What a good weather to be outside and im here decaying in bed

why is cutting yourself so satisfying?

mum dad sorry, I did it again

everything is going bad again

Trust me it's okay....I don't think I would choose me either.

I’m tired of feeling like a burden.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m not good enough.

I’m tired of not being good enough.

How does it feel to be able to see a future for yourself?

Because I can't.

And when it seems that everything is being fixed you fall again, deeper, without a way out, with nothing to go on. And you sink, you sink into your own thoughts and it seems more and more difficult to breathe, but do I want to continue breathing?

I'm trying so fucking hard to stay alive and no one sees that and nobody even cares. I can't do it anymore.

Every day I find it harder to breathe and my heart is beating slower and if I don't wake up tomorrow just please forget about me, I beg you.

reblog this if you didn’t think you’d make it to 2021

New year same shit

Why has everything around me gone to shit? What did I do to fucking deserve this? This isn’t fair.

“A lot of people say scars are beautiful but I actually disagree. When I look at my body, all I can see is all the pain I have been through. When I see my scars, I am reminded of all the suffering. There is honestly no beauty in them, just a lot of pain and tears.”

— I guess everybody has their own opinion on scars