New video on the way! Go check out my boy over at @spraykansascity kid is way too talented!! @calebshomo i tried... #newcovervideo #beartooth #infected #disease #maybeificoverenoughbeartoothsongscalebwillfinallyrespondtoamessage #wishfulthinking #gowatchmesingmedicorely #njfarrarcovers https://www.instagram.com/p/BpIysckBVDsfhUYSFk6uOiSAf6kqEKdu35ovcg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=omi3mut9k6ca

Why... #depressed #depression #boarderlinepersonalitydisorder #alone https://www.instagram.com/p/BmhIcgXhHiNOiE1KPIpuNAgsg_jTXxa6ILcYb80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4pijjng7lxm8

"Took what I hated and made it apart of me" #BPD #PTSD #depression #fighting #searchingforpeace

Video is up now check it out here! https://youtu.be/LBmPLO8uFLc

As I've started treatment over the past month for my mental illnesses some of what I've been challenged to do is more things that I love so with that being said singing is one of those things. My singing is far from great but with some encouragement I decided to give this song a shot. I feel this song down in my bones it holds so much meaning for me so if anything else I hope that I am able to atleast convey the emotions I feel when listening to this song. #beartooth #thelines #disgusting #vocalcover #metalvocalist #itried #depression #recovery

New video is up now! Check it out here: https://youtu.be/pJtdlPUjA6E #njfarrarcovers #vocalcover #adaytoremember #adtr #badvibrations

“Would you feel lost without me, cause honestly I feel the world is better off without me”?

You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

Haven’t used Tumblr in years

It has been a real long time since I have used this but I felt that now would be a good time to try and get back into it. I am here for myself as I am suffering through the worst depression and anxiety I have ever experienced in my life. I have been progressing to this point over the past few years and as of late I definitely feel that I have reached rock bottom. I have never had a big presence in anyone’s life let alone an online presence, so basically I will be using this now as a place for me to post shit that is on my mind or ways that I, feeling about my mental health. I don’t have anyone to talk to and if I post stuff anywhere else I am criticized and just told to “think positive” or “things will get better”. Anyone who suffers with mental illness knows how infuriating this is. So from here on out it this will just be a safe place for me to post lyrics, quotes, or videos that explain how I’m feeling without worry of being bullied about my issues...

Remotes got their own side of the bed #singlelife

Go listen to me scream about my problems #njfarrarcovers

Covered this song as its a dead on description of my day to day struggle with life

The pain is getting to much to handle

Just want it all to end

For anyone who ever talks shit about hardcore music and says thst screaming isnt music it has no meaning, watch this!!!

Getting it back

My boys in @fitforakingtx killing it!!!