Got so stressed I dug my skin raw ripping eyebrow hair out. I just started growing them back real good too!

To everybody with BPD who’s disorder is not gentle, silent, or socially acceptable but loud, violent, and turns others away from them; you are not a burden, I promise you that you are not a burden. You are not your negative symptoms. They are not a reflection of the person that you are.

We need more recognition for borderlines that cannot control or have a difficult time controlling their rage, borderlines that become violent during an episode, borderlines who use subst4nces, borderlines who have delusions that are not socially acceptable, borderlines who have a difficult time regulating their emotions, borderlines who do not have friends or have a difficult time making them, borderlines who cannot trust others, borderlines who cannot decide or figure out who they are, borderlines who have symptoms which are considered “ugly” by others because an expectation had been put upon us to act a certain way.

BPD can be ugly. BPD can be lonely. BPD can break social expectations. BPD can make you abandon your loved ones or cause them to leave you. BPD can be so delusional that the sufferer is fully convinced within their delusion. BPD can be scary and confusing for the sufferer.

Just because your symptoms are more difficult to handle than another, it does NOT make you unlovable.

bpd culture is the chronic emptiness

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It’s okay to forgive yourself for what you’ve done in the past. Focusing too much on the past might prevent you from growing and getting to experience new things.

i just wanna fucking matter

wanna mean something to someone

i’m fucking nothing

i hate myself

Having BPD is wishing the people who hurt you miss you like you miss them.

Having an FP makes my BPD symptoms 10 times worse.

Take me back to a few weeks ago when I didn't have one and I wasn't upset or having mood swings all the time please... 😭

BPD culture is feeling so betrayed by something that probably seems so normal and reasonable to everyone else.

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bpd culture is sometimes forgetting you aren't actually dating with your fp

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sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

please tell me what happened

what i did

why do you hate me so much

when all i feel for you is love

god does my body feel numb

bpd culture is wanting (needing) your fp to be worried about you but then feeling so fucking selfish and absolutely hating yourself for it

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Bpd culture is wishing someone would hold you in their lap like an animal and pet you and tell you it's all going to be ok.

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I want all of my secrets back. I want all of my love back. I want to take it all back and sit in a deep hole with it.