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Hiii hope you are having a good day :))) i was wondering if you can post the link to your wattpad account because i cant find it :((
please and thank youuu
hiii, thank u, i hope it’s the same for you :) of course, here: https://www.wattpad.com/user/poisonmaximoff
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).ïżŒ
Hey everyone, I’m done with Chapter 31 already, but decided that it’s much more comfortable for me to continue posting only on Wattpad, so I’ll be really happy to see you there :)
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It’s going to be a really long story and I even think that I’ll have to divide it into two books, so yeah
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 30. A little office affair
Y/n’s POV:
“Miss Olsen, here are the documents you asked for,” I say in a cheerful voice as I walk into her office without knocking and place a small stack of papers on her desk, meeting Elizabeth's soft smile.
“Are you seriously going to call me that, Miss Y/Ln?” She asks without removing the smile from her lips, gets up from the table and walks around it, coming up to me.
“Ew, it sounds gross, don’t call me that,” a fake pout on my face makes her hand reach up to my cheek, pinching it lightly.
“Then don’t call me «Miss Olsen» too, deal, sunshine?” She asks, leaning towards me and planting a gentle kiss on my forehead. Her affection almost makes my heart jump out of my chest every single time, as if I caught some kind of gay panic for the first time in my life.
These days that we spent together were not only the best in recent times, they were the best in my entire life. That calmness and a sense of security that I feel next to her, how all my worries and anxieties immediately fade into the background as soon as she appears in my field of vision, all this brings me so much happiness that I never expected to receive in my life. But I also never expected her to want me the way I want her and to choose me over everything she had.
“I was just playing,” I murmur, “it sounds kinda hot if you ask me,” I say, biting my lip and theatrically winking at her, watching her smile widen.
Without saying a word, she pulls me into a warm kiss, wrapping her arms around my waist and completely forgetting where we are, slightly pushing me to her table.
"Do you know that anyone can see us here?" I reluctantly break the kiss, increasing the distance between us for a bit, even though I don't feel like doing it at all because being in her arms is definitely what I’m willing to do for the rest of my life.
“Yeah, they can,” disappointment is evident in her eyes, “I already heard couple of rumors about myself and I wish I never did.” I notice that her mood is obviously beginning to go down, judging by her slightly drooping posture as she walks towards the sofa near the large window.
“It’s been only three days and I’m already tired, Y/n/n,” she speaks as she sits down on the sofa and leans her head back against it, placing her palm on her forehead. Seeing her like this definitely isn’t on the list of the things that I’d ever want to see, but all I can do is just promise her once again that we’re going to get through this together and offer her some physical comfort.
"Wanna tell me about what you heard?" I ask carefully, sitting down next to her and taking her free hand in mine, stroking her knuckles with my thumb.
"Don't you know everything about it yet? You're usually the first one to tell me all the rumors,” she smiles sadly, squeezing my hand in hers.
"I wasn't here until today, remember?" I remind her of this, replaying in my head how I spent two days with my friends, for whom my recent news did not come as a huge surprise.
“I mean, we knew that it would happen, we even wanted to bet, but turned out that both of us were rooting for you two getting together,” Olivia speaks as she puts a spoonful of ice cream in her mouth and exchanges glances with Mads.
“Yes, you should’ve seen it from the side, we often had the impression that you were already dating. So, what we have now
firstly, she canceled the wedding, secondly, you now live together, and thirdly, your parents already know everything?” Madison wonders, staring at me with a curious look.
"Yes, and her parents know too, but something tells me they didn't like it at all despite the fact that El said everything was fine," I say, recalling my worries about the upcoming birthday of Mrs. Olsen.
“Screw them, Lizzie is a big girl and I doubt that their opinion will affect something. We’re so happy for you, dumbass, even though expected you to be the last one among us to get into a relationship,” Liv squeezes my hand, giving me a sincere smile.
“But despite us already trusting her, we still have to talk to her about something. You’re like our little sister, so we have to make sure that you’ll be safe enough,” Madison turns on her protective mode, causing me to roll me eyes in not annoyed, but a bit tired of this manner.
“I’m still convinced that my mom pays you for it,” I smirk, taking a sip of my milkshake, “but lucky for you, she also wants to see you two, ‘cause her sisters are coming over this weekend for Mrs. Olsen’s birthday and she offered us to hang out together after that,” I tell them about it, watching sinister smiles appear on their lips.
“Do you remember how our last party was? I'm afraid this time Liz won't be glad about you kissing one of her sisters,” Liv chuckles, sharing a small laugh with Madison, who only wiggles her eyebrows in response.
"I won’t be glad about it too, morons," I mutter, averting my eyes somewhere to the side and crossing my arms over my chest indicatively.
"Okay, okay," they finally calm down, looking serious again, "by the way, did you have sex already or did you decide to wait another month again?" Madison, as usual, without second thoughts asks out loud everything that interests her, thereby making Liv and me blush.
"Fear God and turn down the volume, we're in decent society after all," I say, hitting her arm next to me.
"Society automatically stops being decent when Madison enters it," Olivia adds, giving our friend a slap on the back of the head.
"Ouch! It’s a normal question, I’m just curious if she’s good in bed,” she grunts offended, hitting Liv on the shoulder in return as I silently watch this free traveling zoo.
"She's definitely better than all of your boyfriends put together," I smirk, replaying in my mind how we've been using every opportunity to please each other all this time.
“What?!” They exclaim in one voice, attracting the attention of other customers. "So you already fucked?" Mads ignores my quip, focusing only on what she was interested in.
“Yeah, it happened in the first day actually,” I shrug as I continue to enjoy my sugary drink.
“Your slutty horny side finally woke up from a 10,000 year sleep?” Olivia taunts playfully, accompanying it with a fake pout on her face. “Do you call her mommy, hmm?” She continues to annoy me, placing her chin on her both hands, staring at me with a cheeky smile.
“Don’t impose your kinks on me, my mom didn’t give me any issues,” I return her a tease, watching her smile drop and eyes narrow in defeat.
“Asshole.”
“Someone thinks that I found someone richer, someone believes that I was cheating on Boyd and couldn’t bear the guilt, others just make up bullshit theories that annoy the fuck out of me,” she raises her tone on the curse word, showing me how all of this affects her, making her nervous. “I know that I shouldn’t react like this, but it’s getting overwhelming,” she exhales, staring at me with an unreadable expression.
“El, you have the right to react in any way you wish, don’t underestimate your own feelings, ‘cause all of them are valid,” I look at her with a sympathetic look, trying to put myself in her place and fully understand exactly what emotions she is currently experiencing.
“People often stick their nose in other people’s business, it’s something that’s true for almost all of us. And especially if you're more popular than the average person, it's almost inevitable, but that doesn't mean you can't be affected by this,” I try to calm her down, stroking her open palm with one hand and placing the other on her cheek, starting to move the backs of my fingers along her cheeks and neck, noticing how she visibly relaxes and closes her eyes.
“All the rumors will subside very soon, now the most important thing is that you know the truth and there’s nothing to be ashamed of. I’m so proud of you for being such strong person though,” I speak to her in a soothing voice, smiling at her even though she can’t see it now, but she still grabs my hand, bringing it to her lips.
“Come here,” she says, opening her eyes and pulling me towards her by my waist, obviously not meeting any resistance. “You’re my anti-stress now,” Elizabeth murmurs, burying her face in my neck as I sit comfortably on her lap, wrapping one of my arms around her neck, completely ignoring that it’s definitely not the right place for that only because she needs it.
We spent in this position 10 minutes or so, mentally thanking heaven for the fact that no one thought to enter the office during this time before getting up and going back to work.
“These are reports for the past month, these are lists of meetings for august, and what is this?” Elizabeth asks, pointing to a black folder under a stack of papers, giving me a couple of seconds' glance.
"Oh, that's the business plan for the coming year," I casually respond, moving closer to her.
"Business plan? As far as I know, you aren’t supposed to do that.” She frowns as she opens the folder and starts flipping through pages, briefly examining the content.
“I had nothing to do and besides, all indicators are holding on to the same level for so many years, our competitors will easily overtake us in the coming years if we don’t change anything,” I explain with my hands on my hips, meeting a curious look of my girlfriend.
“I don’t know much about these reports and numbers, but what is this data and where did you get it from? «Fisters» is our direct competitor, isn’t it?” Elizabeth points to some kind of summary and looks back at me for an answer.
"Eh, you don't wanna know where I got it from, but now it doesn't matter, it will help us to keep them from overtaking LinCorp," I reply and lower my eyes to the wooden desk, remembering that I obtained this information not entirely legally, but the risk was worth it.
“Y/n. Tell me right now where you got it from,” she says in a strict tone, making a couple of steps towards me with the folder in her hand, making me to stagger back.
“Maybe, just maybe, I bribed one of the employees of that company, but trust me
”
“You did what?!“ She interrupts me in a raised voice without letting me finish, staring at me with wide eyes. “Y/n, what were you thinking?” She slams the folder on the table, causing me to flinch at the sharp, loud sound.
“You’re getting rid of all this right now, understand?” She speaks with her jaw clenched as she picks up the folder from the table and hands it forcefully to me.
“Why are you so pissed off? I'm not going to get rid of it, because it's the only thing that can help our company not lose a huge part of the sales!” I shake my head and also raise my voice at her in response, not understanding such a rough reaction.
"I spent a whole month on this and believe me if there was any risk I wouldn't do it," my tone becomes normal again trying to soften Elizabeth’s mood, even though I know that I had to lie a bit right now, and my hand reaches for hers, but she makes a step back so I fail to take it, watching as she places both of her hands on the desk, lowering her head.
“Baby
” I try to approach her again, but she raises her palm up, showing that she doesn’t want me to come any closer now.
“Leave big things to big people, Y/n. I understand that you wanted the best, but at this matter I don’t care about the company, I care only about you,” she decides to look at me and I see the inexplicable fear behind her eyes, starting to understand her reaction.
"You can't put yourself in danger just because someone missed something." She exhales, taking a pause in the middle of her talking and then straightens her back, takes a couple of steps in my direction, ending up right next to me.
“Do you trust me, Elizabeth?” I ask her, peering into the green shiny orbs that seem to be staring right into my soul and put my hand on her cheek, this time not seeing any protests.
“I do trust you,” she whispers, leaning into my touch and covering my hand with her own.
"Then let me see it through, I'm sure everything will be fine," I stare at her with pleading eyes, knowing that she couldn't refuse me.
“Promise me that if you have even one slightest doubt, you’ll immediately get rid of everything related to this,” I feel her warm breath on my lips as she whispers, leaning her forehead to mine and I place my hands on her back, starting to move them in soothing circular motions.
"I promise, honey, I promise." Feeling that her body is completely relaxed again, I start slowly leaning forward to her lips and not seeing a hint that she minds it, I connect them with mine in a sign of us ending this small fight.
A knock on the door makes me immediately back away from Elizabeth, increasing the distance between us by several feet in a second.
"Come in." She immediately turns on her professional personality with a perfect posture, a proudly raised chin and a confident expression that has always caused me dumb admiration.
“Miss Olsen, your brother asked me to tell you to call him back as soon as possible, he cannot get through to you. Y/n? I thought you took a vacation, so glad to see you!” The red-haired girl enters the office, first addressing Elizabeth and then turning her attention to me, giving me a surprised look.
"Thank you, Cindy," El replies, turning her head towards me, "you can go too, Y/n." We look pretty much like just a boss and subordinate right now, but leaving her office I turn to wink at her and read a small “I love you” on her lips, holding back the huge smile that threatens to appear on my face.
Once in the hallway, I exchange an awkward look with Cindy and when I'm about to go to my office, she stops me, blocking my way.
"Y/n, I'm really glad you're back here because I've wanted to tell you something for a certain time, but couldn’t bring myself to do it before." I notice her shifting from foot to foot, carefully examining my face and biting her lip nervously. "How do you feel about having dinner together tonight?" Oh god, even if I didn’t have El, I’d never do this since I’ve always found her a bit annoying and intrusive.
"Ehh, I'm actually pretty busy today, but thank you for the offer," I hasten to answer her, but she just rolls her eyes at me, still not letting me through. "Yeah? And on what day are you not busy?
"I'm busy every day, sorry." Her company has never been very pleasant to me, and now the desire to leave her as soon as possible has only increased.
“Hm, very interesting. Aren't you afraid that everyone will accidentally find out the whole truth about why you and Ms. Olsen canceled the wedding and vacation at the same time?” She smirks and I suddenly just freeze in place, not fully realizing what she just said, because this is definitely the last thing I expected to hear. Fucking hell.
"What do you mean?" I immediately decide to play dumb in the hope that she's just bluffing and it will work.
“Ah, come on, little spy, you two were literally just snotty hugging each other with tongues in each other's mouths, at least learn how to close the blinds,” she says mockingly, clapping her hand on my shoulder.
“It's either one little dinner tonight at 7:00, or tomorrow the whole office will be buzzing about a new entertaining romance in our humble company,” Cindy says in the same cheeky tone, giving me a last glance and leaving me there in the middle of the corridor completely lost, not understanding what the hell I’m supposed to do now.
A/n: heeyy everyone, i need a small advice again. since i can’t really have a fresh opinion on this story, i’d like to know what sides of characters you’d like to see more. maybe some mental health stuff, or their protectiveness over each other, family/friends drama etc. also should i add smth or put smth away? let me know what you think : )
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poisonmaximoff · 2 years
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 29. Pleasure for both of us
⚠Warnings: smut, fingering, oral, strap-on use
Y/n's POV:
"You know, your pasta is really tasty, so now you definitely won't turn your back on cooking instead of ordering food," Elizabeth compliments my dish as she finishes her plate.
"I wasn't sure if it was edible, so if you get stomach problems, it's your own fault, okay?" I smile as I watch her just give me a studying look, firstly resting it on my partially exposed collarbones and then back up to my face.
I have been waiting since this morning for us to have time for some particularly private moments, imagining how I can finally have her only for myself, as she promised me. The memory of how I called sex a non-essential part of a relationship once in a conversation with El appears in my head, but now I really find it difficult to control myself when she is around me. Suddenly my quite composed nature turned into a needy and impatient one, exposing all my weaknesses for her.
"Mmm, we'll see about that. Will I get a dessert today, baby?" She asks, resting her chin on both hands and looking me over from head to toe as I get up from the table to put our empty plates in the dishwasher.
"Actually, I was hoping to get my dessert first, honey." I turn around only to give her a promising smirk and then bend down so that my robe lifts up to show her the top of my thighs and some of the flesh of my buttocks in the lacy lingerie. I know really well that I don't have to put in much effort to turn her on, but I still decide to throw this little show for her, noticing in my peripheral vision as she silently leaves her seat.
As soon as I feel her coming very close to me from behind, I immediately straighten my back, turning my body towards her to meet her already slightly darkened look and bitten lip. My hand involuntarily reaches for the top button of her shirt to play with it for a couple of seconds and then skillfully unbutton it and the next one with my three fingers, while feeling her attentive gaze at me.
"You must be tired today, yeah?" I look up at her again, watching her run her tongue over her bottom lip and swallow hard.
"A little bit. Any ideas to help me relax?" She pulls me sharply to her by my waist, forcing a sharp exhale out of my chest.
"I have some," I say, and without waiting for her to answer, I pull her into a wet kiss, wrapping my arms around her neck and guiding her toward the nearest kitchen counter until her ass bumps against it.
"Want you here," I pant between kisses, lowering them down on her jaw and neck, earning a couple of soft, quiet moans as she tries to catch my robe belt.
"Are you so impatient that you can't make it to the bedroom?" She speaks as she unbuttons her shirt, watching me stare at her body hungrily.
"Aren't we supposed to eat in the kitchen, baby?" I smirk, hinting on what exactly I'm going to do and my hands go down to her belt, unfastening it, then moving to the fly of her pants, slowly unbuttoning it while I can't take my eyes off her bitten lip and defiant gaze.
Kneeling in front of her, I pull the jeans off her toned legs, raising my head a couple of times to see her aroused look and how she grabbed the kitchen counter on both sides, maintaining her balance. Noticing a growing wet spot on her dark gray panties, I involuntarily praise myself for the fact that I managed to bring her to such a state so quickly, realizing that now she is unlikely to show her dominance in her current position.
"It should go away," I say, rising to my feet again, pointing to her unbuttoned shirt, which reveals her juicy perfect breasts in a tight bra, and without saying a word she pulls it off herself, throwing it somewhere on the floor.
"So bossy today, giving me orders,” she smirks, pulling me to her by my neck to press her lips to mine in a hot kiss. "Take this off and show me your beautiful body," she exhales into my mouth, tugging on the belt of my robe and without hesitation I untie it, letting the piece of fabric fall to the floor at my feet, revealing my lacy underwear, which seems to immediately have  effect on Elizabeth, judging by her greedy shifty gaze.
"Someone expected to have some fun today, isn't it?" She says, letting her hands shamelessly descend on my ass, squeezing it and forcing out a small moan of pleasure mixed with surprise from my chest.
"Someone promised me some fun, now lean on the counter," I instruct her, gently pushing her from me with my hand and watching her surprisingly do what I just asked.
Wasting no time, I press my lips on her soft neck, leaving a wet trail behind me, gradually lowering my kisses into the valley between her breasts as my hands sneak behind her to unfasten her bra. I can feel her breathing getting ragged and slightly trembling while her palms find their place on my shoulders as she tilts her head back in pleasure. Dealing with the bra, I release her soft boobs, spending a few seconds just to admire once again how flawless they are.
"I love them so much," I say and it seems to me that I'm going to start drooling if I spend more time in this position, so I lift my eyes to panting El, who immediately arches her back towards me.
"They're all yours, angel." She obviously loves when I play with them, so I decide to give her exactly what she wants, not being able to resist my own urge to take her erect nipples in my mouth.
"Oh shit," she moans when I close my lips around her swollen bud, sucking it into my mouth as one of my hands digs into her lower back and the second one finds its place on Elizabeth's other breast, starting to twist her nipple between my fingers while she tangles her fingers in my hair, pulling me closed to her.
After paying enough attention to both her boobs, kissing them and making her moans increase in volume, I begin to gradually kneel down again, forming a wet path of kisses on her stomach and ribs, feeling her hand clench into a fist in my hair.
Taking the signal that she's had enough foreplay, I pry her panties with two fingers, lowering them down to her ankles, once again fully kneeling in front of her. She doesn't even need to ask for something and beg me, because I myself am ready to do absolutely everything for her, to give her pleasure in any form that she wishes. Having her all naked in front of me drives me literally crazy and the confidence she has even in such position is fueling my desire to make her feel blessed as soon as possible.
"I like seeing you like that," she breathes out, taking my chin with three fingers and studying my face carefully, so it seems like her lust is temporarily gone as we share this intimate couple of seconds. "Now get to work." As she says this, her legs part, showing me her glistening walls and a slight buildup of wetness on her inner thighs.
Grabbing her by the back of her thighs, I finally press my mouth to her pussy, licking a long stripe between her lower lips to the throbbing clit, spreading all the wetness along her hot opening, making her to let out a loud throaty moan. Looking up, I see her tilt her head back, her brows furrowed and her mouth forming an "o" shape in silent pleasure as she begins to move her hips towards my mouth.
As I move my tongue faster and faster, flickering her clit from time to time, I notice how hard her hands grip the surface of the counter, turning her knuckles almost white. Her breasts bounce up and down, her moans and praises are an actual honey to my ears as I'm working her to the edge.
"You're doing so great, don't stop, o-oh, mmm, baby," an uncontrollable flow of words leaves her mouth as I enter her dripping entrance with two fingers, mingling with the wet sounds of her pussy and my own soft moans.
Speeding up my movements, I feel her painfully pulling on my hair, apparently unaware of this action, so I reach with my free hand to hers to intertwine our fingers and free my hair from her death grip. Meeting her half-conscious gaze and face wrinkled in ecstasy, I understand that behind these eyes there is not a single thought now except for the desire to cum here and now.
I can't quite make out clear words among all the sounds that she makes, and her loud moans along with her walls clenching around my fingers let me know that she's about to release on my fingers.
"Baby-y, fuck, fuck, make me cum, ju- ah! -st like that," she whimpers, squeezing my hand like as if it's the last time, grinding her hips against my face at a merciless pace while I'm trying to keep her in place.
"Yes, yes, I'm gon-AH!" The loudest moan interrupts her phrase and I feel the flow of wetness running down my still moving inside of her fingers while her hips violently twitch in front of my face, letting me know that her orgasm finally hit every part of her body. 
Pumping my fingers in and out of her for a bit longer, I slowly take them out of her pussy watching a thin thread of her cum mixed with wetness follow my hand as she tries to catch her breath standing on trembling legs.
After a few seconds, her eyes become conscious again as I still remain on my knees, licking my fingers clean while holding an eye contact with her, watching familiar smirk of hers appear on her reddish from biting lips.
"These skillful fingers and mouth of yours are gonna be the death of me some day," she smiles, stroking my cheek with her thumb, as I get up and wrap my hands around her waist, feeling her warm wetness press to my stomach.
"Mmm, nope, we can't have that," I peck her lips, feeling them melt into a smile, "I need you very much alive."
"And I need to repay you, babygirl," it's her turn now to give me a loving kiss, "go up to the bedroom, I'll be there in a couple of minutes, agreed?" I eagerly nod in response and turn towards the stairs, feeling a playful slap on my barely covered ass.
Once in the bedroom, I sit down comfortably on the large soft mattress, impatiently shifting in anticipation of my heavenly beautiful girlfriend to appear in the doorway, and after a couple of minutes, as promised, she enters the bedroom, dressed in my silky robe, which I had previously left there on the floor.
It doesn't really cover anything except her shoulders and sides, so my eyes immediately land on her breasts as she approaches me with seductively slow steps. I can feel that my underwear is already completely destroyed, knowing perfectly well that this is the consequences of her power over me, which I'm not going to hide.
"You know what I really liked during our first time?" She stops a few inches from me, flicking the robe off her shoulders and placing her hand on my cheek.
"What?" I whisper, watching her approach bedside table and open the last drawer, pulling out the very familiar to me item.
"Filling you up so much that you couldn't formulate a single sentence." Her words and the firmness in her voice make me let out a needy whimper, showing her how great my desire for her is while I'm watching her stroking a strap in her hand.
"Do you want it now, Y/n?" She asks in caring tone, caressing the top of my head.
"I want it, yes," I answer immediately, not doubting for a single second.
She gives me a warm smile and starts tightening the straps, securing the toy between her legs and making my mouth fill with saliva at the sight before my eyes. As soon as she finishes, we exchange silent sensual smiles and she sits on the edge of the bed next to me, causing me a little confusion.
"Take your panties off and come here" she pats her lap and now I clearly understand what exactly she wants me to do. Obediently getting up from the bed and doing what I was just told, I lower myself down on her lap, placing my legs on either side of her hips.
"I love that you always do whatever I tell you, princess," she says, placing a kiss on the corner of my lips and running her finger along my drenched slit, causing me to let out a relieved moan.
"You're so beautiful, you know that?" She purrs, finding the clasp of my lacy bra behind my back and in a couple of seconds getting me rid of the last piece of clothing that was covering my body.
"Thank you," I whisper, pleadingly staring in her eyes and silently telling her that I can't wait anymore. Fortunately, she fully understands my condition and finally enters me with one finger, forcing me to tilt my head back. Taking the opportunity, she latches her mouth to my nipple, licking and nibbling on it, moving her finger inside me faster, occasionally curling it so she could hit my sweet spot.
"F-fuck, El, I need more," I moan as I start to move my hips back and forth, maintaining my balance by holding on to her shoulders and trying to get myself to the finish line, but realizing that it's not enough to make me cum.
"Are you ready to take my cock?" She asks, suddenly biting my neck, which causes me to let out a louder moan.
"Yes, yes," I'm already entering my desperate state, close to begging even if I don't have to, knowing that she is already willing to give me everything I need.
"Shh, stop for a second, baby," she murmurs, stopping my movements with a firm grip on my waist and pulling her finger out of me. Elizabeth suddenly pulls me to her by my neck, connecting our lips in a sloppy kiss and with one hand guides the strapon to my pussy, running the tip from my opening to my neglected clit, causing me to involuntary move my hips in search of some relief.
Feeling that if I stay like this for even a minute I will most likely be torn to pieces due to unbearable lust burning in my veins, I put my palm over Elizabeth's hand, which is holding the toy and steady it, giving myself the opportunity to start lowering my throbbing pussy on it.
"Look at this desperate girl, doing all the work herself," she smirks, but nevertheless lets me do what I want without interrupting my act of independence.
"I just can't wait anym-oh! Oh, fuck!" With a quick movement of her hands on my waist, Elizabeth forces me to fully take the strap, making me bottom up in one second. The walls of my dripping core are pulsing around the toy while my eyes shut tightly and my nails dig into the skin of her shoulders, leaving crescent moon marks on it.
"Now ride me, beautiful," her raspy voice right above my ear encourages me to start moving and the feeling of fullness mixed with her mouth on my neck makes me moan uncontrollably so it can probably be heard in the whole apartment.
I feel her hips begin to move slightly in unison with mine as well, creating the perfect pace that brings me closer to the long-awaited orgasm in minutes. Her fake cock rubs against the walls of my pussy in all the right places while I restrain myself from screaming her name, digging my nails hard into her shoulders, unable to control anything that once belonged to me.
My thoughts, my moans, my body, it all currently belongs to only one person, and her green shining eyes are the only thing I can see now, accelerating in her lap, feeling my arousal flow down between my thighs, showing Elizabeth how good she can make me feel. Her hands grip my ribs and one of them grabs my chin, placing her thumb on the lower lip of my wide open in pleasure mouth.
"Ungodly perfect," she groans, thrusting harder in me and entering my mouth with her finger, watching my lips instantly close around it and I feel like I'm only a few steps from the edge.
I'm swirling my tongue around her thumb as diligently as my current state allows, and being satisfied with the amount of saliva on it, she removes it from my mouth, placing it on my clit.
"Ellie! Fucking h-AH!" Just a minute of tight fast circles on it mixed with a toy stretching my pussy so fucking good while I'm bouncing on it and her praise over my ear cause my climax to destroy all the sanity that was left in me, ripping through my body in powerful shocks, forcing me to leave red lines on Elizabeth's shoulders with my nails, crying out in pleasure as she continues to roll her hips for a bit more.
Sensing that I can't take it anymore, she completely steadies herself, holding my tired body with one hand around my waist and the other around my neck, pulling it towards herself so that I rest my forehead on her shoulder, still shaking a little and trying to catch my breath.
After a minute or so, I come back to my senses, rising up and letting the cock slide out of me, meeting the gaze of gentle forest eyes, carefully examining every inch of my face.
"You okay?" Her hand finds the fallen strands of my already messy hair, tucking them behind my ear, thereby making me smile gratefully because of the realization of how happy I feel every second spent with her.
"I love you," I say, leaning my forehead on hers and sharing a slightly shy smile with her, pressing a chaste kiss on her lips.
"I love you too, Y/n," she smiles as she gently lays me on my back and kneels next to me to take off the strap-on only to throw it somewhere to the side, lying next to me in a minute, intertwining our legs.
"You know, I never thought you could be so bossy in bed, 'cause you seem like such a softie," I say quietly, placing a small kiss on her shoulders staring at her with full of love eyes.
"I never had enough control in any of my relationships, although I always felt that I needed it. Do you have any problem with that, angel?" She meets my gaze, softly running her point finger on my collarbones and shoulders.
"I absolutely don't," I answer without hesitation, rolling over on top of her and pulling her into another sweet kiss.
A/n: the fact that one day here took 3 chapters...anywaayyy i hope you liked it, as always i appreciate every one of you and see ya in the next part :) if you have any ideas feel free to share them <3
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 28. Everything comes with a price
Elizabeth's POV:
"Do you need me to go with you again?" Y/n's caring voice asks behind me as I finish arranging my creams, shampoos and other products in the bathroom.
"I don't think it's a good idea, because I'll probably be there until the evening and I'm obviously not in for anything good," I answer worriedly, looking into her eyes in the reflection in the large mirror.
"Yeah, I'm honestly kind of not ready for this type of meeting with them either," she wraps her arms around my waist, locking her hands around my stomach and planting a kiss on my shoulder, "so I'll wait for you at home, yup?"
"Yes," I smile at my girlfriend, mentally glad that I finally have a place that I can call home without a doubt.
"By the way, El, can I tell Mads and Liv about us?" She wonders, kissing the base of my neck. I never thought I'd love someone's frequent affection that much, but then Y/n came into my life, making me love that and a few other things with all my heart.
"Of course, you shouldn't ask about this, it's your right and I won't tell you what you should and shouldn't do." I believe she asked this because of what she had in her past relationship, and the realization of this causes a little irritation to appear in me. She clearly deserves everything the best and I'm going to do whatever it takes to make sure she gets it.
"Okay, thank you," she says after a few seconds of thinking, giving me another kiss on the neck and a little bit shy smile. "Does anyone other than Scarlett already know?"
"I told my sisters about us, but very briefly, and they demand all the details as soon as possible." I smile as I remember Ashley and Mary-Kate yelling something into the phone when I told them about the reason for my spontaneous escape.
"Are they like...supportive?"
"Yes, totally, they weren't really surprised for some reason," I shrug, hearing Y/n's little chuckle.
"Maybe 'cause you're not really good at hiding your gayness, hmm?" Her smirk brings a slight blush to my cheeks as her hands slowly sink to my hips, while we still holding an eye contact.
"And what makes you think that?" I ask, covering her hands with mine and waiting for her answer.
"I don't even know, maybe the fact that you constantly stared at my body? Or that your breathing quickened when we were too close? Or your curious, inquisitive gaze on me that always drove me crazy, hmm?" Her sudden burst of confidence and the kisses of her lips spreading down my neck almost make me forget about everything in the world.
"You know, I'm not the only one who was this obvious," I turn to face her, leaning on the sink, "and don't you dare start playing with me when I'm in a hurry," I somehow collect my thoughts, lifting her chin with two fingers, running my thumb over her bottom lip. "Otherwise you'll regret it, understand?" Judging by her now less confident look, my words have an immediate effect on her, leaving me satisfied with how pliable she is with me.
"What if I need you now?" She wraps her arms around my waist again, pulling me to her, biting her lip and staring at me with a pleading look that almost makes me suddenly cancel all my plans, but the thought of my already mad parents brings me back to earth.
"You will have me as soon as I'm back home," I promise her, meeting playfully furrowed brows and press my lips to hers in apology, causing her to soften and smile.
"Drive carefully, honey."
Of course, I called my mother and said that today I would explain everything to them, having listened to her lecturing that ignoring people is rude and inappropriate, so my visit will not be a surprise for them, but my nerves still get the best of me. Sitting in the car next to their mansion after the huge gates were opened to me, I run through all the possible reactions I'm going to get in my head.
Maybe they won't accept me and give up on me as if I'm not their daughter at all? Or maybe they'll take my job away to teach me a lesson? Or will I be lucky enough and they will act understandingly, resigned to the fact that, firstly, I like girls, and secondly, that I'm dating one? I think to myself, clinging my hands to the steering wheel.
After sitting like that for a couple more minutes, I decide that it's enough to delay the moment and, taking a deep breath, I get out of the car, heading for a huge white door.
"Lizzie, darling!" My mother immediately pulls me into a hug, thus catching me by surprise, because I expected that she would start yelling at me right from the doorway.
"Hi mom." There's a hint of surprise in my tone, but she doesn't seem to notice as she pulls away and invites me to come inside.
"You owe us a huge apology and an explanation, you know that?" She asks, watching my awkward steps and confused look.
"That's why I'm here. Where's dad?"
"He's waiting in the living room, let's go. Should I ask Lily to make you coffee or tea?"
"No thanks, maybe next time." It's weird that my mom is acting completely normal, but either way, I'm clearly not in the mood for food or drinks right now, feeling nauseous because of the anxious state.
"You could have at least answered our calls, Elizabeth," my father's stern tone tells me that he clearly won't be as soft as my mother, and I proceed to a large chair near the fireplace to take a seat there.
"I thought it would be more right to tell you everything in person.”
"In that case, we're listening carefully, you can start," he says, crossing his arms over his chest, burning me with a look that makes me shift in my chair.
"I couldn't marry Boyd because I realized that I never had real feelings for him and I actually recently fell in love with another person with whom for the first time in my life I feel genuinely happy," I begin, watching the surprised look of my mother and father's raised in silent question eyebrow.
"I didn't mean to let you and him down, but it just so happened that I realized it too late, literally at the last moment. I understand that you may be ashamed of me, but I did what my heart told me," I say, looking down somewhere on the floor, playing with my rings.
"No, we aren't."
"Yes, we are," my parents speak with one voice, causing confusion to wash over me.
"No, David, we aren't," mom repeats, giving him a stern look, "she's still our daughter and we have to understand her."
"Understand what exactly? That her whims ruined such a grand event, making us blush in front of all the guests, while she disappeared for two whole days without making herself known?" He addresses mom, but then shifts his gaze to me. "Do you have any idea what the rumors are about us now? How are you going to look at everyone's eyes?"
"I don't understand why others care about my personal life at all." I begin to slowly become annoyed that he reacts so sharply to everything, refusing to put himself on my place.
"Because you are the face of our company, Elizabeth, you have a certain reputation and it's your direct responsibility to maintain your image, given the position you hold." My father is clearly making great efforts to keep himself from screaming, thus making me want to do the same.
"So your company is more important to you than your own daughter, right?" I notice how his fist clenches on his knee, and my mother is still silently watching what's happening, choosing not to interfere.
"That's not what I meant. How do you expect me to react when you tell me that you suddenly fell in love with some guy who probably only wants money and linkages from you?"
"That's not a guy!" Even the hint that Y/n might be with me only for material gain has no place in my head, and it makes me say this much sooner than I intended. "And you're completely wrong about that."
"Honey, what do you mean it's not a guy?" My mom decides to jump right into the conversation while my dad silently is staring at me with both raised eyebrows now and all I can do is just roll my eyes at their slowness.
"What do you think I mean, mom?" My sarcastic remark comes out of my mouth faster than I can think about it and parents just share the lost glance between each other before turning their attention back to me.
"Are you in love with a woman?" Mom asks, obviously taken aback by this news, but still trying to pretend that everything is fine while my father silently stares at the carpet.
"I'm dating her. And no, I wasn't cheating on Boyd, he already knows everything too, I talked to him before coming here." I try to give my voice at least fake confidence so as not to feel too weak in front of them.
"And how did you two meet?" It's noticeable that she's only asking this to smooth out the awkward silence, but I decide to play along with her nonetheless.
"We work together and you already know her very well, it's Y/n."
"Y/n?!" Their voices synchronized again and their faces took on an almost shocked look, causing me to shift uncomfortably in my seat before standing up.
"Did you ruin a relationship with such man like Boyd because of this young girly that you saw several times in your life and already fell in love?" My father starts to obviously lose his temper, gradually raising his voice and showing air quotes on the last words.
"You don't know the whole story and it's much more than that." I was never afraid to argue with my father, so now I'm also not going to control myself if he talks to me in this way.
"Wait, both of you, David, calm down and pull yourself together. Lizzie, how did this happen? Boyd is a great man, you always seemed to feel great with him, why did you suddenly decide to switch to girls and even more to start a relationship with this...child? She can't even take a proper care of you," my mom thankfully puts a stop to our almost-started conflict, but her words don't make things any easier.
"She's far from a child, she's an adult who is able to make serious decisions and bear responsibility. Why does everyone think that I need someone who should take care of me at all and doesn't even suggest that I want to be the one who takes care of myself and my loved one?" It seems that I'm already starting the improvised monologue because of the accumulated thoughts and feelings.
"You're a 28-year-old woman and you're really that naive to blindly trust the first...I don't even know what to call her!" The father asks in a raised voice, getting up from the couch and running a hand through his hair.
"Call her by her name and nothing else," I say firmly, taking a step forward.
"Or what, Elizabeth? Have you forgotten who gave you this job and made you who you are now?" He lifts his chin as he usually does before starting a serious altercation.
"You must have forgotten that she's the daughter of your partners, with whom you are obliged to maintain good relations? Oh, and not to mention that I still have some shares that I can always sell to our competitors and go to work for them, I think they'll be glad about it. I'm the one who built myself and you have no right to treat me like that." My burning gaze is fixed on his eyes, into which, at that moment, the realization of defeat finally creeps in.
"I don't know what she did to you, but you're clearly not my daughter anymore."
"Is it a bad thing, daddy?" I ask in sarcastic tone. Even though his words hurt me, I will never admit that this is true, so as not to give him the opportunity to win.
"Calm down, both of you, right now!" Now it's my mom's turn to scream at us to draw our attention to herself.
"Honey, do you remember that my birthday is coming soon? Do you have time to visit your mother to congratulate her?" A sudden change in topic of conversation takes us both by surprise, but it happens every time there are quarrels within our family, so I'm not used to it. She rarely argues with me and never does it with my dad for whatever reason.
"Is Y/n invited?" I wonder, putting a fake smile on my lips because I'm still not over what just happened here.
"Don't you want to spend time with your family?" She answers a question with a question and I understand that she avoids it, knowing full well that there will be other guests and we obviously will not spend time only with each other.
"I'll only come with my girlfriend." Father snorts demonstratively at this word, but I insist on my own, wanting to prove to them that they're absolutely wrong in their opinion about Y/n.
"Okay, since it's so important to you," she sighs in defeat, and the realization that this is only important to me and not to them causes a nasty lump in my throat to get stuck there, preventing me from saying a word.
"Then we'll be there, but now I'd better go," I somehow manage to say and having said goodbye to my parents, I return to my car, allowing a few tears of resentment to escape from my eyes, treacherously wetting my cheeks and the collar of my shirt.
Everything ended much faster than I expected, but given that the distance that I had to drive was quite long, it turned out that I wasn't at home for a little more than two hours, although I had previously told Y/n that I would be there until the evening.
Opening the door with the second key she gave me on the first day, I suddenly smell something delicious. Well, she must have wasted no time and ordered something to eat, because we didn't have time to even have lunch today.
"Ellie? Why are you so early?" She appears from around the corner, dressed in a red silk robe and immediately gives me my favorite smile, which seems to have a healing effect on my spoiled mood.
"Hey, beautiful. Turns out we didn't really have much to talk about," I shrug as I take off my shoes and take a few steps towards Y/n, who comes over to me to give me a warm hug.
"It went badly, didn't it? They don't approve of our relationship?" Her worried look and nervously bitten lip suddenly change my plans to tell her everything as it is, because seeing her disappointed is not something I can let happen.
"No, no, everything's okay, they just need to get to know you better," I smile, rubbing the tip of my nose against hers. "What does it smell so delicious, hmm?"
"Oh, I decided to cook something instead of ordering food, you know, turning myself into a wifey material," she jokes, adorably smiling and pecking my lips.
"Yeah? And since when you suddenly can cook?" I lock my hands behind her back, trapping her body in my arms, studying her a bit relieving look and face attentively.
"Since the most gorgeous woman on this planet chose me to be her girlfriend," she tries to look serious, but still a playful smile escapes her lips, making me duplicate her action and I feel my mood gradually lightening only because she's around me now.
This girl has no idea which of us is truly lucky.
A/n: important! smut in the next chapter or we should focus on the plot more? also i hope el’s povs aren’t boring or smth, i really wanna show her feelings too :)
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 27. Back to the real world
A/n: i’m out of my mini flop era😜 happy reading :)
Elizabeth's POV:
It's only the second morning when I find myself in a huge soft bed with Y/n, but it seems to me that this is the safest and most comfortable place I have ever been in. One of her arms is tightly wrapped around the thigh of my bent leg, and the second is placed on my neck, while she sleeps sweetly on my stomach with her mouth slightly open. I don't have any idea how we ended up in this position, but nevertheless I have no complaints, because it's certainly the view that I'd enjoy for the rest of my life.
Smiling to myself and running my fingers through her messy soft hair in an attempt to wake her up, I get absolutely no reaction, realizing that this girl's sleep probably couldn't be disturbed even by a bomb explosion. I would love us to stay in this weekend forever, but unfortunately it's impossible and I can only reassure myself that we will overcome all difficulties of the upcoming weeks together.
"Baby-y," my raspy voice fills the room as I start stroking her cheek, then her shoulders and the back of her head, tickling her neck with my fingers. She shifts a little on top of me, muttering something unintelligible under her breath and only turns her other cheek to me, changing the position of her head and refusing to open her eyes, squeezing my thigh even harder for a couple of seconds.
"It's time to get u-up," I decide to say something once again only to see her lazily open one eye and then close it, about to go back to sleep, grumbling something like "no".
"Ah, come on, sweetheart." I prop myself up on my elbows and gently tuck my hand into her hair, beginning to scratch her scalp with my nails, finally forcing her to fully open her eyes and take a sleepy look around the room.
"Why-y," she reluctantly releases my thigh from her grip and props her chin with both hands, staring at me with a look as if she is going to be tortured today.
"What?" I smile over her little pout and plaintive eyes, unable to resist the urge to press my lips against her warm forehead.
"Why do we have to get up? Can't we just stay here forever?" Her mouth immediately curves into a smile as soon as my lips touch her skin.
"As much as I would love to spend my life in this bed with you," I plant another kiss between her eyebrows, "we unfortunately don't live in the fairy tale".
"I don't like it," she responds on my little action with a couple of kisses on my neck, "but I know how we can make it better," she says and a playful smirk stretches across her lips as she straightens her back to sit on my waist.
"Trust me, honey," I immediately understand her hint and also sit up straight, moving her into my lap, "if we had time, I'd love to have some fun with you," my small kiss on her jaw interrupts my words, "but today is a busy day and we really have to get up," I say, once again meeting her pouting lips and a slightly dissatisfied huff.
"What exactly are our plans for today?" She wonders, wrapping her arms around my neck as I stroke her lower back through her thin nightie.
"Well, first we go to Boyd's to get my things, come back here and I'll put everything in place, then I definitely need to talk to my parents before they go to the police or something like that, because, believe me, they can. And then I'll tell my sisters everything in detail, if you don't mind." I finish the little explanation, fiddling with her clothes between my fingers, which doesn't go unnoticed by her.
"I don't mind, of course, if you're willing to let someone know about it," she replies, placing both hands on my cheeks, pulling me to her lips to finally give me a proper kiss. "And remember that I will always be with you no matter what, okay?"
"Thank you, Y/n/n, I don't know how I'd get through this without you." In such a short time, she has become more important to me than everything that surrounds me, making herself the center of my life and my main treasure.
"You don't even need to imagine it, I promise we'll work everything out together." This is exactly what I needed to hear and I'm not surprised anymore, realizing that, as usual, she knows exactly what to say or do.
Having shared one last sweet kiss, we get out of bed and head to the bathroom to make ourselves presentable, while discussing some small domestic things.
"Doesn't it feel for you like we've been dating for much longer than two days? I mean, it only took us this short period of time to confess our feelings to each other, have sex, move in together, and tell my parents everything," Y/n suddenly asks as we leisurely eat our leftover sushi from yesterday.
"Don't you think it's all happening too fast?" She adds and stops eating, studying me with a questioning look.
"You know, baby, I feel like we've spent too much time denying our feelings and making mistakes. We have wasted two months or so, and to be honest, I don't see anything wrong with the fact that now our relationship is developing quite swiftly." In fact, her question took me by surprise, because I didn't even think about it and took everything for granted, enjoying what we have, but now I'm starting to worry about the fact that she doesn't approve of this.
"Oh, phew, great, 'cause I suddenly got a thought about you being uncomfortable with that or something. Then I'm really glad that we think the same way." Her face visibly took on a look of relief and she covered my hand with hers, squeezing it tightly and giving me a sincere happy smile that instantly lit a spark of joy in my heart.
"Sometimes it felt that we were dating already, when we spent time together," my confession, unexpected even for myself, left my lips before I even had a chance to think about it, and I just wanted to apologize for the nonsense I said, but she didn't allow me to do so.
"Wait, for you too?" She asks, raising her eyebrows in delighted surprise, getting up from the table and walking towards me.
"Mhm, totally, like when we just shared moments of silence, when you got sick and that time I stayed here over night too," I turn my body to her and let her stand between my legs, wrapping my arms around her waist while she put her hands on my shoulders.
"Turns out I wasn't crazy for thinking so," Y/n says, running her fingers through my hair, causing me to close my eyes in pure delight and lean my forehead against her stomach, immersed in her warmth.
"Turns out we were crazy for not admitting it for so long," I giggle and pull her even closer, thinking to myself that she has no idea how perfect she is in my eyes, but I will make sure to prove it to her every single day we spend together.
"It'll be all right, I'll be waiting for you here," Y/n's soothing voice makes me relax a bit as we pull up to Boyd's house. I haven't bothered to think about exactly what I'm going to say and how I'm going to explain everything, but I guess I'll have to improvise.
"Thank you," I answer quietly because of my suddenly dry throat, lean in to quickly peck her lips and leave her car, heading for the door of the house, which I most likely see for the last time. I'm totally unprepared for this conversation, but today I need to clear everything up to be able to move on and build my future with Y/n without any problems, so I press the doorbell a couple of times.
"Elizabeth?" The man whom I was going to marry only a few days ago, but who couldn't become my soulmate even for this time that we've been together, appears before my eyes.
"Hi, Boyd." My ex-fiancé's surprised look, his shabby state and slightly parted mouth are all I meet before I take a couple of steps towards him and step inside, nervously fiddling with my purse in my hands.
"What are you doing here? You didn't pick up your phone for two days and now you just suddenly show up here? What's going on, Lizzie, what the hell happened?" I can't bring myself to look him in the eyes, so I'm just silently looking around the familiar walls of the house as he closes the door and then stands a few steps across from me.
"I'm sorry, Bo, I'm here to get the rest of my things." I don't know where to start explaining, so I immediately voice the reason for my visit, feeling like the last piece of shit seeing his lost and hurt look.
"No, wait, I understand that maybe you weren't ready for the wedding and were just...scared, right? But that doesn't mean we have to break up, we can just wait until you want it." It hurts me to see how desperately he tries to save our relationship, knowing for sure that this is already the end.
"You don't understand," I begin to feel a lump build up in my throat, making it harder to speak than usual, "I ran away not because I was scared, but because I couldn't continue deceiving both of us any longer. You deserve a much better woman than me." An immense sense of guilt once again plunges a hundred daggers into my heart as I watch the spark of hope fading in his eyes.
"What do you mean by deceiving?" His fingers touch the bridge of his nose and I know it's a gesture he makes every time when he's very nervous.
"I thought that everything we had was exactly how it was supposed to be until I fell in love with someone for real and realized that all this time I was deceiving myself only in order not to disappoint others," my voice trembled treacherously, not allowing me to continue. "I tried so hard to get rid of these feelings, but they only seemed to get stronger every single day." It's the absolute truth, because my conscience tormented me every time the thought of Y/n came into my head.
"Were you cheating on me?" Boyd's penetrating gaze, filled with disappointment and pain, leaves me no choice but to turn away from him for a few seconds so as not to provoke my own breakdown.
"No, I wasn't. And I understand that I should have told you about everything much earlier, but my cowardice didn't allow me to do this until the last moment. We would never be happy in marriage, at least I would definitely not be able to love you the same way I love this person. You are a wonderful perfect man, I'm sure you would be an amazing husband, but as it turns out, I never needed a perfect life."
"Who is he, Elizabeth?" The taller man takes a couple of steps towards me, and for the first time I feel uneasy around him, seeing the clenched jaw and the eyes running across my face.
"It's a she," I find the courage to say this to him, and his previously slightly aggressive eyes take on a puzzled look again.
"What?!" He nearly exclaims, causing me to stagger back, slightly increasing the distance between us.
"Are you saying you're...a lesbian or something?" He sounds like we're living in the 19th century and he's never heard of it before. "Wait, Liz, but how is that possible?" His question makes me raise my right eyebrow not understanding the reason for his reaction.
"I'd rather not label myself until I figure it out, but yes, I'm in love with a girl and there's nothing to be surprised by." The newfound confidence and a sudden sense of pride that I'm no longer afraid to admit it out loud help my posture straighten and my look regain its firmness.
"Wait, Lizzie, are you certain you're not just looking for something new? I mean, relationship between women are quite different from normal ones and...I'm not sure a woman can give you the things a man can," he says, furrowing his brows, as if he's about to list me the pros and cons of relationship with men and women. Of course, I knew that his family was quite traditional, but this is no excuse for the nonsense that he's now talking about.
"Stop, Boyd, listen, you shouldn't convince me of something, I'm an adult and I can figure out my feelings on my own. All I ask is to forgive me and let me go if you ever really loved me." I can't help but agree that this sounds like manipulation, but the desire to pack my stuff as soon as possible and return to my girlfriend is pushing me to this little meanness.
"I still love you, Liz. Can you at least tell me who you traded me for?" He shakes his head with his hands at his hips, sounding like he's refusing to take the whole situation seriously and to be honest, it's starting to annoy me a bit.
"Y/n. I'm together with Y/n now." I'm not sure if I should trust him after all the mess I've brought into his life, but again, guilt leaves me no choice and I tell him the truth to somehow make amends for my mistakes.
"Y/n?! But she can't give you anything, she's a spoiled child who lives on her parents' money, what were you thinking?" He brings his hands to his temples, suddenly raising his voice to me, obviously not expecting this answer.
"Don't ever talk about her like that again," I speak in a calm voice despite the irritation and anger boiling inside, but my sober mind doesn't allow me to answer him as I would like to, so as not to lead everything to even bigger conflict. "Like it or not, you have to respect my choice. I'm going to pack my things now and I'm so sorry for everything once again." I say the second part of the sentence with obvious regret, turning around and heading for the second floor to finally do what I came here for.
"Do you know what you're right about for sure, Lizzie? I definitely deserve someone better," he says irritably, hiding his slightly watery eyes before walking past me with one last look and slamming the door of the room a few feet away from us.
Y/n's POV:
My leg is twitching on its own as I sit in the car for more than 30 minutes already, anxiously waiting for Elizabeth to return. I know absolutely nothing about Boyd, having no idea how he will act and what his reaction will be to the sudden appearance of El there, so all I can do is wait and hope that he doesn't hurt her in any way.
I literally listen to every sound, already starting to imagine the worst-case scenarios of the outcome of events, including the presence of the police and the ambulance here, gradually plunging myself into a state of panic, but suddenly the voice of my girlfriend saves me from this horror.
"Baby, help me with the suitcase please, it's too heavy," I heard her scream and immediately ran out of the car only to see three huge suitcases and Elizabeth standing next to them.
"Did you decide to take the whole house with you, including the furniture?" I ask, startled, grinning and staring at the breathless woman.
"Don't be a smartie, take this one and carry it in the trunk," she says, hitting my shoulder lightly with the back of her hand.
"Yes, ma'am," I say playfully, but nevertheless obey, and after a couple of minutes we're back in the car, I'm in the driver's seat and she's in the passenger one again, thinking about something of her own.
"Are you okay, Ellie?" I wonder, gently placing my hand on her shoulder.
"I don't know. I mean...I think I am, but we left things not on the best terms and now I'm a bit anxious about our nearest future, if we don't count the talk with my parents today," she answers, leaning her cheek on my hand, staring at me with worried eyes.
"Look," I take her hand in mine and bring it to my lips to plant a couple of small kisses on her knuckles without breaking eye contact, "I can't imagine how hard this all feels for you, but I can assure you that I'll never leave your side and will do everything to make you feel good." A small warm smile forms on her lips and her eyes fill with such tenderness that almost makes me throw myself into her arms and never let her go.
"I love you, Y/n," she whispers as if she wants to keep this confession heard only within a few inches, making the moment as special as it can be, pulling me into a sensual warm kiss.
A/n 2: sometimes it seems to me that i'm gonna write a 30 hour story, cause it's moving too slow, but hey i love it so much and also thank y'all for interactions, i appreciate every one of you <3
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poisonmaximoff · 2 years
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 26. Welcome to the family
Y/n's POV:
"So you just realized your feelings for Y/n too late and therefore at the last moment decided to call off the wedding by running away to her?" My mother's squinted eyes are fixed on Elizabeth as she sits across from her, fiddling nervously with her T-shirt.
"It's a bit more complicated than that, but that's basically it, yes," she replies, flicking her eyes between me and my dad, holding them on my mom just a little, obviously afraid of meeting her stern gaze.
"What are your intentions for my daughter? Is it going to be a long-term thing or have you just decided to spice up your life with something new?" Mom's overprotective mode as I expected causes her to ask El pretty harsh questions, putting all of us in an awkward position.
"Mila, darling, remember that you're talking to our daughter's chosen one," my father says in a calm tone, placing his hands on his wife's shoulders in an attempt to soften her.
"Mom, please, don't talk about my girlfriend like that." I turn to her with a slightly furrowed brows, showing that I don't like what she just said at all, because I myself completely trust El.
"No, it's okay...Wait, your girlfriend?" Elizabeth says, raising her eyebrows in surprise, staring at me inquiringly, and for a few seconds I just look at her silently, not quite understanding what's wrong.
"You're not my girlfriend?" I ask disappointed, sitting down on a chair without taking my gaze off El, in whose eyes only slight confusion is read.
"I mean, we haven't talked about it yet and..."
"But we slept together and said words of love to each other, isn't that enough?" I noticeably begin to become anxious, raising my voice a little because of the thoughts that instantly filled my head that I actually don't mean as much to her as I thought, completely forgetting that we are not alone here.
"You slept together?!" My parents exclaimed at the same time, causing me and Elizabeth to turn our heads in their direction, confronted by their shocked expressions. I swear, almost every conversation with them reminds me of a goofy scene from a sitcom series, but there is no off-screen laughter from the audience.
"No!" We answer in one voice, realizing that it's definitely not something that needed to be said right now, as if we're underaged teenagers that were caught doing forbidden things.
"You just said you did, oh my gosh, baby, was it your first time then?" My mother almost immediately becomes much softer and kinder, getting up from the table, walking towards me and hugging me from the back. "I'm very happy for you, did you like it?" Words can't express how embarrassed I am right now, and this is noticeable in my strongly reddening cheeks and nervous chuckle. Why does she have to be like that?
"Mom!" My palm lands on my forehead with a slap and I hide my face in both hands with a low grunt, afraid to even imagine how ridiculous it looks from the side. "I'm 22, of course it wasn't my first time, can we please drop this topic?" Hopefully, she will just ignore it and we'll change the subject.
"No? Why didn't you tell me about anything then?" Her genuinely surprised tone plunges me into an even more embarrassing state, giving rise to my desire to simply fall through the ground and never return to this world again.
"Because you're my mom and I don't wanna talk to you about who I slept with," my muffled whining seems to make her cool down a little, returning to the original topic of conversation.
"Weird. So, Elizabeth." Her name makes my head rise and see the concerned looks of my apparently "not-girlfriend" and my father awkwardly looking anywhere but at us.
"So you're not interested in a serious relationship with my daughter?" I just roll my eyes at this question, mentally cursing myself for picking up the phone this morning, because now I have to feel like a child in elementary school at those moments when my mother made scandals with my teachers over trifles.
"Mila, they're adults and I believe we should give them some time alone to figure everything out," my dad says staring at mom and nods to the side, clearly letting her know that now is the time to go somewhere and I thank heaven that at least one normal person was found here.
"Yes, please, it's not at all what you might think," El requests and pleadingly stares first at me, and then at my mom who thankfully decides to listen to him and give us space at least for now.
"Baby, let's go talk on the terrace, shall we?" She holds out her hand to me, getting up from her chair and heading towards the large glass door, asking me to follow her, but I refuse to take her hand yet.
"Don't "baby" me," I mutter resentfully, but nevertheless follow her and in a minute we find ourselves on a spacious and cozy sunny terrace, which offers us a beautiful panoramic view of the morning Los Angeles. This is my favorite place in the whole apartment, where I have spent countless hours of reflection, moments of inspiration and just relaxing, forgetting about all the problems.
"Don't be mad at me, Y/n." She comes up to me, wrapping one arm around my waist, pulling me to her, and with the other tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear, almost making me forget why we are here, but after a couple of seconds I descend from heaven to earth and move away from her, holding distance.
"How can I not be mad? Yesterday you fuck me, then you say that you're in love with me, but today you don't want to consider me your girlfriend?" My inner nervousness is transferred to my body, causing my heart to beat faster and my eyes to fill with tears due to a gnawing sense of disappointment and hurt.
"I never said that," Elizabeth says in a calm and measured tone, making me frown, "it just came as a bit of a surprise to me because we didn't have a full conversation about it. I want more than anything to have you as my girlfriend, and I actually wanted to talk to you about it a little later."
"You do?" I ask in a half-whisper, involuntarily shortening the distance between us again. Just one phrase of hers again made me want to feel her as close to me as possible, reminding me of how much power she has over me, that everything she says affects my state in one way or another.
"Of course I do, you're the most important thing I have right now and my priority number one, I'm sorry for making you feel like it's not true." Her words, radiant smile and soft hand on my cheek instantly make me want to melt in her arms, leaving me speechless.
"Promise you're not doing it 'cause you feel pressured by my parents presence here?" I wrap my arms around her neck and pull her towards me, hoping for a truthful answer, as she again puts one hand on my waist and the other one on my back, stroking the back of my neck with her palm, hugging my body tightly.
"Promise, I really want it so much. It's a little different than I imagined, but Y/n, will you be my girlfriend?" She gently rubs the tip of her nose against mine, already knowing the answer in advance and smiling at me, forcing me to copy her cute action.
"Of course, Ellie, and you won't ever get rid of me again, you know that?" I stand on my toes to place a small peck on her forehead and then cover her lips with mine in a kiss full of happiness and love only to feel her hands squeezing me even tightly, while she instantly kisses me back.
"I know," she says pulling away from me a bit before pecking my lips again, adorably giggling at my goofy smile, "and I won't ever have a problem with it."
After a few minutes spent in the usual comfortable silence in each other's arms, staring at the clear summer sky and large glass buildings sparkling in the sun, we return back to my parents in the apartment.
"Did you figure everything out?" My mother's impatient voice asks as soon as we go inside and sit on the soft large sofa in the living room.
"Yes," pleased Elizabeth replies, throwing her arm around my shoulder, "we're officially together, so you don't have to worry, your daughter is in good hands," she says with a quick wink at me, bringing another smile to my face.
"I surely hope so." Mom sits down on a chair, crossing her legs and my father stands behind her, reminding me of some scene from a movie about the Mexican mafia. She lacks only a thick cigar between two fingers and a cowboy hat on her head, and this thought involuntarily makes me let out a small chuckle while everyone is sitting in absolute silence, thereby causing them to exchange glances among themselves.
Noticing their uncomprehending looks, I start to laugh even harder, at first trying to hide my face in El's neck, but then just leaning on the sofa with my head thrown back and laughing out loud, clutching my stomach.
"You have to deal with it now," unimpressed by my sudden outburst of emotion dad says to Elizabeth and she just starts to giggle as she stares at my uncontrollably shaking body, while I'm crying with laughter already.
"Okay, sorry, I'm sorry," I'm trying to catch my breath, wiping my eyes and straightening my back, sitting in the normal position again and putting El's arm back on my shoulder.
"I've never heard you laughing so hard," she smiles at me, revealing her perfect teeth.
"I only laugh like that at my own jokes." I wink at her, earning myself a slight nudge in the side and a playful eye roll at me.
"We're still here," my mom turns our attention back to them, causing us to pull away from each other and I fix my gaze on my parents despite the overwhelming urge to press my lips to the now definitely my girlfriend's lips.
"Yes, of course you're still here." I imitate her, but in the matter of seconds I immediately meet a stern look and decide to shut up before it's too late.
"Elizabeth, can you take care of yourself and Y/n if anything happens? I mean both financially and, of course, mentally." Mom wastes no time moving on to serious matters without giving El a chance to rest.
"I don't need to be taken care of, I-" I start but two voices immediately cut off my sentence.
"Y/n, stay out." Two women address me at the same time, causing me to give them an astonished look and raise my eyebrows in surprise. Yes, they will definitely make friends soon and will spend time discussing me and my behavior, what an amazing perspective.
"Welcome to the club, Y/n/n," my dad says in the whisper, shrugging and small smile appears on my lips.
"I can provide a good and comfortable life for both of us, you can be sure of that," Elizabeth's confident tone immediately locks my attention on her, causing me to subconsciously bite my lip, because I always had a soft spot for her serious and protective side.
"That's what I wanted to hear. I have long believed that our daughter needs someone mature and responsible, so I'm very glad that you turned out to be that person, Lizzie, I trust you with Y/n's feelings. Now I can sleep peacefully at night." She gets up at the same time as El, giving her a big hug while dad and I share awkward looks, staying aside.
"I still can take care of myself without someone's help, you know," I grumble with displeasure and my mother smiles at me like at the five-year-old kid, pinching my cheek, causing me to roll my eyes once again.
"Honey, stop treating her like a child already, you saw yourself that she's pretty responsible," my dad says, winking at me and I give him an appreciative smile, being actually grateful for him thinking about me this way.
"That's true, your daughter sometimes is more mature than me," Elizabeth gives me a bright smile first and then a brilliant look to my mother, who snaps her eyes between us and smiles too. Now we are in that warm family atmosphere that brings great joy to my heart because of the realization of what wonderful people surround me.
After chatting more for about half an hour, my parents finally decided to leave the two of us and let us enjoy the last day before a rather difficult week, not only in terms of work, but also issues related to our relationship.
"You're going to talk to Boyd tomorrow, right?" I ask, resting my head on her shoulder as we sit relaxed on the couch hugging each other, looking up at her thoughtful face.
"Mhm." She seems not to have heard what I asked, answering me automatically, and I lightly pinch her on the side, causing her chin to drop and her eyes to stare at me inquiringly. "I'm sorry, what did you say?"
"Will you talk to Boyd tomorrow?" I repeat my question and she fidgets in place, casually taking the back of my thigh that was further away from her and pulling it on top of her legs, so now I'm laying half-turned towards her.
"I will, yes. And I have to grab the rest of my things too." Elizabeth responds calmly, slowly passing her fingers through my hair, occasionally running her nails over my scalp, causing my skin to tingle.
"I'll go with you and wait outside." My determined voice grabs her attention as I pull myself closer to her body.
"And why would you do that?" Her question is accompanied by leaning her head on the top of mine, giving the impression that she constantly wants to be as close to me as possible.
"Because I want to help you and make sure that you will be okay after talking to him." I don't know what to expect from this man or her condition after that, so the option with me just staying at home and waiting for her to return doesn't even cross my mind.
"Okay, baby, if that's what you wanna do." She sensually places a warm kiss on my forehead and I respond to her action with pressing my lips to hers, tangling my hand in her soft hair and pulling her head closer to me by her neck.
Her hand begins to slowly stroke the back of my thigh, moving smoothly to my ass, squeezing it through my sweatpants as our lips move in unison, gradually deepening and heating the kiss.
"Do you want it now?" She pulls away for a couple of seconds, asking for my consent and I nod my head, returning my mouth to where it belongs, climbing fully into her lap.
"I need words, baby," she gently pushes me away from her, holding my waist and peering into my face.
"I want it now." That's all I say before pulling her into a hot, wet kiss, involuntarily starting to move my hips in search of friction, already feeling the knot in my lower abdomen begin to grow, overshadowing my sanity.
My kisses impatiently go down to her neck, showering it with wet marks and small bites, causing her to moan inaudibly and squeeze my ass even harder before lowering my pants down to mid-thighs, exposing my flesh in only a thin thong.
"You don't even know how sexy you look when you turn on your serious mode," I pant between kisses remembering her recent strong tone and confident words, grabbing at the hem of her oversized T-shirt in an attempt to take it off.
"I always knew how exactly it affects you," she responds and lightly hits my hands, handling her piece of clothing on her own, throwing it somewhere on the floor and setting free her milky breasts, almost causing me to salivate profusely.
Without wasting a second, my hands find themselves attached to them, squeezing the soft flesh and trapping her perky nipples between my fingers, causing her to let out muffled moans, head thrown back against the back of the couch.
"Lay down on your back," she somehow manages to say between her breathless panting, getting me rid of my tank top, fixing her gaze on my heaving chest and already hardened nipples.
Elizabeth doesn't have to ask me twice, so I do as she tells me, resting my head comfortably on the soft cushion by the arm of the couch and hurriedly trying to get my sweatpants off completely.
"So eager to be pleased, are we?" She suddenly changes her rush into measured seductive movements, lowering herself down to my chest without breaking eye contact and giving my right bud a hard lick with a flat tongue, making me to let out a pathetically needy whimper.
"I want- oh," she interrupts my attempt to say something with a light bite of my nipple, ensuring that I already arch my back towards her mouth, wanting more. "I want to feel you against me," I manage to finish and immediately meet the lustful dark gaze of my girlfriend, who immediately understands exactly what I mean.
Quickly removing her pants and throwing them aside, Elizabeth returns to my neck to leave a couple of last love bites, then pulls off my panties, which have already formed a small wet spot and does the same with her underwear, without looking, tossing it in aside.
"Spread your legs wider," her commanding tone influences my body so that it itself fulfills all her whims without the knowledge of my mind, which so badly wants to resist and show her that I'm not completely at her mercy.
"You're leaking already, sweetheart, and we didn't even start yet," she purrs as she looms over me and with a ghostly touch almost presses her lips against mine in a teasing manner, making me whine and wiggle my hips.
"Look at yourself," I return the vulgar observation, noticing her glistening inner thighs, shamelessly fixing my eyes between her legs.
"It's inappropriate to stare, you know." Three fingers on my chin force me to look into her brazenly studying my body and face eyes before she locks our lips in the sloppy kiss, moving her hand to my soaking center, spreading the wetness over the length of my pussy and making me let out the loudest for now moan.
After playing with my entrance a little more, she, unable to withstand her own sexual frustration, connects her own pussy with mine, starting to move in measured movements, perfectly hitting her clit against mine and mixing our wetnesses together.
"Fuck, o-oh, you feel so good," she moans right into my ear while I can't formulate a single sentence, completely absorbed in pleasure and the feeling of her sensitive flesh over mine as she speeds up, clutching the back of the couch with one hand.
"El, sh- shit, oh!" My nails dig into the tender skin of her ass, encouraging her to move even faster, bringing us both to climax and I suddenly land a harsh loud slap on her cheek, awakening some feral feelings in me, but Elizabeth only seems to like it judging by the loud moan that filled the entire living room after that.
"Seems like I'm, fuck, not the only one who likes it, huh?" I muster all my will to say it without stuttering or breaking into moans only to meet El's impudent smile.
"Shut the fuck up," she says, suddenly thrusting on me with the force that makes me want to question my boldness.
"I'm so close, I wanna cum, please!" I feel an orgasm creeping up on me, shattering what little confidence I had and I notice my hips moving erratically on their own, shaking against Elizabeth, who is holding me tightly against the sofa. Her movements are also already becoming rather sloppy and frantic, signaling that she is getting close to the edge too.
"Hold it for a bit longer and cum with me, angel." She lets out a string of high-pitched moans and, spreading my legs even wider with her free hand, straightens her posture, throwing her head back and twisting her face in pure content, continuing to thrust her throbbing pussy into mine.
"I can't, I can't hold it anymore!" I whimper and my eyes close tightly at the overwhelming feeling that is rising up and threatening to tear me apart as I struggle to contain myself at least for one more minute.
"Oh, that's it baby, cum with me." As soon as I hear her permission, my body immediately shudders in powerful explosion, ripping through me while Elizabeth's hips jerk several times and her face scrunches in ethereal moment of pleasure, as we moan into each other's mouths because of the shockwaves gripping our bodies.
I can feel her juices flowing from her pussy onto mine, mixing with my own as she collapses on the top of me, gripping the sofa tightly and biting hard on my neck, causing me to whimper.
"Fucking hell," she says breathlessly, letting her limp body to fall, burying her face with flushed cheeks in the crook of my neck, while I'm trying to come down from my height and get my breath back, hugging her back.
"Indeed," my slightly hoarse voice sounds right over her ear, causing a slight smirk on her lips as she kisses my breasts several times. "You're so perfect to me, El," I add and kiss her sweaty forehead, running my fingers through her silky hair while she closes her eyes in pure delight.
A/n: random smut just cause i can😜😜 also let me know what you think of course :) and i'm sorry for mistakes, sometimes i struggle with english
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it’s truly amazing and scary at the same time how desperate and stubborn we are sometimes to be with someone, who isn’t our fate, trying convince ourselves in the opposite thing. i think true, right and healthy love can be found anytime and it’s never late for it, if your heart is open and ready for this :)
BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 25. You and I
Y/n's POV:
"Do you believe in the theory of three loves?" I ask, leaning back against Elizabeth's chest as we lie relaxed in the tub after an amazing evening spent together in our bed.
"Nope, what's that?" She asks and presses her soft lips against my neck, gently planting a few light kisses there, making me tilt my head a little so she has more access.
"Like the person can fall in love only three times in their life. It actually perfectly fits me," I begin to explain as her right hand finds it's place on my bent knee, stroking it, and her left one comes down to my waist, pulling me even closer to her.
"First one is the love that just looks right. That's what we all imagine it to be, easy and perfect, like in fairytales, it appeals to what we should be doing for society's sake. In my case it's my first boyfriend, that I had in high school," I continue talking while she lifts her lips from my neck, transferring small kisses to my cheek and temple.
"The second love is the hard one, that teaches us lessons about who we actually are and what we need. It hurts, brings pain, lies or even abuse sometimes, making us suffer because of our own choices. It can be unhealthy, unbalanced and toxic, exactly what I had with Taylor, love that we wished was right." At these words, Elizabeth stops her actions, but after a few seconds, she takes my chin with three fingers and makes me turn my head towards her so that she can kiss my lips.
"Are you even listening to me?" I ask, reluctantly pulling away from her and meeting an amused sparkling gaze.
"Mhm." That's all she says before one more time covering my lips with hers, placing her hand on my jaw, but I again break the kiss, staring at her with the pout on my face.
"I'm listening, I promise, just can't get enough of you," she speaks under her breath, flicking her gaze between my features, but I narrow my eyes in disbelief, suspecting that she didn't really hear a word.
"What was the last thing I said?" I ask and she only rolls her eyes playfully, pecking my lips couple of times. "Answer me-e-e," I whine, but then do the same thing as she just did, not being able to resist her charm.
"You said about your second love, I'm really listening," she answers, surprising me with giving an actual attention to whatever I was talking about. "What about the third one, hmm?"
"It's the love that lasts. We never see it coming, it just suddenly hits us and at first looks extremely wrong, but then we understand that it's the only one that can be right, because it feels like that. We can't explain it, we just surrender to it without thinking, fully accepting the other person for who they are. And I truly think, that you're this very person for me." I finish my short explanation and watch her looking thoughtfully somewhere through me before gently resting her head on my bare shoulder.
"I really hope so, Y/n/n. To be honest, I think I fell for you the moment I saw you the first time. But then Taylor and...well..." she states hugging my body tightly, inhaling the sweet scent of my shampoo, visibly becoming a little bit nervous.
"You know, Ellie," I place my hands on the top of hers, trying to prevent her from being stressed because of it, "I think we both had to get through this experience, even if it wasn't good. I'm not the person that you saw then, so maybe it was better for us to discover each other exactly now to stop us from making irreversible mistakes then. You know what I mean?" I ask and turn my head so I could see her still thoughtful face expression.
"I hate it when you act more mature than me," she smiles defeatedly and leans in to press her lips to mine once again only to see me eagerly respond to her sweet action.
"See, I wasn't like that back then. So everything's happening as it should be," I reassure her one more time and soon we're back in a big comfortable bed, falling asleep in each other's arms after an eventful and surprisingly the best day of my life, which was originally expected to be the worst.
"Y/n, baby, wake up." El's morning voice fills my ears as she tries to wake me up with small gentle pushes, but my brain refuses to take in everything that's going on, aware only of her presence next to me.
"Sunshine, come on," she softly shakes my shoulder until I'm only starting to come to my senses and understand that yesterday was not a dream, but my new reality, in which I woke up today. Opening my eyes with difficulty, I immediately squint them because of the morning light and after half-consciously rubbing them, my gaze meets two emeralds attentively studying my face, causing a dreamy smile appear on my lips.
"Finally you woke you up, does it always take you so long?" She asks, brushing a few strands of hair out of my face while I continue to stare at my lover's beautiful face.
"No, this night just was the most peaceful one I've had in a while, I slept so goo-o-od." I'm stretching my arms and the smile doesn't slip from my face, thereby making the woman next to me smile too, bend down and lovingly peck my lips. "Why did you wake me up so early?" I ask, grabbing her hand that was caressing my cheek and placing a couple of small kisses on it.
"First of all it's 10 a.m. already, and your phone was ringing, you didn't hear it at all?" She arches an eyebrow as she straightens her back and sits next to me, running two fingers along my belly and chest.
"Nope, did you look who it was?" First I prop myself up on my elbows and then crawl to take a place on her thighs, wrapping my arms around her neck and leaning my forehead on hers, indicating that I want to spend this day only in closeness with her, not thinking about anything else.
"No, why would I look through your phone, hmm?" As soon as she reaches her lips to mine, it rings once again, causing both of us to exhale in disappointment.
"Yes, mom?" I answer and immediately hear my mother's serious tone and someone speaking in the background.
"Y/n, why haven't you called me yet? You promised to let me know as soon as you get to New York and settle down in a new apartment, we agreed to that!" A hint of worry is heard in her voice and I mentally give myself a slap in the face for completely forgetting to call her, looking frightened at Elizabeth, who is carefully studying me with her eyes.
"Mom, I don't know how to tell you that, but I changed my mind and actually am home now, sorry for not telling you this yesterday." I speak in as guilty a tone as possible so that she takes pity on me and doesn't become mad. After spending about 20 seconds in complete silence, I decide that I was having some communication problems before her voice fills my ears again.
"Y/n Y/sn Y/ln, what on earth is going on? I'm going to visit you right now and have a serious conversation with you," she says in a stern tone and I hear my father tell her to calm down, but she still insists on her decision, telling him that he spoiled me and I understand that now I'm in trouble.
"Mom..." I start, but she doesn't let me speak and tells me that she'll be here in half an hour before hanging up, making my eyes widen and my heart beat much faster than usual, notably frightening me with her seriousness, which I haven't seen already for years.
"What happened?" Elizabeth moves towards me, placing her hand on my knee and smiling slightly over my scared expression before I slowly turn my head towards her, biting my lower lip nervously.
"My mom will be here soon and she seems mad, this won't end well, what will we tell her? Will you have to hide in some room again? How do I explain everything to her?" The stream of all the questions that are spinning in my mind starts to leave my mouth as my head gradually turns off, plunging me into a stressful state.
"Baby, shh, look at me." El takes my cheeks in both hands, squeezing them lightly and making me freeze in place, staring straight into her eyes. "You don't want your mom to see me here?" She asks slightly disappointed, watching my reaction carefully.
"What? No, it's not that, of course, I mean... Do you want her to know everything? My dad already seems to know about us, but I'm sure he didn't tell her anything."
"Oh, so that's why he told me what airport you were at, I was honestly really surprised", she lets out a small relieved breath, smiling at me and continues: "I wonder how does he know everything then?" She smirks, biting her lip as she moves even closer to me, practically sitting on my lap.
"He figured it out himself, and that was as much of a surprise to me as it is to you. So you're okay with them knowing about our relationship or I misunderstood?" I decide to clarify, as apparently experience from the past doesn't allow me to fully accept the fact that I can ever have a normal, healthy and open relationship, so I still feel weird about this. Everything happens so fast that I even feel a little overwhelmed, but when Elizabeth is with me, I'm not afraid to let any changes into my life.
"I'm okay with it, I mean eventually everyone will know about it, since I'm not going to spend my whole life in closet. But I need some time to figure everything out, if you don't mind waiting a bit..." She purses her bottom lip and looks down at the crumpled sheets as she begins to play with the hem of her oversized T-shirt.
"I'm so proud of you." I say before I have a chance to think about it, but the words seem to speak themselves without my knowledge, causing El to look up at me in surprise.
"It was random, I know, but I'm really proud of you for deciding to change your life so drastically without knowing what awaits you. Until recently, I didn't believe that there would ever be a person who was ready for such an act for me, and I cannot be more grateful for the fact that you appeared in my life. Only two month made me love you more than I could ever imagine." I end my heartfelt mini-confession, staring at her for an answer and watching her eyes slightly fill with tears, almost causing my hand to reach for her face.
"And yes, take as long as you need, I'll wait until you're completely ready," I add and she hugs me tightly, burying her nose in my neck, taking me by surprise.
"You have no idea how amazing you are, do you?" She gives me a happy smile and I feel like this is what I would like to see before my eyes for the rest of my life.
"For doing a bare minimum? Miss Olsen, your bar is on the floor." My defensive reaction at the unexpected compliment sends me into the land of stupid jokes, but El immediately understands this as if she knows me like her own ten fingers.
"It still means a world to me," she ignores the tease, pecking the tip of my nose before offering me to have some breakfast.
"Oh god, it's her," I say, stopping eating my fruit salad as soon as I hear the doorbell ring, which for some reason sends chills down my spine.
"Everything will be fine, I'm sure she will understand and accept everything." El tries to calm me down, reminding that she is always there for me and as usual she succeeds. I nod to her and, planting a small kiss on the back of her hand that was holding mine for the last 10 minutes, I hasten to open the door.
"Hi mom, hi dad?" My tone suddenly changes to a questioning one as I stare in surprise at my father behind my disgruntled mother's back.
"I tried to stop her," he shrugs, which earns my mom a sharp look, first at him and then at me.
"Can anyone explain to me what's going on here?" She asks, crossing the threshold of my apartment. "First Derek yells something about your airport to the running in the middle of the wedding ceremony Elizabeth, then you suddenly decide to cancel the trip, you two are definitely fooling me," she immediately starts the conversation, but after a few seconds, she seems to freeze in place, stopping her eyes on my girlfriend sitting at the kitchen table.
"Hi, Mrs. Y/ln." El smiles awkwardly and waves at her, eyes flickering between the three of us as my mom stares at her, puzzled, and my dad and I shift from foot to foot, not sure where to start.
"For how long?" That's all she asks, and we understand that she, being a smart and educated woman, immediately guessed everything a second later after seeing Elizabeth here.
"For...a day?" I answer her, deciding to omit the fact that our first kiss was a month ago so she wouldn't have a heart attack. She shifts her gaze from my girlfriend to me, narrowing her eyes suspiciously as if she doesn't believe what I just said.
"Mom, you got it all wrong, we weren't in a relationship while El was with Boyd, I promise." I'm trying to fix how wrong the situation looks on her part, and she slowly walks over to the table to take a seat across from Elizabeth.
"Now tell me everything from the beginning and don't miss any details," she says calmly and crosses her legs in anticipation of our story, interlocking her fingers.
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poisonmaximoff · 2 years
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 25. You and I
Y/n's POV:
"Do you believe in the theory of three loves?" I ask, leaning back against Elizabeth's chest as we lie relaxed in the tub after an amazing evening spent together in our bed.
"Nope, what's that?" She asks and presses her soft lips against my neck, gently planting a few light kisses there, making me tilt my head a little so she has more access.
"Like the person can fall in love only three times in their life. It actually perfectly fits me," I begin to explain as her right hand finds it's place on my bent knee, stroking it, and her left one comes down to my waist, pulling me even closer to her.
"First one is the love that just looks right. That's what we all imagine it to be, easy and perfect, like in fairytales, it appeals to what we should be doing for society's sake. In my case it's my first boyfriend, that I had in high school," I continue talking while she lifts her lips from my neck, transferring small kisses to my cheek and temple.
"The second love is the hard one, that teaches us lessons about who we actually are and what we need. It hurts, brings pain, lies or even abuse sometimes, making us suffer because of our own choices. It can be unhealthy, unbalanced and toxic, exactly what I had with Taylor, love that we wished was right." At these words, Elizabeth stops her actions, but after a few seconds, she takes my chin with three fingers and makes me turn my head towards her so that she can kiss my lips.
"Are you even listening to me?" I ask, reluctantly pulling away from her and meeting an amused sparkling gaze.
"Mhm." That's all she says before one more time covering my lips with hers, placing her hand on my jaw, but I again break the kiss, staring at her with the pout on my face.
"I'm listening, I promise, just can't get enough of you," she speaks under her breath, flicking her gaze between my features, but I narrow my eyes in disbelief, suspecting that she didn't really hear a word.
"What was the last thing I said?" I ask and she only rolls her eyes playfully, pecking my lips couple of times. "Answer me-e-e," I whine, but then do the same thing as she just did, not being able to resist her charm.
"You said about your second love, I'm really listening," she answers, surprising me with giving an actual attention to whatever I was talking about. "What about the third one, hmm?"
"It's the love that lasts. We never see it coming, it just suddenly hits us and at first looks extremely wrong, but then we understand that it's the only one that can be right, because it feels like that. We can't explain it, we just surrender to it without thinking, fully accepting the other person for who they are. And I truly think, that you're this very person for me." I finish my short explanation and watch her looking thoughtfully somewhere through me before gently resting her head on my bare shoulder.
"I really hope so, Y/n/n. To be honest, I think I fell for you the moment I saw you the first time. But then Taylor and...well..." she states hugging my body tightly, inhaling the sweet scent of my shampoo, visibly becoming a little bit nervous.
"You know, Ellie," I place my hands on the top of hers, trying to prevent her from being stressed because of it, "I think we both had to get through this experience, even if it wasn't good. I'm not the person that you saw then, so maybe it was better for us to discover each other exactly now to stop us from making irreversible mistakes then. You know what I mean?" I ask and turn my head so I could see her still thoughtful face expression.
"I hate it when you act more mature than me," she smiles defeatedly and leans in to press her lips to mine once again only to see me eagerly respond to her sweet action.
"See, I wasn't like that back then. So everything's happening as it should be," I reassure her one more time and soon we're back in a big comfortable bed, falling asleep in each other's arms after an eventful and surprisingly the best day of my life, which was originally expected to be the worst.
"Y/n, baby, wake up." El's morning voice fills my ears as she tries to wake me up with small gentle pushes, but my brain refuses to take in everything that's going on, aware only of her presence next to me.
"Sunshine, come on," she softly shakes my shoulder until I'm only starting to come to my senses and understand that yesterday was not a dream, but my new reality, in which I woke up today. Opening my eyes with difficulty, I immediately squint them because of the morning light and after half-consciously rubbing them, my gaze meets two emeralds attentively studying my face, causing a dreamy smile appear on my lips.
"Finally you woke you up, does it always take you so long?" She asks, brushing a few strands of hair out of my face while I continue to stare at my lover's beautiful face.
"No, this night just was the most peaceful one I've had in a while, I slept so goo-o-od." I'm stretching my arms and the smile doesn't slip from my face, thereby making the woman next to me smile too, bend down and lovingly peck my lips. "Why did you wake me up so early?" I ask, grabbing her hand that was caressing my cheek and placing a couple of small kisses on it.
"First of all it's 10 a.m. already, and your phone was ringing, you didn't hear it at all?" She arches an eyebrow as she straightens her back and sits next to me, running two fingers along my belly and chest.
"Nope, did you look who it was?" First I prop myself up on my elbows and then crawl to take a place on her thighs, wrapping my arms around her neck and leaning my forehead on hers, indicating that I want to spend this day only in closeness with her, not thinking about anything else.
"No, why would I look through your phone, hmm?" As soon as she reaches her lips to mine, it rings once again, causing both of us to exhale in disappointment.
"Yes, mom?" I answer and immediately hear my mother's serious tone and someone speaking in the background.
"Y/n, why haven't you called me yet? You promised to let me know as soon as you get to New York and settle down in a new apartment, we agreed to that!" A hint of worry is heard in her voice and I mentally give myself a slap in the face for completely forgetting to call her, looking frightened at Elizabeth, who is carefully studying me with her eyes.
"Mom, I don't know how to tell you that, but I changed my mind and actually am home now, sorry for not telling you this yesterday." I speak in as guilty a tone as possible so that she takes pity on me and doesn't become mad. After spending about 20 seconds in complete silence, I decide that I was having some communication problems before her voice fills my ears again.
"Y/n Y/sn Y/ln, what on earth is going on? I'm going to visit you right now and have a serious conversation with you," she says in a stern tone and I hear my father tell her to calm down, but she still insists on her decision, telling him that he spoiled me and I understand that now I'm in trouble.
"Mom..." I start, but she doesn't let me speak and tells me that she'll be here in half an hour before hanging up, making my eyes widen and my heart beat much faster than usual, notably frightening me with her seriousness, which I haven't seen already for years.
"What happened?" Elizabeth moves towards me, placing her hand on my knee and smiling slightly over my scared expression before I slowly turn my head towards her, biting my lower lip nervously.
"My mom will be here soon and she seems mad, this won't end well, what will we tell her? Will you have to hide in some room again? How do I explain everything to her?" The stream of all the questions that are spinning in my mind starts to leave my mouth as my head gradually turns off, plunging me into a stressful state.
"Baby, shh, look at me." El takes my cheeks in both hands, squeezing them lightly and making me freeze in place, staring straight into her eyes. "You don't want your mom to see me here?" She asks slightly disappointed, watching my reaction carefully.
"What? No, it's not that, of course, I mean... Do you want her to know everything? My dad already seems to know about us, but I'm sure he didn't tell her anything."
"Oh, so that's why he told me what airport you were at, I was honestly really surprised", she lets out a small relieved breath, smiling at me and continues: "I wonder how does he know everything then?" She smirks, biting her lip as she moves even closer to me, practically sitting on my lap.
"He figured it out himself, and that was as much of a surprise to me as it is to you. So you're okay with them knowing about our relationship or I misunderstood?" I decide to clarify, as apparently experience from the past doesn't allow me to fully accept the fact that I can ever have a normal, healthy and open relationship, so I still feel weird about this. Everything happens so fast that I even feel a little overwhelmed, but when Elizabeth is with me, I'm not afraid to let any changes into my life.
"I'm okay with it, I mean eventually everyone will know about it, since I'm not going to spend my whole life in closet. But I need some time to figure everything out, if you don't mind waiting a bit..." She purses her bottom lip and looks down at the crumpled sheets as she begins to play with the hem of her oversized T-shirt.
"I'm so proud of you." I say before I have a chance to think about it, but the words seem to speak themselves without my knowledge, causing El to look up at me in surprise.
"It was random, I know, but I'm really proud of you for deciding to change your life so drastically without knowing what awaits you. Until recently, I didn't believe that there would ever be a person who was ready for such an act for me, and I cannot be more grateful for the fact that you appeared in my life. Only two month made me love you more than I could ever imagine." I end my heartfelt mini-confession, staring at her for an answer and watching her eyes slightly fill with tears, almost causing my hand to reach for her face.
"And yes, take as long as you need, I'll wait until you're completely ready," I add and she hugs me tightly, burying her nose in my neck, taking me by surprise.
"You have no idea how amazing you are, do you?" She gives me a happy smile and I feel like this is what I would like to see before my eyes for the rest of my life.
"For doing a bare minimum? Miss Olsen, your bar is on the floor." My defensive reaction at the unexpected compliment sends me into the land of stupid jokes, but El immediately understands this as if she knows me like her own ten fingers.
"It still means a world to me," she ignores the tease, pecking the tip of my nose before offering me to have some breakfast.
"Oh god, it's her," I say, stopping eating my fruit salad as soon as I hear the doorbell ring, which for some reason sends chills down my spine.
"Everything will be fine, I'm sure she will understand and accept everything." El tries to calm me down, reminding that she is always there for me and as usual she succeeds. I nod to her and, planting a small kiss on the back of her hand that was holding mine for the last 10 minutes, I hasten to open the door.
"Hi mom, hi dad?" My tone suddenly changes to a questioning one as I stare in surprise at my father behind my disgruntled mother's back.
"I tried to stop her," he shrugs, which earns my mom a sharp look, first at him and then at me.
"Can anyone explain to me what's going on here?" She asks, crossing the threshold of my apartment. "First Derek yells something about your airport to the running in the middle of the wedding ceremony Elizabeth, then you suddenly decide to cancel the trip, you two are definitely fooling me," she immediately starts the conversation, but after a few seconds, she seems to freeze in place, stopping her eyes on my girlfriend sitting at the kitchen table.
"Hi, Mrs. Y/ln." El smiles awkwardly and waves at her, eyes flickering between the three of us as my mom stares at her, puzzled, and my dad and I shift from foot to foot, not sure where to start.
"For how long?" That's all she asks, and we understand that she, being a smart and educated woman, immediately guessed everything a second later after seeing Elizabeth here.
"For...a day?" I answer her, deciding to omit the fact that our first kiss was a month ago so she wouldn't have a heart attack. She shifts her gaze from my girlfriend to me, narrowing her eyes suspiciously as if she doesn't believe what I just said.
"Mom, you got it all wrong, we weren't in a relationship while El was with Boyd, I promise." I'm trying to fix how wrong the situation looks on her part, and she slowly walks over to the table to take a seat across from Elizabeth.
"Now tell me everything from the beginning and don't miss any details," she says calmly and crosses her legs in anticipation of our story, interlocking her fingers.
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 24. Shared intimacy
⚠Warning: 5K words of shameless smut, so 18+
Y/n’s POV:
“You know, if someone told me a few months ago that I’d fall in love with the same Elizabeth Olsen I once met at that event, then become the reason of her calling off the wedding, take her to my home and Scarlet Johansson will be our driver, I’d call this person delusional,” I say as I help El unpack some of her things she grabbed on our way here.
“I can say the same thing, because falling in love with the daughter of our partners, who is six years younger than me and running away from under the wedding crown because of her, chasing her to the airport - this is definitely not what I expected from life,” she smiled at me, pressing her lips to my cheek for a couple of seconds, causing a slight blush to creep through them.
“Wait, you ran right from under the wedding crown?!” I asked in surprise, staring at her with wide eyes, dropping her T-shirt from my hands, which I wanted to hang among my clothes in a large closet.
“I know, I know, I’m an asshole and had to be this dramatic,” she shrugs, pursing her lower lip as she continues unpacking her stuff.
"That's a total main character moment, El." I seem to be unable to take my eyes off her, totally getting distracted from my actions, examining every inch of her face and body, realizing that now I can do this without fear that she will catch my too attentive look at her and she only grins, giving me an amused smile.
"Well, so, we're kind of done with my things, I'll pick up the rest of them on Monday and explain everything to Boyd along the way," she smiles guiltily to herself, not looking at me and I can only imagine how this whole situation feels for her, making a mental note to ask her if she needs to speak this out a little bit later.
“And then I will have to find some apartment or house, because that one belongs to him,” she runs her hand through her hair, looking at the now empty suitcase and chaotically running her eyes around the room, as if a thousand different thoughts fill her head.
"Hey, I thought you were going to stay here," I pout resentfully, "you don't want to live with me?" I ask uncertainly, sitting down on the edge of the bed and fixing my gaze on her face, searching for any sign that this is true.
She immediately locks her eyes with mine, raising her eyebrows in surprise, and then says: “I just thought people don't usually start living together from the beginning of a relationship and that would make you uncomfortable." She shyly lowers her eyes somewhere down, starting to play with her rings, but I stop her movements, getting up from the bed and gently taking both of her hands in mine, bringing one of them to my lips to place a small kiss on it.
"It would be more than comfortable for me, I promise, I'd love to share a home with you. I mean, it doesn’t really matter when we start living together, that’s how we get to know each other’s habits sooner," I smile at her, lifting my chin a little, staring straight into her iridescent forest eyes, and she recreates the same bright smile, wrapping her hands around my waist and pulling me towards her.
"Are you sure?" Elizabeth asks in a whisper, as if she is sharing some secret with me, and I reach for her alluring lips to connect them with mine in a honey kiss. The desire to spend an eternity like this completely envelops me as she squeezes my body tightly, as if trying to turn us into one.
“I’m sure,” I answer, slowly breaking the kiss but not even thinking of letting her go, afraid that it was all just a dream and if I decide to remove my hands from her body, she will certainly disappear, shattering the feeling of pure peace in my soul.
“Do you have any idea what we’re supposed to do now?” I ask, not having enough power to contain myself from pecking her lips once again.
“Each other?” Her smirk and tightening grip on my waist send goosebumps down my spine, but I still decide not to let her get away with my question.
“Darling, have you been reading too much fanfiction?”
"Too much what?" Confusion washes over her face, when she squints her eyes a little, not quite understanding what I'm talking about.
“Oh, you better not know. Anyway, I meant in general. Are we going to stay private, not tell anyone about our relationship, or leave the company, or stay in the company? What’s the plan?” I’m really desperate to figure out what we’re going to do next, since worrying about the future has already become my daily habit.
“Baby, I have no idea, I’m afraid to even think about that,” she exhales sharply, showing her indignation. “I didn’t even say anything to my parents, I probably have 20 missed calls from my mother and I don’t know how to explain everything to everyone. This is an irreparable damage to the reputation and I don’t want to stay in the company at all, but I don’t have any choice yet.” She becomes noticeably nervous and I place both of my hands on her cheeks, trying to stop her from shaking her head erratically, urging her to fix her gaze on me and calm down.
“Take a deep breath, you’re okay, we’re okay, I promise we will figure everything out together, right?” I speak in as calm a tone as possible, slowly moving my thumbs in a circular motion and she seems to relax again into my touch, nodding her head at me.
“I don't know what to expect from the future, Y/n. Can we just spend this weekend with each other without thinking about anything related to it, please?” A silent plea froze in her look, running over my face.
“Of course, Ellie, I'm sorry for bringing this up. Shall we just cuddle and watch something then?” I voice the first idea that came to my mind and she gives me a loving grateful smile, without hesitation agreeing to my modest offer.
She holds me tightly while I’m laying in my favorite position with my head on her shoulder, my forehead resting against her neck and listening to the calm, even heartbeat, having thrown my left leg and arm over her. To be honest, I barely pay attention to the movie, focusing entirely on the beautiful body next to me, occasionally casting glances at her flawless relaxed face, sometimes meeting her eyes and sharing sweet quick kisses with the woman.
She begins to shift a little, slightly changing our position and throws her right leg so that it’s now placed on top of mine, and Elizabeth herself is now lying on her right side, hugging me as if with her whole body. I completely break away from the screen, staring straight into her shiny eyes, which study my face carefully before covering my lips with hers in a slow sensual kiss.
“You are so beautiful, Y/n,” she pulls away from me for a moment and then, smiling warmly and not letting me to respond, brings our lips back together, playing with hair at the back of my neck and gently stroking my jaw with her thumb.
I have never ever been a needy and easily turned on person, but she seems to be intoxicating me as she explores my lips with hers, moving her hand along my neck and her knee so that it almost ends up between my legs. When oxygen becomes a problem, she disconnects our lips and stares at me with a half-conscious hazy look, moving her hand from my neck to the jaw, now stroking my cheek.
Her golden hair loosely sticks out from a high bun on her head, but she still looks like a Greek goddess, that knocks every person that meets her dead with her ethereal beauty. Just as I prop myself up on my elbows a little to kiss her again, she suddenly pulls away teasingly before pressing her lips first on the corner of my lips, then on my cheek and jaw, showering it with small kisses, moving smoothly all the way on the top of me.
Slightly tilting my head back and holding back a satisfying sigh, I open access to my neck for her, making it clear where I want her mouth now. Taking my obvious hint, her lips go down to soft skin, placing open-mouthed kisses from the pulse point to the back of my ear, while sensually stroking my waist with her hand, causing me to make great efforts to not start whimpering.
Both of our breaths become noticeably heavier as she returns her lips to mine, immediately deepening the kiss, making it more and more heated as both of her hands find their place on my neck and her legs trap my body on both sides. I subconsciously begin to move my hips in search of some relief for the knot that is forming in the pit of my stomach, and she, noticing this, reluctantly breaks the hot kiss, leaning her forehead on mine.
“I know that it's too early for us to do that,” she says with her eyes closed, breathing heavily as she continues to stroke my cheeks.
“Since when it can be early for loving each other?” I ask, not understanding when my usual desire to wait was changed to the need to feel her as soon as possible.
“So you want to do it now? We can wait as long as you need, you know.” She opens her eyes and carefully runs them over my face to look for any signs of doubt, but doesn't find any.
“I want you right now,” I answer confidently, sliding my hands up to her bare waist under her t-shirt.
“And you’re totally sure?” I can't help but respect her serious desire for full consent and it just melts my heart, making me give her an appreciative smile.
“I'm totally sure,” I immediately cover her lips with mine again, pulling her to me by the waist, but after a few seconds she pulls away, sitting on my pelvis and teasingly running her fingers from my stomach to my collarbone, moving her thumb up and down.
Noticing that she almost stopped her movements, I think that she’s just confused because of not knowing what to do next and I gently take her chin with two fingers.
“I know that it’s your first time with a woman, do you want me to make you feel good first?” But the mischievously lustful twinkle in her eyes and the bitten lip tell me she has other plans.
"Darling, just because I don't have practical experience doesn't mean I don't know what to do with a woman's body." She leans down to my ear and delicately takes the earlobe into her mouth, biting it lightly and making me let out a soft, quiet moan. "Just trust me." She lets it go and after these words, her lips greedily cover mine, forcing me to completely surrender to her control.
As El’s tongue explores my mouth, making me literally drown in my own lustful desire, her hands begin to lift my t-shirt, exposing my stomach and chest, making my skin covered in goosebumps.
"Arms up," she says in a commanding tone and I immediately obey without even thinking of resisting. Having completely rid me of a piece of clothing, throwing it somewhere on the bedroom floor, she takes her time to examine every inch of my bare upper body, running her fingers over my torso and teasingly touching my boobs without giving attention to the already hardened nipples.
Her mouth attaches first to my neck, sucking the sensitive skin in several places to leave reddish marks, forcing me to arch towards her touch and moan a little louder than before, gradually moving to my collarbones and then the valley between my breasts, leaving a wet trail of kisses behind. The escalating tension between my thighs causes a slight rush of wetness from my core to start soaking my underwear and the growing ache in my abdomen almost throws me into instant begging.
“El, come on, I need you!” It hadn't even been a couple of minutes since I thought it was too early to start asking her to do anything, but my impatience left me no other option.
“Well, you have me, baby.” She looks up at me with darkened eyes, tearing away from the covering of my chest in small hickeys, utterly refusing to give my hardened peaks even a little attention.
“But I need you to stop teasing!” I whine, lifting my hips sharply so that my heated core presses against hers, causing her to let out a gasp of surprise mingled with a moan.
“Be more specific and your little pussy will get everything you want.” I didn’t expect Elizabeth to fully take control, but her greedy lustful look instantly sets her dominance and I let out an involuntary groan, bucking my hips again, wanting her to take pity on me, but she instantly presses them to the bed, blocking all my movements.
“Wasn’t I clear enough or you have be taught how to behave?” My mouth opens slightly at her unexpectedly overbearing tone, and I know that we're going to play completely by her rules now.
“Please, please take me, I can’t wait anymore,” I give in to her demanding gaze and feather-light touches on my chest.
"Wasn't that hard, right?" Before I can answer, her mouth finally takes my swollen right nipple into her mouth, sucking it in and swirling her tongue in every possible direction, causing me to let out a string of relieved, satisfied sighs and moans.
“Oh god, just like that,” I arch my back, taking it off the bed and tangling my hand in her hair, pulling her closer to me.
A minute later, kissing every inch of my chest, she takes the left bud into her mouth, doing the same skillful movements with her tongue, leaving me panting and yearning for more. Finally pulling away from my boobs, she slowly spreads kisses down my stomach without breaking eye contact with me, and I can barely stop myself from rubbing my crotch against her pelvis in the search of at least the slightest relief.
"Tell me, do you like it rougher or softer?" She inquires, running her fingers through the elastic of my pants as she slowly slides them down to my knees, stopping to run her fingers along the inside of my thighs, causing me to twitch a little.
“It depends on my mood,” I struggle with making my words sound not that desperate, but her smirk lets me know that I’m not succeeding.
"And what mood are you in right now?" Elizabeth completely removes my pants, tossing them to my T-shirt on the floor.
“I don’t care, just do something! Please.” My tone is far from demanding because I don't want her to continue her torturing any longer.
"Everything I want?" She smirks again, arching her brow and leans in to my face, brushing her lips over mine, but not kissing them yet.
"Everything you want, please,” another plea leaves my mouth and it’s already becoming embarrassing to me, but my soaked by now underwear tells me that I can’t wait any longer.
“Since you’ve been a really patient girl, baby,” she says and sheds me off my panties in one motion, watching a thin string of my wetness follow them, making my cheeks turn red and eyes go up to the ceiling.
“You’re so adorable,” she smiles, throwing the last piece of clothing away and planting a sweet quick kiss on my lips.
“Get rid of your clothes too,” I manage to say while tugging at the hem of her T-shirt and she thankfully listens to me, taking it off and tossing it into a gradually forming pile on the floor. My gaze immediately falls shamelessly on her full breasts with neglected perfect nipples and the urgency to take them in my mouth clouds my head as I stare at her in pure adoration, subconsciously reaching for her body with my hands.
“You’re so perfect,” my words said in the whisper make her brightly smile at me before she lets out a satisfied moan, when I cup both of her boobs with my hands, gently squeezing them and rolling her nipples between my fingers.
“As much as I like that
Oh god
,” she takes my hands at hers and pins them above my head, “it’s my turn to be in charge, make sure to listen to me and not do whatever you want,” her seductive low voice fills my ears, making the ache between my thighs already unbearable.
She sits on the edge of the bed, taking her time to take her pants off, leaving herself in nothing but a black thong and my mouth starts to literally water at the sight of her amazing fit ass, when she stands up to toss the pants away. I don’t even notice that my legs involuntarily begin to move apart, showing her how strong an influence she has not only on my heart and soul, but also on my body.
“Do your legs automatically spread when you see me naked?” She asks, returning her dark wanting gaze on me, settling down between them.
“Not only naked,” I answer without even thinking, licking my suddenly dry lips and parting my legs wider without any shyness, it's like we've done this dozens of times before.
"Are you always this wet?" Elizabeth asks, running two fingers down the length of my slit in a teasing manner, parting my labia and spreading the viscous wetness from my folds to the clit, circling it with her index finger a couple of times.
"Fuck, oh, right there!" I moan loudly, ignoring her question, thereby earning a small slap on my pussy and looking at her in surprise, I meet an arched eyebrow and a tilted head to the right.
“You’re gonna answer all my questions or you won’t get anything.” I can't believe her usually soft and gentle personality became so bossy in a matter of minutes, but I'm not complaining about anything.
“I’m not always like that, just didn’t even touch myself for more than a month,” I embarrassingly tell her the truth, taking my eyes off hers and instantly wanting to cover myself, feeling pretty shy now.
“Oh, my poor baby, I’m sorry for making you wait for so long then. Let me take care of you,” she coos into my ear, positioning herself on top of me and supporting the weight of her body with her left hand while two fingers of her right hand gently slide into my entrance without any resistance, making my eyes roll to the back of my head and my mouth let out a loud needy moan.
“Fuck, El!” I let out a shaky breath, feeling how she starts to steadily pump her fingers in and out of my leaking pussy, creating lewd sounds of sex that fill our bedroom now along with my moans and her huffs.
“You look so hot under me, babygirl, I could watch you like that all day long,” she compliments me, speeding up her pace and biting my neck and my only reaction is another loud moan that echoes through the room.
“Right there, right there,” I keep repeating gradually loosing my sanity and surrendering to the feeling of being so perfectly filled with her long fingers, that keep sinking down onto my heat, bringing me closer to my long-awaited release.
“My perfect baby, you’re doing so great,” she whispers right into my ear with her raspy voice, curling her fingers in the way that makes the grip of my left on the sheets even tighter, while my other hand finds its place on her back, digging nails into her soft flesh, but she doesn’t seem to care at all, continuing to fuck me in unrelenting tempo.
“Oh fuck, fuck, El- Liz-, I’m getting close!” I've never been the quiet type of person in bed, but now she's the reason I almost go wild, rutting my hips in the same rhythm as her pounding in my squelching cunt fingers.
She doesn't respond and just speeds up her movements even more, kissing my neck and placing the thumb of her currently fucking me hand on my swollen neglected clit, starting to move it in quick circles, almost releasing my fast approaching orgasm.
“Goddamn, I’m gonna cum, please can I cum?” I don't know if I need to ask for it at all, but my mind is so clouded by the unearthly pleasure that has taken over me, that my head seems to be disconnected from the body when I make all possible sounds of pleasure, and my hips are writhing under Elizabeth, who doesn’t allow them to make too many movements.
“Let it go, baby, cum for me.” She says into my ear, making the last hard thrust and the coil in my abdomen snaps, sending my whole body into spasming, as I scream out her name and release a flow of wetness on her hand, tightly shutting my eyes and allowing myself to enjoy every second of one of the most intense orgasms of my life.
Elizabeth slowly pumps her fingers a little more to prolong it and then carefully pulls them out of my pussy as my limp body with closed eyes tries to recover. I feel her hot mouth begin to kiss the patterns on my chest, collarbones and neck, finally getting to my lips and I reach for hers to meet them in an affectionate kiss as she lovingly strokes my waist.
“Are you sure you didn’t have any experience?” I speak in a slightly hoarse voice, grinning and getting a slight pinch in response.
“Was it that good?” She pecks my lips again, rubbing the tip of her nose against mine.
“It was amazing, baby,” I try to lay her on her back, getting on top of her, but she doesn't let me do that and I arch an eyebrow questioningly, silently asking why.
“Then maybe you can handle another round, hmm?” Once again she starts to kiss my already bruised neck, but I stop her right away, mischievously smiling at the woman, biting my lip.
“I will, but right after I make you feel good too.” With these words, I again try to lay her on her back and this time she doesn’t resist, obediently settling on soft pillows and staring up at me with an excited still lust filled look.
“You have an incredibly beautiful body,” I say as I bend down to kiss her lips, then jaw and soft skin of her neck, finding her pulse point to suck a small hickey there, “and an incredibly beautiful soul.” She sighs heavily, tangling her hand in my hair, not letting moans spill from her mouth yet, and I make it my purpose now to make her scream my name in pleasure.
Her magnificent perfect breasts are the only thing that fills my eyesight now, instantly making me want to take her hardened buds in my mouth and without hesitation I succumb to temptation, leaving teasing for another time and she finally emits a sweet moan that makes me smile contentedly. One of my hands is busy massaging her other boob, pinching and tugging on her nipple as I watch El gradually lose control, giving in to my power.
“Not so confident now, are you?” I tease her, leaving a couple of marks in the valley of her soft breasts, licking along it and causing her to let out a moan again.
“Just because you’re on top now doesn’t mean you’re in charge, Y/n,” she tries to say it as calm as possible, but my another tug at her nipple makes her to throw her head back, accompanying it by rapid breathing and writhing of the hips.
"Your body is telling me the opposite thing, angel," I say, kissing lower along her toned belly and stopping at the elastic of her lacy thong.
“Don’t get yourself in trouble, princess, just do your job,” she somehow manages to get her dominance back, but loses it again as soon as I press my thumb to her drenched panties, feeling how much her fucking me affected the woman.
“And you dared to tell me how wet I am,” I say, tugging at the piece of clothing and sliding it down her long toned legs, leaving my goddess completely naked before my eyes, seeing her glistening folds waiting for my touch. "Look what a mess you've made," I smirk at her and without breaking eye contact I lower my head between her thighs, spreading her legs further apart and laying on my stomach.
Holding her firmly in place, I start showering her inner thighs with open-mouthed kisses in retaliation for how she teased me, but her harsh tug on my hair that takes me by surprise makes me speed up my foreplay.
“Y/n, please, I need you,” leaves her lips and suddenly I don’t feel like wasting time any longer. Who am I to deny pleasure to such a woman?
Without thinking twice, I attach my mouth to her pulsating clit, putting my arms around her thighs, holding her bent legs in place and instantly get rewarded with her loud long moan, as she arches to my touch and tilts her head back.
I alternate the movements of my tongue between small circles, long strokes with flattened tongue and kitten licks, making Elizabeth to pull me closer to her by my hair, rubbing herself impatiently against my face.
“You’re doing such a good job, baby, don’t stop, oh god
amazing
” She lets out another groan mixed with a squeak and her praise encourages me to please her even more diligently. Parting her pussy lips with my finger, I tease her entrance a bit before deepening it into her, causing her body to shudder, her mouth to form an “o-shape” and her face to wrinkle in pleasure.
“Y-y/n, I'm close, I'm so close, don't you dare stop, my angel,” she doesn't seem to have any control over anything that comes out from her mouth, fidgeting on the sheets without loosening her grip on my hair and on a nearby pillow. I move my tongue as fast as I can, even though it's already quite tired, and add another finger, feeling her walls pulsating around them and wrapping them in a stream of her wetness, almost dripping onto the bed.
“Cum for me, darling,” I pull away from her trembling body for a second to tell her this and when I return my mouth to her throbbing cluster of nerves, she seems to immediately obey me and her body bursts in orgasmic spasms of her wet release.
“Fucking hell, Y/n, oh!” She lifts her hips from the bed, barely controlling her body and moans incessantly for several seconds, gradually descending from heaven to earth soon and loosening her grip, calming her raging breath down.
Seeking how the last aftershocks gradually disappear, I pull away from her pussy, planting the light kiss on it before crawling up her body, placing gentle kisses along her abs and breasts, eventually laying myself on top of her chest, resting my ear against her still fast beating heart.
“I knew that you’re good in bed, but didn’t expect you to be this skillful,” she says regaining her breath and placing a kiss on my temple, making me smile into her skin.
“Don't judge the book by its cover until you've read the whole story, remember?” I lightly bite her collarbone, lifting my eyes at her and meeting tender gaze as she wraps one arm around my back, putting the other one under her head.
We lie in comfortable, relaxing silence for a few more minutes, enjoying every second we spend together as her hand strokes my back and my hand caresses her shoulder before she rolls on top of me again, giving me a newly acquired turned-on look, letting me know that what we just had definitely wasn’t enough for her.
“Are you into any toys?” She asks, kissing the tip of my nose, taking me by surprise with her question. “Don’t look at me like you’re a saint virgin and never heard of sex toys,” she bites her lip, grinning, and runs her index finger over my lips, stopping at the bottom one.
“I have couple of those in the box under my bed,” I say breathlessly looking forward to know what she is going to do with this information next.
“Hmm.” She gets off me, giving me a last lustful look as if we just didn't fuck each other's brains out and gets up from the bed to take a small black box from under it, putting it on the edge of the mattress.
“Oh, that’s not a lot, what a pure soul you are,” she says, pulling out a seven-inch pink strap-on, attentively examining it as if it were a museum piece and not a sex toy.
“Care to help me put it on? If you don’t mind using it now, of course,” she casually asks me and then smirks at how eagerly I get up from the bed at the same time with her.
I kneel down to help her properly tighten all the straps and taking my eyes up I see a curious look with a glimpse of total satisfaction studying me for these couple of minutes. Getting up and moving a bit away from her, I glance at the toy between her legs and my mouth involuntarily opens in anticipation of what awaits me now.
She takes my chin with three fingers and leans down to press a warm kiss on my lips like she's not going to fuck the shit out of me with a plastic cock right now.
“Do you mind to take it from behind?” Her caring tone doesn’t at all coincide with the vulgar words and the dark, predatory look that sweeps over my still completely naked body. Without further ado, I just turn around and lie down on the bed, stomach down, ass up, hugging the pillow and staring at her from the bottom up.
“What a precious thing you are. Good girls don’t need no be asked twice, is that right?” She asks and runs her fingers along my spine, positioned behind me, but my half-clouded mind doesn't let me to answer anything, while I’m just silently laying and waiting for her to start.
A stinging slap immediately makes itself felt on my ass, making me shudder and whimper, but not from pain, but rather from suddenness.
"I think I told you to answer all my questions, didn't I?" Her calm, measured voice again doesn’t match the force of her hit, which must have left a reddish mark on my flesh.
“Sorry, yes, it’s right,” I myself, without realizing it, already begin to impatiently wiggle my ass towards her, wanting her to finally feel her inside of me, realizing how rapidly I begin to get wet again.
“Good girl. Get your ass up a bit,” I immediately do what Elizabeth said and she places a pillow under my pelvis.
“Are you ready?” Her hands are placed on the both sides of my waist, stroking them with her thumbs in soothing manner.
“Can you put a condom on it, please? It’s in the last drawer.” I suddenly ask, getting an intrusive thought about the toy being not clean enough, since I haven’t used it for months.
“Of course.” Thankfully, she doesn’t start asking me questions or mock my dumb worries, making the situation awkward and ruining the mood.
“It’s done baby, don’t worry.” She says in a minute, finding the right thing and fulfilling my request, putting the tip of her cock to my dripping entrance and starting to slowly deepen it into my pussy inch by inch after stroking it for a few seconds along my lower lips.
“Oh shit, El, you’re filling me up so good,” I can’t help but let out a whine at how full she makes me feel right now, despite on pushing only half the length into my cunt.
"It's not over, babygirl, try to take it all." She doesn’t stop her slow thrusts, each time entering me deeper, holding tightly to my hips, using them as a leverage.
“I can’t- I can’t take more,” I moan as it seems to me that my pussy won’t bear it now, even though it did previously, but she bends down to my ear and seductively whispers:
“Of course you can, ‘cause obedient girls do what they’re told, don’t they?” She purrs, encouraging me to move my ass towards her and finally helping her to fully bottom up. El gives me a few seconds to adjust to its size and then begins to move her hips, easily sliding the toy back and fourth inside of my core.
“O-oh, it feels amazing, please don’t stop,” I grab the sheets, clenching it in my fist, and bury my face in the pillow to muffle my embarrassingly loud moans, but Elizabeth’s hand spanks my ass cheek hard again, causing me to wince and give her another frantic whimper.
“Don’t even think about hiding your pretty sounds from me, understand?” She starts to move harder and faster, slapping her skin against mine and creating a sinful echo across the room, firmly gripping my ass, directing it towards her thrusts.
“Yes, oh god,” I cry out, when she slightly changes her angle, hovering over my back and covering my hand with hers, tightly grasping it intertwining our fingers without slowing down her rhythm.
“I’ve wanted to have you like that for so long,” she heavily breathes right above my ear, making me arch my back and answer something incoherent.
“Now- oh, now y-you can have m-me,” I somehow manage to say between moaning her name mixed with different pleas, feeling how perfect she massages my inner walls, fucking me exactly how I need her to.
Elizabeth straightens her back again, putting her free hand on my lower back and another change of angle only brings my climax closer, making my whole body tense in anticipation of the release. I notice how her quick movements turn into an almost brutal pace, causing the headboard to slam against the wall and my legs to shake as my orgasm quickly approaches in the second time today.
“Ah, baby, you’re so tight for me,” she says between her own moans and her thrusts become sloppy, telling me that she’s chasing her own high too.
“I’m so, ah-, I’m so close!” My whole body shakes as I say this and El squeezes my hand even tighter, refusing to let go of it, still holding my lower back with her other hand, while I’m trying not to squirm too much feeling how my wetness already runs down the inside of my thighs.
“Cum with me, sweetness, show me how good I can make you f-feel,” she says it and a few final thrusts are enough to send us both over the edge, filling the bedroom with loud moans of each other's names.
Slowing down and allowing us both to calm down after a powerful orgasm, making a few more lazy pushes, she carefully pulls the strap-on out of my exhausted pussy, making me immediately feel emptiness and tosses it somewhere to the side, falling on the top of my back, while I’m trying to catch my breath and come back to my senses.
“It was the best sex in my life,” her tired raspy voice sounds next to my ear, making me smile with my eyes still closed.
“Probably ‘cause it was with the woman,” I answer stroking her hand which was holding mine whole this time with my thumb.
“No, ‘cause it was with the person I truly love,” she says lazily kissing the back of my head.
A/n: so, idk if it was okay since i’ve never even tried to write smut, so please let me know your opinion and share ideas if you have some :)
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 23. Runaway bride
Elizabeth's POV:
"You know you don't have to do this if you don't want to?" Scarlett asks sitting next to me while my makeup artist finishes his job. "Despite how much I enjoy being a bridesmaid, it would still be better if your wedding was with someone you really want to marry."
A recent conversation with Scar flashes through my head, who is now standing next to me while I still remain silent, testing the patience of everyone here. I don't have to do this.
My true love is now going to the airport, intending to leave the city for an unknown time, not knowing how fate will dispose of her life in the future and this is only my fault. I let my happiness slip away three times in a row without having the courage to admit to myself what I clearly understand now standing at the altar. I'm willing to sacrifice every single one of my privileges if it means being with her.
Every part of me already belongs to her, she is a woman with whom I want to share all the joyful and sad moments, enjoy her madness, start a family in the future and meet old age. And Boyd standing in front of me, unfortunately, can never become for me the very person with whom I will feel exactly the same as with her.
He is a wonderful partner, man, friend and the only person who deserves a huge apology for what I have been doing all this time and about to do right now. I sincerely hope that one day he can find the soulmate he deserves so much, being one of the best people I've ever met, but I can't deceive both of us any further. I imagined this moment hundreds of times when I say "yes" to him, just like then at the Eiffel Tower, but life decided differently, sending me one specific test that I failed, but now I don't regret anything.
"I don't." My words, which I pronounce with full confidence that this time I'm doing everything right, make the smile gradually leave his face and the surprised gasps of the guests exchanging glances fill the entire hall, plunging it into an atmosphere of bewilderment.
"I'm so sorry," I add and he lets go of my hands, staring at me in shocked confusion. "I'll explain everything to you later, I'm so sorry."
"Lizzie, what's going on?" There is no awareness of my words in his look, and turning my head towards the guests for a couple of seconds, I meet with dozens of condemning, sympathetic and lost looks.
"I can't marry you, I have to go, I'm sorry." I say it again, giving him my most sincere apologetic smile, and descend the short stairs, making my way to the exit as fast as I can on my heels, ignoring everything going on around me.
"Elizabeth Chase Olsen! Lizzie!" I hear the voices of my parents, but I don't pay any attention to them, continuing to move forward with one single goal: to fix now everything that I have so ridiculously destroyed because of my stupidity.
"Elizabeth, it's Lax! The airport she's at," Derek's voice makes me turn around for a couple of seconds and I quickly nod to him, not thinking about how he knows where exactly I need to go, again ignoring my parents, Danny standing there with his mouth open, and all other people except for Scar, who is rapidly approaching me.
"Let's go," she opens the door in front of me, holding it, and we run out into a spacious bright hall three times larger than the previous one. "I knew you would do this," she says catching her breath without stopping her steps and I run beside her, holding the hem of my dress so as not to fall.
"Did you?" We open the huge door and run outside, heading for my black car.
"You love her too much, don't you?"
"You trained to run fast so you could run away with the bride from a wedding one day, didn't you?" I answer tossing her the car keys and she gets into the driver's seat, understanding that I'm not in a state to drive right now.
"Oh my god, I hope no one thought you ran out because of me, I bet it looked exactly like that," she wrinkles her nose as she starts the car and I roll my eyes in response, nervously fiddling with the fabric of my dress.
"I really screwed up, Scar, I've made so much mistakes," my ragged breathing and my heart pounding out of my chest make my voice tremble when I say it during our way.
"It's okay, Lizzie, now you're going to fix your biggest mistake and everything will be alright," she tries to calm me down, but the thought that I'll either be late or Y/n won't want to talk to me causes an uneasy feeling to squeeze my chest with the metal fist.
"What if she doesn't forgive me?" I stare at my friend with a look of fear and she gives me a reassuring smile.
"Do you think she's offended or something? Liz, she came to you to say goodbye on your wedding day, she's not mad at you, trust me."
"I really hope so. Wait, we passed the turn, the airport is in the other direction, where are you driving?" I ask, recognizing the street where my house is located.
"Are you going to run to her in your wedding dress?" She grins at me and I look down at the snow-white outfit with a slightly soiled hem.
"Oh shit, right. Step on the gas, otherwise we'll probably be late." I'm afraid of losing her more than of anything else, and now it seems to me that if I don't see her today, I'll never see her again.
"Knowing you, darling, you'll follow her wherever she is, find her and take her home," she smirks and I smile at the word "home" because that's really the only way I can describe being with Y/n.
"Go quickly change into something casual," Scar says as she stops the car in front of the porch, "and don't forget to fix your hair if you don't want to look like a crazy witch," she adds and I, taking the keys from my purse, rush out of the car, heading to door.
Once inside, I realize that this house has never been my home and life here has never brought me such comfort as being in the Y/n's house. Those few days I spent there were the most peaceful period of my life in the last few months and I will give everything to feel it again.
Opening the closet to grab some items, I draw my attention to a beautiful multi-colored leaf that I have carefully placed on an empty shelf. The same leaf that Y/n once gave me and I didn't find the strength to just throw it away, because it, even if just playfully, symbolized that moment when I began to fully realize my true strong feelings for the girl.
After changing into some comfortable clothes, I leave the dress on my bed, quickly fix my hair and run out of the house, sitting down again next to Scar waiting for me in the car, and we head to the place where I can finally fix my life.
Y/n's POV:
I really don't want to abandon this city, leaving everyone I know here, and the feeling that I'm doing something wrong almost makes me take my suitcases, turn around and go back home. But the thought that Elizabeth must have already become Mrs. Holbrook renews in me the desire to be as far away from this place as possible, completely forgetting about everything that happened to me over the past months.
I have no doubt that I did everything right this time, but it doesn't ease the dull pain from the fact that I will most likely never even see her again due to the fact that my heart will need months to even recover from such  strong jolt. Then I will most likely find another job for myself, because only now I understand that I can't work in the same place with the one whom I didn't want to have in my life so much, but now I want to see more than anything in the world.
Sitting in the airport lounge, I replay in my head all vivid memories and moments that happened in my beloved hometown. Everything I ever thought was important to me took place right here, building my personality and preparing for something bigger that starts today.
Every single thing from my first fall off a bike, my first kiss in high school, my first true love, to my shuttered broken heart, stays here, paving the way for a new life that I'm so scared to face because I don't know what awaits me there.
But I'm sure that in the end I will somehow manage to pull myself together, find what I really would like to do in my life and devote myself to this, restoring all spiritual wounds and preparing for new challenges, new love and perhaps even finding real happiness. I hope that another city or cities will be able to give me what I couldn't get here, only exhausting myself to the extreme.
The dispatcher announces the boarding of my flight and, having taken out my passport and ticket, I get up from my seat, heading to the check-in counter, mentally saying goodbye to everything for the last time. As I approach the small window, I hand over my documents and go through the usual check-in procedure, when suddenly someone's voice reaches my ears that I never expected to hear again. "I must be starting to hallucinate by now," I think to myself, but the voice clearly repeats my name one more time, causing me to turn around.
"Y/n, wait!" I can't believe my eyes when I see Elizabeth walking towards me quickly, staring at her with wide eyes, thinking that I actually have big mental problems with my head and it's some kind of an illusion, but the closer she gets the more I realize that the picture in front of my eyes is more than real. She actually is here.
I stand motionless in speechless shock, ignoring the questions and calls of the worker behind the small window, watching the figure of the woman approaching me until she's really close, pulling me out of the trance.
"Hi," she says, placing her hand on her right side, almost losing her breath trying to catch it, and I still look at her with glassy eyes as if I just saw a ghost.
"What are you doing here?" I squeeze out a barely audible whisper, which sounded more like some kind of disgusting squeak, while she doesn't take her eyes off my startled face, finally bringing her breathing back to normal.
"Lady, are you going to finish registration?" I turn my head towards the woman who is staring at me with displease, and before I can answer, Elizabeth reaches out to the window and takes my documents.
"She suddenly changed her mind, sorry," she says to her and takes my hand to get me a little further away from here.
"I couldn't marry him, that would be the worst thing I could have done," she starts without releasing my hand, squeezing it nervously, "I know I made a lot of mistakes, I know my actions were selfish and I understand if you don't want to have anything to do with me anymore." I can't take my eyes off her worried, beautiful face, which was still shimmering with perfect evening make-up, unconsciously squeezing her hand in response.
"I should have done this as soon as I realized how much you matter to me," she takes her eyes away for a couple of seconds before locking them with mine again, giving me the most loving and apologetic look she can.
"Forgive me for how easily I accepted defeat. Forgive me for not having the strength to fight for us. Forgive me for not being able to prove to you the sincerity of my love. But now I want to undo all the pain that has caused us both, if you let me." I still silently watch her facial expressions without noticing how my eyes fill with tears from the upcoming realization of her words.
"Say something?" A hint of fear and disappointment flickered in her eyes because of my silence while I unsuccessfully tried to find the right words.
"You didn't marry him?" I decide to make sure once again that I understood everything correctly.
"I didn't and I never will, Y/n. I want you to be the only person who will one day put a ring on my finger." A few tears fell on my cheeks, slowly trickling down the soft skin, and her hand reaches out to them to wipe away the evidence of my weakness for her.
I will never escape her and I don't want to anymore, fully understanding that she gave up everything she has just to catch up with some young girl at the airport. She sacrificed her usual stable life to get at least a chance for a new one with me, not really knowing what awaits us. She chose me.
Turning my attention to her bitten lip, pursed chin and desperate look of beautiful emeralds, I without hesitation wrap my arms tightly around Elizabeth's neck and press my lips to hers, kissing the woman without whom I can't breathe normally.
The pain from all the experiences we've had together seems to completely leave our bodies as her lips move gently over mine and her hands pull me close to her like the first time we shared the sweet moment of our first kiss.
I'm consumed by the feeling that she makes me all-powerful and immortal with her infinite love, which is transmitted to me through her warmth pressed against my body when she puts one hand on my neck, deepening our heavenly kiss, which is only the beginning of a joint journey into the unknown future.
We may have to face judgement, rejection, betrayal, and hurtful indifference, but what matters to me now is that the previously impossible dream of being able to call Elizabeth mine and throw the whole world at her feet is becoming a reality, giving me a great new-found strength.
Slowly reluctantly tearing apart our intimate moment, which was unfortunate enough to happen in the middle of a crowded airport, we lean our foreheads against each other, smiling shyly, still firmly fixing our hands on each other's bodies.
"Does it mean that..." She begins by moving her head slightly away from my face and carefully tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear, gazing lovingly at me with a gentle soft smile that brings me a long-awaited inner peace and a strong sense of blossoming happiness.
"That this time I won't leave you. I will never leave you again." I finish her phrase, connecting my lips to hers one more time, wiping away her sensual smile and pulling the woman closer to me by her neck.
A/n: i hope it was worth it 😅
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poisonmaximoff · 2 years
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 22. The wedding day
Y/n’s POV:
I spent remaining three weeks before the wedding earning the honorary title of a workaholic, giving myself completely to work, spending extra hours there and asking colleagues to give me their assignments. It seemed to me to be the only effective option, which would distract me from unnecessary thoughts, exhausting me physically so that I would stop caring about everything else.
To some extent, I turned out to be right, because I really didn't have the strength to delve into my head for hours and anxiously think about what awaits me in the future. But on the other hand, I was completely wrong when I thought that avoiding Elizabeth would help me get her out of my mind and it happened exactly the opposite.
Every time our eyes met, or when I was somewhere near to her, my whole body felt like a shock wave hit me and my heart began to beat several times faster, causing my hands to shake a little. My condition reminded me of an addicted person who was trying to quit doing drugs.
Every single time I saw the woman, I was consumed by the need for her touch, her warmth next to me, which was always bringing me the missing feeling of comfort and the desire to just talk to her about some little things, sharing how my day went. But this became impossible for me, since the forbiddance is the forbiddance and I didn't have a single right to violate it.
I knew that she felt the same way, noticing her gradually fading gaze, reluctance to take an active part in the life of the company as before, and hearing stories from my colleagues about occasional episodes of her strong mood swings. Some people even spread rumors that she was pregnant, causing me to mentally roll my eyes in exasperation, wishing I never heard that sort of thing again in this life.
As much as I hated it, the wedding became the main upcoming event that literally everyone was talking about, forcing me to constantly sit in my office all day long so as not to once again encounter the discussions of curious employees. But even with all my efforts to avoid it, this topic found certain ways to remind me of its existence, causing the numb pain to devour my chest and mind.
The last week has been especially difficult for me from a mental point of view, because these were the last days before the event, which I was so afraid of because of the uncertainty of whether I would be able to survive it normally at all. Even increased workload and spending time with my friends couldn't distract me from things that completely refused to leave my thoughts, not giving me the opportunity to think about something else.
Eventually, my patience snapped and irritation due to the fact that I couldn't control my own head, kicking unnecessary worries out from there and resigning myself to defeat, forced me to make a fateful decision. Filled with spontaneity and disappointment in how unfairly the world works, I took a vacation for two months, not yet having the courage to fully leave the company, and decided to move to another city for a while.
Los Angeles has become too stuffy and cramped for me, giving the impression that I will forever be in a cage with only one prospect: to be stuck here for the rest of my life and never again be able to breathe deeply, being glad that nothing bothers me anymore. I desperately need a break from everything that has happened to me in recent months and finally fully come to terms with the fact that Elizabeth is already a lost game with no chance of rematch.
She is going to marry a worthy man who can take care of her for the rest of her life, continue to pursue her career and get used to the role of a newly made wife, delighting everyone in her surroundings. In fact, it's only important for me that she's happy in the end and is able to fall in love with the person with whom she will build a family, because this is the most important thing.
"It's normal, it happens that real strong feelings come only after some time," I reassure myself, "she will definitely understand that I was just a temporary pointless interest and will live the perfect life she deserves." I don't know if I really think like that or if I'm just looking for all sorts of ways to cut off the last strings that hold me here so that it's easier for me to leave.
Today is my last day in my hometown, which is also, of course, Elizabeth's wedding day, the only thing that kept me here for another week. Perhaps in some parallel universe I was lucky enough to share it with her instead of Boyd and gain myself an honor to become her wife, but in this one fate decreed things very differently.
"Honey, are you ready yet?" My mom asks as she walks into the room where I've been standing in front of the mirror putting on makeup for 40 minutes already.
"Just a few more minutes, mom."
"Hurry up, our family is never late, remember? By the way, have you packed your things?" What a pity that mom always cares about our reputation and not about my perfectly winged eyeliner.
"Of course I did," I nod towards the two suitcases that I packed all the essentials into last night, reluctantly saying goodbye to everything else.
"I still don't understand why you decided to leave for New York so abruptly, but in any case, remember that..."
"That you and dad will always help me if I need it, I remember, thank you very much." I finish the phrase instead of her, having heard it enough times to memorize it. "And it's not necessarily just New York, who knows, maybe I'll want to travel from one city to another all the time"
"Okay, baby, but always make sure that you're safe. And yes, your dad and I are very proud of how hard you've been working lately, so it's a well-deserved vacation." Mom patted me lightly on the shoulder and left the room again. Yeah, working for three weeks and then resting for two months is definitely well-deserved, but at least I've done more in that time than in two years in the company, so it's fine.
"Y/n, are you coming soon?" Now it's my father's turn to ask how long they have to wait for me, to which I answer the same as I told my mother, but when he hears this, he proceeds to sit down on the edge of the huge bed behind me instead of leaving me alone in the room.
"You know, we don't talk much these days, but I can always tell when something is bothering you, Y/n/n." This is the first time in a couple of years when he has again called me by my nickname instead of my full name and I turn around to him in surprise for a few seconds. I wonder what gave out the fact that I'm not currently in the best place, given that my mother didn't seem to suspect anything.
"What makes you think that something is wrong?" Playing dumb is my favorite hobby.
"I just know when something is going on. I know that state when you try your best to pretend that everything is fine, when in fact the end of the world is happening behind your back, I've been there too. Our company was on the verge of collapse twice and as you can see your mom still doesn't know anything about it." I watch him in the reflection of the mirror and silently marvel at what he has just said.
When I'm done applying my makeup, I walk over to him and sit down next to him on the edge of the bed too.
"I don't want to be at today's ceremony at all," I say with my head down, "can you think of something and explain to mom why I'm not there?" I'm actually going to just say goodbye and forget about everything, that's haunting me both at day and night.
"I know you don't, kid. Deal, I'll think of something."
"How do you know?" I turn my head and stare at the man with wide eyes, not understanding what is happening, because I was sure that he wasn't particularly interested in my life.
"Sometimes we can't contain our feelings and they become pretty obvious, right? Remember the recent board of directors?"
"I do." Well, some moments from it are imprinted in my memory.
"When Elizabeth's mother started talking about the wedding at the end of the meeting, one look at both of you was enough to understand what was going on," he smiles sympathetically at me and continues: "Tell me, did something happen between you two? You know what I mean."
I haven't had any frank conversations with my dad for a quite long time, but since I haven't talked about this with anyone yet, I decide not to resist the urge to speak out at least now. "Just one kiss and nothing more, I couldn't let anything more happen. I have no idea what to do next and how to move on from her, honestly I don't have a slightest idea." I begin to mutter under my breath as I stare at the floor, but my father's hand on my shoulders stops me from sinking into my anxious state.
"Do you love her, Y/n?"
"I do. But you know what I understood? That true love is the willingness to let go of a person, giving them a chance for a better life, even if it means ruining your own."
"What if the better life is possible for her only when she's with you?" My dad asks and I give him a bitter look, shaking my head, showing that I'd really like to believe it too, but I just can't.
"If only she had a choice, dad. If only she had a choice..." The acceptance that we can't escape the unhappy ending begins to fill my mind, finally letting the thought that I have to let her go fully take its place. 
Elizabeth's POV:
There are only hours left before I become Mrs. Holbrook and a noticeable shivers run through my body, settling an anxious feeling in my stomach, while I sit in a separate room and wait for my makeup artist.
After all the sleepless nights and nightmares that have haunted me in recent weeks, I feel so exhausted that I just go with the flow. I lost interest in all the things and people that surround me, and the feeling that creeping depression begins to devour me from the inside doesn't allow me to enjoy absolutely nothing.
Ever since Y/n left me in that office, killing off any hope that I could somehow rekindle at least our former friendship, apathy began to overcome my remaining desire to do anything.
I never imagined that keeping the distance with her would be so much harder than being close to her without being able to call her mine. I'm not so stupid as not to understand at all that awaits us in the future and that everything she did is the only right option. Deep inside I always knew that our little adventure would never have a chance to continue, but the immense desire to keep the girl near me for as long as possible stubbornly closed my eyes to all the obvious facts.
Now I understand how selfish my actions, desperate attempts to keep her with me and the desire to have both her and my usual life looked. I was too cowardly to decide to lose the stability in my life and therefore I was never worthy of the right to be with such an amazing person as her.
I never told her how beautiful she is, what an amazingly versatile personality she has, how much she underestimates herself and her talents, because first I was too scared to do that, and now she doesn't believe my empty words, having every right to do so. I totally fucked up the only relationship that truly made me happy and that was my motivation, source of strength and my oxygen.
But she was right: if I really love her, I should let her go and stop trying to force her to stay in my life in every possible way, no matter how much I want it. My vile cowardice has already chosen a path for me, although the feeling that I'm doing everything wrong refuses to leave me, every day only intensifying and today reaching its peak.
It seems to me that without her I will always be lonely, even despite having my own family. A part of me will forever be with Y/n wherever she is, but I sincerely hope that the girl finds the true happiness and love she deserves so much in someone else. A few tears from the realization that I myself have taken the opportunity to be this person escape my eyes, leaving two wet tracks on my cheeks, but a knock on the door makes me quickly wipe them off and I nervously say "come in", preparing to meet the person.
"Lizzie?" She's the last person I expected to see right now. Y/n called me this nickname for the first time, making it clear that she no longer wants to be someone special to me.
"Y/n?" I get up from a small comfortable sofa, taking a couple of steps to meet the girl and notice her spellbound look slowly sliding over my snow-white dress. Her mouth is slightly open as she slowly looks up from my shoes to my face, taking a few more seconds to just stare at me silently.
"You look beautiful," she says in a half whisper, still staring at me as if she's peering into my features for the last time. "I wish I could admire you longer," she purses her lips, smiling sadly and still not taking her eyes off me.
"What do you mean?" my breath hitches at her words and I tilt my head to the right, waiting for an explanation.
"I'm leaving city for a couple of months. Right now," she takes two more steps towards me and I do the same, "I came to say goodbye." At these words, my heart seems to stop beating and my brain to work, not fully realizing what she just said.
"What?" I would never have expected her to stay here, knowing how destructive it could be for both of us, but I wasn't prepared for not being able to even see her for that long.
"I came to say goodbye," she repeats, lowering her voice to a whisper, breaking me out of my dazed state.
Is this how I might lose her forever? A frightening realization pours over me like a ton of ice water, instantly showing me the full picture of everything that is happening right now. My only love that made me believe that it's real is now leaving my life in front of my eyes and I allow her to do this because of my stupid fears.
I'm scared of losing my job, position in society and the respect of family members who are unlikely to accept me for who I am, but now I voluntarily allow the most important person in my life to exit the door once again? Only now, all the absurdity of my actions opens my eyes to what has been hidden deep in me for so long, afraid to show itself: she is more worthy than everything I have put together. She is the only thing I ever needed.
Her hand on my cheek, in the same position as last time, brings me back to reality.
"I have to go now," she gives me a genuine warm smile as she strokes my skin with her thumb. "I hope to see you again someday, but please, promise me to be happy by then." I can't believe it's too late to fix everything.
"We can't even have the last kiss, can we?" I ask bitterly, staring unblinkingly into her bottomless, love-filled eyes, which have so quickly become one of my favorite things I've ever seen.
"We already had it, Ellie." She puts her warm lips in a gentle kiss on my cheek where her hand was just before and I let her go for the third and last time.
It seems to me that today absolutely every person here is happier than me when I walk down the aisle, holding my father's arm. I see the eyes of Boyd and some of the guests, including my mother, fill with tears at the sight of me in my wedding dress, but I feel literally nothing to remind me of how joyful today must be.
"You are so beautiful," I hear as I approach my fiancé, who takes my hands in his and says these words. "This is the happiest day of my life," he adds, and I can't help but feel a huge sense of guilt about what I'm doing right now. I personally drove everything this far, literally to the end point, only because I couldn't end my blindness on my endless lies, for which I will have to pay the price.
I force a smile out of me as I look around at all the guests here and notice the empty seat next to Mila and Derek, reminding me of who I miss so much. What I have already done is wrong, but what I'm about to do is many times worse.
I listened to the whole speech of the priest in a semi-consciousness, but trying not to show that I paid almost no attention to anything, focusing my thoughts only around one girl whom I had no right to let go. My mind nearly explodes with judgment of my own inaction and cowardice to face the responsibility for the feelings of both of us, but externally I seem to be quite calm.
My wedding vow is much worse than Boyd's and I hope everyone chalked it up to my nervousness, when in fact I just already surrounded myself with lies this much that I couldn't bring myself to write another fake thing the day before, so I had to improvise now.
The following words of the priest completely pull me out of oblivion, making it clear that now that fateful moment has come when my whole life will change once and for all.
"Boyd, do you take Elizabeth for your lawful wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?"
"I do." He says and stares at me with a smile, squeezing my hands.
"Elizabeth, do you take Boyd for your lawful husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?"
A deafening silence fills the entire hall and constantly rushing thoughts in my head don't allow me to say anything, making every person here to stare at me in anticipation of an answer.
A/n: my plans on the story changed a bit :) to be continued tomorrow...i wonder what she will say 👀
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I didn't know how to reconcile them if they don't at least work together haha :D oh now you even have a personal memory connected to this story😳 you’ll see soon, we’re so close to the denouement👀
BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 21. Accepting the fate
Y/n's POV:
I had to spend a whole night on a yacht in my cabin, thoroughly soaking my poor pillow, which was drowning out my endless stream of tears for several hours straight. Even my previous breakup didn't hurt me as much as spending five minutes with someone I wasn't even in a relationship with.
It's completely my fault. I allowed myself to succumb to the call of my heart, which longed for something unreachable for me, the woman who is beyond everything. I allowed myself to enjoy every minute spent with her as we shared small chuckles, big laughs and moments of comfortable silence.
The thought that I could fall in love with her that very moment when I saw her in the elevator that day and all this time deny the obvious fact, covering pure feelings with fleeting sympathy, doesn't give me any rest. Remembering me throwing unconscious glances in her direction, my rapid breathing next to her, the slightest feeling of envy towards Boyd, only makes me more convinced of my assumption. Only love can affect you like this.
Elizabeth Olsen captured my heart from the minute she walked into that ill-fated elevator and linked her gaze with mine, deliciously rolling my name on her tongue. Her special attitude towards me left no chance for my naive feelings not to find their home in a genuine attraction to the woman.
I could have explained to her right there why I made this choice, but my uncertainty that I could be with her for a few more minutes without surrendering to her embrace made me turn around and run away. Although I'm not as selfish asshole as I may seem.
I'm mature enough to respect her desire to remain private and to be ready to sacrifice our ability to be in an open relationship. But not along with the fact that she will be married to another person and I will have to be content with the role of paramour, even without the opportunity to have a proper life with her.
Elizabeth wants to live a double life, showing the public a fake image of an exemplary wife and being herself only with me. She is ready to lie to everyone including herself, her parents, husband and friends, she is ready to become a cheater by violating her own moral principles just to be able to periodically spend time with me. And I will never let her do this to her beautiful personality, turning it into a worthless piece of dirt because she didn't find enough strength to refuse one temptation.
It was probably one of the few times when my own fear saved me from a possible deep emotional wound. Although currently the pain almost tears me apart, creating a strong desire to simply cease to exist so as not to feel anything, I believe that in time I will be healed. Right now my only task is finding a safe way to do that.
I almost don't remember how the whole next day went, because I lived it as if in a fog, not fully perceiving the real world, wandering through my inner labyrinth from various thoughts. It even crossed my mind a couple of times that I should drop everything, quit the company and move away, but the fact that I have neither the skills nor the chances of getting an equally good job somewhere else immediately erased this desire. In addition to this, it would be difficult for me to leave my family and friends here and live in a strange city completely alone.
By the evening, I already began to come back to my senses and fully realize what was happening to me. Firstly, tomorrow I have to go to work again, because I don't want to let my parents down with my irresponsibility, and secondly, I understand that I won't be able to avoid Elizabeth for the rest of my life and now I have to figure out how to build at least normal business relations with her.
Once again wearing myself out with my thoughts, which has already become a habit since this woman appeared in my life, I finally allow my body and mind to fall asleep at around 2 a.m.
I don't think I've ever felt so exhausted and unwilling to do absolutely anything in my life. Sitting in my office and bringing what I think is my third cup of coffee today to my mouth, I replay in my head a dream that has tormented me all night.
Rich looking guests in expensive matching outfits have already gathered for the main event for many people here: Elizabeth and Boyd's wedding. The general excitement, laugher and happiness for the newlyweds are floating in the air, creating a magical festive atmosphere for everyone here except me.
Taking a seat next to my parents at the ceremony, I watch a couple in love up close as they make wedding vows to each other and a sickening feeling rises in my stomach along with tears in my eyes.
It should have been me putting the wedding ring on her finger. It should have been me who swears eternal love to her and gives her a loving kiss, getting the opportunity to call her my wife.
She never even looked at me, completely focusing her attention on her new husband, smiling at him with a sincere loving smile, while I still sit in my place without moving, swallowing a lump that came up to my throat, threatening to burst out strong sobs.
It should have been me.
I wonder if this is a sign or if it's just the tricks of my tired preoccupied mind because of what happened. Maybe I should've still gave us a chance despite all the difficulties? Although, considering that life sends them to us from the very beginning of our acquaintance, I'm more and more convinced that fate is categorically against us being together. And who am I to argue with it?
A knock on the door pulls me away from filling out some spreadsheet and I say "come in" loudly, allowing the person to enter the office.
"Y/n, hi," my red-haired colleague Cindy comes inside and greets me, leaving the door open. "It's already a break and I noticed that you're still sitting here, do you want to come down for lunch?" Wow, time goes incredibly fast today, because I didn't even notice that it was already 1 p.m.
"Yes, of course, give me a minute." Without hesitation, I agree and, having grabbed my bag, I leave the office with the girl going down to a small restaurant on the ground floor.
"You know what's funny?" Cindy probably didn't stop talking for a minute while I reluctantly picked my salad with a fork and listened to her silently.
"Tell me," I say half thoughtfully, staring down at my nearly untouched food, as I'm not in the mood to actively engage in conversation at the moment.
"Ms. Olsen stormed into my office today and ordered me to stop doing all my business, because she urgently needed some help." The talk suddenly became interesting for me and I curiously stared at the girl in anticipation of continuing.
"I don't know what's wrong with her, but she rushed around the building like a hurricane, issuing orders and getting angry at everyone who didn't complete their tasks on time. I've never seen her so mad, must be nerves 'cause of her wedding. I could barely keep up with her, what an experience!" This is not at all like the calm and methodical Ms. Olsen I know, but of course I'm going to keep silent about this.
"It's strange, she's not usually like that," I reply so as not to stir up anything extra and Cindy narrows her eyes slightly, putting another spoonful of soup into her mouth.
"How do you know what she usually is?" Oh shit, not these curious questions from colleagues, which always end up with all the employees finding out about it.
"Just helped her a couple of times, nothing more."
"Hm, okay. So...Are you invited to their wedding too? Since you seem pretty close to their social circle and people say it's going to be really grand. Rumors are spreading at the speed of light!" Thank you for an amazing topic of conversation, dear, I dreamed of discussing this all day and night.
"I don't know yet and I don't really care about someone's personal lives," I calmly reply, doing my best to hide the fact that I actually care too much.
"You're a weirdo, Y/n." No, I'm just in love with our boss.
"Anything is possible," I smile at the girl as I continue to eat my meal.
"By the way, she was asking about you today." I almost choked on a leaf of lettuce, hearing that Elizabeth was interested in me. "You're supposed to give her some materials for the upcoming board of directors." Shit, they're, of course, ready and I did everything that was necessary, but to intersect with her once again is not what I would like to face.
"Oh, can you give them to her, please? I don't see her often and she's constantly absent from her office, I never know where she can be found," the first dumb excuse that came across my brain makes my colleague raise one eyebrow.
"Unfortunately, she instructed me to go to the other end of city for new contracts after dinner, but another time I would certainly to that," she smiles and I'm disappointed knowing that meeting sparkling green eyes is inevitable. "The last time I saw her she was in the conference room preparing for the presentation, look for her there."
Taking a deep breath while standing in front of the door with a couple of folders and a flash drive in my hands, I squeeze out the last of my strength to finally go there. Should I just throw everything on the table and run away or maybe ask the cleaning lady to do it for me? Fuck, Y/n, you're as nervous as if you've been called to the police station for suspected treason. Get it together, you're not the miserable coward.
Leaning the knuckles of my right hand against the door and knocking on it a couple of times, I quietly open it and slowly enter the room, surprisingly not noticing a single soul there. Huh, I stood in the hallway like a fool for several minutes collecting my thoughts to face literally no one? Now this is embarrassing.
"Y/n?"
"Oh god!" I, jumping up from fright, drop everything that I had in my hands on the floor, creating a loud sound of things hitting the surface.
Turning behind me with bulging eyes and parted lips, I meet the tired gaze of a woman sitting on the desk. A suit jacket hanging on the back of a chair, the top buttons of a shirt casually unbuttoned, several empty cups on the table and slightly swollen reddish eyes tell me that Elizabeth has been here apparently since early morning. 
"I brought everything I needed to do," I say without even greeting her and glance at the paperwork strewn across the floor, kneeling down to gather it up. Hearing the soft clicking of heels approaching me, I hesitate to raise my head to her, knowing full well that even a few seconds of eye contact with her have too powerful effect on me.
She repeats my action and also goes down on one knee to help me put all the papers in place, seeing how my hands disobey me, clumsily dropping everything back to the floor. These couple of minutes of silence in being this close to her seem like an actual torture to me, threatening my nerves to break like thin strings of a harp.
Having coped with the task, I rise to my feet and she imitates my action again, continuing to stand motionless near me with her head turned to my side, which I see with peripheral vision. Glancing at her for a couple of seconds and noticing how she carefully examines almost every inch of my face, I awkwardly clear my throat and head to the large table to put my stuff on it.
"Will you stay to help me with the presentation?" A hesitant voice behind me asked, almost making me to instantly agree.
"You're just trying to spend some time with me, aren't you?" I understand perfectly well that this was just another excuse.
"I am. Is this a bad thing?" She asks almost disappointedly and I still don't even dare to turn to her, afraid that my self-control will let me down once again and I will throw myself into her arms.
"Yes, Elizabeth, it's a bad thing." I still decide to turn around and again face her gentle look, in which even after everything that happened, I don't find any resentment and anger at me. "We shouldn't be spending any more time together," I hate saying it out loud and being the person trying to push her away once again.
"Is this your final decision?" She looks at me with a hint of hope and bites her lower lip in anticipation of an answer, riveting my attention to this for a couple of seconds, but my cold mind throws me back to reality.
"I'm tired of making decisions, El. Don't you understand yourself the situation we're in?" I try to open her eyes to all the problems that await us if we succumb to weakness, because it seems that she only pays attention to what is happening here and now, completely forgetting about the future.
"In what situation, Y/n?" She takes a couple of steps towards me. "It's not my fault, that I fell in love with you," my breath hitches, "and I know you feel the same way. Why are you so resistant to it?" Her words don't sound like a claim or demand, it's just a normal question of a blinded person who doesn't understand anything. I never thought that I would ever be more mature than her, having to explain her such things and the fact that she doesn't see anything past the end of her nose, refusing to put herself in my place, starts to make me a little mad.
"How do you think I'll feel knowing that you belong to someone else and that I'll never be able to have you just for myself, forever being a second choice?" My tone is a mixture of disappointment in her selfishness and pain at the realization of the veracity of my words.
"But I don't love him, Y/n! How can you not understand that you will always be more important for me than everyone else?"
I can't believe how desperately she wants everything to happen in her own way. "If it were true, Elizabeth, you would prove it with more than empty words, end of the story." She averts her eyes somewhere to the side, digging her nails into the tender palms of her hands, and I stand there  clenching my jaw because of the surging emotions, thinking about whether I took it too far.
Not receiving an answer, I decide to continue: "I sincerely wish you all the best, you deserve so much more than hiding and sneaking out with a girl who can't give you anything." My hand involuntarily finds its place on her cheek and she leans into my touch, laying her own palm on top of mine and looking at me with big shiny eyes.
"If you're truly in love with me, please, give me a chance to be happy too." I look at her pleadingly, trying to convey through my eyes how sorry I am and how much I wish things had happened differently. She just silently nods to me, removing my hand from her face and leaves a gentle kiss on my palm, humbly accepting my words, allowing me to calmly leave the spacious room with my back turned to her.
A/n: please be patient with my blah blah blah a little longer and i'll give ya what you want 😁
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 21. Accepting the fate
Y/n's POV:
I had to spend a whole night on a yacht in my cabin, thoroughly soaking my poor pillow, which was drowning out my endless stream of tears for several hours straight. Even my previous breakup didn't hurt me as much as spending five minutes with someone I wasn't even in a relationship with.
It's completely my fault. I allowed myself to succumb to the call of my heart, which longed for something unreachable for me, the woman who is beyond everything. I allowed myself to enjoy every minute spent with her as we shared small chuckles, big laughs and moments of comfortable silence.
The thought that I could fall in love with her that very moment when I saw her in the elevator that day and all this time deny the obvious fact, covering pure feelings with fleeting sympathy, doesn't give me any rest. Remembering me throwing unconscious glances in her direction, my rapid breathing next to her, the slightest feeling of envy towards Boyd, only makes me more convinced of my assumption. Only love can affect you like this.
Elizabeth Olsen captured my heart from the minute she walked into that ill-fated elevator and linked her gaze with mine, deliciously rolling my name on her tongue. Her special attitude towards me left no chance for my naive feelings not to find their home in a genuine attraction to the woman.
I could have explained to her right there why I made this choice, but my uncertainty that I could be with her for a few more minutes without surrendering to her embrace made me turn around and run away. Although I'm not as selfish asshole as I may seem.
I'm mature enough to respect her desire to remain private and to be ready to sacrifice our ability to be in an open relationship. But not along with the fact that she will be married to another person and I will have to be content with the role of paramour, even without the opportunity to have a proper life with her.
Elizabeth wants to live a double life, showing the public a fake image of an exemplary wife and being herself only with me. She is ready to lie to everyone including herself, her parents, husband and friends, she is ready to become a cheater by violating her own moral principles just to be able to periodically spend time with me. And I will never let her do this to her beautiful personality, turning it into a worthless piece of dirt because she didn't find enough strength to refuse one temptation.
It was probably one of the few times when my own fear saved me from a possible deep emotional wound. Although currently the pain almost tears me apart, creating a strong desire to simply cease to exist so as not to feel anything, I believe that in time I will be healed. Right now my only task is finding a safe way to do that.
I almost don't remember how the whole next day went, because I lived it as if in a fog, not fully perceiving the real world, wandering through my inner labyrinth from various thoughts. It even crossed my mind a couple of times that I should drop everything, quit the company and move away, but the fact that I have neither the skills nor the chances of getting an equally good job somewhere else immediately erased this desire. In addition to this, it would be difficult for me to leave my family and friends here and live in a strange city completely alone.
By the evening, I already began to come back to my senses and fully realize what was happening to me. Firstly, tomorrow I have to go to work again, because I don't want to let my parents down with my irresponsibility, and secondly, I understand that I won't be able to avoid Elizabeth for the rest of my life and now I have to figure out how to build at least normal business relations with her.
Once again wearing myself out with my thoughts, which has already become a habit since this woman appeared in my life, I finally allow my body and mind to fall asleep at around 2 a.m.
I don't think I've ever felt so exhausted and unwilling to do absolutely anything in my life. Sitting in my office and bringing what I think is my third cup of coffee today to my mouth, I replay in my head a dream that has tormented me all night.
Rich looking guests in expensive matching outfits have already gathered for the main event for many people here: Elizabeth and Boyd's wedding. The general excitement, laugher and happiness for the newlyweds are floating in the air, creating a magical festive atmosphere for everyone here except me.
Taking a seat next to my parents at the ceremony, I watch a couple in love up close as they make wedding vows to each other and a sickening feeling rises in my stomach along with tears in my eyes.
It should have been me putting the wedding ring on her finger. It should have been me who swears eternal love to her and gives her a loving kiss, getting the opportunity to call her my wife.
She never even looked at me, completely focusing her attention on her new husband, smiling at him with a sincere loving smile, while I still sit in my place without moving, swallowing a lump that came up to my throat, threatening to burst out strong sobs.
It should have been me.
I wonder if this is a sign or if it's just the tricks of my tired preoccupied mind because of what happened. Maybe I should've still gave us a chance despite all the difficulties? Although, considering that life sends them to us from the very beginning of our acquaintance, I'm more and more convinced that fate is categorically against us being together. And who am I to argue with it?
A knock on the door pulls me away from filling out some spreadsheet and I say "come in" loudly, allowing the person to enter the office.
"Y/n, hi," my red-haired colleague Cindy comes inside and greets me, leaving the door open. "It's already a break and I noticed that you're still sitting here, do you want to come down for lunch?" Wow, time goes incredibly fast today, because I didn't even notice that it was already 1 p.m.
"Yes, of course, give me a minute." Without hesitation, I agree and, having grabbed my bag, I leave the office with the girl going down to a small restaurant on the ground floor.
"You know what's funny?" Cindy probably didn't stop talking for a minute while I reluctantly picked my salad with a fork and listened to her silently.
"Tell me," I say half thoughtfully, staring down at my nearly untouched food, as I'm not in the mood to actively engage in conversation at the moment.
"Ms. Olsen stormed into my office today and ordered me to stop doing all my business, because she urgently needed some help." The talk suddenly became interesting for me and I curiously stared at the girl in anticipation of continuing.
"I don't know what's wrong with her, but she rushed around the building like a hurricane, issuing orders and getting angry at everyone who didn't complete their tasks on time. I've never seen her so mad, must be nerves 'cause of her wedding. I could barely keep up with her, what an experience!" This is not at all like the calm and methodical Ms. Olsen I know, but of course I'm going to keep silent about this.
"It's strange, she's not usually like that," I reply so as not to stir up anything extra and Cindy narrows her eyes slightly, putting another spoonful of soup into her mouth.
"How do you know what she usually is?" Oh shit, not these curious questions from colleagues, which always end up with all the employees finding out about it.
"Just helped her a couple of times, nothing more."
"Hm, okay. So...Are you invited to their wedding too? Since you seem pretty close to their social circle and people say it's going to be really grand. Rumors are spreading at the speed of light!" Thank you for an amazing topic of conversation, dear, I dreamed of discussing this all day and night.
"I don't know yet and I don't really care about someone's personal lives," I calmly reply, doing my best to hide the fact that I actually care too much.
"You're a weirdo, Y/n." No, I'm just in love with our boss.
"Anything is possible," I smile at the girl as I continue to eat my meal.
"By the way, she was asking about you today." I almost choked on a leaf of lettuce, hearing that Elizabeth was interested in me. "You're supposed to give her some materials for the upcoming board of directors." Shit, they're, of course, ready and I did everything that was necessary, but to intersect with her once again is not what I would like to face.
"Oh, can you give them to her, please? I don't see her often and she's constantly absent from her office, I never know where she can be found," the first dumb excuse that came across my brain makes my colleague raise one eyebrow.
"Unfortunately, she instructed me to go to the other end of city for new contracts after dinner, but another time I would certainly to that," she smiles and I'm disappointed knowing that meeting sparkling green eyes is inevitable. "The last time I saw her she was in the conference room preparing for the presentation, look for her there."
Taking a deep breath while standing in front of the door with a couple of folders and a flash drive in my hands, I squeeze out the last of my strength to finally go there. Should I just throw everything on the table and run away or maybe ask the cleaning lady to do it for me? Fuck, Y/n, you're as nervous as if you've been called to the police station for suspected treason. Get it together, you're not the miserable coward.
Leaning the knuckles of my right hand against the door and knocking on it a couple of times, I quietly open it and slowly enter the room, surprisingly not noticing a single soul there. Huh, I stood in the hallway like a fool for several minutes collecting my thoughts to face literally no one? Now this is embarrassing.
"Y/n?"
"Oh god!" I, jumping up from fright, drop everything that I had in my hands on the floor, creating a loud sound of things hitting the surface.
Turning behind me with bulging eyes and parted lips, I meet the tired gaze of a woman sitting on the desk. A suit jacket hanging on the back of a chair, the top buttons of a shirt casually unbuttoned, several empty cups on the table and slightly swollen reddish eyes tell me that Elizabeth has been here apparently since early morning. 
"I brought everything I needed to do," I say without even greeting her and glance at the paperwork strewn across the floor, kneeling down to gather it up. Hearing the soft clicking of heels approaching me, I hesitate to raise my head to her, knowing full well that even a few seconds of eye contact with her have too powerful effect on me.
She repeats my action and also goes down on one knee to help me put all the papers in place, seeing how my hands disobey me, clumsily dropping everything back to the floor. These couple of minutes of silence in being this close to her seem like an actual torture to me, threatening my nerves to break like thin strings of a harp.
Having coped with the task, I rise to my feet and she imitates my action again, continuing to stand motionless near me with her head turned to my side, which I see with peripheral vision. Glancing at her for a couple of seconds and noticing how she carefully examines almost every inch of my face, I awkwardly clear my throat and head to the large table to put my stuff on it.
"Will you stay to help me with the presentation?" A hesitant voice behind me asked, almost making me to instantly agree.
"You're just trying to spend some time with me, aren't you?" I understand perfectly well that this was just another excuse.
"I am. Is this a bad thing?" She asks almost disappointedly and I still don't even dare to turn to her, afraid that my self-control will let me down once again and I will throw myself into her arms.
"Yes, Elizabeth, it's a bad thing." I still decide to turn around and again face her gentle look, in which even after everything that happened, I don't find any resentment and anger at me. "We shouldn't be spending any more time together," I hate saying it out loud and being the person trying to push her away once again.
"Is this your final decision?" She looks at me with a hint of hope and bites her lower lip in anticipation of an answer, riveting my attention to this for a couple of seconds, but my cold mind throws me back to reality.
"I'm tired of making decisions, El. Don't you understand yourself the situation we're in?" I try to open her eyes to all the problems that await us if we succumb to weakness, because it seems that she only pays attention to what is happening here and now, completely forgetting about the future.
"In what situation, Y/n?" She takes a couple of steps towards me. "It's not my fault, that I fell in love with you," my breath hitches, "and I know you feel the same way. Why are you so resistant to it?" Her words don't sound like a claim or demand, it's just a normal question of a blinded person who doesn't understand anything. I never thought that I would ever be more mature than her, having to explain her such things and the fact that she doesn't see anything past the end of her nose, refusing to put herself in my place, starts to make me a little mad.
"How do you think I'll feel knowing that you belong to someone else and that I'll never be able to have you just for myself, forever being a second choice?" My tone is a mixture of disappointment in her selfishness and pain at the realization of the veracity of my words.
"But I don't love him, Y/n! How can you not understand that you will always be more important for me than everyone else?"
I can't believe how desperately she wants everything to happen in her own way. "If it were true, Elizabeth, you would prove it with more than empty words, end of the story." She averts her eyes somewhere to the side, digging her nails into the tender palms of her hands, and I stand there  clenching my jaw because of the surging emotions, thinking about whether I took it too far.
Not receiving an answer, I decide to continue: "I sincerely wish you all the best, you deserve so much more than hiding and sneaking out with a girl who can't give you anything." My hand involuntarily finds its place on her cheek and she leans into my touch, laying her own palm on top of mine and looking at me with big shiny eyes.
"If you're truly in love with me, please, give me a chance to be happy too." I look at her pleadingly, trying to convey through my eyes how sorry I am and how much I wish things had happened differently. She just silently nods to me, removing my hand from her face and leaves a gentle kiss on my palm, humbly accepting my words, allowing me to calmly leave the spacious room with my back turned to her.
A/n: please be patient with my blah blah blah a little longer and i'll give ya what you want 😁
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 20. Our happy end (isn’t it?)
Y/n's POV:
"Here comes the very day that still gives me the simultaneous feeling of excitement and tingling fear mixed in my heart," I think to myself standing in front of a large full-length mirror, staring at myself in a new outfit. Elizabeth helped me pick out a wonderfully fitted classic red dress and accessories that I felt were the perfect fit for my body and face.
After putting on evening make-up and choosing shoes with medium heels, I take one last look at my appearance and fix my hair for the last time. Today I decided to pull my freshly curled hair into a high ponytail, leaving a couple of strands hanging loosely on both sides of my face. Being very pleased with my today's look, I, having called the girls and taking a small purse, leave my apartment surprisingly on time.
Thankfully, I made a full recovery in these couple of days and now I feel great, but unfortunately only physically, because my head is filled with disturbing thoughts again, giving me an artificial bad feeling about this day.
The last time I saw El with Boyd, I was not yet fully aware of the depth and reasons of my feelings for her, therefore my reaction remained more neutral, not making me feel pain, annoyance or something like that. Who knows how I will act, when I see the couple again and the realization that she belongs to another person will once again flood over me?
I suppose I can only hope that a sudden wave of resentment decides to leave me alone tonight, allowing me to enjoy the celebration and time with my friends without overthinking all possible things.
Driving to the port, where all the guests are probably already gathering, I think a little more about the upcoming event and possible outcomes of it, but soon I replace this with planning what I want to do there.
Given that most of the people there are serious adults, and their children are clearly not the kind of company with which I can find a common language, since I'm not interested in almost any of their hobbies, I believe that I most likely will not intersect with them because of the lack of topics for conversation. That's why I'm going to spend the evening mostly with Mads and Liv, or at least Liv alone, considering Madison's frequent social mood and desire to make new friends.
Parking about a hundred yards from the spot, I leisurely look at the time and making sure that I'm not late, get out of the car and walk towards the crowd to find my parents there. Passing by people, I subconsciously look for a green-eyed woman, who I desperately want to see sometimes making my heart sparkle with this desire, but unfortunately or luckily I don't see her yet.
"Hi mom, hi dad," I approach them from behind and they turn to greet me, taking turns to give me hugs.
"Baby, you look amazing today!" Mom compliments me, looking me up and down. "And don't even say you're not going to seduce anyone today." She, as always, is in her repertoire, forcing my father and I to exchange glances and roll our eyes. He always supported my unwillingness to think about the family for the time being, for which I'm very grateful to him.
"You actually look very good, Y/n, we are very proud to have such a beautiful daughter," he says and I just smile back at them, for some reason starting to think that they only need me here to show to the others like a monkey at a fair, but I quickly push unnecessary thoughts away. Sometimes my head begins to look for reasons for me to worry on its own, but in any case, I try to fight it.
"Have you seen the girls? Are they already here?" I skim through the guests, not being able to find my friends among them, so I ask my parents, because I don't really want to be involved in some boring business conversations, until my eyes stop at the flawless body, that I recognize among a billion people.
There she is: perfect confident posture, blonde hair gathered in a low bun and full red lips, between which gleamed white even teeth. She's wearing that velvet black dress she showed me and black stilettos, holding a small clutch purse in her hand, green sapphires carefully peer into the crowd of people in search of something. She knows that she looks stunning and successfully uses it, making everyone jealous of her fiancé next to her.
"Y/n/n!" two voices behind me shouted at the same time, startling me and making me tear my gaze away from the enchanting beauty a few feet away from me.
"Hi Mila, hi Derek, nice to see you again, you both look fabulous today," Madison says smiling at my parents, throwing her arm around my shoulder. My mother insisted that my friends address her and dad by their first names, which is honestly awesome, other way it would be too formal.
"Hello, gorgeous girls", oh my god, I'm probably going to overdose on today's  amount of compliments that surround me, "I can say the same about you, you look like you've come to a wedding!"
"Well, today is such a big day, so we really tried to look our best," Liv said and winked at me, obviously hinting that they were just here to have fun, and not because this day means a lot to them, exactly as it's with me.
"Mrs. Y/ln, Mr. Y/ln," I didn't notice how Elizabeth approached us and my breathing seemed to stop for a moment. "Congratulations on your company's anniversary, today is such a great weather to celebrate, excellent idea to rent the yacht," she extends her hand elegantly to my father and then hugs my mother, giving me a quick, searching glance.
"Hello girls, what a beautiful looks you have today," she says after my parents greet her and a slight blush appears on my cheeks, like it happens every time I hear a compliment from her.
"Says the one who will definitely steal the show tonight," Madison returns the compliment as Elizabeth's gaze settles on my face and moves smoothly to my collarbones, then to my chest, waist, legs and back to my eyes, while decorating her lips with a light smirk.
"You flatter me, Mads," she smiles at my friend then, while Liv gives me another knowing look, lightly elbowing me in the side.
"Wait, you already know each other?" My mom asks, looking at us curiously and we stare at her, understanding that here comes that time when we slipped up.
"Our companies met at a concert a week ago, remember I told you about it?" My intracerebral random lies generator instantly kicks in and my mom squints her eyes, but lets it go again, believing me or at least pretending to do so.
"Shall we go already?" My father asks, taking my mother's hand and inviting us to a huge yacht, where some of the guests have already moved and we soon end up there too with everyone else.
During the time when everyone was gathering and working up their appetite, it was already getting dark and the lit lights of the yacht created an indescribable wonderful atmosphere of a warm summer night there.
Even though I was surrounded by strangers for a couple of hours without fully understanding what was happening, my inner state now reflected only a tickling anticipation of fun time with my friends when the official part of the celebration finally ends, trying to throw Elizabeth and Boyd being somewhere near me out of my mind.
"You look magnificent today, Y/n." She reminds me of herself exactly a minute after I thought about her, quietly approaching me from behind again, when I stand near the railing with a glass of champagne in my hand, admiring the calmness of the ocean.
I turn to her and the warm look is already fixed on my face, creating a feeling of perplexity in me, which gradually embodied in a creeping blush on my cheeks. I can't help it every time I get close to her, my body seems to betray me, completely refusing to follow the orders of a sane head, preferring to listen to my desperate heart.
"Thank you, El. You should've seen yourself though," I compliment her back, watching the tender smile spreading on her half-lit face.
"Why are you standing here alone?"  She also leans on the railing, breathing in the fresh evening air.
"I'm waiting for the official part to end, because my mother has already made several remarks to us because of the fact that we laughed out loud." I'm not at all offended by her, because I know how important this day is for her, so I decided to just wait here until we can finally properly hang out.
"Oh yes, I heard that," she smiles looking off into the distance, "you have big plans for today, huh?"
"Well, if drinking, eating and dancing can be called big plans, then yes, of course." In fact, I don't need anything more than this, except for the sometimes unhealthy desire to have Elizabeth all by myself, but today we won't talk about it.
"Sounds great if you ask me," she looks up from the crystal clear water to me, but before she can say anything else, Boyd's voice behind us asks her to come over to him and talk with some guests. Elizabeth gives me an apologetic smile and hurries back to the man, whispering that she'll see me later, leaving me alone with my thoughts again.
I need to get used to the idea that he will always be her priority, even though it hurts worse than a sharpened knife. He can give her everything that I can't: financial stability and security, protection from any kind of troubles, she will always feel behind him like behind a stone wall, unlike me, who is literally nobody in this life.
All I have is the merit of my parents, and if not for them, I would probably be working at a hated job, still not knowing how to make my life better.  Although on the other hand, I probably wouldn't have such problems associated with unwanted feelings for people with whom I was not destined to be.
"...So today we're going to celebrate all our achievements over the years, congratulations, we are starting!" is heard from the speakers and turned on loud music means that I can stop my miserable flow of reasoning and finally join my girls to distract my mind from everything overwhelming.
"That shit tastes amazing," Madison says drowning the third glass of her drink in a row while me and Liv stare and her with wide eyes.
"Slow down a bit, we're not going to chase you on a jet ski again like we did last year," I remind the girl and she just rolls her eyes in response.
"For your information, I can drink more than both of you put together and still feel better," she huffs playfully, wiping the corners of her mouth with her thumb, and me with Olivia just look at each other with a smirk, knowing full well that she's right.
I'm not really in the mood to get drunk today, afraid of embarrassing myself in front of so many people, so after a couple of glasses of champagne, I decide that it's enough for now and it's the time to hit the dance floor.
Fortunately, today's music is quite to my taste and I barely noticeably whisper the words under my breath, moving to the beat of the songs sounding from the speakers. Giving myself completely to the loud beat, my movements become more free and the crowd around me fades into the background, allowing me to better immerse myself in the dance and let go of all my worries at least for a while.
Mads has already managed to find a new goal for today and went to seduce another handsome man standing at the bar with a glass of whiskey in his hand.
"Our favorite man-eater," Olivia says, staring at her. "I'll go get us another glass of champagne, okay? Be right back," she leaves before I can say that I don't want it yet, but it's already too late.
Turning around to go get something to eat from the snack table, I immediately bump into someone's chest and lift my head slightly up to see a tall brunette with stubble and brown eyes looking at me with a charming smile.
"Hey, you must be Y/n?" The deep bass of the guy surprises me, because it doesn't suit him at all.
"Yes, and you are...?" I expect him to finish the sentence by saying his name.
"Charles, nice to meet you. I just talked to your parents and that's why I know your name, don't be scared, I'm not some kind of stalker," he smiles at me again, taking his hand out of his pocket and holding it out to me. I automatically do the same and he gallantly brings my hand to his lips, kissing it like a real gentleman and at the same time some slow song starts to play. Oh lord, am I in some clichéd romantic Netflix movie again?
"Nice to meet you too," I reply, and my attention suddenly shifts to the couple standing a few feet away on the dance floor. Elizabeth smiling at her fiancé and hugging his neck tightly, slowly moving with him in a romantic dance is far from what I would like to see right now. It's the thing that I was afraid, but still expected to ruin my today's mood.
"Do you want to dance?" The man in front of me asks, still looking straight at my face and I get distracted from the unpleasant picture that appeared before my eyes. I was about to say no, but El's laughter, reaching my ears even through the loud music, instantly made me change my mind.
"Yes, that would be great," I smile at Charles, wrapping my arms around his neck and letting him do the same, but with my waist. If Elizabeth has a happy love life, what's stopping me from trying to have my own? Even if it's not backed up with the most healthy motives, now I absolutely don't care, since the veil of jealousy has already begun to overshadow my mind.
These thoughts and feelings make me hug the man even tighter and at that moment my gaze collides with the eyes that are gradually destroying my life and common sense.
I'm engulfed by the feeling that life suddenly goes into slow motion, as if screaming at me about the specialness of these seconds, when her gaze expresses a mixture of regret and silent apologies. But I, being captivated by my sense of disappointment, take my eyes somewhere to the floor, not wanting to succumb to her power over me.
The song changes again to something more agile and I, thanking Charles for the dance, find Liv in the crowd, head towards her, noticing my shortness of breath and slightly trembling hands, indicating the beginning of an anxiety attack.
"Who is this charming man you just gave your dance to?" The girl asks, glancing at the young man who is still looking at my back, but noticing my agitated state, she asks: "Hey, Y/n/n, are you alright? You look kinda pale."
"I'm not sure, I'm not sure of anything," I start babbling, gradually giving control over me to my anxiety.
"Look at me," she takes my face in both hands, "let's go get some fresh air where there's no one, yeah? Will it be better this way?" I just nod in response and let her to take me to a quiet corner of the yacht.
"You know, Liv," I begin, recovering my breath and regaining my senses, "I just now realize how much it hurts to see her with another person, knowing that he was the one who won the lucky lottery called life." My whole body tenses, but I still continue.
"When I met her," I take a deep breath, "I had no idea it will become like that. I thought the worst that could happen it's having a harmless crush on her. But that amount of emotions that her presence in my life is giving me it's...it's killing me inside, Liv," saying that out loud nearly makes a few tears to run down my cheeks and my friend only gently hugs my shoulders, giving me some physical comfort.
"I understand, Y/n, I really do. I'm sorry this happened, but it's not too late to put everything back in its place, right? There is no any romantic relationship between you two, you haven't yet crossed the point of no return. I believe that you will be able to overcome this period, although it won't be easy. Either way, I'm always here for you, I promise." Her sympathetic smile and sincere look make me also believe in my own moral strength, although at the moment it doesn't seem possible to me to ever get over her.
"Thank you, Liv, really. I think it's better for me to be alone right now and rethink things, if you don't mind.  I'll go up to the upper deck, there seems to be no one," I inform her and she just nods in understanding, agreeing with me.
I sit comfortably on a leather sofa, admiring the starry sky without a single cloud and a hint of bad weather, the calming atmosphere of a quiet night helps me gradually find inner balance.
Taking a few deep breaths of the soberingly fresh sea air, my mind begins to sort things out, allowing me to fully understand what I should be doing next. I'm slowly re-establishing all causal relationships when, in the background, music is muffled from the lower deck and someone's voice pulls me out of the small trance in which I have been for the past few minutes.
"Y/n?" It's as if on purpose she doesn't let me forget about her, constantly reminding me of her presence and strengthening my feelings, which I want to destroy so much. Even though they make me feel alive, pain is not something I'm willing to give a part of myself to.
"Yes?" I turn my head to the source of the sound, meeting the attentive gaze of the reason for my being here.
"Why did you leave everyone? Are you feeling well?" She walks over to the couch, but still doesn't sit next to me, continuing to stand and look down at me. I don't feel completely comfortable in this position, so I get up as well and head to the edge of the deck with her following me behind.
"I feel good, I just can't be around a lot of people for a long time," I squeeze out all my strength to smile, but apparently I fail as she doesn't return this gesture to me.
"Who was this guy you were dancing with?" I can't quite read her gaze, but something ambiguous settled there, not allowing me to take my eyes off hers.
"I only know his name, I didn't have time to find out anything else," my honest answer doesn't change the hint of jealousy in her stare and I just purse my lips, letting her know that I have nothing more to say.
"I'm sorry, Y/n," she covers my hand on the railing with hers, squeezing it in a warm touch. Surprise spreads over my features because I don't fully understand her intentions.
"You didn't do anything wrong, El." I turn my body fully towards her without removing my hand from her touch, and she does the same, coming a few inches closer to me. My heart feels like it's going to either burst out of my chest or just crumble into sand due to the tension our contact creates.
"I might do it now." Her lower lip trembles slightly, drawing my attention first to it, then to her flushed cheeks, and finally to her mesmerizing eyes, on which a piece of yellowish light from a lantern falls so beautifully.
"What do you mean?" I ask above the whisper, unable to tear my eyes away from her heavenly features and the storm of emotion in her gaze, penetrating every cell of my body.
Ignoring my question, Elizabeth only begins to lean towards me, reminding me of that very moment in the park when I had enough willpower to refuse her. Realizing that this time I don't find a drop of strength in myself to do the same, I don't move at all, allowing the time around us to freeze on its place.
Her hand finds its place on my cheek, slowly stroking it with her thumb. "Tell me to stop, if you truly want me to." Her breath on my lips and her eyes filled with tears don't allow me to say a word and I remain silent, when her forehead touches mine.
The feelings that overwhelm me at the moment are gradually embodied in tears, filling my eyes in the same way as the woman's in front of me.
Letting one last short breath leave her lips, she finally connects them with mine, pouring into the kiss all those untold feelings that we both tried so hard to avoid. Both of us were too weak to resist the strongest emotions that completely consumed us, not leaving a single chance to remain sane.
I wrap my arms tightly around El's neck, pulling her as close to me as possible, craving her lips on mine more than anything in the world and both of her arms drop to my waist, squeezing it in a desperate attempt to keep me glued to her.
Our long-awaited kiss embodies every second of the mutual desire to be with each other for all eternity, allowing tears to leave our eyes, soaking our cheeks due to the inability to say out loud what didn't fit in the heart. Our lips are like perfect puzzle pieces that have found each other after so many years.
I'm sure I was made for her and she was made for me, but the realization that we can't have a future together makes me gently break the kiss right before Elizabeth is about to deepen it.
"You know that this is an unaffordable luxury for us?" I ask, leaning my forehead on hers with my eyes still closed.
"We can work it out," her whisper on my lips almost causes me to pull her into another sweet kiss.
"Will you still marry him?" I'm asking a question on which absolutely everything depends right now, since I will not be able to go through this hell both mentally and physically. I'm too afraid that this will finally kill in me the remnants of hope for a happy future and the ability to love someone again.
Faced with silence, I move away from her face a little, trying to find an answer in emerald eyes lowered to the floor and already guessing what awaits us.
"You know I don't have a choice, Y/n, but we will definitely find our way, I promise." The last drop of hope evaporates from my body, causing me to move away from the woman and remove my hands from her body.
"I can't let you do this to us, El." I want to break into strong sobs, I want to scream out everything that has accumulated in me, but the phrase leaves my mouth in a barely audible whisper on the verge of crying.
I needed the courage to cut her out of my life much earlier, so that now I wouldn't have to do the same thing, but with much more pain and regret, tearing off a piece of my soul along with it.
A few minutes destroyed the only thing that gave my life meaning.
"You can't do that," her shaky voice and bewildered look in her eyes don't make things any less painful.
"Elizabeth, words fail the depth and complexity of my feelings for you," regret seeps into my voice and look.
"I trust you with my life, but I can't trust you with my heart, I'm sorry." My last bitter words are crushing both of our souls, as I leave the woman there, hearing her sob coming from behind me. We will never have a happy end, I think to myself while quietly letting the salty tears escape my tired eyes.
A/n: first i had so much fun writing this but then ended up in tears cause i hurt my own feelings 😐
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 19. The best medicine
Y/n's POV:
I can't believe Elizabeth is spending so much time with me here. I don't know how she manages to combine all of this with work and personal life, so I decide to ask her about it a few days later:
"El," I start, sitting in the kitchen with a hot cup of tea in my hand, staring at the woman typing something on her phone. "Aren't you tired of spending so much time here? I mean, you have so many things to do and still you take care of me like I'm a child," a small blush creeps up my neck as I remember all those moments when she cooked something delicious for me or in every way supported my good mood, taking care of my welfare.
"What do you want to watch?" she asks when i put my head on her chest, happy to be in her arms again after missing her all this day. She had a couple of meetings and therefore she could only come in the evening, but nevertheless she asked me all day how I felt and if I ate anything.
"Ant man," I name one of my favorite movies, but it doesn't really matter to me right now, because I know that the only thing I will be able to focus on is her hand stroking my hair and her perfume, which has already soaked into some of my clothes.
"Did you eat the salad I left in the fridge for you?" her slightly weary voice above my ear wonders.
"Yes, thank you, as always incredibly delicious. I would never have thought healthy food could actually taste good," I reply and she just chuckles back, smiling at me as I look up at her.
"Do you think being here makes me tired or something?" Elizabeth looks up from her phone, staring at me curiously.
"I just don't want you to do this with the last of your strength, I can finish the treatment myself," my voice becomes quieter due to the intrusive thoughts creeping into my head, that she may not want to be here at all and is doing it out of pity.
"Trust me, Y/n, I'm here because I want to be here. I don't deny that work often tires me, but being with you actually helps me relax and clear my head from unnecessary shit, so you can be sure that we both enjoy our time together equally. Although considering that you are still sick, probably not equally, but you know what I mean," her reassuring smile instantly drives away all unnecessary thoughts and dispels doubts.
If only she knew how much it means to me... I even don't want to recover, because it would mean her being here much less than now.
"Thank you. For everything," I subconsciously place my hand on the top of hers, "for being there for me and for being so patient with me too." During this time, my feelings for her only seem to have intensified, sometimes making themselves quite obvious.
"I gotta go already," her sad tone pulls my attention away from the TV screen with some movie which name I no longer remember, and I notice how she barely audibly sighs while looking at her wristwatch.
"Oh, yes, of course," bitterness that she can't stay here for the night gets up in my throat, but I just stand up from the couch and awkwardly watch as she begins to gather her things. The words that I don't want to let her go remain unsaid, reminding me of the duty to keep my mouth shut.
"So...See you tomorrow, Y/n," she says, picking up her purse and taking a close look at my face. "Don't forget to take your medicines and eat on time." Her sincere concern melts my heart, threatening all my feelings to break out one day in an endless stream of love for her.
"How can I if you constantly remind me about this in texting?" I smile warmly at her and my gaze falls from her sparkling eyes to her delicate pink lips that beckon me with their perfect shape. Getting lost in my moment of weakness in front of the woman, I don't notice how I continue to stare at them without moving at all, with no clear thoughts in my head until she runs the back of her two fingers across my cheek.
Startled involuntarily by the sudden contact, I quickly raise my eyes to Elizabeth, who, with the same blurred look, darts between my lips and the rest of my features. Realizing that another moment of too much tension between us threatens to happen, I clear my throat and look away somewhere on the floor.
"Well, but still." She removes her hand from my face, and says goodbye in a while, leaving my apartment and me standing there for another couple of minutes, already missing her.
"You're always welcome," she says with a chuckle, giving me a soft look. "But don't think you don't..."
A sudden ringing at the door interrupts her in mid-sentence, although I was not expecting anyone today and therefore I'm just staring at it with furrowed eyebrows until it rings again.
"Are you gonna open the door?"
"Huh?" I shift my gaze to the smiling Elizabeth.
"Should I go open it, little caveman?" She playfully asks, getting up from her chair.
"Oh, no, it's fine, sorry, just wasn't expecting anyone, that's kinda weird," I say heading to the door and looking through the peephole to find out who decided to unexpectedly visit me.
"Shit, that's my mom," I turn to El with goggle eyes, leaning my back against the door.
"So open the door for her, silly."
"No, she's not supposed to see you here, how do I explain to her what you're doing in my apartment when you're supposed to be working?
"Oh shit, right, I'll be in that room then," she lightly hits her forehead with the palm of her hand and points her finger in front of her as she hurries off in that direction.
"Hi mom," I say in a fake sleepy voice, like I just woke up and didn't hear the doorbell ring.
"Hi honey, I was about to think something was wrong. How do you feel, are you getting better? Dad and I just got back from Washington and I came to you right away. Have you been to work this week? How are Madison and Olivia doing?" The information avalanche immediately overtook me, as it usually happens every time I don't see my mother for more than a week.
"I'm feeling better now, thanks. I'm on sick leave, the girls are great," I answer all questions automatically, glancing in the direction of the room where Elizabeth has quietened down.
"Did you call the doctor or are you treating yourself?" Mom asks, leaving the bathroom after she washed her hands and heading to the cupboards to get her coffee.
"Ehhh, by myself," I say hesitantly, for some reason afraid to blab about who spent a lot of time at my house all these days, either working on a laptop or sometimes going to meetings for just a couple of hours.
"I'm so proud of you then, finally you can take care of yourself like a big girl you are," she says lightly pinching my cheek.
"Hey, I was always able to do that," I pout and she just gives me an incredulous look.
"Do you remember that on Saturday we celebrate the 20th anniversary of our company with all partners, shareholders and their families? It will be a huge event." No, I completely forgot about it.
"Yes, sure, gonna be a big day," I reply with a smile, mentally cursing my poor memory. "But you never gave me any details," well, at least that's true.
"The Holdbrooks insisted on renting a huge yacht and celebrating right in the middle of the ocean." Oh my god, not only will I have to go there and talk to strangers, but I won't be able to leave there in addition to that. Swimming away is an option, but this idea is pretty dubious.
My dissatisfaction seemed to show on my face as I began to think about the upcoming "feast", because my mother next to me sighed, touching my shoulder.
"Don't worry, everything will be fine. You can invite your friends there so you don't get too bored, I know it's not exactly your cup of tea."
"Yes?" My eyes immediately lit up with the realization that apparently this day will not be so terrible. Well, that's right, free food and drinks, having fun with girls, dancing, seeing Elizabeth with her fiancé... No, I'm going to completely ignore it if I don't want to end up in a depressing abyss of despair at the end of the day.
"By the way, there will be young guys and girls, maybe you can choose someone for yourself," the woman smirks and I roll my eyes, even though I hear her say this almost every time and I should have gotten used to it by now.
"I highly doubt it." Yeah, given me being in love with my nearly married boss in the next room.
"Come on, Y/n/n, you're getting older and it's time to begin thinking about starting a family." Are all moms the same? Before this, she even wanted me to date Liv so I just wouldn't be single. And yes, she didn't know about Taylor, because my ex wasn't comfortable with me telling her about us and I honestly still feel guilty for that.
"I'm only 22 and it's still early, mom, let's not talk about it at least yet," I whine and she gives up, going to change the subject to something neutral, but someone's phone ringing prevents her from doing so. I glance at my locked phone next to my hand and then at my mom, who looks around, letting me know that she isn't the one being called now too.
Listening to the source of the sound, I understand that it comes straight from the room where Elizabeth is and after a couple of seconds the sound stops, allowing the usual silence to take place in the apartment.
"This is my second phone for work, I'll be right there," I mumble the first really bad lie that comes to mind, and quickly go to check my room.
"El?" I ask in a whisper, not finding anyone in the room. I hope she didn't jump out the window at least.
"Y/n?" The voice that came from behind me almost made my soul leave my body forever, and I, jumping up and clutching my heart, turn around to her.
"Sorry, I was behind the door because I thought your mother was going to come in. I forgot to turn off my phone." Her face takes on a guilty expression as she fiddles with the rings on her fingers.
I let out a small laugh at the fact that she had to hide like some teenager, and reply: "It's okay, but try not to make any noise anymore, otherwise my mother will think that my house is either haunted or I have a secret lover."
"I'm actually hiding now as a secret lover, you know," she still whispers, biting her lip and giving me that kind of look that nearly sends me straight into the gay panic.
How ironic, you're hiding as a secret lover and I'm hiding my secret love for you.
I let out a nervous chuckle. "They're usually really quiet," I try not to give out my slightly trembling voice and she smiles back at me, promising that she won't make another sound anymore.
Returning to my mother, who is already sitting on the couch, I tell that I called the person back and said that I would most likely go back to work on Monday.
"When is Mark coming home? He's been visiting grandma for so long, I even miss him a little," I ask about my younger brother, whom I haven't seen for almost two months, although I thought I wouldn't miss him much at all.
"He says he really likes it there and made a lot of new friends, so I don't even know. But he'll return by the end of the summer, of course."
After chatting with her a little more, someone calls her and she says that, unfortunately, it's time for her to go. It's actually very fortunate for me, because it's truly embarrassing for me to keep El locked up with no way out, so I rush to walk my mom to the door.
"Whose shoes are these?" She asks and nods at the black Elizabeth's shoes from the penultimate collection of Stuart Weitzman, that are standing among my stuff.
"Mine, of course." It already seems to me that she doesn't buy a thing I say, but she's unlikely to go to search my entire apartment, so she simply agrees, looking at me incredulously again and leaves my home, saying goodbye to me and wishing to get well soon.
"Come out!" I scream, letting Elizabeth know it's time for her to leave her little prison.
"It was definitely an interesting experience," she chuckles entering the kitchen and grabbing a banana from a fruit bowl. "So you're going to be there on Saturday too?"
"I'm afraid I don't have any other choice," I shrug my shoulders and grab a banana too, looking at El eating her fruit.
"Great, so I definitely won't get bored there," the victorious tone only makes me smile, but not for too long.
"Won't you be there with Boyd?" I swear I hate to say this out loud, but I have to force myself to not give her any reason to think that something doesn't suit me or I feel uncomfortable talking about it. Her eyes get a confused look for a second and the smile fades from her face, but then she quickly puts everything back in place.
"Oh yes, exactly, how could I forget? But maybe he will be busy with other people, so...Yeah." It was a little awkward, but I decide not to emphasize it again.
"Yea...To be honest, I completely forgot about this day and didn't prepare at all. Have you chosen your outfit yet?"
"Yes, look, I'll show it to you." She takes out her phone and shows me a picture of an amazing black velvet dress with a cutout on the chest. I can only imagine how stunning she will look in it, smashing everyone on the spot and making my knees buckle.
"Let's pick out an outfit for you too, shall we? Since you don't have one yet." She steps over me, placing her phone with open Pinterest in front of my eyes and my breath hitches in anticipation of spending the next few minutes in close proximity to this stunning woman.
A/n: sorry for kinda boring chapter, buuut we're approaching the part i'm really looking forward to write, so see ya in upcoming rollercoaster chapters <3
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BELATED FATE (Elizabeth Olsen x FemReader).
The whole story: here.
Chapter 18. (Love)sick Pt.2
Elizabeth's POV:
After buying some medicines and groceries on the way to Y/n's home, which address I remember all too well, I soon end up in a parking lot I already know and leave my car there.
A few minutes later I'm standing in front of her door and, taking all the packages in one hand, I press the bell, letting her know that I'm already here. Remaining without an answer for a while, I decide to press it again, but the door suddenly opens and the creature wrapped in a blanket appears before my eyes.
"Come in," is the only thing she says before moving away and stomping barefoot towards the kitchen, sniffing and coughing a little. She always looks pretty to me, of course, but her current appearance can't help but worry me. A pale face, bags under her eyes, a tired look and hair stuck to her forehead due to sweat - I really don't like all this and now I intend to do everything to ensure that she recovers as quickly as possible.
Knowing Y/n, these two days she was just lying in bed waiting for a miracle, but I still decide to clarify if she took care of herself:
"Did you take any medication or something?" I ask, placing the bags on the floor and standing next to Y/n, who is sitting on a chair and she only grumbles something unintelligible in response, resting her forehead on the cold surface of the table.
"Y/n-n-n," I lightly shake her shoulders and she reluctantly looks up at me with reddened eyes and the pout on her face.
"I don't know what pills I need to take and I don't have the strength for anything," she whines softly, propping her cheek on her hand and moving her gaze to the packages on the floor. "Why did you buy so many things? A couple of medicines would be enough for me," she coughs again in the middle of a sentence, wrinkling her face in a sign that she's already fed up with it.
"I doubted that you had products that I could cook anything with, so I bought some. Go back to your bedroom, I'll be right back," I give her an instruction and she, sighing heavily, does what she was told.
After putting everything in its place and grabbing the medicines I bought, I decide to consult with my doctor before giving anything to Y/n, since I brought a lot of stuff just in case.
Describing the symptoms to him and listing what I have, I subconsciously begin to walk around the kitchen, examining the interior and touching random things. Walking over to the fridge, I notice several polaroid pictures of her and her friends. She looks so happy and cheerful on them that the smile on my face grows wider by itself.
"If she doesn't feel better in the next two days, then call me again, most likely I will have to come to examine her," the doctor's voice gives me the last instruction and I agree, mentally hoping that Y/n will get better as soon as possible.
Putting the necessary medicines that I was advised on a tray and taking a teaspoon for syrup, I go up the stairs to the room where the sick girl is. Stepping inside, I carefully place the tray on the bedside table, sitting on the edge of the bed next to Y/n's back turned to me. She is still wrapped in a blanket, shaking a little and breathing through her mouth due to a stuffy nose, so I can only sympathize with the poor girl.
"Y/n, turn to me please," I touch her shoulder and she slowly rolls from one side to another with her eyes closed. "Open your mouth, we need to take your temperature," without a single objection, she again does what I say. Apparently, she's actually too tired, because I used to see her often stubborn and doing things in her own way.
"I'm going to die," she says in a hoarse voice before taking the thermometer in her mouth.
"You're not, I promise, you'll be alright soon." I touch her hot forehead with my hand, making sure she needs to be given a fever reducer, and gently brush the hair out of her face.
"Does it hurt to swallow?" My hand remains lying next to her head.
"Mhm," she hums and takes it, resting her cheek on my open palm, leaning into my touch with her eyes still closed and not letting go of my wrist, subconsciously stroking it with her thumb. After a few minutes of silence, the thermometer beeped, showing me 101 degrees.
"I feel like I've already gone to hell," Y/n said quietly, refusing to let go of my hand, since now I have to go downstairs for a couple of minutes. "Can you just not go and stay here?"
"It's not that bad, don't worry, now I'll go get one medicine that I forgot and come back here, okay?" I speak in a soft tone, knowing fully well why she's now prone to dramatizing and needs someone near her.
A protesting sound came from the depth of her throat, but she still agreed, rolling onto her back and placing her hand on her forehead, wrinkling her nose, apparently due to a headache.
Returning with a small bottle of syrup, I pour it into a spoon and hold it to Y/n's mouth, who flicks her eyes suspiciously between me and the medication, swallowing the suspension in a while.
"Ew, why is this thing so nasty?" the girl grunted, twisting her face and knitting her eyebrows, giving me the "you're a traitor"-look.
"Because medicines are not supposed to be tasty, you know," I smile at her funny expression, which reminds me of a small child being forced to eat steamed vegetables. Although, I think that she would have behaved in the same way with vegetables too. And speaking of food...
"Did you eat anything during this time?" I sincerely hope that the answer is yes, but she looks away and pulls the covers almost up to her eyes, letting me know that I probably shouldn't even wait for it.
Sighing in defeat, I decide not to start lecturing her about it, considering how she's feeling right now, but I make a mental note to do a little later.
"I'll go make you some broth and something else, try to get some sleep for now, okay?"
"No, wait," her eyes express disapproval mixed with a plea to reverse my decision. "Can you please stay for a bit? At least until I fall asleep." I can't resist this weak voice and at some point it seems that I'm ready to do absolutely everything for her.
"Do you want me to just sit here or cuddle with you?" I surrender to her not being able to contain my need to make her feel better.
Her shy gaze falls somewhere on the bed and she timidly says "I don't want you to catch the cold too" without giving me a clear answer.
"Don't worry, my immunity is much stronger than yours, sick dumbass. I'll take some of your home clothes, okay? I don't want to get your bed dirty."
"Okay," a goofy smile stretches across her lips and she sneezes again, wiping her nose with what must be her hundredth tissue.
Thank heavens she wears baggy clothes, otherwise it probably wouldn't fit me. Searching through various hoodies and T-shirts, I choose one with a Stranger Things print and wonder if she calls me "El" because she's a fan of this show or for some different reason.
"C'mon, move yourself so I can lie down too," I say after picking up some clothes for myself, bending over Y/n, and she turns on her side again, looking at me with dopey eyes.
I lie down under the covers on my back, inviting her to lie on top of me and she obediently puts her head on my chest, tightly wrapping her hand around my stomach and throws her leg over mine, gradually falling asleep in my arms soon.
I only recently realized that my attachment to this girl appeared due not only to the feeling of comfort that being around her brings me, but also backed up by real feelings that I have never had to experience before. The fact that she's the first person to discover this special kind of falling in love for me is both incredible and frightening.
I was able to admit to myself that I had genuine feelings for her, but for how long would it be enough for me to just have her in my life without being able to wake up next to her, kiss her and remind her every single day how beautiful she is inside and out?
It's not even that I'm not sure if my feelings are mutual, because it seems to me that she has the same emotions while being around me. It's about the fact that I'm just unable to give her the life she deserves and become the person who will make her truly happy. I sincerely want to keep her safe from the pain that I could cause, even if it means that my own heart is shattered without the chance to recover.
Y/n's POV:
I suddenly wake up from another nightmare that didn't let me get enough sleep and turning my head to the left, I see only an empty place where Elizabeth should have been. Did it get so bad that I began to hallucinate? In doubt whether what happened to me a little earlier is true, I, wrapping a blanket over my shoulders, decide to go downstairs and check if she is in the kitchen or somewhere else.
Thankfully, my guess turned out to be true and the woman cooking something near the stove appeared before my eyes. Unfortunately, I can't smell anything at all now, but as I get a little closer, I notice the pot of promised chicken broth.
"Ellie?" my croaked voice startles her a little and she turns to me, attentively peering into my face.
"Are you already feeling better?" She comes up to me and puts her lips on my forehead, checking my temperature and thereby making my pulse beat much faster. I resist the urge to lean into her touch and reply that I think the fever has subsided and now I don't feel like I'm on the brink of death.
She just rolled her eyes at my answer. "Come here and eat a bit, if you really don't want to end up on the brink of death," she says as she pours me a bowl of hot soup and pulls my blanket off my shoulders.
While I ate, she silently watched my face, which caused a slight blush to form on my cheeks due to such attention.
"You promised me to cook something last time you were here, remember?" I decide to ask something to take my mind off her penetrating emerald eyes on me.
"Of course I do, but I thought it would happen under other circumstances," she smiles slightly and I do the same, looking down at my already empty plate.
"You really are an amazing cook, thank you," I say shyly, pushing it away from me.
"Or you were just really hungry," she smirks as she picks the plate up and puts it in the dishwasher. "Take this pill here, drink water and then drink a spoonful of syrup." She places the items and the glass of water in front of me and I wrinkle my nose, reluctant to do so. But noticing her stern look, I silently do it so as not to face her discontent.
"It's not too late yet, yeah?" I ask in the hope that she will stay here longer, because being near her seems to have a very healing effect on me.
"It's not even evening yet, don't worry. How did you sleep, by the way?" She asks, standing next to me as I sit in the chair, unable to move, and tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear.
"I had a nightmare about being chased by a huge one-eyed starfish with tentacles." Now it sounds funny, but before that, the dream really scared the shit out of me and managed to bring me to tears.
"Oh, I'm so sorry for you," she runs her hand through my hair, pulling my head to her belly and I instinctively wrap my arms around her waist, immersed in softness and warmth. "Do you want to talk about it?" she asks while stroking my head.
"No, it's okay. Can we go back to bed? Just don't leave this time, please," the request leaves my lips as I raise my head to look up at her.
"Deal."
Getting comfortable in bed in the same position as a couple of hours ago, the feeling of drowsiness begins to consume me again while I'm melting in the arms of the woman I'm in love with, even if she won't ever know about it.
"El, why do you care about me so much?" I ask half asleep, fighting the urge to pass out right this very second.
"Because we both need it, Y/n." This is the last thing I hear before falling into a restful sleep, in the hands of the person I trust more than anyone in the world.
A/n: guess who doesn't have a personal life and has nothing to do except writing😜
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