Dear Matthew,

God knows how much I hate you right now, I tried to see the bright side of the situation, but when I found out you knew what they said about me, and other people but did nothing, that made me lose my shit. Yeah they're your friends but you shouldn't tolerate it if they do something wrong.

-Y.

Confession

Dear Matthew,

I did it, I sent it, I explained everything I'm scared of how you will see me when you read it, will you think I'm petty? Will you hate me even more?

- Your Yesterday.

Petty.

Dear Matthew,

I felt like a complete idiot for even considering that we could be together, I didn't know you that well, but you knew me more than I knew myself. All of the sudden I realized how close we got, and a particular fear struck me, a fear I can never overcome, and it was the possibility of how you can't accept or understand me fully for who I am, like the last person who owned my heart. I feared that you would look down on me and laugh at how 'petty' I get, I feared that you would hurt me like I've been hurt before, actually maybe even more, and I can't bear that pain again, meaningless flirting is the closest thing I would ever allow myself to be close to a person.

- Your Yesterday.

It hurts, more than you think

Dear Matthew,

It hurts to see how you walk by me like we didn't have anything, like we didn't spend time together, like we didn't do all the small things that mean the most, It hurts every time I see you smiling, not because I despise you being happy but because back then you used to smile for me, and now seeing you smile brightly with some else hurts more than you think.

- Your Yesterday

My Greatest love.

Dear Matthew,

I admire how you're so driven to achieve things that you want even if there are a lot of obstacles, I admire it because it was the first time I saw you in a new light, the first time I noticed you, you showed me that there was more to life than the dull times I was in, but I only noticed the things you mean to me when I lost you, like how you were my comfort, you were my home, the only person that stayed by my side even if no one chose to, I can't even blame you for the heartbreak that happened, it was fault, my fault for being a coward, I thought I could never love a person, let alone you, I could not love you the way you expect to be loved.

- Your Yesterday