The Noel Diary  📔

(available on Netflix)

April TC Challenge

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Day 23: Have you ever seen your TC in clothes they don't usually wear? Casual clothes if they usually wear formal attire or the other way around?

Well… I’ve seen him in his underwear once (black, tight Calvin Klein boxers btw) if that counts *~* got me so confused that I actually walked against a wall hahaha

But I’ve also seen him in a suit, in sports clothes, in a dress shirt and in so many different styles.

I like most of his styles but I really love when it seems like he has put some effort into his outfit (and when I get to see him in his boxers once again I’ll probably just die)

Had another lesson with him today and… damn! This man definitely shouldn’t wear those tight jeans… Couldn’t concentrate bc I have been staring at his ass all the time (oops) 🥲

Got a new lecturer at university and he’s freaking cute (and hot tho)!! Guess that semester is gonna be more interesting than I thought… 😏

April TC Challenge

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Day 17: If it was the last time you would ever be able to see your TC, what is one thing you would never leave without saying to them?

„I love you. Not in the school boy crush way but as a real description of what I feel for you. I love you with all your flaws and all your insecurities because that’s what makes you human. I love the way you treat other people and I love how decent you are. And I know that I might have made some mistakes in the past but back then I was still young and just lived from day to day. But I never wanted to make you feel uncomfortable and definitely never wanted to hurt you. If I did, take this as my apology. You’ve showed me so much and really made me a better person. Just getting to know you and talking to you has helped me with so many things in my life. I wish you only the best for your future and your family 'cause you deserve to be the happiest person on earth.“

This isn’t one thing but I would probably try to say something like that.

April TC Challenge

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Day 16: If you could go back in time and choose, would you still choose to develop feelings for your TC?

Is that a choice? But I think I would bc loving him made me a better person and showed me what I actually want to achieve and who I want to be.

April TC Challenge

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Day 15: Which MBTI personality do you think they are? (If you don't do MBTI, which Hogwarts House do you think they would be in?)

So I took the online test imaging what he would answer there and he’s definitely the Campaigner.

„These people tend to embrace big ideas and actions that reflect their sense of hope and goodwill toward others.“

That’s so true.

And it’s even more interesting that I took the test for myself as well and although I would definitely answer some question differently than he would, it said that I’m also a Campaigner type.

„Campaigners are true free spirits – outgoing, openhearted, and open-minded. With their lively, upbeat approach to life, they stand out in any crowd. But even though they can be the life of the party, Campaigners don’t just care about having a good time. These personality types run deep – as does their longing for meaningful, emotional connections with other people.“

I love that definition! Definitely have to build more knowledge on that!

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To answer the alternative question: Wizarding World says that I would be in Slytherin (I love that) but I believe TC would rather be in Hufflepuff for some reason.

As we are talking about Harry Potter: A fun fact about myself is that I’ve had a small crush on professor Lupin when I watched the third movie - the tc thing has already showed back then.

April TC Challenge

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Day 13: Other than the subject they teach, what are they really passionate about?

That’s a hard question because his subjects already involve many of his passions…

I think another thing would be travelling and seeing new places of the world! He‘s been that kind of person who would just throw a dart on a map, grab his stuff and travel anywhere that thing lands on.

I’m not sure if he’s still like that but I’ve always loved that imagination.

Day 14: What is a skill you really wish your TC had?

Also a tough one… but I wish he was able to actually speak his mind. He already does - and probably even more than most people do - but I wish that he would just have told me when I was a little too annoying or when I overdid again…

April TC Challenge

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Day 11: What do other people usually think about them?

They either love him or hate him. There’s just no in between. I think some can’t really take him seriously but most people like him.

Day 12: Do you often make up excuses to speak to them? What kinds of excuses do you like to use?

I did when I was younger. Mostly it was about school related stuff and just because I was really interested in his answers. So it was never only because I wanted to talk to him.

April TC Challenge

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Day 9: Does your TC have a significant other? If so, what do you know about them and how do you feel about them?

Back in school there were rumours about him dating different teachers. I once asked him about it and he lied straight to my face while laughing at these rumours. In fact he‘s dated another teacher for about eight years now and they recently also got a child together. Tbh I don’t understand what he sees in her but if he’s happy that’s probably all that counts.

Day 10: What is the longest time you have gone without seeing them?

About half a year I think? Maybe even more.

April TC Challenge

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Day 7: What gift would you really like to be able to give them, regardless of if it's realistic or not?

Whatever he wishes for tbh

But I would also love to write a book once, publish it and gift it to him before anyone else can get it.

Day 8: Does your TC ever talk about what it was like when they were still a student?

Sometimes he did. For example he has told me that he wasn’t good at maths and latin either or he also told me some interesting stuff about his school life in general.

This is so me…

Used to skip every second class but always showed up to his, even when I actually didn’t had to!

One thing about me is I am a class skipper so he should be honored that I show up every class just to see his handsome face

April TC Challenge

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Day 6: Have you ever noticed any small habits that they have? If so, what comes to mind first?

Some things he always said were stuck in my head during school time but today I can’t remember all of them exactly. I don’t know if that counts as a habit but he couldn’t stand ten minutes without talking or generally interacting with other people. Like even when we were taking an exam he either had to talk to someone or to make up a conversation through eye contact.

April TC Challenge

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Day 5: Have you ever said anything to your TC that showed you favoured them? Have they said anything like that to you?

We always acted and talked so much to each other that it was pretty obvious to everyone. But we never really talked about it directly. I think the clearest thing I did was the small Christmas present I gave him.

(You can read the story here.)

And the unexpected hug he gave me in front of everyone also wasn’t a normal thing.

(Here!)

April TC Challenge

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Day 3: Do you like your TC's subject? Do you consider yourself to be good at it?

Absolutely! I’ve always been good at them and actually want to become a teacher of his subjects as well :)

Day 4: How do you feel about your age gap?

It’s only 12 years so I’m kinda find with it. But I probably wouldn’t date anyone else who’s 12 years older than me.

Got a new lecturer at university and he’s freaking cute (and hot tho)!! Guess that semester is gonna be more interesting than I thought… 😏

April TC Challenge

Gonna do the April TC Challenge made by @morethanwords0475 bc I feel like it could help me reflecting some things (and bc I love TC Challenges lol)

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Day 1: Happy April Fool's! Have you ever pranked your TC; if so, how did they react?

I don’t think so? At least I can’t remember…

Day 2: What is the earliest thing you can remember about your TC?

The day he started teaching at our school he came into our geometry class (which didn’t even make any sense bc he never taught geometry) and I was like:

„Damn he looks like a famous actor who I really like…“

He was wearing a light grey zip hoodie with a simple black tee and tight blue jeans and just didn’t look like any of the other teachers who I’ve had before.

But I didn’t give it another thought 'cause it’s been the class of my previous TC and so he caught a lot more of my attention.

When all of the girls in the room and a gay friend of mine started giggling and talking about how handsome the new guy was, I shook my head and thought sth like

„God how embarrassing… don’t be silly and let that kid just make his job…“

Ohhh how dumb I’ve been…

March TC Challenge

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28. do their morals, principles, or political views align with yours?

I’m not sure about the political views but the rest is totally something we have in common!

29. have you ever tried to get over them?

Not as a challenge or sth but I’m sure that I came to a point where I’m able to build feelings for another person again although I’ll probably never get over him. But that’s alright! I think everyone has that one person in their lives who they just won’t get over. Actually my class teacher in eighth grade told a friend of mine that she’s not over her former maths teacher and still she’s happily married to another man and has kids with him. That showed me that there’s no need to pressure yourself and do everything to get over your TC (or literally any other person).

30. if someone nice your age showed up in your life and you caught feelings for them, would you move on from your tc?

Answered this within the last question somehow but to be more concrete: Yes. I would try to make it work and build a real relationship with that person. But TC will probably always be somewhere in the back of my mind and that’s fine.

31. have you ever said or done something that, in hindsight, might have been hurtful to them? have they ever done the same to you?

I don’t think so. Have done some stupid things but nothing hurtful I think.

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