Waiting is the part of life people get wrong. They wanted to act instead of hold fasts and gather information. They wanted to know instantly without having to learn. Sometimes the trick to getting the best out of a situation was just to wait. If you didn’t like the weather, you didn’t rush into the storm- you waited until it changed. You found a way to keep from getting wet. 

but i'm a wreck, unless i'm healing

Classic Saturday thoughts

tell it how you want

29/03 - xx

I wouldn’t forgive you if you were the last man on earth 

to embrace cringe is to live free, to reject it is to die cringe

pinterest and tumblr are the girls’ version of the dark web

Walking around Venice and something feels like home.

The Jasmine smells as sweet as your touch.

I find pieces of you in everything.

She feels like winter, summer, spring, like the cicadas on the leaves. All the pollen from the bees, don't come close to half as sweet. And on my back I fight the trees, Tell them her eyes are twice as green, I see her in everything,  I see her in everything.

<3

my bloody valentine

Love and Hate

I’ve had relationships end for the sole purpose that it was simply no longer meant to be. There was no argument, no explosion, no anger. just two perfectly sad people waving goodbye after growing out of each other. We tried to continue being friends but, how can you go back to friends if you never even started there? My brain began to repress the memories of discomfort and paint the relationship in this violet hue. Memories were suddenly warped and re-built, whether it was simple conversations or romantic gestures, the uncomfortable fragments were filtered out and I was just left with this loop of all the great parts. It felt as if I was looking in at my memories from a strangers point of view. But once the excruciating months of this were over, and I could once again see the time we spent together as it was, The run-ins and the social overlapping turned into avoided eye contact and friends whispering “okay don’t look now but they're here..”. It turned into taking turns in sealing the envelopes of our apology cards for being the ones who never make an appearance at birthday parties.  Nothing significant happened between the moment that love stepped into hate other than time revealing that I would never stop loving until I began to hate. 

its not living if it's not with you

pretty damn in love ngl