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rainbowsasafras · 3 days
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Its been months, and I just now realized I never posted about this until now! I actually bought it!
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She lives in my apartment now! All I had to do to afford her was get hit by a car 🤣🤣🤣
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$1,500?!?!?!😳
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rainbowsasafras · 4 days
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Good morning! I’m salty.
I think we, as a general community, need to start taking this little moment more seriously.
This, right here? This is asking for consent. It’s a legal necessity, yes, but it is also you, the reader, actively consenting to see adult content; and in doing so, saying that you are of an age to see it, and that you’re emotionally capable of handling it.
You find the content you find behind this warning disgusting, horrifying, upsetting, triggering? You consented. You said you could handle it, and you were able to back out at any time. You take responsibility for yourself when you click through this, and so long as the creator used warnings and tags correctly, you bear full responsibility for its impact on you.
“Children are going to lie about their age” is probably true, but that’s the problem of them and the people who are responsible for them, not the people that they lie to.
If you’re not prepared to see adult content, created by and for adults, don’t fucking click through this. And if you do, for all that’s holy, don’t blame anyone else for it.
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rainbowsasafras · 15 days
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This post almost made me cry. I have dyslexia so spelling has always been a huge struggle for me. I just can't wrap my head around the way some words in the English language are spelled. In elementary school spelling tests where hell for me as you can imagine. The description in this post about sitting with your dad for long hours trying to understand math was my Mom and I with spelling. To her credit she would really try to make it fun for me sometimes. Sometimes she would turn it into games or give me rewards for getting words right but other times she would be to tired to anything like that and just make me sit at the dinner table and write the same words over and over and over again. I never really retained information from repetition. And the one thing she never tried was just letting me take brakes. Letting me walk away and play or watch a few minutes of TV to distract myself for a bit so that I could come back with a clear mind. It was always a slog. School in general was, not just spelling. Now as someone who is almost 30 if I don't understand something emedietly I either find myself giving up on it entirely or I panic because I realize I will have to sit with it until I get it. But that's not true. This post pointed that out to me. Thank you for sharing this experience.
Something that literally changed my life was working with a friend on a coding thing. He was helping me create an auto rig script and was trying to explain something to me but his words were just turning into static in my brain. I was tired and confused and there was so many new concepts happening.
I could feel myself working toward a crying meltdown and was getting preemptively ashamed of what was about to happen when he said, “Hey, are you someone who benefits from breaks?”
It broke me.
Did I benefit from breaks? I didn’t know. I’d never taken them.
When a problem frustrated or upset me I just gritted my teeth and plowed through the emotional distress because eventually if you batter and flail at something long enough you figure it out. So what if you get bruised on the way.
I viscerally remembered in that moment being forced to sit at the table late into the night with my dad screaming at me, trying to understand math. I remembered taking that with me into adulthood and having breakdowns every week trying to understand coding. I could have taken a break? Would it help? I didn’t know! I’d never taken one!
“Yes,” I told him. We paused our call. I ate lunch. I focused on other stuff for half an hour. I came back in a significantly better state of mind, and the thing he’d been trying to explain had been gently cooking in the back of my head and seemed easier to understand.
Now when I find myself gritting my teeth at problems I can hear his gentle voice asking if I benefit from breaks. Yes, dear god, yes why did I never get taught breaks? Why was the only way I knew to keep suffering until something worked?
I was relating to this same friend recently my roadtrip to the redwoods with my wife. “We stopped every hour or so to get out and stretch our legs and switch drivers. It was really nice. When I was a kid we’d just drive twelve hours straight and not stop for anything, just gas. We’d eat in the car and power through.”
He gave a wry smile, immediately connecting the mindset of my parents on a road trip to what they’d instilled in me about brute forcing through discomfort. “Do you benefit from breaks?” he echoed, drawing my attention to it, making me smile with the same sad acknowledgement.
Take breaks. You’re allowed. You don’t have to slam into problems over and over and over, let yourself rest. It will get easier. Take. Breaks.
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rainbowsasafras · 15 days
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“why does that character have to be queer?”
why not?
“why does that character have to be trans?”
why not?
“why does that character have to be a poc?”
why not?
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rainbowsasafras · 20 days
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Reblogging this so I can listen to it later 😍
Sooo… I’m going to be writing an audio script version of my lady D one-shot Pressure
There straight up aren't enough Alcina audios out there, let alone sapphic audios
If any of you lovely peeps out there know of anyone who might be interested in filling the script in the near future gimme a shout!
Link to Pressure: https://archiveofourown.org/works/38288773
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rainbowsasafras · 22 days
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Sucking on Lady Dimitrescu's titties won't fix me but it would def help
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rainbowsasafras · 23 days
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I love my broken vampire boy to the moon and back, but some of my fellow fans truly do not listen to him when he talks. They just see his pretty face and make up what they want him to be saying. Truly daydreamed through the entire game.
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rainbowsasafras · 24 days
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I'm sobbing because this is definitely something they would cannonicly say to eathother!!!! 😭
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Then my soul saw you            and it kind of went…                     Oh, there you are!                               I have been looking for you.                                             (insp)
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rainbowsasafras · 1 month
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I just love this so much 😭
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hahahahaaaa get safe and cared for, idiot
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rainbowsasafras · 6 months
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This is so true. I heard from somewhere that if you have Astarion go stop Casador without Tav/whatever player character you are playing he will actually reject the ritual on his own. I don't know how true that is though.
Bloodweave fans are sleeping on the fact that Gale is canonically full of hubris and genuine desire for power. Like he was looking for power before Mystra whereas Astarion only wants to Ascend to feel safe- something he also feels when surrounded by love and friends.
So give me an Astarion who rejects the ritual and a Gale who decides to chase godhood not because he feels that the man he is isn’t enough for anyone but because he wants to protect his lover from ever being hurt again. And make it so fucked up
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rainbowsasafras · 7 months
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I love this!!!! Oh Jaheira how I wish we could romance her! 😭💖😭
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I love the way Karlach just fans over Jaheira, we all just trying to get her approval and be called 'cub'
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rainbowsasafras · 7 months
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Buff Minthara with a happy trail? 😳 I am OBSESSED!
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minthara ~~~~
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rainbowsasafras · 8 months
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I actually have an answer for this. If you listen to all of Rosalin's recordings she spells it out for you. Going through the loop was Robert's idea. She was actually happy to just exist in the cosmos or whatever, but Robert felt guilty for what they did to Booker and Elizabeth. Making the deal to take Booker's daughter away weighed heavily on his mind to the point that he couldn't just be happy like Rosalin was. Their goal was to help Booker and Elizabeth get back together and both escape Columbia alive. But given the timeline, it just wasn't possible. Rosalin suspected it wouldn't be possible from the start, she's cynical like that. But Robert gave her an ultimatum, he expressed that if she didn't at least try to help him fix their mistakes he would leave her. At that point, Rosalin had become very attached to him so she agreed to try. At the start of the game, their dialog in the rowboat illustrates that Rosalin has been ready to give up for a while, but Robart refuses to give up.
Also, what's more, in another recording Rosalin talks about her and Robart's reactions to their half-life state. She describes how she loves it, having all the knowledge in the universe, but Robart expresses that he would want to live he wants to have kids and leave a physical legacy. Rosalin disagrees with this desire, but is so attached to Robart that she would be willing to return to life if to stay with him. Which gives them another reason to fix the timeline in the hopes that it would "fix" them.
What did the Lutece “twins” stand to gain from going the the cycle with Booker so many times? Was their goal to get rid of Comstock? I know they’re basically stuck in some sort of in between state of life and death. So we’re they just bored and thought it would be interesting?
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rainbowsasafras · 8 months
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funniest language thing in modern greek is that the word for baby/infant is “moro” which literally means “idiot.” like someone looked at a baby 1000 years ago and was like “this guy doesnt know shit.”
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rainbowsasafras · 11 months
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I can't express how happy I am with how this turned out!
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rainbowsasafras · 1 year
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Villains of a story I've been working on, arranged in a tattoo layout.
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rainbowsasafras · 1 year
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The discourse over our Lady and Savior's saxuality is really getting out of hand...
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