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According to me, I was going to take advantage of spring break to write something... And now college has left me in a depression and a desire to never write again....
Please pass along fanfics of Rebecca Ferguson, Eileen, Natasha Romanoff and/or Cate Blanchett to read and rediscover my love for writing.
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Waltzing under the twinkling lights Part 1
Milady de Winter x Princess!Reader ๐Ÿ—ก๏ธ
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Part 2
Eva Green & Characters one shots Collection
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Milady's POV
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It is beyond my wildest dreams to think that I would develop strong feelings for a princess of royal heritage. However, it is equally unimaginable for me to fathom the path I have taken, where I have ascended to become one of the most infamous and one of the most notorious spies in all of Europe either.
Throughout my eventful existence, I have adopted the captivating name of Milady de Winter and experienced a remarkably unconventional upbringing. Hailing from a humble background, my family's financial status was far from prosperous, compelling me to rely solely on my own resourcefulness. However, the means by which I sustained myself were often far from lawful, prompting me to adopt multiple aliases to shield my true identity from prying eyes. The harsh realities of my circumstances forced me to acquire the necessary survival skills, and I swiftly honed my abilities to navigate the treacherous paths of life. It was precisely this unparalleled skill set that captured the attention of none other than the infamous Cardinal Richelieu himself, even during my formative adolescent years.
Richelieu enlisted me as a covert operative or a spy under his command, and my talents propelled me up the ladder of success within his ranks. I proved to be exceptionally skilled at my assigned duties, executing them with precision and efficiency. However, even amidst my accomplishments, an indescribable void permeated my existence, as if my very being was an incomplete puzzle yearning for that one elusive piece to bring it to fruition. The nagging sensation of something missing plagued me ceaselessly, leaving me perplexed and disoriented. That was when I attended the ball that I happened to lay my eyes on what or should I say who that missing puzzle is.
And there she stood, the princess herself, radiating elegance as she shared a moment of pure joy with her companions. I couldn't help but be transfixed by her graceful presence and the genuine happiness that emanated from her. It was at that very instant when our eyes met for the first time, and I was instantly captivated by the sparkle in her eyes and the warmth of her smile. Princess Y/N stood out from the crowd in a way that was truly remarkable. Her exceptional kindness, intelligence, and carefree spirit set her apart from anyone I had ever crossed paths with before. In all honesty, I found myself yearning to possess even a fraction of her admirable qualities. Our fateful encounter occurred unexpectedly at a grand ball, where the elite and noble figures of society had gathered. As I mingled with the well-heeled attendees, indulging in a glass of rich red wine, my ears were suddenly captivated by a burst of melodious laughter that seemed to float through the air. It was a sound so enchanting and delightful that it irresistibly beckoned me closer, drawing me toward its source.
The woman looked absolutely stunning, clad in a magnificent red dress adorned with intricate gold threadwork. It was evident that her father, being the king, had spared no expense in providing her with the finest jewellery, which only added to her allure. Her hair was expertly arranged in a half-up, half-down hairstyle, with a few loose strands gracefully framing her exquisite face.
In a state of trance, my gaze became fixated on her, unable to tear my eyes away. There was an inexplicable longing within me, a desire to become acquainted with her, to be in close proximity. It was then that I observed her companions dispersing, likely seeking to engage in social interactions with other members of the nobility. Driven by an uncontrollable force, I approached her, yearning for the smallest exchange of words.
As I approached her highness, I couldn't help but feel a surge of anticipation coursing through my veins. The moment she caught sight of me, I made sure to convey my utmost reverence by gracefully curtsying before her. With bated breath, I greeted her in a tone of deference, "Good evening, your Highness. Allow me to introduce myself as Milady de Winter." A whirlwind of emotions churned within me as I struggled to contain my excitement. Even though I had lived a life shrouded in secrecy as a spy, there was something about her that made me feel jittery, completely enthralled by her regal presence.
Princess Y/N smiled warmly at me, her eyes full of curiosity. "Good evening, my lady. I don't think we've had the pleasure of meeting before. Are you new to the court?โ€
Her voice sounds so angelic, although I quickly returned her smile before I got lost in my mind,ย  hoping to conceal the whirlwind of emotions stirring within me. "Indeed, your highness. I have recently arrived, and it is truly an honor to be in your presence. Your beauty and grace are renowned throughout the kingdom."
Her cheeks flushed ever so slightly, you wouldn't notice unless you are very observant which I am considering I am a spy and I'm confident I had managed to make her blush. "Oh, you flatter me, Milady. But do tell me, what brings you to court? Are you here for a specific purpose?"
I glanced around, making sure no prying ears were nearby, before leaning in slightly. "I'm afraid I cannot disclose the details, your highness. Let's just say I serve a higher authority, and my role is to ensure the safety and security of the kingdom."
Princess Y/N's eyes widened with curiosity, her interest piqued. "How intriguing! A secret agent in our midst. You must have quite the stories to tell."
I chuckled, the sound escaping before I could stop myself. "Indeed, your highness. But I'm afraid my tales are not fit for a royal setting. Perhaps someday, in private, I can regale you with the tales of my adventures."
Her smile grew mischievous, and I knew she was enjoying our conversation. "I shall hold you to that, Milady. It would be a delight to hear your stories."
As the night continued, we talked and laughed about anything and everything, engaging in a light-hearted conversation. Princess Y/N possessed a quick wit and an inquisitive mind, making the hours fly by in a haze of laughter and shared moments. Time seemed to stand still, and for the first time in my life, I felt a sense of belonging.
As the music slowed and a waltz began, Princess Y/N turned to me with a spark of mischief in her eyes. "Milady, would you honor me with a dance?"
I couldn't help but be taken aback by her request, my heart skipping a beat. "Princess, it would be my utmost pleasure," I replied with a graceful bow.
As we moved together around the ballroom, our steps were perfectly in sync, as if we were made for each other. The world around us faded into the background, and it felt as though it was just the two of us.
As we danced, our conversation continued, and we shared our dreams, ambitions, and secrets. The more we spoke, the deeper our connection grew. It was as if the puzzle pieces of my life were slowly falling into place.
Princess Y/N looked at me intently, her eyes filled with warmth. "Milady, there is something different about you. You have this air of independence and mystery, yet there is also a vulnerability that draws me in. I feel like there is more to you than what meets the eye. You intrigue me so much."
I hesitated for a moment, my heart pounding in my chest. "Your Highness, I have spent my life hiding behind different names and identities. But with you, I feel like I can finally be myself. In your presence, I feel accepted and understood."
Her hand gently squeezed mine, and a tender smile graced her lips. "Milady, I see the strength and resilience within you. I believe there is a world of possibilities for us if we are willing to take a chance."
And at that moment, as we finished waltzing under the twinkling lights, Princess Y/N took my hand and led me to the gardens where no one was around. We kept our conversation while walking around the garden. This leads to us here in front of the fountain where we both held such intense eye contact. She looked into my eyes and for just a second her gaze lowered to my lips and so did mine. We started leaning closer to each other and before I knew it. Her soft lips were on mine and I knew that at this moment I had found the missing piece to my puzzle.
And so, we began our clandestine romance. It wasn't easy, of course. There were always guards around, and we had to be careful not to be caught. But we managed it, meeting in secret gardens and hidden alcoves. It was exhilarating, and I felt alive in a way I never had before. Princess Y/N was the light and love I never knew I needed, and together, we would navigate the mysteries of life, side by side.
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I have not yet watched "Les Trois Mousquetaires: D'artagnan" because it is only available in selected countries so I'm going to be basing Milady's background on what I think her background could have been and why she turned out to be like that. I'll leave the part where Milady and Athos are married cause Y/N is gonna come to the picture (though I do ship them a lot because of BBC's musketeers, go check it out if you haven't it's really good.)
Also, this is requested by Scarlett274973 (Wattpad), thank you for requesting ๐Ÿฉท
Also sorry for not updating any more oneshots since the last update. I haven't been feeling well and have had headaches and my body just doesn't want to sleep though I'm so tired and I also felt like throwing up but I'm getting better. Anyways, don't forget to drink your water lovelies and stay hydrated.
Edit (08/18/2023):
This is originally published on wattpad I also have a few other Eva Green and Characters one shots on my book in wattpad. I posted the very first one shot here and put the link on it. I'm going to publish this one shot here for now since wattpad is acting up and won't let me publish any updates. Thanks for understanding.
-Zel
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I just got my heart broken, so, I'm going to take a cue from Adele, and squeeze out my pain and anger and channel it into fanfics
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Hello precious people. I have a doubt.
I was talking to a friend of mine who I FORCED to watch "Vita & Virginia" and we were thinking about writing a little fanfic, but I don't know, I'm not so sure. What do you think?
Anyway, I'm finishing writing Therese's fanfic.
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Spring painting
Warnings: Implied/referenced self-harm, references to depression only for those over 14 years of age, alternate universe - canon divergence, established relationship,
Word count: 1.7 K
Pairing: Carol Aird x Fem!Reader
Prompt: The blossoming of something real
Part two of winter painting
Requests: OPEN
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I had heard that it was liberating.
Y/N had overheard a small conversation in the university toilets. One of her classmates told another that she felt lonely, sad and desolate, and that running a razor across her thighs and seeing the blood, along with the burning, made her feel a little better.
When Y/N returned to her classroom, she couldn't get the comment out of her head.
So much so that she didn't even pay attention to her colourimetry analysis class.
She was missing a great analysis of Monet.
When class ended, Y/N quickly hurried out of the building, only to find Carol's car parked at the curb across the street. With the windows down, Y/N could clearly see her freckle-covered arms (thanks to her short sleeves) resting on the window. Her hand, finally free of those leather gloves, exposed her red fingernails holding a cigarette that she occasionally brought to her red lips, those crimson lips, those lips that held so many secrets shared, so many smiles reciprocated, and a few lingering brushes on her cheeks. Red lips. Lips complemented by those new red horn-rimmed glasses. Y/N had given them to her for her birthday.
When Carol's gaze met Y/N's figure, she quickly flicked the butt of her cigarette and raised her glasses. She gave her a beautiful smile, forcing Y/N to reciprocate. Her deep blue gaze swept over Y/N's figure, noting her paint-stained clothes.
The younger woman greeted the blonde discreetly, and before the blonde could reply, other words came out of her mouth.
"Is it fresh paint, because if it is, you'll have to walk away, my dear."
Y/N was silent. Frozen. But before her heart could begin to break, the blonde let out a laugh, opening the passenger door and patting the seat.
"I'm just kidding, honey. Come on up, I've got a surprise for you."
Y/N climbed in being careful not to stain the leather seats of the car. Because, even if Carol was playing, Y/N didn't want to upset her. She left her backpack on the back seats and settled into the seat.
The conversation flowed well, as usual. Carol asked about Y/N's classes and about her friend Fred, Y/N replied that she was fed up with Fred and her constant requests to psychoanalyse her paintings. Y/N swore that if Fred asked again, she would kick him. Carol just laughed. But when Y/N asked about Rindy, things changed drastically.
Y/N knew that Carol loved to talk about Rindy, and to a certain extent, she could tell that the blonde loved to be asked about her little girl, but she also knew that talking about Rindy was complicated for Carol.
Carol wanted more time with Rindy.
Rindy wanted more time with Carol.
But Harge was selfish enough to hurt his daughter, and the woman he once swore to love.
Carol mentioned that Rindy had gone to the cinema with her father, and was now obsessed with the new Disney film.
Y/N knew that Carol had wanted to take Rindy to see that film. She had told Y/N while the latter was drawing the blonde's hands. Y/N only managed to momentarily take Carol's hand and give it a comforting squeeze.
Carol took her eyes off the road for just a few seconds to give her a smile and ask her to make herself comfortable. The surprise was still several kilometres down the road.
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Carol's hand had to move it a little in order to wake her up.
Y/N did not want to go to sleep but, the night before, she slept late in order to finish a homework.
They both got out of the car, and that's when Y/N realised where she was.
A meadow, in the middle of nowhere
"Where are we?"
"In a quiet place, where we can eat and paint".
Carol pulled out of the boot a small picnic basket and a canvas. Carol had bought some for Y/N that they kept in their flat.
"Do you know that my flat is near a desolate park, not to mention that your flat faces the non-tourist area of Central Park?"
"Yes, but I want to be completely alone with you."
Y/N helped Carol set up the blanket and the small easel that Y/N carried from her university.
"Are you going to steal from me?" asked Y/N jokingly.
"Even better"
Carelessly, Carol took Y/N's face in her hands and kissed her on the lips.
It was not the first time.
They had already kissed in the confines of Carol's flat, or on the floor of Y/N's room, but this was different.
To be kissed by Carol's lips and the rays of sunlight was something totally new and different for Y/N.
It was refreshing.
It was intoxicating.
It wasโ€ฆ spring.
Both separated and enjoyed a few seconds of each other's closeness, each other's breath on their lips wet with the other's saliva, Carol's perfume.
"Could you paint for me?" Carol asked, just before leaving a small kiss on Y/N's nose.
"Of course"
Y/N took her materials and prepared them. As she did so, Carol took small pieces of strawberry from the basket.
"What do you want me to paint?"
"I want you to paintโ€ฆ" Carol moved to Y/N's side to kiss her lobe and give her a little nibble. "What beauty means to you."
And that afternoon, Y/N painted Carol again.
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Y/N's feet shifted nervously on the carpet.
She looked up to see her last painting perfectly framed on the wall.
Carol had said it was her best work.
The laughter startled her and forced her to stop her ramblings.
She pay full attention to Carol and Abby who come with trays full of liquor glasses and snacks so eccentric that Y/N had already forgotten the names.
"Isn't it beautiful?" asked Carol
"The painting?" asked Abby.
"Yes. Y/N made it.
"Who is he supposed to be?"
"Me, silly" Carol laughed as she smacked the brunette's arm.
"You don't look alike"
"It's an interpretation" interrupted Y/N. "I gave up trying to replicate the beauty of the world, so I decided to release my own interpretation."
"You've got a bit of aโ€ฆ sappy interpretation of Carol."
"Abigail!"
The conversation continued, Carol and Abby talking about work, but Y/N remained completely silent.
I knew that interpretations were subjective.
No one would ever see exactly what she saw.
Butโ€ฆ
She had kissed Carol.
She had touched Carol
She was something of Carol's.
No one could know her better than she did.
Right?
Was this what Fred was talking about?
And/N did she put her own expectations before Carol's true self?
Was Y/N selfish?
Did she really know Carol?
Carol was about to offer a full glass of white wine, before Y/N abruptly stood up. She apologised quietly and went into the bathroom.
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One.
Y/N closed her eyes tightly.
Two.
she hug her knees tightly.
Three.
She threw herself to the ground.
Four.
She hid under the bed.
Five.
In the foetal position, I cover her ears.
Six.
She waited.
Seven.
She waited.
Eight.
She waited.
Nine.
She waited.
Tenโ€ฆ
She opened her eyes.
She couldn't see the shoes.
It had happened again.
The screaming had stopped.
The banging could not be heard.
Her father had beaten her mother unconscious.
As Margaret had instructed, after ten seconds, she locked herself in her room. Waiting for her older sister to arrive.
Fiona, her friend, told her that she once read in a magazine that when you feel a sense of panic run down your back, bury your fingernails in your palm.
Physical pain takes you away from emotional pain.
But when Y/N did, locked in the room. It had already lost its effect.
She could no longer get her head out of her chest pain.
Trying to calm herself, she began to walk in circles around the room, until her little toe stubbed her bed.
The intense pain and trying to keep quiet brought her out of her breathlessness.
She knew that physical pain drove away her emotions.
She learnt it at the age of seven.
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Y/N locked herself in the bathroom in Carol's room.
Near the hall.
And too quiet.
As best she could and trying to be as quiet as possible, Y/N began to slap her thighs.
With her fists and all the strength she could muster in her arms, she began to paint her white skin with purple spots.
Until a blow to her knee encapsulated her doubts about Carol, to concentrate on the throbbing pain in her leg.
Carefully, she sat down on the toilet seat as she felt her eyes begin to fill with tears from the pain.
"Honey, are you okay?"
Carol's voice pulled her away from her pain.
"Yes, I'll be right out"
Y/N massaged the area, flushed the toilet and turned on the tap, washing her hands and refreshing her face.
Carefully, she dried her face and her hands, wiping away the tears.
Carefully, she opened the door and as she was about to close it, her back collided with the blonde's chest.
"Hey, are you all right, darling?"
Carol's voice was soft, velvety, as was her hand caressing Y/N's cheek.
"Yes"
"Are you sure?, I know Abby can be a bitโ€ฆ infuriating, but she's a great friend."
"Don't worry"
With all her remaining strength Y/N gave her a smile.
Carol smiled back and gave her a small kiss on the forehead.
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At times, Y/N believed that her life was an illusion.
Illusions are representations caused by the imagination and/or by the deception of the senses.
Being there. Lying next to Carol seemed like a trick of her brain.
It didn't seem real.
It did not feel palpable.
I didn't feel I deserved it.
What did Carol see in her?
What made her special?
Y/N I hear Carol talking about other women.
Her first love. Her classmate from elementary school.
A girl he met in France.
Abby.
Therese.
What was so special about Y/N?
She was not pretty.
She was not intelligent.
She was not funny.
She wasโ€ฆ Nothing.
"I like your drawings."
"What do you like to draw?
"I like to watch you draw..."ย 
"Could you draw something for me?"ย 
"Do you think I'm too pretty to be painted?"ย 
"Could you draw me?"
Was Carol the one who put her Y/N expectations before the real woman?
Note:
This came out a little darker than I originally imagined.
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Okay, I had a little break from my writing moment, and with exactly one week to go before I go back to school.... I saw the movie of "Vita & Virginia" and I am emotionally destroyed.
I've read several of Virginia's books (including her letters to Vita and vice versa) and I'm emotionally destroyed.
First of all, Elizabeth Debicki doesn't look like Virginia... But if she looks like her at the same time? That's weird.
But Elizabeth Debicki and Gemma Arterton? Girl, I need more of the two of them together.
And second, what is it with Elizabeth Debicki playing such amazing women?
If I already considered myself a fan of the French woman. Now I'm a super fan.
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Hey new here and I really like your stories not sure if you do like yandere mini shorts but if you don't then that's okay i just finished watching Eileen and I was wondering if you could do where Reader arrives first at the prison and works as a nurse like in case anyone get hurt then they go to her And when Rebecca notices her for a few days she becomes interested in the reader and the two kick it up a bit as friends until reader sees inside of Rebecca basement to see mrs Polk and reader knows she may not leave
Hello hello precious, first of all, Merry Christmas, happy holidays, thank you very much for appreciating and supporting my work, I thank you with all my heart.
Second.
Ahhh, how I would love to comply with this butโ€ฆ in my country the movie hasn't been released yet and I haven't had the chance to even watch it in some site of dubious provenance.
According to this, in my city there is the second largest book fair in the world, I tried to look for Ottessa Moshfegh's book and I CAN'T FIND IT.
There is still no official date for the premiere in my country, but as soon as I can see it, believe me I will try to write something about Rebecca, because Anne Hathaway as a blonde and lesbian is my dream since I was eight or seven years old.
I will also keep this request as pending.
Sorry ๐Ÿ’”
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Hey, I'm still finishing the planning of the mini-novel (series) I want to write about Natasha Romanoff (I haven't even started writing it yet because I'm doing the storyline). But, I would like to do some fanfics and I have an idea to do one about Therese Belivet x Reader, but, there are no fanfics about her, do I write it or better think of another one for another character in my list?
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Winter painting
Warnings: First meetings, alternate universe - canon divergence,
Word count: 1.9 K
Pairing: Carol Aird x Fem!Reader
Prompt: Y/N feels like she's not good, she feels sad and she's tired.
But seeing a woman on the street indirectly invites her to draw again, and not only does it make her feel better about drawing her, it also makes her feel better in other ways.
Requests: OPEN
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She was twenty-five years old and depressed.
Y/N was twenty-five years old and in a terrifying depression.
She knew her family had a history with the melancholy episodes that occurred every winter; but this was different.
College was killing her in one way or another.
Her family had hated the mere thought that their eldest daughter would have preferred to study, rather than marry the perfect prospect in their eyes, and not only had she decided to study, she had decided to start studying fine arts.
Pratt Institute offered an exceptional curriculum for those who wanted to study the fine arts.
Y/N knew she had a special gift with drawing. She never said it, but she knew it. Her grandmother always told her.
But, she was tired. The pressure of college, constant creator's block and bouts of melancholy were only making her paintings disastrous. At least that's how Y/N saw it.
Moving to New York had also hurt her melancholic attacks.
While she was almost always in constant conflict with her family, moving more than two thousand kilometers away from them, and from her only support, her grandmother, was difficult.
At least not everything in life was bad. New York in December was spectacular, almost magical, and her nice room in a building near downtown Brooklyn only helped this almost ephemeral romanticization of her college life.
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This vacation Y/N was not going to be able to travel back to her hometown because her parents had decided to travel to Travel to post-war England to visit one of her great-aunts, who was even more absurdly rich than her own parents. So, the woman decided that to kill some time and get some money of her own, she would work in a coffee shop near downtown, and in the evenings she would stay at home, anyway, it was a vacation and she wanted to rest.
And while she hated the bourgeoisie, to which, ironically, she belonged, she also had to admit that she hated her job.
She didn't know if it was the coffee beans, the smell of the flavoring syrups, the Italian coffee machine that always broke down in the mornings, her partner Francis who every morning flirted with her, with some hope of dating her, or maybe it was her boss, a bitter man who reminded her of her own father.
But, at the same time, hating her job made she appreciate her evenings all the more.
She would make herself a cup of chocolate and sit on the balcony of her apartment. She would sit in search of something to cheer her up, something to inspire her, but it never came.
Until she saw her.
Her eyes roamed over her from head to toe.
Black sneakers, slim ankles and calves that were only increasing in proportion. A brown fur coat that hid the clothes she wore; a coral-colored scarf, but that even so, despite that, left a little skin in sight, white, firm and elegant; a defined jaw, and a round chin, thin lips, well defined and outlined by a red lipstick, red perfection; an odd nose, not long, not curved, not upturned, but pretty; eyes as blue as the sky and protected by long, dense lashes, obviously made up with some mascara; perfectly sculpted blonde eyebrows; and blonde hair, short and combed, it looked and Y/N was almost sure she had taken at least a few hours to fix it.
Y/N had never seen a woman with that presence, with that elegance, and with that beauty.
The woman was staring at a sideboard in front of her building, so, quickly Y/N went back inside to pull out her drawing blog and began a quick sketch.
The long legs, the misty coat, the elegant hair, the hands covered by leather gloves.
The woman walked away from the sideboard and continued walking, until she was lost in the horizon.
Y/N closed her eyes and tried to vividly recall every color and texture of the woman.
She went back into her apartment and pulled out the crayons.
After finishing the perfected sketch, he began to fill the drawing with color. The cheeks, the hair, the scarf, the skin and the muscles of her neck.
What will it feel like to kiss her neck?
What will it feel like to run your fingers through your blond locks?
What will it smell like?
What will your perfume be?
Thoughts wouldn't let her continue with her drawing, so she simply left the blog on the table by the balcony and went inside for a third and final time.
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The next time Y/N saw the blonde, she was accompanied by another, equally beautiful, brown-haired woman. The blonde had the same coat, but the brunette had a much darker one. Both wore a pashmina instead of a scarf.
They both looked at the shop window that the blonde had seen the previous time.
Y/N took out her notebook again and began to perfect her drawing, as she watched the two women enter the store.
In the end they only stayed for a few minutes, leaving empty-handed, but leaving Y/N to finish her work.
As the blonde walked where she had come from, while the brunette looked around, until her chocolate eyes met Y/N's. The latter quickly put the blog away and tried to hide her face by putting the cup of green tea she was drinking in front of her.
And before the brunette's insistent gaze roamed over her disheveled figure, Y/N slipped back into her room and closed the door.
Back in the privacy of her home, Y/N admired the work she had done.
And for the first time in months, it didn't seem catastrophic.
Yes, I wasn't happy with the final result (she hated working with pencils and in her college notebook), she knew I could have done a better job with the textures, the colors, the shadowsโ€ฆ the red of the lips seemed almost pale, almost one-dimensional; the hair lacked that semi-golden glow it possessed. But it wasn't absolutely horrible.
Y/N turned the page to look at her latest drawing. A memorial portrait of her younger sister. There were so many beginner's mistakes that Y/N almost wanted to pull the hair out of her head.
Finally, I was making progress.
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Days passed, and the mysterious blonde never physically appeared again. But in Y/N's mind she never left.
Another day, she had decided to take out her easel, canvas and acrylics, and thanks to the confidence she had gained from her last drawing, she decided to start a landscape painting. Snow-covered New York was something worth capturing.
She started with the sky, moved on to the trees, and when she least noticed, a brown coat and a blonde mane appeared in the frame.
Admiring the top of one of the trees.
By the time Y/N realized it, it was too late, she was almost done with the beautiful woman in the painting.
Even without her here, she couldn't stop painting it.
She put her things in and set the canvas down for the paint to dry. She left her cup of hot chocolate in the sink, grabbed her coat, put on her boots and left her apartment.
She needed to see Fred.
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Y/N met Fred one day on the city subway.
Fred was studying psychology at Columbia University in the City of New York, but they always went to the same cafรฉ to study.
They became fast friends, Fred trying to psychoanalyze each and every painting in her surrealism class as well as its colors, while Y/N was always trying to bring out the blond man's artistic streak.
When the woman arrived at the man's apartment, she hadn't even finished taking her coat off her shoulders when she asked the question:
What does it mean when you can't get someone out of your head?
Fred got excited and ran up to his room. He returned with more than three giant books in his arms. He was going to psychoanalyze her.
Freud said that love was an idealization of the subject himself, because it came from the Id. A narcissistic aspect from which no human being was free.
Fred explained to Y/N that humans juxtapose attributes of their own ideal id on the other person to generate an emotional bond beyond the sexual.
Y/N returned home and admired the now completely dried painting.
She did not attribute anything to this mysterious woman, she had not even crossed words with her, how could she attribute anything to her?
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Christmas had passed without accidents.
Y/N had decided to go celebrate at the home of one of her friends.
After several drinks, she ended up falling asleep on her friend's couch.
They woke up, ate some reheated food and Y/N went home.
Just as she reached the front door of her building, Y/N rummaged through her purse to find that she didn't have her keys with her. She was literally left on the street.
She had to walk to the corner and find a pay phone. Her friend confirmed that her keys were in her house. She asked her to stay outside and wait for her friend's boyfriend.
Y/N sat down on the outside stairs and took out a small notebook that she always carried. She took out the pen that her friend had given her the night before and began to draw the phone she had been on minutes ago.
Y/N began to be guided by the sunlight, until out of the corner of her eye, she could notice a shadow, and before her head turned, a voice interrupted her.
"Excuse me, do you know what day the store across the street is going to open?"
And in front of Y/N's eyes, stood the blonde, her muse.
Sapphire eyes, defined red cheeks, with a few freckles scattered all over her face.
"I don't know. "
Y/N could tell that the corners of the red lips were pulled down a little.
"Ohh"
Y/N was metaphorically struck, so she hastened to remedy her mistake.
"But, I live in this building, and my balcony overlooks the premises".
"Oh, in that case, could I leave you my phone number so you can let me know? Really, it's urgent that I buy a gift. I should have bought it from the first day, but, I decided to wait," said the blonde, letting out a genuine and deep laugh.
"Sure, you can write it down."
Y/N turned the page and handed the woman the notebook and pen.
The woman quickly wrote down her number, but by accident, she saw the multiple drawings in the notebook.
"Thank you very muchโ€ฆ"
"Y/N"
"Thank you very much Y/N"
"You're welcome."
The woman held out her notebook to her, causing their fingers to brush for a few seconds.
"Well, that's that, Merry Christmas." the blonde said goodbye.
"Merry Christmas."
The woman started to walk away, but suddenly turned around to find that Y/N's eyes had not moved away.
"I like your drawings," the woman winked and then disappeared for good.
Y/N felt a constant tickle in the back of her neck and lower stomach, her hands were sweating, and she felt a warmth running from her neck to her cheeks.
Y/N opened the notebook to see the woman's handwriting.
Carol Aird
+16469806357
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scarlettjohanssons-mistress ยท 4 months
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Pink nightmares
Warnings:ย First Meetings, fluff
Word count:ย 1.2 K
Pairing: Barbie (Margot Robbie) x Fem!Reader
Prompt: Barbie meets another human.
PS: Lesbians in a relationship are fast
Requests: OPEN
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When Barbara got up, she felt her nightshirt sticking to her back. She was sweating. She had had the same nightmare again.
Carefully, she put on the slippers Gloria had bought her and began shuffling her feet to walk to Gloria's door.
She knocked gently on the door, and getting no answer, opened the door only to find the woman sound asleep.
I knew the woman had had a tough week. With her new position at Mattel, a teenage daughter, and her and her husband's estrangement, she didn't have much time for a worried Barbie. So, Barbie simply closed the door and walked to Sasha's door, walked over to the sleeping child and moved her slightly.
"Sasha?"
"Hmm?"
"I can't sleep" she whisper. "What do humans do when they can't sleep?"
"Ahg, Barbie, I don't know , go watch TV or something?"
Sure, when she watched movies with Gloria and she rested her head in her lap, she always fell asleep. That was her solution.
She quickly left the room and went downstairs to the living room, turning on the television and adjusting the volume so as not to disturb anyone.
She changed channels more times than she would like to admit, but, despite finding programs that people regularly use to fall asleep because of how boring they are, such as infomercials (even though Barbie loved infomercials), she couldn't fall asleep.
Thirty minutes later, she was forced to turn off the television and re-enter the teenager's room.
"Sasha?"
"Hmm?"
"I still can't sleep" she whispered again. "what else can I do?"
"Agh, how should I know?" replied the girl half asleep and with obvious irritation. "why don't you go for a walk?" yawned. "Like in the movies you like."
Sure, that always put teenagers in the movies to sleep.
Carefully, she went back downstairs, sitting on the floor to put on the sneakers Gloria had instructed him to leave by the front door, opened the door and quickly decided to put on a sweatshirt of Sasha's, because it was getting a little chilly.
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Barbie had been walking aimlessly for a long time. Somehow, she had reached the Venice Beach pier (her favorite beach), but she was so engrossed in the beauty of the sea, she didn't realize that it had already started to get light.
Least of all she had noticed, a woman was absentmindedly running up to herโ€ฆ until the two collided.
"Oh shit."
"Ahhh"
From the blow, both girls ended up on the floor, the blonde kneeling and the woman in sportswear fell on her butt, but the latter quickly got up to help the blonde up.
"I'm sorry, I'm too distracted."
"Don't worry" spoke Barbie as she tried to brush the dirt off her knees, but as she touched the right oneโ€ฆ "Ouch."
"Oh shit" repeated the girl. "Honey, you're bleeding. come here."
Carefully, the stranger took the blonde ex-doll by the shoulders to the table of a coffee shop that was there on the dock and they were just opening.
The girl asked for a first aid kit, sat the blonde down and bent down to be at the blonde's knee.
The waiter quickly brought the first aid kit, causing the stranger to quickly draw the disinfectant on the wound, causing the blonde to hiss.
"I'm really, really sorry. Now you're going to have a little scar on your leg" she spoke, showing sorrow in her eyes.
"Are you kidding?" laughed the blonde "I've never gotten any of these before, it's fabulousโ€ฆ Ahhh!" she yelled as the other woman put disinfectant back on.
"I'm sorry" repeated the stranger. "Soโ€ฆyou've never had a raspon, what's wrong with you, didn't you have a childhood?"
'Honey, I think it would be advisable for you not to tell anyone thatโ€ฆ you were a doll. People aren't made for this kind of situation normally.'
Gloria's voice reached the blonde's ears.
"It's hard to explain."
Carefully, the woman took a small band-aid out of the box and placed it on the blonde's small, clean wound.
"Ta-da" the woman stood up, as she showed the other woman the band aid along with some jazz hands, eliciting laughter from the former doll. "There. Now not only do you have your scratch, but you also have an amazing band aid to show off. And it's Hello Kitty."
The blonde laughed again.
"Thank you very muchโ€ฆ"
She said trying to guess the name of the woman in front of her.
"T/N. My name is T/N. What's yours?"
"Barbara. But everyone calls me Barbie."
They both gave each other a smile.
"Well, Barbieโ€ฆ I'd really like you to tell me about your non-existent experience with childhood injuries."
"Ohh, believe me, it's quite weird and complicated to explain" commented the blonde feeling a strange sensation accentuate in her belly, and she felt a scorching heat rise up her neck to her cheeks.
"Well, I have all the time in the world to understand your story" T/N quickly sat down next to the blonde and gave her a smile. "Besides, I wouldn't waste any opportunity to be with a woman as beautiful as you."
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T/N got out of her car, took her keys and locked the car. She walked quickly to the door of the house and knocked on the door, just once. Before she could give another knock, the door swiftly opened, revealing the blonde ex-doll with a perfectly matched outfit and beautiful silky hair.
"Hi baby."
Before T/N could continue to admire her girlfriend, the latter threw herself into T/N's arms and began to spread kisses all over her face.
"Ahgggg. Get a room."
And there was Sasha, trying to annoy Barbie. T/N had given up trying to figure out which of the two was playing the role of little sister.
"Sasha, leave them alone!"
And there was Gloria, their mother and best friend.
Barbie moved to let T/N into the house. She quickly entered the house, ruffled the younger girl's hair and walked to the kitchen, where Gloria was waiting for them with sandwiches.
"Are you nervous?"
"Well, yeah, anyone would be if you're going to meet all your girlfriend's distant friends."
"Oh honey" Gloria gave her a smile. That mom smile "You don't have to be nervous. Everyone is very friendly there."
"I'm ready now, baby!" Barbie came bounding in with three giant suitcases.
Gloria and T/N looked at each other with complicity.
"Are you sure you have everything?"
"I think I sโ€ฆ Oh, I almost forgot my friendship bracelets I made for everyoneโ€ฆ"
And just as quickly as she came, she left, ducking into her room again.
"Do you have the ring?" whispered Gloria.
"What ring?" asked Sasha.
"Shhhh!" both older women tried to shush her.
"Yes" whispered T/N as she pulled out the little velvet box he kept in her pants pockets.
"OH SHIT!" shouted Sasha.
"Gloria, Sasha said a rude thing!" accused Barbie as she re-entered the room next to a fistful of bracelets.
"Yes honey, I just heard her. And she'll be in trouble once they leave."
T/N took the suitcases and all the things Barbie was going to take on her trip (rather short for all the things Barbie was carrying), said goodbye to Gloria, her husband and Sasha.
They both got in the car to drive to Venice Beach.
"Ready?" asked Barbie, flashing that beautiful smile that T/N had fallen in love with.
"Always, with you by my side."
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scarlettjohanssons-mistress ยท 4 months
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= Barbie =
Key:
Fluff- โ€
Angst- โ™›
Smut- โœง
Dark- โœฎ
Barbie x Reader
Pink nightmares โ€
Barbie meets another human.
Barbie x Gloria
Coming soon
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scarlettjohanssons-mistress ยท 5 months
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I'm finally done with the school crap. So I'll get to writing what I have pending this week.
But I'd like to read one or two Anne Hathaway fanfics with her new movie Eileen. If you know of any, write them to me please.
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scarlettjohanssons-mistress ยท 5 months
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While doing homework, I came up with a long story about Carol Aird and a short Natasha Romanoff novella, but I'm so deep in the school shit I want to cry
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scarlettjohanssons-mistress ยท 7 months
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Quick, I'm going to be the most irresponsible person on the planet and drop out of college to write 2 Sarah Sanderson x Reader fanfics just because it's October.
Send in your request! โค๏ธ
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scarlettjohanssons-mistress ยท 8 months
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Guys, I have been very busy these last few days because I am back in college.
I'm currently taking a semester in the literary creation career in a center of social sciences and humanities and I've had the PRIVILEGE of being in conferences with more members of the LGBT community (trans, bisexual, asexual activists, etc.) to be able to nurture myself and bring you more real and varied stories.
I'm still working on the fanfics I promised to upload, but it's very complicated, I would appreciate your understanding.
Have a nice start at school, work etc.
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scarlettjohanssons-mistress ยท 9 months
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Are you safe with me
Warnings:ย Implied/referenced rape/non-con, sexual assault, angst and hurt/comfort, assault
Word count:ย 1.5 K
Pairing: Diana Prince (Wonder Woman) x Fem!Reader
Prompt: R has just suffered a trauma
Requests: OPEN
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Carefully, and trying to make it as unobvious as possible, I stretched out my arms, making my bones thunder, and carefully, I yawned, trying to get some oxygen to my poor, battered brain.
My boss had kept us in the conference room for what seemed like years.
More than three hours trying to find a solution to an extremely stupid problem, from which, it seemed, the magazine was hanging by a thread. It was extremely stupid.
Carefully, I looked at the watch on my wrist only to realise that it was already 11:30 PM.
"Does anyone have any solutions?" asked Jessica, the boss. Nobody answered, we were all extremely tired.
"Jessica, I don't think this is going anywhere," said Raquel, her right-hand woman, "We are extremely tired. We can sort this out tomorrow".
Jessica kept quiet, but watched us with a very unfriendly look on her face. She even stared at everyone's faces for a few seconds.
"It's OK. You can go."
Quicker than I would like to admit, I grabbed my things and left the office. I didn't even check my mobile phone or my work computer, I just turned it off, picked up my coat and went out into the streets of Paris.
Carefully, I ran down the stairs of the metro and climbed into the first carriage I came across, a few seconds before it closed its doors.
It was almost empty, only for a man and a woman with her baby. I carefully placed my bag in my arms, hugging her tightly and trying not to fall asleep.
"Hi cute" I looked up to see that the man was sitting next to me. I turned my head to notice that we were the only ones in the carriage.
"Sorry butโ€ฆ" I tried to get up from the seat, but his big hand stopped me. I sat back down.
"Why are you leaving, beauty?"
"Get away from me!" my right hand struck his cheek, but, apparently it only made him angrier.
"Well, princess, if you don't want to do it the easy way, you'll have to do it the hard way."
Out of nowhere, he pulled out a gun and pointed it at my head. I froze immediately and just raised my arms.
"Give me your phone and your wallet"
With a trembling hand, I took both things out of my bag and handed them to him. He quickly stuffed it into his sweatshirt pocket, but he never stopped pointing it at me.
"Good, beautiful. I like obedient girls. Now on your knees."
Without even thinking about it, I fell to my knees, feeling my stockings tearing on the scratchy floor.
Out of the corner of my eye I could see him start to undo the belt of his jeans.
"You're hungry for a fat cock, aren't you, gorgeous?" I could tell as he dropped his trousers until they covered his shoes. "Are you going to suck my cock?"
Before either of us knew it, the metro had reached the next station, so he pulled his trousers back up and forced me to stand up.
Thankfully, the station was one of the most used by tourists, so, despite it being almost 12:00 P.M. the carriage began to fill up quickly, so I took that opportunity to get off the carriage and run to the outside of the station.
With bated breath and a sense of dread, I approached a restaurant, asking a waiter if he could spare a couple of coins to call someone.
Maybe I looked really bad, because he didn't give me the coins, he just passed me to the kitchen and told me I could call whoever I wanted.
With trembling hands, I dialled the number I knew by heart.
"Hello?" Her voice was hoarse. She was asleep. Shit.
"Diana?"
"T/N, My love, is that you?"
I felt my eyes fill with tears again.
"Are you OK, why are you calling me from an unknown phone?"
Evade.
"Can you come and get me?"
"Oh, sure baby, are you at work?"
"No"
"Where are you?"
I broke away from the phone to see where I was. It was only then that
I realised where I was standing.
"Do you remember the restaurant from our first date?"
"Yes"
"Here I am"
"Okay, I'll be there in 5 minutes. Are you sure you're okay, T/N?"
I made a sound of denial.
"Can you hurry upโ€ฆ please?"
"Sure, baby. I'll be right there."
And she hung up.
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Before I knew it, two toned arms embraced me tightly, as that sweet scent wafted into my lungs.
"I'm here".
Before she could say another word, I quickly pounced on her, hugging her torso and hiding my face in her chest.
Only then could I start to cry.
Diana like the good girlfriend she is, simply let me cry and began to rub soothing circles on my back and start a light cooing.
When I calmed down, I simply lifted my face and looked her in the eye.
Just looking into her beautiful eyes made me feel at peace.
"Can we go?"
"Sure"
With his right hand on my lower back, he guided me to the car Bruce had lent her, but not before thanking the staff.
If he had come by car and arrived in 5 minutes, that meant that he might have broken more than three traffic laws.
She opened the passenger door and made me sit down, even put my seatbelt on, closed the door and ran into the car.
She quickly began to drive,
"Do you want to tell me what happened?" she asked in her soft voice.
"Can we talk about it later?"
"We can talk about it anytime you want, baby, I just want you to be okay."
She gave me a smile as he took her right hand out of my hand and kissed the back of mine.
"Thank you. I love you."
"I love you"
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I thought I would fall asleep on the way home, but no matter how sleepy and tired my body was, it was impossible for me to close my eyes for more than a few seconds.
So, I had no choice but to look out of the window and make Diana believe that I had fallen asleep. Until we reached our home.
Diana turned off the car, causing the soothing music on the radio to stop playing, leaving an uncomfortable silence.
"I know you're awake T/N"
But she didn't say anything else, she just got out of the car and opened my door, raising her hand. I took it and we both went into the house.
Once in the house, I went upstairs and into the bathroom. I quickly removed my smeared make-up and went into the bath.
I washed my hair about three times and scrubbed my arms, legs and face with enormous force. I even hurt my thighs a bit.
I left the bathroom to put on some panties and one of Diana's few casual T-shirts.
I put a towel over my head and lay down.
Minutes later, Diana arrived and lay down next to me, hugging me from behind, pressing little kisses on the back of my neck.
"I was assaulted"
The kissing stopped abruptly and I felt her get up.
"What?"
"I was mugged in the underground. The man had a gun" I began to sob "and he almost raped me, Diana".
The brunette didn't hesitate for two seconds to hug me tightly, letting me cry as much as I wanted, but when I pulled away from her chest, I noticed that she was crying too.
"Why are you crying?"
"This wouldn't have happened if I had been with you."
I took her face in my hands and forced her to look at me.
"No, my love. Neither of us is to blame for this."
We both hugged each other for a long time. Trying to soothe each other with Diana's body heat. It was a great advantage of dating a goddess.
"I'm going to kill him"
She tried to get up quickly, but my arms prevented her from doing so.
"No, not today. Now I just want you to hold me" I hugged her burying my face in her neck. "Please, I just need my girlfriend."
"Here I am, sweet girl. I'll always be here for you" I constantly kiss my head "You'll always be safe with me"
"I know, I always feel safe with you."
"What did they steal from you?"
"My mobile phone and my wallet"
"The one you just bought?" I just nodded, feeling the tears of anger start to roll down my cheeks. "Oh baby, I'm so sorry."
After another moment of silence, of her hand trying to reassure me and her lips kissing my temple and my hands playing with the zip of her sweatshirt.
"I love you, and believe me, I'll be sure to cut off his testicles."
"I know, I know your word is fact."
"Just like my love"
"Just like mine" I kissed her nose.
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scarlettjohanssons-mistress ยท 9 months
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Nice to meet you
Warnings: First meetings, fluff
Word count: 1.6 K
Pairing: Cate Blanchett x Fem!Reader
Prompt: Meeting Cate (Based on a true story, only, I didn't meet Cate)
Requests: OPEN
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When I opened my eyes, the first thing I noticed was that the sun was too bright and warm for ten o'clock in the morning. I lazily picked up my mobile phone and unlocked it, only to realise that I had not set my alarm and that it was in fact already 11:00 A.M.
"Shit"
As best I could, and literally running, I got out of my bed, put on a pair of jeans, my work t-shirt, and went into the bathroom. In less than 5 minutes I had brushed my teeth, washed my face, combed my hair and grabbed my make-up bag. I grabbed my backpack, money, my keys and left the flat to run to the underground station.
The train arrived quickly and since it was no longer rush hour, it was practically empty, so I sat down and took off my make-up, knowing that I wouldn't get to work for another 30 minutes.
When I got to the station where I had to get off, I did so and ran to the nearby square in order to get to my work. I opened the door, dodged several customers and made my way to the counter of the bookshop.
"Look who deigned to show up," joked my cousin.
I had been working in the bookshop run by my aunt for months. It was a great advantage, since, with tardiness like today's, in any other job, I would have been fired by now, but here, I only received a disapproving look from my aunt and a silly smile from my uncle.
"Oh, T/N, now why were you so late?"
"I forgot to set my alarm"
My aunt just rolled her eyes.
"You should set an alarm to remind you to set an alarm," my uncle joked, making us all giggle.
"Well, since you're finally here, please mop the floor."
"Sure, hey auntie, remember I told you if you'd give me permission to get away for two or three hours here in the square?"
"You're late and you still want to go out?" joked my cousin.
"What do you want to go out for?" asked my uncle, as he brought down books from a Spanish publisher.
"There's going to be a premiere of Cate Blanchett's new film. And the cast is comingโ€ฆ"
"And T/N would rather die than lose the chance to meet that woman," my cousin finished.
"Sorry for appreciating what a good actress she is".
I was a lying whore. Sure, the woman was the greatest actress of the 21st century, but she was also the most sensual woman I had ever met. My gay ass was shaking just thinking about her.
"What time is that?"
"At 3:00 p.m."
"Where is it?"
"It's in the cinema in this very square".
"Okey".
And without further ado, he began to help my uncle with the Spanish books.
"Is that a yes?"
Out of nowhere, he stood up with a grimace of pain.
"Help your uncle with the books and then we'll see".
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My aunt had a problem, and this was that she would regularly, if not always, forget that I had already left some task, and suddenly I would start doing another one that needed to be done more urgently, so it was not unusual for me to notice that, just when I had half the floor mopped, the clock in the shop already showed 3:10 PM.
"Auntie, it's already 3:10."
"So what?"
"I asked you that you would give me the opportunity to go out to the premiere of the film".
"Have you finished cleaning?"
"Almost thereโ€ฆ
"Then it's over now"
I started mopping quickly to finish faster.
"Do it right, T/N!"
I felt my heart start to flutter as, outside the venue, I could hear the screams, the people starting to run. Shit, it was too late, there was probably already a big crowd on the red carpet, which was going to make it impossible for me to get an autograph or a picture.
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After finishing my chores, I quickly set out to go to the storeroom, drop off the mop and bucket, and just as I was taking off my uniform shirt to put on a nicer one, I heard some pretty loud shouting and the front door slamming. For several minutes I listened to murmuring until suddenly my cousin shouted.
"Y/N, come"
I quickly put on my T-shirt, and grabbed my small bag. As I left, I noticed an excessive amount of people in front of the bookshop, which scared me.
"What's going on, why are there so many people outsideโ€ฆ?
Before I could finish my sentence, I walked over to where my cousin was, to find her standing next to Cate Blanchett and her make-up artist Mary.
"Hello. Nice to meet you"
The blonde greeted me with a charming smile. But I froze. I literally didn't know what to do.
Part of me wanted to start screaming and jumping up and down with excitement, another part was about to cry and try to hug her, while another part wanted to make a fool of myself as little as possible and try to start a conversation about her films and what a great actress she is in my eyes.
"Excuse her, she's too gay to talk" my cousin scoffed, eliciting a giggle from both older women "she's literally in love with you. When she was like 15 she said she'd marry you."
Yep, it was definitely not in my plans to be humiliated like that by my own cousin.
What was my next action, just ignore my cousin and start with some of my actions, make believe that this is a joke?
"It's not true, I mean, I do want to kiss you, but not since I was fifteen".
NO. IT'S. I really told one of the best actresses in the world that I wanted to kiss her, I WANT TO DIE.
I covered my face with both hands, but through the gap between my fingers I could see Cate giggle and adjust her hair.
"Wellโ€ฆ I'm flattered."
"Butโ€ฆ but what are you doing here?" I tried to change the subject just to avoid further embarrassment.
"People started to crowd around and I needed to fix this," Mary said as she pointed to Cate's torn dress.
"You know, a torn dress can't break my aura of perfectionโ€ฆ" Cate tried to joke, but, she didn't know my name. She was asking my name!
"T/N, my name is T/N"
"T/N" she whispered my name in such a sensual way that I felt my panties start to get wet. "That's a beautiful name."
"Tโ€ฆthank you"
She began to wander around the room, while Mary, behind her, tried to fix her dress. As my gaze followed them, I felt a nudge in my rib.
"Hey, I've got to go" my cousin spoke, "can you stay and look after the blonde while my aunt comes back from her office?" before I could answer, she laughed and tapped me on the shoulder "who am I kidding, you sure get wet at the thought of being alone with that woman."
"You know we're not alone, and there's her make-up artist, right?"
"We're going to pretend that wouldn't stop you, are we?"
She just laughed and left.
Out of the corner of my eye, I could see that my aunt was attending to an important call, while my uncle was arranging the diaries. So, I followed them, seeing that Cate was too focused on one section of the bookshop.
"Do you have a specific section for LGBT literature?"
She turned to look at me, while Mary was fixing her dress and make-up. It wasn't a question on the air.
"Yes, we have a wide variety.
"I've never read this one" as she could, she picked up Ruth Gogoll's 'Taxi to Paris' book. and leafed through it a little.
"That's a very good one, I've read it more than 3 timesโ€ฆ"
"So I'm dealing with a stalker?" she joked, causing me to let out an involuntary laugh. I can't believe she just made a reference to her own joke.
"In my defence, it's part of a research project for my university".
"What are you studying?"
"I'm studying cinema. I'd like to make an adaptation of that book".
"That's wonderful, darling. Is that your first race?"
"Yesโ€ฆ"
"You are so youngโ€ฆ"
We were both silent, but with our eyes fixed on each other's, until Mary's throat clearing brought us out of our reverie.
"Cate, we have to go, it's already late."
"Oh, right."
She put the book back where she took it from, but just before she walked, I stepped forward and took the book, handing it to the blonde.
"Here, I'll give it to you"
"Oh darling, you're a sweetheart, but don't worry, I could pay for itโ€ฆ"
Fuck it, it's now or never.
"Yes, but, when you read it, you'll think of me."
I saw her eyes sparkle and she gave me a beautiful smile.
"Well, I guess I owe her the same treatment. Maybe a picture will make her think of me, sweet princess?" she joked.
"That would be wonderful, beautiful woman," I curtsied, causing her smile to grow.
I handed my mobile phone to Mary and just as I was smiling for the picture, I felt Cate's warm, soft lips on the corner of my mouth.
Mary took the picture and told Cate they had to leave, so she handed me my mobile phone and left, almost dragging Cate with her.
"I hope you remember me every time you see the picture".
"I hope you remember me every time you read the book".
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