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strangelovedean · 4 years
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This shit can't be real. It was so bad and I'm denial. I can't stop crying. This wasn't real. SPN ended in 15x18
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Team Free Will  I The Future I  12x19
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I’m not okay, but please accept this Very Dumb and hastily-drawn comic as a token of my angst-filled appreciation of y’all on this, the day of our mutual destruction. 
DEASTIEL FOREVER
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Dean, Sam and Jack love Cas! ;w; (Each in their own way!)
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reblog if you’re a content creator in the spn fandom (fic, art, edits, etc.) and you’re not planning on going anywhere after tonight
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They wont say they won, others lose
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A new level of guilt 
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Commission
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SUPERNATURAL | 13.14 - “Good Intentions”
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HERE, PLEASE HAVE MY SOUL IN A TEN-PANEL COMIC
There’s a lot I could say about this… it’s the most rushed I have ever made a comic so there’s a lot of it that’s still wonky- crooked panels, rushed storyline, questionable dialogue, wonky references- but like, I fucking NEEDED this, okay, even if it’s only relevant for the next couple of hours before the new episode ruins us again. If anyone needs me, please forward all calls and tips directly to my grave.) 
(Please have a heart and don’t repost. Ultra super duper special thanks always to @malmuses for your help:)
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strangelovedean · 4 years
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Good bye
Just a quick doodle! I didn’t actually want to draw anything angsty. This is a compromise; cute style, angsty subject? ;w;
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strangelovedean · 4 years
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supernatural has been around forever so i'm curious: rb this and tag how old you were when the first episode aired on september 13, 2005
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Someone probably already pointed this out, but I really don't think that Dean meant his Please Don't judgemental way. I suppose he meant "Please don't tell me now of all times, now that I'll lose you". I think that in this moment, there was nothing but rage in his mind that Cas would be so cruel to hurt him like that, to put the pleasure he'd get out of finally confessing over consideration for the pain Dean would have to endure by living on with that information after Cas has died.
Look at this
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This isn’t Dean saying “Don’t tell me that you love me”. This is Dean saying “Don’t tell me that you love me right before you’re going to die”
And look at Cas after Dean tells him that
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This is Cas saying that he loves him and that’s why he is doing this; to save Dean.
And look at how heartbroken Dean is knowing that Cas is about to die
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You don’t make those faces because you don’t want your best friend telling you that he loves you. You make those faces because your best friend loves you and he is telling you that seconds before dying just to save you.
And you don’t make those faces if you don’t feel the same way.
Dean has always hate it when Cas leaves. Dean was so pissed about it in 15x09 that he said it:
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And now, Cas just confessed his love for Dean and he is about to die. And Dean doesn’t want him to die, he doesn’t want him to leave him. Look at Dean, saying Cas’ name right before Cas dies
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He says so softly, still not processing what’s going to happen. He is still in denial, he doesn’t want Cas to die. So he looks at him, pleading, because he can’t let him go.
A lot of people are complaining about how Jensen played this scene, because Dean is barely emotional, at least vocally. But you can see in Dean’s expressions how much it is hurting.
Overall, Dean is shocked. In a matter of minutes, Cas told him about the deal, then he told him so many beautiful things, things that Dean refuses to believe, because he hates himself so much that every time someone praises him, he doesn’t believe it, because he feels like he is the biggest piece of shit in the world. And when someone tells him that that isn’t the case, Dean doesn’t know how to respond or react, because he can’t accept those words.
And after all that praising from Cas, Cas tells him that he loves him, and Dean who considers himself not worthy of love, is so shocked and so overwhelmed but at the same time, he is conscious about how happy Cas is and that it means that Cas is going to die.
Dean has to process all of that in just a matter of minutes. 12 years of their relationship is processed in just a few minutes. There is so much love directed towards Dean in just a few minutes, more love than he has ever had in his whole life. So Dean reacts like this.
He doesn’t say “Don’t do this, Cas” because he doesn’t want Cas to tell him that he loves him. He says it because he doesn’t want Cas to die right before he tells him that he loves him. Becuase if Cas’ death at the end of season 12 almost destroyed Dean, this one is going to destroy him completely.
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4.01 // 15.18
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