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susanomalis · 2 months

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Have you ever thought that pregnancy is such a crazy idea that God had created?

To think that a living thing is growing inside of you while you’re surviving for 9 months.

Women is crazy amazing.

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susanomalis · 2 months

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Usually I’m resilient towards the hustle bustle of big city, with its traffic, its non-sleeping schedule and its tough challenges for what usually makes a newcomer wave its white flag.

Usually i surf the waves like how I was meant to live here all along.

But today, today in particular,

The city wins, and I lose.

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susanomalis · 5 months

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Here I am sitting in a corner

with my eyes staring at nothing

but my mind thinking about everything

Living feels like a chore rather than a bliss

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susanomalis · 5 months

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Thoughts that linger:

1. Do I deserve to be loved?

2. Do I deserve to love?

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susanomalis · 6 months

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Today when I was on my way home, I wish I could die, so I don’t have to suffer in this pain again and again. But God didn’t let me. He would rather I go through this pain and let me learn something. Honestly at this point, I don’t know what is the learning. I just know I’m tired. I am really tired.

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susanomalis · 6 months

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One day you are going to look back and deeply regret the way you treated me and it will all be too late

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susanomalis · 6 months

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Reel me in with your make-believes and drown me in your pool of lies. I hate that I love your sinful lullabies so much I am willing to die for it.

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susanomalis · 6 months

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Why is it so hard to love your body, your skin, and yourself when all it ever does is for you and you only?

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susanomalis · 6 months

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It’s funny and sad at the same time how a single song can give much more butterflies than the actual person in thought

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susanomalis · 6 months

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loving you is like a crazy, mind-fucked, messy little dream that came true.

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susanomalis · 6 months

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you want to stay at home, make popcorn, watch a movie, and get comfy

that’s fine

you want to go out, have fun, dance in the club and have midnight rides

that’s also fine

listen, who are they to tell you what you should or should not do?

you are the navigator of your own life

if you feel like it’s right for you

then it’s right for you.

end of conversation.

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susanomalis · 6 months

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the sky is clear

the sun is shining

the birds are chirping

and the wind is blowing

if you could look past your drowning thoughts

you can see that

your life is actually doing more okay

than you imagine :)

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susanomalis · 6 months

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when you truly love someone

you give them the freedom

to change your whole life-

either make you feel like

the only one that matters in the world

bring you up into the clouds

introduce you to what heaven on earth feels like

or

shatter you down into a million pieces

leaving you question your whole existence

sleeping in tears night after night

there is nothing in between

there is never a choice in between

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susanomalis · 6 months

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Not sure how much longer I can take this.

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susanomalis · 7 months

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There is something about the eyes that just can’t hide the kind of pain that we’re trying to hide.

Eyes tell everything mouth can’t.

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susanomalis · 7 months

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words can't fix what actions broke

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susanomalis · 7 months

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Not sure how much longer I can take this.

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