forggensee #08 (by Daniel Zenker)
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my love for music is infinite. it makes me feel things and makes me feel happy, even if the music i was listening to was anything but happy. and although i might sound hipster-ish or pretentious when i say this, but i’m extremely picky when it comes to the bands/artists that i listen to. and there are a few bands that i can honestly say i love every single song that they come out with.
anyway, if i were to describe the genre of music that i love the most i’d say it would be alternative/indie/pop rock. and because i listen to music all the time, i thought i’d share my love for it with people who have a similar taste to mine. so, i’m going to be sharing songs that i love on this blog, maybe by doing a song of the day kind of thing or through monthly playlists.
so to start this “project” thing off, my song of the day is:
YOUTH BY GLASS ANIMALS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZdsmLgCVdU
i fell in love with this band a year ago and ever since then it has been a favorite of mine. their music is so unique and different than anything i have ever heard before. their songs make me feel really mellow. their latest album “how to be a human being” is honestly a masterpiece; lyrically, musically, and conceptually. i urge whoever stumbles upon this post to listen to them right fucking now. you will thank me!!
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i have been awake for 24 hours so far. the culprits behind this are my insomnia and anxiety. usually (when i only suffer from insomnia), i get to sleep for around 4-5 hours on average, and although i wake up extremely tired.. i still have (somewhat) enough energy for the day. however, when my anxiety kicks in and joins my insomnia, it becomes hell. i’d be lucky if i get one hour of sleep. and this is my situation right now; i’ve been awake for one whole day, i feel like death, i don’t feel like doing anything today but lay down. even if i do try to get some sleep, i know that i’m not going to be successful at it. so instead, i’m gonna suck it up and try to sleep later on at night. i feel like shit and i hate this so much.
insomnia is such a horrible thing and i want it to go away for good.
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so incredibly tired; mentally, physically and spiritually.
i cannot do this anymore. this whole ‘act of pretending’. pretending to be fine, happy and mentally stable because in reality i’m a fucking mess on the inside. i have a myriad of issues that i never address. because addressing them means facing them and i am so afraid of doing that.
i feel hopeless and helpless. just a few minutes ago, i was googling how to kill myself and this is what it has come down to.
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paint edit (4), perspective
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paint edit (3), path
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paint edit (2), quite blurry but there’s beauty in simplicity
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paint edit (1), inspired by mashrou’ leila
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I am alive at night.
I am dead in the morning…
Anne Sexton“Moon Song, Woman Song,” The Complete Poems
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sleep is so fucking important, but i’ve started to really struggle with it since september 2016.. some days it’s really bad where i barely get any sleep. other days it’s much better and i get a few hours of sleep which to me are a blessing. and i just don’t know what to do about it. i’ve lost hope and i now believe that i’m never going to be able to get a good night’s sleep ever again. and even though i kind of got used to it, it doesn’t mean that the lack of sleep doesn’t hinder me anymore because it does on a daily basis. i’m like a zombie nowadays. really tired all the time, can barely focus, huge dark circles under my eyes and really bad mood swings. i really should seek help but i don’t know from who?
and since lack of sleep is kind of a source of depression and anxiety for me, i should probably make use of my insomnia in positive ways like getting things done at night rather than complain about it.
and it also makes me think, am i cursed? why did/does this happen to me?
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Dakar - Senegal (by Jeff Attaway)
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