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s2teteco · 6 months

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PAPER HEARTS (jungkook ff)

You were finally able to unpack the last couple of boxes that were sitting in your coat closet from your recent move. Dusting off the tops and cutting the tape along center you pull the side flaps open and inside lies a bunch of old pictures. You came to realize that sifting through this box would take a while so you grab a mug and fill it with your favorite tea before starting. You sigh as you drag the box to your couch to be more comfortable. "Okay let's start."

You pull out each stack of photos one by one carefully examining the memories you captured. As you near the end of the box you come across a picture with 'My Love' written on the back in a familiar handwriting. You flip over the photo and see you and your ex boyfriend, Jungkook, posing and smiling together. He gave you this picture the same day the two of you broke up.

Jungkook was your first and so far only love and dating him seemed to fly by. Even though you dated for two years it only felt like 6 months. Every second you were with him made you happy. So why did you break up? His career and your career paths began to clash. He's a rising idol and you were an extremely busy college student.

You barely had time from each other, even though you tried your best to see one another it just wasn't working. And the final thing that made you both realize it was time for your relationship to end was when your school offered a study abroad program to you so you could finish the last two years of school in a different country and start an internship there.

[Flashback]

"You don't have to go," Jungkook says, squeezing your hands tightly.

"It just makes sense Jungkook. We are drifting apart. As much as I don't want that to happen, it just is."

"I don't want to lose you, but you know I'll support you in everything you do," he brushes your tears away and you just simply nod your head, burying your head into his chest.

[Flashback Ends]

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You grab the last few photos that you had with him. Slowly studying them as you tried to remember all the good times. It's been a while since you have seen these photos and a lot of these memories have sadly started to fade away.

You hated having him only through these small sheets of paper. You flip through the photos and didn't realize you were crying until a black drop fell onto one of the pictures. You wipe your eyes spreading your already wet mascara. "I guess I miss you more than I thought," you force out a small chuckle.

Flipping through these memories made you think about what Jungkook was up to these days. Even though you told each other you'll stay in contact it didn't quite turn out that way. You were both just way too busy. But I guess that not really a valid excuse now is it? If you truly loved someone you would try your best to make time for them.

"I hope you find someone to love you more than I did," tears trickling down your cheeks and landing on the remains of your broken memories.

[Jungkook's POV]

"I miss you (Y/N)." He holds the picture of the two of you close to his chest before falling asleep.

I attempted to use the lyrics from Paper Hearts, but I don't know how well it turned out. Anyway, hope you like it!

#bts royal au #bts ot7 #bts one shot #bts fic #bts jungkook #bts ffs #fanfic

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s2teteco · 2 years

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I MISS YOU ! JUNGKOOK-AH

Author's POV

You went back to your apartment after you left it for about a week because you feel like you can't go back there for a while. There is too much memory in this apartment.

You look around the apartment and everything reminds you of him. You went to the living room and look at the sofa. You and Jungkook used to cuddle there. You almost tear up at the memory but you get further into the apartment.

You went to the kitchen and then you remember he used to cook you a meal there and sometimes the two of you cook together. "Jungkook-ah, I miss you," you let out a tear because you can't handle it. It's been a few days since he left but you still feel sad whenever you came to the apartment. Then you went to the bedroom and sat down on the bed. You remember the memory when you and Jungkook would just lay around all day while cuddling. You smiled at the memory even though it hurt you since that is only a memory. You got up and went to your closet. "his clothes is still here. Of course, it would be here. It's not like he can come here and take his clothes,

" you grab one of his hoodies and wear it. "It smells like him," you smell his scent from the hoodie. You can't hold it back anymore and broke down right there. "Jungkook-ah, I really miss you. Why do you have to leave me all alone like this?" You cried. You sat down on the floor while hugging your knees. Then you saw something on the bottom of your closet. It was a box.

You wiped your tears and take the box out. You opened a box and saw what was inside. It was full of photos of you and Jungkook and some other things that you treasure so much. You look at all of the photos of you and Jungkook. You tear up again. You remember all the memory inside the photo. The memory when he asked you out. The memory of your first date with him.

The memory of when you went on a vacation to England. All of this memory make you cry hard. It felt so unreal that he is not here anymore. "I miss you so much, Jungkook-ah. I hope you're happy up there," you cried and call his name over and over again but no matter how much you call for him, he won't come back because he is gone forever.

#bts jhope #bts fic #bts ot7 #bts one shot #bts yoongi #run bts #namjoon #ptd on stage seoul #jimin #bts vkook

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