the humiliation of being so damn constipated because you don’t eat enough to actually shit lol

i don’t just feel like swine, i feel like a fucking hippo, okay? big and dumb and angry and heavy and fat and i hate it i hate it i hate it

that epic and cute moment when you are forced to eat

sometimes i know i have to eat something if i’m about to go out on a hot day to stand in a queue for like an hour so that i don’t like pass out but damn if i don’t hate it

my sibling and i went on a walk to a cute cafe but i got scared of the wasps there and we had to leave lol...

i feel like nothing works better as thinspo for me than pictures of myself at my lw

she's a ten but she counts calories and then randomly stops for two weeks

dancing with your younger sibling and having loads of fun can get tainted when you remember that you can't dance as hard because you're starving lol

Gifts from edtwt

i forgor that overcaffeinating yourself while fasting is like the worst

i feel like a flabby pile of fat lol i want to cut it all off with scissors or something

during my first ever honeymoon phase i would literally blend up ice, 0 cal sweetener and food colouring just to feel something

im actually a really lazy anorexic like i don't count cals or time my fasts, i just don't eat unless someone asks me to join them for a particular meal (and that's usually only supper, nothing else, because everyone i know gets lunch breaks at different times)

like i really hate counting cals. yes i'm aware of cals in food, i just can't be bothered to count them LMFAOOO it's so much WORK

whenever i fast i always get so damn cold so quickly like come ON

pain i cant use this account on my phone because tumblr mobile is reserved for my main... :(

i’m wearing my favourite little knit sweater and it’s got big stitches in the sleeves that i can stick my thumbs through and i think it’ll look really cute when i become skinnier heheh

i love love love feeling lightheaded when i stand up btw because it makes me feel like everything is working .. i can’t wait for that to start happening again