contract, Mammon was now bound to this new witch without having to forge a new contract or anything in return for his service. When Mammon tried to protest, she'd offered an alternative- be bound to her with no benefits and coming running at her call- or marry her.

"Wait, wait, wait! MARRY YOU??"

"YES! She's insane!"

"What's the point? I- No offense Mammon, but that's so weird!? Why would she want to in the first place?"

" When mortals get married to demons, its easier for them to wield magic and become stronger and stuff, but the marriage is only broken when the human dies! I wouldn't be able to hold any other pacts or visit the Devildom unless Lord Diavolo summons me! Please MC, I'm not getting married again! MC you've got to help me!"

"AGAIN?? Wha- fu- yeah- sure? I guess? What do you want me to do Mammon?" Now he stops pacing, giving MC a pleading look- asking for forgiveness rather than help. Oh no.

"What did you tell her?"

"Well, she said if I had a legitimate excuse why I couldn't do either, she'd let me off the hook... So I told her we're dating."

"WHAT-"

"Engaged, actually, and that we've been keeping it a secret because my brothers would get jealous," Mammon pats his chest for a second before reaching into his jacket and grabbing something, flicking it to MC. They catch it and immediately recognize it- an engagement ring. "That should fit you just fine by the way"

"OH HOLD THE FUCKING PHONE-"

After some back and forth and a mountain of promises, MC caves and agrees to help Mammon. Mammon gives them a tight hug and a kiss on the top of their head, thanking them a million times before telling them about his game plan to convince the witch. When MC realizes they're about to spend their weekend taking and doctoring a years worth of 'secretly dating' photos, they're tempted to back out. However, they knew Mammon was right to a point- there was almost no one else that could help him without his punishment being just as bad as getting married to a random witch. It wouldn't be so bad, right? They only had to publicly fake date for a month and maybe be seen shopping for wedding attire to completely convince the witch.

After their little photoshoot all around the Devildom, Mammon breaks one more piece of news to MC- his brothers can't find out about ANY of this. If they knew the truth, Lucifer might actually force him to take the pact or worse. So they spent the rest of the day learning to edit photos and coming up with a game plan to convince the brothers. They'd have to pretend to be a couple both in and out of RAD and hoped that openly spending more time together would convince his brothers.

Monday morning came and they couldn't put it off any longer. Mammon and MC trailed behind everyone else, lurking at the edge of the doorway out of the house. They exchange a look, and Mammon extends his hand, MC taking it and giving it a little squeeze of reassurance. He leads MC out and keeps holding their hand down the stairs and across the yard, ignoring the shocked and open mouthed looks from his brothers.

"Aww, I want to hold MC's hand too!" Asmo runs up to MC's left side and reaches for their hand, but pulls back like he's been burned. "WHAT IS THAT!" MC and Mammon turn around to face the brothers and MC places their left hand on Mammon's chest.

"Hey, we're gonna walk ahead, alright you guys? I really just want to spend time with Mammon right now." MC makes sure to move their left hand a bit, drawing everyone's attention to the ring. Even Lucifer was at a loss for words, no one else spoke.

"Come on babe," Mammon stumbles over the pet name, but gently turns MC around, hugging them close to his side and walks with them like this all the way to RAD and even up to MC's first class. After the brothers, it was pretty easy to ignore the staring.

"I'll see you at lunch, we can go to Madam Scream's, my treat." No matter how many times MC rehearsed the script in their head, they couldn't quite meet Mammon's eyes when they spoke.

"Yeah, see you." If anything, they were relieved that Mammon seemed to be struggling as much as them. Mammon starts to turn but hesitates. Before MC could ask what was wrong, he gives them a quick kiss on the forehead and walks away. MC couldn't tell what burned more, their face or the stares of their classmates on their back.

This was going to be a long month.

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“It’s like watching a soap opera. Horrible and exaggerated acting,” Asmo fake whispers to Satan, and giving MC a wide grin when they turn around to glare at him.

"Asmo, you went to help me find a wedding outfit, I don't know what more I can do convince you. I love Mammon and we're engaged!" MC protested loudly, trying to cover up the sound of mammon taking in a deep breath at the declaration of love. Asmo looks between MC and Mammon, they were sharing the love seat sofa, but still managed to not even touch legs. For 2 people "in love", they sure wouldn't touch each other.

"Kiss. Right here, right now."

"Pervert," Mammon and MC said together, only sharing the briefest smile before turning on Asmo again.

"i have to side with them, that's a weird request Asmo."

"Keep your head in your book Satan, maybe you'll learn to pick up on hints. They're CLEARLY not dating!"

"Obviously," Satan shoots him a quick glare over the top of his book. "But if they want to be delusional, let them."

"I'm not delusional!"

"Fine, MC finally got Stockholm syndrome-" Belphegor didn't bother to dodge the decorative pillow that Mammon shot at him, and he didn't need to- it flew clear over his head by a mile.

"I don't! Mammon is nice to me and he buys me things and takes me out-"

"But MC, you do that with all of us too." Beel points out. He didn't believe their little act either, but MC was making it too easy to tear their defense apart.

"We're leaving! I'm not going to sit here and let you slander our relationship anymore!" MC gets up in a huff and drags Mammon along with them. The next few days were filled with the brothers bribing and sympathizing with MC and harassing Mammon. This was clearly a ruse and if they kept pressing, one of them was bound to break.

-------2 weeks later------------------

"Slow dowwwnnn MC, I'm tired," Mammon whined but let MC pull him into his room, half heartedly closing the door behind him. MC dropped their school bag and started to stretch, starting to feel the stress of this whole fiasco catch up to them.

“Mammon, you need to ease up. If we can't even convince your brothers that we're dating, word might get back to that witch and you'll be married off- AGAIN. Then all of this was for nothing.”

“What do you mean ‘ease up’, my acting’s been perfect!” Mammon tosses his jacket onto the pool table before throwing himself on the couch, draping over it and looking exhausted. "Those bastards would be in denial if it was real, so we're doing fine."

“Fine? Dude, you stutter anytime I hold your hand first and the ONE time we kissed in front of them, you didn't speak and turned so red I thought you had a fever. Absolutely none of that screams ‘chill’.”

“Well what do you want me to do about it!? How can I just be ‘casual’ about kissing?” Now it was MC's turn to blush, because they'd given the idea some thought, but had only come up with one solution.

“Well… then let’s practice until you can keep your cool.” MC took a sudden interest in the wall behind Mammon as he sputtered and stood back up.

“WHAT?? Practice kissing-"

“DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT. IF YOU HAVE ANY BETTER IDEA ID LOVE TO HEAR IT!" MC stared at Mammon, but he was clearly out of ideas. "So? Final answer?" Mammon shrugs and walks over to MC, putting his hands on their shoulders and looking them in the eyes. His face burned, but he managed to hold their gaze.

"Sure, there are worse ways to practice acting."

"Oh how you flatter me, love," MC rolls their eyes and Mammon does have to look away now, the pet name catching him off guard. When he was composed again, he looked at MC patiently waiting for him.

"Okay, I'm going to kiss you so don't hit me." He leans to MC, turning his head and pulling them into the kiss by their shoulders. They stay like this for a bit before MC groans and pulls back.

"Mammon, my friends have kissed me better than that. You're still really tense."

"You should be honored to kiss me"

"I've been alive for fewer millennia and I can still kiss better than you"

"Hardy har MC. Well what other brilliant ideas do you have?"

"Well... Here, let me-" it's MC's turn to step up. They wrap one arm around Mammon's neck , the other reaching up to wrap their fingers in his hair. MC pulls Mammon closer, first kissing him on the corner of his lips- once, twice, and once on his jaw before fully leaning in. They start gently, and Mammon hums against their lips, finally stepping up and moving his hands from MC's shoulders to their waist. He reciprocates the kiss and only pulls back when MC does.

"Not bad first man. Well, we're not stammering and neither of us looks mortified, so that's something... But maybe we should-" MC tightens their grip on his hair and Mammon understands.

"Keep practicing," Mammon nods and pulls MC back into him.

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(At the same time, in the living room)

"I'm telling you, they're up to something!"

"I'm with Asmo on this one, it's all too sudden," Satan looks up from the book he was holding. "Do you think Mammon's holding something against MC? Or vice versa?"

"I tried talking to them but MC insists that it's been going on since last year and that they were messaging even when MC was in the human world." Levi continued to type on his DDD and looks up to meet each of his brother's eyes. "Whatever they're planning they're sure trying to see it through."

"Even Barbatos didn't see this coming," Lucifer sighs and shakes his head, putting down a folder with documents he needed for tomorrow. "How did MAMMON of all people keep it a secret from us?"

"Not a hard secret to keep if it isn't real. Come on, I bet you they aren't even together right now!" Asmo leaves the room and they all follow behind, wanting to test Asmo's theory themselves. In front of Mammon's door, Beel spoke before Asmo could open the door.

'We shouldn't peep on them like this," Beel protested.

"It's not peeping if they're not actually together, MC is probably reading a book or something and Mammon's watching a movie! I'm calling them on their bullshit." Asmo and Beel bickered quietly, completely missing as Levi opens the door instead.

"Err, Asmo, I don't think they're faking it." Everyone turns to Levi and look past him into the room. Mammon and MC were in the middle of the room, too focused on each other to see the door was clearly wide open and that they had an audience.

"Okay, we're done here," Beelzebub pulls Levi and Asmo away from the door by the collar and Belphegor closes the door again. They all walked away grumbling something or other about forgotten homework, or late appointments and part ways at the living room, never questioning Mammon and MC again.

------after 1 month------------

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT WAS FAKE-" Asmo shook MC so violently, Beel worried they'd get whiplash. Satan didn't even bother to look up, catching MC's glass before it tipped over and spilled onto the dining table, but he was clearly drawn to their conversation too.

"Sorry," MC laughs, not apologetic at all. "It was kind of a desperate plan.

"BUT IT WORKED! You should have seen how mad the witch was! I thought I'd have to protect MC from an attack or something!" Mammon cheered and reached across the table, giving MC a high five.

"Come on, she was nice! Super pretty to boot. If I had known, I would have tried to fake marry her instead," MC smiled as they dodged a fried bat wing Mammon threw at their head.

"But we saw you kissing!"

"You literally made us kiss in front of you like twice to prove it, which is giving creeper vibes my dude."

"No, I mean we all saw you in Mammon's room, making out. THAT didn't look like acting," Asmo jabs his fork threateningly at MC.

"Well we had to convince you guys it was real, and it looks like it worked. But now that I think about it, we still have one more thing to do." MC nods to Mammon and his eyes sparkle, knowing their inside joke.

"MC, I want a divorce!"

"HA! Jokes on you, I already packed up my things, and I'm taking goldie with me!" MC gave a villainous cackle and Mammon gasped, tossing another wing at MC's head. They laughed for a minute, but Asmo finally stopped pouting and leaned towards MC.

"Well now that it's 'official', let me know if you ever want to practice your 'acting' again MC, I'd love to help," Asmo winks and grabs MC's arm, "Here, I'll even feed you to show you what a good husband I could be!"

"OK-" Levi and Satan protested at the same time and Lucifer just took a long drink from his wine cup as the others started to bicker. MC and Mammon smile at each other from across the table, something softer in their eyes.

Maybe that divorce won't last long after all.

#love that im writing this to sad music #Ozera Request #Obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me mammon #om mammon #omswd #om swd #om mammon x reader #obey me mammon x mc #obey me mammon x reader

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bluerosesburnblue · 5 years

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Bless that post. I love the aro/ace headcanon, but I also love all mc/charlie shippers. Basically, I'm very very Pro-Ship and like... I've seen the people who headcanon aro/ace charlie get really hostile and weirdly aggressive over it. I'm pretty sure one person even deactivated their account because they dared to call out the harrasment and were in turn harrassed themselves. Fandom is supposed to be fun and shipping should never be about activism like some ppl are trying to do and it boggles me

Thank you. Given the extremes people go to on this site, it’s nice to see someone else who agrees with me about keeping these things measured and respectful

Honestly, my breaking point the other night was that I happened to see an anon on one of the really popular blogs in the fandom. All they said was that they were a fan of the ace headcanon, but they saw a lot of the negativity in the tag in regards to the Charlie/MC ship and were worried that if they started posting their stuff regarding it that they’d get backlash or get seen as insensitive. The whole thing looked like someone who was very anxious asking someone they respected if they thought it would be appropriate. They probably trusted that blog to be mature and give them some reassurance

The response they got was basically (I’m paraphrasing here) “The ace ‘headcanon’ is undeniably canon, you can still post your thing but just know that it’s not canon and nobody has to like the fact that you posted it. I don’t know what hate you’re seeing, but I haven’t seen it and I don’t think it exists.” Which is, like… denying that anon’s experience and brushing off their fears is just a shitty thing to do to someone who was obviously nervous and looking for reassurance. And also completely wrong. Just because you can read that interpretation into a canon line doesn’t mean that your interpretation is completely canonical. Dating and romantic or sexual attraction are not the same thing. And it’s bad enough that that response is getting a good amount of notes

But what really pissed me off was a response I saw from someone else on that post. This person immediately accused that anon of intentionally overreacting and fishing for sympathy, crossing the line by asking someone they respected about their opinion of the discourse, and trying to deny asexual people representation. And they had the nerve to go on about how “people you thought were nice are turning out to be shitty people.” And then told that anon to grow up

That is absolutely disgusting behavior. Even if Charlie was canonically aro/ace, it would be going too far. Nobody knows anything about that anon, because they’re a goddamned anon. For all anybody knows, that anon could’ve been a kid or young teen who legitimately wanted to be respectful to the ace/aro community and thought it best to ask someone they respected what their opinion was. This is exactly what I was afraid was going to start up. That the second somebody showed that they didn’t agree with the popular interpretation or, god forbid, admitted that they don’t know enough and wanted another opinion, that they’d get slammed and harassed, with accusations made about their character. A character that we can’t even truly know because this is the internet and it’s easy to read whatever you want into these things. You’re not “educating” anyone, you’re just making them not want to learn

And then that original blog had the gall to tell that anon that they didn’t see any reason why they’d be afraid of harassment. When that aggressive, uncalled for response was a response on their post

The best part? Not only did that anon directly cite a post that had bothered them in a later ask, but they admitted that they were ace and questioning aro and just didn’t see why that line made the interpretation canon

And the person who slammed them? Not aro/ace.

As far as I can tell, that anon never got an apology. The sidequest isn’t even out yet and the fandom has already devolved into people making assumptions and yelling over actual ace people over their own representation and refusing to see a problem with it. In fact, they think they’re in the right because quite a few popular blogs agree with them. That anon could’ve been a kid. Are we really going to scream at people who might be kids over a headcanon?

Not a single, goddamned person made any effort to say that that person was out of line. Not a single person saw a problem with that response. I’d say it was just that one person in the wrong, but I’ve seen equally harsh and aggressive responses by other people out there, too. This isn’t a situation of one person being an asshole (if it was I might’ve just called them out, specifically), they just happened to be the one to tip me over the edge

That’s what’s pissing me off about this situation. If someone is legitimately so scared to post something completely harmless that goes against the popular interpretation, then there is a problem. There is a problem, that shouldn’t be ignored just because you might disagree with that anon’s opinion. People don’t get that scared for no reason. It’s awful and immature to ignore the problem. To pretend it doesn’t exist, or to support the response they got and double down just to make yourself look right

People are really getting this awful over a side character in a mobile game. Just back up and really look at that. A side character. In a mobile game.

Some people need to grow up, and it sure ain’t that anon. And I hope that if that anon ever sees this, they know that they’ve got my support and I’m so sorry that some people think asserting that their headcanon is canon is more important than an actual, living person

As for the “it’s canon do we really have to spell it out for you?” argument, uhhh… YEAH. Not them, specifically, but the source material does. Otherwise it’s not CANON. Canon is reserved for things irrefutably stated in the text not “all possible (or your favorite) ways you could interpret lines in the text.” When it’s widely accepted, that’s fanon. Canon: Charlie states that he doesn’t have time for dating because he’s busy studying dragons. Fanon: Charlie is ace/aro. We also need to destroy this false equivalency that dating and romantic attraction are the same thing. It doesn’t help anybody on either side

And no joke, I read a novel one time and the main character was so obviously ace to me. The whole thing was written from his point of view, and he was always questioning why people found romance to be so important. He wasn’t into any of the girls that flirted with him, he kissed his male best friend and said he didn’t feel any sparks, he avoided romance of all kinds even while questioning his sexuality. Well, come the end of the book, he realizes that he was gay and in denial and VERY in love with his best friend. It was adorable when they got together

But at the same time, there was way more evidence to suggest that that character was ace than there is for Charlie, and yet canonically he was gay despite that. Sexuality is something very complex and personal and the discovery of it no less so, so yes, absolutely, I think it needs to be stated in some way to be canon. Things can’t just be implied to be considered canon. Your assumptions may very easily be wrong, or not what the author intended. And even things that the author intended can be considered non-canon. Death of the Author is a real thing, after all. If it’s not stated in the text, it’s not canonical

If Charlie had said “I’m not interested in romance and don’t know if I ever will be” or something similar, then yes I’d say they had a basis for their argument. But that’s not what he said. Charlie says… basically what I would have if someone had flirted with me in high school. My suspicion is that something in JC’s contract meant that they weren’t allowed to make Bill, Tonks, or Charlie romance options, so they just reworded JK’s old interview when writing his dialogue to be more relevant to the quest material

And people using that interview as “proof” is especially funny to me since she only said that after denying the possibility that he could be gay because Dumbledore already was. You’re all really expecting this woman whose reaction to being asked if a character being homosexual was a possible interpretation was “Uh, no, we already have one of those,” to go around and confirm him to belong to an even less represented group? And do it tastefully? And then have half of these people who take that as canon also state that they don’t generally consider things that JK reveals outside of the source to matter?

Christ, people, learn the difference between canon, fanon, and Word of God. And then stop ignoring or harassing people for rightly calling out that you’re misusing the terms

#harry potter series #harry potter hogwarts mystery #hogwarts mystery #hphm #charlie weasley #ace charlie discourse #long post #harry potter hogwarts mystery spoilers #hogwarts mystery spoilers #hphm spoilers #i want some people to look long and hard at this and realize just how shitty they're being #i hope i don't have to write another essay about this situation i really do #but i can't just let how poorly that anon was treated go #not naming names because i won't be responsible for spreading more hate around #even to people i think deserve it #but this kind of stuff seriously needs to stop #my blog is a safe space for pretty much everybody #race sex age whatever i don't judge people for any of it #we're all just strangers on the internet #i just judge people for their actions and if you act like an asshole that's how you'll get treated #so have some respect for people you really don't know anything about #and remember that fandom should be FUN #if it stops being fun then someone has crossed the line #anon asks #liz's shenanigans

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galaxies-unknown-a · 3 years

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❓ Koro and writer's true feeling about the pain and heartache both Storm and Moxxie have gone through?

[ @sharpshooternomoremoxxie || @speedsternomore]

"If I could kill everyone in Hell without remorse, I would be infinitely more happy." The octopus hummed, for a moment, his yellow expression darkening. "But... Truth be told, I don't think that would help. The same goes for attempting to assassinate Storm's parents. While I admit, all I knew before teaching was assassination, it wouldn't be the best path for Storm- or Moxxie." Korosensei relaxed his tentacles.

"I still feel nervous approaching either about what they've gone through, so I'll let them do that on their own time. However, I worry that I may have given them both lodging initially out of pity... But now, they're both a part of the family." He picked up a dish, starting to scrub it absently without water while he talked. "I would absolutely play pranks on all those involved, and probably try to get Storm's parents sent to jail for child abandonment (if that is something in Storm's original world)... But for now, I cannot do anything. I'm just... I'm proud of the two for surviving such cataclysmic events. Not a lot of beings would be able to go through those things- and walk out smiling."

"... I just wish I could have helped prevent it... But, those two wouldn't be the individuals they are now if they hadn't gone through their trials..."

"... I know I joke a lot about murder. I talk about killing this or stabbing that- but there are few beings I would legitimately want to kill. Storm's parents? Moxxie's ex? People I'd willingly kill." Writer exhaled, slowly.

"Pain isn't a competition. I've been through some crap, Korosensei's been through some crap, Moxxie and Storm have been through some crap... We've all faced a lot of madness over the years." They found themself tapping a little pattern out on their fingers, leg starting to bounce as their nerves grew. "... I don't think I could have gone through what they have and lived. Like I said, pain isn't a competition- but they've still gone through SO MUCH..." Writer sighed, looking away from the anon. "... I honestly wish I could've helped prevent their backstories... But it's just like with my alternates- I can't interfere with a backstory. I may want to, but I can't. Physically. Can't."

"... I want to put Storm's parents in jail, and scream at Moxxie's ex- can't even remember her name right now- because they've all been evil... But honestly, I'm not sure what I'd do if I ever saw them." They breathed in, slow, unsteady. "... I know it's bad, but... I look at them, and... I can't help but see their past. The stuff that happened- marked on their skin. They don't just have mental scars- they have physical scars, too..." Something they could only barely relate to. "... I just... I want to look them both in the eyes, and tell them... 'Your scars are beautiful. Because every time I look at them, while I may see the bad... I also see the good. I see how you took what the multiverse dished out, and said 'I'm gonna live, and you can't f+cking stop me'. I look at those two... And I see triumph."

The two glanced to one another, for a moment silent.

"... What they went through was awful- something I wouldn't wish on another..."

"But they made it through."

"And for that, we can't help but see their past- bad as it is- as an accomplishment. The ultimate survival in the face of ultimate pain." The two spoke at once on that.

#[get the synapses slithering: korosensei]#[fanfiction bandages: writer]#[breathe the same: koroter]#sharpshooternomoremoxxie #speedsternomore #long post #child abandonment tw #[personality quizzes: asks]#[grayed out: anon]

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taikanyohou · 7 years

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Faiza, I'm having a problem with Skam right now mostly Mikael and Even. If it really was a thing it means Even cheated on Sonja several times since they'd been together since forever basically which falls yet again in Bisexual/Bipolar people are cheaters which I really wish there was a show who don't fall into this damaging stereotypes. I love so far how they handle mental illness but then if you look closer you found this troubling things. Makes me feel kind of sad.

HELLOOOOOO ANON!!!

I understand your concern, totally, because it is a very legitimate concern to have.

But, I don’t think Even and Mikael had a thing. I really don’t. They were best friends, for sure, but I don’t think it went beyond that.

Me and @e-naesheim were actually discussing Even, Sonja and Mikael a bit ago, and we were saying how Even perhaps learnt the Qur'aan out of pure interest to connect with Mikael on a more closer, spiritual level … something that Sonja may have very heavily misunderstood and passed off as something Even did at a point where he was manic. Sonja may have even told Mikael to stay away from Even a little bit because of that (Even’s “new found passion” for wanting to learn the Qur'aan), which may have been the catalyst to the distance that inevitably happened between Even and Mikael, which is maybe where Mikael then got closer to Yousef and The Balloon Squad, whilst still being friends with Even, but maybe just not as close as he was before. And so Even just … continued on with learning the Qur'aan by himself, even after his episode at Bakka.

Because I don’t doubt for a single second, that Mikael would have infact loved and even helped Even to learn the Qur'aan, if all was well between them, and if they were as close as they were in that video interview.

But yeah, I don’t think Mikael and Even ever had anything more than a good solid friendship between them, that then …. just … became lost because of miscommunication/misunderstandings.

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lesbiansandpuns · 7 years

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(Ex-gf anon again) I'm actually scared because she was in love with me (because of how she reacted), scared bc i'm a little bit concerned with my own safety (she told me more than once that she imagines herself stabbing people she hates) and scared of what she probably told everyone. She not only lies about me (like saying I would call her in the middle of the night and threaten to commit suicide if she ever broke up with me) but also knows a lot of private information (i'm trans and not out)

Jesus. She sounds like a real piece of work. I had an ex in high school that cheated on me by sexually coercing my best friend/the girl I was in love with and then, when I found out after we’d already broken up and stopped speaking to him and told him to never contact me again, he told the whole school I had cheated on him. With her. And I’d just come out as gay, so a lot of people believed it. It was a really bad time and I honestly didn’t really have friends for about a year, save for one person at my high school and one person at the rival high school. (A good number of people were still friendly, in no small part because I was smart and helped people with their homework, but I basically ate lunch in the library or a teacher’s classroom every day that year.)

I wish I had good advice, but I don’t. It’s a fucked up situation and your ex has put you in a really bad position. If you are legitimately worried about your physical safety, whether through her directly hurting you or indirectly putting you in danger via outing you, is there someone at school you can talk to? A trusted adult? Your parents? The police? My response would always be to go to a teacher or guidance counselor, but I was also always close to my teachers and already out, so... ymmv.

That said, my guess is you probably don’t have to worry about her physically hurting you, and she probably won’t out you. People like that hold all their power in bluffing, and literally stabbing someone is a real good way to make sure everyone else hates you for the rest of your life. And if she uses something like you being trans against you, she has nothing left to hurt you with. I wish I could be more encouraging, but the best I really have right now is you can’t control what she’s going to do, so for your peace of mind you should try as hard as you can to believe that she won’t out you or hurt you because it’s just not in her self-interest to do so.

I really, really wish I had more for you. Your fear is completely valid and I honestly wish it weren’t because I feel like I could do more if the problems you’re dealing with weren’t so stark. You can always come into my asks or messages to talk, and I will always listen. I hope that there’s some adult in your community you can go to as well. I assume you know about these resources already, but just in case, this is the crisis text line, this is the U.S. suicide prevention hotline, this is the trans lifeline, and this is a live chat line for trans people. I wish I could do more, and please let me know if I can.

#anons #asks #god i'm so sorry #i hate that i'm behind a computer screen and can't actually help you #i hope some of this is at least a little helpful or encouraging #i wish i could do more

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