st4rvingbear
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SW: 80 KG
CW: 68 kg
UGW: 50 KG
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Writing this as I binge/purge... someone please end me.
I go to inpatient treatment in less than a month and I'm freaking tf out. They're gonna make me gain sm weight even though I'm not underweight and I hate it. I'm gonna be surrounded by people half my size and I'm essentially going to be irl fatspo for them. This sucks so much please end me.
#4n0r3xia#bonespø#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#sk11ny#thin$po#tw ana shit#a4a diary#thinner is better#notprojustusingthetags
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I had the option of walking off the calories, or cutting them out. Still feel like I need to do the latter but I'm physically exhausted from that walk (it's 9pm and I'm typically lazy) and my feet are bleeding from the blisters.
Why did I eat in the first place?
#4n0r3xia#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#sk11ny#thin$po#tw ana shit#a4a diary#thinner is better#notprojustusingthetags#bonespø
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After some mutuals so here's a little about me ig.
I'm 18!
First developed OSFED at 14, recovered at 17 and have relapsed with atypical Anor3x1a about 4 months ago
I'm from New Zealand and currently studying classical music at uni
I'm 171cm tall
Hw is 83.4kg
Lw was 66kg
Cw is 68kg
Gw is 55kg 🤞
I'm disgusted by myself for relapsing but dont have the energy or motivation to recover again. I am technically in treatment but I'm not committed to it so it's not really working.
Lots of love xx
#4n0r3xia#bonespø#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#sk11ny#thin$po#tw ana shit#a4a diary#thinner is better#not pro for anyone but myself#not pro just using tags#notprojustusingthetags#proana#pro a4a#pro ana#proanamia
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Don't know what I actually look like anymore
#4n0r3xia#bonespø#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#sk11ny#thin$po#tw ana shit#a4a diary#thinner is better#not pro for anyone but myself#not pro just using tags#notprojustusingthetags#proana#pro a4a#proanamia
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Reblog if you started worrying about your weight before you were fourteen.
:( it’s sad how many reblogs this has
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Unless you're me ♡♡
Your ED is valid, even you are overweight.
You are allowed to recover, at every BMI or weight.
- It's worth it.
Much love ♡
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surprise those people who called you fat.
be better than them.
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I'm managing to lie to everyone to keep them from forcing me to stay home. I'm going back to uni in 3 days so I only need to hold them off a little while longer. I don't think I've gained too much since being forced back here but idk bc I don't have my scale. I still feel fat as hell and I'm stressed because I have an intake appointment for residential treatment next Friday but I'm not underweight so I doubt they'll actually admit me.
Feeling strong 💞💞
#4n0r3xia#bonespø#ed not ed sheeran#ed not sheeren#sk11ny#thin$po#tw ana shit#a4a diary#thinner is better
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I fucked up 😃😃
Ended up in hospital today bc I was having chest pain and passed out this morning. All my obs were fine but I'm being sent back to live with my parents again... all they're gonna do is make me fat fml.
Lowkey happy I was bad enough to need hospital but also fuck me
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Feeling very strong, fasted all day!
I'm a bit nauseous and dizzy but that honestly makes me feel euphoric because it means it's working.
Love this
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I'm baaaaaack
Went through a period of forced recovery and gained all the weight back fml. Have been back at it for 10(?) Weeks and have lost 10kg so far!! I'm pleased with my progress and can't wait to get back to my lw.
I've moved to uni so no more parents controlling my life and food anymore which is amazing. I am technically in outpatient treatment atm but they're easy enough to lie to and I'm fat anyways so they dont actually care.
Currently my fat ass is trying to do a 48 hour fast, so far so good!
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I'm fat. That's all
#anarexx#anorexia#pro ana#ana#anamia#not pro for anyone but myself#not pro just using tags#mia#ed#ed recovery
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I'm back, and still after an ana buddy!
Preferably 15-16 female online often, nzt preferred. Not really after a coach bc I have no access to scales atm so yeah. Hmu
#anarexx#mia#not pro for anyone but myself#not pro just using tags#anamia#ana goals#weigthloss#pro ana#proana
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Some totally random facts about me.
I'M A FAT PIG WHO CAN'T CONTROL HER URGE TO BINGE 🐷🐽🐷
I hate everything
I'm LGBT
I RESEMBLE A COW 🐮
I would love an ana coach to send me meanspo etc. Preferable someone from the southern hemisphere who is online often.
#anamia#anarexx#pro ana#ana#ana thoughts#not pro for anyone but myself#not pro just using tags#anacoach
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Hey y'all! I'm back!
I need another ana buddy/coach to keep me on track and just to talk abt ED things. I've already eaten 800 cals today and it's only 3pm FML. Dinner is compulsory in my family and we're eating burgers at the table. I can skip the bun and the sauce but it's still gonna set my day over 1200. HELP
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Ugh
I did a 24 hour fast today because I've gained 0.5 kg in the last few days and I feel fat af. I only had a suasage and some coleslaw for dinner but I still gained 0.5kg throughout the day. If this ain't gone in the morning I will fast again.
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Help
I was having a nice low calorie day and then I got home to find that my parents bought fish and chips for dinner. My fat ass ate 760 calories worth and that's not even counting the sauce 🤦
Guess who's fasting like hell tomorrow
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